SHE Writing Competition

Open Finalist: Raelene Gooch

SHE who dreams

I want to speak, without my words being stolen. For my sentence to be full, accepted and heard. My views not drowned by bellowing sounds. I dream to speak in sentences full . I want to feel, without guilt for my softness. For my anger to rage without cyclical reason. My emotions not viewed as a feminine trait. I dream for permission to feel as I do.

I want to pause, between never ending roles. A break between work and chores of home. My need to take time for myself in this race. I dream of time to exhale and sit still.

I want to choose my attire without fear. For the fabrics that drape me don’t define who I am. My clothes not used as an invite of crime. I dream to dress in the way that I choose. I want time between selfless care of others. From rearing my own to nursing the olds. My love runs deep but this burden is too heavy. I dream for support in the roles that I’m placed.

I want to decide what I do with my body. For it’s my true vessel and I decide who resides. My choices need not be justified or atoned. I dream of autonomy for my body is mine.

I want to be me without fitting in ‘nicely’. For no labels are needed to tick that square box. My essence is me and the people I love. I dream of a world where I am enough.