D.H. Underwater I woke up this morning And rolled over to grab My worn-down bong and lighter To start my day off right. My mom barged in to Give me a hypocritical spiel With vodka on her breath As if her addiction isn’t visible. She’s oblivious to my pain, Along with everyone else. It’s as if my whole life hasn’t led To why I now crave a high. It’s the Jack Daniels and Her stupid glazed-over eyes. And it’s her teal Yeti cup for On the go. It’s my father who left me with Passed out women at seven And took me to smoky hotel rooms That I now know were filled with drugs. I reached out to her because I always felt like I was being held underwater; Trapped and unable to breathe. But she couldn’t see it, so it didn’t exist. I was truly drowning and felt I had nothing left to lose, Because no one cared enough To pull me out of the water.
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