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Rvwn` †mvnvM : Avcbvi ˆkke, †hŠe‡bi ïiæUv, ejv hvq ga¨fvM ch©šÍ †K‡U‡Q wkjP‡i| Ges Avcwb e‡j‡Qb †h Avcbvi cwievi êòe Nivbvi cwievi- GB êòe Nivbvi g‡a¨ Avcbvi cwievi KLb Kxfv‡e XzK‡jv| GUv wK weµgcyi _vKvKvjxb mg‡q bvwK ILv‡b hvevi ci? iYwRr `vk : bv, bv G‡Zv weµgci _vKvKvjxb mg‡q| Avgvi VvKzi`vi evevi, Zvi evevi- h‡e †_‡K ˆPZb¨ †è êòe ag© cÖeZ©b Ki‡jb, Z‡e †_‡KB mvaviY e‡Y©i wn›`y gvbyl, †hgb Avgiv êòe a‡g©i w`‡K SzKjvg| d‡j GUv Avgvi aviYv GUv AšÍZ Avgvi wZbPvi-cuvP cyiæl Av‡M †_‡KB êòe A_©vr Giv eûw`‡bi êòe- Zviv AZ¨šÍ avwg©K êòe wQ‡jb, Avwg †Zv †QvU‡ejv †_‡KB bvw¯ÍK wQjvg, †m K_v †Zv Avjv`v- XvKv-weµgcyi GB AÂj êòe ag© cÖmv‡ii Rb¨ weL¨vZ, †m m‡ei bvbv BwZnv‡m Av‡Q, Avwg Zv AZ Rvwb bv| Giv eûw`‡bi êòe| Avwg GB êòe AvenvIqvi ga¨ w`‡qB wKš‘ gvbyl n‡qwQ| Avgv‡ì evwo‡Z KxZ©b n‡Zv wbqwgZ| gv Lye fv‡jv KxZ©b MvB‡Zb| GgbwK Avgvi †QvU fvB †Lvj evRv‡Z cvi‡Zv, evev †Lvj evRv‡Z cvi‡Zb| d‡j H AvenvIqvi g‡a¨ Ges êòe a‡g©i †h KZ¸‡jv g~j¨‡eva Av‡Q, †m¸‡jv g~j wn›`y ag© †_‡K Avjv`v| †mB wRwbm¸‡jvi cÖfve Avgvi g‡b Av‡Q| Rvwn` †mvnvM : Avcwb †hB AvenvIqvq wQ‡jb, AšÍZ m½xZ Avcbvi Pvicv‡k wN‡i wQ‡jv- KxZ©b †nvK ev bvg KxZ©b hvB †nvK- wKš‘ Avcwb GKRb MxwZKvi ev m½xZ mvaK bv n‡q Kwe †K‡bv n‡jb? wKfv‡e Avcbvi GB g‡bvRMr M‡o I‡V? iYwRr `vk : bv, Avgvi Pvicv‡k †h m½xZ wQ‡jv Zv bq; Avgvi Pvicv‡k wQ‡jv `vwi`ª¨ Ges Zvi mv‡_ wU‡K _vKvi jovB| Rvwn` †mvnvM : e‡jwQ‡jb †h Avcbvi gv Mvb MvB‡Zb iYwRr `vk : gv Mvb MvB‡Zb Zv‡Z Kx, cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki evwoi gv Mvb MvB‡Zb; GUv w`‡q G‡Kev‡i fzj aviYv n‡e †h Avgv‡K m½xZ wN‡i wQ‡jv| G‡Kev‡i Zv bq, Avgvi evev D`qv¯Í cwikÖg Ki‡Qb, gv G‡Ki ci GK mšÍvb Rb¥ w`‡q‡Qb, w`bivZ cwikÖg K‡i‡Qb, ivbœv Kiv †_‡K ïiæ K‡i evev‡K mvnvh¨ Kiv- †m msMÖvg †Zvgiv KíbvI Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv- ev Avwg Rvwb bv †Zvgvi evwo‡Z Av‡Q wKbv| wkí-m½xZ, †jLvcov, wkÿv-ms¯‹…wZ †_‡K eû`~‡i †KŠg mgv‡Ri gvbyl wQ‡jb Avgvi cwievi| Ges †mB cwiev‡i, wkjP‡i, Avwg R‡b¥wQ| wkjPi GKUv AvaywbK kni, AZ¨šÍ D”Pgv‡bi wkÿv-ms¯‹…wZi kni; g~jZ kÖxnÆevmx‡ì †h DbœZ gv‡bi wkÿv-ms¯‹w… Z Zvi Kvi‡Y wZbwU cy‡ivcywi evOvwj Aay¨wlZ AÂj- d‡j Avgvi Kcvj fv‡jv †h Avwg Ô†e÷ Ad †ev_ Iqvì©Õ †c‡qwQ- KviY weµgcyi Nivbvi weivU HwZn¨ †c‡qwQ, Zzwg Rv‡bv- Avgvi evev, VvKzi`viv Lye wkwÿZ bv n‡jI †mB HwZnÜv wQ‡jv- Zvi gv‡b m½x‡Zi †fZ‡i bv; Zzwg †hUv Rvb‡Z †P‡q‡Qv †h, Avwg Kwe Kx K‡i njvg? Kwe †h gvbyl Kx K‡i nq †mUv †m †Zv ej‡Z cv‡i bv, Zey... Rvwn` †mvnvM : gv‡b cvV¨-cy¯Í‡Ki evB‡i KweZvi eB Kxfv‡e G‡jv Avcbvi nv‡Z? ev Avcbvi N‡i cÖ‡ek Ki‡jv Kxfv‡e? iYwRr `vk : G¸‡jv Avgvi AvZ¥Rxebx‡Z wKwÂZ wj‡L †i‡LwQ| Avi Gme cÖ‡kœi †Kv‡bv DËi nq bv †h †K‡bv Avwg Kwe njvg? KviY Avgvi aviYv †Z‡iv-†PŠÏ eQi †_‡KB Avwg UzKUvK Qov-Q›` wgwj‡q wjL‡Z ïiæ K‡iwQ|

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gv‡qi cÖfve i‡q‡Q| Avgvi Pvicv‡ki †h êòe cwiev‡ii KxZ©b, Mvb, Avb›`, wewfbœ ag©xq Drme †m¸‡jvi cÖfve i‡q‡Q| Zvici iex›`ªbv‡_i cÖfve i‡q‡Q| Avi iex›`ªbv‡_i cÖfve Avgvi Dci wecyjfv‡e coj ÔwQbœcÎÕ Avi ÔK_v I KvwnwbÕ w`‡q| ÔK_v I KvwnwbÕi A‡bK KweZv GLbI Avgvi gyL¯Í| wkjP‡ii cwigÐjUv Avwg †cjvg hLb Avwg K¬vm †U‡b cwo ZLb Aek¨B wkjP‡i GKUv DbœZ mvs¯‹w… ZK cwigÐj wQ‡jv| mvwn‡Zï PP©v we‡kl K‡i ÔAZ›`ªÕ Kwe‡Mvôx ZLb KjKvZv ev wkjP‡i GKUv AvaywbK Kve¨ Av‡›`vj‡bi m~Pbv K‡i- G‡Kev‡iB ÔK…wËevmÕ Kve¨v‡›`vj‡bi Øviv AbycÖvwYZ n‡q Ges kw³ P‡Ævcva¨vq, mybxj M‡½vcva¨vq G‡ì m‡½ ÔAZ›`ªÕ Kve¨v‡›`vj‡bi Kwe‡ì Lye ewjô †hvMv‡hvM wQ‡jv| Avgv‡ì †mB Kve¨v‡›`vj‡bi Ab¨Zg Kwe n‡”Qb D`qb †Nvl, wZwb Avgvi ¯‹z‡ji wkÿK n‡q G‡jb, weÁv‡bi wkÿK; Avwg ZLb wkjPi Mfb©‡g›U nvB¯‹z‡j K¬vm †U‡b cwo| Zvi †QvU fvBI Avgvi mncvVx †KŠwkK †Nvl| †m Avgv‡K ÔAZ›`ªÕ Kwe‡Mvôxi wKQz ÔAZ›`ªÕ cwÎKv I Ab¨vb¨ KweZvi eB w`‡jv Ges I Rvb‡Zv Avgvi KweZvi cÖwZ Uvb Av‡Q Ges Zvici Avwg wjL‡Z ïiæ Kijvg| GKw`b D`qb `vÕi Kv‡b †M‡jv; I Avgvi GKUv KweZvi LvZv D`qb `v‡K w`‡jv, gv‡b ZLb wZwb Avgvi m¨vi| D`qb `vi †mUv c‡o fv‡jv jvM‡jv| wZwb Avgv‡K WvK‡jb, ej‡jb, Zvn‡j Zzwg wkjP‡ii .......... †mLv‡b ïay AZ›`ª †Mvôxi Kweiv bq; wkjP‡ii bvbv eyw×Rxexiv e‡m AvÇv w`‡Zb| †mBLv‡b Avgvi WvK co‡jv| Zvici Avwg me©Kwbô m`m¨ n‡q †Mjvg AZ›`ª Kwe‡Mvôxi| Avi Avgvi Kwe Rxeb ïiæ n‡q †M‡jv| Rvwn` †mvnvM : Avcbvi cÖ_g KweZv Qvcv nq? iYwRr `vk : AZ›`ª cwÎKvq| Rvwn` †mvnvM : †mB KweZvwU wK Avcwb g‡b Ki‡Z cv‡ib? iYwRr `vk : bv, †mB KweZv Avwg g‡b Ki‡Z cvwi bv| Avgvi msMÖ‡n †bB| Avgvi †Kv‡bv eB‡qI †bB| †Zv Avgvi GUv g‡b Av‡Q, Avgvi eÜzivI GUv Rvwb‡q‡Q, †KD †KD e‡j bvg wQ‡jv ÔQbœQvovÕ| †mUv Avwg GKv`k †kÖwY‡Z covi mgq wj‡LwQjvg| Ges QvcvI n‡qwQ‡jv GKv`k †kÖwY‡Z _vKv Ae¯’vq| hvi cÖ_g AskUv Ggb wQ‡jvÔQbœQvov †jvKUv nVvr wb‡Ri g‡a¨ nvwi‡q †M‡jv, wZbK~‡j Ii †KD wQ‡jv bv GKUv †bwo KzKzi Qvov|Õ GB jvBb KÕwU g‡b c‡o Avgvi| ¯îe„‡Ëi KweZv| Rvwn` †mvnvM : GB KweZvi gva¨‡gB wK †jvKRb Avcbv‡K Kwe e‡j wPb‡Z ïiæ Ki‡jv? iYwRr `vk : bv, bv, Kwe e‡j †jvKRb wPb‡Z ïiæ K‡i‡Q Av‡iv eQi Lv‡bi hvevi ci †_‡K| ILv‡b mybxj M‡½vcva¨vq GKUv Avgš¿Y †c‡q †M‡jb, ZLb Avgvi gvÎ 6-7 Uv KweZv Qvcv n‡q‡Q| wKš‘ GUv wVK †h Kwe gn‡j ZLb mevB a‡i wb‡q‡Q †h Avgvi Lye m¤¢ebv Av‡Q| ZLbB AZ›`ª Kwe‡Mvôxi hviv Avgvi AMÖR Kwe wQ‡jb; hviv Avgvi KweZvi wkÿK wQ‡jb- kw³c` eªþPvix, D`qb †Nvl, wewRZ Kzgvi fÆvPvh©; kvš‘by †Nvl †Zv K…wËevm................. †mUv GKUv wekvj NUbv wQ‡jv Avgv‡ì H AÂ‡ji mvwnZ¨ PP©vi DbœwZi †ÿ‡Î| Kv‡RB Gme †ÿ‡Î ÔK…wËevmÕ I mybxj M‡½vcva¨vqiv †h KZUv KvR K‡iwQ‡jb, Zv fvlvq cÖKvk Kiv hv‡e bv| †Zv Zvicvi kvš‘by ÔK…wËevmÕ cyi¯‹vi †cj, ZLb Zv‡ì mv‡_ Avgvi AócÖni †Nviv‡div| bvgvewj †K‡U Rvgv

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