i never want to fight again i want to make love instead catch me kissing in the mosh pit with a fat lip holding tightly to my lover even if we wake to war in the morning tonight we make love
Spring 2023 Anti Copyright
shankara
Hard head and soft soul
Tough feet and soft ass
i feel called to share trying is also doing. inaction is also an action. sometimes prayer is enough. you don’t always have to be strong or resilient. especially when we arent afforded the rest or opportunity. sometimes we cant get out of our bodies because we bring work with us. sometimes it seems like all we can do is better but we work with what we have. maybe we don’t have to work to make it to the goal, just to the next moment, and that is okay. Idk my purpose as a human being but to be and lead with love. Fight with love. Care with love. Learn with love. Every new day is a day to do any or all of those things. I feel we are, I am the all suffering all purging body. We purge and we share and we commune and we get swallowed up whole by velvet blackness that holds us better than any peace of mind. I don’t know anything but I feel it vibrate in my bones, between my eyes, in my fingertips. I see it in dreams. I speak it in divination, tongue of the collective consciousness.
Ive been hallucinating And I can see the shifts and im like oh no not yet wait Hahaha Like the crunch can happen and boom Or like backwards bang And we gone baby Going going Always shifting shapes Forever in flux Gone
To speak up and out is to honor oneself and ones dna and rna From meteorite to god and back again From the muck pond I swam to began to be again To free again To him her you and me again From me to we again And back to wee lil old grand me again Desiring myself is one and the same And im always seeking to share me Ultimately with me See, conversation never sweeter Between spirit and ether
praying this morning for patience and dedication grace and understanding deliberation in my language what does righteousness beyond the self look like? what does direct honesty without the matter of fact drunkenness look like? how does sleeping with jaw unclenched feel? today is for caring and creating and cleaning, for recultivating a sense of self beyond worth all love
sharing is beautiful
and so is silence
I be praying for yall
like i pray for myself
