AUTUMN//WINTER 2019
LOST// NOT ALONE STORY THE GIRL She was lost. Ever since she was a little girl she found herself getting caught up in her thoughts that grew darker as she got older until one day her mind went black. She was a girl whose smile could light up an entire room yet inside all she wanted to do was cry. Cry until there was nothing left of her. Days flowed in and out like waves and she lost sight of the big picture of who she was and what her purpose in this life is. She finally hit rock bottom as she sat in her tub with scissors ready to end it all. And then she sat there listening. A song began to play with memories hitting her in every direction. She ends up putting the scissors down and feeling something she never thought was possible. Hope As she stands up and walks towards a light that appears she finally feels what she has sought out her whole life. She no longer felt alone.
LOST// NOT ALONE STORY THE BOY He was lost. Growing up with an absent father and emotionally abusive mother, he always struggled understanding what it meant to love and be loved. In moments of his anxiety he always felt a nudge that he was missing something and he was a screw up. He could never do anything right and will never be good enough to feel the kind of love and happiness that he was told he deserved. One day he decided that he couldn’t do it anymore. Sleep no longer came to him. He could no longer eat without feeling sick to his stomach. Until one day he met someone who changed his life and made his broken self feel whole for the first time. She stayed with him through his panic attacks, through the good and bad nights. And he knew that he couldn’t live without her. Her name was Hope. He was remained a little lost but he no longer was alone ever again.
the end is just the beginning