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ABOUT THE INFINITY ISSUE COVER ART
In honor of the number infinity, Opium is pleased to present the longest story ever told, a tale written in nine words that will be revealed, one word per century, over the next millennium.
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How does it work? The cover is printed in a double layer of black ink. The overlayer is incrementally screened back where the nine words are, making the letters fractionally more vulnerable to ultra violet light, allowing the underlayer to fade away decade by decade, gradually letting the words turn gray. The precise quantity of ink covering each word is different, so the words will appear one at a time, provided that this copy of Opium is kept out in the open, regularly exposed to sunlight over the next thousand years, to be read progressively by the next dozen or so generations. The Longest Story Ever Told was conceived , authored and designed for Opium 8 by the American conceptual artist Jonathon Keats. Copyright 3009.
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Jonathon is an artist and writer. His conceptual works have been presented at the Judah L. Keats Magnes Museum, Yerba Buena Center for the Arts, and Modernism Gallery, and documented by PBS and the BBC World Service. He’s most recently the author of The Book of the Unknown (Random House), and a recipient of Yaddo and MacDowell fellowships.
TODD ZUNIGA
The Future of Opium Is Infinite EDITOR’S LETTER
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Todd Zuniga Founding Editor
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Opium’s Infinity USA Media World Without End
Love is infinite...
Infinity
BUG SMACKER Kill Time...& Bugs.
Infinity
BIKINI
Infinity Is a Thong Time.
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GATED HOMES Infinity May Not Have
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Lip Linger, Love Longer.
I have not written about love. I have reached the age of wondering what it was I have been meaning all this time to say. I have kept busy, it’s not the same as working. A fly bumps into books. I shut the door, trap him inside with me, it’s midnight. It’s later than midnight. I was writing. Something about gods and tribes. It’s later now, the coffee, I was writing on the computer. The screen ghosting in words. Something about the legitimacy of boundaries and the sticks that mortals shake. A drowning mind, tipping into sleep, writing safe and silly into the nowhere hours. Something about the means of exclusion and the first misstep. Then that dirty snap of life. Drowsy from a thick sleep, the fly bumps into the spines of books like a lazy finger. I swat. I roll up a first draft and swing. It needs to be killed. To accept the tribe is to unite humanity against itself. I hear the buzz behind the blinds, I’m swinging at the blinds, panic shakes the mind, it’s much later than midnight. I’m the only one awake with this fly trapped and buzzing in the head of my office, here at home where I keep busy instead of working. My drafts stacked or ordered or littered. The ink smears from swatting or words smear from moving through time, something wrong with the ink cartridge in the printer. A stack of papers turned over for the blank backsides in the printer tray, another stack with both lives already used up and on the way out to the recycling bin. Something about fathers sending sons to die. I have not written about swat swat swat, the body splatters in wings and blood. My time is not infinite. I meant for you to hear.
Infinity
MOUSE Time Takes a Clicking.
Infinity
DISHWARE Keep a Little on the Side.
Infinity
SILVERWARE Chew Tools for Chow Time
Infinity
DANCE CLASS Life Is a Short Shuffle.
...for the species, not for you personally.
Opium’s Infinity USA Media World Without End
Recession is finite. Hope is boundless.
Infinity
CIGARETTES Nothing Left to Lose Infinity
COFFEE CUP Bottomless Travel Mug
Infinity
BALACLAVA Muthafuckas Be Scary Warm.
Infinity
CHAIR
Sit Down and Stay Down.
Infinity
TETHER 4-2 The Buddy Belt
I want to look like I have a little time to kill. So smoke Infinity Cigarettes. I have a job to do, and I’ve got a long way to go. So fill up just once with Infinity Fuel. Be alert. Stay nervy longer with the new Infinity Bottomless Coffee Mug. It refills itself wirelessly. Need money? Of course, I do. Who hasn’t been a sucker for the last ∞ years? Get some Infinity Money. It can be taken from me over and over again, just like my investments. Not everyone needs to know what I look like before, during or after the heist. Hide my face behind the Infinity Balaclava, now in itchless cotton. Relax. Don’t feel rushed. It took them twenty years to take my money, my job, and my house. There’s no need for me to panic. With Infinity Clock, I’ve got all the time I need. In fact, if some of the customers in the lobby are feeling weak or stressed, sit them in the Infinity Chair. Explain to them that comfort has no limits, although my patience does. Once everyone is seated in an Infinity Chair, invite the employees to play the Infinity Bongos. They just might want to bang on the drums all day! Or strum the Infinity Guitar. While I’m blowing the bank vault, they’ll be just fine with three chords and the sad truth. As I go through safe-deposit boxes, be sure to pick out a nice pair of Infinity Earrings for my girlfriend slash getaway driver. Bling is just the thing when love is on the lam. Anyway, I really need to be wrapping things up. Before I rush out the back, don’t forget to bring a buddy. Don’t call him a hostage! Now it’s easier than ever for friends to stay in touch with the Infinity Tether for Two. And the rest of you, back the fuck up.
Infinity
FUEL Go Away. Infinity
CASH Not Just for the Rich
Infinity
CLOCK All the Time You’ll Ever Need Infinity
BONGOS Endlessly Annoying Infinity
GUITAR String Theory Rocks! Infinity
EARRINGS Or You’ll Never Hear the End of It.
Book your infinity trip today at ∞.com.
GRAHAM ROMIEU
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More scared of you than you are of them
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Graham is the creator of the books Bigfoot: I Not Dead, In Me Own Words: The Autobiography Romieu of Bigfoot, Me Write Book: It Bigfoot Memoir, Cat & Gnome, and 101 Ways To Kill Your Boss. His illustration work has appeared in The New York Times, The Atlantic, Harper’s, and many other publications. Graham resides in Toronto. Visit www.roumieu.com.
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BEN MIROV
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I live in an X-ray created years ago by a boy named Ben Mirov. If I peer through the years that separate us, I can see him fletching a piece of the gloaming running across a parking lot hopelessly failing calculus plenty of broken tennis rackets bridges of honey and Q-tips gossamer diet of heartbreak and lamplight tripping over his parachute to deliver to himself a map of 1998.
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Ben lives in New York. He has poems forthcoming in Fou and Lamination Colony. He is Mirov editor of Paxjournal.com. Sometimes he blogs at isaghost.blogspot.com. His email is benmirov@hotmail.com. He would like to thank his headphones and tacos for saving his life.
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WILLIAM GIRALDI
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ere’s where my life story goes haywire and more than a tad willynilly: I, Charles Nesbit, a middle-classy gent from New England, much in debt to those tricksters at Visa, and very much in love/lust with my onetime, AWOL fiancée Gillian—her name!—had found myself in Washington state on a Bigfoot hunting expedition—I’m serious—with an African American rogue/hunter named Romp. He said I could win back Gillian if I captured a creature and made headlines, and my swamp of a heart believed him. So—this admission causes me shame, but admit I must: Romp located the Bigfoot and tussled with the feral stink of it, and I, in my terror and perplexity, retreated like an anorexic squirrel. Yes, I abandoned my semi-friend Romp in the abysmal green of those woods, left him to be devoured by the jaws of some primeval abomination not known to science or the empirical data it deems proof. Call me a coward; you won’t be the first. I had a heart harassed and was much in need of sweet kisses from a certain double X chromosome there in the Seattle area. So I retreated from those ancient woods in Romp’s slick SUV and hustled down to the suburbs outside Seattle where I knew a gal named Sandy McDougal who had once granted me a date or two when she still lived in Connecticut, before I crashed headlong into my iceberg in heels, Gillian Lee. In addition to needing moderate doses of female attention—any slob in my situation would—I needed counsel: Sandy was a psychotherapist with advanced degrees in Freudian this-and-that, knew the alchemy of an astronaut called Jung, had published papers in journals with long names. People, I was a frantic insect now at an impasse, my Sasquatch plan having failed me large. If I was going to get Gillian back—she was
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just then in New Zealand reveling in the spotlight after she had netted the first ever living giant squid—and calm the clamor beneath my breast, I required the acumen of this gal who once said I was cute, my whiskers Western in a Wyatt Earp way. With technology courtesy of those eggheads from Apple I located Sandy M. in just a matter of hours after arriving at an upstanding county library, the well-funded sort that attracts the unemployed and otherwise unambitious. At the doors to the library, some bookworm on welfare recognized me from the color photos that have been printed next to the stories I scribble for newspapers and weekly slicks—all about Gillian’s quest for the giant squid, and the assault she unleashed upon me when she dismantled our engagement to pursue this legendary ocean item. The forty-year-old Seattle native—a squinting non-athlete in glasses who was also, no doubt, loyal to his mother and the pies she baked him— provided me with the much needed directions to Sandy’s homestead, just twenty minutes east of where I was standing. “So Charles,” he said into the sun, “your Gillian found the giant squid in the gelid waters near the pole. Her life’s passion. When will you be reunited? I’m waiting for that part of the yarn.” “Stranger,” I said, “you and me both. Right now I am in want of quick bliss and a hiatus from all things giant squid and Gillian. I am withered and just a cha-cha away from wasted, so if you don’t mind, step aside and watch me go.” “I read this week’s story!” he yelled after me. “How could you have abandoned Romp? That Bigfoot ate him!” Over my shoulder I showed him a middle finger as I fiddled with the beeping hand-held thingy that was supposed to unlock the SUV. I ended up squirming in through the back hatch when the other doors refused to open. Some passing teenage joker in a hemp getup said to me, “SUVs ruin the environment, pal,” to which I replied, “Ruin has a twin named Dread, and the despots rule the earth, you twit, so write that down and remember it.” Now...the most prudent part of me declared that before delivering myself to Sandy’s doorstep I needed to bathe and perhaps clothe my frame in threads that were not stained with the various loam I had rolled through on the Bigfoot expedition just a few days earlier. I took a motel room near the highway and trekked behind it—I save gas when I can—through unsightly weeds and scrub, to a trusty Kmart looking majestic in the midday’s sunny blaze. The heat was everywhere and unseasonably outrageous; I longed for an arctic blizzard that would chill
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y only regret about my reading life as a kid is that I did not spend more time in the comic-book store. As lax as my mom was with—well, everything—she didn’t approve of comics. For years I read and reread the few books I’d bought on a dollar-a-week allowance, until they fell apart in tattered heaps under the bed. Later, I moved on to thick, pictureless books along with other rebellions. So it is a real honor to have co-curated—with the tireless and talented writer Joshua Mandelbaum—this first-ever graphic-novel/cartoon/comics section for Opium. We are giddy about the artists featured on the next pages, from Joel Priddy’s gosh-darn charming stick figures that capture all that’s good about life (even when it’s lined with bits of sadness) to the artful doodles and conversational
“Scents of the Spaceways” “The Bug-eyed Monster” “Language Meant to Entice” “The Mighty Skullboy Army” “Swoosh!” “The Cheese Mongrels” “Breakups”
tone of Corinne Mucha, who makes you feel like you’re listening to someone you’ve known for years. With hilarious, nightmarish comics, Bernie Mireault knows how to tap into the right place in the brain that both unnerves you and makes you think. Bernie McGovern’s works are like chilled-out, fun Sunday-afternoon trips. Jacob Chabot’s characters jump from the page in playful curiosity about the world. Jamil Mani imbues heart into every inch of his masterful balance of space and ink. And of course, Dan Golden’s quick, sharp lines and sharper wit are always on full display. They’re terrific artists and terrific storytellers. We hope the following pages grow to be nicely tattered from your rereading. Terry Selucky Joshua Mandelbaum
JOEL PRIDDY BERNIE MIREAULT CORINNE MUCHA JACOB CHABOT JAMIL MANI BERNIE MCGOVERN DAN GOLDEN
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ZACH WENTZ
2xX@ The Cannibal
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Zach has published work in Nerve, Fiction International, Golden Handcuffs, In Posse, Wentz Pindeldyboz, Mad Hatter’s Review, Word Riot, and Smith Magazine’s six-wordmemoir anthology Not Quite What I Was Planning, among other publications. His first novel The Garbageman and the Prostitute was published by Chiasmus Press.
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MARY MILLER
2xX@ Big World
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y father did not like my sister’s orange hair. He knocked once, pointlessly, on the window and said, I guess I just like things the way they’re supposed to be, which made us laugh. How was anything supposed to be? The three of us were in the living room, trying not to look at each other. I got up and called my ex-husband to let him know I was in the state. How long? he asked. I’m leaving tomorrow, I said. The whole point was to let him know he’d miss me. I went back into the living room and took my seat. The stereo was playing at an irritatingly low level like the music was in my head. My sister and I were home for our uncle’s funeral. He had been nice to us growing up, unlike the rest of them, who didn’t believe we would ever be anything but small. Before he died, he heard bells. The priest said it was God calling him home. I thought about the day before when I’d taken my trash into the alley and a homeless man looked right at me and said, I’ll take that, and I gave it to him and he said, Thank you, which undid everything that had been so carefully done inside me. The small dog pushed her bear into the middle of the room and started humping it. What’s she doing? I asked. What I meant was why. She was fixed. She never humped anything. My sister answered without thinking. I coughed; she fingered a buttonhole on her sweater. We relocated to the den where there was a focal point, the television. My father wanted to watch the news but it had been preempted by the weatherman talking about an unhealthy line of storms. Unhealthy was good, he assured us. He drew squares around the bad areas, which were lit up red, and the whole thing was very soothing, the needless repetition, how slow he
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CM EVANS
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