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wK K_v †Zvgv‡`i †`e Dcnvi

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b`x Avi wbmM©

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hLb †Zvgvi K_v fvwe

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Zey Zzwg wd‡i Avm‡e

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GLv‡b Zzwg Avm‡e bv Avi

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H ‡Zv H `~i mygy‡Li c‡_i ev‡K

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Rvwb AvR Avgvi m½x gvayh©

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‡K` bv I‡Mv

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my‡Li evmi mvRv‡Z hvevi Av‡M

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GL‡bv †Zv jMœ AwZµvšÍ n‡q hvqwb

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Avgvi mg¯Í myL

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‡Zvgv‡K fvj‡e‡m bvix

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Avgvi Rxeb †_‡K

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‡jv‡Ki gy‡L nvRvi K_vi Pvcv ¸Äb

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‡Zvgvi `yÕ †Pv‡L Avwg

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Kv‡Qi gvbyl †Kb `y‡i m‡i hvq GK mgq‡Kb ü`‡qi g„Zz¨ nqbv?

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A‡bK w`b Zzwg Avm bv

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`~i b¶‡Îi gZ Zzwg AvR

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Rvwb AvR Avgvi ¯§„wZ

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Avgvq fy‡j †MQ e‡j ZvB

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fvwewb ‡Zv GKw`b †Zvgv‡K wb‡qB

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A‡Mv my›`i

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H †h H `~‡ii e¨¯Í mo‡K

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Zzwg Avm‡e cÖZ¨‡q

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G‡mv bvix G‡mv

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AvR‡Ki GB ivZ

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wK K‡i Avwg fy‡j hv‡ev

wK K‡i Avwg fy‡j hv‡ev wK K‡i Avwg Zv‡K fy‡j †h‡Z cvwi, ‡h bvix Zvi Abb¨ †cÖg Avi GKvMÖ †hŠeb w`‡q f‡i †i‡LwQ‡jv Avgvi Rxeb| Pz¤^‡b-kxrKv‡i m½‡g-k„½v‡i AvRI †h f‡i †i‡L‡Q Avgvi Abyf~wZ| AvR ZviB ¯§„wZ-gayi D‡Ï‡k¨ Avgvq †i‡L †h‡Z `vI Avgvi KweZvi K‡qKwU PiY| hvi fiv A‡½i cÖwZ fv‡R fv‡R Avgvi Z…wlZ †hŠeb †i‡L‡Q c`”Qvc, hvi †hŠe‡bi myiv cvb K‡i Avwg AvR jvf K‡iwQ AgiZv GB g„Zz¨kxj Rxe‡b \

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‡cÖ‡gi AvL‡i GKw`b †M‡_wQjvg †h gvjv

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‡Zvgvi Kv‡QB Avwg hvw”Qjvg †mw`b

‡Zvgvi Kv‡QB Avwg hvw”Qjvg †mw`b‡mw`b c‡_ †h‡Z nVvr †`LvAv‡i Avcwb, hv‡”Qb †Kv_vq?

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wek¦vm K‡iv, bvix

wek¦vm K‡iv, bvix ïay †Zvgvi ¯§„wZ‡K Avwg ¯§iY‡hvM¨ K‡i †i‡L hv‡ev G Avgvi g‡bi †Mvcb D”Pwfjvl| ZvB‡Zv LyuwR cÖwZwU k‡ãi myPviy web¨vm e¨vKzj n‡q| Rxe‡bi GK `ytmnZg ¶‡Y `xbZg †cÖwgK Avwg †c‡qwQjvg †Zvgvi `yj©f fvjevmv| Avwg bB Hk¦h©evb †Kvb mgªvU GK gg©i cv_‡i Mo‡ev †cÖ‡gi Agi ZvRgnj| ZvB ‡Zv wbišÍi mvRvB cÖwZwU A¶i Acwimxg ggZvq| Avgvi KweZvi cÖwZwU Pi‡Y Qwo‡q †`B ü`q-ivOv‡bv Dò AbyivM, ‡m Abyiv‡M †Zvgvq hw` GKUz ivOv‡Z cvwi \

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Kvj mvivUv ivZ †K‡U †M‡jv ¯^‡cœi ‡fZi

Kvj mvivUv ivZ †K‡U †M‡jv ¯^‡cœi ‡fZi| wbR©b Rvbvjvq GKv e‡m KvwU‡q w`‡qwQ Kvj mvivUv ivZ ïay †Zvgv‡K †f‡e †f‡e| Zzwg Avm‡e cÖZ¨‡q MÖwš’Z Keix Ly‡j w`‡q GKivk G‡jvPzj wc‡Vi c‡i Qwo‡q w`‡q Avwg GKv e‡mwQjvg‡Zvgvi fvj-jvMvq ab¨ n‡Z| ‡f‡ewQjvg Zzwg G‡j K_v n‡e `yRbvq wbwiwewj †RvQbvq| wK `iKvi wQj ej ‡Zv GZ ivZ Awã †R‡M _vKvi’?

RvbZvg Zzwg G‡j Aby‡hvM Ki‡Z AviI KZ wK!

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Avgvi hv wKQz ejvi wQj

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‡m Av‡mwb †`L‡Z †`L‡Z

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Avgvi me Qwe †Kb

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hLb dz‡ji evMv‡b dzj dz‡U

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AvRI cÖK…wZ‡Z emšÍ Av‡m

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e‡jQ fy‡j †h‡Z, PvB‡jB wK ‡fvjv hvq?

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Rvwb G Rxe‡b

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GB dvêybx †R¨vrmœv iv‡Z

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GKw`b ¯^cœ nvwi‡q hvq

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w`‡bi †k‡l GLb m~h© Wy‡e

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AvR GB c‡_ †KD Av‡m bv Avi

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GKw`b †Zvgvi evMv‡b

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Zzwg P‡j hv‡e GK_v ïb‡ZB

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‡Zvgvi P‡j hvIqv gv‡b

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