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caitlin eveanna
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FLY BY
I wonder what they'd say about me. I wonder what I'd leave behind. If I die tomorrow would I be happy when I close my eyes?
All I know you live your life, you blink your eyes and then let go. Maybe I'vе been letting myself get too comfortablе but I can't go another day without something more. I'm tired of watching my life.
Feels like God's been Cause I told upset all night long you I was so Rain won't stop done Pouring so my shirt Couldn't just won't dry off deal with But I'm inside bloodshed no more Said I'd be alright Want you out tonight Burned my heart in the sky So you'd see your crime
I hurt me Hoping you hurt too
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Dreaming about the things that we could be Dreaming about the things that we could be Dreaming about the things that we could be
There's nothing that can't be fixed with some honesty and how it got this dark is just beyond to me if anyone can hear me, switch the lights, and happiness is right there where you lost it when you took the bet. Counting all the losses that you can't collect. Got everything and nothing in my life. I'm tired of the city, scream if you're with me. If I'm gonna die, let's die somewhere pretty. Sad in the summer, city needs a mother. If I'm gonna waste my time, then it's time to go.
There's nothing that can't be fixed with some honesty and how it got this dark is just beyond to me if anyone can hear me, switch the lights, and happiness is right there where you lost it when you took the bet.
Counting all the losses that you can't collect. Got everything and nothing in my life. I'm tired of the city, scream if you're with me. If I'm gonna die, let's die somewhere pretty. Sad in the summer, city needs a mother. If I'm gonna waste my time, then it's time to go.
TAL K TO ME
For the times when they hit you. Face down in the ground with the wet suit. Plants seeds but the tree never grow fruit. Shouting but they all got you on mute.
When they got you thinking maybe it could be me that's the crazy. All the tears bled up on the climb up. Dry up into nothing.
Nothing you understand Nothing makes sense Don't you know that nothing's really ever beautiful. We're all just broken windows. What you see depends on where you set your eye. I could see my blood on the floor or it might just be a rose.
Hoping you don't change your mind. I don't wanna let go, never been so sure in my life.
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I'm terrified, you'll turn around and say goodbye.
you're so unsure you're so afraid don't tell me to listen when you got nothing say
I break all the rules, do all the things the Bible says "don't"
If there's a heaven I hope that I get in, but I probably won't
You might not believe it
But I still talk to Jesus
I scream out loud just to see if I’m alive
I scream out loud just to see if I’m alive
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You will say you're dreaming up a way to explode. There's a time you'll seek out a disguise when you think people hate you the most and it gets worse before it gets better. That's one thing that I have come to know just so you know.
DO NOT WAIT DO NOT WAIT DO NOT WAIT I'LL BE THERE I'LL BE THERE I'LL BE THERE All the things you don't wanna let go You wanna look back on and recall All the times that feel like everything When nothing really happens at all They're still here in that important room We've got your pictures up on the wall
Hey, mom, I know we're gettin' old and the lines on our hands have changed but you still look at me the same. Hey, mom, guess what? You're really tough and I know you did all you could just to make sure my life was good. Sorry for the fights and the tone of my voice. Sorry for the nights when I made the wrong choice. Life is flyin' by and it's hittin' me now. I hope it's not, but if this is the last time, please come close. I love you with all my heart, you know. I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye. If this is the last time then let's do the things we always do. Like go to the mall and buy some shoes. I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye. If this is the last time.
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Hey, dad, what's up? Miss you so much. Yeah, the shade of your hair has changed but I look up to you the same. Taught me how to fish, taught me how to ride a bike. Taught me how to love, how to treat a woman right. Life is flyin' by and it's hittin' me now. I hope it's not, but if this is the last time, please come close. I love you with all my heart, you know. I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye. If this is the last time then let's do the things we always do. Like go for a drive or watch the news. I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye. If this is the last time
E LAST TIME... E LAST TIME... E LAST TIME...
you'll never have to be alone