A YEAR IN LYRICS
Collected & Edited by Abigail Canary
A YEAR IN LYRICS
Collected & Edited by Abigail Canary
Contents Preface
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Chapter 01 Identity
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Chapter 02 Love 103 Chapter 03 Society 187 Index 211
Preface
Many of us can easily designate songs to the soundtrack of our lives. You can likely recall your anthem during some of life’s pivotal moments, such as the time you aced that job interview, or following the heartbreaking news that she already had a date to the prom. We share our most personal experiences with music, as we would with a close friend. 1
Music can transport us to the vivid humiliation of our teenage years, reminds us of a love once had, or allows us to live vicariously through our inner rebel. With the support of rythym and melody, we can not only remove ourselves, but also express and understand feelings that are too difficult to resolve with our vocabulary alone. Musicians continuously manage to transform puzzling and complex emotions into a precise narrative with which millions of listeners can commiserate. In the year 2014, we heard music that responded to a world that is turbulent with change. The news shares rattling and overwhelming statistics about brutal politics and unfair wars. In addition, modern times present the challenge of coping with an overabundance of digital devices in our lives, as we seek peace in a chaotic social climate. Aside from these external factors, the ever persistent themes of love, friendship, and the quest to known oneself are topics that never cease to permeate our consciousness and pop charts alike.
the lyrics alone? Would we experience the songs differently if the audio component was removed? The purpose of this anthology is to provide readers with the ability to experience their favorite songs in plain text. This collection includes one hundred of the most popular and acclaimed songs of 2014. They have been gathered from the top album lists provided by the Rolling Stones, Billboard, Pitchfork, and National Public Radio. The featured songs were selected using sources including Spotify and Youtube to verify how these songs ranked in popularity compared others from the same album. After collecting the initial scope of songs, the lyrics of each were sourced, then interpreted and sorted into three relevant categories: Identity, Love and Society. Upon further analysis, the lyrics were entered into a word frequency counter to find out how often we use certain words in popular songs. The top one hundred words are listed on the following page:
Each year the most popular songs span genres and listener demographics. Among the thousands of songs that are released into the public spectrum, there are some that capture the attention of music critics and laymen alike, receiving acclaim for their creativity and mastery.. or as some would argue, they’re just catchy. What would happen if we abandon the musical context of popular songs, and examine Preface
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The 100 Most Frequently Used Words Word
know want see get love just go
down one say 3
Frequency
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135
129
119
108
100
97
95 93 85
new
25
around 35
still
25
63
day
35
thought
25
feel
63
keep
35
ready
25
shake
61
shit
35
world
25
way
60
tear
34
enough
25
wanna
59
boy
33
you’re
24
people
58
hold
32
away
24
thing
57
put
32
somebody
24
back
52
well
32
breathe
24
gonna
52
yeah
32
take
24
make
51
through
32
can’t
23
time
50
use
32
leave
23
I’m
49
inside 31
better
22
tell
48
left 31
talk
22
off
47
little
31
wish
22
real
47
call
30
flawless
22
cause
46
good 30
over
22
think
46
high
30
trying
22
baby
46
nothing
30
power
21
how
45
find
29
hate
21
look
45
break
28
fast
21
right
45
hard
28
stay
21
girl
41
mouth
27
ho
20
mind
40
man
27
God
20
run
40
night
27
don’t
20
fuck
38
open
26
full
20
hand
37
much
26
money 20
give
36
gone
25
light
20
heart
36
mine
25
last
20
come
79
play
never
77
bitch
36
Preface
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Chapter 01
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Identity
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3Jane EMA
Can you believe all they say? It doesn’t seem like it was only yesterday When you wandered out on Superhighway There should be a law about it When they can take videos of you Of you, of you, of you, of you Feel like I blew my soul out Across the interwebs and streams It was a million pieces Of silver, and I watched them gleam It left a hole so big inside of me And I get terrified that I will never get it back to me To me, to me, to me, to me I guess it’s just a modern disease I get stressed out And I just wanna get high It’s cuz I’ve seen my face And I don’t recognize The person that I feel inside, inside Like an American superpower Turn on the spotlight And nobody cowers I don’t want to sell you anything I don’t want to put myself out And turn it into a refrain, refrain, refrain It’s all just a big advertising campaign When everybody’s lookin’ It’s supposed to be a dream But, disassociation, I guess it’s just a modern disease
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All About That Bass Meghan Trainor
Because you know I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass, no treble I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass, no treble I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass, no treble I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass... bass... bass... bass Yeah, it’s pretty clear, I ain’t no size two But I can shake it, shake it, Like I’m supposed to do ‘Cause I got that boom boom that all the boys chase And all the right junk in all the right places I see the magazine workin’ that Photoshop We know that shit ain’t real, come on now, make it stop If you got beauty, beauty, just raise ‘em up ‘Cause every inch of you is perfect from the bottom to the top Yeah, my mama she told me “don’t worry about your size” She says, “Boys like a little more booty to hold at night” You know I won’t be no stick-figure silicone Barbie doll So if that what you’re into, then go ‘head and move along Because you know I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass, no treble I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass, no treble I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass, no treble I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass... hey!
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I’m bringing booty back Go ‘head and tell them skinny bitches that No, I’m just playing, I know you think you’re fat, But I’m here to tell you... Every inch of you is perfect from the bottom to the top Yeah, my mama she told me “don’t worry about your size” She says, “Boys like a little more booty to hold at night” You know I won’t be no stick-figure silicone Barbie doll So if that what you’re into, then go ‘head and move along
I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass... I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass... I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass... hey! I’m all about that bass Bout that bass... hey!
Because you know I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass, no treble I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass, no treble I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass, no treble I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass... You know I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass, no treble I said I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass, no treble I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass, no treble I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass... Because you know I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass, no treble I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass, no treble I’m all about that bass ‘Bout that bass, no treble
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Anaconda Nicki Minaj
My anaconda don’t... My anaconda don’t... My anaconda don’t want none, unless you got buns hun Boy toy named Troy used to live in Detroit Big dope dealer money, he was getting some coins Was in shootouts with the law, but he live in a palace Bought me Alexander McQueen, he was keeping me stylish Now that’s real, real, real, Gun in my purse, bitch I came dressed to the T Who wanna go first? I had ‘em pushing daffodils I’m high as hell, I only took a half of pill I’m on some dumb shit By the way, what he say? He can tell I ain’t missing no meals Come through and fuck ‘em in my automobile Let him eat it with his grills, He keep telling me to chill He keep telling me it’s real, that he love my sex appeal He said he don’t like ‘em boney, he want something he can grab So I pulled up in the Jag, and I hit ‘em with the jab like... Dun-d-d-dun-dun-d-d-dun-dun
This dude named Michael used to ride motorcycles Dick bigger than a tower, I ain’t talking about Eiffel’s Real country ass nigga, let me play with his rifle Pussy put his ass to sleep, now he calling me NyQuil Now that bang bang bang, I let him hit it ‘cause he slang cocaine He toss my salad like his name Romaine And when we done, I make him buy me Balmain I’m on some dumb shit By the way, what he say? He can tell I ain’t missing no meals Come through and fuck ‘em in my automobile Let him eat it with his grills, He keep telling me to chill He keep telling me it’s real, that he love my sex appeal Because he don’t like ‘em boney, he want something he can grab So I pulled up in the Jag, Mayweather with the jab like... Dun-d-d-dun-dun-d-d-dun-dun My anaconda don’t... My anaconda don’t... My anaconda don’t want none, unless you got buns hun
My anaconda don’t... My anaconda don’t... My anaconda don’t want none, unless you got buns hun
Oh my gosh, look at her butt Oh my gosh, look at her butt Oh my gosh, look at her butt Look at her butt
Oh my gosh, look at her butt Oh my gosh, look at her butt Oh my gosh, look at her butt Look at her butt
Little in the middle but she got much back, Little in the middle but she got much back, Little in the middle but she got much back, Oh my God look at her butt
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My anaconda don’t... My anaconda don’t... My anaconda don’t want none, unless you got buns hun My anaconda don’t... Don’t want none unless you got buns hun Oh my gosh, look at her butt Oh my gosh, look at her butt Oh my gosh, look at her butt Oh my God, look at her butt Yeah, he love this fat ass Yeah! This one is for my bitches with a fat ass in the fucking club I said, “Where my fat ass big bitches in the club?” Fuck them skinny bitches, Fuck them skinny bitches in the club I wanna see all the big fat ass bitches in the motherfucking club Fuck you if you skinny bitches. What? Yeah. Ha-ha, ha... Yeah. I got a big fat ass. Come on!
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Beigeness Kate Tempest
“Who’s bad?” Said the kiddy in the Jacko hat To the kiddy in the Rooney shirt Dragging back The curtains in the room in her daddy’s flat A young girl heard the truth in an alley-cat Howling on the roof next door, Imagine that All your idols were just like you. Nothing’s beyond you Do what you want to do if you feel that it wants you to Look, true never meant nothing more than it means right now, When everything’s fake. But you in your deepest reaches, Keeping secrets. Know what it takes to make a meaning mean something. I’m moving through a space, that some can’t see. I know this space exists. So do you if your heart beats the oldest groove. Life is huge but we have shrunk it, We’ve made it small. We used to walk tall. But who cares, right? We’re having a ball. Them things you don’t show, I can see. Them things you don’t say, Speak to me. Them things you hide ain’t hiding. No firm ground but we ain’t sliding. Them things that haunt you, Let them be. That thing you weep for, Leave it. All life is forwards, you will see, It needs you to need it.
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Go ahead, keep it in ‘til it withers you. Move fast, don’t stop, you got things to do. Tell yourself, it’s them man it isn’t you. Nod your head and believe that until it’s true. You can tell it not to show its face When you are trying to hold your space. But it’s in you. Deep in your sinews. And it comes out on the coldest days. See the kid with the memory he can’t shake. See the man with the lover on his mind. See the lady with the guilt and the heartache. See the woman trying to battle with time. See the man with the blood on his hands. See the girl with her hands on her hips. Everybody say nothing. Stay bland. If you don’t show it then it don’t exist. Right? Them things you don’t show, I can see. Them things you don’t say, Speak to me. Them things you hide ain’t hiding. No firm ground but we ain’t sliding. Them things that haunt you, Let them be. That thing you weep for, Leave it. All life is forwards, You will see It’s yours when you’re ready to receive it.
Do it your way and they’ll find you ridiculous. Pick apart your behaviour. Their scorn ignites what inhibits us, And then we hate ourselves. And our fear pickles us. Sitting in jars ‘cause it’s safer. Some of us are happy to live with it. But some of us know it’s against our nature. Them things you don’t show, I can see. Them things you don’t say, Speak to me. Them things you hide ain’t hiding. No firm ground but we ain’t sliding. Them things that haunt you, Let them be. That thing you weep for, Leave it. All life is forwards, You will see It’s yours when you’re ready to receive it. I could try and bold italicize and underline everything that resonates right now but it wouldn’t be informative because, you know, All of de fings.
You’re so focused on finding the differences, You ignore the bonds that bind us. Got my hand on my heart, when the rhythm hits. It’s looking for us but can’t find us. In the valley of vanity, viciousness, Full schedules and empty containers. We’re kissing the coshes that cripple us, Enjoying the beigeness.
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Blue Suede Vince Staples
New shoes with the blue suede Blue suede, the blue suede, the blue suede Young graves get the bouquets Bouquets, the bouquets, the bouquets Hope I outlive them red roses, Hope I outlive them red roses, Hope I outlive them red roses.. Bitches ain’t shit but hoes, I been known this Niggas gon’ snitch regardless, Mitch showed us Never gon’ switch, my momma raised soldiers Show me that profit, cough them Rang Rovers Up, I’m up now, these hoes all in love now Wanna fuck now, they beg to bend over Half these hoes chauffeurs, half these hoes useless Fucked the face toothless, easy, so ruthless Ask where he from, then leave his dome roofless Sweet chin music kick back, gruesome Watch out for Judas, Vice and G Unit 5-0 fucking with the yayo too L-B-P-D get sprayed on too Always keep it GC, ask my homies for the proof Blowing 40s as a youth, Thump Deuce in the Chevy Hit the corner, run up on him, turn a nigga to Spaghettios New shoes with the blue suede Blue suede, the blue suede, the blue suede Young graves get the bouquets Bouquets, the bouquets, the bouquets Hope I outlive them red roses, Hope I outlive them red roses, Hope I outlive them red roses..
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Bitches ain’t shit but tricks, I been known that Blowing on dicks for spliffs and cold Cognac Out club hoppin’, hoppin’ in Kodak’s Where the coke at? Love white like Bobby wife Finna party like it’s prom tonight Finna kill a nigga walkin’ to his mom’s tonight Shit real in the field, get caught, don’t squeal Best deal that the judge finna offer: life Play this track in Calipat, get it poppin’ in the prison And play this shit in Ironwood where my little brother livin’ Live or die for the whoopin’ or the Crippin’, pick a side Death row, till they put you in the Pikachu to fry That’s life, three strikes, that’s life Three hoes, half dyke, this can be a long night Long road to the riches, bravos from the bitches Coulda’ been a felon selling nickels off of Linden Nigga, fuck that New shoes with the blue suede Blue suede, the blue suede, the blue suede Young graves get the bouquets Bouquets, the bouquets, the bouquets Hope I outlive them red roses, Hope I outlive them red roses, Hope I outlive them red roses.. All I wanted was them Jordan’s, with the blue suede in ‘em All I wanted was them Jordan’s, with the blue suede in ‘em Blue suede ‘em, blue suede in ‘em..
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Busy Earnin’ Jungle
So you come a long way, But you’ll never have me. Never have things for a normal life, It’s time, too busy earnin’ You can’t get enough This busy earnin’ You can’t get enough
You think that all your time is used. Too busy earnin’ You can’t get enough, And I get it always, But I bet it won’t change, no Damn, that’s a boring life! It’s quite busy earnin’ You can’t get enough This busy earnin’ You can’t get enough You think that all your time is used Too busy earnin’ You can’t get enough Just busy earnin’ You can’t get enough You think that all your time is used Too busy earnin’ You can’t get enough You think that all your time is used Too busy earnin’ You can’t get enough Just busy earnin’ You can’t get enough, no Just busy earnin’ You can’t get enough
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Chandelier Sia
Party girls don’t get hurt Can’t feel anything, when will I learn I push it down, push it down I’m the one “for a good time call” Phone’s blowin’ up, they’re ringin’ my doorbell I feel the love, feel the love 1,2,3 1,2,3 drink 1,2,3 1,2,3 drink 1,2,3 1,2,3 drink Throw ‘em back, ‘til I lose count I’m gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier I’m gonna live like tomorrow doesn’t exist Like it doesn’t exist I’m gonna fly like a bird through the night, feel my tears as they dry I’m gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier But I’m holding on for dear life, won’t look down won’t open my eyes Keep my glass full until morning light, ‘cos I’m just holding on for tonight Help me, I’m holding on for dear life, won’t look down won’t open my eyes Keep my glass full until morning light, ‘cos I’m just holding on for tonight, on for tonight Sun is up, I’m a mess Gotta get out now, gotta run from this Here comes the shame, here comes the shame 1,2,3 1,2,3 drink 1,2,3 1,2,3 drink 1,2,3 1,2,3 drink I’m gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier
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Cool Kids Echosmith
She sees them walking in a straight line, that’s not really her style. And they all got the same heartbeat, but hers is falling behind. Nothing in this world could ever bring them down. Yeah, they’re invincible, and she’s just in the background. And she says, “I wish that I could be like the cool kids, ‘Cause all the cool kids, they seem to fit in. I wish that I could be like the cool kids, like the cool kids.” He sees them talking with a big smile, but they haven’t got a clue. Yeah, they’re living the good life, can’t see what he is going through. They’re driving fast cars, but they don’t know where they’re going. In the fast lane, living life without knowing. And he says, “I wish that I could be like the cool kids, ‘Cause all the cool kids, they seem to fit in. I wish that I could be like the cool kids, like the cool kids. I wish that I could be like the cool kids, ‘Cause all the cool kids, they seem to get it. I wish that I could be like the cool kids, like the cool kids.”
I wish that I could be like the cool kids, ‘Cause all the cool kids, they seem to get it. I wish that I could be like the cool kids, like the cool kids.”
And they said, “I wish that I could be like the cool kids, ‘Cause all the cool kids, they seem to fit in. I wish that I could be like the cool kids, like the cool kids. I wish that I could be like the cool kids, ‘Cause all the cool kids, they seem to fit in. I wish that I could be like the cool kids, like the cool kids.
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Drive-In Movies Ray Lamontagne
I spent all my childhood years wishin’ that I looked like a movie-star A cigarette behind my ear, leanin’ up against a muscle car Wanna know all the things that I shouldn’t know I got smokes that I stole from the Seven-L Everybody’s at the Drive-In, wanna go? I wanna be the guy who doesn’t like to fight, but who could kick your ass, if you touch his girl I wanna be the guy who breaks all the rules, but the cops let him off cause they think he’s cool Wanna know all the things that I shouldn’t know I got smokes that I stole from the Seven-L Everybody’s at the drive-in, wanna go? Drive-in movies Drive-in movies Grew up fast in that Nebraska town, nothin’ goin on and even less to do Mom’s at work, and Dad’s never around, so me and the guys we’re skippin’ school Wanna know all the things that we shouldn’t know We got smokes that we stole from the Seven-L Everybody’s at the drive-in, wanna go? Drive-in movies Drive-in movies
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I wanna be Brando in the Wild One I wanna be somethin’ to someone cause nothin’ ever happens in this town, the same old crew, hangin’ around jus’ waitin for some shit to go down but we love our drive-in Movies Now I’m grown, kids of my own, I never thought I could be a Dad Me and my girl, we’re goin’ strong, still the best friend that I ever had Now I know all the things that I didn’t know I got smokes, but I buy em’ now, I guess I’m old Drive-in’s just an empty lot that no one mows I miss those drive-in movies I spent all my childhood years, wishin’ that I looked like a movie-star
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Driver Perfect Pussy
Watch me, I’m kicking the wall I’ll break through it before I go And leave a hole my shape in everything you know Death comes last to the party Meanwhile I’m biding my time So you can’t take your own life That’s cutting in line Fear not the big drag It’s not that you’re going to be lost It’s just less likely that you’ll be found Find someone to worship now The rest is silence, other, outside Below, beneath, and how And petition against your imagination You don’t know shit about me Focus on yourself And the choices you make Between your pleasure and growing up Lovely, it’s amazing How nothing ever changes I know that hurt can go on forever It strips the taste from the constellations I know nothing lasts forever I know that hurt can go on and on Cause I eat stress and I shit blood And buddy, I’ll tell you, it never gets better When the ache gets too extreme, remember That this retreat from memory is your right And nothing’s going to work Retreat from what you’ve come to know as right He steps to the dress and my skin Hell ripped the fucking river open To some other world they dragged me I have a history of surrender Part of a certain set of choices Found among the many paths
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Forged by lies I told myself Lies like ‘I will be protected’ Lies like ‘death might forget me’ Like ‘home is where I’m never invited’ Like ‘my voice provides a light’ Like ‘I can have everything I want before I die’
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Fancy Iggy Azalea
First thing’s first, I’m the realest Drop this and let the whole world feel it And I’m still in the murda bizness I could hold you down, like I’m givin’ lessons in physics You should want a bad bitch like this Drop it low and pick it up just like this Cup of Ace, cup of Goose, cup of Cris High heels, somethin’ worth a half a ticket on my wrist Takin’ all the liquor straight, never chase that Rooftop like we bringin’ ‘88 back Bring the hooks in, where the bass at? Champagne spillin’, you should taste that I’m so fancy You already know I’m in the fast lane From L.A. to Tokyo I’m so fancy Can’t you taste this gold? Remember my name ‘Bout to blow I said, “Baby, I do this, I thought that you knew this.” Can’t stand no haters and honest, the truth is And my flow retarded, they speak it depart it Swagger on super, I can’t shop at no department Better get my money on time, if they not money, decline And swear I meant that there so much that they give that line a rewind So get my money on time, if they not money, decline I just can’t worry ‘bout no haters, gotta stay on my grind Now tell me, who that, who that? That do that, do that? Put that paper over all, I thought you knew that, knew that
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I be the I-G-G-Y, put my name in bold I been working, I’m up in here with some change to throw I’m so fancy You already know I’m in the fast lane From L.A. to Tokyo I’m so fancy Can’t you taste this gold? Remember my name ‘Bout to blow Trash the hotel Let’s get drunk on the mini bar Make the phone call Feels so good getting what I want Yeah, keep on turning it up Chandelier swinging, we don’t give a fuck Film star, yeah I’m deluxe Classic, expensive, you don’t get to touch Still stuntin’, how you love that? Got the whole world asking how I does that Hot girl, hands off, don’t touch that Look at it I bet you wishing you could clutch that It’s just the way you like it, huh? You’re so good, he’s just wishing he could bite it, huh? Never turn down nothing, Slaying these hoes, gold trigger on the gun like
I’m so fancy Can’t you taste this gold? Remember my name ‘Bout to blow Who that, who that, I-G-G-Y That do that, do that, I-I-G-G-Y Who that, who that, I-G-G-Y Blow Who-who-who-who that, who that, I-G-G-Y That do that, do that, I-G-G-Y Who that, who that, I-G-G-Y Blow
I’m so fancy You already know I’m in the fast lane From L.A. to Tokyo
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Flawless Beyoncé
I’m out that H-town Coming, coming down I’m coming down dripping candy on the ground H, H-town, town, I’m coming down Coming down, dripping candy on the ground I know when you were little girls You dreamt of being in my world Don’t forget it, don’t forget it Respect that, bow down bitches I took some time to live my life But don’t think I’m just his little wife Don’t get it twisted, get it twisted This my shit, bow down bitches Bow down bitches, bow-bow down bitches Bow down bitches, bow-bow down bitches H-Town vicious, H, H-Town vicious I’m so crown, crown, bow down bitches! I’m out that H-town Coming, coming down I’m coming down dripping candy on the ground H, H-town, town, I’m coming down Coming down, dripping candy on the ground We teach girls to shrink themselves, to make themselves smaller We say to girls: “You can have ambition, but not too much You should aim to be successful, but not too successful Otherwise, you will threaten the man” Because I am female, I am expected to aspire to marriage I am expected to make my life choices always, keeping in mind that , marriage is most important
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Now, marriage can be a source of joy and love and mutual support But why do we teach girls to aspire to marriage and we don’t teach boys the same? We raise girls to see each other as competitors Not for jobs or for accomplishments, which I think can be a good thing, But for the attention of men We teach girls that they cannot be sexual beings in the way that boys are Feminist: a person who believes in the social political, and economic equality of the sexes You wake up, flawless, post up, flawless Ridin’ round in it, flawless, flossin’ on that, flawless This diamond, flawless, my diamond, flawless This rock, flawless, My Rock, flawless I woke up like this, I woke up like this We flawless, ladies tell ‘em I woke up like this, I woke up like this We flawless, ladies tell ‘em
This diamond, flawless, My diamond, flawless This rock, flawless, My Rock, flawless I woke up like this, I woke up like this We flawless, ladies tell ‘em I woke up like this, I woke up like this We flawless, ladies tell ‘em Say “I look so good tonight” God damn, God damn Say “I look so good tonight” God damn, God damn, God damn!
Say “I look so good tonight” God damn, God damn Say “I look so good tonight” God damn, God damn, God damn! Momma taught me good home training My Daddy taught me how to love my haters My sister taught me I should speak my mind My man made me feel so God damn fine I’m flawless! You wake up, flawless, post up, flawless ridin’ round in it, flawless, flossin’ on that, flawless
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Forerunner Foray Shabazz Palaces
Now you could feel all the tension Building up at the convention As the hustlers began to arrive Must have been 9000 or more That came through the door The time was 11:55 There were pickpockets and dope peddlers, murderers and thieves Card shark gamblers with aces up their sleeves Bank robbers, burglars, boosters and pimps One more blaster for the streets I was born on the understanding Stars slung ‘cross the heavens Some might call uneven My kind call ‘em leanin Bitch boy, used to leavin’ Black star, minds are schemin’ Fulfill all our dreamin’ That’s what’s up this evenin’ Extra vacant bangers Brim broke chain swingers Space cake, wars, rape, AK that nigga language God smile on me favours, baby caught the vapors Magic golden purp running like the filthy lakers Self saviour cream chaser in my Rod Lavers W’crack baker super real just like ‘88 was ‘92 and ‘92, in ‘92 we grinded thru I was there, you’re a square These do not compare If I’m there in the square you should come and stare Bring her too, earn a thing or two, how a king’ll do Off the cut, fill my coffers up, pop my collar up Gum heap to these gunbeats
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she gone stir it up Black stallions pull my chariot My heart’s broken Time travel fast and far to the last ocean Punk potion, pimp pirate pushin’ plush prose in Curtains closin’ You ain’t knowin’ he was just posin’ Map clonin’ that’s a no-no where I be rollin’ The leads hot how I pop, see now that’s a cold one Constellation roll-call it’s a style sport Winners take all, holler black for the straps report We respect Mohamed, peace be upon him Connecting with the pirates I know where to find it These niggas shot Cyrus I’m the icest, wait up on the bottom on some fly shit Priceless, but down there at the top I can’t find shit Every time I rock it’s a tongue-kiss E.H. Starling, forerunners and a pump fist Shout out to the B C C C (constellation) OC, Cat & Stas Stas KD Triple M ra ra C and KB Bro Ro solo though Shaheed stay free Dougie find heat where the cake be Yung Ike all night with that boy Pete
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Happy Pharell Williams
It might seem crazy what I’m about to say Sunshine she’s here, you can take a break I’m a hot air balloon that could go to space With the air, like I don’t care baby by the way
Because I’m happy Clap along if you feel like a room without a roof Because I’m happy Clap along if you feel l ike happiness is the truth Because I’m happy Clap along if you know what happiness is to you Because I’m happy Clap along if you feel like that’s what you wanna do Here come bad news, talking this and that, Well, give me all you got, and don’t hold it back Well, I should probably warn you, I’ll be just fine, No offense to you, don’t waste your time Here’s why Bring me down Can’t nothing Bring me down My level’s too high Bring me down Can’t nothing Bring me down Bring me down Can’t nothing Bring me down My level’s too high Bring me down Can’t nothing Bring me down
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I am Not Afraid Owen Pallett
“I am not afraid,” he said “Of the non-believer within me No delight at the pain of my enemies No tears for any friends I have lost” “You are not alone,” I said It is a trial to keep my belief suspended I leave my violin unattended In a cab or a restaurant And then when he started to sing Nobody could’ve called them crazy Open chord forever unchanging Holy eternal drone I’ll never have any children I’d bear them and eat them, my children I’m gonna change my body In the light and the shadow of suspicion I am no longer afraid The truth doesn’t terrify us, terrify us My salvation is found in discipline, in discipline I haven’t had a smoke in years But I will catch a drag if you are smoking They told me to chew on a toothpick They told me to take a deep breath What is better is to punch a wall To bin the boxes of your old love letters To be impassive to the words that could save you To need to see the world as ash And I’ll never have any children I would bear them and confuse them, my children And I’m not at all afraid of changing But I don’t know what good it would do me I am no longer afraid The truth doesn’t terrify us, terrify us My salvation is found in discipline, in discipline
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I’m Not Part of Me Cloud Nothings
It starts right now, there’s a way I was before But I can’t recall how I was those days, anymore I’m learning how to be here and nowhere else How to focus on what I can do myself I’m not telling you all I’m going through I’m not telling you all I’m going through I’m not telling you all I’m going through I feel fine, but I’m not telling you all I’m going through I’m not telling you all I’m going through I’m not telling you all I’m going through I feel fine and... Leave it all to memory of what we did when we were young and, now you could just leave me on my own I’m moving toward a new idea, you’re not what I really needed Now you could just leave me on my own, but... I’m not, I’m not you You’re a part of me, you’re a part of me It’s over now, there’s a way I was before But I can’t recall how I was those days, anymore
You’re the thought that’s haunting me You’re, you’re the thought that’s haunting You’re the thought that’s haunting me You’re, you’re the thought that’s haunting me You’re, you’re the thought that’s haunting me You’re the thought that’s haunting
I’m learning how to be here and nowhere else How to focus on what I can do myself You’re the thought that’s haunting You’re the thought that’s haunting me You’re the thought that’s haunting You’re, you’re the thought that’s haunting You’re the thought that’s haunting me You’re the thought that’s haunting me
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Instant Disassembly Parquet Courts
Mamasita, catch me now as I sink Into darkness I thought to be extinct Chilled my eyeballs as the curtains were torn And shed a light so bright Shining like the day I was born Mamasita, take from me what I stole Oh, I get a look from you that strips me To a blank page in my soul Like the left open window ignored It cuts to my core when I see you cry Mamasita, I’ve prepared my defense Flawed as ever in the drunkest tense Kept repeating, kept repeating myself In my native tongue the parlance of problem itself Mamasita, hold me now as I ache She’s got a real firm grip and she’s rockin’ Trying to shake me awake Turn on the white noise murmur of the AM band And the last classic rock band’s last solid record creeps in A call out of the blue from an old, old friend Instant, instant disassembly Mamasita, into pieces I fall Oh, you did your heart no favors Darling, when you taught me to crawl Don’t beseech me for the answers you seek Oh, I kept explaining that I was too tired To continue to speak Mamasita, hear me now I insist Oh, you’ve got to trust me when I say Long for something better than this Kept repeating, kept repeating myself There’s nothing left to dismantle The house it just collapsed on itself
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Instant, instant disassembly Mamasita, tie me loose as I flee Oh, it seems that you’ve got a spotlight Cast on the dark side of me I feel a pain so acute like I’m being impaled And I can’t breathe, can’t breathe, it’s hard to inhale And it’s worth repeating I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe It’s hard to inhale yeah I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe It’s hard to inhale, yeah I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe It’s hard to inhale yeah When you’re near I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe It’s hard to inhale, yeah...
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I See You The Horrors
Through the summer, you can breathe the air Rest forever cause there’s nothing else See the way the valley starts to grow Every movement seems to be for you I can see your future in it I can see it there, I can see your future in it, I can see it there
I see you I see you I see you I see you And all the things you might do, All the things you might do, All the things you might do I see you I see you Through the summer, you will soon forget Days get longer but the sun still sets You’re so fair while love is yours to choose Life is fragile, don’t you let it go I can see your future in it I can see it there, I can see your future in it, I can see it there I see you I see you I see you I see you And all the things you might do, All the things you might do, All the things you might do, I see you I see you
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Johnny & Mary Todd Tierje
Johnny’s always running around Trying to find certainty He needs all the world to confirm That he ain’t lonely Mary counts the walls, Knows he tires easily Johnny thinks the world would be right If it could buy truth from him Mary says he changes his mind More than a woman But she made her bed Even when the chance was slim Running around Running around Johnny says he’s willing to learn When he decides he’s a fool Johnny says he’d live anywhere When he earns the time Mary combs her hair Says she should be used to it Mary always hedges her bets, She never knows what to think She says that he still acts like he’s Being discovered Scared that he’ll be caught Without a second thought Johnny feels he’s wasting his breath Trying to talk sense to her Mary says he’s lacking a Real sense of proportion So she combs her hair Knows he tires easily Johnny’s always running around Trying to find certainty He needs all the world to confirm That he ain’t lonely Mary counts the walls Says she should be used to it
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Johnny’s always running around, running around..
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Left Hand Free Alt-J
Ain’t shady baby I’m hot like the prodigal son Pick a petal, eeny meeny miny mo And flower, you’re the chosen one Well your left hand’s free And your right’s in grip With another left hand Watch his right hand slip Towards his gun Oh no I tackle, we tussle And oh my days we’re rolling My right hand’s gripped on his Colt single action army Oh no Well your left hand’s free And your right’s in grip With another left hand Watch his right hand slip Towards his gun Oh no N-E-O OMG Gee whiz, girl, you’re the one for me Though your man is bigger than I am All oh my days he disagrees Oh no Well, my left hand’s free Oh no Ain’t shady baby I’m hot like the prodigal son Pick a petal, eeny meeny miny mo And flower, you’re the chosen one Well, your left hand’s free Well, my left hand’s free Oh no
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Life of Sin Sturgill Simpson
Lately things have been a little complicated Quality of life has got me down Sex is cheap and talk is overrated And the boys and me, still working on the sound A little happiness, a little love, was all I wanted Sure as Hell thought I’d found it, but I was wrong She left my heart feeling taunted, and my memories all haunted But it’s her I have to thank for all my songs So every day I’m smoking my brain hazy All I can do to keep from going crazy But the paranoia is slowly creeping in I keep drinking myself silly Only way for this hillbilly And I thank God for this here life of sin Every morning when I rise I look in the mirror and despise The sight of everything, and all that I’ve become The level of my medicating some might find intimidating But that’s alright, cause’ it don’t bother me none
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The Lord’s Favorite Iceage
You’re probably the only one, though it is hard to admit That can save me And I never liked to ask for a helping hand, But I do now I look into your eyes This hard, bewildered stare Part of me wants to hurt you Tear in your hair But I don’t do that now A naive, open wounded exchange of stories that transforms us Here, but I think I am the only one breathing on this planet tonight The cheap sweat smothered makeup Makes her face look as if dissolving Yet full of grace Here in the darkness now One-hundred Euro wine I do believe in heaven and I do believe its time, Yes its time now Five inch white high heels I do believe in heaven and I do believe its real And its okay now Vast scarlet leisure Immense blood pressure Scatterbrained love lecture Come here and be gorgeous for me now After all I think it’s evident that I am God’s favorite one And now is the time I should have whatever I desire I look into your eyes Staring back at mine Part of me wants to hurt you
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Tear in your hair But I don’t do that now One-hundred Euro wine I do believe in heaven and I do believe its time, Faceless company It don’t matter much to me Five inch white high heels I do believe in heaven, and I do believe its real Dreamlike mirage haze I’m positively God’s favorite one Favorite one Favorite one Favorite one I do believe I’m the lord’s favorite one
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Low Key Tweedy
I wanna let it be known Ever since I was young I’ve always been a refugee Always very high strung I’ve always been low key Just let the record show No I won’t jump for joy, I don’t If I get excited nobody knows Oh, but I’m gonna love you the same I’ll always be your fool And when it looks like I don’t care I’m just playing it cool I know, I won’t jump for joy, I don’t If I get excited, no one will know, no one will know Oh, I’ve always been low key Oh you know me I’ve always been low key You know me No I won’t jump for joy, I don’t If I get excited nobody knows Oh, but I’m gonna love you the same I’ll always be your fool And when it looks like I don’t care I’m just playing it cool No, I won’t jump for joy, I don’t When I get excited, nobody knows
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Man of the Year Schoolboy Q
Bruh, I see, girls everywhere Titty, ass, hands in the air, it’s a party over here Shake it for the man of the year Uh, man of the year, man of the... bounce Home of the party and the trees Sunny land of the G’s, please let a nigga breathe Tank top top down for the breeze Burnt lips, got a blunt full of weed, peace, love, enemies Nigga I ain’t come for the beef You ain’t know she came for the skeet? Got pipe for the cheeks Nigga, I’m the life of the beat Fuck that, this year gotta eat, bounce for the crown You be hating and I still hold it down When you round man the girls never lounge, man I heard you a hound Bruh, man, that bitch need a pound Tip-tip-tip bounce out her gown, hands high to the sound Uh, yeah, I’m the rich nigga now Bitch, I’m the talk of the town, make a bitch run her mouth Go south for the boy Pop down to the floor... bounce
I see hands in the crowds See whites, blacks blazing a pound, jumping around Tits, ass bump out her gown Bounce from the ground, hype for the sound This verse straight from the morgue Pop down from the floor... bounce
Home of the slanging on the curb Weed cards every corner sell herb, what’s a fly to a bird? Nigga, I could pitch you a curb Let this real shit occur, make mills from a verb Nigga cop a crib in the burbs, nigga You ain’t said nothing but a word, smoke something for ya nerve Home of the paid on the first Then nigga going broke by the third, bounce for the crown Fast forward getting real tell me now Every dog need a cat to meow, every once in a while
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More than any other Day Ought
We’re sinking deeper, We feel like We’re sinking deeper,
We’re all, all, all the fucking— Well today, together, today, together, today, together, today, together
We feel like We’re sinking deeper,
We’re all, all, all the fucking same
And sinking deeper, And sinking deeper , And sinking deeper.. The name of this song is “Today More Than Any Other Day” Parts 4 through 43, so open up your textbooks or a magazine Or a novel; any kind of reading material will do Okay, here we go One, two, three! Well, today, more than any other day, I am excited to feel the milk of human kindness And today, more than any other day, I am excited to go grocery shopping And today, more than any other day, I am prepared to make a decision between 2% and whole milk And today, more than any other day, I look into the eyes of the old man across from me on the train and say “Hey, everything’s gonna be okay!” Does the radio play but hey, it’s okay Because today, more than any other day, I am the center of everything, and it’s playing just for me And everything is gonna be okay, together, today, together, today, together, okay, together We’re all, all, all the fucking— Well today, together, today, together, today, together, today, together
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Murmurs Hundred Waters
I wish you… I wish you would see what I see Lead a lead a light of thee You used to use to see How you only only need To blow them out Yesterday was your birthday Happy birthday 200 candles A liar, a scandal A fire through the roof When I called you Were you there? Were you there? Were you ever alive? I wish I could see what you see Silly, silly, silly me I used to use to see Now our only light Is blowing out
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Never Catch Me Flying Lotus
I can see the darkness in me, and it’s quite amazing Life and death is no mystery and I wanna taste it Step inside of my mind and you’ll find curiosity, animosity High philosophy, hyper prophesied meditation Reminisce on my wonder years and I wonder here Sentiments of my words ain’t been so sincere The sentiment of my nerves that I just persevere The big thought of fallin’ off disappeared to my fate They say that Heaven’s real Analyze my demise, I say I’m super anxious Recognize I deprive this fear, and then embrace it
Ain’t no blood pumpin’ no fear, I got hope inside of my bones This that life beyond your own life, this ain’t physical for mankind This that out-of-body experience, no coincidence you been died Bitch, you’re dead! Say you will never ever catch me, no, no, no Say you will never ever catch me, no, no, no Say you will never ever catch me, no, no, no Say you will never ever catch me, no, no, no
Vandalizing these walls only if they could talk Conversations won’t contemplate to my dark thoughts Lookin’ down on my soul now, tell me I’m in control now Tell me I can live long, and I can live wrong and I can live right And I can sing song and I can unite the youth that I love Youth that I like look at my life and tell me I fight This that final destination, this that find some information This that find some inspiration, this that crack, the installation This that quantum jump and that fist pump and that bomb detonation Please don’t bomb my nation, embalming fluid waiting I got mind control when I’m here, you gon’ hate me when I’m gone
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New Dorp, New York Sbtrkt
My girl got a minimum Keep it stuck right there ‘til the number comes Leave a smooth operator lookin’ like a bum
My girl’s got a city to run Got the key to the kingdom where the money’s from Never seen the color yellow, never seen the sun (And he thinks I’m the negative one) Flags flappin’ in Manhattan New Dorp, New York Gargoyles gargling oil Peak of the empire, top of the rock My girl’s got a little schtick Keep you cooped up in the kitchen while you feed the kid Keep you waitin’ in the winter while the taxi ticks My girl got a limousine, Got a full time job just to keep it clean, Got a speaker in the trunk, you know it weighs a ton (You think I’m the negative one) New Dorp, New York Late nights and black Israelites White women singing under diner lights Baseball bats that never hit home runs I got a baseball bat, never hit home runs My girl’s got a city to run
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No Mediocre T.I.
All I fuck bad bitches, I don’t want no mediocre ho Don’t want no mediocre, I don’t want no mediocre, no! Bad bitches only, ain’t no mediocre ho Don’t want no mediocre, I won’t hit no mediocre, yeah Bad bitch stuntin’ on them mediocre hoes On them mediocre, you stunt on them mediocre Seven bitches with me, and ain’t none of them mediocre From they head to they toes, they so far from mediocre Right hand in the air, I solemnly swear I never fuck a bitch if she don’t do her hair, no more You won’t get no dick if it’s a bush down there Girl, I should see nothing but pussy when I look down there Hey, come fuck with a nigga, what better to do? He call and ask how you doin, tell him “Better than you,” yeah I’m kicked back with four pieces like a Kit Kat Me fucking if you ain’t a dime, just forget that Pretty face, fat ass, if she don’t have Have one of these, well, I think I’ll pass I just handed her the keys to a new drop Jag When she took it, I took it back You shoulda asked for a Benz, that’s mediocre bitch! Heard he want to lay it down on Iggy Iggy Gave it to him twice, now he want a 3, Mike Bibby diva But I need a bad boy, rest in peace, Whitney Pardon me but I don’t think none of these bitches fucking with me Want a billboard bitch? Stop running in place Heels on me saying gimme 6 inches of space
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Courtside, while designer frames cover my face Now everybody in the game wanna get ‘em a taste I’m still Grand Hustle first lady, fuck you pay me Bet he won’t go 12 rounds with the million dollar baby I can change your life quick, stop playing with me And if you ain’t talking money what you saying to me? I’m in Brazil with a bitch Catch me in a mansion in the hills with a bitch Get her out them tennis shoes, throw some heels on a bitch I’m the type of nigga split a mil with a bitch Hold up, only if she bad though Out here trying to find someone that better than my last ho Take her to my castle, drown her in my cash flow Say your dick so little she can fit it in her asshole Told me she can’t ride this shit no further than a cab go Said I got that don dick, she wanna be my tutor So she give me brain, getting head on the scooter Had sex on the beach from Bermuda up to Cuba I done fucked a lot of dimes, but I’m looking for a cuter bitch You the shit, what she say when she got to sit When I ain’t around, give a damn who you do it with Super thick, pretty face, ménage à veinte 20 at the same time, wanna get ya rent paid?
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One of the Guys Jenny Lewis
All our friends, they’re gettin’ on But the girls are still staying young If I get caught being rude in a conversation With a child bride on a summer vacation No matter how hard I try, to be just one of the guys There’s a little something inside that won’t let me No matter how hard I try to have an open mind There’s a little something inside, that prevents me It’s how I live. You got me here, Locked in this bathroom full of tears.. And I have begged for you and I have borrowed, But I’ve been the only sister to my own sorrow No matter how hard I try to be just one of the guys There’s a little something inside that won’t let me No matter how hard I try, to have an open mind There’s a little clock inside that keeps tickin’ There’s only one difference between you and me When I look at myself, all I can see: I’m just another lady without a baby No matter how hard I try, to be just one of the guys There’s a little something inside that won’t let me No matter how hard I try to have an open mind There’s a little cop inside that prevents me I’m not gonna break for you I’m not gonna pray for you I’m not gonna pay for you That’s not what ladies do
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Only Lord Knows Ty Dolla $ign
Last week I fucked 5 bitches, don’t remember one name She wanna know more, I want one thing Had her drinking and smoking on the tour bus Last year I remember they ignored us She used to fuck with A$AP Too $hort said he know the bitch from way back These groupie hoes ain’t got no morals Where that pussy goes only lord knows
Shawty asked you my name, baby, I’m the Boss Shawty gave me that pussy, she mad I told my dogs Never question my people, you see, they roll with me Don’t matter paper no swisher, my niggas smoke with me Crack house flow, I got a mean buzz
Only lord knows, lord knows How’d I make it out of nothing, only lord knows Why these niggas stay fronting, only lord knows Oooh lord knows, lord knows Is you really who you say only lord knows Why they so fake, only lord knows
Mai tai’s looking how we dress our rings up, Ain’t no love for no nigga that’s going uphill What’s real? Ghostwrite another book deal
Giving hoes game, real shit they gon’ remember I tried to see the Mustang, it don’t drop ‘til December And that’s what they told me, pussy don’t control me Money don’t define me, it help these hoes find me I wonder if she wanna smoke and sit in the jacuzzi And can I trust you to make my orange & carrot smoothie And would you get mad if I looked at a girl booty? I just wanna know, I just wanna know
Whole squad getting checks, you’ll never know that feeling All my niggas tatted on me worth a hundred million Never tit for tat, I’d rather send the tank You on breaking news, when I break the bank When I break the bank, when I break the bank
Get the rag top, hit the drug spot, buy a sack Then hit the club, who was that? Where you find her at? Bad little motherfucker, met her up at Starbucks Or maybe that was Coffee Bean, shit, I was starstruck.. I really don’t remember
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Text, call hoes, Facebook up in the city Nicky Barnes taking selfies, why you standing wit’ ‘em?
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Out of the Dark Mr. Twin Sister
A place that someone knew, A little city, Red lights Beam up our way, wish upon a star Out of the dark, it’s someone new A thrill, mesmerized A smile, behind her hands Seeing other girls The lip stick, the tiny skirts Blow them a kiss I am a women but inside I’m a man And I want to be as gay as I can A thrill, mesmerized A smile, behind her hands Seeing other boys The lip stick, the tiny skirts Blow them a kiss
A place that someone knew A little city Street tunnel Beam up our way, wish upon a star Out of the dark, it’s someone new Whatever happen to poor dear me? Never see that face again I don’t want to leave No one wants to leave Funny how things have to end Whatever happen to poor dear mee? Never see that face again I don’t want to leave No one wants to leave Funny how things have to end You’re pushing on my identity How much longer do I need to be, This version of me?
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Queen Perfume Genius
Don’t you know your queen?
Whipped Heaving Flower bloom at my feet Don’t you know your queen?
Cracked Peelin’ Riddled with disease Don’t you know me No family is safe, When I sashay Don’t you know your queen? Gleaming Wrapped in golden leaf Don’t you know me? Rank Ragged Skin sewn on sheets Casing the barracks For an ass to break and harness Into the fold Marry No family is safe, When I sashay
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Red Eyes The War on Drugs
Come and see Where are we This everything On my knees To beat it down To get to my soul I guessed my way Anyone can tell it’s you coming But baby, don’t mind Leave it on a lie Leave it your own way Come and ride away It’s easier to stick to the earth Surrounded by the night Surrounded by the night And you don’t go home But you abuse my faith Losing every time, but I don’t know where You’re on my side again So ride the key wherever it goes I’ll be the one, I can’t, whoo! You’re all I’ve got to wait You’re running in the dark When I come to my soul Try and see it through the dark It’s coming my way Well we won’t get lost inside again babe Am I right? no one sees you, anyone, around here waiting They don’t mind, they don’t hear; I hear For the best way, oh, you’re mine, against it I would keep you here, but I can’t Oh, I am trying to see the right, right way, And I don’t see it anywhere I go, yeah... woo! She’s on my side again The easy way I come to my soul
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Walking in the downtown Talk to my soul They won’t get lost inside again On my way I can see it the darkness coming my way Well we’re here Don’t get lost inside Yeah you won’t get lost inside at all You’re on my way
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Salad Days Marc DeMarco
As I’m getting older, chip up on my shoulder Rolling through life, to roll over and die Missing Hippie Jon, salad days are gone Remembering things just to tell ‘em so long Oh mama, actin’ like my life’s already over Oh dear, act your age and try another year Always feeling tired, smiling when required Write another year off and kindly resign Salad days are gone, missing Hippie Jon Remember the days just to tell ‘em so long Oh mama, actin’ like my life’s already over Oh dear, act your age and try another year
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Shake it Off Taylor Swift
I stay up too late, got nothing in my brain That’s what people say, that’s what people say I go on too many dates, but I can’t make ‘em stay At least that’s what people say, that’s what people say But I keep cruising, can’t stop, won’t stop moving It’s like I got this music in my body, and it’s gonna be alright ‘Cause the players gonna play, play, play, play, play And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate Baby, I’m just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake I shake it off, I shake it off Heartbreakers gonna break, break, break, break, break And the fakers gonna fake, fake, fake, fake, fake Baby, I’m just gonna shake shake, shake, shake, shake I shake it off, I shake it off I’ll never miss a beat, I’m lightning on my feet And that’s what they don’t see, that’s what they don’t see I’m dancing on my own, I’ll make the moves up as I go, And that’s what they don’t know, that’s what they don’t know but I keep cruising, can’t stop, won’t stop grooving It’s like I got this music in my body, saying it’s gonna be alright
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‘Cause the players gonna play, play, play, play, play And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate Baby, I’m just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake I shake it off, I shake it off Heartbreakers gonna break, break, break, break, break And the fakers gonna fake, fake, fake, fake, fake Baby, I’m just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake I shake it off, I shake it off I, I shake it off, I shake it off I, I shake it off, I shake it off Hey, hey, hey, just think while you’ve been getting down and out about the liars and dirty, dirty cheats in the world, you could have been getting down to this sick beat My ex-man brought his new girlfriend She’s like “oh my God”, but I’m just gonna shake it And to the fella over there with the hella good hair Won’t you come on over, baby, we can shake, shake, shake ‘Cause the players gonna play, play, play, play, play And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate Baby, I’m just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake I shake it off, I shake it off Heartbreakers gonna break, break, break, break, break And the fakers gonna fake, fake, fake, fake, fake
Baby, I’m just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake I, I shake it off, I shake it off I, I shake it off, I shake it off
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Shot You Down Isaiah Rashad
I take a drag at the square, I feel anxious, spit dangerous As the verbal appears, it’s ing my perspective Beer goggle and fear, role model so hollow Shadow adolescence and a gaggle of them bitches Road to the riches still paved with the ditches Get caught up in the hype, your career is for a night I ain’t these other niggas, cause these niggas is fake They ain’t popping shot, these niggas is Papa Doc If I ain’t let the shine beam me up, then I’m riding Spock No crying ‘til I’m in a pine box I got the bitches hitting Mikey like where Zay at? Probably fucking on her friend, probably L.A. at Probably plotting on a mil’, staying well fed Bitch don’t run your mouth, we don’t play that Momma taught me better, can’t count on niggas Can’t count on weather, go figure nigga They ain’t worried ‘bout this cheddar Them niggas just sky diving in my propellers, I don’t feel ‘em Ain’t tryna be no freshman, I’m chilling Cause they’ll bring a knife to the fight, and I’ll kill ‘em Me and my niggas is hungry, we’re willing To bring a little ho to the party and Meek Mill ‘em I feel like talking my shit Come in the house, acting friendly, you can suck my dick!
You just D goods We don’t wanna hear that weak shit, nigga speak up Rocking old flows corn rows and a beeper You niggas hoes, you niggas hoes and I ain’t even tripping Cause we’ll be laughing to the bank and riding by these niggas Mikey bring that mink with your low body Bentley Put the hood in the fucking trunk and bring the party with me I came, I saw, I conquered, I shot you down Your brain no have no conscious, what you do now? I came, I saw, I conquered, I shot you down I bang, I bang, I blocka, what you do now? No bitch-ass rappers, I shot you down No sensitive niggas, I shot you down No bitch-ass rappers, I shot you down No Hypebeast pussies, what you do now? I came, I saw, I conquered, I shot you down Your brain no have no conscious, don’t make a sound I came, I saw, I conquered, what you do now? Your brain no have no conscious, what you do? Don’t make a sound, bitch
I’m praying for some good rappers and a fleetwood Why I gotta bring my A game?
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Shriek Wye Oak
In the sea of the night I was preserved Kiss the meaning goodbye If you’re wondering And a key which would be now going Throughout the bay When I see it, will I will I know? I fear no information I’m following how it seems In the present dreams and I need more Of the world, speak of speak of Moon so full is your reflection Come and see how it means This present seems invaluable How the spruce of the night You will outlast The illusory gaze And its wandering And a freedom of a certainty Cell in your brain When I see it, will I will I know? I fear no information I’m following how it seems In the present dreams and I need more Of the words, speak of speak of Bowl so full is your affection Come and see how it means This present seems invaluable
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Slow Leonard Cohen
I’m slowing down the tune I’ve never liked it fast You wanna get there soon I wanna get there last It’s not because I’m old It’s not the life I led I always liked it slow That’s what my mamma said I’m lacing up my shoes But I don’t want to run I’ll get there when i do Don’t need no starting gun It’s not because I’m old And it’s not what dying does I’ve always liked it slow Slow is in my blood I’ve always like it slow I never liked it fast With you it’s got to go With me it’s got to last It’s not because I’m old It’s not because I’m dead I’ve always liked it slow That’s what my mama said All your moves are swift All your turns are tight Let me catch my breath I thought we had all night I like to take my time I like to linger as it flies A weekend on your lips A lifetime in your eyes I’ve always like it slow I never liked it fast With you it’s got to go With me it’s got to last It’s not because I’m old It’s not the life I led I’ve always like it slow That’s what my mamma said
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I’m slowing down the tune I’ve never liked it fast You wanna get there soon I wanna get there last So, baby let me go You’re wanted back in town In case they want to know I’m just trying to slow down
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Small Town Heroes Small Town Heroes
She was the queen She got all her drugs for free She walked up to her daddy’s door He said, “You don’t live here anymore” She wanted love, wanted love Oh, but she just couldn’t get enough
And my man, he wanders ‘round He lets all those young women down And they say, ‘Baby, oh, can’t you stay?” And he says, “Darling, already on my way” They wanted love, wanted love Oh, but they just couldn’t get enough Well, all these people and all these things What’s the point in a wedding ring? We might not be here when next year comes You better watch your back and carry a gun Baby girl, where did you go? I threw you out where the cold wind blows Are you in Vidalia with your no-good mom? Just couldn’t watch you stick it in your arm I wanted love, wanted love Oh, but I just couldn’t give enough From the boogie-down to Bowling Green I rode the night train to infinity I tempted fate and I acted smart I grew some callous on my heart I wanted love, wanted love Oh, but I just couldn’t give enough, enough Well, all these places, and all these towns What’s the point in settling down? We might not be here when next year comes You better live it like you’re on the run
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Talking Backwards Real Estate
We can talk for hours And the line is still engaged We’re not getting any closer You’re too many miles away And I might as well be talking backwards Am I making any sense to you And the only thing that really matters Is the one thing I can’t seem to do When the night was over And the field was lit up bright And I walked home with you Nothing I said came out right And I might as well be talking backwards Am I making any sense to you And the only thing that really matters Is the one thing I can’t seem to Make sense of this dream It’s the one thing I can’t seem to do
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Townie Mitski
There’s a party and we’re all going And we’re all growing up Somebody’s driving and he will be drinking And no one’s going back Cause we’ve tried hungry and we’ve tried full, and nothing seems enough So tonight, tonight The boys are gonna go for More, more, more And I want a love that falls as fast As a body from the balcony and I want a kiss like my heart is hitting the ground I’m holding my breath with a baseball bat, though I don’t know what I’m waiting for, I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be Smell that, it’s wet grass, and smoke in my hair, I think I’ve had enough But he wants a finale, and I came prepared And we’re not going back And I’ve tried sharing, and I’ve tried caring And I’ve tried putting out But the boys boys boys keep coming on for More more more, And change, change, change is gonna come, but when when when?
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Transgender Dysphoria Blues Against Me!
Your tells are so obvious, Shoulders too broad for a girl. It keeps you reminded, Helps you remember where you come from.
You want them to see you Like they see every other girl. They just see a faggot. They’ll hold their breath not to catch the sick.
You want them to notice, The ragged ends of your summer dress. You want them to see you Like they see every other girl. They just see a faggot. They’ll hold their breath not to catch the sick.
Rough surf on the coast I wish I could’ve spent the whole day alone Rough surf on the coast I wish I could’ve spent the whole day alone Rough surf on the coast I wish I could’ve spent the whole day alone With you, With you.
Rough surf on the coast, I wish I could’ve spent the whole day alone Rough surf on the coast, I wish I could’ve spent the whole day alone Rough surf on the coast, I wish I could’ve spent the whole day alone With you, With you. You’ve got no cunt in your strut. You’ve got no hips to shake. And you know it’s obvious, But we can’t choose how we’re made.
You want them to notice, The ragged ends of your summer dress. You want them to see you Like they see every other girl. They just see a faggot. They’ll hold their breath not to catch the sick. Rough surf on the coast I wish I could’ve spent the whole day alone Rough surf on the coast I wish I could’ve spent the whole day alone Rough surf on the coast I wish I could’ve spent the whole day alone With you, With you. You want them to notice, The ragged ends of your summer dress.
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Turn Down For What DJ Snake feat. Lil Jon
Fire up that loud Another round of shots... Turn down for what? Fire up that loud Another round of shots... Turn down for what? Fire up that loud Another round of shots Fire up that loud Another round of shots Fire up that loud Another round of shots Fire up that loud Another round of shots Turn down for what?
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Violent Shiver Benjamin Booker
Where I’m goin’, I’ll go in Where I’m goin’, I never know... Into the fire, half heart, you appoint me lover With a cord around your neck Can I ever love her? You try your best to just stay sane I try to placate with no shame Exhale out, breath in Mark return to sender Fucking up on a five-year bender I can only trust, only believe That our pleas will be the same We found a way We found a way We found a way, a way We found a way What she’s knowing, I’m knowing What she’s knowing, I’ll never know Tearing it up Go now across the mighty river All the way to your father’s pillar Make a mark for me in the stone Where the weeds have overgrown Let’s go down, no talk, with a violent shiver Attack first you always deliver If I go down with a gun to my head Just remember what I said We found a way We found a way We found a way, a way We found a way
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Who Do You Love? YG
I‘m that nigga with the plugs I’m the nigga who got homies that be sellin’ drugs I’m the nigga on the back street With the fat heat, niggas better run like athletes I’m that nigga, I’m that nigga My Bank of America account got six figures I’m that nigga on the block Police pull up, I’m tryna stash the Glock You that nigga on the low-low You’re the nigga, you’re the one that be talkin’ to the po-pos Porsche sittin’ on Forgi’s Niggas can’t afford these The Panamera shittin’ on the 9-11 I call my homies, not 911 I’m the nigga with the juice But I’ll never do my nigga like Pac did Q Bitch, who do you love? Bitch, who do you love?
my soldiers straight Had to leave my nigga, homie got an open case But I’m big on the west like I’m big in the south So we gon’ pay some people off, we gon’ figure it out And my name too big, and my gang too big Young Money shit, me and Lil Wayne too big I’mma crush that ass even if it ain’t too big I would pinky swear but my pinky ring too big Wassup I’m that nigga, I’m that nigga Bank of America account got six figures I’m that nigga on the block With the fat heat; run like athletes I’m that nigga, I’m that nigga Bank of America account got six figures I’m that nigga on the block
Champagne I got a shorty name Texas Syn She got a buddy named Young JB and now you know the deal We turnt up in the studio late night That’s why the songs that you hear are comin’ real tight OVO crew, nigga, thought I told you If you a player in the game, this should hold you And man shout my nigga Game he just rolled through
Nigga we straight and we hood Ain’t nobody ever gave us shit When you see us shinin’ it’s because we steady grindin’ We stay paper chasin’ Separatin’ the real from the fake The fake from the real We livin’ to die and dyin’ to live! Nigga, that’s why we got so many women I’m tryna go deep, hit them asscheeks Bust them guts, make her cum Bitch, you know the game! Ain’t a motherfuckin’ thing change! Bitch! Who do you love!?
Eatin’ crab out in Malibu at Nobu A lot of fools puttin’ salt in the game Until these women get the notion that they runnin’ the game They got money that they jumpin’ on the pole to make Did the motto, took a flight to the golden state I’m the general, just makin’ sure
Ay, hold up! I done lost too many homies in these past couple years. This shit crazy! Rest in peace, my nigga CJ Mack. Rest in peace, my nigga Cedar Block Frog though Rest in peace, my nigga Tiny M. And last but not least, rest in peace, my nigga Big Aaron
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Without a Face LucLuc
Paint a picture play around Look at us, we’re upside down Dazzling colors fill the page Who could guess you are your age? All the rooms are out of place There’s me without a face Oh you like to write about it In your prettiest disguise What a big smile, what a frown You’re dancing and jumping like a clown You choose the best string to pull on Then we move about to your song Maybe fall down to your knees In a world of make believe Oh you like to pine about it So incensed, so enraged Your words fall down like water Spilling off the page Oh you like to pine about it In your prettiest disguise And words fall down like water Spilling from your eyes
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Bang Bang Jessie J
She got a body like an hour glass, But I can give it to you all the time She got a booty like a Cadillac, But I can send you into overdrive You’ve been waiting for that... Step on up swing your bat See anybody could be bad to you, You need a good girl to blow your mind, yeah Bang bang into the room, I know ya want it Bang bang all over you, I’ll let ya have it Wait a minute, lemme take you there Wait a minute till ya Bang bang there goes your heart, I know ya want it Back, back seat of my car, I’ll let ya have it Wait a minute lemme, take you there Wait a minute till ya She might’ve let you hold her hand in school But I’m a show you how to graduate No, I don’t need to hear you talk the talk Just come and show me what your momma gave ya Okay you’ve got a very big mouth, but don’t say a thing See anybody could be good to you, You need a bad girl to blow your mind Bang bang into the room, I know ya want it Bang bang all over you, I’ll let ya have it Wait a minute, lemme take you there Wait a minute till ya -
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Bang bang there goes your heart, I know ya want it Back, back seat of my car, I’ll let ya have it Wait a minute lemme take you there Wait a minute till ya You know what, girls? Let me show you how to do, It’s Myx Moscato, It’s friends in the bottle It’s Nicki full throttle It’s all, all Swimming in the grotto We winning in the lotto We dipping in the pot of blue pho-to Kidding so good This drippin’ on wood Get a ride in the engine that could go Batman Robin it bang, bang, cocking it Queen Nicki dominate, prominate It’s me, Jessie, and Ari If they test me they sorry Riders umph like Harley Then pull off in this Ferrari If he hangin’ we bangin’ Phone rangin’, he slangin’ It ain’t karaoke night but get the mic ‘cause I’m singing B to da’ A to da’ N to da’ G to da B to da’ A to da’ N to da’ G to da -
Wait a minute till ya Bang bang there goes your heart, I know ya want it Back, back seat of my car, I’ll let ya have it Wait a minute lemme take you there Wait a minute till ya Bang bang into the room, I know ya want it Bang bang all over you, I’ll let ya have it Yo, I said bang, bang, bang, bang, bang, bang Bang, bang, bang, bang, bang, bang, bang Bang bang there goes your heart, I know ya want it Back, back seat of my car, I’ll let ya have it Wait a minute lemme take you there, Wait a minute till ya -
See anybody could be good to you, You need a bad girl to blow your mind Bang bang into the room, I know ya want it Bang bang all over you, I’ll let ya have it Wait a minute, lemme take you there
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Blue Moon Beck
I’m so tired of being alone These penitent walls are all I’ve known The songbird calling Across the water Outside my silent asylum Oh, don’t leave me on my own Left me standing all alone So cut me down to size So I can fit inside Lies that will divide Us both in time See the turncoat on his knees The vagabond that no one sees When that moon stole your shadows You can’t save the ones you caught in battle Cut me down to size So I can fit inside Lies you tried to hide Behind your eyes Don’t leave me on my own, Don’t leave me on my own
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Boom Clap Charli XCX
You’re picture-perfect blue, Sunbathing under the moon Stars shining as your bones illuminate First kiss just like a drug Under your influence You take me over, you’re the magic in my veins This must be love! Boom clap, the sound of my heart The beat goes on and on and on and on Boom clap, you make me feel good Come on to me, come on to me now Boom clap, the sound of my heart The beat goes on and on and on and on Boom clap, you make me feel good Come on to me, come on to me now No silver or no gold Could dress me up so good You’re the glitter in the darkness of my world Just tell me what to do, I’ll fall right into you We’re going under cast the spell, just say the word I feel your love! You are the light and I will follow, You let me lose my shadow You are the sun, the glowing halo And you keep burning me up with all your love, oh Boom clap, the sound of my heart The beat goes on and on and on and on Boom clap, you make me feel good Come on to me, come on to me now Boom clap, the sound of my heart The beat goes on and on and on and on Boom clap, you make me feel good Come on to me, come on to me now
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Counting Stars One Republic
Lately I’ve been, I’ve been losing sleep Dreaming about the things that we could be But, baby I’ve been, I’ve been praying hard Said no more counting dollars, we’ll be counting stars Yeah, we’ll be counting stars I see this life like a swinging vine, Swing my heart across the line In my face is flashing signs, Seek it out and ye shall find. Old but I’m not that old Young but I’m not that bold And I don’t think the world is sold I’m just doing what we’re told And I feel something so right, by doing the wrong thing And I feel something so wrong, by doing the right thing I could lie, couldn’t I, couldn’t I? Every thing that kills me, makes me feel alive.
Old but, I’m not that old Young, but I’m not that bold And I don’t think the world is sold I’m just doing what we’re told And I feel something so wrong, by doing the right thing I could lie, couldn’t I, couldn’t I? Everything that drowns me, makes me wanna fly Lately I’ve been, I’ve been losing sleep Dreaming about the things that we could be But, baby I’ve been, I’ve been praying hard Said no more counting dollars, we’ll be counting stars Lately I’ve been, I’ve been losing sleep Dreaming about the things that we could be But, baby I’ve been, I’ve been praying hard Said no more counting dollars, we’ll be-we’ll be counting stars Oh, take that money watch it burn, Sing in the river the lessons I learned
Lately I’ve been, I’ve been losing sleep Dreaming about the things that we could be But, baby I’ve been, I’ve been praying hard Said no more counting dollars, we’ll be counting stars
Take that money watch it burn, Sing in the river the lessons I learned
Lately I’ve been, I’ve been losing sleep Dreaming about the things that we could be But, baby I’ve been, I’ve been praying hard Said no more counting dollars, we’ll be-we’ll be counting stars
Take that money watch it burn, Sing in the river the lessons I learned
I feel her love, And I feel it burn down this river every time Hope is our four-letter word, make that money watch it burn
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Take that money watch it burn, Sing in the river the lessons I learned
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive Lately I’ve been, I’ve been losing sleep Dreaming about the things that we could be But, baby I’ve been, I’ve been praying hard Said no more counting dollars, we’ll be counting stars
Lately I’ve been, I’ve been losing sleep Dreaming about the things that we could be But, baby I’ve been, I’ve been praying hard Said no more counting dollars, we’ll be-we’ll be counting stars Take that money watch it burn, Sing in the river the lessons I learned Take that money watch it burn, Sing in the river the lessons I learned Take that money watch it burn, Sing in the river the lessons I learned Take that money watch it burn, Sing in the river the lessons I learned
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Crave You Flight Facilities
Why can’t you want me like the other boys do? They stare at me while I stare at you Why can’t I keep you safe as my own? One moment I have you, the next you are gone Rehearsed steps on an empty stage, That boy’s got my heart in a silver cage Why can’t you want me like the other boys do? They stare at me while I crave you I walked into the room dripping in gold, Yeah, dripping in gold I walked into the room dripping in gold, Dripping in gold A wave of heads did turn, or so I’ve been told, or so I’ve been told My heart broke when I saw you kept your gaze controlled.. Oh, I cannot solve Why can’t you want me like the other boys do? They stare at me while I stare at you Why can’t I keep you safe as my own? One moment I have you the next you are gone Rehearsed steps on an empty stage That boy’s got my heart in a silver cage Why can’t you want me like the other boys do? They stare at me while I crave you It’s true, I crave you, crave you It’s true, I crave you
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Let’s just stop and think, before I lose face Surely I can’t fall, into a game of chase Around his little finger, that boy has got me curled I try to reach out, but he’s in his own world This boy’s got my head tied in knots with all his games I simply want him more, because he looks the other way Why can’t you want me like the other boys do? They stare at me while I stare at you Why can’t I keep you safe as my own? One moment I have you, the next you are gone Rehearsed steps on an empty stage That boy’s got my heart in a silver cage Why can’t you want me, like the other boys do? They stare at me while I crave you I am craving you.
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Dark Horse Katy Perry feat. Juicy J
Oh, no. Yeah, Ya’ll know what it is Katy Perry Juicy J, aha. Let’s rage. I knew you were You were gonna come to me And here you are But you better choose carefully ‘Cause I, I’m capable of anything, Of anything and everything Make me your Aphrodite, Make me your one and only But don’t make me your enemy, your enemy, your enemy So you wanna play with magic Boy, you should know what you’re falling for Baby do you dare to do this? Cause I’m coming at you like a dark horse Are you ready for, ready for A perfect storm, perfect storm Cause once you’re mine, once you’re mine There’s no going back Mark my words This love will make you levitate Like a bird, like a bird without a cage But down to earth If you choose to walk away, don’t walk away It’s in the palm of your hand now baby It’s a yes or no, no maybe So just be sure before you give it all to me All to me, give it all to me
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So you wanna play with magic Boy, you should know what you’re falling for Baby do you dare to do this? Cause I’m coming at you like a dark horse Are you ready for, ready for A perfect storm, perfect storm Cause once you’re mine, once you’re mine There’s no going back
Are you ready for, ready for, ready for A perfect storm, perfect storm, a perfect storm Cause once you’re mine, once you’re mine There’s no going back
She’s a beast I call her Karma, come back She eats your heart out Like Jeffrey Dahmer Be careful Try not to lead her on Shorty’s heart is on steroids Cause her love is so strong You may fall in love When you meet her If you get the chance you better keep her She’s sweet as pie but if you break her heart She’ll turn cold as a freezer That fairy tale ending with a knight in shining armor She can be my Sleeping Beauty I’m gon’ put her in a coma Damn I think I love her Shorty so bad, I’m sprung and I don’t care She ride me like a roller coaster Turned the bedroom into a fair Her love is like a drug I was tryna hit it and quit it But lil’ mama so dope I messed around and got addicted So you wanna play with magic Boy, you should know what you’re falling for, you should know Baby do you dare to do this? Cause I’m coming at you like a dark horse, like a dark horse
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Deeper Madlib & Freddie Gibs
Slammin’, half a thang of heroin in the bathroom Keep an AK and the backup, in the backroom Cook a meal clean and she suck me, like a vacuum Took a vacation to the county, I’ll be back soon Sent a couple zero’s, money on my J pay Payin’ off the CO’s, smokin’ on the gateway Word around the block, when I was locked She gave my thang away ‘Bout to have a baby with a nigga, that’s what they say.. Damn, well, please say, it ain’t so Took off the glove, say it’s love, when it ain’t though Her classmate was comin’ over, that was strange though.. Apparently the homework ain’t all he came for Maybe you stank ho, maybe that’s a bit mean Maybe you grew up, and I’m still living like I’m sixteen Like a child running wild in these sick streets Man, I put that bitch up on her feet, she cut a nigga deep. Damn, bitch, that’s why I treat these hoes the way I treat them That’s deeper than a motherfucker, baby You know what I’m saying? Uh Slammin’, smack it up and flip it, then I rub it down Zip it up and then I ship it, to another town
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Smoking hella weed, while me and Willie bust a couple pounds She used to like that type of shit, now we don’t fuck around Girl, you used to say them other niggas wasn’t hood enough, Got your lil degree, ow niggas from the hood ain’t good enough Bitch, you wasn’t trippin’ when that old school was pullin’ up You was short on ends at your college, who would put them up? Well, bitch, I’m out here puttin’ on I hope you feel the pain I’m feelin’, when you hear this song Don’t want a nigga that’s gon’ slang shit up in your home But you ran off and got engaged, man, that shit was wrong All to a nigga that don’t got nothin’ that I ain’t got Only difference is, he tryna be a fuckin’ astronaut Saw this pussy nigga when I walked up in the barber shop Green as a leaf, lookin’ sweet, that cut a nigga deep. Damn, so these type of niggas you fuck with now, baby? You know what I’m saying? Square ass motherfucker, you used to love a thug nigga
But leavin’ him, to be with me, ain’t part of our discussion Plus I’m on the road now, different color hoes now Layed back on the dope, I’m getting dollars off my shows now Bitches wanna tie me down, but I ain’t in that mode now Five years later, why you calling up my phone now? Uh, well, bitch, how you get the number? Like every other month, I’m switching up that motherfucker Back on the bus, I used to finger fuck her, singing Usher Down on my luck, and then she upped and left me for a sucker I reminisce on all the crazy shit we did You and me forever, shit we’d say when we was kids She say, I’m havin’ problems, and I pray that he forgive When he find out the baby ain’t his, that cut a nigga deep Damn, what the fuck? So, what you tryna say, baby? Baby ain’t his, whose is it?
I loved her and she loved him, so I never touched him She’s got his baby in the oven, so it’s mother fuck him Ain’t trippin’ cause you got a nigga, I just think you rushin’
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Don’t Ed Sheernan
I met this girl late last year She said, “Don’t you worry if I disappear.” I told her, I’m not really looking for another mistake I called an old friend thinking that the trouble would wait But then I jump right in A week later returned I reckon she was only looking for a lover to burn But I gave her my time for two or three nights Then I put it on pause ‘til the moment was right I went away for months until our paths crossed again She told me, “I was never looking for a friend.” Maybe you could swing by my room around 10:00 Baby, bring a lemon and a bottle of gin We’ll be in between the sheets ‘til the late AM Baby, if you wanted me then you should’ve just said She’s singing Don’t fuck with my love, That heart is so cold All over my home I don’t wanna know that babe, Don’t fuck with my love I told her she knows Take aim and reload I don’t wanna know that babe For a couple weeks I Only wanna see her We drink away the days with a take-away pizza Before a text message was the only way to reach her
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Now she’s staying at my place, and loves the way I treat her Singing out Aretha All over the track like a feature And never wants to sleep, I guess that I don’t want to either But me and her, we make money the same way Four cities, two planes the same day And those shows have never been what it’s about But maybe we’ll go together and just figure it out I’d rather put on a film with you and sit on the couch But we should get on a plane Or we’ll be missing it now Wish I’d have written it down The way that things played out When she was kissing him How? I was confused about She should figure it out while I’m sat here singing
And I never saw him as a threat Until you disappeared with him, to have sex of course It’s not like we were both on tour We were staying on the same fucking hotel floor And I wasn’t looking for a promise or commitment But it was never just fun, and I thought you were different This is not the way you realize what you wanted It’s a bit too much, too late if I’m honest All this time God knows I’m singing Don’t fuck with my love That heart is so cold All over my home I don’t wanna know that babe Don’t fuck with my love I told her she knows Take aim and reload I don’t wanna know that babe
Don’t fuck with my love That heart is so cold All over my home I don’t wanna know that babe Don’t fuck with my love I told her she knows Take aim and reload I don’t wanna know that babe Knock, knock, on my hotel door I don’t even know if she knows what for She was crying on my shoulder I already told ya Trust and respect is what we do this for I never intended to be next But you didn’t need to take him to bed, that’s all
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Do Not Disturb Teyana Taylor
So I got this feeling You and I need a moment I want you to love me babe Make me know it I need you to want me babe Come and show it Let me satisfy you tonight Go inside sit on my couch, oh I know what you like just sit back Let me ride, hear it all out, I want you right now Not another minute later, so come on Put your money where your mouth is Give you what you paid for, so come on I know it’s real how my body feels on yours, oh And I want to spend some time No answer sign on the door Oh no, please don’t disturb me, no Don’t, disturb no So I got this feeling That you and I need this moment I want you to touch me baby, Let me feel it I need you to hold me baby If you willing Like a copper I’m cuffin’ I’m coppin’ a feel Little mama got ass when she walk in them heels She love when I eat it, she making a meal Baby girl screaming I give her the pillow so no one could hear He biting my neck with my legs in the air Tell me you love me, then pull on my hair I like it rough, don’t be gentle my nigga It ain’t rocket science it’s simple my nigga Oh no, please don’t disturb me, no Don’t, disturb no
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Do You Spoon
I was on 45th I was half out of a bag Yeah I knew that you saw me You laughed when I looked back I thought I’d given up Now I didn’t feel so bad And then a shock went through me And then I walked right back Do you want to get understood? Do you want one thing or are you looking for sainthood? Do you run when it’s just getting good? Or do you, do you, do you, do you... Someone get popsicles Someone do something bout this heat Cause it’s late in October And tar’s still melting in the streets You tiptoe for ages and lose yourself Flipping back pages, unbuckling belts Oh love, that’s the way love comes Do you, don’t you know that that’s the way love comes? Do you feel it black and blue? Or do you, do you, do you, do you...
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Figure it Out Royal Blood
Nothing here to see Just a kid like me Trying to cut some teeth Trying to figure it out
I said I’d go, cause I won’t see you later And we’re not allowed to figure it out
Nothing better to do When I’m stuck on you I’m still in here trying to figure it out Getting hard to sleep Blood is in my dreams Love is killing me Trying to figure it out Nothing better to do When I’m stuck on you I’m still in here trying to figure it out I’ll let it go, cause I won’t see you later And we’re not allowed to talk it out I said I’d go, put myself on show But I’m still trying to figure it out Broke my shoe, tripped and fell on you But you didn’t know I planned it out I said I’d go, cause I won’t see you later And we’re not allowed to figure it out Nothing here to see Just a kid like me Trying to cut some teeth Trying to figure it out Nothing better to do When I’m stuck on you I’m still in here trying to figure it out I’ll let it go, cause I won’t see you later And we’re not allowed to talk it out I said I’d go, put myself on show But I’m still trying to figure it out Broke my shoe, tripped and fell on you But you didn’t know I planned it out
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Habits Tove Lo
I eat my dinner in my bathtub, then I go to sex clubs watching freaky people gettin’ it on It doesn’t make me nervous, if anything I’m restless Yeah, I’ve been around, and I’ve seen it all I get home, I got the munchies, binge on all my Twinkies throw up in the tub then I go to sleep, and I drank up all my money, dazed and kinda lonely.. You’re gone and I gotta stay high all the time to keep you off my mind High all the time, to keep you off my mind Spend my days locked in a haze, trying to forget you babe, I fall back down Gotta stay high, all my life to forget I’m missing you Pick up daddies at the playground how I spend my day time loosen up the frown, make them feel alive Make it fast and greasy, I’m numb and way too easy
High all the time, to keep you off my mind Spend my days locked in a haze, trying to forget you babe I fall back down Gotta stay high, all my life to forget I’m missing you Staying in my play pretend, where the fun ain’t got no end. Can’t go home alone again, need someone to numb the pain Staying in my play pretend, where the fun ain’t got no end. Can’t go home alone again, need someone to numb the pain You’re gone and I gotta stay High all the time To keep you off my mind High all the time To keep you off my mind Spend my days locked in a haze, Trying to forget you babe I fall back down Gotta stay high all my life To forget I’m missing you
You’re gone and I gotta stay high all the time, to keep you off my mind
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Happy Idiot TV On the Radio
Stuck in the shade, where there’s no sunshine I don’t wanna play with them other kids in the sun. Since you left me, babe, it’s been a long way down yeah, you left me, babe it’s been a long way down.
I’m a happy idiot To keep my mind off you, To keep my mind off you, To keep my mind off you
What you don’t know won’t hurt you, yeah ignorance is bliss I’m a happy idiot, waving at cars. I’m gonna bang my head to the wall ‘till I feel like nothing at all I’m a happy idiot to keep my mind off you. Stuck in a daze, and I’ve lost my mind I don’t wanna stay where the blame’s all mine. Since you left me, babe, it’s been a long way down, yeah, you left me, babe it’s been a long way down. So, I shut it off, so, I shut it all off, so, I shut it off, so, I shut it all off. It’s been a long way down, It’s been a long way down. What you don’t know won’t hurt you, yeah ignorance is bliss I’m a happy idiot, waving at cars. I’m gonna bang my head to the wall, ‘till I feel like nothing at all
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Harvey Alex G
Success for my buddies, success for my friends, success is the only thing I understand Head back home to the place I grew up Give my medals to the ones that I love I’ll chase Harvey through the door in the wall, he says “Never catch me never miss me at all” Drool comes down from the corner of his mouth I say “I love you harvey you cut it out” I love winning baby, I want it all I wanna prove that I got the balls Harvey keeps on playing with his food, He doesnt understand what big boys do He wakes up in the middle of the night I run in and turn on the light, run my hands through his short black hair, I say “I love you Harvey, I don’t care”
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Holding Grouper
I hear you calling and I want to come Run straight into the valleys of your arms, and disappear there But I know my love could fail you Because in a clearing, when the sunlight comes Exposing all the shadows of our intricate behavior I see a sort of fading We build our own unfolding It’s in the morning when the sadness comes The tears fall down in patterns on the windows, and our shape is undone You only wanted holding and I let my structure fail you You know, I watched as it unfolded. And in the image of the other hand A needle drawing pictures in the blood that runs the valley Your honesty engraves me Stay the line The pain of its derailing And in the water where a mirror opens up To show the gravity of non-repeating patterns When no one else can hold you come in and then unfold oh the lines, I’m lying just to hold you It’s in the evening when the moonlight comes Illuminating silver in the river s as they fall into the sea The beauty of their failure as the tides erase their lining There’s nothing left to hold to.
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Lyk U Use 2 Moodymann
Any of time I got of your time, Any of time that’s been is no crime I got room for you at my place I got room for you knowing that place They don’t even call the man like a history, You don’t even scream for more You don’t even walk the same, like a mystery I guess you don’t want me no more. Ride and ride if you don’t trust them But lying to this to be stop like this to me, You still hang around doing nothing Do you really want me?I I still find it time to get you something Do you really need me?
You got to forgive me Ain’t it high for .. enough anymore You got to forgive me You don’t even call my name like u use 2, you got to forgive me You don’t even walk the same no more. Do you really need me? You don’t even shout my name like u used 2 You got to forgive me Bitch don’t want me no more. Do you really want me?
You don’t even call my name like u use 2 You don’t even scream for more You don’t even walk the same like u use 2 I guess u don’t want me no more.
You don’t even call my name like u use 2 Do you really need me? You don’t even scream for me no more Do you really want me? You don’t even walk the same like u use 2 Do you really need me? I guess you don’t want me no more
I guess you don’t want me, really don’t want me
Do you really want me? Do you really want me?
Really, really need me I guess you don’t want me.
Call my name, she call my name I guess you don’t want me
Do you really want me?
She call my name , she call my name Need me, want me
I got room for you in my place I got a room for you don’t risk me, Any of time we share is no crime, Any of time I got is your time U don’t really want me. Do you prepare, but used to scream for more? Do you remember u used 2 come for more? Do you remember when u crashed in for more?
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Do you really need me? Want me, need me, want me, need me Do you really need me? Want me, need me, want me, need me Do you really need me? Want me, need me, want me, need me Do you really need me? Want me, need me, want me, need me Just wanna, Want me.
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Falling in Love Again Joyce Manor
Thanks for showing me around last night. Hope you don’t think I don’t care, because I do, I just don’t know if I should feel this bad about you, after finishing your birthday drugs, look at a yearbook unprepared and betray yourself to sleep it off, then come down to collect it. I think you’re funny, I like your friends, I like the way they treat you. I’ve got some money That we could spend Not that you’re like that. I’m falling in love again.
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Jealous Chromeo
I get strung up from her loving, I wish she’d care to see but she only cares when she’s got the time. And I fret so much about her loving, I wish she’d let me be but our destinies got us intertwined. And is it really my fault? I get a shiver when I see her with those other guys, wearing the jacket I bought. I can’t help but lose my temper, and I don’t know why. I get jealous, but I’m too cool to admit it when the fellas talk to my girl I ain’t with it, I get jealous, but I’m too cool to admit it when the fellas, talk to my girl I ain’t with it I ain’t with it, I ain’t with it, I ain’t with it I ain’t with it, I ain’t with it, I ain’t with it I ain’t with it, I ain’t with it, I ain’t with it I ain’t with it, I ain’t with it, I ain’t with it What is she thinking? Too much uncertainty. Why can’t she give some sort of sign? You know, and I know, a thing or two about loyalty, but that girl don’t pay it no mind.
I get jealous, but I’m too cool to admit it, when the fellas talk to my girl I ain’t with it I get jealous, but I’m too cool to admit it when the fellas, talk to my girl I ain’t with it I ain’t with it, I ain’t with it, I ain’t with it I ain’t with it, I ain’t with it, I ain’t with it I ain’t with it, I ain’t with it, I ain’t with it I ain’t with it, I ain’t with it, I ain’t with it I get strung up from her loving, I wish she’d cared to see but she only cares when she’s so inclined And I fret so much about her loving I wish she’d let me be, but out destinies got us so intertwined. Back in 2011, I decided, to not let this play with my mind but when the boys from out of town they come back around I feel like committing a crime, yeah I get jealous, but I’m too cool to admit it, when the fellas talk to my girl I ain’t with it I get jealous, but I’m too cool to admit it When the fellas, talk to my girl, I ain’t with it.
I get strung up from her loving, I wish she’d cared to see but she only cares when she’s so inclined And I fret so much about her loving I wish she’d let me be, but out destinies got us so intertwined Back in 2011, I decided, to not let this play with my mind but when the boys from out of town they come back around I feel like committing a crime, yeah
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My Wrecking Ball Ryan Adams
Driving through the streets tonight, it’s hot I got the windows down I wish I could call you, I wish you were still around Nothing much left in the tank, somehow this thing still drives It forgot what it needed, but somehow still survives And all the walls we built, they must come down Hey, you’re my wrecking ball, won’t you come and maybe knock me down Come and knock me down tonight Lying in the bed at night, feeling like I’m somebody else my thoughts inside my head, get lost inside the haunted house Everyone I used to know left their dreams by the door I accidentally kick ‘em, that’s how I can tell you’re still not sure And all the walls we built they rise and they fall But hey, you’re my wrecking ball won’t you come and maybe knock me down Come and knock me down, come and knock me down Come and knock me down tonight Driving through the streets tonight, it’s hot I got the windows down I wish I could call you, I wish you were still around
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No Rest for the Wicked Lykke Li
My one heart hurt another, So only one life can’t be enough Can you give me just another, for that one who got away? Lonely, I’m so alone now There’ll be no rest for the wicked, There’s no song for the choir. There’s no home for the weary, if you let them win without a fight If one heart can mend another Only then can we begin So won’t you hold on a little longer? Don’t let them get away I let my good one down, I let my true love die, I had his heart but I broke it every time.
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Only Lies Robert Ellis
You tell yourself that you can trust him That you know him better than anybody can You don’t believe the things they tell you When the evidence is stacked Against your man Oh, I’ve seen it with my own eyes And i do not want to tell you last But you asked me here To help you to feel better Only lies can comfort you, Only lies will see you through Just because a thing’s convenient Well, that doesn’t make it true Only lies can comfort you Well, that’s fine if that’s what you want I’m sure there’s some good reason for where he’s gone Maybe he was driving and the car broke down And he’s stuck on the interstate outside of town Oh and what good is a truth when it causes so much pain for you? Your optimism’s up against a wall Only lies can comfort you, Only lies will see you through Just because a thing’s convenient, Well, that doesn’t make it true. Only lies can comfort you Only lies can comfort you Only lies will see you through Just because a thing’s convenient, Well, that doesn’t make it true. Only lies can comfort you Only lies will see you through, Only lies can comfort you.
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Problem Ariana Grande
I got one more problem with you girl One less, one less, problem. Hey baby, even though I hate ya, I wanna love ya! I want you! And even though I can’t forgive you I really want ta. I want you! Tell me, tell me baby Why can’t you leave me? Cause even though I shouldn’t want it, I gotta have it. I want you! Head in the clouds Got no weight on my shoulders, I should be wiser And realize that I’ve got One less problem with out you! I know you’re never gonna wake up I gotta give up, But it’s you! I know I shouldn’t ever call back, Or let you come back, But it’s you! Every time you touch me, and say you love me I get a little bit breathless, I shouldn’t want it, But it’s you! Head in the clouds Got no weight on my shoulders I should be wiser And realize that I’ve got..
What you got? Smart money bettin’ I’ll be better off without you, In no time, I’ll be forgettin’ all about you You saying that you know But I really really doubt you Understand my life is easy When I ain’t around you To biggie to be here stressin’ I’m thinkin’ I love the thought of you, More than I love your presence And the best thing now Is probably for you to exit I let you go, Let you back I finally learned my lesson! No half-stepping Either you want it or you just playin’ I’m listening to you knowin’ I can’t believe what you’re sayin’ There’s a million you’s baby boo, So don’t be dumb I got 99 problems But you won’t be one, Like what! One less, one less problem One less, one less problem Head in the clouds, Got no weight on my shoulders, I should be wiser And realize that I’ve got One less problem without ya! One less problem without ya!
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Rainbow Robert Plant
I found a lucky charm, I dressed it up with love I crossed the Seven Seas to you Will it be enough? And I will be a rainbow, oh, while your storm is gone, and I will bring the song for you and I will carry on. I’m reachin’ for the stars in the sky above oh, I will bring their beauty home, the colors of my love. And I will be a rainbow now your storm is gone, and I will bring my song to you and I will carry on. Love is enough, though the world be a wind, and the woods have no voice, but the voice of complaint My hands shall not tremble, my feet shall not falter, the voyage shall not weary, the fish shall not alter. It’s rainbow, oh it’s rainbow Oh, can’t you see the eyes, are the eyes of a lover, pocket full of hearts a world that’s filled with love. A love that carries all before, the passion and the flood I lie beneath the rainbow, now your tears have gone, and I will sing my song for you and I will carry on.
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Repeat Pleasure How to Dress Well
Now that I’ve loved you, You know that I want it all the time I say there’s no one above you But now there’s a new place above that line. Now that I’ve known you, The truth could never come without your smile, But life should’ve warned you, A limit known is a limit left behind And in innocence I had wanted all of this To never subside. I never wanted miss a moment alive Without your neck to kiss, I was thrown to the night And now I know.. If you want it once, you’ll want it more baby But once you got it, You’ll need something else Even if you’re holding on For something unchanging Yeah, once you got it, You’ll want something else You shouted: ”I told you!” And I saw the sun reflected in your eyes The whole world in a dark hue Repeated without grace, a broken light Now that I’ve known you The truth could never come without your smile But life should’ve warned you, A limit known is a limit left behind And in innocence I had wanted all of this to never subside I never wanted miss a moment alive Without your neck to kiss, I was thrown to the night And now I know Even when we get what we wanted Our hearts babe will never stop longing Pleasure repeats on and on: Even broken my heart will go on! 153
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Right Now Mary J Blige
You take from me So why you holding back? Boy, why you holding back? So vacantly But you won’t get away with that, no you won’t get away with that They don’t see what you do to me, from the outside This can’t be what it used to be from the outside I’m telling you right now, I’m telling you right now No, I won’t play this game with you I’m taking it back now, I’m turning it right round My love won’t be the same for you no more My love won’t be the same for you no more No, I won’t play this gameDon’t wait for me When you know you did me wrong, I’ve been holding on too long Eventually, I’ll make the call They don’t see what you do to me, from the outside This can’t be what it used to be, from the outside I’m telling you right now, I’m telling you right now
No, never gonna give you the time No, never gonna give you the time Played too many games No, never gonna give you the time Telling you right now, I’m telling you right now No, I won’t play this game with you I’m taking it back now, I’m turning it right round My love won’t be the same for you no more No, I won’t play this game.
No, I won’t play this game with you I’m taking it back now, I’m turning it right round My love won’t be the same for you no more My love won’t be the same for you no more No, I won’t play this game No, never gonna give you the time Oh right now
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Rude Magic!
Saturday morning jumped out of bed, And put on my best suit Got in my car and raced like a jet All the way to you Knocked on your door with heart in my hand, To ask you a question ‘Cause I know that you’re an old-fashioned man, yeah Can I have your daughter for the rest of my life? Say yes, say yes ‘cause I need to know You say I’ll never get your blessing ‘til the day I die Tough luck, my friend, but the answer is ‘No’ Why you gotta be so rude? Don’t you know I’m human too? Why you gotta be so rude? I’m gonna marry her anyway Marry that girl Marry her anyway Marry that girl Yeah, no matter what you say Marry that girl And we’ll be a family Why you gotta be so rude? I hate to do this, you leave no choice Can’t live without her Love me or hate me we will be boys Standing at that altar Or we will run away To another galaxy, you know You know she’s in love with me She will go anywhere I go Can I have your daughter for the rest of my life? Say yes, say yes ‘cause I need to know You say I’ll never get your blessing ‘til the day I die
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Tough luck, my friend, ‘cause the answer’s still ‘No” Why you gotta be so rude? Don’t you know I’m human too? Why you gotta be so rude? I’m gonna marry her anyway Marry that girl Marry her anyway Marry that girl No matter what you say Marry that girl And we’ll be a family Why you gotta be so rude? Can I have your daughter for the rest of my life? Say yes, say yes ‘cause I need to know You say, I’ll never get your blessing ‘til the day I die Tough luck, my friend, but ‘No’ still means ‘No’! Why you gotta be so rude? Don’t you know I’m human too? Why you gotta be so rude? I’m gonna marry her anyway Marry that girl Marry her anyway Marry that girl No matter what you say Marry that girl And we’ll be a family Why you gotta be so rude? Why you gotta be so rude? Why you gotta be so rude?
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Say You Love Me Jessie Ware
Say you love me to my face I need it more than your embrace Just say you want me, that’s all it takes Heart’s getting torn from your mistakes Cause I don’t wanna fall in love, if you don’t wanna try But all that I’ve been thinking of, is maybe that you’re mine Baby it looks as though we’re running out of words to say And love’s floating away Just say you love me, just for today And don’t give me time cause that’s not the same I want to feel burning flames when you say my name I want to feel passion flow into my bones, like blood through my veins Won’t you stay? Won’t you stay? Slowly, slowly you run for me But do you know me at all? Someone told me love controls everything But only if you know Cause I don’t wanna fall in love If you don’t wanna try But all that I’ve been thinking of Is maybe that you’re mine Cause I don’t wanna fall in love If you don’t wanna try But all that I’ve been thinking of Is maybe that you’re mine. Baby it looks as though we’re running out of words to say, And love’s floating away Won’t you stay? Won’t you stay?
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A Sky Full of Stars Coldplay
‘Cause you’re a sky, ‘cause you’re a sky full of stars I’m gonna give you my heart ‘Cause you’re a sky, ‘cause you’re a sky full of stars ‘Cause you light up the path I don’t care, go on and tear me apart I don’t care if you do ‘Cause in a sky, ‘cause in a sky full of stars I think I saw you ‘Cause you’re a sky, ‘cause you’re a sky full of stars I wanna die in your arms ‘Cause you get lighter the more it gets dark I’m gonna give you my heart I don’t care, go on and tear me apart I don’t care if you do, ooh ‘Cause in a sky, ‘cause in a sky full of stars, I think I see you I think I see you ‘Cause you’re a sky, you’re a sky full of stars Such a heavenly view, you’re such a heavenly view.
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Somebody Loves You Betty Who
Who’s around when the days feel long? Who’s around when you can’t be strong ? Who’s around when you’re losing your mind? Who cares that you get home safe? Who knows you can’t be replaced ? Who thinks that you’re one of a kind? Somebody misses you when you’re away They wanna wake up with you everyday Somebody wants to hear you say
Somebody misses you when you’re away, They wanna wake up with you everyday, Somebody wants to hear you say, Ooh somebody loves you.
Ooh somebody loves you, Ooh somebody loves you, Ooh somebody loves you, Ooh somebody loves you, Ooh somebody loves you I’m around when your head is heavy I’m around when your hands aren’t steady I’m around when your day’s gone all wrong I care that you feel at home Cause I know that you feel alone I think you’re going to miss me when I’m gone Somebody misses you when you’re away They wanna wake up with you everyday Somebody wants to hear you say Ooh somebody loves you Ooh somebody loves you Ooh somebody loves you Ooh somebody loves you Ooh somebody loves you Why don’t you come on over? Why don’t you lay me down? Does the pain feel better? When I’m around? If I am good to you, Won’t you be good to me? That’s how easy this should be.
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Stay With Me Sam Smith
Guess it’s true, I’m not good at a one-night stand But I still need love ‘cause I’m just a man These nights never seem to go to plan I don’t want you to leave, will you hold my hand? Oh, won’t you stay with me? ‘Cause you’re all I need This ain’t love, it’s clear to see But darling, stay with me Why am I so emotional? No, it’s not a good look, gain some self-control And deep down I know this never works But you can lay with me so it doesn’t hurt.
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Talk Dirty Jason Derulo feat. 2Chainz
Get jazzy on it I’m that flight that you get on, international First class seat on my lap girl, riding comfortable ‘Cause I know what the girl them need, New York to Haiti I got lipstick stamps on my passport, You make it hard to leave Been around the world, don’t speak the language But your booty don’t need explaining All I really need to understand is, When you talk dirty to me, Talk dirty to me, Talk dirty to me, Talk dirty to me. Get jazzy on it You know the words to my songs No habla inglés Our conversations ain’t long But you know what is I know what the girl them want, London to Taiwan I got lipstick stamps on my passport I think I need a new one Been around the world, don’t speak the language But your booty don’t need explaining All I really need to understand is When you talk dirty to me, Talk dirty to me, Talk dirty to me, Talk dirty to me.
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Take Me to Church Hozier
My lover’s got humour, She’s the giggle at a funeral Knows everybody’s disapproval I should’ve worshipped her sooner
That looks tasty, That looks plenty, This is hungry work.
“We were born sick,” you heard them say it.
Take me to church I’ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies I’ll tell you my sins so you can sharpen your knife Offer me my deathless death Good God, let me give you my life
My church offers no absolutes She tells me, “Worship in the bedroom.” The only heaven I’ll be sent to Is when I’m alone with you
No Masters or Kings When the Ritual begins There is no sweeter innocence, than our gentle sin
I was born sick But I love it Command me to be well Amen. Amen. Amen.
In the madness and soil of that sad earthly scene Only then I am human Only then I am clean Ooh oh. Amen. Amen. Amen.
If the heavens ever did speak She’s the last true mouthpiece Every Sunday’s getting more bleak A fresh poison each week
Take me to church, I’ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies I’ll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife Offer me that deathless death Good God, let me give you my life If I’m a pagan of the good times My lover’s the sunlight To keep the goddess on my side She demands a sacrifice
Take me to church I’ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies I’ll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife Offer me that deathless death Good God, let me give you my life.
Drain the whole sea Get something shiny Something meaty for the main course That’s a fine-looking high horse What you got in the stable? We’ve a lot of starving faithful
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Tears of Joy Slow Club
Back in the summer You said it was cracked but you didn’t want it, but you wanted it back and the air is no good here, but you think you’ll come back. You needed a door way, and you needed to see, what happens when you give yourself back to me, and you’ll rest on a moon beam and hope no-one sees Oh your, tears, tears, tears of joy tears, tears, tears of joy Well I’m holding you heart, and I’m ready to stay if you gave me your heart I’m ready, oh oh I’m ready for it! And the concert halls screaming, you took a bow From the floor to the ceiling The curtain came down and I wrote all my dreams in The dust on the ground Forget that old future, the future is dead It’ll twist and turn all the thoughts in your head, until you feel seasick while you’re laid on your bed, drying all of those
I’m ready oh oh I’m ready for it It’s never gonna be the same, if it was easy would you feel this way? Now there’s nothing left for us to do, except for you to be good to me, and me be good to you! Tears, tears, tears of joy tears, tears, tears of joy Well I’m holding you heart, ad I’m ready to stay, if you gave me your heart, I’m ready oh oh I’m ready for it! Well I’m holding you heart, and I’m ready to stay, if you gave me your heart, I’m ready oh oh I’m ready for it! I’m ready oh oh I’m ready for it! I’m ready oh oh I’m ready for it! I’m ready oh oh I’m ready for it!
tears, tears, tears of joy tears, tears, tears of joy Well I’m holding you heart, and I’m ready to stay if you gave me your heart
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Two Weeks FKA Twigs
I know it hurts, you know I’d quench that thirst (I can treat you better than her) You say you’re lonely, I say you’ll think about it ‘Cause you’re the only one who resonates That chaste mouth open like ah Higher than a motherfucker, dreaming of you as my lover (mouth open, you’re high) Flying like a streamer thinking of new ways to do each other (mouth open, you’re high) Pull out of the incisor, give me two weeks, you won’t recognize her. Mouth open you’re high I know it hurts, you know I’d put you first (I can fuck you better than her) You say you want me, I say you’ll live without it Unless you’re the only one who instigates, Get your mouth open, you’re high Higher than a motherfucker, dreaming of you as my lover (mouth open, you’re high) Flying like a streamer, thinking of new ways to do each other (mouth open, you’re high) Pull out the incisor, give me two weeks, you won’t recognize her Mouth open, you’re high Feel your body closing, I can rip it open Suck me up, I’m healing for the shit you’re dealing Smoke on your skin to get those pretty eyes rolling
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My thighs are apart for when you’re ready to breathe in Suck me up, I’m healing for the shit you’re dealing High motherfucker, get your mouth open, you know you’re mine Suck me up, I’m healing for the shit you’re dealing High motherfucker, get your mouth open, you know you’re mine I’ll put you first, just close your eyes and dream about it Higher than a motherfucker, dreaming of you as my lover I’ll quench your thirst, just chase the high, and stop your doubting Flying like a streamer thinking of new ways to do each other High, high I’d put you first, just close your eyes and dream about it Higher than a motherfucker dreaming of you as my lover I’ll quench your thirst, just chase the high and stop your doubting Flying like a streamer thinking of new ways to do each other High, High Higher than a motherfucker, dreaming of you as my lover Flying like a streamer, thinking of new ways to do each other Pull out the incisor, give me two weeks, you won’t recognize her mouth open, you’re high,
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Unfucktheworld Angel Olsen
I quit my dreaming, the moment that I found you. I started dancing just to be around you. Here’s to thinking that it all meant so much more I kept my mouth shut and opened up the door. I wanted nothing but for this to be the end For this to never be a tied and empty hand If all the trouble in my heart would only end I lost my dream, I lost my reason all again It’s not just me for you, I have to look out too I have to save my life I need some peace of mind. I am the only one now I am the only one now I am the only one now You may not be around, You may not be around, You may not be around, I am the only one now.
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Waiting on You Future Islands
Seasons change, and I tried hard just to soften you. The seasons change, but I’ve grown tired of trying to change for you. Because I’ve been waiting on you. I’ve been waiting on you. Because I’ve been waiting on you. I’ve been weighing on you. As it breaks, the summer will wake but the winter will wash what’s left of the taste. As it breaks, the summer will warm but the winter will crave what is gone, will crave what has all gone away People change, but you know some people never do. You know when people change They gain a piece, but they lose one too, Because I’ve been hanging on you, I’ve been weighing on you, Because I’ve been waiting on you, I’ve been hanging on you. I’ve been waiting on you...
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Way to be Loved Tops
Walking down the sidewalk Is that the way that you wanna be seen? Face that won’t forget you Photographic memory Impression that you’re drawn to Make it good, Make it last Waiting for this moment for so long Ready for the dance Is that the way that you want to be loved? Ready with your story Funny guy Cartoon Always saying sorry Hold on, there’s something you’re gonna lose The man who turns the lights on The lover who never has to choose The girl he set his sights on Lacing up her shoes Is that the way that you are?
I can picture you staring Out the window Not caring The nights go by Oh the nights go by Is that the way that you wanna be loved? I can picture you staring Out the window Not caring The nights go by Oh the nights go by Is that the way that you are? Wear your hair down alone Tie it up when he’s there And tell me that nothing’s wrong
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Weight of Love The Black Keys
I used to think, darlin’, you never did nothin’ But you were always up to somethin’ Always had a run in, yeah I got to think those days are comin’ to get ya Now no body want to protect yah They only want to forget yah You’ll be on my mind, Don’t give yourself away To the weight of love You’ll be on your side Don’t give yourself away The weight of, weight of love Dance all night cause people, they don’t wanna be lonely Never wanna be lonely They don’t wanna be an only one You had a thing no one could ever be sure of Never ever had a pure love And never no cure from You’ll be on my mind Don’t give yourself away To the weight of love You’ll be on your side Don’t give yourself away The weight of, weight of love.
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West Coast Lana Del Ray
Down on the west coast, they got a sayin’ “If you’re not drinkin’, then you’re not playin’” But you’ve got the music You’ve got the music in you, don’t you? Down on the west coast, I get this feeling like it all could happen, that’s why I’m leaving you for the moment, you for the moment boy blue, yeah you You’re falling hard, I push away, I’m feelin’ hot to the touch you say you miss me and I wanna say, I miss you so much but something keeps me really quiet, I’m alive, I’m a lush Your love, your love, your love I can see my baby swinging his Parliament’s on fire and his hands are up On the balcony and I’m singing Ooh baby, Ooh baby, I’m in love
Down on the west coast, they love their movies their golden gods and rock n’ roll groupies and you’ve got the music You’ve got the music in you, don’t you? You push it hard, I pull away, I’m feeling hotter than fire I guess that no one ever really made me feel that much higher Te deseo, cariño, boy it’s you I desire Your love, your love, your love.
I can see my sweet boy swaying He’s crazy y Cubano como yo, On the balcony and I’m saying Move baby, move baby, I’m in love Mic-check One, two One, two One, two Get it, girl Down on the west coast, they got their icons their silver starlets, their queens of Saigons and you’ve got the music you’ve got the music in you, don’t you?
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Your Love is Killing Me Sharon Van Etten
It’s understood, You’ll be a man by the time I see you We’ve been through better days And you’ve tasted all my pain Break my legs so I won’t walk to you Cut my tongue so I can’t talk to you Burn my skin so I can’t feel you Stab my eyes so I can’t see You like it when I let you walk over me You tell me that you like it Your love is killing me Try to tell you this when I’m sober How I feel about loving you Try to remember all the turn of events Being led by our own fantasies, fantasies Break my legs so I won’t walk to you Cut my tongue so I can’t talk to you Burn my skin so I can’t feel you Stab my eyes so I can’t see You like it when I let you walk over me You tell me that you like it When our minds become diseased There he let it go, his temper, standing there See her with his gun and he, steals love so he can feel alive Everyone’s knees knockin’ at the fear of love Taste blood Everybody needs to feel Break my legs so I won’t run to you Steal my soul so I am one with you From a distance I am on to you But I’ll stab my eyes out so I can’t see You like it, when I let you walk over me You tell me that you like it You love me as you torture me. You told me that you liked it But I won’t let you see
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All that I can do is what I can With this pain you’ve given me With this pain you’ve given me Your love is killing me Yes, all your pain is killing me.
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Animals Ghost of a Sabertooth Tiger
Everywhere you go your in a microscope your living in a fishbowl, and your mind’s under control. Say a prayer for eatin? The millionaire? Solar flare will burn the hair of man and pull the air? Animals have escaped the zoo, coming down Fifth Avenue Now there’s nothing left to do Sop running away! Stop running away! Do you believe what you read in the TVs? Messages from Jesus and the grease upon the will cheese? Do you agree with the man on the TV? Evidence that aliens brought Elvis to Pleiades? Lost in the milky way , the very first live wave boring holes in space like the glow worm in the grave? Animals have escaped the zoo, coming down Fifth Avenue Now there’s nothing left to do Sop running away! Stop running away!
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Brill Bruisers The New Pornographers
Out on the waves, over the railing asking the crowd Send you back to stage its sail, and it’s sailing away They left behind, looking for searchlights leading the charge, the mass appeal, to brilliant bruisers taking the wheel And the sea was alright and it was alright, it’s all we know now to never go back Now the grenade and it’s seconds before the bang, wanted to keep much of that leader of your gang born at the hearts of brilliant bruisers where we find them, and ‘til we do we’ll have to drift until we find them And the sea was alright, and it was alright, it’s all we know now to never go back With the junkyard science, to hang on, and do a bang-on impression will young sorrow, it’s tied in firing of the sirens go in fighting, to crying the rising star dying of this own virus it’s tied in, the firing of the sirens And the sea was alright and it was alright, it’s and now we know how to never go back and the sea was alright yes it was alright, it’s it’s all we know now to never go back
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Carissa Sun Kil Moon
Oh Carissa, when I first saw you, you were a lovely child. And the last time I saw you, you were fifteen and pregnant, and running wild. I remember wondering, could there be a light at the end of your tunnel? But I left Ohio, then and had pretty much forgotten all about you. I guess you were there some years ago at a family funeral. But you were one of so many relatives, I didn’t know which one was you. Yesterday morning I woke up to so many 330 area code calls. I called my mom back and she was in tears and asked had I spoke to my father. Carissa burned to death last night in a freak accident fire, in her yard in Brewster, Her daughter came home from a party and found her. Same way as my uncle, who was her grandfather An aerosol can blew up in the trash Goddamn, what were the odds? She was just getting ready To go to her midnight shift as an RN in Wadsworth And she vanished up in flames like that, But there had to be more to her life’s worth Everyone’s grieving, out of their minds Making arrangements and taking drugs But I’m flying out there tomorrow Because I need to give, and get, some hugs
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Cause I got questions that I’d like to get answered I may never get them, but Carissa I’ve got to know, how did it happen? Carissa was thirty-five. You don’t just raise two kids, and take out your trash and die. She was my second cousin I didn’t know her well at all, but it don’t mean that I wasn’t.. Now to find some poetry To make some sense of this, to find a deeper meaning In this senseless tragedy, O Carissa I’ll sing your name across every sea Were you doing someone else’s chores for them? Were you just killing time, finding things to do all by your lonesome? Was it even you who mistakenly put flammables in the trash? Was it your kids just being kids? If so, the guilt they will carry around forever. Well I’m going out there to get a look at the landscapes, to get a look at those I’m connected by blood and see how it all may have shaped me.
Going to find out as much as I can About my little second cousin Carissa Gonna go to Ohio, where I was born got a 10:45 AM flight, I’m leaving tomorrow morn’ Going to see my aunts and uncles, my parents and sisters Mostly I’m going to pay my respects, to my little second cousin Carissa. Going to Ohio, where I feel I belong. Ask those who know the most about Carissa For it is her life and death that I am helplessly drawn. Carissa was thirty-five, raised kids since she was fifteen years old , and suddenly died. Next to an old river, fire pit, oh there’s gotta be more than that to it. She was only my second cousin, but it don’t mean that I’m not here, for her or that I wasn’t. Meant to give her life poetry, or to make sure her name is known across every city.
Well I’m going out there, though I’m not really needed I’m just so broken up about it. How is it that this sad history repeated? I’ll return to Ohio, to the place I was spawned Going to see where I hung with my cousins and played with them in the snow, and fished in their ponds. Going to see how they’ve grown, visit some graves, and say, “Hey, I’ve missed you”
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Close Your Eyes Run the Jewels
Run them jewels fast, run them, run them jewels fast Run them, run them, r-run them, run them, fuck the slow mo Fashion slave, you protestin’ to get in a fuckin’ look book Everything I scribble’s like The Anarchist Cookbook Look good, posing in a centerfold of Crook Book Black on black on black with a ski mask, that is my crook look How you like my stylin’, bruh? Ain’t nobody stylin’, bruh ‘Bout to turn this mothafucka up like Riker’s Island, bruh Where my thuggers and my cripples and my bloodles and my brothers? When you niggas gon’ unite and kill the police, mothafuckas? Or take over a jail, give those COs hell The burnin’ of the sulfur, God damn I love the smell Like it’s a pillow torchin’, where the fuck the warden? And when you find him, we don’t kill him, we just waterboard him. We killin’ ‘em for freedom cause they tortured us for boredom And even if some good ones die, fuck it, the Lord’ll sort ‘em We out of order, your honor, you’re out of order This whole court is unimportant, you fuckers are walkin’ corpses I’m a flip wig synonym, livin’ within distortion I’ll bite into a cyanide molar before you whores win
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I’m a New Yorkian, I fuck for the jump I wear my Yankee so tilted, I actually walk with a hunch Look at Mikey, I think he likey, we are sinister sons Aye, we the type to beat the preacher with a grin and a gun Run them jewels fast, run them, run them jewels fast Run them, run them, r-run them, r-run them, run them, r-run them Run them jewels fast, run them, run them jewels fast Run them, run them, r-run them, r-run them, run them, r-run them A wise man once said, “We all dead, fuck it” Just spit it disgusting youngin’, and hold your nuts while you’re gunnin’ I listened, tatted a sentence on my dick last summer Now I’ll never get that phrase off my brain, it’s no wonder I’m here to buy hearts, I got hundreds, honey The cheaper the parts, the better buy for the money I’m trained in vagina whisperin’, glistenin’ Waitin’ for their christenin’, I know the neighbors can’t help but listen in A dirty boy who come down on a side of dissonance I can’t even relax without sirens off in the distances Not shittin’ you, little buddy, this fuckin’ island’s a prison The only silence I have is an act of conjugal visitin’ My solitary condition’s preventin’ conjugal visits
Go mane and missin’ my misses, they keepin’ me from my children Conditions create a villain, the villain is givin’ vision The vision becomes a vow to seek vengeance on all the vicious Liars and politicians, profiteers of the prisons The forehead engravers, enslavers of men and women Includin’ members of clergy that rule on you through religion So strippin’ kids to the nude and then tell ‘em God’ll forgive ‘em Run them jewels fast, run them, run them jewels fast Run them, run them, r-run them, r-run them, run them, r-run them Run them jewels fast, run them, run them jewels fast Run them, run them, r-run them, r-run them, run them, r-run them It’s De La on the cut, liftin’ 6 on your stitchy crew I’m miles ahead of you, you can sip my bitches brew My battle status is burnin’ mansions from Dallas to Malibu Check my résumé, your residence is residue Call her a skin job and my honey dip’ll backflip for you You playin’, God your eye sockets, she gon’ rip in two We sick of bleedin’ out a trace, spray a victim, you Done dyin’, Phillip AK Dickin’ you With clips in the bottom, we dippin’ from Gotham Yes eclipsed by the shadows, a dark dance to the coffin I’m a fellow with melanin,
suspect of a felony Ripped like Rakim Allah, feds is checkin’ my melody Yes aggressively tested we’ll bump stretchers and penalties Dump cases with face and the cop please when we seizing a pump With reason to dump on you global grand dragons Still pilin’ fast, plus Afghani toe taggin’ Now they trackin’ me and we bustin’ back, see The only thing that close quicker than our caskets be the factories Run them jewels fast, run them, run them jewels fast Run them, run them, r-run them, r-run them, run them, r-run them Run them jewels fast, run them, run them jewels fast Run them, run them, r-run them, r-run them, run them, r-run them
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Digital Witness St. Vincent
Get back to your seats Get back, gnashing teeth Ohh, I want all of your mind
Digital witnesses What’s the point of even sleeping? If I can’t show it, if you can’t see me?
People turn the TV on, it looks just like a window Yeah. People turn the TV on, it looks just like a window Yeah. Digital witnesses What’s the point of even sleeping? If I can’t show it, if you can’t see me? What’s the point of doing anything? This is no time for confessing. I want all of your mind.
What’s the point of doing anything? What’s the point of even sleeping? So I stopped sleeping, yeah I stopped sleeping Won’t somebody sell me back to me?
People turn the TV on, it looks just like a window Yeah. People turn the TV on, it looks just like a window Yeah. Digital witnesses What’s the point of even sleeping? If I can’t show it, if you can’t see me? Watch me jump right off the London Bridge This is no time for confessing. People turn the TV on, and throw it out the window Yeah. Get back to your stare, I care, but I don’t care Oh, I want all of your mind. Gimme all of your mind. I want all of your mind. Gimme all of it.
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Everything Nice PopCaan
I’m feeling high, champagne fly Work hard everyday till we reach to di goal Dis a fi di people dem a work hard All who gone to di morgue, R.I.P to a loved one Put yuh cups dem high Like the feeling’s right, goin’ on a high grade flight Thugs a proll out, girls a roll out Everything is nice, yeah Everything is nice Hennessy pack up, refill yuh cup Music a play till the speaker fuck up Gyal faint when mi click mi finger like Erup She a wine unda rum and syrup Reaching out to all who do 9-5, weh yah Put in di work and a fight to strive From UWI to U-TECH, ease di exam stress and hold a vibe Sometimes mi know seh yuh stressed out Cause di bill dem pending Or you loss everyting weh yuh work everyday and investing Watch yah now, touch di club, find a girl a bubble pon Find a party fi tek out di trouble on Popskull dedicate dis one to every victim and all ex-con Reaching out To everyone who work hard You know the struggle All who have somebody whom pass and gone Dis a fi di people dem a work hard All who gone to di morgue, R.I.P to a loved one Put yuh cups dem high Everything is nice, Everything is nice
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Pink Cloud Little Dragon
Listen day by day Post the work you share Drivin’ in a lifetime Watching the silver blowing hair Watching the cats lined in a row Catching eyes and forcing zoom Electric clouds of information to fall down Too fast! My world spin faster Your world spin faster My world spin Your world spin Our world spin faster Blind, I’m blind, I’m blind I couldn’t follow rules if I tried Now we fall at such a speed Leaving kind for machine Leaving souls stare are screens So caught up with the things I don’t need So fast! The world spin fast My world spin faster Your world spin Your worlds spin The world spin fast
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Put Your Number in My Phone Ariel Pink
There’s magic in the air The night sky drapes your face like a mystery left uncovered Talk to me, it’s now or never, babe Make believe, the night lasts forever, babe Come for tea, I’ll be your neighbor If you want all this and more
Put your number in my phone Put your number in my phone I hope to get some time alone I wanna get to know you more, baby Put your number in my phone If I could get some time alone
Put your number in my phone Put your number in my phone I hope to get some time alone I wanna get to know you more, baby Put your number in my phone If I could get some time alone ’cause what would tame this gypsy heart but fruits from fresh on vine Your luscious lips entice me to discover Talk to me, I’ll be your butterfly Hard to me, I’m not the zion Save me, spare us both the denial Make the most of this true love Put your number in my phone Put your number in my phone I hope to get some time alone I wanna get to know you more, baby Put your number in my phone If i could get some time alone Voicemail: Hey Ariel, it’s Jessica. We met at the taco truck in Silverlake and I don’t know if you’re really busy or something but I haven’t heard back from you and I was just wondering like, if you could... Talk to me, it’s now or never, babe Make believe, under the zion Come for tea, I’ll be your neighbor If you want all this and more
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Screen Shot Swans
Love, child, reach, rise Sight, blind, steal, light Mind, scar, clear, fire Clean, right, pure, kind Sun, come, sky, tar Mouth, sand, teeth, tongue Cut, push, reach, inside Feed, breathe, touch, come No pain, no death, no fear, no hate No time, no now, no suffering No touch, no loss, no hand, no sense No wound, no waste, no lust, no fear No mind, no greed, no suffering No thought, no hurt, no hands to reach No knife, no words, no lie, no cure No need, no hate, no will, no speech No dream, no sleep, no suffering No pain, no now, no time, no hear No knife, no mind, no hand, no fear Love! Now! Breathe! Now! Here! Now! Here! Now! Here! Now! Â Â
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Uptight Downtown LaRoux
The streets are lined with people People who want to move, move, move How can all these people Have so much to prove, prove, prove? Oh, I can only ask myself Oh, where are you all going? And won’t you take me with you to Where all the sirens are blowing? Uptight downtown All the blue lights fighting with the crowds And oh, I know the temperature is rising, is rising The street are lined with people With nothing left to lose, lose, lose When did all these people Decide to change their shoes, shoes, shoes? Uptight downtown Uptight downtown Uptight downtown Uptight downtown Why are we fighting? I don’t understand Oh, but the temperature’s rising tonight Why are we fighting? I don’t understand All the blue lights fighting with the crowds And oh, I know the temperature is rising, is rising
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Index
A Alcohol Champagne 99 201 drink (slang) 7 21 69 91 183 liquor 29 shots 95 America 9 189 Anarchy 197 Anger mad 69 Animals 149 191 bird 21 55 109 117 cat 15 55 dog 55 69 169 fish 151 191 B Beauty 11 105 Book 69 151 197 books 189 C Cars 49 Change 35 131 Childhood 79 149 Cosmetics 33 117 lipstick makeup D Dance 179 181 198 Darkness 41 51 Death 27 61 dead 85 grave 17 191 Disease 9 Drugs 87 111 cocaine 13 17
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dope 33 high 129 173 201 marijuana 7 119 weed 55
E Education 189 college 119 degree 119 school 25 107 F Fashion 7 65 197 Fly fly (slang) 21 33 201 to fly (verb) 55 113 173 Food candy 31 dinner 129 fruit 205 meal 13 119 123 pizza 121 Friendship friend 41 67 G Gold 29 111 115 183 Gun 7 13 29 47 87 glock 99 H Happiness 49 happy 35 131 Hate 79 149 Heartbreak 33 117 Heat 125 Heaven 51 61 heavens 33 Home 55 151 hometown 189
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Intelligence dumb 7 13 149 smart 87 105 149
Reflect (verb) 81 153 Religion 198 church 169 holy 37
J Jail 119 197 prison 17 Jealousy 141 Jewelry 57 diamond 31 L Law 9 13 crime 137 141 police 197 99 Light 21 153 207 Lonliness 181 alone 109 lonely 145 Luxury expensive 30
S Sadness sorrow 67 Sex 13 31 49 122 129 Shoes 17 65 85 209 179 189 heels 29 51 65 123 Silence silent 109 Soul 9 41 61 75 203 Stress 9 27 201 149 Struggle 189 201 Success 31 133 T Television 191 199
M
W
Magazine 11 57 Magic 105 117 205 Marriage 31 73 157 Money 7 13 29 63 65 99 113 119 Murder 29 33 kill 17 81 113 127 185 197 Music 17 79 183
Wealth 189 poor 189 rich 55 189 Wild 119 Win 133 World 23 37 83 111 113 167 203
P
Youth 61 young 39
Party 21 27 81 Phone 29 120 205 21 107 text message 69 121
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around
away
baby
girl
give
go
back
better
bitch
God
gone
gonna
boy
break
breathe
good
hand
happy
call
can’t
cause
hard
hate
heart
come
day
don’t
high
ho
hold
down
enough
fast
how
I’m
inside
feel
find
flawless
just
keep
know
fuck
full
get
leave
left
life
little
look
love
run
say
see
make
man
mind
shake
shit
sky
mine
mouth
much
somebody
stay
still
never
new
night
take
talk
tear
nothing
off
one
tell
thing
think
open
over
people
thought
through
time
play
power
put
trying
use
wanna
ready
real
right
want
way
well
little
look
love
run
say
see
make
man
mind
shake
shit
sky
mine
mouth
much
somebody
stay
still
never
new
night
take
talk
tear
nothing
off
one
tell
thing
think
open
over
people
thought
through
time
play
power
put
trying
use
wanna
ready
real
right
want
way
well
wish
world
yeah
you’re
you’re
you’re
you
you
you
you
you
you
baby
baby
baby
baby
baby
baby
I
I
I
the
the
the