You tend to take things to heart a lot. You will encounter some low moments during this time in your life. From a bad break-up to losing not only one but two friends, to questioning your beauty. No-one knows how you really feel inside. You put a smile on when your really crying inside. Talking to someone for serious help about harming yourself doesn’t tend to do anything. The medication you take to help you feel better sucks when you are at a low point and want to overdose because of all the pain you are going through. Your mom will receive cancer but she will remain living but have to go through two surgeries but have both of them fail. You wont see your parents for a month and its hard holding in all your tears because no-one else understands. They don’t get that you feel ugly and fat and have real low self esteem. Even if your friends tell you your not, they really don’t get the fact that you , yourself, have to believe it. Your boyfriend turned out to be a complete asshole to you and you are finally starting to realize this. Put all his stuff in a shoe box and remind yourself , YOU deserve better!
Many people in the world read their horoscopes. Sometimes its dead on, and other times its completely off. With this idea I decided instead of reading what will happen, why not create a horoscope of what did happen. Their so specific than normal horoscopes that they can’t really happen. Guess again, this happened to my life and it will always be a part of my life no matter what. This was really hard determining that this was what I wanted to write about because I feel others will view me differently now that I told some of my mishaps of my life. Well what people don’t realize, is that its okay to be imperfect and make mistakes in your life because that IS what makes you perfect if you really look at it.