Atlas and Alice — Issue 19

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Atlas and Alice, Issue 19

Carolyn Fagan

Graveyard Girls The five friends were buried together. The sixth one couldn’t make it. She needed to be buried with her husband, her children—her family, she said. The five had sensed this long before the planning and planned accordingly when it came time. By the time the sixth friend needed to be buried, there was no question with whom she would be buried. To ask the question, sometimes, is to make the choice. Three of the friends had significant others close by: a wife, a lifelong boyfriend, a husband. They were cushion, padding, additional joy to lives already full. The significant others were let in on certain secrets. They entered parts of their respective romantic friend with fingers and other appendages that the friends had never tangibly explored between themselves. They built homes with their friend. They listened as their friend cried or yelled or whispered anger or resentment about the other friends. But they watched, too, at times with jealousy but often with relief, as the friends found and rewound themselves against each other like phone cords around wrists, slinky cats around ankles. They understood that the burden of being everything to someone could be too heavy to bear and they thanked their friend’s friends with lavish wedding, baby shower, Hanukkah, etc.-gifts. They accepted their plots with steady, simmering gratitude that they were loved by someone with so much love in their life already. Two of the friends had argued at first with the other three. To be buried, they explained, was a waste of precious land. The environment, they explained, was collapsing under our very feet. They didn’t even know if their kids would live the entirety of their lives with clean water, breathable air. They pleaded to burn. We can have our dust sprinkled in all of our favorite places, be together everywhere we’ve loved and where we’ve loved, they said. The three friends looked at one another. They exchanged side calls and emails, leaving the two out, for the next several years, developing their argument. They chipped away at the two with visits to graveyards, beachside and firefly12


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Contributor Notes

6min
pages 60-64

Michael Sasso ƒ Charlotte’s Quantum Ride

14min
pages 53-58

Call for Submissions

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page 59

Kathryn Fitzpatrick ≈ Raggies: A Natural History

8min
pages 49-52

Subhravanu Das ƒ In a Kitchen

2min
pages 46-47

Kevin Brennan ƒ Eulogy

1min
page 48

Celeste Rose Wood † Excerpts from Disability Evaluation Under

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pages 44-45

Bassam Sidiki ≈ Uninvited Guests

19min
pages 34-42

Douglas Cole † Re-entry

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page 43

Amanda Dettmann † Self-Love in the Afterlife

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page 31

Michelle Brooks † The Better Part of Yesterday

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page 30

Abbie Barker ƒ Alice, Some of the Time

2min
pages 28-29

Laura Miller † Sonnet for the sleeping (utilitarian poem

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page 27

Preeth Ganapathy ≈ Mornings

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pages 32-33

Colette Cosner † Jesus Year

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page 26

Carolyn Fagan ƒ Graveyard Girls

4min
pages 12-14

Jill Witty ƒ Glossary: An Enlightening

1min
page 6

John T. Leonard † Instability

1min
page 9

Chelsea Stickle ƒ Belly Full of Witch’s Stew

1min
page 8

Rhienna Renèe Guedry † Map, Quest

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page 7

Margarita Serafimova † The Passing Holder

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page 23

Deirdre Danklin ƒ Father Whatawaste

2min
pages 10-11

Mara Lee Grayson † The Veteran I Mett in Reparatory

1min
pages 24-25
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