Danny McLaren's "adonai uses they/them pronouns"

is it disingenuous to pray to a god(s) I don’t believe in when I go to synagogue once or twice a year?

should I find one from somewhere, from someone, who I can fathom the existence of?

because excuse me for being skeptical that a cisgender heterosexual man made this world and filled it with my queer siblings,

those I can only call the ephemera of this universe, starlight sisters and brightburn brothers and nonbinary, trans, genderqueer wonders

what cishet man would give us iridescent skin?

what cishet man would set our souls to music?

what cishet man would put me here, and try to let me figure out what the fuck I’m doing in the interim?

what cishet man would give me the time?

what cishet man would give me a fighting chance?

I hope when they say god is a woman they don’t mean a cis bitch, either.