Nadine D
Human Confidence is beautiful, and then I guess I’m just a mess I’m all over the place, but don’t think of me any less. Id tries and put the pieces back but shit what’s the use This is life not a puzzle I’m not playing blues clues. But theirs this voice inside me .It whispers in my head .I swear that voice, is the only proof I’m living I’m not dead. It makes me feel pain, with the occasion of love But when push comes to shove, no its never enough I guess I’m just slippin down once more I guess I am what I feel sorry for. I hit rock bottom and the bottom was enough but it was such a comfort zone I never wanted to go up well watch me as I go. and while your at it, watch me as i grow I’m only human, i only know how to cry I only know how to break down when you give me reasons why I’m only half empty, I’m only half full
I’m only half of what I seem when I feel misunderstood. the road never ended, I just stopped walking. stopped talking, stopped everything and stopped watching. time may freeze, but time doesn’t heal. you heal yourself from what’s real and not real the given and the surreal, these are the memories the robbers could never
steal you have the power to let go and forgive I’m sick of surviving, damnit I wanna live and you can sit their and cry but no ones gonna care no ones gonna pat your shoulder, no one will always be their so you stand up and the beauty will show im talking about confidence you gotta let the past go. Yeah I love you, and you cannot change that Its set in stone like a million year artifact' You taught me things books could never explain When I heard your voice its like all my emotions came Nothing was hidden; it here was no one to blame There is so no reason to cry, maybe this isn’t pain Maybe were on the same path but different in lanes Its not time to say goodbye theirs no such thing your just going where you have to your just gone with wind meet you on the other side, this is ''ill see you later'' there is no such thing as goodbye
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What now? Realizing that I never really have an answer to everything, but then again who does? Do you want something answered like who she was? To know her past good or bad To determine from her past if you two would last, she didn’t ask to know who you were before she met you, she just asked for honesty, honesty being a lonely word In the cold world we breathe air from we win some we lose some but I don’t want to lose you, no not now I still look up to you and I admire you, everything about you Fascinates me you captivate me, you have me by your side and I have you by mine, don’t you think that’s a blessing are you thankful to have me as your girl, you make my heart sing, I know I didn’t come in this world with you but I don’t want to leave without you, I read u like a book that doesn’t have lines in between them It’s not because you’re so simple actually your complex sometimes I don’t understand why is it you do the things you do and your reasoning’s aren’t so vivid but you and me Are something out of a movie and I can’t find someone to true say "I lived it" because what were perusing is anything
but typical not one song or 100 would be able To truly put into words what we are so we aren’t lyrical have me in a chase after you in a race faster then two speeding vehicles I read you many times like when, you would tell the whitest of all lies I could tell you were lying, ha! I caught you right there and again, don’t lie to me no more I know you didn’t want to hurt me but you could talk to me right or is it one of those things you don’t want to talk about so I’m wrong And I guess I’m not always right and I’m not always wrong and neither are you but who are you really is my question I feel as if I know you so well that I shouldn’t have to ask I’d hate to know you’re a whole different person behind some mask but then again that whole conspiracy is pretty sicking to think of because your one of the very few I put above my own life and I trust you to never backstab me again even though there were some knifes, involved of course but people change right, your making It different this time right? Well I hope so I mean love isn’t perfect but are we trying this time to make it are own defiance of what a perfect relationship is I would never want to hurt it, because I don’t want to hurt you ever, to put you at your worst state never,
I just want to ease your soul make your heart feel light and Never as heavy as a million bricks there are no tricks I mean it because again I never asked for your past I was privileged to having you tell me who you were, Who you plan on being and what you want to occur, but I’m hoping you’re at least honored to hear that I want you with me forever And always near I don’t want to have the fear Of not having you when I’m older because right now my hearts warm I don’t want it to grow colder.
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