Interior Decorations of the Mind
U-Turn into the Sun
A pinhole of light the bottom is tangible now a brief moment to recollect. From here to up there.. a journey that will never end. Through the bars that hold me that drain me of life, there is the figure of a stranger an apparition in sight If I could touch him I would he keeps drifting away these bars are now melting sinking into the fray. Step after step I need to now take to make this pinhole proliferate turn to a radiant sun to alleviate this state
Flat Tyre
at one point on this dusty road we take a look back at what we’ve sown with a glistening heart spitting sharpened drawl we tell the devil take it all... Behind the wheel he swerves, he wails! At midnight he howls with 20 dollars in his hand he’ll take all you got supply the sins your soul for sale. Crops grow tall when you water them well wicked men harvest true pleasure pure hell
Vitamin Deficiency
Bright blue haze Silver lined Sun shatters my gaze
Wine-o
I grin, show teeth. They are red with joy I smile you smile rejoyce! Amor One day tomorrow the next for ever more A dream so vivid this wine drips no more
Lunar Rhythm
A soft hum in the moonless night anxiety stiffens my limbs. Humility textures my thoughts my sense of belonging is lost. Thrown away into the river where my emotions were tossed. In darkness I look no answers can be found... Outstretched are my arms reaching, reaching, grasping for sound. I feel so alone statistics tell me I’m not our population is lost, our minds so polluted by what we are not. A gentle vibration in the moonlit night I search for pleasure through pain my limbs try to fight I will always belong to these hedonistic delights
Doors of Perception
I’m doing time in the universal mind from behind opaque bars peace I can’t find I’m doing time in the universal mind flicking switches to discovery dismantling these confines I’m doing time in the universal mind seeking shelter from your gaze assimilating the sun as it shines I’m doing time in the universal mind light leaks into my soul divinity will be mine I’m doing time in the universal mind transcending with lucid visions entering the void in due time.
Honey
I think of you, those halcyon days. You think of me, A cryptic maze. A puzzle with lost pieces, you could never dream to create. I think of you, a physical embrace. You think of me, so sour to your taste.
Tory Street Blues
I hear you now you know my game, looking past the dust on the window pane. Your lips so soft in memory. Your eyes bottomless wells for me. I see myself In pale blue light Religious visions A prisoner of delight I broke my way out back to sanity. My mind still an ocean the waters thrash and scream. Dreams they say are seemingly free When I dream I pay I pray for you and me.
Coffin Kisses
Give me pleasure Give me pain Most of all recite my name. For infamy you see, will be A gravestone made by you for me.
4.45
Do I know you can I know you... Is it me I’m looking for? A narrative that speaks many tongues your name is present in all but one. my future my past I gift to you. The present is our stage to dance to prove Say my name your muffled song I enter your depth head eternity’s call.
Plexus
I sink into your velvet depths, Every stroke I make you vex you sweat. In life your love my true emotion. But all I can give is momentary devotion. I swim in pleasure You sing my name. We reside in the stars Playing infinite games. Soft folds of cotton, lay draped as your tide. The sun signals for me I must abide. My dues have been paid exalted in memory.
Condensation
Stained windows conceal the majesty of your form Your hips drip lust like autumn leaves fall Under velvet layers things we cannot speak of Drench my soul in your breath drink your being to dust Your speech textured softly your presence an ecstatic rush To contain you is sacrilege Go, Express your freedom of love
Confused & Mixed up (do you feel me?)
Thoughts of you, they slipped my mind Floated away on a calm moonlit night I let you go to leave the scene Exit gracefully awaken from my dream From afar these clouds do grow you storm back in such a menacing blow Back lit messages so sweet your taste my imagination runs All these delusions a waste.
Snake Eyes
In shimmering reflections guitars bend rhythm sips of desire bring danger, bleed lust like a deep incision. You serpentine queen you moan you writhe Indecision my poison you search & destroy.
Shitty Lights
I look at you all I see same old shit different me. It hurts to think no change has come so much promise and if I’m honest progress undone. You had the world in the palm of your hand Your mind wastes away I cannot understand You pretty girls Your bluelight fame Your fading beauty All so fucking vain. .
Heart Attack
As I bathe my lungs in toxic smoke, thoughts of the inner I do evoke. Through the shifting sands of our conscious array, delusions of grandeur come out to play. We put nails in the coffin of sweet embrace, a perpetual haze of jealous rebate. Please sink your memories in the wildest sea, emancipate your mind Wash it clean of me.
Crude Oil
Polyethylene dreams Your translucent desire In the myriad of thoughts You conjure me into your pyre Your translucent lips kiss me under these sheets our minds mingle in pleasure intertwined in retreat. In sequined leisure dripping in polyethylene dreams We buy ourselves freedom Chained by the unseen. You open the door slam closed my anticipation forever in two conceived in inebriation. administering cognitive concious vibration deceive me to admire you see my itteration. My mind washed clean you appear in polyethylene dreams my transparent desire reach out and touch me.
Shifting Sands
So bad you wish you scream for me anticipating my love such a joyous spree So bad you wish I would settle down stop running around every girl in town So bad you wish I would reciprocate your endless affection to seal our fate So bad you wish I would look in your eyes Step into liquid where our souls are dyed So bad you wish I wasn’t me I cannot be a changed man call me the breeze
Disillusionment
I open my eyes and see a maze Created by your many hands the mindless modern age. You cast us out like ma-chine parts torture our minds turned our future to dust. You condone good behaviour your authority is a lie consumption is our saviour your greed helps us die. So-ciety you wicked beast you’ve built up a wall that blacks out the sunrise puts our children to sleep Dont claim the throne in the midnight hour whats ours is ours we don’t want the remedies we will take back the power.
Beer Necessities
Outbound on the 866 stale beer and cigarettes linger on my lips. The dollars well spent drunken miles worn in. sparkling city lights concrete realities and sin. It all happens here a concentration of vice, amplification of gratification turning men into mice. The alleys smile to me they know my past. In the eyes of the stray men the asphalt miles pass fast. Drink up your cup numb your soul to this place. It’s only delusion keeping this city from waste.
War Pigs
So many men. So many lives. Extinguished because of tyrants lies. The screams that puncture eardrums do not resonate in thier dreams. These dictators of many, criminals in sheeps skin. Oppression is a game the pawns of the slums die without a name blistered feet tortured men Iron fists crush numb minds They revil in sin.
Honesty
All that glitters all thats gold, Out of all the stories how many lies have we told? Is the future ours? Or is it sold? Money makes no sense to sticks and stones.
Moby Dick
In the devils stomach I dwell I thrive To drink this wine such a waste of my mind I swill it down’ I revel with swine Self destructive tendencies make this cold world mine The smoke doesn’t clear it thickens it toils My precious innocence drowned in jet black soil I can never again repair this state I’ll walk along this tight rope Insanity in my wake
Little Sequined Dresses
A silent haze a clouded groove my eyes drop low a syncratic mood A fantasy of windless words etched in the memory of moonlit birds So serious but i do mean so tounges are tingling to the promise of a psychedelic show The room moves on I stay in tune walking back with precision a clouded groove So soon so soon so sweet to me shaded in tangirine curtains you never did see behind my jet lagged vision a crimson ship quantum leaps by division leaving this earth by the sea Until I wake I sleep in tune cyladiscopic visions a clouded groove
Orange Sunshine
In serendipity I must disagree the sun rises west the wind blows secretly Imagine you a child a mind so pure still free A tantalising prospect a consciousness thats complete I go back to this state through a liquid dream one drop changes your vision two drops cognitive incision Climb the wall in ecstatic vision dismantle the confines of this archaic system Go to school then get a job or tune in to the rhythm you’re right in the wrong Go ask alice if you can find the rabbit hole to your pure mind.
Byron Bay Dreams
In obscure tones the concrete speaks to me every footstep I make is a projection a scene These powdered lines on a backlit screen nestled in an alley with the devil cutting clean Breath in hold it there let your eyes become aware the dark rooms becomes alive your hips move under beaming street lights I look wildly in your eyes your hands stroke my arm I’m away from where you want my mind is lost to you I keep on twisting Writhing round and round no inhibitions reacting to sound Maybe in the morning when the sun does rise I’ll be able to rest my wary head.. instead another line.
Tuesday Blues
Roll the dice Ride the midnight train Smoke suffocates my thoughts All my life on the rails I gamble with reality erasing my mind walking a tightrope swaying fragile lines My harbour swells with endless moods Dreams of feeling divine my eyes open in tune retracing sanities web I forgot to lose of fortunes told I lost mine for you
Molly
finally we were there Was it planned all along? Your look that seductive glance You put me in orbit Three stones we throw into a pool of wonder our directions the same our paths differ we exist as our opposites we embrace I feel your gaze the death of love an ocean of games.
Vitamin D
eternal layers of sunshine sink into my mildew mind milky texture sands of time eternal layers of sunshine
Gambling man
run run run as fast as you can The world keeps turning consciousness expands A subjective expression Tapping the source A life full of wonder its all just a choice
Emerald of the Desert
I want to feel the void the breath You rise, you fall Im still inept One day I’ll taste, your sweetest depths This hollow glory an eternal concept The billowing spray the evening glare I say I’m ready you say beware
Retrospective Introspective
Water will continue to flow light will continue to shine Are you experienced? We live in a dream That we ourselves have imagined can you experience? We are just looking back at ourselves creating reality bound by experience we manifest with causality.
Ubiquitous
The drops on my cheek feel like kisses asleep under starlight showers The drops light caverns of my mind project pictures on the wall the density of serendipity consummation of it all Eye’s blink with finality momentary realizations project fantasies to you all a life written in daylight constellations The smell of rose lingers speculations of summer awake in plastic pallasades I pinch my skin to remember Until the sky falls and drapes my skin its velvet notions the drops touch with reserved severity a life of perpetual motion consummation of it all
Thankyou for reading these words. These chapters are a sequence of experiences that represent a transition. They are an insight into the human condition and the expansion of subjective consciousness that can arise within life.