DEE MEJIA

Social constructs define our perceptions of femininity and beauty and are constantly being advertised and reinforced within all aspects of daily life. I create abstracted, figurative paintings that elucidate the vast array of emotions associated with these unrealistic and unobtainable expectations. The collection of motifs within the work depicts the irreparable violence of societal standards placed upon women. This body of work is a response to moments in my life where opportunities have been lost based on others’ perceptions of me, a way to engage with and feel empowered with my womanhood. The work is a critique of beauty standards and expectations, and how those negative perceptions have psychologically impacted me.

Each painting explores a variety of media, processes, and methodologies. I work in an intuitive process, allowing myself to reflect and respond to the painting. I work in a fluid unplanned process, enabling amorphous forms to come into being. The work uses expressive mark-making to connote emotions of anger and frustration, while the dramatic use of chromatic color creates a destabilizing and confusing space. This accumulation of imagery mirrors the overwhelming presence of constructs that define our actions and demeanor. I juxtapose various motifs to emphasize the strain between certain expectations and responsibilities. Working with a variety of media has allowed me to be expressive and unpredictable, paving the way for me to combat the perfectionism and expectations placed upon me and my work.

Conversations With Myself 04, pastel, 12 x 9”, 2022

Lost in Translation, mixed media, 20 x 24”, 2022

Am I Not Woman Enough For You?, mixed media, 20 x 24”, 2022