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by Shafiqul Islam Published by Osman Gani of Agamee Prokashani 36 Bangla Bazar Dhaka-1100 Bangladesh.

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cÖfv‡Z cÖ_g RvMi‡Y ‡Zvgvi Kj¨Yx gyL †`‡L Avgiv w`e‡mi cÖvZ¨wnK KvR Kg© ïay K‡iwQ, ‡Zvgvi †mœn-Siv AvP‡j m‡mœ‡n jjv‡Ui Nvg KZevi Zzwg gywQ‡q w`‡qQ| Avgv‡`i †ivM-RxY© jjv‡U hLbB Zzwg m‡mœn nvZ †i‡LQ gyn~‡Z© Av‡ivM¨ n‡q †M‡Q Avgv‡`i `yiv‡ivM¨ e¨vwa| Zzwg P‡j †M‡j †MvUv c„w_exUv Avgv‡`i Amy¯’ n‡q co‡e ‡Zvgvi ïkÖylvwenxb| S‡o weaŸ¯Í mvRv‡bv evMv‡bi gZ me wKQz Avgv‡`i G‡jv‡g‡jv ZQbQ n‡q hv‡e| myjZv Zzwg Avgv‡`i ˆP‡Îi LiZv‡c kvwšÍ`vwqbx †mœn-kxZj Qvqve„‣, Zzwg Avgv‡`i A‰b‡K¨i msmv†i msnwZi GKwU wekvj e„‣| Zzwg P‡j †M‡j †K Avgv‡`i AvM‡j ivL‡eÑ ‡iv‡` cy‡o e„wó‡Z wf‡R Avgv‡`i fxlY AmyL Ki‡e| myjZv Zzwg P‡j †M‡j Avgiv mnmv-S‡o-weaŸ¯Í kvLvkªqx cvwLi gZ bxonviv ne, Ni Qvov ne So-SÅv KewjZ iv‡Z|

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myjZv †Zvgvi we`vq †bevi mgq n‡j I Avgv‡`i †Zvgvq we`vq †`evi mgq nqwb| myjZv Avgv‡`i †Pv‡L ‡h cÖZ¨vkvi Av‡jv R¡j‡Q, Avgv‡`i K_v Zzwg ivL‡e Zzwg hv‡e bv, ‡Zvgvi we`vq †bevi cÖ¯Íve wdwi‡q †b‡eB Zzwg AvPgKvÑ Avgv‡`i †m cÖZ¨vkvi Av‡jv Zzwg wbwf‡q w`I bv \

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Avgvi N‡ii weQvbvq Avi

Avgvi N‡ii weQvbvq Avi evwj‡k Avi Pv`‡i ‡Zvgvi myMwÜ ¯¦„wZ †mŠif wejvq ‡Kgb ¯^cœgqZvq Avgv‡K Av”Qbœ K‡i iv‡L mviv¶Y ‡bkvq eyu` n‡q hvIqv gvby‡li gZ| Avgvi N‡ii †PŠKv‡V Avi ¸wQ‡q ivLv Kvc‡oi Avjbvq GK¸”Q cy®ú†kvwfZ dzj`vbx‡Z Avi ‡`qv‡j UvOv‡bv ˆbmwM©K †kvfvgwÛZ ‰ZjwP‡Î Avi †kv‡K‡m mvRv‡bv _‡i _‡i eB-cˇi, me©Î †Zvgvi ¯¦„wZ †j‡Þ Av‡Q| wK K‡i gyQ‡ev ej †Zvgv‡K wK K‡i †Zvgv‡K fy‡j _vK‡ev| a‡iB wbjvg †Zvgv‡K bv nq fy‡jB †MwQ, wK K‡i †Zvgvi ¯¦„wZ DÏxcK GB cwicvk¦©‡K fyj‡evÑ GKUv gvbyl GB GK Rxe‡b ej KZUv cwicvk¦© wegyL n‡q _vK‡Z cv‡i| hw` ‣wY‡Ki R‡b¨ †Zvgvq fy‡j _vwK GB mRxe cwicvk¦© gyn~‡Z© †Zvgvi K_v g‡b Kwi‡q †`q evievi| Zzwg wQ‡j Zzwg Av‡Qv GB Ni GB AvwObvq GK_vB cÖwZwôZ n‡q aiv †`q GB g‡b evievi|

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‡Zvgv‡K wK K‡i A¯^xKvi KieÑ Zzwg Av‡Qv GB Avgvi Aw¯Í‡Z¡ Avi Aw¯’‡Z g¾vq wg‡k Av‡Qv Zzwg ü`‡qi Zš¿x‡Z Zš¿x‡Z Awe‡”Q`¨ Awbevh© mËvi gZ, Kv‡Q bv †_‡K I Kv‡Qi gvbyl n‡q Av‡Qv| ü`‡qi wbf„‡Z Lye †Mvc‡b ARvbv gayi ivwMbx‡Z Zzwg Avgvi AšÍi wbišÍi evwR‡q Zz‡jv| ‡Zvgvi ¯¦„wZB Avgvi AvMvgx w`‡bi †cÖiYv, ‡Zvgvi ¯¦„wZ‡KB DcRxe¨ K‡i AvR I Avwg †eu‡P AvwQ| Zzwg Avgvi Rxe‡bi †Nvi AÜKvi iv‡Z GKwU wmœ» Av‡jvi cÖ`xc| hLbB nZvkvi AZj AÜKv‡i nveyWyey LvBÑ ‡Zvgvi i¥‡ci `xwß Qov‡bv my›`i AB gyLLvwb AÜKv‡i aªyeZviv n‡q Rxeb Pjvi c‡_ Avgv‡K c_ †`Lvq| Avwg AvRxeb ZvB †Zvgvi ¯¦„wZi Kv‡Q mgwc©Z GKRb \

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myjZv GB kn‡i cwiwPZ GB evox‡Z

myjZv GB kn‡i cwiwPZ GB evox‡Z GKw`b Zzwg wQ‡j, GKw`b GB evoxi AvwObvq bycyi-SsK…Z Pi‡Y Zzwg QzUvQzwU K‡iQ Drm‡e Avb‡›`Ñ ‡Zvgvi ARv‡šÍ ‡Zvgvi †hŠe‡bi myevm Qwo‡q ‡MQ Pvicv‡k| AvR e`‡j †M‡Q †Zvgvi wVKvbv, GB kn‡i Avi †Zvgvi PiY c‡o bv, eÜ †MU mvivw`b eÜB _v‡K| Zey wK †hb ARvbv †gv‡ni `ywb©evi AvKl©‡Y w`evwbwk G eÜ evwo‡ZB Avwg Qz‡U Avwm| ‡KD †bB †R‡b I GKvKx `vuovB G‡m G evwoi wbR©b AvwObvqÑ myjZv-my e‡j bvg a‡i WvwK mšÍc©‡Y cyi‡bv Af¨vmekZ| Rvwb †KD mvov †`‡e bv, Avgvi AvnŸvb aŸwbZ cÖwZaŸwbZ n‡q AvgviB Kv‡Q wd‡i Avm‡e ; Zey cÖvYc‡Y WvwK †Zvgv‡K, Avi PxrKvi K‡i ej‡Z B”Qv K‡i myjZv, wVK nqwb †Zvgvi Gfv‡e P‡j hvIqv, ‡Kvbi¥c c~e© †NvlYv Qvov GiKg Aby‡gv`bnxb cÖ¯’vb|

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Zzwg P‡j †MQ KZKvj Zey g‡b nq †hb GB AvmwQ e‡j- Avgv‡K c‡_i cv‡k `vo Kwi‡q †i‡L Zzwg P‡j †MQ KZKvjÑ Avi AbšÍKvj a‡i Avwg `vuwo‡q AvwQ c_cÖv‡šÍ ‡ZvgviB Aaxi cÖZx‣v‡Z \

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Zzwg †bB ZvB

Zzwg †bB ZvB wbR©b Mwji cÖv‡šÍ GKv `vuov‡bv GB evwoUv -Awfgv‡b gyL fvi K‡i _g‡K Av‡Q ey‡Ki †fZi wekvj k~b¨Zv wb‡q ; GKw`b †h evwoi cÖwZwU gyn~Z© Avb›`-gyLi _vK‡Zv †Zvgvi KjKvKjx‡Z| Zzwg †bB ZvB `xN©w`b cÖevm hvc‡bi ci evwo wd‡i G‡j kwdK ZzB G‡mwQm, ZzB G‡m †MwQm Zvn‡j e‡j nvK WvK Zz‡j evoxgq ˆn‰P †d‡j †`qbv †KD AvR AviÑ bxie Awfgv‡b `vuwo‡q _vKv evwoUv ïay e‡j †bB, †bB, †m †bB| AvR †h w`‡K ZvKvB ARmª ¯¦„wZi KvUv G‡m ey‡K we‡a| ‡Zvgvi mhZœ cwiPh©vq mvRv‡bv evMvb AvR AvMvQv-ciMvQvi `L‡j, wbR©b eviv›`vi †Kv‡Y AvR wbtkã AÜKvi Sz‡j _v‡K, G N‡i GLb †KD mܨv cÖ`xc R¡v‡j bv Avi| Kv‡iv KvK‡bi wiwbwSwb SsKv‡i AvR G KzwUi cÖv½Y Avi gyLwiZ n‡q D‡V bv| eÜ `iRv Rvbvjvi KcvU eÜB _v‡K mvivw`bgvb|

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N‡ii Avjbvq ivLv kvoxUv N‡ii †Kv‡Y _vKv ZvbcyivUv ‡ZgbB c‡o _v‡K kixi wPwZ‡q| ïay ¯¦„wZi ay‡jvevwj R‡g _‡i _‡i hZw`b hvq| Ava‡Lvjv iex›`ªbv‡_i MxZ weZvb ‡Uwe‡j †ZgbB c‡o _v‡K mRxe cÎ-†kvwfZ cy®ú-¯ÍeK w`‡b w`‡b ﮋ weeY© n‡q S‡i c‡oÑ S‡i hvIqv ﮋ cy®ú-¸”Q cvjwU‡q bZzb GK ¸”Q cy®ú †KD Zz‡j iv‡Lbv AvR mvwR‡q dzj`vbx‡Z| N‡ii †Kv‡Y UvOv‡bv K¨v‡jÛv‡i w`b gvm mßvn P‡j hvq bZzb gvm eQi Av‡m ‡KD Zvi cyi‡bv c„ôv †`q bv Dwë‡q| ‡`qv‡j mvUv‡bv †`qvj NwoUv ‡mB †h PviUv †Zw·ki N‡i †_‡g Av‡Q, ‡KD †mUv mPj K‡i †`q bv Zvi PvexUv Nywi‡q| Zzwg P‡j †MQ GK`v e¨¯Í G M„‡ni me Kg©KvÛ ‡_‡g †M‡Q †hb wPiZ‡iÑ Kg© gyLi c„w_exi GKcv‡k c‡o Av‡Q †hb fMœg‡bvi_ G evwoUv| Avi Avwg †Zvgvi ¯¦„wZ AvK‡o a‡i G wf‡U gvwU‡Z emZ M‡owQ ‡kl w`bwUi A‡c‣v‡Z \

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‡Zvgv‡K we`vq w`‡Z wM‡q

‡Zvgv‡K we`vq w`‡Z wM‡q hw` GB `yB †PvL R‡j f‡i hvq ‡Mvc‡b AvuP‡j Zv Avwg gy‡Q †b‡ev, Zzwg gyL wdiv‡q P‡j †hI| hv‡eB hLb P‡j _g‡K `vuwoI bv Avi| m§¦y‡Li c_ Pj‡Z wM‡q hw` Kv‡iv wcQz WvK ï‡b _g‡K `vuovI Z‡e g‡b K‡iv G g‡bi fyj| Zzwg P‡j †hI Siv dzj`j `‡j mgy‡L PiY †d‡j| hv‡eB hLb P‡j _g‡K `vuwoI bv Avi| hw` †Kvbw`b †Kvb Aem‡i Kv‡iv ¯¦„wZ g‡b K‡i ‡Zvgvi emšÍ w`‡b hw` ü`‡q bv‡g kªve‡Yi †gNÑ ¯¦„wZi `yqvi eÜ K‡i bZzb mv_x‡K Av‡iv Kv‡Q ey‡K ‡U‡b wb‡q fy‡j †_‡Kv GB Avgv‡K| hv‡eB hLb P‡j _g‡K `vuwoI bv Avi \

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‡h b`x cvnvo †_‡K †b‡g Av‡m GKevi

‡h b`x cvnvo †_‡K †b‡g Av‡m GKevi Avi †d‡i bv wKQz‡ZB wcQz †d‡i bv, mvMi m½‡g †m Qz‡U hvq Awew”Qbœ avivq| ARvbv †g‡Niv †Kv_v †_‡K G‡m ‡Kv_vq P‡j hvq, Qz‡U Avmv `gKv nvIqv ‡Kv_v †_‡K Qz‡U G‡m †Kv_vq nvivq| G Rxe‡b eywS †KD †d‡i bv, wcQz †d‡i bvÑ ‡cQ‡bi c_ †cQ‡b c‡o _v‡K, nvq| ïay †mB c_ Zvi †mB c`wPþ ey‡K a‡i iv‡L ZviB cÖZx‣vq, GB c‡_ GKw`b hvi ivOv Pi‡Yi wPý c‡owQjÑ Zvi ¯¦„wZ ey‡K AvM‡j a‡i iv‡L| Dr†m wK KL‡bv †d‡i b`x, KLbI †d‡i bv, Zvi MšÍe¨ AZj AMva Rjwa| ‡Zgwb Zzwg I wdi‡e bv Rvwb, KL‡bv wdi‡ebv| Avwg APj wMwi wkL‡ii gZ ¯Íw¤¢Z wbe©vKÑ ‡Zvgvi ¯¦„wZ ey‡K aviY K‡i c_ †P‡q iBe wPiKvj| Avi Avgvi ey‡Ki c‡i Rg‡e †Kej aej Zzlv‡ii ¯`c \ 26

gvaex ïay GKwUevi

gvaex, ïay GKwU evi Rvb‡Z B‡”Q K‡iÑ ‡mvbvjx †iv‡`i `ycyi, ‡Mva~jxi gvqvex Av‡jv, Avi †RvQbv-fiv ivZ ‡Zvgvq wK e¨vKzj K‡i bv ?

PwK‡Z g‡bi c`©vq Kv‡iv gyL †f‡m D‡V bv ?

Avgvi †Zv Lye g‡b c‡o ZLb ‡Zvgvi K_v‡Zvgv‡K GKv‡šÍ Kv‡Q †c‡Z B‡”Q K‡i| mvMi ˆmK‡Z e‡m †_‡KwQÑ ‡`‡LwQ Zi‡½i ci Zi½ Rv‡M Avevi †Kv_vq wgwj‡q hvq, `~i AvKvk w`‡q hLb nsm wg_yb cvLvq cvLv wgwj‡q ‡Kv_v †_‡K G‡m †Kvb w`M‡šÍ nvivqÑ Avwg ZLb Awb‡gl bq‡b †P‡q _vwK ïay †P‡q _vwK| wb‡R‡K ZLb eo GKv g‡b nq| nviv‡bv w`‡bi K_v †f‡e `ybqb evievi AkÖymRj n‡q D‡V| ‡Zvgv‡K fyj‡Z cvwi bv wKQz‡Z cvwi bv fyj‡Z| me K_v †_‡g †M‡j ZLb ¯¦„wZ K_v e‡jÑ Avi Avgv‡K Kvu`vq| Zzwg †bB. Zzwg †bB AvR Avwg GKv, eo GKv \

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Avgv‡K wKQzB w`‡j bv Zzwg

Avgv‡K wKQzB w`‡j bv Zzwg wb‡j meBÑ GB †hŠe‡bi hv wKQz m§¢vi| GB D`¨v‡bi me KwU dzj meB DRvo K‡i w`‡qwQ ‡Zv ‡Zvgv‡KÑ wKQzB ‡Zv ivwLwb †Mvc‡b Avjv`v K‡i Avi Kvi I R‡b¨| Avgv‡K w`‡j bv Zzwg GKwU mvRv‡bv msmviÑ dz‡ji evMv‡bi gZ mvRv‡bv ¸Qv‡bv, wQgQvg cwicvwU WªBs-iyg| Avgv‡K w`‡j bv Zzwg GKwU wb‡Kv‡bv D‡Vvb fvjevmvi Qvqvq XvKv, ‡hLv‡b e‡m Zzwg Avwg myL `yt‡Li K_v ejZvg, Avi e¨¯Í mgq¸‡jv KLb ‡K‡U †hZ GKUz I †Ui †cZvg bv| Zywg AvR Kv‡Q †bB ZvB AvKvk fiv Zvivi gv‡S ‡Zvgvq LyuwR| n«‡`i ey‡K ¯^”Q mwj‡j nVvr †Zvgvi gvqvex gyL Sj‡K D‡V wgwj‡q hvq PwK‡Z| Avi Avwg wegl© e`‡b GKjv Nv‡U e‡m _vwK wb¯Íi½ R‡ji w`‡K D`vm ZvwK‡q| Avi fvwe KZKvj Zzwg P‡j †MQ KZKvj †Zvgvi †`Lv †bB \ 28

myjZv Zzwg Avgvi ü`‡q myjZv Zzwg Avgvi ü`‡q GKv †Mvcb Mfxi ‣ZwPþ, Zzwg Avgvi Rxe‡b GK AgxgvswmZ cÖkœ‡evaK wPþ| A‡bK K‡ói c_ cvwo w`‡q `ymn GKvKx‡Z¡i `yiwZµg¨ c_ †cwi‡q Z‡e ‡Zvgvi †`Lv †c‡qwQjvgÑ Zvici †Kv_vq nvwi‡q †M‡j Avgvi Rxeb †_‡K eû`~‡i| wek¦ DRvo Kiv gwY-gy³v Hk¦‡h© ‡KD GB Ni f‡i w`‡j I ‡Zvgvq nviv‡bvi ‣wZ Avgvi †cvlv‡e bv wKQz‡Z| myjZv Zzwg Avgvi Nyg-fvOv‡bv ‡fv‡ii cvwLÑ Avgvi Avavi iv‡Zi †k‡l cÖfvZ m~h©| ‡Zvgvq nviv‡bvi †e`bvgq AšÍ‡ii AšÍM©Z k~b¨Zv wKQz‡ZB c~iY nevi bq| ‡Zvgvi wein we‡”Q` fvivµvšÍ K›UKvKxY© ¯¦„wZ AvRxeb Avgv‡K cxov †`‡e| GB ¶Z wPý Avwg AvRxeb mh‡Zœ jvjb K‡iwQ| G‡Zv Avgvi Rxe‡bi Ag~j¨ m§ú`, Am¤¢e cÖvwßÑ G ¶Z wPýB ‡Zv Avgvi Rxe‡b ‡Zvgvi ¯¦„wZi D‡ØvaK \

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P‡j †M‡j ïay

P‡j †M‡j ïay ‡cQb wd‡i ZvKv‡j bv GKevi‡`L‡jbv Kvi mRj KvRj `„wó ‡Zvgvq AbymiY Ki‡Q hZ`~i `„wó hvqKvi mRj †Pv‡Li AkÖyR‡j ‡Zvgvi Pjvi c_ AkÖy wm³ nj evievi| Pjvi c‡_ g‡bi †Lqv‡j Zzwg nv‡Z Zz‡j wb‡j wQ‡o GKwU jvj †Mvjvc Avgvi evMvb n‡ZÑ Rvb‡j bv Kvi ü`‡qi jvj i‡³ I dzj i³-iOxb nj| cÖ`x‡ci gZ wb‡R‡i cyov‡q ‡K †Zvgvi Pjvi c‡_ Av‡jv Qwo‡q iv‡LÑ Kvi evû `yÕwU gvjv n‡q I ivOv PiY Rov‡q wgbwZ RvbvqÑ G ü`q `‡j P‡j †hI bv \

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myjZv Zzwg ïay

myjZv Zzwg ïay GKwU kã GKwU bvgA‡b‡Ki Kv‡Q nq‡Zv ‡bnv‡qZ mv`vgvUv wZb A‣‡i wbwg©Z GKwU kã, we‡kl¨ c`evP¨| ‡K Rv‡b KLb H GKwU bvg kvwãK A_© Qvwc‡q Awbe©Pbxq e¨Äbvq KLb Avgv‡K Rwo‡q wb‡q‡Q| ‡K Rv‡b H bv‡gi mv‡_ KLb Awe‡”Q`¨ fv‡e Rwo‡q †M‡Q Avgvi Rxeb Avgvi Aw¯ÍZ¡| H bv‡gi D”Pvi‡Y ‡Kb i‡³ Avgvi †XD †L‡j hvq| H bv‡gi †Qvqvq Avwg gyû‡Z© we`y¨r ¯ú„ó n‡q hvB| GK ARvbv wkni‡Y Avgvi mg¯Í mœvqyZš¿ †Ku‡c †Ku‡c D‡V| myjZv H bv‡gi D”Pvi‡Y Avgvi Dò ü`‡q e‡q hvq gyn~‡Z© GK SjK myevZvm| myjZv, myjZv Avgvi BóbvgÑ ‡h bv‡gi D”PviYgv‡Î mÃxebx g‡š¿i gZ gyû‡Z© g„Zz¨c_ hvÎx Avgv‡K wdwi‡q Av‡b Rxe‡bi w`‡K| 31

myjZv- GB GKwU bvg Avgvi Rxeb †_‡K hw` S‡i hvq Z‡e Avgvi Rxeb gyn~‡Z© ‡ng‡šÍi cvZvSiv wi³ kvLvi wekvj Ai‡Y¨i nvnvKvi wb‡q gg©i aŸwb‡Z †e‡R D‡V| Rxeb Pjvi c‡_ ARmª R‡bi cv‡k G‡mwQ ; A‡bK bZzb bZzb bvg †R‡bwQ, Avevi A‡bK bvg fy‡j I †MwQ, ‡Kvb †Kvb bvg A‡bK w`b ¯¦i‡Y †_‡K f‡i‡Q ü`qÑ Zvici †m bvg I GK mgq fy‡j †MwQ| myjZv- GKwU †m bvg Awebk¦i Aw¯ÍZ¡ wb‡q G ü`‡q wPiZ‡i gy`ªvswKZ n‡q †M‡Q \

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gvaex Avwg AvR GKv eo GKv

gvaex Avwg AvR GKv eo GKv, Avgvi cÖwZwU cÖni, cÖwZwU ¶Y Kv‡U `yt¯^‡cœi †fZi| eÜ N‡i wb‡R‡K hLb Avwe¯‹vi Kwi GKv `y‡PvL †g‡jÑ ‡QvÆ NiUv †`L‡Z †`L‡Z ‡Pv‡Li wb‡g‡l Rbk~b¨ wekvj cÖvšÍ‡i cwiYZ nq, S‡ov evZv‡m gyn~‡Z© we¯Ívi jvf Kiv kªveY AvKv‡ki †g‡Ni gZ| Avi Avwg GKvKx‡Z¡i hš¿bvq AvZ© wPrKvi K‡i DwV| ‡m AvZ©bv` I GK mgq †_‡g hvq| ‡hgb K‡i wekvj giy‡Z c_nviv cw_‡Ki PxrKvi wgwj‡q hvq Avcb Kv‡b aŸwbZ cÖwZaŸwbZ n‡Z n‡ZÑ ‡KD ïb‡Z cvq bv| gvaex Avgvi Rxeb AvR AvKv‡ki gZ wekvj cÖkœ‡evaK wPþ n‡q Sz‡j Av‡Q †ZvgviB †Pv‡Li mvg‡b ZzwgnxbZvq| Avi Zzwg wb®cÖvY cv_‡ii gZ wbôzi bxieZv wb‡q ‡KejB Avovj iPbv K‡i Avgvi †_‡K µgk `~i m‡i hv‡”Q| Avi Avwg GKv, eo †ekx GKv n‡q cowQ \ 33

myjZv †Zvgvi K_v g‡b co‡j

myjZv †Zvgvi K_v g‡b co‡j Avgvi †iv` DVv cÖ_g mKvj ‡`L‡Z †`L‡Z welYœ we‡Kj n‡q hvq ‡Kb ejZ ?

Avi ev‡iev‡i †Zvgvi K_v †Kb g‡b c‡o Avi †Kb g‡b c‡o| Avi Avgvi Dlvi D`q AvKv‡ki ivOv iwe KLb A¯ÍivM iwÄZ cwðgvKv‡ki †Mva~wji myh© n‡q hvq ‡Kb ejZ ? myjZv, †Zvgvi K_v g‡b co‡j Avgvi m`¨ cÖýzwUZ †Mvjvc ‡Kb gyn~‡Z© ﮋ weeY© n‡q S‡i c‡o hvq AvgviB †Pv‡Li mvg‡b ‡Kb ejZ ? myjZv, †Zvgvi K_v g‡b co‡j i³eY© wkgyj cjvk A‡kvK KLb Avgvi ¶Z we¶Z ü`wcÛ n‡q jvj eY© i³ Sivq ‡Kb ejZ ?

Avi †Zvgv‡K g‡b c‡o, evievi †Zvgv‡KB g‡b c‡o ‡Kb ejZ ?

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‡m Avi Av‡mwb

‡m Avi Av‡mwb, GB AvmwQ e‡j †mB †h P‡j †M‡jv Avi wd‡i Av‡mwb| GB N‡i AvR I AhvwPZfv‡e weevMx nvIqv Rvbvjvi c`©v Kvwc‡q N‡i DwK w`‡q hvq| KLb I †RvQbv Pzwcmv‡i AbwaKvi cÖ‡ek K‡i N‡ii †g‡S‡Z ï‡q _v‡K| mKv‡ji †iv` Avgvi Nywg‡q _vKvi AeKv‡k M„‡n cÖ‡ek K‡i Av‡jvQvqvi bvPb Zz‡j| ïay GB N‡i †m Avi Av‡mbv, ‡Kvbw`b Avm‡e bv †R‡b I AeyS cÖZ¨vkvq KvOv‡ji gZb Db¤yL _v‡K GB gb| k~b¨ Ni AvR †hb ‡`qvj-†Niv k~b¨Zvq Lv Lv K‡iÑ Avi GB g‡b Zvi ¯¦„wZi wbZ¨ Avbv‡Mvbv Avgv‡K wePwjZ K‡i \

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myjZv KZw`b †Zvgvq †`wL bv

myjZv KZw`b †Zvgvq †`wL bv, wmuwo‡Z †Zvgvi PÂj c`aŸwb ïwbbv KZKvj ev‡R bv †Zvgvi KvK‡bi wiwbwSwb Avgvi AšÍ‡i| GB Rbc`, †jvKvj‡q, gvby‡li fx‡o GKvKx Amnvq Avwg †f‡m †eovB kªveY AvKv‡ki wQbœg~j †gNgvjvi gZ wVKvbvwenxb| myjZv KZw`b †Zvgvi gvqvfiv gyLLvbv †`wLbv, Rxe‡bi AÜKvi AvKv‡k gyZ© GKLvwb Avkvi gZ KZw`b †Zvgvi Pvu` gyL fv‡m bv G ü`q MM‡b| myjZv GK wbiew”Qbœ Agvem¨vi †Nv‡i Av”Qbœ cÖni Avgvi Kv‡U Zzwgwenxb AÜKv‡i| kªxnxb G Ni ‡Zvgvi i¥‡ci Av‡jvq D™¢vwmZ K‡i Zzwg wd‡i G‡mv Avgvi G `xb KzwU‡i-wb®cÖØxc Avgvi G N‡i ZLb Avi Av‡jv R¡vjvevi cÖ‡qvRb n‡e bv \

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GKw`b me †Q‡o Qz‡o

GKw`b me †Q‡o Qz‡o mwZ¨ mwZ¨ Avwg P‡j hv‡ev my`y‡i, `~i w`M‡šÍi mxgv†iLvq †hLv‡b `„wó evav †c‡q wd‡i Av‡m Zvi I Icv‡i ; enZv b`xi †mªvZ aviv †hLv‡b nvivq `~i ARvbvq Zvi I Icv‡i| D‡o G‡m wgwj‡q hvIqv cvLxi Sv‡Ki gZ ‡`‡Lv GKw`b Avwg I †Kvb my`y‡i wgwj‡q hv‡evÑ Avi wd‡i Avm‡ev bv| ‡Zvgiv _vK‡e, _vK‡e GB K…òP~ov, `~‡ii AvKvk LÛ LÛ †gN GB w`MšÍ we¯Í…Z mgZj, meyR ebvbx, b`xi i¥cvjx aviv.... _vK‡evbv ïay Avwg, GB Avwg| GKw`b Avwg mwZ¨, mwZ¨ me ‡Q‡o Qz‡o P‡j hv‡ev, KvD‡K wKQz bv Rvwb‡qÑ GKvKx D`vm, ARvbv, MšÍ‡e¨| ‡hgb K‡i †Kvjvnj gyLi fx‡oi gvSLvb †_‡K GKwU gvbyl nVvr DavI n‡q hvq, ‡KD Rvb‡Z cvq bv ; 37

‡Zgwb Avwg I mwZ¨ mwZ¨ GKw`b P‡j hv‡ev KvD‡K wKQz bv Rvwb‡q, ‡KvbcÖKvi c~e© cÖ¯`wZwenxbÑ Avi we`vq m¤^a©bvwenxb ; Avgvq †W‡K †W‡K †KD Avi Lyu‡R cv‡e bv †Kv_vI \

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myjZv, nVvr †PvL †g‡j

myjZv, nVvr †PvL †g‡j cv‡k ZvwK‡q hLb Avwe®‹vi Kwi Zzwg cv‡k †bB wf‡oi g‡a¨ I Avwg GKv n‡q hvBÑ wb‡g‡l Avgvi cvwicvk¦© Rbk~b¨Zvq nvnvKvi K‡i| g‡bi †Lqv‡j †QvÆ b`xUv cvwo w`‡Z wM‡q nVvr hLb †Pv‡L c‡o k~b¨ †bŠKvq Zzwg †bBÑ ‡QvÆ b`xUv ZLb wb‡g‡l AšÍnxb gnvmvMi n‡q hvqÑ Avwg ZLb †Kvb Kzj wKbviv Lyu‡R cvB bv| AšÍnxb c_ †cwi‡q c_cÖv‡šÍ G‡m nvZ evwo†q ‡Zvgvi nvZwU ai‡Z †h‡q hLb †Zvgvi nvZwU Lyu‡R cvB bvÑ ZLb g‡b nq Av‡iv KZ c_ †hb GLb I Pjvi evKx....

Kg©K¬všÍ cÖn‡i KLbI ‣wY‡Ki Aem‡i hLb g‡b c‡o Avgvi Rxe‡b Zzwg †bBÑ ZLb mg¯Í RxebUvB AvKv‡ki gZ wekvj GKUv cÖkœ‡evaK wPþ n‡q Sz‡j _v‡K Avgvi mvg‡b \

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P‡jB †M‡j ïay

P‡jB †M‡j ïay ‡cQb cv‡b wd‡i ZvKv‡jbv GKeviÑ ‡`L‡jbv Kvi mRj KvRj `„wó ‡Zvgvq AbymiY Ki‡Q hZ`~i `„wó hvq....

Kvi mRj KiyY AkÖyR‡j ‡Zvgvi Pjvi c_ wm³ nj evievi| Pjvi c‡_ g‡bi †Lqv‡j †mw`b Zzwg GKwU jvj †Mvjvc nv‡Z Zz‡j wb‡jÑ Rvb‡j bv Kvi ü`‡qi A`„k¨ i³ ‣i‡Y I dzj i³-iOxb nj| cÖ`x‡ci gZ wb‡R‡i cyyov‡q ‡K †Zvgvi Pjvi c‡_ Av‡jv Qwo‡q iv‡LÑ Kvi evû `yÕwU gvjv n‡q I ivOv PiY Rov‡q wgbwZ RvbvqÑ G ü`q `‡j P‡j †hI bv eÜz \

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‡Kv_vI A‡bK `~‡i

‡Kv_vI A‡bK `~‡i P‡j †h‡Z PvB ‡hLv‡b ¯¦„wZ †bB, bv cvIqvi R¡vjv †bB, AšÍM©Z AšÍ`©vn †bBÑ ïay Av‡Q Pjgvb eZ©gvb| ‡hLv‡b ¯^cœ †bB, AvKvsLv †bB, ‡bB AZxZ| AZxZ gv‡bB †Zv Zzwg, AZxZ gv‡bB †Zv wein †e`bvÑ we‡”Q‡`i A`„k¨ cÖ`vn| nvq ¯¦„wZ †Kb ev‡iev‡i wcQz Wv‡K| ‡h c_ †cQ‡b †d‡j G‡mwQ ‡m c_ wc‡Q c‡o †Kb _v‡K bv.... ‡Kb ¯¦„wZ G‡m evievi m§¦y‡L `vuovq Avi Avgv‡K Kvu`vqÑ ‡Kb cðv‡Z c‡o _v‡K bv we¯¦„wZi ayay AÜKvi \

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Avwg P‡j hvw”Q myjZv

Avwg P‡j hvw”Q myjZv P‡j hvw”Q Sjgj Av‡jvq D™¢vwmZ GB i½g †Q‡oÑ mK‡ji AÁvZmv‡i bxi‡e wbtk‡ã ; hewbKvi AšÍiv‡jB ïay bq ZviI †_‡K `~‡i Av‡iv eû`~‡iÑ GB †Pbv Rbc` GB †jvKvjq †Q‡o| ïay Zzwg my‡L †_‡Kv ïay Zzwg my‡L †_‡KvGB †kl msjvcUzKz Ave„wË Ki‡Z Ki‡Z| we`vq eÜz we`vqRxe‡bi gvSLv‡b GBLv‡b GB i½g‡Â ‡Zvgvi Avgvi KZ msjvc AšÍi½ GB †gjv‡gkv mn-Ae¯’vb fy‡j †hI eÜz, g‡b †iL bv| Rvwb GLbI †Zvgvi A‡bK `„k¨ AwfbxZ nevi evKxÑ ‡Zvgv‡K ZvB †i‡L †Mjvg| Rvwb AvR‡Ki GB bvU‡Ki KíKvwnbx †k‡l hLb Rxe‡b‡i g~j Kvwnbx‡Z Zzwg wd‡i Avm‡eÑ e¨vKzj n‡q LyuR‡e Avgv‡KÑ ZLb Avwg †Zvgvi †_‡K eû`~‡i Av‡iv `~‡i P‡j †MwQ.... ‡Zvgv‡K gyw³ w`‡q P‡j †MwQ wPiZ‡i \

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GKw`b GB evMv‡b

GKw`b GB evMv‡b ‡h cvLx G‡m wgwógayi Mvb ïwb‡qwQj ‡mI GKw`b `~i wbjxgvi ARvbvq AšÍwn©ZÑ Avi †Kvb w`b wd‡i †m Av‡mwb ; ‡h‡Z †h‡Z †i‡L †M‡Q Zvi wgwóMv‡bi m„wó Qvov myiÑ hv Avgvi ü`‡q AvRI aŸwb cÖwZaŸwb Zz‡j| Avi Avwg Zv‡K Lyu‡R †eovB e‡b-ev`v‡o Mnxb Ai‡Y¨, e„‣ kvLvqÑ ‡Kv_vI †g‡jbv mÜvb| GKw`b †Zgwb K‡i Zzwg I G‡mwQ‡j A‡Pbv cw_K †Kvb ARvbv †`k n‡Z Avgvi Rxe‡bÑ g‡bi Avb‡›` ‣wY‡Ki †Lqv‡j fv‡jv‡e‡mwQ‡j....

Zvici g‡bi †Lqv‡j Avevi P‡j †MQ ‡h‡Z †h‡Z †cQ‡b †d‡j †i‡L †MQ ¯¦„wZ| ‡hgb K‡i D‡o Avmv cvLx ‡cQ‡b Siv-cvjK †d‡j mygy‡Li ARvbvq hvq nvwi‡qÑ ‡Zgwb ZzwgI P‡j †MQ, Avi Avwg †Zvgvi †mB ¯¦„wZ mšÍc©‡b mvwR‡q †i‡L ‡Zvgvi c_ cÖv‡šÍ AvR I e‡m AvwQ hw` I Rvwb Zzwg wd‡i Avm‡e bv †Kvbw`b \

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myjZv, w`‡bi Av‡jvq

myjZv, w`‡bi Av‡jvq ‡hgb GB c„w_exi my›`i `„k¨vejx †Pv‡L †`wL, ‡Zvgvi i¥‡ci Av‡jvq †Zgwb Avgvi Rxeb my›`i n‡q aiv †`q Avgvi Rxe‡b| myjZv, Zzwg wK †`‡LQ ‰P‡Îi LvLv †ivÏy‡i ïwK‡q hvIqv cÖvšÍ‡ii Abv`ª© †iv`b ?

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GKw`b GB †Pv‡L

GKw`b GB †Pv‡L m~h© DVv †fv‡ii cÖZ¨vkv wQjÑ ‡fv‡ii Av‡jvq †Zvgvi gyL ‡`L‡ev e‡j| GKw`b Zzwg wQ‡j ZvB| GKw`b G `y¨†PvL Ry‡o Ny‡gi Av‡ek fvj jvM‡ZvÑ Ny‡gi †Nv‡i ¯^‡cœi gv‡S ‡Zvgv‡K Kv‡Q cve e‡j| GKw`b Zzwg wQ‡j ZvB| GKw`b GB ey‡Ki D`¨v‡b dzj dzUv‡bvi ZvwM` wQj, ‡m dz‡j gvjv †M‡_ ‡Zvgvi Mjvq civ‡ev e‡j| GKw`b me fvj jvM‡Zv meB fvj jvM‡Zv Ñ AvR wKQz fvj jv‡M bv AvR Zzwg †bB ZvB.... \

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myjZv hLb †Zvgvq †`wL

myjZv hLb †Zvgvq †`wL ZZ Av‡iv †`Lvi mva Rv‡M| KLbI fvwe †Zvgvi Dcgv GKwU m`¨ cÖýzwUZ jvj †Mvjvc, KLbI fvwe c~wY©gvi †RvQbvi mv‡_ †Zvgvi i¥‡ci mv`„k¨Ñ Avevi ci gyn~‡Z© g‡b nq fyj ‡Zvgvi Dcgv ïay Zzwg ; Zzwg Av‡Qv me †mŠ›`‡q©i gvSLv‡b ‡mŠ›`‡q©i ivYx n‡q m‡MŠi‡e gwnqmx ; AcivwRZ, AcÖwZØ›Øx| Pvu‡`i i¥c †m †h m~‡h©i avi-Kiv Av‡jvi SjKÑ ZvB wK K‡i Pvu‡`i mv‡_ P‡j †Zvgvi Zzjbv| ‡Zvgvi i¥‡ci Av‡jvq Avgvi wek¦f~eb D™¢vwmZÑ Zzwg Qvov Avgvi meB AÜKvi \

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‡KD Wv‡Kwb Avgvq

‡KD Wv‡Kwb Avgvq AvwgB G‡mwQjvg ¯^ZtcÖ‡Yvw`Z n‡q AvwgB P‡j hvw”Q †¯^”Qvq| ‡hgb Af¨_©bvwenxb Avgvi AvMgb ‡Zgwb m¤^a©bvwenxb Avgvi cÖ¯’vbÑ mevi gvS †_‡K KLb Avwg bxi‡e D‡V P‡j G‡mwQ, ‡KD Rvb‡Z cv‡iwb| w`b hvq gvm hvq Rxeb †_‡K G‡K G‡K e„‣ kvLv †_‡K ﮋ c‡Îi gZ GK GKwU ¯^cœ weeY© n‡q S‡i hvq Kv‡ji `gKv nvIqvq| Rxe‡bi †Qov cv‡j Avi evZvm jv‡M bv| GKB Ave‡Z© ïay NyicvK Lvq Avgvi Rxe‡bi fvOv Zix| Zx‡ii ¯^cœ †Pv‡L Avwg w`KåvšÍ bvweK, A‡Mv `~i AvKv‡ki aªyeZviv !

Avgvi Rxe‡bi aªye b¶Î ! e¨vKzj g‡b AvKzj bq‡b Avwg LyuwR †Zvgv‡KÑ Av‡jvi w`kvix n‡q c_ †`LvI, ¯^cœnxb Avkvnxb ¯^iwPZ eÜ Kvivq Avgvi Amn¨ w`b Kv‡U....

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GKw`b Avwg evmvQvov cvLxi gZ

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myjZv GLv‡b G‡jB gb †Kgb K‡i

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KZevi †f‡ewQ

KZevi †f‡ewQ AÜKv‡ii †fZi GKv e‡m GKwU dzUdz‡U †fv‡ii ¯^cœÑ ivOv UzKUz‡K GKwU jvj m~‡h©i cÖZx‣v K‡iwQÑ Avi KZ wewb`ª ivZ K‡iwQ hvcb| g‡b nq KZ hyM Rb¤Rb¤všÍi a‡i cÖv‰MwZnvwmK Avw`g AÜKv‡i Wy‡e AvwQ| mevi Rxe‡b iv‡Zi ci w`b G‡jI Avgvi Rxe‡b iv‡Zi ci ivZB Av‡mÑ G Avavi †_‡K eywS Avgvi Avi gyw³ †bB| KZKvj Kvb †c‡Z †_‡KwQ ‡fv‡ii cvLxi KvQ †_‡K m†`¨vRvZ †fv‡ii D‡Øvabx msMxZ ïb‡ev e‡j| I‡Mv eÜz Avgvi GB Rxe‡bi fiv AÜKv‡i ‡Zvgvi Avcb nv‡Z GKwU Av‡jvK cÖ`xc R¡v‡jv \

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myjZv GKw`b †h gy‡L

myjZv GKw`b †h gy‡L GK Acvw_©e Av‡jv †`‡LwQjvgÑ ‡h Av‡jvi †gv‡n cZ½ Av¸‡bi DËvc fy‡j wM‡q Suvwc‡q c‡o cÖvY †`qÑ myjZv †mB gy‡L AvR G †Kvb Kv‡jv †g‡Ni Qvqv| myjZv GKw`b ‡h †Pv‡L Avwg †`‡LwQjvg Avgvi Rxe‡bi cÖwZ”QweÑ AvR †mB †Pv‡L D™¢vwmZ G †Kvb Qjbvi KvUv Zxi n‡q ey‡K we‡a| myjZv, GKw`b †h `yÕwU Pi‡Yi bycy‡ii aŸwb‡Z Avgvi Rxe‡bi exYv wiwbwSwb evR‡ZvÑ AvR †mB bycyi wb°‡b G †Kvb Akwbm¯úv‡Zi aŸwb aŸwbZ n‡q GB ey‡K ev‡R \

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Rvwb †KD Avm‡e bv

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Zzwg †bB AvR Avi GLv‡b

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