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""\$ma Mm§Jbm {dMma Amho; nU EH$ ~m~ gm§Jm, AmnU _mojmMo gwI {_i{dÊ`mÀ`m V`marV AmhmV Am{U Ë`mM doir Vw_À`m S>moiçmXoIV hOmamo bmoH$ ZaH$Hw§$S>mV nS>V Agë`mMo {Xgbo Va AmnU H$m` H$amb?'' lrJwéOtZr CÎma {Xbo, ""àW_ _r ZaH$mV nS>Umè`m§Zm ~mhoa H$mT>oZ. Z§Va _mojmMm {dMma H$aoZ.'' S>m°. hoS>Jodma åhUmbo, ""^maVmMr AdñWm Zo_H$s hrM Amho. eoH$S>mo bmoH$ ñdmWm©À`m ZaH$Hw§$S>mV nS>V AmhoV Am{U ^maV_mVoMr qMVm H$amd`mg H$moUrhr V`ma Zmhr. _bm dmQ>Vo Aem pñWVrV AmnU _mojmMm {dMma gmoSy>Z {Xbm nm{hOo.'' ñdm_r AI§S>mZ§X _hmamOm§Zr lrJwéOtZm ào_nyd©H$ Amkm Ho$br. Ë`m AmkoMo nmbZ H$arV H$_§S>byMm àgmX KoD$Z lrJwéOr ZmJnyabm Ambo. Am{U Ë`mZ§Va Ë`m§Mr AI§S> VníM`m© gwê$ Pmbr. VohoVrg dfmªV VohoVrg doim ^maV^«_U H$ê$Z `m _hmnwéfmZo AmÚ lre§H$amMm`mªZm Amnbr lÕm§Obr An©U Ho$br.

AmÚ lre§H$amMm`mªMo _hm{Zdm©U ~{Îmgmì`m dfu Pmbo. lrJwéOtZr VohoVrg doim ^maV^y_rMr n[aH«$_m Ho$br. {H$Vr AX²^Vw ~m~ hmoVr ! Ë`m§À`m {dMmam§Mm Jm^m AÛ¡V doXm§VmMm hmoVm. am_H¥$îU na_h§gm§Mo {eî` ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§X ! Ë`m§À`m {dMmam§Mm AmYma AÜ`mË_ hmoVm. H$m`m©À`m X¥{ï>H$moZmVyZ {dMma Ho$ë`mg Ë`m§Mo OrdZ gm_m{OH$ hmoVo. amï´>mbm na_d¡^dmàV ZoÊ`mMm g§H$ën _ZmV hmoVm. Mm§Jë`m H$m`m©À`m _mJm©V gmYZm§Mr H$_VaVm Zoh_rM OmUdVo. OrdZmV gd© gmYZo EH${ÌV Ambr Va ì`º$s Amnë`m H$V©ì`mMo nmbZ H$ê$ eH$V Zmhr, Ago _bm dmQ>Vo. H$maU Ë`mbm Amnbo H$V©¥Ëd XmI{dÊ`mMr g§Yr {_iV Zmhr. na_oídamZo Amnë`mbm {Xboë`m Am§V[aH$ eº$sMr narjm KoÊ`mMr g§Yr {_iV Zmhr. gmYZm§Mr H$_VaVm AgVmZmhr amï´>r` ñd`§godH$ g§KmMo H$m`© gwê$ Pmbo, hr na_oídamMr H¥$nmM _mZbr nm{hOo. gdmªZr {gÕ Ho$bobr EH$ ~m~ åhUOo "{H«$`m§ gÎd{gÕr ^d{V ZmonH$aUo !'

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CÎmw§J {dMmamVyZ Am{U {dídmgmVyZ. gmYZo Z§Va {_iy bmJVmV. gmYZo ZgVmZmhr bmoH$ B{VhmgmV Amnbo Zmd gwdUm©jam§Zr Zm|Xdy eH$VmV. gmYZm§À`m H$_VaVo_wio _hmamUm àVmn `m§Zm _moR>o `e {_iy eH$bo Zmhr. Vo _moJbm§Zm nam^yV H$ê$ eH$bo ZmhrV; nU Ë`m§À`mV AgUmè`m amï´>^º$sZo EH$ ~m~ {gÕ Ho$br H$s, gmYZm§Mm A^md AgVmZmhr ^maVmMm Ho$di EH$ aOnyV Zmhr Va ^maV^y_rMm MoVH$ ZmdmMm EH$ Aídhr B{Vhmg KS>dy eH$Vmo. åhUyZM hOmamo bmoH$ Ë`mÀ`m g_mYrda OmD$Z nwînm§Obr An©U H$aVmV. `e {_imë`mZ§Va Ë`mMo lo` H$moUmbm {_iVo hr EH$ Jm¡U ~m~ Amho; nU EImÚm An`er ì`ŠVrbm Amnë`m C{Ôï>m§~Ôb R>m_ {dídmg Agob Am{U Vr ì`ŠVr Amnbo C{Ôï> JmRy> eH$br Zmhr Var Vr loð>M _mZbr OmVo. Xoe^amV Mm¡H$mMm¡H$mV Agbobr _hmamUm àVmnm§Mr hmVr ^mbm Agbobr à{V_m Ë`mMo CÎm_ CXmhaU Amho. ñdmV§Í`mgmR>r àmUmn©U H$aUmè`m MoVH$Mr hëXrKmQ>mV g_mYr ~m§YÊ`mV Ambr. Mm§Jbo bmoH$ hmVr KoVbobo H$m`© AY©dQ> gmoS>V ZgVmV. ""àmaä`Vo Z Ibw {d¿Z^`¡Z ZrM¡: àma§^ {d¿Z{d{hVm {da_§{V _Ü`m: && {d¿Z¡: nwZ:nwZa{n à{VhÝ`_mZm àma§^ MmoÎm_OZm: Z n[aË`O§{VŸ&&'' gd©gmYmaU ì`º$s {d¿ZmÀ`m ^`mZo J«mgbobr AgVo. Ë`m_wio Vr Mm§Jbo H$m`© gwê$M H$arV Zmhr. _Ü`_ àd¥ÎmrMo bmoH$ H$m_ gwê$ Va H$aVmV; nU AS>rAS>MUr `oVmM Vo gmoSy>Z XoVmV; nU JwUdmZ bmoH$ n[aUm_mMr qMVm Z H$aVm EImÚm IS>H$mda J§JoÀ`m bmQ>m§Zr Aì`mhVnUo YS>H$m Úmì`mV Ë`mà_mUo Amnbm _mJ© gmoS>V ZmhrV. ho bmoH$ hmVr KoVbobo H$m`© nyU©Ëdmg ZoVmV. amï´>r` ñd`§godH$ g§KmMo H$m`© gVV dmT>V Amho. ho H$m`© dmT>{dÊ`mV AZoH$m§Mo ghH$m`© bm^bo. JwOamVÀ`m ^y_rda AZoH$ Mm§Jbo bmoH$ Pmbo, Ë`m§Zr Amnë`m Am`wî`mMr qMVm Z H$aVm g§KH$m`m©Mm {dñVma Ho$bm. na_nyOZr` lrJwéOtH$Sy>Z àoaUm KoVbr. lrJwéOt~m~V _r \$ma H$mhr ~mobUma Zmhr, H$maU gd©OU `m _hmnwéfmbm AmoiIVmV. 17

JwOamV_Ü`o Á`m bmoH$m§Zr _moR>o H$m_ Ho$bo Ë`mVrb EH$ CÎmw§J ì`{º$_Îd åhUOo dH$sbgmho ~ ZmdmZo Amo i Ibo OmUmao bú_Uamd BZm_Xma. Ah_Xm~mXÀ`m Q>mD$Z hm°b_Ü`o _mÂ`m EH$m H$m`©H«$_mMo Am`moOZ Ë`m§Zr Ho$bo hmoVo. Ë`m§Zr AmJ«hnyd©H$ _bm {Z_§{ÌV Ho$bo Am{U _r Jobmo. Amåhr H$moUrhr dH$sbgmho~m§Zm {dgê$ eH$V Zmhr. bú_U `m Zmdmà_mUoM Vo ^maV^º$ hmoVo. am_amÁ`mÀ`m ñWmnZogmR>r à`ËZerb hmoVo. Vo Ho$di g§K ñd`§godH$m§Mo _mJ©Xe©H$ ZìhVo; g_mOmÀ`m AÝ` KQ>H$m§Zm, ì`º$s¨Zm hmVmer Yê$Z Ë`m§Zr g§nyU© JwOamV_Ü`o _moR>o H$m`© C^o Ho$bo.

Ho$edamd Xoe_wI, S>m°. dUrH$a `m A{Ve` gmÜ`m, gai ì`º$s hmoË`m. _bm Ë`m§À`m Kar Wm§~Ê`mMr g§Yr {_imbr hmoVr. b§S>ZhÿZ n°Wm°bm°{OñQ>Mr nXdr {_i{dbr Am{U Varhr Ë`m§À`m gmYonUmV Oamhr ~Xb Pmbm Zmhr. Vo EdT>o CÀM{dÚm{d^y{fV AgVrb, Ago Ë`m§À`mH$S>o nmhÿZ H$moUmbmhr dmQ>V ZìhVo. H$_rV H$_r ~mobUo Am{U OmñVrV OmñV H$m_ ho Ë`m§Mo OUy OrdZÜ`o` hmoVo. dZdmgr joÌmV S>m°. dUrH$a `m§Zr Oo H$m_ C^o Ho$bo Vo BVa H$moUr H$ê$ eHo$b ho gm§JUo AdKS> Amho. ~m~y^mB© AmoPm `m§Mohr `moJXmZ _moR>o hmoVo. eodQ>À`m ídmgmn`ªV Vo g{H«$` hmoV.o g§KmÀ`m AZoH$ H$m`©H$« _m§Zm Ë`m§Zr JVr Am{U àoaUm {Xbr. lr. _YwH$aamd ^mJdV g§KQ>ZemómMo OUy {Od§V {dÚmnrR> hmoVo. Amnë`m CnpñWVrZoM Vo bmoH$m§Zm àoaUm XoV. gmè`m ñd`§godH$m§Zm Vo Amnbo dmQ>V. Ë`m§Mo gm{ÞÜ` ñd`§godH$m§Zm ^m½`embr dmQ>o. lr. dg§V^mB© JOo§ÐJS>H$a gVV Amnë`m H$m`m©V a__mU AgV. ì`dgm`mZo Vo {dYr _hm{dÚmb`mV àmÜ`mnH$ hmoVo. àË`jmV Ë`m§Mo gmao OrdZ n{dÌ {dMmaYmaoZwgma àdm{hV hmoUmè`m OrdZgmYZoMm _mJ© hmoVo. Ë`m§À`m A§Ë``mÌoV hOmamo bmoH$m§À`m S>moùçmVyZ Ajae: AlyYmam dmhmV hmoË`m. EdT>m AmXa-ào_ Ë`m§Zm {_imbo. gdmªÀ`m öX`mV Ë`m§À`m~Ôb lÕm hmoVr. ~My^mB© ^JV `m§Zr g§KH$m`© H$arV AgVmZm gdmªgmo~V {dídmgmMo g§~§Y R>odbo. Am{U _moR>o H$m_ C^o Ho$bo. ZmWm^mBªZr {d{dY ^y{_H$m ~OmdrV AZoH$m§Zm àoaUm {Xbr. Vo gm¡å` ñd^mdmMo hmoV.o Amnë`m H$m`©H$Ë`mªÀ`m àH¥$VrMr 18

Vo {deof H$miOr KoV. doi nS>ë`mg JwOamV_Ü`o Hw$R>o Mm§Jbo S>m°ŠQ>a AmhoV H$m`, `mMm emoY KoD$Z Vo Ë`m§Zm AmOmar H$m`©H$Ë`mªH$S>o nmR>drV. Ë`m§Mo gmao OrdZ bmoH${Z_m©Umbm dm{hbobo hmoVo. _r H$S>rbm Jobmo AgVmZm lr. AZ§Vamd H$mio H$mhr {Xdg _mÂ`mgmo~V hmoVo. _r Ë`m§Mm {eñV~Õ ñd^md AZw^dbm.

AË`§V gmYo OrdZ, gmYr dóo, hr AZ§Vamdm§Mr AmoiI hmoVr. g§KQ>ZoMr _moR>r O~m~Xmar, _moR>o nX AgyZhr Ë`m§Mr amhUr gmYr hmoVr. _amR>r ^m{fH$ AgyZhr JwOamVbm Amë`mda _mÌ Vo Amnbm àm§V {dgabo. g§KmMm àË`oH$ ñd`§godH$ Amnë`m àm§Vmbm - amÁ`mbm {dgê$Z OmVmo. Vmo Ho$di Amnë`m ^maV_mVobm ñ_aUmV R>odVmo ho Ë`m§Mo d¡{eï>ç AgVo. S>m°. àmUbmb XmoetZr gm¡amï´> ^mJmV ^anya H$m_ Ho$bo. Ë`m§Zm H$moU {dgê$ eH$Vmo! bhmZ bhmZ Jmoï>t_YyZ Vo _moR>_moR>o g§Xoe XoV AgV. n[agmÀ`m ñnem©Zo bmoI§S>mMohr gmoZo hmoVo; VgoM AZoH$ H$m`©H$Ë`mªÀ`m Am`wî`mMo Ë`m§Zr OUy gmoZo Ho$bo. _mZZr` H$m{eZmWamdm§Zr _hmamï´>mVyZ `oD$Z _moR>o H$m_ C^mabo. Ë`m H$mimV IoS>m {OëømV àMma H$aUo \$ma AdKS> H$m_ hmoVo. Xwgè`m {dMmaàdmhmMo bmoH$hr VoWo g{H«$` hmoVo; nU Amnë`m H$_©R> H$m`©e¡brVyZ Ë`m§Zr C^mabobo H$m`© gdmªÀ`m ñ_aUmV Amho. lr. VidbH$a _hmamï´>mVyZ Ambo hmoVo. Ë`m§Zr _moR>o H$m_ Ho$bo. g_mOmbm ì`mnH$ {Xem d eº$s {Xbr. Amnë`m earamMr qMVm Z H$aVm JwOamVÀ`m IoS>çmnmS>çm§_Ü`o VéUm§Mo JQ> V`ma H$ê$Z Ë`m§Zr amï´>r` ñd`§godH$ g§KmÀ`m H$m`m©Mm {dñVma Ho$bm. nyOZr` Ho$. H$m. emórOtZm gX²JwUm§Mr EH$ à{V_yVu _mZë`mg Vo A{Ve`moº$sMo R>aUma Zmhr. EdT>o _moR>o {dÛmZ AgyZhr Ë`m§À`mVrb {dZ_«Vm bjmV `oÊ`mgmaIr hmoVr. XmoKm {dÛmZm§Zm _r OdiyZ nm{hbo Amho. {dÛÎmm AgyZhr Ë`m§À`mVrb {dZ_«Vm A§V:H$aUmbm ñne© H$aUmar hmoVr. EH$ Ho$. H$m. emórOr Va Xwgao hmoVo H¥$îUe§H$a emórOr _hmamO. _r `m {R>H$mUr Ho$. H$m. emórOtMm C„oI Ho$di `mgmR>r H$arV Amho H$s, Ë`m§Zr H$moUË`mhr àH$maMr ^rVr Z ~miJVm {dqhn d am. ñd. g§K `m§À`mer Amnbo ZmVo H$m`_ R>odbo.

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{dÚmnrR>mMo Hw$bJwê$ H$ê$,' Ago Ë`m§Zm gm§JUmao AZoH$ bmoH$ hmoVo. `mda emórOtMo CÎma Ago, "g§K Va _mÂ`m aº$mVM Amho. _bm OJmVrb nX ZH$mo, na_oídamMo Amerdm©X hdoV.' ^JdmZ lrH¥$îUmMr AmamYZm H$arV Vo Amnë`m nyOoV _½Z AgV. àmMrZ na§naoZwgma Vo Amnbo OrdZ OJbo. H$moUmÀ`mhr Kar AÞ Z KoÊ`mÀ`m Amnë`m AmMmaemómMo nmbZ H$arV h[aOZm§Zm Amnë`m Kar ~mobmdyZ Ë`m§À`m öX`mVhr AmË_r`VoÀ`m ^mdZm {Z_m©U H$aUmè`m Ho$. H$m. emórOtMo {dñ_aU H$go hmoD$ eH$Vo? Vo XaamoO boIZ H$arV. _r Ooìhm Ooìhm Ë`m§Zm nm{hbo Vo boIZ H$aVmZmM nm{hbo. EH$-XmoZ doim Ë`m§À`m Kar OmÊ`mMr g§Yr {_imbr Voìhm _r e§H$amMm`©nXmda {damO_mZ hmoVmo. _r nm{hbo emórOtÀ`m AmOy~mOybm Ho$di nwñVHo$M nwñVHo$ hmoVr. nwñVH$m§gmo~VM MMm© H$aUo, Ë`m§À`mgmo~VM Pmonr OmUo, ho Ë`m§À`m OrdZmV {XgV hmoVo. dmñV{dH$ nwñVH$m§Mo ì`gZ Á`m§Zm bmJVo, Ë`m§Zm Ë`mV \$ma AmZ§X {_iVmo. OJmV {_Ì Amnbr _¡Ìr {Z^mdVmV dm {Z^mdVhr ZmhrV. nwñVH$m§gmo~V _¡Ìr Agë`mda eÌwËd H$Yr hmoV Zmhr. nwñVH$mMm H§$Q>mim Ambm Va EImXo {MÝh Q>mHy$Z nwñVH$ ~§X H$am. drg dfmªZr Vo nwñVH$ CKS>bo Var Vwåhr R>odbobo {MÝh VoWoM gmnS>ob. nwñVH$ Vwåhmbm aSy>Z, amJmdyZ, BVHo$ {Xdgm§Zr ^oQ>V AmhmV, Ago H$Yr {dMmaUma Zmhr. Ooìhm BÀN>m hmoB©b Voìhm nwñVH$mMr ^oQ> ¿`m. Ë`m§Mr gdmªV K{Zï> _¡ÌrnwñVH$m§gmo~V hmoVr. Ago hmoVo _hm_hmonmÜ`m` _mZZr` Ho$. H$m. emórOr. amOH$maUmV amhÿZ Amnë`m àoaUmòmoVm§Mo ñ_aU H$aUo, ho EH$ H$R>rU H$m_ Amho. Á`m§À`mH$Sy>Z àoaUm {_imbr, OrdZmMo H$ë`mU Pmbo, Ë`m§Mo gVV ñ_aU R>odbo nm{hOo. Vo hmoV Amho, ho nmhVmZm _bm A{Ve` AmZ§X hmoV Amho.

EH$ gm_mÝ` H$m`©H$Vm© Vo àMmaH$, àMmaH$ Vo bmoH$à{V{ZYr, Ë`mZ§Va JwOamVÀ`m _w»`_§ÌrnXmda amhÿZ _mZZr` Za|Ð _moXr `m§Zr `m gd© gmpÎdH$ _hmnwéfm§Mo ñ_aU H$arV Ë`m§À`m H$m`m©Mo, H$V©¥ËdmMo, g_mOmbm àoaUm XoUmè`m ì`º$s¨Mo dU©Z Ho$bo Amho. lr. Za|Ð^mB© _moXr `m§À`mer _mPr OwZr AmoiI Amho. _mÂ`m~Ôb Ë`m§Zm AmXa Amho Am{U _bm Ë`m§À`m~Ôb AmXa Amho. H$maU, 20

amOH$maUmV amhÿZhr Vo EH$ Mm§Jbo AmXe© AmhoV. gmYmaUV: amOH$s` ZoVo Amnë`m XmoZ-Mma dfmªÀ`m H$m`©H$mimVM d¡^dmÀ`m amO_hmbmV a__mU hmoD$Z OmVmV; nU AmOÀ`m H$mimVhr àm_m{UH$VoMm AmXe© àñWm{nV Ho$bm OmD$ eH$Vmo, ho Za|Ð _moXtZr Amnë`m ì`{º$JV OrdZmVyZ XmIdyZ {Xbo Amho.

Ooìhm H$moUVrhr ì`ŠVr gË`mÀ`m _mJm©da MmbV AgVo Voìhm AgË`mÀ`m _mJm©dê$Z MmbUmè`m§Zm Ìmg Va hmoVM AgVmo. lr. Za|Ð _moXr ho àH$memMo _mJ©ñW AmhoV. YmS>gnyd©H$ Ë`m§Mr dmQ>Mmb gwê$ Amho. EH$ A{Ve` Mm§Jbo nwñVH$ Ë`m§Zr {b{hbo Amho. Ë`m§Zm _r Ag§»` ew^oÀN>m XoV Amho. na_oídamZo Ë`m§À`mVrb gm{hpË`H$ OmJm R>odmdm. Ë`m§À`m amOH$s` H$V©¥ËdmZo XoemÀ`m EH$m Q>moH$mnmgyZ Xwgè`m Q>moH$mn`ªV gmè`m Xoembm Ë`m§Zr à^m{dV H$amdo. Or O~m~Xmar Ë`m§À`mH$S>o gÜ`m Amho, Ë`mnojm _moR>r O~m~Xmar Ë`m§Zm {_imdr. Ë`mVyZ Xoembm {Xem {_imdr, g_mOmbm ~i {_imdo, Xwï>m§Zm ^` dmQ>mdo Am{U g‚mZm§Zm A^` {_imdo. lr. Za|Ð _moXr `m§À`m nwñVH$mgmR>r Amerd©MZ-^y{_H$m {b{hVmZm _bm A{Ve` AmZ§X Pmbm. loð> nwéfm§À`m OrdZM[aÌmMo ñ_aU H$aUo, hr _mÂ`mgmR>r EH$ AmZ§XmMr ~m~ Amho. nwñVH$mMr ^y{_H$m Va Vo H$moUmH$Sy>Zhr {bhdyZ KoD$ eH$V hmoVo; nU Ë`m§Zr _bm AmJ«h Ho$bm. EH$ àH$mao AmXa {Xbm. _r Ë`m§Zm ew^oÀN>m XoV Amho. na_oídamZo Ë`m§Zm Hw$eb R>odmdo Am{U Ho$di JwOamVMrM Zmhr Va gmè`m XoemMr godm H$aÊ`mMr g§Yr Ë`m§Zm Úmdr. na_oídamOdi _mPr hrM àmW©Zm Amho. _Z:nyd©H$ YÝ`dmX. - ñdm_r gË`{_ÌmZ§X{Jar

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nÌ_²-nwîn_² ^maVmMr AmoiI `oWrb amÁ`ì`dñWm, amÁ`àUmbr dm amÁ`eŠVr `m§Zr hmoV Zmhr.

Vr hmoVo Ë`mÀ`m gm§ñH¥${VH$ dmaemÀ`m AmYmamZo. `mMm AW© Amho ^maVmÀ`m {Z_m©UmV F${f_wZr g§V-_h§V AmMm`©-Y_m©Mm`© Xme©{ZH$-d¡km{ZH$ {ejH$ `m§gma»`m godogmR>r VËna, Am{U Ü`o`àmárgmR>r PQ>Umè`m _hmnwéfm§Mo `moJXmZ. hOmamo dfmªnmgyZ EH$ dm AZoH$ _mJmªZr hr g_¥Õ na§nam MmbV Ambr Amho. {nT>çmZ{nT>çm, ~XbË`m H$mimZwgma, Zì`m a§Jê$nmgh AmOhr Am_À`m XoemV `m n{dÌ na§naoMr J§Jm àdm{hV hmoV Amho. ^maVmÀ`m àË`oH$ H$mZmH$monè`mV AmOhr... hOmam|À`m g§»`oV Ago godmd«Vr Ë`mJ-Vnñ`oÀ`m CÁÁdb na§naogh

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g_mO{hVmÀ`m H$moUË`m Zm H$moUË`m n{dÌ H$m_mbm dmhÿZ KoVbobo nmhmd`mg {_iVmV. {dgmì`m eVH$mÀ`m ^maVmV ^maVmMm gm§ñH¥${VH$ dmagm OnÊ`mÀ`m godoV g_{n©V hmoÊ`mMm EH$ g§K{Q>V à`ËZ H$aÊ`mV Ambm. hm à`ËZ Ho$bm amï´>r` ñd`§godH$ g§KmZo, na_nyÁ` S>m°. hoS>Jodmam§Zr. _mV¥^y_rÀ`m godogmR>r ì`ŠVr{Z_m©UmÀ`m _mÜ`_mVyZ g_mO g§K{Q>V H$aÊ`mMo ^JraW H$m`© gwê$ Ho$bo.

AmO OJmV ZoV¥ËdmgmR>r, loð> ì`dñWmnZmgmR>r, Am`. Am`. E_. hm°d©S>© ñQ>°Z\$moS>© `mgma»`m hOmamo g§ñWm H$m`©aV AmhoV. {d{eï> JwUm§À`m ì`{º$_Îd {dH$mgmgmR>r `m g§ñWm à`ËZaV AgVmV. Ë`m OJà{gÕhr AmhoV. nU H$Yr H$Yr ZoV¥ËdmÀ`m `m nmpíM_mË` e¡brg_moa am. ñd. g§KmZo KS>dbobr ^maVr` e¡br `m§Mm VwbZmË_H$ Aä`mg H$oë`mg EH$ gwIX Y¸$m {_iVmo. amï´>r` ñd`§godH$ g§KmM§ d¡{eîQ>ç åhUOo AmH${f©V H$aUmè`m, M_H$X_H$ XmI{dÊ`mè`m ~m~r gmoSy>Z Ë`mJ,

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Vnñ`m, {Zð>m, à{V~ÕVm `m§Zm _hÎd {Xbo OmVo. amï´>r` ñd`§godH$ g§KmMm EH$ ñd`§godH$ åhUyZ _bm `m na§naoV g§ñH$ma àmá H$aÊ`mMo ^m½` bm^bo Amho. _mÂ`m ì`{º$_ÎdmVrb, j_VoVrb C{Udm§_wio g§KmMo g§ñH$ma J«hU H$aÊ`mV _mÂ`mV H$mhr ÌwQ>r am{hë`m AgVrb...

C{Udm am{hë`m AgVrb.... nU AmO _mÂ`mOdi Oo H$mhr gdm}Îm_ Amho Ë`mV `m g§ñH$ma àdmhmÀ`m AmM_ZmMo AË`§V CƒñWmZ Amho. _mÂ`m `m g§ñH$ma`mÌoXaå`mZ _bm OJmÀ`m ZOaoV A{Ve` bhmZ, nU àË`jmV _hmZ ì`{º$_Îdm§À`mOdi OmÊ`mMr g§Yr {_imbr. Ë`m§Mo ào_, Ë`m§Mo gm{ÞÜ` _mÂ`m g§ñH$ma`mÌogmR>r àoaUmòmoV R>abo. `m Zmdm§Mr `mXr \$ma _moR>r Amho nU doioMr _`m©Xm Agë`mZo H$mhtMoM nwZ:ñ_aU H$arV Amho.

H$moUVrhr, H$emMrhr Anojm Z H$aVm OrdZ g_{n©V H$aÊ`mè`m `m CÁÁdb na§naoMr \$maM H$_r bmoH$m§Zm _m{hVr Amho.

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_mV¥^y_rÀ`m godoV An©U H$aUmè`m Aem g_mO{eënH$mam§Mo Šd[MVM ñ_aU Ho$bo OmVo. nU Ë`m§À`m ì`{º$_ÎdmMm gwJ§Y AmOhr XadiV Amho.

H$Yr H$Yr Aem àoaUmòmoVm§Mo ñ_aU COm©òmoV R>aVmo. Am{U åhUyZ A§V_©ZmÀ`m AmZ§XmgmR>r, gdmªÀ`m gwImgmR>r `m g_mO{eënH$mam§À`m OrdZmVrb gwJ§Ymbm eãXm§À`m Amo§OirV gmR>dyZ nwñVH$énmV A{^ì`º$ H$aÊ`mMm EH$ {dZ_« à`ËZ Ho$bm Amho.

Aem loð> OrdZm§Mo, ì`{º$_Îdm§Mo _yë`m§H$Z H$aÊ`mMr Zm _mPr `mo½`Vm Amho.

Zm _mPr j_Vm. àË`oH$ ì`ŠVrÀ`m OrdZmV AZoH$ CÁÁdb àg§J AgVmV. àË`oH$ _hmZ ì`{º$_ÎdmVyZ Ho$di nir^a KoD$Z Vo dmMH$m§Zm An©U H$arV Amho.

EH$ ñd`§godH$ `m ZmË`mZo `m nwñVH$mVrb eãXm§_YyZ amï´>r` ñd`§godH$ g§KmÀ`m _hmZ na§naobm _r EH$ Am|Oi An©U H$arV Amho.

F$U ñdrH$ma H$arV Amho. dmMH${_Ìm§Zm `m nwñVH$mVyZ g§K g_OyZ KoÊ`mMr EH$ g§Yr {_iob Agm _bm {dídmg Amho. "Á`mo{Vnw§O'À`m _amR>r Amd¥ÎmrÀ`m aMZoV A_o` àH$meZ, nwUo `m§Zr Ho$bobo à`ËZ ghf© ñdrH$marV Amho.

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nÌ_²-nwîn_² Ÿ& "Á`mo{Vnw§O'_Yrb `m XmoZ eãXm§Zr _bm _mo{hV Ho$bo. "Á`mo{Vnw§O'_Yrb ~hþVoH$ _m{hVr - ì`{º$_Îdo _mÂ`mgmR>r ZdIr hmoVr. nU nÌ_²-nwîn_² `m XmoZ eãXm§er _mPm OwZm n[aM`. _r Xmo Z XeH$m§ n mgy Z Zdr {X„rV nÌH$m[aVo V Amho . ZmJny a bm _hm{dÚmb`mV {eH$V AgVmZm _r gw^mf _mJm©darb JrVm _§{XamV OmV Ago. _§{XamÀ`m g^mJmamV q^Vrdarb g§J_adamda ^JdX²JrVm H$moabobr Amho.

9ì`m AÜ`m`mVrb 26ì`m íbmoH$mV nÌ_²-nwîn_²Mm C„oI Amho. VoìhmnmgyZ ho XmoZ eãX _ZmV ~gbo. g§gXoMo CÝhmir A{YdoeZ gwê$ hmoVo. EH$m aUaUË`m Xwnmar lr. Za|Ð _moXr `m§Mm XyaÜdZr Ambm. A_o` àH$meZMo lr. Cëhmg bmQ>H$a Ë`m§Zm ZwH$VoM ^oQy>Z Jobo hmoVo. H$mhr jUmVM lr. bmQ>H$a `m§Mmhr XyaÜdZr Ambm Am{U Aem àH$mao "Á`mo{Vnw§O'À`m _amR>r ^mfm§VamMm {ZU©` Pmbm. "Á`mo{Vnw§O'Mo _amR>r ^mfm§Va Pmë`mda `m _OHw$amMm EH$ g§M _r, OiJmd VéU ^maVMo g§nmXH$ lr. b. Í`§. Omoer `m§Zm nmR>{dbm. Ë`m§Zr Ë`mV H$mhr XwéñË`m H$ê$Z H$mhr gyMZm Ho$ë`m. A_o` àH$meZÀ`m ZrVm Hw$bH$Uu `m§Zrhr H$mhr gyMZm Ho$ë`m. _r `m gdmªMm Am^mar Amho. amOYmZrVrb amOH$maUmMo EH$ {díd Amho. `mV eh-à{Veh Amho, H$Q>26

H$nQ> Amho, à{gÕr-Hw$à{gÕr Amho, KmV-{dídmgKmV Amho, n¡gm-nX Amho. {nË`mbm hmH$byZ Ë`mMr IyMu ~iH$mdUmao nwÌ AmhoV Am{U nwÌmÀ`m {ZYZmMo amOH$maU H$aUmao {nVohr AmhoV. amOH$maUmMm Vmio~§X _m§S>VmZm Amåhr {heo~ _m§S>Vmo OmVtMm Am{U CnOmVtMm. {ZdS>UwH$sMm A§XmO gmXa H$aVmZm Amåhr _moOXmX H$aVmo YZeº$sMr Am{U ~mhþeº$sMr. {ZdS>UwH$sV Amåhr _VnoQ>çm _moOVmo Va {ZdS>UwH$sZ§Va n¡emÀ`m noQ>çm. "Á`mo{Vnw§O'Zo _mÂ`mg_moa EH$ Zd§ {díd CbJS>b§. EH$ Ag§ {díd Á`mV OmVrMm _mJ_yg Zmhr. à{gÕr Va XyaM nU gmYo N>m`m{MÌhr Zmhr, Zmd Zmhr Am{U Jmdhr Zmhr. YZeº$sMm dmna Zmhr, ~mhþeº$sMm {dMma Zmhr. `m {dídmV {dídmgKmV Zmhr Va {dídmg Amho, nX Zmhr Va Ë`mJ Amho, gÎmm Zmhr Va godm Amho. `m {dídmM§ Xwga§ Zmd åhUOo amï´>mgmR>r g_n©UmMr {eH$dU XoUmar amï´>r` ñd`§godH$ g§KmMr g§ñH$maàUmbr. amï´>r` ñd`§godH$ g§KmMo gaH$m`©dmh S>m°. _mohZamd ^mJdV `m§Zr "Á`mo{Vnw§O'À`m _amR>r Amd¥ÎmrgmR>r àñVmdZm {bhmdr, Aer {dZ§Vr _r Ë`m§Zm Ho$br. _mPr {dZ§Vr _mÝ` H$arV Ë`m§Zr àñVmdZm {bhÿZ {Xbr, `m~Ôb _r Ë`m§Mm Am^mar Amho. "Á`mo{Vnw§O'Mo JwOamWrVyZ _amR>rV ^mfm§Va H$aVmZm H$mhr ÌwQ>r-C{Udm am{hë`m AgVrb. dmMH$m§Zr Ë`mgmR>r _bm j_m H$amdr. "Á`mo{Vnw§O'Mo boIH$ lr. Za|Ð _moXr Jm§YrZJa_Ü`o, àH$meH$ lr. Cëhmg bmQ>H$a nwÊ`mV Am{U _r Zdr {X„rV. nU, Á`m ghOVoZ§ ^mfm§VamM§ H$m`© nyU© Pmb§ Ë`mgmR>r g_Ýd`, Vmi_oi `m eãXm§EodOr "qgH«$moZm`PoeZ' hm eãX dmnamdm bmJob; EdT>§ ghH$m`© lr. Za|Ð _moXr d lr. Cëhmg bmQ>H$a `m§À`mH$Sy>Z _bm {_imb§. "Á`mo{Vnw§O' _amR>rV V`ma Pmb§. Vo AÝ` ^mfm§_YyZhr ìhmd§ Ag§ dmQ>V§.

B§J«OrVyZ Va Adí` ìhmd§. H$maU Am_À`m XoemV H$mhr bmoH$m§Zm AÝ` ^mfm g_OV Agë`m Var Ë`m§Zm C_OVo \$º$ B§J«OrM. "Á`mo{Vnw§O' B§J«OrV Amë`mg XoemVrb Am{U {dXoemVrb Aä`mgH$m§Zm, 27

g§emoYH$m§Zm "Á`mo{Vnw§O'Vrb ì`{º$_Ëdm§Mm Aä`mg H$aVm `oB©b. KamXmamMm Ë`mJ H$arV, gwIgmo`tMm hmo_ H$arV amï´>`kmV g_{n©V hmoÊ`mMr àoaUm Ë`m§Zm H$er, Hw$Ry>Z {_imbr `mMm doY, emoY Am{U ~moY KoVm `oB©b. lr. Za|Ð _moXr `m§Zr Amnë`m _ZmoJVmV ñQ>°Z\$moS>©, hm°d©S>© `m§gma»`m {dÚmnrR>m§_YyZ Ho$bm OmUmam ì`{º$_Îd {dH$mg, ZoV¥Ëd {dH$mg d am. ñd. g§KmMr g§ñH$maàUmbr `m§Mr VwbZm Ho$br Amho. `m d `m§gma»`m AÝ` {dÚmnrR>mZ§ m "Á`mo{Vnw§O' Aä`mgmgmR>r nmR>{dVm `oB©b. {dXoer Aä`mgH$m§Zm "Á`mo{Vnw§O'À`m {Z{_ÎmmZo ^maVmV {Z_§{ÌV H$aVm `oB©b. _J H$mobH$mË`mÀ`m nmpíM_mË` à^mdmÀ`m ^mJmV dmT>bobo S>m°. àmUbmb Xmoer AMmZH$ g§KH$m`m©H$S>o H$go AmH${f©V hmoVmV, Hw§$^ma g_mOmVrb EH$m gm_mÝ` Hw$Qw>§~mV OÝ_mg Ambobo ~m~y^mB© AmoPm A_o[aHo$V OmD$Z B§{O{ZAa hmoVmV. VoWrb _moh_m`m gmoSy>Z ^maVmV `oVmV Am{U ZmoH$ar H$arV AgVmZm g§KH$m`m©V H$go g_ag hmoVmV, b§S>ZhÿZ n°Wm°bm°{OñQ> hmoD$Z ^maVmV `oUmao S>m°. dUrH$a g§KH$m`m©H$S>o H$go diVmV, Ah_Xm~mX_Yrb EH$m OwZmQ> nS>Š`m KamV amhUmao ~My^mB© ^JV Amnë`m d{S>bm§Mo nm{W©d KamV AgVmZm, _r àW_ emIoV OmD$Z `oVmo Ago H$go åhUy eH$VmV, _hmamï´>mÀ`m EH$m H$monè`mVrb M§Ðnya_Yrb _YwH$aamd ^mJdV {ddmhmZ§Vahr KaXma gmoSy>Z nwÝhm JwOamV_Ü`o àMmaH$ åhUyZ H$go OmVmV, qgYwXþJ© {OëømVrb bhmZem C§S>rb JmdmVrb AZ§Vamd H$mio Á`m ghOVoZo Amnë`m hmVmVrb gmoÝ`mMo H$S>o _hmË_m Jm§YtZm XoVmV, Ë`mM ghOVoZo Vo Amnbo gmoÝ`mgmaIo Am`wî` g§Kmbm H$go An©U H$aVmV, _hmamï´>mÀ`m gmVmam {OëømVrb IQ>md JmdmVrb bú_Uamd BZm_Xma JwOamV_Ü`o g§KmMo H$m_ C^maÊ`mgmR>r ñdV…bm H$go dmhyZ KoVmV, aoëdoMr Mm§Jbr ^br ZmoH$ar gmoSy>Z dmgwXodamd VidbH$a g§KH$m`m©gmR>r H$m nm`nrQ> H$aVmV, Ah_Xm~mXÀ`m EH$m {MÌnQ>J¥hmV nonaq_Q> {dH$Umao ZmWm^mB© PJS>m ñdV…bm g§Kg§ñH$mamV H$m KS>{dVmV. Aem àíZm§Mr CÎmao `m Aä`mgH$m§Zm emoYmdr bmJVrb. Vr Ë`m§Zm H$moUË`mhr nwñVH$mV {_iUma ZmhrV. H$moUmer MMm©, dmVm©bmn H$ê$Zhr {_iUma ZmhrV. Ë`mgmR>r Ë`m§Zr Ah_Xm~mX, IQ>md, 28

C§S>rb, M§Ðnya `m Jmdm§Zm ^oQ>r {Xë`m Var Ë`m§Zm Zo_H$s CÎmao JdgUma ZmhrV. Ë`mgmR>r Ë`m§Zm Omdo bmJob — ZmJnyaÀ`m _mo{hVo dmS>m g§KñWmZmda ! ZmJnyaÀ`m _hmb ^mJmVrb {Z_wiË`m añË`m§_YyZ _mJ© H$mT>rV ho Aä`mgH$ Ooìhm _mo{hVodmS>m g§KñWmZmda nmohmoMVrb, Ë`m§Zm EH$ ñdm^m{dH$ àíZ nS>ob, bmImo H$moQ>çdYr `wdH$m§_Ü`o amï´>^º$sMr Á`moV à‚d{bV H$aUmar hrM H$m Vr ^y_r? nU Vr Va gmYmaUM {XgVo. _J `m g§emoYH$m§Zr, Aä`mgH$m§Zr hiyM `m ^y_rdarb _yR>^a _mVr CMbmdr. Ë`m§Zm OmUdob g§Kg§ñWmnH$ S>m°. hoS>Jodma d {ÛVr` gag§KMmbH$ lrJwéOr `m§À`m H$V¥©ËdmMm Vmo J§Y. Xoe^a Xadiboë`m `m J§YmZo bmImo `wdH$m§_Ü`o amï´>^ŠVrMr Á`moV à‚d{bV Ho$br. `m J§YmZoM "Á`mo{Vnw§O'_Yrb ì`{º$_Îdo KS>{dbr. `m J§YmZo JwOamWr ^mfoV "Á`mo{Vnw§O' V`ma H$a{dbo Am{U `m J§YmZoM "Á`mo{Vnw§OMo' _amR>rV ^mfm§Va gmH$mabo. "Á`mo{Vnw§O'À`m dmMH$m§Zr H$moUVohr n¥ð> CbJS>mdo Ë`m§Zmhr `oB©b hm J§Y. - adtÐ XmUr Zdr {X„r, 7 Owb¡, 2008

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"Á`mo{Vnw§O' `m J«§Wm_wio _amR>r gm{hË`m{dœmV _mobmMr ^a nS>V Amho.

Za|Ð^mBªZm AmnU AmoiIVmo Vo àm_w»`mZo Hw$eb àemgH$, Hw$emJ« amOH$maUr, qhXwËdmMo I§Xo nwañH$Vo,© OmÁdë` Xoem{^_mZr åhUyZ. Ë`m§Mm gm{hpË`H$ n¡by `m J«W§ mÀ`m {Z{_ÎmmZo _amR>r dmMH$m§nwT>o `oV Amho. Vo gañdVrMo gmYH$ AmhoV `mMr à{MVr "Á`mo{Vnw§O'À`m dmMH$m§Zm `oB©bM. `m nwñVH$mV amï´>C^maUrÀ`m H$m_r Amnb§ Am`wî` doMboë`m kmV-AkmV ì`º$s¨Mm OrdZnQ> A{Ve` g§doXZerbVoZo d àmgm{XH$ e¡brV Za|Ð^mBªZr CbJS>bm Amho. `m J«W§ mÀ`m ê$nmZo M¡VÝ`Xm`r Aem boIZmMm AmXe© dñVwnmR> _amR>r gm{hË` joÌmV `oVmo Amho.

OmÁdë` Xoe{Zð>m Am{U àIa gm_m{OH$ ~m§{YbH$s `mM§ Xe©Z "Á`mo{Vnw§O' _Ü`o hmoV§. `m nwñVH$mVb§ Hw$R>b§hr nmZ CKS>b§ Var amï´>^º$sMm AZ² amï´>g_n©UmMm J§Y OmUdVmo. S>mŠ° Q>a hoS>Jdo ma, n. ny lrJwéOr `m§À`m à_mUoM AZoH$ Ë`mJ_yVvMm n[aM` Zì`m {nT>rbm H$ê$Z XoÊ`mM§ A_yë` H$m`© `m nwñVH$mZ§ Ho$b§ Amho. ñdm_r gË`{_ÌmZ§X{Jar, S>m°. _mohZamd ^mJdV `m§Mo àñVmdZmê$nr Amerdm©X `m J«§Wmbm {_imboV. ñdV§Ì nwñVH$ dmQ>mdo Aem àmgm{XH$ e¡brV Á`oð> Aä`mgy nÌH$ma adtÐ XmUr `m§Zr `m nwñVH$mMm _amR>r AZwdmX Ho$bm Amho. `m J«§WmÀ`m àH$meZmMr O~m~Xmar A_o` àH$meZmH$S>o {Xë`m~Ôb Za|Ð^mB© _moXr d _yi JwOamWr J«W§ mMm _amR>rV A{Ve` Vi_irZo g_W© AZwdmX H$aUmè`m adtÐ XmUr `m XmoKm§À`mhr F$UmV amhUoM _r ng§V H$aoZ. - Cëhmg bmQ>H$a

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S>m°ŠQ>a hoS>Jodmam§Mr OrdZm§Obr ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§X B.g. 1881 _Ü`o am_H¥$îU na_h§g `m§À`m g§nH$m©V Ambo. Ë`mZ§Va Ho$di nmMM dfmªZr am_H¥$îU na_h§gm§Zr g_mYr KoVbr. EH$Xm am_H¥$îU na_h§g Amnë`m gmè`m eŠVrMm nmV H$ê$Z Vr ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§Xm§Zm An©U Ho$ë`mZ§Va åhUmbo, ""AmVm _r gmYy Pmbmo Amho.'' S>m°ŠQ>a hoS>Jodmam§À`m OrdZmVhr AerM EH$ KQ>Zm KS>br hmoVr. Á`m JwéOtda Vo `m _hmZ H$m`m©Mr O~m~Xmar gmondVmV, Ë`m§À`mer Ë`m§Mr AmoiI _¥Ë`ynydu nmMM df} AJmoXa Pmbr hmoVr Am{U am_H¥$îU na_h§gm§à_mUoM S>m°ŠQ>ahr OUy H$mhr e{º$nmV H$ê$Z [aº$ hmoVmV Am{U OJmMm {Zamon KoVmV. OrZ n°ÝQ> KmVbobm, AmYw{ZH$ Ho$eaMZm Am{U \°$eZ åhUyZ {_Ì_§S>itV ñdV:bm ZmpñVH$ åhUyZ Jm¡a{dUmam H$moUVmhr `wdH$ EH$m ì`{º$Ëdmg_moa _mÌ ZV_ñVH$ Pmë`m{edm` amhUma Zmhr. Ho$di ^maVr`M Zmhr Va ^maVmbm WmoS>o\$ma AmoiIUmao, g_OUmao AÝ` bmoH$hr Ë`m ì`{º$Ëdmg_moa ZV_ñVH$ hmoVmV. Vo àoaH$ Zmd Amho — ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§X. XoemV S>mŠ° Q>a hoS>Jdo ma `m§Mr OÝ_eVmãXr gmOar Ho$br OmV AgVmZm ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§Xm§Mo ñ_aU Ho$bo OmUo ñdm^m{dH$M hmoVo. ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§Xm§Mo qMVZ Am{U S>m°ŠQ>agmho~m§Mo H$m`© `m§À`mV {dbjU gmå` {XgVo, ho Ë`mMo H$Xm{MV 35

EH$ H$maU Agmdo. `m XmoKm§À`mhr OrdZH$m`m©H$S>o ~maH$mB©Zo nm{hbo, Va Ago {XgVo H$s, S>mŠ° Q>a hoS>Jdo mam§Zr Amnë`m OrdZmMr AmhwVr XoV ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§Xm§Zm EH$ AmJir lÕm§Obr - OrdZm§Obr An©U Ho$br hmoVr. S>m°. hoS>Jodma OÝ_OmV Xoe^º$ hmoVo. ~më`mdñWoV {_R>mB© \o$Hy$Z XoÊ`mMr KQ>Zm Agmo dm d§Xo _mVa_²M² m O`Kmof Ho$ë`mZo emio_Ü`o Pmbobr {ejm ^moJÊ`mMo YmS>g Agmo, Xoe^ŠVrMr bjUo Ë`m§À`mV bhmZnUmnmgyZ {XgV hmoVr. {ddoH$mZ§Xm§À`mhr OrdZmda EH$ ZOa Q>mH$ë`mg bhmZnUmnmgyZM Vo H$emÀ`m Var emoYmV AmhoV, _mZdOmVrgmR>r H$mhr Var H$aÊ`mÀ`m g§H$ënmV AmhoV, ho bjmV `oV hmoVo. B.g. 1878 _Ü`o d`mÀ`m n§Yamì`m dfu ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§X, Ho$edM§Ð goZ `m§À`m Kar OmVmV Am{U VoWyZM ~«÷ g_mOmÀ`m _mÜ`_mVyZ g_mOgodoMm lrJUoem H$aVmV. ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§X Am{U S>m°ŠQ>agmho~ bhmZnUmnmgyZM A§{V_ bú` JmR>Ê`mgmR>r g§Kf©aV hmoV.o ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§X Y_©Jêw $, AmMm`©JU, g_mOgodH$, g§V-_h§V `m§À`mH$S>o OmD$Z gË` emoYÊ`mgmR>r à`ËZerb hmoV,o Va S>m.° hoS>Jdo ma XoemÀ`m ñdmV§Í`mgmR>r H$mhr Zm H$mhr H$ê$Z XmI{dÊ`mgmR>r doJdoJio _mJ© emoYV hmoVo. H$Yr bmoH$_mÝ` {Q>iH$, Va H$Yr H«$m§{VH$mar gw^mfM§Ð ~mog Va H$Yr `moJr AaqdX. S>m°ŠQ>agmho~m§Mm gË`mMm emoY H$mhrVar H$ê$Z XmI{dÊ`mÀ`m {XeoZo hmoVm. XmoKm§Mrhr H$m¡Qw>§{~H$ pñWVr J[a~rMr hmoVr. Za|ÐZmWm§Mr AmB© Ë`m§Zm EH$ YnmQ>m _mê$Z H$m{b_mVoH$S>o nmR>dyZ, H$mhrVar KoD$Z `o Ago gm§JV Ago. Hw$R>o H$mhr H$m_Y§Xm {_iob, Aer Amem Ë`m _mD$brbm dmQ>V Ago; nU Amnë`m `m J[a~rÀ`m pñWVrVhr {ddoH$mZ§Xm§Mo _Z Aem Jmoï>tH$S>o Jobo Zmhr. S>m°ŠQ>agmho~m§Mr pñWVrhr H$mhrer AerM hmoVr. Kar nmhwUo Ambobo AgmoV, loð> _§S>ir Kar Ambobr Agmo, Ë`m§Zm H$n^a Mhmhr XoVm `oD$ Z`o Aer pñWVr hmoVr; nU Aem gm_mÝ` H$m¡Qw>§{~H$ AS>MUr `m XmoÝhr _hmnwéfm§Zm {dM{bV H$ê$ eH$ë`m ZmhrV. gwédmVrnmgyZM ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§Xm§Mr CËH$Q> BÀN>m na_oídambm àmá H$aÊ`mMr, OJmMo _yi ê$n OmUyZ KoÊ`mMr hmoVr. Am{U `mgmR>r Ë`m§Zr Amnë`m 36

d¥Îmr, àd¥Îmrbm Ver {Xem {Xbr hmoVr; nU OrdZmÀ`m eodQ>À`m n§Yam dfmªV Ë`m§Mo OrdZÜ`o` ~XbyZ Jobo. ì`{º$JV _mojmMr ^mdZm _¥V Pmbr hmoVr. B©ídamMm gmjmËH$ma nmhÊ`mMr {OÔ gmoSy>Z Vo X[aÐrZmam`UmMr godm hoM gË` Amho Ago _mZyZ Ë`m _mJm©da {ZKmbo hmoV.o S>mŠ° Q>agmho~m§À`m OrdZmMm àma§{^H$ H$mi Ho$di Xoembm ñdV§Ì H$aÊ`mgmR>r ~{bXmZ XoÊ`mÀ`m CËH$Q> ^mdZoZo ^mabobm hmoVm. Xoembm Jwbm_ H$aUmè`m§{déÕ g§Kf© H$aUo ho OUy Ë`m§Mo Ü`o` Pmbo hmoV;o nU ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§Xm§à_mUoM Ë`m§À`mhr OrdZmÀ`m eodQ>À`m n§Yam dfmªV Ë`m§Mr Ñï>r A{YH$ ì`mnH$ Pmbr hmoVr. AmVm Vo Ho$di ñdmV§Í`mMr ^mfm ~mobV ZìhVo, Ho$di nmaV§Í` AmUUmè`m§Àmm {damoY H$aV ZìhVo, Va amï´>mbm na_d¡^dmn`ªV ZoUo ho OUy Ë`m§Mo OrdZÜ`o` Pmbo hmoVo. g_mOnwéfm§Mm gmjmËH$ma H$aÊ`mÀ`m à{H«$`oV g_mOmVrb àË`oH$ ì`ŠVr Ë`m§À`mgmR>r na_oída Pmbr hmoVr. {ddoH$mZ§Xm§à_mUoM EH$_od ^maV_mVmM Ë`m§Mr AmamÜ`Xodr Pmbr hmoVr. _¥Ë`ynydu 15 df} AJmoXa ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§Xm§Zr am_H¥$îU {_eZMr ñWmnZm H$ê$Z Amnë`m OrdZmMr gmar eŠVr Ë`mda H|${ÐV Ho$br hmoVr. AJXr Ë`mMà_mUo S>m.° hoS>Jdo mam§Zr Amnë`m _¥Ë`yndy u n§Yam df} AJmoXa amï´>r` ñd`§gdo H$ g§KmMr ñWmnZm H$ê$Z Amnbr gmar eŠVr g§KH$m`m©gmR>r g_{n©V Ho$br. XmoÝhr _hmnwéfm§À`m `m {ZU©`mV Ambobo AS>Wiohr g_mZ hmoVo. ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§X X{jUoída Am{U _Ü` H$mobH$mË`mVrb ~mamZJa ^mJmVrb EH$m OwÝ`m KamV Amnbm _R> ñWmnZ H$aVmV. _R>mÀ`m H$m`m©V gh^mJr hmoUmè`m§Zm nmoQ>^a OodUhr {_iV Zmhr. Am{W©H$ AS>MUr, Amdí`H$ gmYZgm_J«rMm A^md Aem à{VHy$b n[apñWVrV am_H¥$îU {_eZMo H$m`© gwê$ hmoVo. amï´>r` ñd`§godH$ g§KmMr gwédmVhr H$mhrer AerM hmoVr. S>m°. hoS>Jodmam§À`m ghH$mè`m§Zm AZoH$ {Xdg Cnmer amhmdo bmJV hmoV.o MUo-\w$Q>mUo {_i{dÊ`mgmR>rhr Ë`m§Zm ^Q>H$§ Vr H$amdr bmJV hmoVr. am_H¥$îU na_h§gm§À`m _¥Ë`yZ§Va ì`{WV Pmboë`m {ddo H $mZ§ X m§ Z r AmË_H$ë`mUmMm _mJ© emo Y Ê`mgmR>r {h_mb`mVrb ndhmar~m~m§Odi hQ>`moJmMr H$mg Yabr. XmoZ-VrZ doim Ë`m§Zr à`ËZ Ho$bm; 37

nU àË`oH$ doir am_H¥$îU na_h§gm§Mm gyú_ AmË_m `oD$Z {ddoH$mZ§Xm§Zm ào[aV H$arV hmoVm. {ddoH$mZ§X eodQ>r Vo gmao gmoSy>Z {h_mb`mVyZ naV Ambo.

S>mŠ° Q>agmho~m§À`m OrdZmVhr am_H¥$îU na_h§gm§gmaImM àg§J CX²^dbm hmoVm. AÜ`mË_{dídmV V„rZ, AmË_H$ë`mUmÀ`m _mJm©da {ZKmboë`m, `moJ d gmYZoÀ`m {dídmV ~wS>mboë`m lrJwéOtZm g_mOH$ë`mUmÀ`m, amï´>H$ë`mUmÀ`m _mJm©da AmUÊ`mMo AX²^wV H$m`© S>m°ŠQ>agmho~m§Zr Ho$bo. am_H¥$îU {_eZÀ`m _mÜ`_mVyZ ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§Xm§Zr Amnbo OrdZ X[aÐr Zmam`UmÀ`m godogmR>r An©U Ho$bo hmoVo. ho H$m`© `eñdr[aË`m nma nmS>Ê`mgmR>r Ë`m§Zr Amnë`m amï´>mbm gw`mo½` H$aÊ`mMm g§H$ën Ho$bm hmoVm. _m± emaXmXodtH$Sy>Z Amerdm©X KoVbm Am{U _J Vo Amnë`m Jwé~§Yy§Zm åhUmbo, “I shall not return until I acquire such realizations that my very touch will transform a man.” Ho$di

_mÂ`m ñnem©ZoM _r ì`ŠVt_Ü`o n[adV©Z KS>dyZ AmUy eHo$Z Aer eŠVr àmá Ho$ë`m{dZm _r naVUma Zmhr. `oWo Ë`m§Mr ^ŠVr ì`ŠVrgmR>r ì`ŠV hmoV hmoVr. AgoM EH$Xm Vo åhUmbo hmoVo, “I am going away; but I shall never come back until I can burst on society like - bomb and make it follow me like a dog.”

AmVm Va _r OmV Amho; nU g_mOmbm hmXadyZ gmoSy>Z, bmoH$m§Zm _mÂ`m AZwH$aUmgmR>r ~mÜ` H$aon`ªV, naVUma Zmhr. `oWo {ddoH$mZ§Xm§_Ü`o g_mOmVrb XwamdñWo~Ôb Ë`m§Mm Agbobm amof Am{U O~m~Xmar, XmoÝhr ~m~r {XgyZ `oVmV. S>m°ŠQ>a hoS>Jodmam§À`m OrdZmVhr amï´>r` ñd`§godH$ g§KmÀ`m _mÜ`_mVyZ ì`ŠVr{Z_m©U ho EH$_od Ü`o` Pmë`mMo {XgyZ `oVo. emIoÀ`m _mÜ`_mVyZ g_mO Am{U amï´>mgmR>r `mo½` ì`pŠV_Îdm§Zm V`ma H$aÊ`mgmR>r Ë`m§Zr Amnbo OrdZ g_{n©V Ho$bo. _mZgÝ_mZ, à{Vð>m, g§nÞVm `m gdmªZm ~mOybm gmê$Z Ho$di _mZdr OrdZmgmR>r Amnbo OrdZ g_{n©V H$aUo, hr H$mhr gm_mÝ` ~m~ ZìhVr. Amnë`m `m {ZYm©arV H$m`m©gmR>r, Ü`o`mgmR>r Ë`m§Zr Amnë`m earamMm àË`oH$ H$U Am{U OrdZmMm àË`oH$ jU An©U H$aÊ`mMr BÀN>m ~miJyZ Vo `m _hmZ H$m`m©V V„rZ hmoD$Z Jobo. ñdm_r

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{ddoH$mZ§Xm§Zrhr amï´>H$ë`mUmMo Ü`o` JmR>Ê`mgmR>r ^maV^«_U gwê$ Ho$bo hmoVo. {h_mb`m_Yrb Aë_moS>m Agmo dm AbH$Z§Xm, {Q>har Agmo H$s amOnya, h[aÛma Agmo H$s ö{fHo$e g§V_h§Vm§er MMm© H$aVmZm Ë`m§Zr EH$M Kmofm bmdbm hmoVm, Vmo hmoVm amï´>H$ë`mUmMm. {ddoH$mZ§X åhUV, "ñdV:bm qhXy åhUdyZ KoÊ`mV bmO H$emMr !' Va S>m°ŠQ>agmho~ åhUV, "XoemgmR>r OJUo {eH$m.' `m XmoÝhr _hmnwéfm§Zr Amnë`m Amnë`m narZo g_mOmbm g_mZ {Xem XmI{dbr.

S>m°ŠQ>agmho~m§À`m OrdZmMo _hÎd `mgmR>rhr Amho H$s, Ë`m§Zr H$moUmbmhr Z gm§JVm ñdm_rOtÀ`m XmoZ Ü`o`m§Zm gmH$ma H$aÊ`mMm {ZíM` Ho$bm Am{U ho Ë`m§Zr H$ê$Z XmI{dbo, Ago AmO gmR> dfmªZ§Va åhUUo A{Ve`moŠVrMo hmoUma Zmhr. amï´>m~Ôb qMVm ì`ŠV H$aVmZm EH$Xm ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§X åhUmbo, ""_mÂ`mOdi nmobmXr ñZm`y AgUmao Ü`o`-g_{n©V e§^a `wdH$ AgVrb Va _r ^maVmMr pñWVr ~XbdyZ Q>mH$sZ.'' S>m°ŠQ>agmho~m§À`m H$m`m©da EH$ ZOa Q>mH$br Va Ë`m§Zr emIm nÕVrÀ`m _mÜ`_mVyZ {ddoH$mZ§Xm§Zm Ano{jV Aem nmobmXr ñZm`y§À`m {Z^uS>, g§ñH$m[aV, amï´>nwéfmbm g_{n©V `wdH$m§Mr OUy goZmM C^r Ho$br Am{U amï´>OrdZmÀ`m àË`oH$ joÌmMm H$m`mnmbQ> H$aÊ`mgmR>r gd©ñd XoUmè`m§Mr ñnYm© gwê$ Ho$br. S>m°ŠQ>am§Mr XyaX¥ï>r, Ë`mJ, Vnñ`m ho `mÀ`m _wimer Amho, ho _mÝ` Ho$boM nm{hOo. g_mOmMr XwX©em nmhÿZ ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§X EH$Xm ì`{WV hmoD$Z åhUmbo hmoVo, ""^maVr` OZVoZo `oUmè`m nÞmg dfmªV Amnë`m gd© XodXodVm§Zm {dgê$Z Ho$di ^maV_mVobmM Amnbo AmamÜ` X¡dV _mZyZ {VÀ`m MaUmda gd©ñd An©U Ho$bo nm{hOo.'' {ddoH$mZ§Xm§À`m `m Am§V[aH$ BÀN>obm S>m°ŠQ>agmho~m§Zr _yV©ê$n XoV Vr àË`jmV gmH$ma Ho$br. Amnbr n[anŠdVm Am{U H$m`©e¡br `m AmYmao S>mŠ° Q>agmho~m§Zr ^maV_mVobm Amnbr AmamÜ` Xodr _mZV g_mOnwéfmMr {Z{_©Vr Ho$br. ^maVr` g_mOmV ^maV_mVoMr nyOm H$aUmè`m àd¥ÎmrMm EH$àH$mao {dH$mg Pmbm. ñdmV§Í`mnydu "d§Xo _mVa_²'Mm O`Kmof EoHy$ `oV hmoVm Va ñdmV§Í`mZ§Va "^maV _mVm H$s O`' hm O`Kmof EoHy$ `oD$ bmJbm. 39

Amnë`m XoemV g§Ý`mgmMr EH$ na§namJV H$ënZm Amho. {ddoH$mZ§Xm§Zr g§Ý`mgr eãXmMr ì`m»`mM ~XbyZ Q>mH$br. ì`pŠVJV gmYZoV V„rZ AgUmè`m `m g§Ý`memZo g_mOgodobmM Amnbo Ü`o` H$ê$Z Q>mH$bo. am_H¥$îU {_eZÀ`m `m g§Ý`memgmR>r X[aÐr Zmam`UmMr godm hrM Ë`m§Mr AmamYZm R>abr.

S>mŠ° Q>agmho~m§Zrhr AemM EH$m _hmZ H«$m§VrMo ~rO amodbo. Ë`m§Zr g§KmV àMmaH$ na§nam gwê$ Ho$br. ì`pŠVJV OrdZmÀ`m gd© _moh_m`m§Mm Ë`mJ H$ê$Z Ho$di amï´> Am{U g_mO `mgmR>r OJUmè`m ì`ŠVtÀ`m `m àMmaH$ na§nao~m~V {MÝ_` {_eZMo à_wI ñdm_r {MÝ_`mZ§X åhUmbo hmoVo, "S>m°ŠQ>agmho~m§Zr `m Xoembm ídoVdóYmar g§Ý`mem§Mr ^oQ> {Xbr Amho.' ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§Xm§Mo {dMma Am{U S>m°ŠQ>agmho~m§Mr H¥$Vr `mV H$_mbrMo gmå` XmI{dUmè`m Aem AZoH$ KQ>Zm AmhoV. ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§Xm§À`m ñdßZm§Zm gmH$ma H$aÊ`mMo H$V©ì` S>m°ŠQ>agmho~m§Zr nma nmS>bo Am{U `mgmR>rM Amnbo OrdZ g_{n©V Ho$bo. EH$àH$mao ñdm_r {ddoH$mZ§Xm§Zm Ë`m§Mr hr OrdZm§Obr Amho. l

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