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Zzwg P‡j †MQ

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Avi K‡e Avwg †Zvgvi †m N‡i AwZw_ n‡q KvwU‡q †`‡ev evwKUv RxebÑ ‡Zvgvi AvuP‡ji Qvqv Z‡j \

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Avi mevB hLb e¨¯Í

Avi mevB hLb e¨¯Í cÖvmv` loh‡š¿i gva¨‡g ivR¶gZv n¯ÍMZ Ki‡ZÑ AwaK…Z f~wg‡Z Avcb wbisKzk wbqš¿Y cÖwZôvqÑ wKsev kªwg‡Ki Nvg-Siv‡bv kªg †kvl‡Yi gva¨‡g m¤ú‡`i cvnvo Mo‡Z e¨¯ÍÑ Avi e¨¯Í gvbyl n‡q gvby‡li Dci cÖfyZ¡ we¯Ívi Ki‡ZÑ wKsev fvov‡U ¯ÍveK KZ©„K iwPZ †¯ÍvÎ kªe‡Y e¨¯ÍÑ Avwg ZLb bxi‡e wbf„‡Z mK‡ji AÁvZmv‡i Avi GKwU KweZvi Lmov wewbg©vY Kwi| Avwg ZLb mK‡ji Aj‡¶¨ cyw®úZ D`¨v‡b m`¨ cÖ‡ývUb¥yL Avi GKwU cy‡®úi cÖùzUb cÖZ¨¶ Kwi| wcÖq bvixi ivOv-J‡ô Avi GKwU gay-Pz¤^b Gu‡K †`evi ‡kl cÖ¯`wZ m¤úbœ Kwi| ‡PZbvi giy`¨v‡b Avi GKwU cy®ú weKv‡ki AbyK~j cwi‡ek iPbv Kwi \

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Zzwg Avgvi mg„× AZxZ

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‡Zvgv‡K w`‡qwQ

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Avm‡j hvi Avmvi K_v †mB Av‡m bv

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ïay Zzwg Kv‡Q †bB e‡j

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cÖZx¶vq wQjvg

cÖZx¶vq wQjvg ‡ZvgviB Avmvi cÖZx¶vq wQjvg, KZ †RvQbv-†fuRv ivZ D`vm mܨvq †ZvgviB cÖZx¶vq wQjvg| c‡_i av‡i kvšÍ e„¶ Qvqvq ‡ZvgviB AK¬všÍ cÖZx¶vq wQjvg| weRb gw›`‡i a¨vb¯’ wQjvg ‡ZvgviB gvbm gywZ©i wPÎKí AšÍ‡i Gu‡K ‡PvL `ywU eÜ K‡i| DrmyK bq‡b m¤§y‡L ZvwK‡q wQjvg, ‡hLv‡b c‡_i †iLv w`M‡šÍ wgwj‡q †M‡Q| DrKY© n‡q e‡mwQjvg KLb †Zvgvi c`aŸwb mygayi msMx‡Zi gZ G ey‡K aŸwbZ cÖwZaŸwbZ n‡e| w`e‡mi Aemv‡b ‡Zvgvi AdzišÍ iƒ‡ci Av‡jv‡K D™¢vwmZ K‡i Avuavi iRbx Pv‡`i gZ Zzwg Avm‡eÑ Avi Avwg ZviB Amwnòz cÖZx¶vq wQjvg| G Rxe‡b Ggwb KZ ivZ G‡m‡Q KZ ivZ P‡j †M‡Q, Zey G cÖZx¶vi Avi †bB eywS mygayi Aemvb \

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AvR Zzwg †bB Avgvi cv‡k

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eo †ewk wKQz PvBwb Avwg G Rxe‡b

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G N‡i †KD Av‡m bv

G N‡i †KD Av‡m bv, Av‡m KLb I mnmv c_ nviv‡bv cw_K nvIqv| KLb I c~wY©gv iv‡Z ¶xY †RvQbvi g„`y †iLv Rvbvjv c‡_ bxi‡e DwK †`q| G N‡ii RgvU welbœ wb¯ÍäZv wbtm½ GKRb‡K Nyb †cvKvi gZ Kz‡i Kz‡i Lvq| R¡jšÍ †gv‡gi gZ GKR‡bi Rxe‡bi Ag~j¨ cigvqy bxi‡e wbf„‡Z cy‡o cy‡o wbt‡kl n‡q hvq| AvKvk Zv‡K bxj Lv‡g wPwV wj‡L fvjevmv Rvbvq, evZvm Zv‡K wPwV wj‡L Ag„Z myevm Qovq nvIqvq nvIqvq| dz‡ji e‡b m`¨ cÖýzwUZ mRxe cy®ú Zv‡K cÖvYXvjv Awfev`b Rvbvq| Zey †mB GKRb wKQz‡ZB Lyu‡R cvq bv mvšÍbv| ARvbv we‡”Q‡` f‡i _v‡K Zvi gb mviv¶Y| ‡K †hb Av‡mwb eûw`b, Kov bv‡owb Zvi `iRvq KZw`b, Kvi Amwnòz KivNv‡Z mPwKZ K‡i Zz‡jwb Zvi bxieZv, Kvi c`aŸwb †hb ïbv hvqwb eûw`b... \ 25

fy‡j †Zv †h‡Z PvB

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‡Zvgvi Rxe‡b hLb

‡Zvgvi Rxe‡b hLb Agvem¨v ‡Zvgvi Rxe‡b hLb Nb‡Nvi kªveY, AvwgB wQjvg ZLb me©¶Y ‡Zvgvi Qvqvm½x n‡q †ZvgviB Kv‡Q| hLb S‡o-evmv-fv½v w`‡knviv cvwLi gZ Zzwg Qz‡U †ewo‡qwQ‡jÑ Avwg ZLb Avgvi Qvqv e„‡¶i kvLvZ‡j ‡Zvgvq Kv‡Q †W‡K wb‡qwQjvg| ‰ekv‡Li LiZß wb`vN `ycy‡i ‡Zvgv‡K GK SjK wn‡gj nvIqvi cik eywj‡q w`‡qwQjvg| Avi AvR †Zvgvi Rxe‡b hLb emšÍ, ARmª dz‡ji mgv‡ivnÑ ZLb Avwg †bB ‡Zvgvi ¯§„wZ‡Z I †bB, ¯^‡cœ I †bB| ZLb Avwg ¯§„wZi KvuUvKz‡Ã e‡m nviv‡bv w`‡bi Mvb †M‡q hvB GKv GKvÑ ‡Kvb GK wbtm½ wen‡½i gZ \

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hLb GKwU †Mvjvc †`wL

hLb GKwU †Mvjvc †`wL evMv‡b Avcb †mŠ›`‡h©i gwngvq dz‡U Av‡Q, ZLb Avwg Avm‡j †Zvgv‡KB †`wL| ZzwgB ‡Zv i³ †Mvjvc GB ü`‡qi D`¨v‡b, Zzwg m‡ive‡i †dvUv ivOv cÝ| hLb †`wL my`~i AvKv‡k c~wY©gvi Pvu` nv‡m ZLb Avwg Avm‡j †Zvgv‡KB †`wL, ‡Zvgvi Pvu` gyLLvbv Pvu` n‡q †R‡M iq `~i AvKv‡k| hLb e‡b DZjv em‡šÍ †KvwKj Wv‡K Avwg Avm‡j †ZvgviB KÚ¯^i ïwb| GB c„w_exi me iƒcgvayix ‡Kvb wKQziB †Zvgvq Qvov c~Y©Zv †bB| Zzwg AvQ e‡j GB c„w_ex my›`iÑ GB Pvu`, GB i³‡Mvjvc m‡ive‡i m`¨‡dvUv ivOv cÝ meB my›`i, †Zvgv‡K wb‡qB my›`i \

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Avgiv `yR‡b e‡m AvwQ gy‡LvgywL

Avgiv `yRb e‡m AvwQ gy‡LvgywL A‡bK w`b ci †`Lv, `yR‡bi gv‡S `xN© bxieZvey‡Ki †fZi D_vj-cvZvj ¯§„wZ| ZzwgI Rv‡bv †mw`b¸‡jv Avi wd‡i cvIqv hv‡e bv wKQz‡ZÑ Avwg I Rvwb| Zey evievi gb P‡j hvq †cQ‡b ¯§„wZi A`„k¨ Uv‡b, `yR‡bi gv‡S `xN© bxieZv K_v e‡j| mgq †K‡o wb‡q‡Q G‡K G‡K `yišÍ `my¨i gZ Rxeb †hŠeb‡K‡o wb‡Z †c‡i‡Q wK fvjevmv Avi wek¦vm ? ¯§„wZ †Zv Awbt‡kl, b`xi †mªvZ KLb I wK †kl nq ? ‡Pv‡Li mvg‡b †h _v‡K P‡j †M‡j ‡Pv‡Li Avovj n‡q hvqÑ g‡bi gv‡S †h _v‡K ‡m †Zv KLb I nvwi‡q hvq bv \

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‡Pv‡Li Avov‡j P‡j †M‡j wK n‡e

‡Pv‡Li Avov‡j P‡j †M‡j wK n‡e g‡bi †Pv‡L Avwg wVKB †Zvgvq †`L‡Z cv‡ev, hZ Q݇e‡k Zzwg _v‡Kv nvRvi †jv‡Ki fx‡o Avwg wVKB ‡Zvgvq Lyu‡R cv‡ev| hZw`b cvwL Mvb Mv‡e b`x Zi‡½ myi aŸwbZ n‡e ZZw`bB †Zvgvi KÚ¯^i Avwg wVKB ïb‡Z cv‡ev| hZw`b evMv‡b dzj dzU‡e, AvKv‡k Pvu` DV‡e, ‡Zvgvi dz‡ji gZ gyL ‡Zvgvi AB Pvu` e`b Avgvi ¯§„wZ †_‡K nvwi‡q hv‡e bv| wVKvbv bv †i‡L P‡j †M‡j wK n‡e hZw`b Avwg †eu‡P _vK‡ev Avwg nvIqvq nvIqvq †Zvgvq wPwV wjL‡ev| Avi ivZ †R‡M †R‡M nvRvi nvRvi Zvivi gv‡S ‡Zvgvi gy‡Li Av`j LyuR‡evÑ Avi Nygv‡ev bv mvivivZ \

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GB †Zv wKQz¶Y Av‡M

GB †Zv wKQz¶Y Av‡M GKRb G‡mwQj G N‡i, P‡j †M‡Q Lye †ewk mgq nqwb GKv N‡i GLb Zvi AvMgb-ab¨ GK Aciƒc Avb›` Qwo‡q c‡o‡Q mg¯Í Nigq| GK A‡jŠwKK myev‡m GLbI G Ni †hb †Kgb myiwfZ ¯^cœgq| N‡i UvOv‡bv Qwe Avi k~b¨ †Pqvi, `vuwo‡q _vKv Avjbv Avi ¯’wei †Uwej N‡ii †`qv‡j, †Lvjv Rvbvjv Avi †fRv‡bv `iRvq, me wKQz‡Z †hb bZzb cÖvYgqZv Qwo‡q c‡o‡Q| mevB †hb bxie fvlvq KjKwj‡q D‡V‡Q| GKRb G‡mwQj GB †Zv wKQz¶Y Av‡M Avgvi G N‡i ‡Kvbiƒc c~e© †NvlYv QvovB Aciƒc jxjvgq Pjvi Q‡›`, Avi Avgvi welYœ wbR©b Qvqv”Qbœ Ni gyn~‡Z© GK Aciƒc Av‡jvq D™¢vwmZ K‡i w`‡q †M‡Q| GKRb G‡mwQj P‡j I †M‡Q mg¯Í Ni Ry‡o GLb Zvi ¯§„wZ †j‡Þ Av‡Q, Kzqvkvi Pv`‡ii gZ Avgv‡K GLbI wN‡i †i‡L‡Q Zvi ¯^cœSiv jve‡Y¨i myevZvm| GLb I Kv‡b evR‡Q Zvi fxiy K‡Úi K_vi KvK‡bi g„`y wiwbwSwb| mygayi m½x‡Zi gZ GK Abv¯^vw`Z †gvngq Avb‡›` GLb I Avgvi ‰PZb¨ Av”QbœGLb Avgv‡K †KD †W‡Kv bv GLb Avgv‡K †KD wKQz wR‡Ám Ki bv \

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Avm‡j ‡h hvevi †m P‡jB hvq

Avm‡j †h hvevi †m P‡jB hvq‡cQ‡b c‡o _v‡K e¨w_Z wbe©vK cðvrf~wg KvRj `xwNi UjU‡j Rj AvKv‡ki w`‡K evû-†Zvjv k¨vgj e„¶Ñ Avi †cÖwgK Kwei g‡bi ARv‡šÍ †ewi‡q Avmv `xN© `xN©k¦vm| ‡h hvevi †m P‡jB hvq, mgyL c‡_i †gvn Zv‡K Uv‡b `ywb©eviÑ ARvbv D¾¡j fwel¨‡Zi †gvn Zv‡K Kv‡Q Uv‡b, ‡cQ‡b wd‡i ZvKvevi Zvi Avi _v‡K bv Aemi| Kvi AkÖymRj e¨vKzj `yÕwU †PvL Zvi cðvraveb K‡i ‡m Lei †m iv‡L bv| c``wjZ c‡_i gZ †f‡O hvIqv ey‡K Zvi iƒcK‡iv¾¡j ¯§„wZ AvuK‡o c‡o _v‡KÑ Ae‡nwjZ D‡cw¶Z ‡hb AbšÍKvj a‡i \

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Avgv‡K †`qv †Kvb cÖwZkÖywZB

Avgv‡K †`qv †Kvb cÖwZkÖywZB Zzwg ivLwbÑ Rxebfi ïay ¯^cœB †`wL‡q †M‡j w`‡j bv wKQzB| KZ ivZ G‡jv †M‡jv, w`‡j bv Avgvq ¯^cœ-Kíbv-gvLv GKwU iOxb evmi `yRbvi wgj‡bi Avb‡›` fiv| Rxeb Ry‡o KvU‡jvB ïay weiwZnxb we‡”Q` iRbx| Avgvi Avkvi Mvu_v gvjv wQu‡o †Mj ïay evievi| ‡Zvgvi hyMj evûi e܇b Zzwg Avgvq eva‡j bv| G Rxe‡b Lye †ewk PvIqv wQj bv †Zv ‡Zvgvi Kv‡Q , GKwU †QvÆ Ni Avi †Zvgvi fvjevmv Avi wKQz ¯^cœ AvMvgxw`‡biÑ w`‡j bv †Zv wKQzB| ‡Zvgvi Kv‡Q Ni †P‡q AvR njvg NiQvov weivMx, fvjevmv †P‡q †cjvg we‡”Q` †e`bv| Avi ¯^cœ †P‡q ¯^cœfv½v gb wb‡q Nywi GLv‡b †mLv‡b, cvB bv †Zv mvšÍbv| Zzwgwenxb GB wekvj c„w_ex Kzjnviv AKzj mgy‡`ªi gZ g‡b nq, hš¿Yvi A‰_ mvM‡i nveyWyey LvB wKQz‡ZB Avi Kzj Lyu‡R cvq bv G gb \ 33

GLv‡b †KD Av‡m bv

GLv‡b †KD Av‡m bv, mvivw`b Avi mvivivZ †K‡U hvq GKvKx wbtm½Zvq Avi welYœZvq| Zey Rvwb bv Kvi A‡c¶vq mvivivZ †R‡M _vwK wewb`ª GKvKx DrmyK bq‡b| GLv‡b †KD Av‡m bvZey Rvwb bv Kvi cÖZx¶vq `yqvi Ly‡j e‡m _vwK, mgyL c‡_i w`‡K †P‡q wb®újK bq‡b| ïay weevMx evZvm gv‡S gv‡S G‡m Rvbvjvi c`©vq †`vjv w`‡q hvq, Avi me wb¯ú›` bxie| Zey gv‡S gv‡S Avkv Rv‡M eywS GLwb Kv‡iv KjKÚ ‡e‡R DV‡e gyLi KvK‡bi my‡i| ARmª K_vgvjvq GLywb f‡i DV‡e Avgvi bxie Avevm| Rvwb †KD Avm‡e bv, Zey Kvb †c‡Z _vwK Kvi c`aŸwbi Avkvq| ‡h myiaŸwb SsKv‡i Avgvi wkivq wkivq gyn~‡Z© wkniY RvM‡e Af~Zc~e© Avb‡›`i| GLv‡b †KD Av‡m bv, ‡KD Avm‡e bv GLv‡bÑ Zey Kvi AvMg‡bi Avkvq ‡K‡U hvq Rxeb, Rxe‡bi Ag~j¨ mgq \

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GKw`b GB Rxe‡b myL wQj

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Avwg Rxeb †mªv‡Z

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GZw`b Zzwg wQ‡j

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Zzwg mܨv Zviv

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Zzwg Avgvi cÖvY-‡fvgiv

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ïay GKUz my‡Li gyL †`L‡ev e‡j

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ïay Zzwg †_‡Kv

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ïay †Zvgvi gy‡Li GKUz nvwm

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hw` GKwU KweZv wjwL

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‡ZvgviB cÖZx¶vq _vK‡ev

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GB GK Rxe‡b

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m~h© Wy‡e †M‡j bv‡g AÜKvi c„w_ex‡Z

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