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May 2014 Issue 6

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No New Friends? Sorry Drake

By Imanie Eldably

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t didn't hit me until someone else told me. I guess it is a human tendency to be blessed so greatly and not readily realize it. It didn't hit me at first, but when it did, I couldn't stop smiling.

"Hey! What are you?" she said.

"This is my first year here. I’m a freshmen," I replied.

"WHAT? Then how do you have so many friends.

I always see you in that little corner in the Montgomery lounge and you all look like you've known each other for the longest."

And there it goes, yet another unnoticed gift I was given and hadn't acknowledged.

The gift of friendship, the gift of instant sisterhood, the gift of basically Islam’s teachings.

But please, don't mistake my inattention for complete blindness of this blessing.

I'd rather call it immunity? An embedded mentality? Something I personally just saw saw as a naturally occurring norm being Muslim.

And mind you, I've never actually heard this song for Drake, but If I had a dollar for every time I heard that verse...

But sure, I guess I get it. It's freshmen year, or as they say "a new chapter in life." The year we always dread because, once again, we have to go through the challenges of adjusting, Wondering if this style will make us stand out, if our walk has enough "swag", "what if I say y'all instead of ‘you all’ Yeah I think I'll definitely be guaranteed at least 2 stable friends by the end of this week!"

All of these questions, and more All of these questions and absolutely NONE came to my mind because what was awaiting me didn't give me a chance to think so.

What was waiting for me was simply the epitome of beauty.

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What was waiting for me was a bunch of sisters during orientation who weren't even physically present, but their thoughts were when they prepared the big sisters and little sisters program, to reassure us, "its going to be okay, you're not alone. We're here for you."

What was waiting for me were welcoming smiles and the greetings of "peace" regardless of knowing one another or not.

What was waiting for me was comfort, instant ease of the heart.

What was waiting for me was played out hadiths of the Prophet’s interactions with peoples, strangers or not.

What was waiting for me was the lesson of being and embracing my absolute self because regardless of the preexisting flaws I had, they would be overseen because sisters don't judge; they just love, they accept.

They accept that we’re all on different levels of our journey in life Yet if they see someone struggling, they'll sacrifice the distance they've traveled ahead and RUN back just to pick you back up and lead you through the way.

Why doesn't drake believe in no new friends? A---hu 3alam [God knows] (lol) But, as a freshmen, I was told to write my experience my first year, and it has everything to do with these "new friends."

And every MSAer reading this can somehow relate to how this blessing isn't one that we necessarily didn't value or appreciate initially, rather a blessing that's expected coming from followers of the greatest man to walk on the face of the earth.

I didn't need to worry about fitting in or making new friends Because I was already guaranteed sisters and brothers.

I didn't hit me first, but when it did, I couldn't stop smiling. #Alhamdulilah

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On Facing the Silence

By Lelas Shamaileh “Be still! Be quiet! Find acquaintance with silence.

Go inside, delve into your heart. Take a day off from the clamor.” – Rumi

that Adam had faced that we are afraid of experiencing.

Pursuing the nafs has worldly consequences, yes, but the most painful thing about these idle chases is that you’ve betrayed your own Self. You are accountable for your actions, and by acknowledging your sins you reluctantly come to a realization that you are not perfect.

There is a looming anxiety that lingers on the path of spiritual regression. We long to justify our actions because we aren’t willing to accept that we’re imperfect.

These insufficient justifications serve as an attempted anesthetic, however they cannot alleviate the anxiety.

As a result, we try to distract ourselves from the unease that comes along with transgression. Maybe we surround ourselves with people all the time so that we are never physically alone. Maybe we throw ourselves at To be human is to be three-dimensional. This means school or work. Some of us blast music in our ears to that, while we do have a natural goodness (the drown out our own thoughts; we have come up with fitrah) within us, we also, by nature, contain darkmany ways to escape the reality of who we are. ness. The fact that we are capable of sin is proof of But these are all futile attempts at healing the scars that this darkness. Because of our fitrah and our innate result from egotistic chases, as we are only pushing ourneed to be close to A---h (SWT), overindulging the selves farther away from God; and our anxiety will only nafs causes us pain and discomfort; however, we do intensify. Without truly knowing yourself, you cannot not always understand that this anxiety is rooted in establish an honest relationship with your Creator. By our egoistic pursuits. While it is true that a human is not fully understanding the roots of your desires and inherently three-dimensional, it is also the case that sins, you will not be able to properly address the issue to be Muslim is to consciously struggle to have your nor will you be able to truly ask for forgiveness. This virtue overpower your vice. failure of confrontation causes a vicious cycle of selfdegradation and pain. As time goes on, we grow more During the time of our beloved Prophet (S), the and more unwilling to get to know our true Selves, Muslims spent much of their time to themselves therefore we are increasingly separated from A---h, and considering their actions and the state of their souls. the wounds continue to fester.

Our Prophet (S) himself spent hours at night in prayer, reflecting on his heart. In fact, it is narrated And they’ll never go away until we face our fears and

by Al-Agharr Al-Muzani that the Prophet (S) said, understand where our anxiety comes from. We need to "Sometimes I perceive a veil over my heart, and I remove ourselves from the commotion so that we can supplicate A---h for forgiveness a hundred times in listen to ourselves. We need to admit the reasons why a day" [Muslim]. It is without question that the early we are afraid to be alone with our own thoughts. What Muslims were some of the bravest people in history; are our sins? What causes us to commit those sins? but something to consider is that this bravery was What darkness is inside of us? Ask yourself the most not only displayed in battle. The quality that illusimportant question of all: what is the state of my heart trates their bravery the most was their ability to face that I am inclined to behave in a certain matter? It is our themselves. duty as Muslims to ask ourselves these questions. These are going to be the most agonizing series of confrontaWhen Adam (A) ate the forbidden fruit, he was tions that you’ll ever endure; that’s why the aboveoverwhelmed with grief and regret. He didn’t know mentioned examples were so brave. You’ll find that what to do until A---h (SWT) taught him the words even your “small” sins stem from a dark place within of repentance. “Our Lord! We have wronged ouryou. You’re going to really know yourself for the first selves. If you forgive us not and bestow not upon us time, and you’re going to find that the roots of some of Your Mercy, we shall certainly be of the losyour thoughts are a lot more disturbing than you ever ers” [Quran 7:23]. It is that moment of helplessness wanted to believe.

It is easy to lose ourselves in the glaring screens, empty chatter, and mindless noise that make up our surroundings. Too often we rely on the commotion to escape our own minds. We forget that there is beauty in silence. To be alone with ourselves means that we will encounter our demons; through that, we can take control over our Nafs.

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While these confrontations never really end, they’re healthy. You will find that, by understanding the roots of your flaws, you will make great strides in lifting the veil that is over your heart. By lifting the veil, you will feel closer to A---h, and this will give you peace. The fact of the matter is that our own specific demons will always stay with us, however that doesn’t mean we can’t be dominant over them. Having demons is not shameful (on the contrary, it is natural), but ignoring them is; so accept the fact that you have your demons, and then you can work on controlling them. The only way that we can adequately address these issues is if we, like Rumi suggested, remove ourselves from the clamor so that we may listen to your own souls. While the silence is initially scary, it will serve as a light and, with time, we will appreciate its beauty. Put your faith in A ---h and turn to Him, because He is going to turn to you as soon as you put in some effort. Know that He gave you your internal struggles because He knows you have the potential to overcome them, and never forget that He loves you. “And God said ‘Love Your Enemy,’ and I obeyed him and loved myself.” – Gibran

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No Regrets

By Nabeel Bhatti

By Munaiz Ahmed

Time. Throughout history time has been associated with many things, such as a mighty river whose waters flow constantly, continuously in one direction towards the vast and deep ocean. But what if it wasn’t? What if time could be reversed, if only for a day? Recently I watched a movie called About Time, which brought up this idea, this concept of reversing time for a day. What would be different about how you interacted with the world if you knew with full certainty that you would survive to the next day, that all your worrying, all your rushing, all your time wasting did not change the outcome of that day? Would you still waste your time worrying? Would you still be rushing through the day? Or would you take a moment, just a moment in the day, to truly appreciate everything around you and everything that particular day brought?

Now think, reflect even, if instead of delaying that prayer because you were studying, or skipping out on the du’a or dhikr because your favorite show was on commercial break, you actually took your time praying the full prayer on time, or sitting down on the prayer mat after and just saying a few astaghfars, and a brief du’a. Would the outcome of that day have changed? Would you really have sacrificed your studying time? Could that show really not have waited? It may seem these are insignificant specks, dots of time, but dots combine, they grow, until you get something like A Sunday Afternoon.

Take that extra moment, say that extra ‘SubhanA---h,’ let those anxieties and worries that plague your mind go and take that time to bask in the Glory of this world, that would continue to flow even if we stood adamant like a stone in a river. Treat time like an ally; rather than race it, use it, befriend it, work with it. Just because you can’t replay a day,

doesn’t mean you can’t live it.

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o, I just turned twenty-one this month, and we all know what comes with the territory. And if you don’t know what the “territory” is, I’m not sure if that’s good or bad.

I would think more good than bad. Anyways, I know for a fact that I am going to miss my early twenties. I know this because I miss my childhood. I miss waking up on those Saturday mornings to watch Jackie Chan Adventures. I miss coming home from school on Fridays and watching D.W. scream “Hey!” as she watches Arthur on TV. I miss asking Mom for a ride to my friend’s house. I miss asking permission to use the house phone to make a call to a friend.

Most of all, I miss the simpler days. I can honestly say that those years were the days of my life. Reflecting back, I would gladly give up my car, license, phone and laptop to be that kid again. But, the best part is: The earlytwenties are going to be a lot like those days.

Think about it: Compared to the “real world”, you’re still fresh meat. You have no experience. No one will take anything you say seriously and your parents still treat you like you’re their kid. But as you get grow older and reach your late twenties, early thirties; you’ll have even more responsibilities and even less time for yourself. But the difference between your twenties and your ‘PBS Kids Go’ days is that now there’s just a little more expected of you. I mean you’re only supposed to know 4

what to do with the rest of your life by the age of twenty. Yeah, no pressure.

If you don’t make a decision, you're wasting time. And because time is money, you’re also wasting money. And then you’re compared to your twice removed, second cousin’s friend’s brother’s daughter-in-law who made into some program in India, where they apparently, even go to school on Saturdays. And then those same kids come to UIC and set the curve so high, you barely pass all your classes. Like really? Why are you at UIC if you’re so smart?

Anyways, I digress. The reason why we are expected of more is because, not only are we older, but we are becoming more independent. What does it really mean to be independent? I don’t know. I live with my parents. Growing up in America, you’re just expected to be more independent. You’re expected to move out for college.

Then graduate and get a job. Start a family of your own. Watch your kids grow up and send them to college. And eventually… you know.

When I look back at middle school, high school and even this past year at UIC as I celebrate my twenty-first birthday, I can’t do anything but reflect.

I have memories of what my life was like in the past. Memories of the people I went to school with. Memories of my friends and family. Good memories. Funny memories. I remember this one time where my friends and I were just laughing three in the morning about something. I don’t remember the joke, but I do remember that it was hilarious! Bad memories. I also remember the family drama, father-son arguments, sibling competition, family and friends that have passed away. Not to mention the totally off the hook, I triple dog dare you; we have got to do that again memories. Looking back, there are some things that I am proud of such as being part of a high school MSA and there are some things that I do regret.

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made the team because I was so good. I was in my prime back then. And I regret that I didn’t try out because of the stupidest reason: I was too shy. Looking back I regret putting such a pathetic limitation on myself. Ugh … smh. Not only that, but I wish I had tried harder in classes in high school. This may be a little overplayed but honest to God, it’s true. “Our only limitations are those we set in our own minds” – Napoleon Hill.

There are countless examples all throughout history.

One example is of when the Wright Brothers took flight. Think about it. They funded their research and equipment through the proceeds from their bicycle shop. They would take out ten different sets of spare parts out with them, because that’s how many times they would crash before going back in. And they would do that everyday. And guess what, they took flight. What’s even crazier is that they were just human, just like you and I. One thing I’ve learned in my twenty-one years of being alive, is that, if you want something really bad, you better work your butt for it. Life is a game. A game where its not always fun. And the easiest way to win is to decide: what is it that you want from life. What is it that really makes you happy? What is it that you don’t mind doing for the next ten to forty years of your life. And once you’ve figured that out, you work your butt off to get it.

You know what really blows my mind? The fact that you try really hard. Like really, really hard. And you make dua to A--h; He’ll make it happen. Somehow, someway, it’ll just happen. You want to go to medical school? You go out and study hard; make dua for a thirty-five, A--h gots you with a forty. Bang Bang!

Say Ameen.

You know sometimes you know you have a family party to go to. So you skip lunch thinking you’re going to max at the party. So you arrive at the party, and you see that Biryani, or you see that Maqluba just sitting there. All you have to go and eat it. All you have to do is go out and get it. A--h sees that you’re trying and He helps you out even more. So you even have the Creator of the universe on your side. All it takes is a little reflection of where you’ve been, where you are and where you want to go.

No excuses. No regrets.

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#FriendlyDeathReminder By: FunSized Last weekend I was involved in a three-car accident. To provide you with a gist of what happened, an elderly woman hit a red car, which then T-boned my car. I heard a loud thud and I was like “what the?” The red car was glued to my door and I was trapped inside my car. Immediately I call my mom.

No answer. I call my sister. No answer. I keep calling. No answer. Finally, I called the cops. Alhamduli---h everyone was alright despite the injuries the three cars suffered.

SubhanA---h days before the accident I kept pleading with someone not to text and drive by giving them scenarios of the possibilities of what the outcome could be. I kept stressing the importance of yearning to die in the purest state possible. I guess I wasn’t taken seriously. Khair, a week later I did get hit. I wasn’t texting, but I was listening to music.

The accident got me thinking: What if this was the end for me? Did I fulfill the purpose of my life?

No. What would have been the purpose of my life?

Nothing. What have I done for this duniya? Nothing. For the hereafter? Nothing. That was definitely not the purest way to go. Listening to music was not what I imagined my last moments to be like. During a Jummuah khutbah, I was reminded by the khateeb that A---h (swt) loves those that prepare for the hereafter. He asked us to really understand what Rab means. To know that Rab is the sustainer, the provider, the one who gives, the one who takes, the one who controls everything, and the one who knows you better than you know yourself.

He advised us to embed this in our hearts, and then only will our hearts find tranquility.

This powerful yet beautiful reminder really hit home. My Rab could have taken away my life; yet it was out of His mercy that He granted me a second chance, reminding me once again that death can come at any given time, and it’s vital I work towards preparing myself for meeting Him. I kept thinking about Choti khalama - my youngest aunt. She was an ordinary individual who filled people’s lives with color, smiled, and enjoyed speeding and racing alongside trucks. Choti khalama was 23 years old when she was diagnosed with breast cancer. She secretly fought this battle for seven years. During those years, she continued to Issue 6

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make her loved ones smile, give us timeouts, and mask the coughs that demonstrated her deterioration.

Soon her presence decreased. Days passed by since we heard from our fun-loving aunt. Finally, my uncle called my mom and informed her that they were at the hospital.

My mom and her sisters rushed to the hospital. Choti khalama’s folder was out in the open on top of the Nurse’s station and my aunt read - ‘Salma Ahmed: Last Stage of Breast Cancer.’ The ground had swept away from their feet. Mixed emotions rushed through them. They were shattered and upset over the fact that Choti khalama had hid something this big from them.

Despite the fact that Choti khalama was on her last stage, she made the intention to go to Umrah. Her husband sternly refused because he was afraid of the outcome, however my aunt persisted and pleaded with my mom to make arrangements. Soon, she was ready to go off to umrah. We said our final goodbyes at the airport. It was the last time her siblings saw her. It was the last time I saw her. It was the last time her kids saw her. It was during the last ten days of Ramadan, my aunt made ablution and got ready to pray. At the age of 30, while praying, facing the kabaah - the house of A---h (swt) - during her sujood, was her last breath.

Choti khalama wasn’t an alima. But her character and her akhlaq towards others exemplified her beautiful persona. Although she is buried somewhere in Saudi, her presence lingers today. Strangers approach us and ask us if we’re daughters of Salma Ahmed and start shedding tears while sharing stories of how she touched their lives.

I hope that my aunt’s story convinces people to not text while driving, listen to music while driving, or think twice before being reckless. One can only hope.

If not her story, I plead with everyone to really reflect on what the khateeb said about the meaning of Rab. To focus on preparing ourselves for the hereafter. I yearn to be in the state Choti Khalama was in, if not better, when meeting with my Rab. I want to depart this duniya as I came into this world - with the dhikr of A---h (swt).

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16 Things Freshman Year Has Taught Me Ayah Chehade

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After A---h SWT, the Prophet PBUH, and your parents, love yourself. Take yourself out on dates.

Treat yourself to a book and coffee. Watch a movie during your breaks. Keep a journal. Write poetry. Laugh at your clever jokes even when no one else gets it. As Mandy Hale once said, "Until you get comfortable with being alone, you'll never know if you're choosing someone out of love or loneliness."

A cluttered room is a cluttered mind. If you find yourself experiencing periodic panic attacks, odds are, you haven’t tidied your room.

The Dunkin Donuts coupon app is the greatest marketing light bulb in existence— for UIC students at least.

Speaking of Dunkin Donuts, don’t waste your money on coffee. Just don’t. Keep the satisfaction of indulging in a butter pecan latte with whipped cream, caramel, and sugar special…. reward yourself with it on occasion. If you’re sleepdeprived, force yourself to have an apple instead of downing that insane amount of black coffee first thing in the morning.

Take risks. But calculated ones. AKA do not, I repeat do not sign up for an honors quantum physics class simply because you have a massive interest in astronomy, especially if you struggled with basic physics in high school. Heed my words; I speak from experience. *mentally slaps self* Take pride in your failures and your hardships and all the ways your heart has broken. As C. Joybell C. once said, “I think that we are like stars. Something happens to burst us open; but when we burst open and think we are dying; we’re actually turning into a supernova. And then when we look at ourselves again, we see that we’re suddenly more beautiful than we ever were before.”

You will experience a quarter-life crisis. No, scratch that, you will experience several quarter life crises. There will be a moment in your freshman year when you decide to ruffle through childhood photos and in that moment you will tear up (or break down completely depending on your emotional threshold).

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Here’s the deal- we always thought adulthood was an infinite line-up of socializing, reading, watching movies, studying at cafes and doing other slightly hipster things. But the reality of it all is completely opposite. To put it lightly (not really), when adulthood sneaks around, everything around you begins to crumble. Somehow, being an adult makes you suddenly aware of time and the fact that life itself is a clock. As Hasan Al -Basri once said, "Oh son of Adam, you are made out of days. Therefore, if a day leaves you, part of you has left you." This realization can be either good news or bad news depending on what you decide to do with it. You have the choice to a) disregard the realization and continue marathoning that show you secretly have no interest in on Netflix or b) let this realization fuel you to embrace EVERYTHING. Love your family more. Look at the sky as you walk- not your cell phone. Genuinely ask how someone is when you greet them. Learn all the things you want to learn.

It’s okay to laugh at yourself. Out-loud. Try it next time you clumsily slip in the slush of Chicago’s winters.

You will realize people are not as much people as they are automated textbook digesting machines. Yes, everyone is busy and we all know you are too but BE the exception. Smile at strangers. Open doors for people. Tell the bus driver thank you (imagine how many depressing, groggy students he has to deal with every morning). Tell your mom you love her before you leave to school. Figuratively (or literally- if you want to get super theatrical) hug every moment as it happens.

Put down the phone and stop with the photos.

Try going on some exciting adventure without actually documenting every second of it (you know, for your Facebook archive or snapchat story). It pulls away from the experience, my friends. Live outside the lens.

ADMIRE YOUR CITY GOSH DARN IT. We underestimate Chicago because we’ve grown immune to its beauty but I AM REMINDING YOU NOW. You attend a school in ‘merica's greatest 7

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city, (arguments otherwise will be taken into consideration) so when you’re free, don’t sit around in the “MSA Lounge”; go out and explore! The greatest experiences are found in spontaneity.

Stop FLIPPIN’ complaining about the weather. If it has been snowing for 5 days straight. YES. Snow is beautiful. Some countries don’t get to experience that fluffy, frosty goodness. If there is a polar vortex, YES. You get an awesome excuse to pull out a beanie (even if you’re hijabi) and ROCK IT. If it’s raining, YES. Rain is beautiful. Jump in those puddles. Matter of fact, it’s sunnah to embrace the rain. If it’s burning hot…. well, that’s one I’ve yet to learn to deal with. For now I will settle for the “hell is hotter” paradigm.

Stop caring about people's opinion of you. Want to know why? Because they don’t have an opinion.

Shocker, right? In truth, people may mentally note something about your clothes or a seemingly goofy action for a solid 5 seconds… but they’ll forget because they have problems on heir mind to worry about too. This means you are positively allowed to wave your arms dramatically in front of the automatic doors and pretend you’re a bender- or a wizard. Either work.

One of my favorite things about UIC is the library.

I will never understand why so many students never advantage of the countless shelves of novels, biographies, poetry compilations, etc. If you don’t have time for reading, fine. At least go look at the books. Look at the old maps. The antique books on sailing techniques. The old astronomy manuals.

Literally. Play a game with yourself to find the oldest and coolest looking book just to refresh your love for literacy and knowledge.

Lastly, trust in A---h SWT. If you feel down for some reason you cannot pinpoint, your soul is calling for nourishment. Read God’s words and bow down in sujood to talk to Him fully aware that despite the vastness of the universe, He hears you in a sense that we cannot even fathom. If something is meant for you in this world, there is not possibly one single person or event that can deprive you of it. Take solace in this. Indeed, He is the best of planners.

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There is a quote I read a year ago that I still carry till this day, "There isn't anyone you couldn't love once you've heard their story." It shouldn't take us more than the mere fact that one is human to love someone. That we are like them.

Persuasion becomes irrelevant in the realm of similarity.

As one of the oldest Arabic poems states, "All strangers are kin.” We are all lost and wandering travelers in this world. No one is truly established here. And travelers… they survive in groups. We are all broken. We all have little porcelain cracks lining the parts of us only we can see. We are all fragile little skeletons awaiting just the slightest jolt to push us back down, crumpled on the ground. We all want acceptance, truth. We all want to feel like we belong. And it's true, I tell you. “Love” for us humans, is not a craving. It's a survival instinct.

We need something to hold onto. Something to submit to. Something not tangible, but both emotionally and logically convincing.

Materialism is not enough for us. We want to go deeper, past the things of this dunya, past the illusions, past the artificial allure. We want to scoop into every soul. Help shine a light into those little crevices and black holes and abysses upon abysses that exist between our delicate ribs. We want to change people in a way that will leave a lasting imprint. We are metaphorical criminals; trying with all our being to leave a stolen fingerprint on the hearts of all those we love. And we may not feel it... this love of strangers. But it’s there.

We all have a soul. Forget the mouth, eyes, ears, legs, and arms anecdote... we ALL exist with an inane wanderlust, trying, pushing, digging to find that perfect paradise... Some of us think we've found it here, in this mortal world, and give up all that the paradise in the next holds.

Some of us, though, still believe in a beauty greater than the human eye can behold. Some of us still remain patient with all that this paradoxical world may throw at us and just hold on until we can reach the paradise we still believe in. In the afterlife. In the life where love is without 8

bounds of material, mortal, mortar. Where happiness is without the bounds of reality…

It is the home of the forefathers of the forefathers of our forefathers… all the way back to Adam AS… that we seek. There will always be a part of our heart that we fin is restless. It is this little hole in us that can only be filled with the Infinite and Everlasting- love and submission to the One True God. Don’t ever forget that.

Even in our weakest moments, even in our happiest moments- something in us is begging for the remembrance of Allah SWT. Truly, our religion Islam is one that teaches us this. The word itself boats the meanings of both peace and submission proving that our hearts beg for the peace that comes with submitting to the only One in this world that is Constant.

La illaha illah A---h. La illah illah A---h. La illaha illah A---h.

The End of Times is Very Near.

Via khidr idn Sadique Hazrat's Naseehah After Dhikr majlis last night, Hazrat gave some priceless advice to the congregation. It's been spread around like wildfire, which shows hazrat's maqbooliyat in the eyes of the public. I would like to quote a few of hazrat's beautiful words and correct some mistakes in narrating. Hazrat started with the a dream he had seen 3 months ago that he was reciting Surah al Haaqqah and Surah mursalaat.

(The first mentions the azaab that descended upon zaalimeen like people of Aad, thamud and Firawn, it also opens up the the signs of qiyamah and the day of qiyamah. The second is about signs of qiyaamah, and the warnings for the deniers, also the torment they will face on that day, and in Jahannam.)

Hazrat said "Since then, scary dreams have increased and they have been seen at an unprecedented level.

Nearly a dozen people have reported dreams of dajjal.

Someone saw that the sun got closer to the earth and so did the moon. And then they both collided. Someone saw the sun rising from the west. Someone saw Yajooj Majooj have come out. Someone saw that the second trumpet has been blown and Allah is judging between people. Someone saw that Rasulul--h(S) had the names of mu'mineen on his right side and the names of hypocrites on his left side. Also, someone saw that dajjal has appeared and people went to the airport and all flights were going to Madina shareef. (May Allah take us there).

Hazrat said I phoned Mawlana Salman Saheb in Saharanpur to check and they also got reports of this type. A few days before the hotel fire in Madinah shareef, a young man working in Jeddah phoned Hazrat and said "I went to Madina. Shareef and saw in my dream that Hazrat Shaykh Zakaria rahmatullahi alayhi was making an announcement on the microphone. When I heard his voice, I stood up and listened attentively. He said "Tell the people of Madina to do istighfar and repent" The main point Hazrat was trying make was that these are some warnings from A---h (tanbeeh). A---h is trying to caution us, awaken us from our ghaflat. May A---h give us tawfeeq to understand the admonition and wake up from our deep sleep. After musafaha and while exiting, Hazrat paused for a moment and said Surah Kahaf is the best for protection from all fitnas, the apparent and the hidden. We should read it everyday, not just on Friday. If one can't find time to read whole Surah everyday then at least the opening verses upto 'Am Hasibta' and the closing ayaat from 'Afa Hasiballazeena kafaru' until the end of the Surah, should be recited daily.

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Freshman Reflections My life is a journey to get to know myself, and, by doing so, I hope to get to know my Creator better. My first year of college has taught me a lot about myself and I’ve learned more about my deen but I know it doesn’t end here.

Something that I noticed in myself was a need to plan and micromanage things that happened around me.

When things didn’t go my way, it was a major source of stress in my life. Once I realized this about myself, I knew I didn’t want to continue living my life as a slave to my desire of having things go exactly as I planned them. In verse 8:30 A---h says “... But they plan, and A---h plans. And A---h is the best of planners.” I could plan all I wanted but at the end of the day nothing was in my control. The second I started realizing that was the very moment I felt peace in my life. There is something so calming about knowing that everything will always fall into place, and there is no reason for “what if’s”. All of my trust is finally with A---h (swt).

The most important part of my journey was surrounding myself with people who reminded me of my deen.

Even though I had a lot of Muslims friends in high school, it didn’t compare with being surrounded by Muslims in every corner of UIC. They don’t even have to say anything to me have an impact on my life. It was just the little things: stopping everything to go pray, saying alhamdulillah after a sneeze, saying salam, or even the promise of a dua. Everyone is on the very same journey to the straight path, and not being alone is in itself is comforting.

You never really stop growing as a person, and I know my tawakkul, trust in A---h, will guide me farther and bring me closer to my deen. And when I stray off the straight path, I know He will place the right people in my life to bring me back.

-Annesti Elmasri This past year has presented itself with numerous life-affecting decisions that I had to make, and Subhan'A---h, for the first time in my life, I truly felt like I began making the right choices which profoundly impacted not only how life panned out thus far, but my self-character and perspective. Alhamdulillah, some of these choices came by once I slowly incorporated myself into this wonderful MSA, one that I truly don't believe I would have experienced at any other school. This past year has really shown me the beauty of Islam, why I am Muslim and In sha'A---h gives me many reasons everyday for why I pray I always remain steadfast in my faith. I sincerely want to thank all of the wonderful, compassionate, and considerate people I've met here who have all contributed to my positive experience in some form. In sha'A---h looking forward to many years to come with the great friends I've made and In shaA---h will make.

Phir se milenge mere doston (we will meet again friends).

-Asma Maghribi My first day at UIC I didn't know what to expect, but more than anything I was nervous. My close friends went to different colleges and I was basically on my own. High school to college was the biggest transition I had ever made and I had my doubts about what my future at UIC would hold. Then I was introduced to MSA and the people who run it. They introduced me to so many others and included me in events and activities. I made many new friends and finally had something to look forward to when I made my morning commute. College is a completely different experience but I wouldn't want to go back. I’m excited for the future because even though I know it will be challenging I also know that I have family and friends to support me and high expectations for what’s in store.

-Zyna Abu Issah

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Reflecting on my freshman year at UIC, and as a member of the MSA, nothing but fond memories come to mind. I am so grateful for all the people that have taken me under their wings and showed me the ropes of this school and this organization. On my first day here back in August, I particularly remember a sister literally grabbing me by the arm and embracing me with salaams. This display of affection made me realize the context I was walking in to and the sisterhood I would come to know. Yes, some might argue that there are cons in going to a school with a large Muslim population, however, I really have seen a growth in various aspects of my life (both secular and religious) largely in due part to the influence exerted on me by the Muslim student body. Secularly, because it’s hard to not want to excel in school when you’re surrounded by so many people who are ChemE, BioE or any engineering majors for that matter, and religiously because of all the ‘ilm classes that the MSA sponsors. I’ve felt my imaan constantly being uplifted and revitalized through the likes of seerah, tafseer and night classes. This past year for me can be summed up in one word, Alhamdulilah. Alhamdulilah for the people I’ve met. Alhamdulilah for the experiences that I’ve had. I pray that A--h SWT continues to put barakah in everything that the MSA does and above all that He continues to bless the students themselves, whether they are part of the MSA or not. Ameen.

-Nura Mohamed You know that unconditional love those Sheikhs always claim is unique to the Muslim Ummah? Well, up until I came to UIC, I only knew that as a concept and not a feeling, as cheesy as that may sound.

-Anonymous Coming to UIC was scary at first. The feeling of not knowing anyone and not knowing where to go was horrible. Looking back at my first day and looking at myself today, I laugh at myself. If I would have known that there was a welcoming group of Muslim sisters in the lounge who are funny, sweet, and down to earth, I would have never been frightened. During the middle of last semester I would go to the lounge every day during my breaks and chill with all of the sisters. We would sit on those round couches and I would sit in the middle of that circle so that I could see all the girls and make everyone laugh and smile. We would go out to eat and take pictures and have a blast. I went to a public school in the south. There weren't many Muslims that I can talk to and depend on. When I came into UIC, I felt like I had another family. Some of the sisters helped me out in Chemistry, others in English, and any other classes I needed help with. They were there when I was stressed and they were there when I was happy. My new family at UIC showed me that there is hope in the world because there are people who like to see others succeed in life.

No one is trying to pull anyone down. Actions speak louder than words and coming to college gave me a chance to be social and interact with mature people that I can relate to.

-Hadeal Kraka My first year here, I have to say was pretty interesting. Coming into the UIC and the MSA I had known very few people and had very few friends. As the year progressed I met many new people and gained great friends Alhamdulillah. Like many incoming freshman I had to deal with a lot, not just with the transition into a university but also the hardships outside my school life; family members passing away or being very ill, but Alhamdulillah this made me stronger as a person and as a Muslim. We all face the highs and lows of life but at that time when you’re lost and you don’t know what to do, A—h (swt) sends someone your way to help guide you to His path, it’s just amazing SubhanA---h. And I am very grateful to have the people I do in my life right now.

Another change that the MSA made in my life is that I started to wear the hijab. I always wanted to wear a hijab, especially starting high school, but at that point I wasn’t ready, religiously, nor did I feel comfortable, but when I got to UIC, I felt that comfort and moreover I came closer to the Deen which made my decision to wear a hijab easier on me Alhamdulillah. I never really was part of MSA at my high school but when I came here it was a great opportunity I saw, that will help me to get closer to A---h (swt) by doing things for Him and His Ummah. And I am so happy to say that I am part of such a great MSA Alhamdulillah. May A—h (swt) bless this MSA with the best insha’A---h khair! Ameen.

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Congratulations class of twenty thirteen! Not even two seconds later I’m standing in front of the door to lecture center D2, about to get my life overtaken by business calculus and college. I question whether the summer of 2013 even happened because I barely remember it. It was as if I pressed the fast forward button all the way to college. All the way to UIC. But I couldn’t have had a better year here. Of course there were some ups and downs, but that’s all a part of the college experience! Am I right or am I right? UIC has definitely changed me for the better. It made me realize that I’m an adult now and I’m responsible for my own actions and only I can take advantage of opportunities and reach my own goals. No one is there holding your hand or showing you the way because everyone says the advisors suck and just want you to stay longer and home girl wants to graduate in 4 years (iA)! I’ve grown immensely as a person and as a member of our Ummah as well.

And I haven’t grown alone, with the support of my friends, my big sis Nayela, and all the beautiful people of the MSA I’ve grown into the person I am today. Through all the events, lectures, and classes I have attended this year my knowledge has increased and horizons have broadened. It’s bittersweet to say that my freshman year has come to an end. No more free lunches from upper classmen, such a bummer. But that’s okay because this year has been one that I will never ever forget. iA many more as exciting, over dramatic, crazy, and adventurous years to come!

-Ahlena Mohammed

Junior Reflections As-salaamu ‘alaikum wa rahmatullah wa barakaatuhu, Reflections huh..

This year has been really crazy. Really fun. Really hectic. Really awesome. Really tough. Really beautiful.

But most certainly, it’s been real. It’s been a privilege and an honor. I know I didn't do justice to this position. I didn't deserve it to begin with. But I have nothing but love for this MSA, and am excited to see what future years bring. A---h SWT has truly blessed this organization in many ways, and I pray He continues to do so. Remember that everything comes from A---h SWT. He is also the One who can take it away. May all of our actions be to please Ar-Rahman.

Now although you have all already given me so, so much.. Can I just ask for one more other thing from you? Yes, you. Reading this article. Whoever you may be. Please forgive me for my shortcomings. They are abundant.

-Sumaya Aman Where does the time go..

It seems like just yesterday that I was walking into the pier room seeing all these different booths for organizations and getting more and more excited to start my freshman year. I remember specifically seeing the MSA booth and being interested and nervous at the same time. In the next couple days I was invited to come to an SJP meeting. I literally had no idea what was going on but I know I loved the energy that came from the people about the issue of Palestine and eventually I started learning. Little did I know how majorly these two organizations, along with others, would impact my life. Alhamdulillah, not only did I feel like these organization bettered me as a person and helped me work on leadership skills, but they also allowed me to meet some of the best people and lifelong friends. Why am I saying all this? College is honestly how you make it and can be as exciting and boring as you want. We can sit here and complain about going to UIC (and, sure, it’s definitely not the nicest looking campus), but in all honesty the people in it make it beautiful.

We are living in one of the most diverse schools in the nation in one of the most beautiful cities in the WORLD. If there is any advice I can give someone when going to college, it is to join organizations. I can’t emphasize that enough. You’ll make some amazing friends and learn so much about yourself that you had no idea. Seize the day because it’s scary how time flies. I’m now entering my senior year and I still remember freshman year so vividly.

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Senior Reflections Assalamualaikum, I contrive words and write words to express worlds suppressed in a brain. I survive worlds by using right words carefully meshed to acclaim…

From poetry to prose, writing is delivered unopposed. Freedom expressed without screening from others, but filtering done by myself.

I have never written a reflection for Al-Bayyan, but seeing that I will soon be leaving you all, I decided to express my thoughts about my years at UIC. Although I have commuted to UIC over the past three years, I definitely made this place my home. Multiple people had assumed I lived on campus, which I would have to correct and notify them that I just did not have a life. I have definitely spent more time here than home, and I am definitely not complaining.

Over the years here, I have met people from different walks of life, and I have observed and followed when appropriate, lead when necessary, and gave my opinions when asked. Throughout my experiences I learned more about myself and others. There were many instances along my journey where I wished I could give some advice to everyone. I think now I have my chance.

The first piece of advice, and probably the most important, is to understand yourself. Find out who you really are. Take that heart of yours, look inside it, and be real with yourself. Too often I see people preoccupied on how others view them—but that’s not to say you should not care at all. That’s right, you should care about how others view you, but it requires proper prioritization. The most important, of course, is your Lord. Then comes yourself, your family, your friends, your people.

My next piece of advice, is about how to give advice. Know when it is appropriate to critique others. I have seen master critics who criticize everyone but themselves. Perhaps under good intentions. The whole purpose of advice-giving is to benefit others, not ostracize them. That is why before you can give advice to anyone, you must have their trust. Develop trust, so that individuals understand that you are giving advice with goodintentions and so that it does not seem condescending.

A final piece of advice is to listen. Take in what other people say and don’t be so quick to disregard it. Don’t be so quick to disagree with it. Don’t be so quick to cut them off and begin speaking yourself. This is especially significant when you assume that you know more than the person who is talking to you. But that is usually a false and arrogant assumption. Humble yourself and listen.

Thank you!

-Talat Suleiman

As I look back on my college career at UIC, I can safely say that these four years were the best years of my life. At first I thought it would be lame to go to a school so close to home. I wanted to be independent and do my own thing as far away as possible. After that didn’t happen (of course my parents were like HECK NO!), I thought I would embrace my college experience and make it the best that I can. Having said that, the people I’ve met and the experiences I've had during my college years have definitely molded me into the person I am today. I have had many ups and downs but that’s what life is about, right? I just wanted to give a huge shout out to the UIC MSA for encouraging me and all my peers to be amazing and awesome Muslims. I really couldn't have survived college without everyone’s support. The unique sisterhood and brotherhood that we have here at UIC, we will never find anywhere else. Alhamdulillah for everything. Make the most you have in your undergrad career because you'll never get this back. UIC forever&always <3 -Sehar Paya

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I began college unaware of what I wanted to do with my career. But I knew one thing; I didn’t want to be attending UIC. I hated the commute, the pollution, the fast paced city life, and especially the abundance of Muslims in general. Coming from a high school and neighborhood with barely any Muslims, I was always afraid to be around large groups of Muslims. I felt like I would be judged for all my flaws. And on top of that I didn’t even know anything about UIC except that the classes are too big and the professors too unhelpful.

Yet by the end of my freshman year, I met people that I knew who would always be part of my life. And I realized there was only one thing that brought us together: Islam. I was first introduced to the UIC MSA while praying in the infamous lounge. I found people who have been my support system for these past four years. They were my home away from home, my second family, and my ride or dies. And now, when I sit down to write this reflection, I am not saddened by the fact I am graduating and leaving behind four amazing years (surprisingly), but I am elated that A---h planned my life so beautifully that not only did I meet my best friends here, but I also found my calling as a professional. Even though I was so reluctant to attend UIC, He made me fall in love with the people I was afraid of. These are the people I will cherish and hold close to my heart for the rest of my life.

So here’s my advice to you yougins. If your classes are annoying and hard or you hate how Harrison & Halsted has been in construction ALL semester long or you just want to go home right after class, then remember to cherish your time here! No matter how unbearable city life can get, regardless of if you commute or not, remember you always have your friends. They are a gift from A---h, so appreciate them. The UIC MSA is known for its strong bonds of friendship, so don’t take it for granted. What I found through the UIC MSA is something I wouldn’t have found elsewhere and I am sure you will find the same treasure that I fortunately stumbled upon. And if worse comes to worst, just ask people what classes to take and graduate ASAP. Scratch that, don’t rush to graduate, job market sucks! Do dua’a and get a job soon inshaA—h.

-Umamah Fatima

From a Small Puddle to a Huge Ocean -Adil Mohammad Shoeb Before my freshman year, it was vital for me to understand that things were going to be different. Leaving the safety and comfort of the ‘burbs and moving to the ghetto streets of Western to study at a public university and live with guys I’d never even met before was scary and different. Not to mention, UIC was a complete 180 degree change from my private, sheltered Islamic High School in Lombard, IL. The culture, people, and ideology was something I was never exposed to. It was a new social experience that had its growing pains. A LOT of growing pains. I had to learn by making mistakes. Falling down and picking myself back up. A constant cycle that occurred week after week. But once the people around me went from acquaintances to friends to brothers, life became a little easier.

The MSA, while some may hate it and others love it, gave me a source to find people I could trust. It reinvigorated who I once was and I can honestly say IAW helped reignite my Islamic fervor, something I am ashamed to say I lost during my first semester.

I also understood, however, that there are certain people you can trust and others you can't. Just because he/she puts on a fake smile and says salam to you doesn't make them a friend. While I abhor judging those around me before getting to know them, it's always important to have certain benchmarks for people you meet. Make sure their ideals and morals stack up with yours. Ultimately, your sanity, well being, and peace of mind are on the line. Don't let anyone screw with that. My dad always says that if there is anything/anyone that puts doubt in your heart or undue pressure on your mind leave it/them. It's not worth it.

I love this school and this city, and I am excited to be here the next three years and hopefully beyond. I've met incredible people this year. People I will never forget for the rest of my natural life and hopefully beyond.

When people ask me where I go to school, I beam with pride and tell them I attend UIC. A great school in a great city.

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Feat of the Year

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SA’s annual Fast-a-thon ushered in enough money to sponsor seven orphans from India, Afghanistan, Iraq, Pakistan and Palestine. Orphans Elham, Zahra, Neha, Yusuf, Naveed, Mohammud and Isteqlal will inshaA—h receive a loving a family because of your generous donations. Living in America, we are privileged to have the basic necessities needed to survive. Even giving a dollar in charity furthers the cause and shows our compassion to orphans all around the world. A simple thank you is this life is not enough. May this act of charity weigh heavy on your scale. Ameen.

To Tul Elsiddig: I will never forget my first impression: “oh cool, a black Muslim! Wait…how does this black kid know Arabic?” This is a shout-out, a tribute, and a pseudo-farewell to the guy who played a lead role in opening my mind, helping to shape that naïve, beardless freshman punk into the man that he is today. Because of you, I saw that true brotherhood isn’t founded on just being Muslim, but on the unconditional love and respect for your fellow Muslim, and everything – from his culture and family to his experiences – that comprise his very essence and being. You did this by embodying an open mind and expressing genuine love and concern for absolutely every single person you came across. You have brought more people into this family than you probably even realize, because for you it’s just second nature. Wishing you all of the best for your education and your future. May God bless you. Keep it z at U of I. Love you, little bro.

- Zamaan

To all my MSA SISTERS: Humein bohot khushi hui aap sab se mil kar, Lounge mein aate ke saath hi humein rakh liye theh gher kar.

Humaari dosti kab itni gehri hogayi koi nahin jaanta hai, Bas yehi dua hai ke A---h humein har khushi ataa farmaaye (Ameen).

Yeh saal khatam ho raha hai, lekin woh jaate jaate de raha hai bohot saare rang, Aur unn rangon ke saath hum le jaare hain bohot si yaadein apne sang.

I am very happy to have met you all, As soon as I came into the lounge you all surrounded me and I couldn’t leave.

No one knows when our friendship became so deep, I just pray that A---h (swt) gives us all the happiness (Ameen).

This year is coming to an end, but as it goes away it is showering us with many colors (fun, sad, crazy moments), And with those colors we are taking many memories along with us.

Alhamdulillah I am so happy to be blessed with such amazing friends. I love you all very much for the sake of A---h (swt) of course. May A---h (swt) bless you with health, happiness and bless you in all that you do and when it’s time may we all meet in Jannah, Ameen.

-Nooriyah Baig

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Are We Truly One?

By Una Ummah Disagreements arise and we bicker Being a Muslim ensures our own blood isn’t even thicker Yet once an opinion is declared Against their wishes From all directions, come stares So shameful that we can’t have different views Instead of respect, we abuse Instead of listen, we accuse We preach But don’t practice We teach But aren’t active I witness the cliques here and there I experience my sister disregarding my stare I look with a smile and she turns to the wall Not a Salaam is exchanged, a great reward for a deed so small We can’t even spread peace personally Yet trying to spread God’s message to a diversity I argue with my own brothers and sisters...like normal siblings do How do you expect to not have different opinions with others you never knew When you weren’t raised together In the same house Or same neighborhood Or same school Or same country We are not identical Even twins are asymmetrical You state that everyone is invited to come But the ones who have opposite views are shunned I walk into the lounge and eyes pierce through me I feel as if I am not allowed to be I am constantly judged by you Issue 6

You assume you know what is true If only you honestly knew We can’t appreciate the good Because we are obsessed with flaws of the “misunderstood” We are filled with such arrogance Leading to the lack of acceptance I wish we were more open-minded Instead our pride keeps us blinded

Losing Yourself

By Nabeel Bhatti

Now on my soul the crows do feast For I've become a thing, a beast.

Not a name nor sign, nothing at all Nor a home to which I may call.

My shadow fades, my eyes turn gray, A shattered whisper fades away And now I'm left, no eyes to see, No skin to feel, no mouth to breathe.

The darkness lurking at my feet Do I enter, do I retreat? *It's about losing yourself, despite people thinking it's about death.

The Waves that Shape Us

By Zain Khazi They were strangers when they first met, One was in an ocean unexplored; the other made the ocean its home.

The other taught him how to surf on the soaring waves Initially, the one fell often and struggled to swim but, Eventually he learned to tame the waves, And became a surfer like his new friend.

And together they paddled to the shore of truth.

They shared their stories, their fears and their falls, And along the way they made an important realization; They are all united in their love for their Lord, Al ilaah- the one and only; To feel connected to him through Salah and du’a!

And service to mankind- the deprived and lonely.

This is a shout out to all my freshies Know that I love you for the sake of A---h and, Welcome to our UIC MSA family UIC MSA

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Shoutouts!

Shoutout to AlBayyan crew, IAW Cew, and PD crew. Y'all did good.

Masha’A---h a HUGE shout out to my home girls Baian Tbakhi, Hana Hashim, Hanifa Khan, Henna Kauser, Juvaria Shamsuddin, Nabeela Nrabba, Saleha Vhora, Sameera Baig, Sehar Paya, Sumera Bhatti, and Umamah Fatima on graduating!

I will definitely miss your salaams, smiles, and presence. May A---h(SWT) bless ya’ll with the best of this life and the next!

Ameen. Love you all for the sake of A---h (SWT)!

P.S. I’ll be expecting frequent visits to UIC insha’A---h!

JazakunA---hu Khairan and extended masha’A---h to Nayela Hoda, America Carrillo, and Maheen Ahmed for being the sisters I never had. <3 #BFFLJs A very special shout out to my habibty Lina Abu-shalbak and the rest of the IAW Committee for this year for carrying out one of the best IAWs I’ve ever witnessed. May A--h(SWT) reward all of our efforts. Ameen. #UICMSAIAW #OneWeekOneUniversityOneUmmah… teehee.

I thank A---h(SWT) for giving me my MSA lil sis, Rahimah Bawala, who I look up to and who is more of a big sis to me. Love you so much for the sake of A---h(SWT)!

May A---h(SWT) bless you in this life and the next. Ameen <3

Shoutout to Funsize. No point complimenting you, you won’t accept it anyways. Even though you are spectacular.

So instead I’ll talk about how I’m never, ever driving with you in my car again. Ever.

Shoutout to Lilshams. You kept me going.

Shoutout to Lina. Your daily commitment and efforts for the sake of A---h SWT truly inspire me. I don’t know what I would have done without you this year.

Shoutout to the alumni. Your fire keeps this MSA going.

Shoutout to Sallybear. Thanks for being a source of light whenever I needed it. Things can go from intellectually deep to pain-in-the-ribcage laughter in a matter of milliseconds with you.

Shoutout to Dreads and Teabags. Talking and laughing (to the point where I look insane), late hours in the lounge with you guys…I enjoyed every second.

Shoutout to Nayela Hoda. For out-creeping me that one time while I was at work. When I saw you staring at me I legitimately did freak out. MashA---h (and Authu Billah) status.

Shoutout to Maryam Muhammad. Anyone who knows her will know exactly what I mean. Maryam, you are everything I want to be.

Shoutout to Mahi for preferring handshakes over hugs. Hugs are nice, but glad to say we've shaken off many of our sins together. (Insha’A---h!)

Shoutout to Ayah Elkossei. For your utmost craziness and for making me feel like I can conquer the world by just being in your presence. You’re my daily dose of adrenaline.

S/O to the random girl who didn’t need to get on the bus but saw me running and waited in front of the door till I got there!

Thanks kind stranger.

Shoutout to Nunu. You know me better than anyone at UIC. Since diapers girl. You also know of my laziness better than anyone and continue not to judge me. Much love mi Hermana

*All of the above shoutouts are from Maryam Muhammad!

*All of the above Shoutouts are from Sumaya Aman!

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Shout out to Ayal El-Khossei and your camera for always keeping your camera handy with you and for capturing the most random memorable moments for the sisters!

- Shamsuddin Sisters

More Shoutouts!

Shout out to that brother with the beard. Keep up the good work.

- Anonymous

Hanifa Khan - Thanks so much for always keeping it real and just being Yourself. I really hope that some of your wisdom and incredible beauty has rubbed off on me by now iA. You're an Awesome Apple! - Maria Qadri

â&#x20AC;&#x153;Alhamdulillah for a friend/my baking buddy/ for my fajr date/for my jummuah buddy/- Ayesha Qazi- who always makes me smile without even knowing it.â&#x20AC;? -Mini Ayesha Issue 6

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Here's to Sehar Paya, Henna Sheikh, Aqsa Tahir, and Juvaria Shamsuddin for sticking around with me this last year! Even though our entire crew graduated last year, we still made sure this year was a blast! May all you have an amazing postgrad life inshaA---h! Love yall :) And an extra special cheers to my Sehri! I will really miss spending every week with you, annoying you 24/7, getting coffee for no reason, and sitting around in the lounge pointlessly! - Umamah Fatima 18

2014-2015 Shura Position: Sister ’s Pr esident MARYAM MUHAMMAD Year: J unior Interesting Fact: Sets her alarm for 3:30 AM and it rings for two hours straight, but for some reason she doesn’t hear it until 5:30 AM. Oops!

Quote: (har d to choose just one!) “And I’ll be done’ whatever snow does in summerrr.”

Future Plans: Qur ’an teacher and chill chemistr y pr ofessor doing alternative energy research insha A—h Position: Secr eZAMAAN tary SOHEL Year: J unior Interesting Fact: I can play the trumpet.

Quote: “Speak a good wor d or r emain silent.”

Future Plans: Whatever life gives.

Position: Br other’s Education Year: J unior SAIF QUTUB Interesting Fact: Was a guest on a live Islamic TV show broadcasted internationally and is certified in the recitation of the Holy Quran.

Quote: “If you can’t beat em’, join em’.”

Future Plans: Mechanical Engineer

Position: Sister s ASAL Events Coordinator Year: Sophomor e WAHDAN Favorite Quote: "The best people possess a feeling for beauty, the courage to take risks, the discipline to tell the truth, and the capacity for sacrifice.

Ironically, their virtues make them vulnerable, they are often wounded, sometimes destroyed" -Ernest Hemmingway Interesting Fact: My cheeks ar e strong enough to lift five pounds because I smile a lot.

Future Profession: A---hu A'lam

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Position: Br other ’s Pr esident Year: Senior ADIL Interesting Fact: Eating is my QAISER favorite hobby.

Quote: Feed the tuna mayonnaise.”

Future Plans: Film Dir ector /Author /NFL Coach/ Heisenberg

SAAD Position: Br other’s Events CoorFAROOQUI dinator Year: J unior Interesting Fact: I am low-key Harvey Spector.

Quote: “Life is shor t, for give quickly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that makes you smile.”

Future Plans: Financial Advisor iA Position: Public Outreach BILAL Year: Senior GHANI Interesting Fact: I’m afraid of the dark.

Quote: “Ver ily after ever y har dship there’s ease.”

Future Plans: Physical Ther apist iA

Position: Food Coor dinator Year: J unior Interesting Fact: MOHAMMED I have an identical twin.

KAMRAN Quote: “Good is just the enemy of great.” -Nas Future Plans: Automotive engineer

Position: Sister ’s Education WAFA KAMAL Year: Senior YUSUF Interesting Fact: Subhan’A—hi wa bihamdihi (Glory and Praise be to A—-h the Almighty) throughout my mom’s pregnancy with my twin and I, my parents were only expecting my sister Hana. Ultrasounds didn’t detect me and even the doctor who delivered every older sibling, never expected babies until after the moment Hana was delivered, which makes me the younger twin by 21 minutes.

Quote: A---h loves his slaves more than a mother loves her infant.

Future Plans: Elementar y Education

Position: Technology Chair Year: (soon-to-be) Senior HOSSAM ELInteresting Fact: I’ve never been to Disneyland/Disneywor ld *sniffle* and I want a pet penguin.

SHEIKH Quote: “No amount of guilt can change the past and no amount of worrying can change the future. Go easy on yourself for the outcome of all affairs is determined by A—h’s Decree. If something Is meant to go elsewhere, it will never come on your way, but if it is yours by destiny, from you it cannot flee.”- Umar Ibn al-Khattab Future Plans: Mechanical Engineer

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25 Foolproof Things You Should Know About UIC 1. UH has amazing donuts 2. You can use your printing money at Au Bon Pain 3. There’s a commuter shuttle that goes to Union and Ogilvie 4. Hit up Idea Commons before 1 o'clock crew rolls in 5. Eat breakfast at Melis and Bongo Room!!

6. Taco bell gives student discounts!

7. TFM/Philly Stop actually sucks!

8. Jubrano's Santa Fe chicken wrap with extra ranch is the best 9. Don’t eat Rama noodles from Yummy Thai, unless you like melted peanut butter with a hint of noodles A Message from the Editors of AlBayyan in it 10. The 5th floor girls’ bathroom is where it’s at Another year has Alhamdulillah gone by; from the 11. 4th floor library is a zoo first week hugs to the success of Islam Awareness 12. One must never pay for 2 hour parking Week to every Jummah Khutbah, the MSA has 13. Taleef + Papacitos + Molly's = Best Saturday continued to grow in number and in love. The edi14. You will always get lost in BSB... Always! tors of AlBayyan would like to say Jazakullah 15. Sbarros plain cheesecake hits the spot every time!

16. Finding parking on Halsted is the easiest task evKhayr to everyone who contributed to AlBayyan er… NOT this year and especially for this last issue. We re17. If you talk loudly in the reflection room, I will hunt ceived a number of great entries. May A—–h(swt) you down reward you all and bless you immensely for your 18. You will run for the bus or train at least once every efforts. Enjoy your Summer and inshaA-—h, we few weeks hope to see many more entries next year.

19. You will miss your stop on the train at least once due to the best nap of your life Peace and Love, 20. That Ventra Upass is more precious than your first born child AlBayyan Team 21. Physics will forever suck 22. And so will Orgo Lab Welcome AlBayyan Editors for 2014-2015!

23. And every class after 3:30 24. Only time anyone should remove their shoes Fazila Vhora Editor -in-Chief is before praying in the lounge Maryam Raja Layout Designer 25. Peace out to all my haters and my hittaz Asif Mazhar & Lelas Shamaileh Copy Editor s #deuces Azfar Sharif and Madihah Sharif News Editor s Your Almost Alums, Sehri and Ummi <3

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