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Reflections on generosity

Blue Lucine is a documentary filmmaker. She uses her films to tell stories of social injustice. In 2019 her feature documentary The Eviction was broadcast on SBS. Five years in the making, it tells the story of a small public housing community in the Rocks in Sydney fighting to save their homes from a forced government sell off. She has also created A Thousand Suns telling the story of nine-year-old Kumeran living for more than 1000 day in immigration detention. And Asking for It, a compelling story of a sexual assault survivor trying to navigate the criminal justice system.

A gift at a crucial moment

Blue’s filmmaking journey started at Charles Sturt University, where she studied her bachelor’s degree in theatre media. Receiving the Tim Durick Memorial Scholarship in 2007 proved crucial to Blue not only finishing her course, but also going on to forge her successful career.

“I still remember the feeling when I found out I was the scholarship recipient. It was a combination of shock, delight and a feeling of responsibility. I’d had a difficult start to my studies and was managing to get back on my feet just as I applied for the scholarship.

“I can honestly say it played a huge role in boosting my confidence, reminding me life was precious and needed to be cherished – and the best a could do was choose to live with courage and compassion. I haven’t always succeeded, but trying is what matters.”

Making a connection

“The day that I received the scholarship was very emotional. Meeting Kevin and Pam [the scholarship donors] was tender and special. They embraced me like I was someone who mattered, even though they’d never met me. It gave me a quiet, inner confidence that encouraged me to pursue my studies with renewed excitement. I felt connected to something bigger, and the belief that they showed in me propelled me onwards.

“Because I had been considering leaving my course. I felt out of my depth – and the Bathurst winters did not suit me! Receiving the scholarship was the kick I needed to say ‘Hey, darkness, you don’t get a say. Life is fleeting, so I going to get it while I can.’”

Blue acknowledges that the scholarship gave her more than money.

“To Kevin and Pam I say, besides the money, your scholarship gave me something nothing else could back in 2007. Belief in myself. When I met you, I was touched by your kindness, open arms and genuine interest in who I was and what I was doing. Thank you.”

“Thank you from the 20-year-old me, whose life you changed in a fragile moment. And thank you from the 33-year-old me, who is a kinder, braver and stronger person as a result.”

Blue Lucine

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