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against a good enough reason to lie Keep in mind that colors of things may look different depending on what appears where and when for example a bottle of poppers.

This question opens up a unique topic. For example a bottle of poppers that exists as a bottle of poppers purchased for $10 on March 5th, 2018, concurrent to the day the sink was lowered about eight (8”) inches from it’s previous position–slightly dislocated from the wall due to what can only be assumed to be fornication.

The observation of the sink in it’s original displacement caused no minor distress considering as it were only a few days since its appearance was first noticed the second time I entered entry into the lavatory. No remedy had been immediately prepared nor repair scheduled and a great ease was taken with its use (for a duration unknown at that time less than 24 hrs.).

The Great Turning of the Wheel is upon us now and so too its Great Mystery, spanning nearly the entirety of my the 51 years to date, I am child of the Equinox. 43.213590 -70.873640 (later determined through birth regression/lsd-25/performance art, San Francisco [circa] 1989) @ 02:37 hrs, 21 March, MCMLXVII–Yea, yea the Summer of Love, Baby.

Simply delete from your memory the location of a bottle of poppers. No alternate narrative necessary, you do not recall its whereabouts it simply does not exist in your memory. Un-like my own. If the function of Quantum Mind can be expressed through the notations of logic (below), then my continued writing is, in fact, my most serious attempt to assist the mercurial transposition or magickal transference of this knowledge–the same means by which such knowledge is concealed.

And a sink is replaced. It’s a listening devise.

A. (field subjects): A and B are true, D is also true B. (control): A and B are true, D is also true C. (observation): A and B are true, C is neither true nor un-true D. (objective): A and B are true, D is both true & un-true

shear weight of the responsibility of truth And no sooner these words are spoken, than I find myself in the immediate need of asking for asylum. If it were not so, or if it were just in jest I write, then so be it, this absent bottle of poppers remains what it is, however displaced from where it was, accounted by a simple explanation of absent mindedness. However I suspected, this bottle of poppers was a listening devise–and it’s tendrils dig deep. Imagine a scenario, a “training ground of sorts” –old school–where friendship & loyalty and dark, dark secrets are bartered against capital & estate. I can garner no other explanation, yet hope there is greater good, a higher truth to guide the work many have been engaged for so long.

“but you have no proof…”

These words spoken to me by xxxx xxxxxxxx xxxx, founder of MJT’s sister museum in Vermont, of which I am a founding member, having penned our institutions 501(c)3 & chatter, having served as curator, administrator, events coordinators, pro-tem board chair, lead educational outreach & program development, IT, and most recently assistant to the director himself–for over the past twenty years (MJT’s web-site was great inspiration to me in 1997 as I began construction of our own–glad to see somethings do not change).

November 8, 2016

This day the veil was rent, and the last semblance of meaning our symbols that have guarded our species form the unfathomable cruelty of nature vanished.

Today we exist far from the security of good, one nation under god, evil has been set free–to deceive and deploy its own self interest in the world… I have lost the footing I once had, but I strive to behold all things new. I hope this to be the first of a continued discussion towards a new solidarity and understanding of purpose, as I make my way westward.

On this day 19 March, I AM, THE GREAT MARMADUKE, aka K.P. Buk, bA, Mitch Maybe, Mark E Merrill, Mark Ezra, Mark Ezra Merrill

“And he doeth great wonders, so that he maketh fire come down from heaven on the earth in the sight of men…”

Revelation of St.John 13:13

St. John the Evangelist on Patmos by Hieronymous Bosch, circa 1489