Sir Rober Earl I

SIR ROBERT EARL I

Where I’m Going

Sir Robert Earl I

I want to be accepted as a person who believes and follows God. I want to see the Love and Life of God, Without I’s and Trust Him with my physical heart. To know what’s His purpose for my life and what’s his cause, Believing I will “be” and do what He wanted me to do. Through all adversities, living as if my prayers have come True.

My goal is to become free From all adversaries, adversities, manipulations, confusion, Strife, hurt, hate, evils, diseases, viruses That have incarcerated my thought process To feel & know-To enjoy peace, trust, and walk in Truth. That has allowed me to surrender to God To manifest a future I am not comfortable with claiming. My true goal is to be free from all incarceration: Spiritually, emotionally, mentally, As well as physically.

I am going to a place where we never need words like: No more hate. Fuck you. You make me sick. I hate you. I wish you were never born. You’re worthless. You’re a stupid fuck! Why did you do that? I made a mistake. Poor. Lower class. I didn’t mean to do that. I’m sorry. You’re guilty. Nigga, Honkey, sucker, fag, gimp, Bitch.

I want to go to a place where there are motivational words like: Yes! You can do it. Think it, we’ll make it. We will help you. You’re getting better. You’re great. I adore you. We will be great. You are wonderful. We’re going to make it. We are grateful to have you. I love you, always. I trust you. I’m proud of you. We are so proud of you. You’re right. You’re doing good. You’re going to be a success. You’re smart. You’re equal. We’re equal.

You’re free! We are all FREE! That was just the right thing to say. You make me happy. It’s the American way. We love America. You’re an American. There aren’t any colors because we are all colorful people. Americans. We act on this land as all FREE MEN/WOMEN. We have overcome the Evil and have become One Nation Under God, Equal and Together. Forever an American. The Land of the Free is now here for you and me. I am going to be FREE!

What else did you teach me?

-Sir Robert Earl I

Patience, Dedication, Love, Freedom, Equality, “America!”

When’s it going to be over?

On Freedom’s Road, don’t turn back

Why only certain crimes get time?

I’m going against their worn record

On Freedom’s Road, keep on going

Never a criminal, just born black

Don’t convict me. Just help me.

Need help, not a life sentence.

What is equality? Is it white?

Do all I know. I’m American.

-Sir Robert Earl I

I Am

Sir Robert Earl I

I am alive I am a family member. I am a citizen. I am a brother, friend, confidant, a dad, Godly. I am a businessman, a chief. I am smart, a lover, a partner, a son, a husband. I am different, new, American, equal. I am a partaker of His divine nature. I am more than just a man because God is my Father. I am feeling these persuasive, manipulative, hypnotizing, hateful, prejudiced, abusive authority bruises with & without physical infliction in this state. These are States I do not agree to receive or dare to ponder or fight. I am more than a picture, case number, chattel, or story told by persons and oppressors trying to make me believe I’m a stupid Nigga, strange, or that I’m a mark, a clown, a lamb, a fag, a goofey, or a bitch. Those are hateful, degrading, hurtful, belittling words designed

and used to weaken and to reprogram minds so modern day slave masters can prosper. I am conscious of this reality. My future has been manifested through Love, Justice, Equality, Trust, Togetherness and Truth no matter the fabricated brainwashed statement of “evidence.” I am a citizen of America, tis my right to demand and receive equality of laws, rights, privileges, and immunities, too. Because hate has no stay in reality. It’s an emotion clouding judgement, weakening and wrongfully changing the Future for me and you. I am Love & Happiness. I am for us. I am elected, all eternity to enjoy life through & through, physically, mentally, emotionally, or spiritually. I am a Black Man.

America

Sir Robert Earl I

It’s solid, negative, depressing, cold, hateful, strong, possessive, greedy, selfish, manipulative, alive. It changes you to its way. This sickens me. As long as I’ve been here, it has shown racism, prejudiceness, and lovelessness. It is a dream snatcher, a life taker & belief changer.

I’ve learned to change your understanding & believe differently. See I read; I hope in manifesting ways to be freed from this box, this state of torture. This concealment, these four walls, are draining my life’s energy. Is it because I expect equality? Is it because I dream and yearn for better? Hope for better? Knowing one day it just has to be better for us all.

Equality. Freedom. This space disrespects & degrades me without a mouth. This space hurts me without a gun, a knife, arms, brown heart, mouths, or hands. It takes from me things I knew never could be taken, like the act of caring about what happens next in this reality. Fear of the worst or even trusting in the Law or County officials to not be biased because of my

gender, education, ethnicity, economic status, wealth, or religion. This space, place and state bounds me to servitude-- physically, mentally, emotionally without being duly convicted. Was I ever innocent? Was I really always guilty? How?

That’s what this space, this cell system, this society has shown me. I think I can’t really be an American Citizen. If I am, why didn’t America protect me from this feeling of hatred and instead show me how Equality felt. The action of the Law that aggressively and unjustly tried to make me believe I can be incarcerated, convicted, sentenced and locked up without any physical evidence.