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How to begin... Firstly, I thought I didn’t need anyone and now I do, more than ever. Recently my pain has shattered itself into pieces, tinkling as each fragment hits the floor with a sickening tinkling sound, concentrating my complete feeling of loss and despair...
the moment of becoming free and liberated from the life that has been keeping him in darkness
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I pray me.
to
doing this for
God, or
that I’m
whoever
understand
is up there
that you’ll
these days,
these days,
that you’ll
is up there
understand
whoever
that I’m
God, or
doing this for
to
me.
I pray
right. Though I’m never right.
mind. My reasons, in turn, are fully informed and, though I haven’t actually spoken to anyone about what’s happening to me, somehow I know I’m
Another thing that I want you to know is that all of my inklings of what’s going on are based entirely on reason, unlike anything else in my
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with it.
It's not
I'll grant you that.
simple,
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I hope I,
more than you,
can come to terms with this,
______
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I won't be gone for long, I promise I think...
Love from, Me.