A Pers ona l As emic Ant holog y
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A Pers ona l As emic Ant holog y
C a n A s e m i c Wr i t i n g b e u s e d t o e x p l o r e t h o u g h t s , e m o t i o n s , and improve self-esteem in a unique way by acting as a potential therapy through distraction?
Š chris venables 2018
These words, Wr i t i n g t h e m s e l ve s fo r ye a r s,
Is this a mistake?
Are secrets revealed
?
According to some, means I’m being healed, But
Look inside, I n s i d e, T h e re ’s a p o e m t h at I j u s t c a n’t w r i t e.
T h o u g h i t ’s b e e n w r i t i n g i t s e l f fo ye a r s,
But the words won’t come. Though, though I can see them When did this all get so hard?
When did laughter get so hard?
Process a thought, simple concepts, Like,
S t o p,
No,
Don’t…
Now you went a little of f track, Little while ago, Ju s t n e e d t o h e l p y o u b a c k , Yo u m a d e m e f e e l u n d e r a t t a c k , Belittled,
Small,
Wo r t h l e s s
Like I could slip through a crack,
I had to hold back When you threw your verbal, smack,
Fuck you dad
Hurt T hese eyes fought tear s, recalling the year s Misguided decisions, come in strutting Like you’re the bollocks, Enclosed in glass and smoke No passion to cope, Smashing your hope, Blasting more dope,
I s h a r e w h a t I k n o w b e c a u s e I c a r e , A n d y o u g r o w, A n d s o I p u t w o r d s i n S o m e s o r t o f t y p e W r i t t e n ? S o t h e w o r l d
Don’t K n o w.
T h i s b o o k h a s g i v e n s o m e i n s i g h t i n t o t h e a u t h o r ’ s o w n c r e a t i v i t y, influences, relationship with his son at the time and cognitive processes of perception. An examination of the pieces has helped to understand the process of making meaning out of the emotions. Each inquiry has lead further into realms far beyond the limits of this book. T hese have been extremely interesting and have motivated the author to question whether looking further into this technique could work for others with emotional needs, anger issues or even lear ning difficulties. The outcomes could lead to a feeling of self worth by increasing confidence.
These words, Wr i t i n g t h e m s e l ve s fo r ye a r s, Is this a mistake? Are secrets revealed? According to some, means I’m being healed, But Look inside, Inside, T h e re ’s a p o e m t h at I j u s t c a n’t w r i t e. T h o u g h i t ’s b e e n w r i t i n g i t s e l f fo r ye a r s, But the words won’t come. Though, though I can see them When did this all get so hard? When did laughter get so hard? Process a thought, simple concepts, L i k e, S t o p, N o, D o n’t … Now you went a little of f track, Little while ago, Ju s t n e e d t o h e l p y o u b a c k , Yo u m a d e m e f e e l u n d e r a t t a c k , Belittled, Small Wo r t h l e s s Like I could slip through a crack, I had to hold back When you threw your verbal, smack, Fuck you dad Hurt T hese eyes fought tear s, recalling the year s Misguided decisions, come in strutting Like you’re the bollocks, Enclosed in glass and smoke No passion to cope, Smashing your hope, Blasting more dope, I share what I know b e c a u s e I c a r e , A n d y o u g r o w, A n d s o I put words in Some sort of type Wr i t t e n ? S o t h e wo rl d Don’t K n o w.
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