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I would just like to share that God has a definite plan and purpose for us all and once you have opened up your heart for Him, He will never let go! I have given my heart more than once because I was never ever sure, because of downfalls, whether I was saved or not.
From Denise
I started a “healing” course on Sunday the 19th April. A birthday present to myself! It is all about getting that inner healing for all my 37 years of hurt! I come to the understanding from only one day of the course (still 7 to go!) that Jesus has started a journey with me, and yes I am a reborn Christian and yes I still have my ups and my very, very downs, but God will complete what He only has started! He is the starter and finisher of our lives! He wants to heal every one of us! Isn't He an awesome and incredible God? I sat there yesterday and all these thoughts came into my mind which I know come from the Holy Spirit. Nothing that we as humans can do, can save us, only Jesus and His light is drawing us closer and closer to GOD (ABBA Father)! We don't deserve any of this, but He loves us so much, He wants and longs for a closer than we can imagine relationship with Him! He wants to be our Morningstar, our every thought and word! I truly know that it wasn't of my own good or anything but through God's love for me that He is drawing me closer! Isn't he wonderful? He really is Grace, Love, Mercy, Life, Love! God's Love and Blessings be with you! The story in the last Flashlight is absolutely amazing… Wow!!!! I'm glad I'm on the illumin8 list. I love what you are doing because it really lifts your spirits.
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love numbers and I love maths! I studied engineering and in my first and second years I had a three hour maths prac every week. I always had to prepare for it the day before, but somehow it was never as tiresome as having to prepare for a chemistry prac, or (my worst nightmare) a machine drawing prac! In fact, when I moved into my third year and no longer had maths pracs, I actually missed them! I love maths because there is always an answer! If you go about it properly and think carefully, the problem will always work itself out! Of course there have been many occasions when I have made a mistake and then tried to force the mess I made into a solution! Most of the time this is because I was overanalyzing the problem (maths in my experience is actually quite straightforward; you just have to approach it from the right direction). At these times I would get my test or exam back, inevitably covered in red scribbling, and I would think, “What was I doing? It's so obvious! How did I not see this?” To me, God is a bit like a maths problem. He always has an answer, even if we are suffering a fair amount of frustration because we can't see it at the time. In fact, it's not so much that He always has an answer, so much as He IS the answer! And if we come from the direction that He is the Truth, then we'll get to that answer so much faster. Read One that makes it work on page 3 for more! illumin8 - Edition 10 - May 2009
Secondly, God is fairly straight forward. At my wedding recently my dad ended his speech by saying “God is love”. It's a simple statement with tremendous repercussions and meanings. Sort of like the theories you use to solve a Calculus problem. If you look for God's love in your life, you will find it! The things God asks from us are usually straightforward to, especially considering that He provides us with the ways to work them out in our lives. It's usually us who make a mess of it and struggle to find the solution. In hindsight, we see that the solution was there all along, right in front of us, and we can't believe how we missed it at the time. Forgiveness is one of those things. In 70 x 7 on page 5 Leanne shares how we can get so snarled up in guilt and shame that we lose sight of the answer Jesus provides. Like the maths problems that plagued my test scores, I have made numerous messes in my life. Mostly these occur when I get myself tangled up in what us illumin8 girls call The Busyness Web. I take on so much and think I need to do so many things that I exhaust myself. Inevitably the first casualty of this habit is the time I spend with Jesus. Before long I find myself demotivated, stressed, uninspired, angry and irritable. Leanne provides a solution to this in this issue's Double Take “Rest Stop 7” on page 13 I know what she's asking sounds impossible, but I'm personally going to try and incorporate it! 2
Our Testify this month is by Russell Seaborne, a fellow number lover! He is in the fortunate position to be working with numbers (its something I dream of!) and has an interesting story to share. One of our readers, Ashley Nadar also submitted some number puzzles to get those grey cells working. So we've resurrected Stimul8, which we featured in our first ever illumin8 – The Brain Issue. Finally, I am sad to inform you that Hayley Brett, whom we all love from Hayley's Comment, has left the illumin8 team. While she remains an avid fan, she is doing the valiant job of educating our nation's learners and it's not leaving much space for anything else in her life at the moment. However, that leaves an opening and Senzo Mishele is going to be filling it! Senzo has written a few articles for illumin8 in the past but from now on you can expect to see his byline more regularly. 1(3)=1 on page 16 is an article I co-wrote with him, with some serious help from the Holy Spirit! That's all from me folks. As we go into this new phase of our country's history, and the year marches on, my prayer for you is this…that you may you find your answers!
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'm sure most people have read that passage before. The question is: what do you think about it? Is it fact; the recounting of something that really happened and could happen again today? Or is it a story, a twisting of the truth to make a point? You will find that there are people on both sides of the fence on this one. Most people who believe is it true, will be children because children haven't encountered logic and ratio's yet. They are the ones who will wholeheartedly and unhesitatingly believe that it is possible. The others will be mostly those who have left childhood innocence behind them and discovered the vast volume of information available to us to help us figure out what is really true and what is not. I was listening to U2 yesterday and in City of Blinding Lights, Bono sings the following words:
explore, to discover; the more confused and lost we can get. That is of course, unless you have something you are certain of, something you know to be true and that you can measure all other information against. I recently got married and in the last few weeks of living with my new husband I have discovered a number of things that I knew, but didn't really know, if you know what I mean! One of these is his love for the National Geographic and History Channels. His favourite shows are ones about evolution and the bible. I don't know if anyone remembers when the Da Vinci Code came out? There was suddenly a whole host of programs being aired about the Judas Gospel, the fact that Mary Magdalene and Jesus had a child, and the various other theories raised in Dan Brown's book. When I saw the adverts for these programs, the
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message that was portrayed was one which said “Watch this show and you WILL have the answers to all these questions.” But when I actually sat down to watch them, I found that every single one failed to come to a conclusion. I found this incredibly irritating. The adverts in particular planted a seed of doubt (more like a young sampling actually) about the authenticity of who Jesus was, with a few well chosen sound bites from academics. Having done that, absolutely no conclusion was reached on the theory in question, leaving me with a whole host of half truths and snippets of information to mull over. Controversial bible theories aside, what about the shows that are scientifically based? My husband is incredibly interested in evolution and as I have learnt recently, there is no shortage of programs about that on DSTV either! Initially my response to these programs was one of fear and defensiveness because I didn't want my faith to be undermined by what I watched. Nor did I want these shows to plant seeds of doubt in the mind of my husband. But I realized pretty quickly that sitting in defensive and stony silence whenever we watched one of these is not a solution either. I am a firm believer in the fact that science and faith complement each other. In my mind, science is the way through which God reveals the majesty of His creation to us. In addition, there are incredibly smart people out there who have been gifted by God to be able to unlock these mysteries. My thinking is that if God gave us the ability to discover this stuff, then surely He intends us to discover it! Somewhere along the line though I had become one of those people who felt that I had to blindly accept what the bible told me and steadfastly refuse to entertain other paths of thought. I had become narrow minded and it shocked me. Then I stumbled across a quote by C.S.Lewis which reads, “I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen: not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else.” That completely flipped my thought processes upside down. I realized, firstly, that Jesus does not want mindless followers. He does not want us to give up our minds and stop thinking
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when we give our lives to him. What we do need to do though is to remember what Jesus has taught us, take what we know to be the truth and measure everything else against that. While it cannot be denied that most of the shows and programs on TV are produced by a secular world, that tries to deny Jesus' place, that does not necessarily mean they have no value. I am not saying we should now accept everything we hear or are told without question. What I am suggesting is that we ground ourselves firmly in the truth and filter what we see and hear through that. Some of it will turn out to be utter rubbish, but who knows what God will reveal to you if you are open to it? The bottom line is that there is a truth about everything. Jesus says in John 14:6 “I am the way, the truth and the light.” Whether you believe it or not, that doesn't affect the value of the truth. We need to view the world through the eyes of faith, looking for the lessons Jesus is teaching us, seeking out his guidance, using what we learn to deepen our trust in him. To get back to the story of the 5000… is it true? Did it really happen? Well, if you look at it from a purely logical and mathematical view, then no it absolutely did not happen! It's impossible. But if you look at it through the eyes of faith, through the knowledge that Jesus, the man who was central in the story, was endowed with the power of God – then suddenly it is quite plausible. The powerful number here is not the 5 loaves or the 2 fish. It is the ONE man who multiplied them. In the City of Blinding Lights, Bono goes on to say: Time… time Won't leave me as I am But time won't take the boy out of this man We all grow up. Learning and expanding our minds is an important and exciting part of all that. But don't let knowledge rob you of faith, rather use knowledge to learn more about the truth. Observe the world through the Son of Man, not only because you know the truth that he is risen, but because everything else looks different as a result.
Have you ever come to a place where you are so appalled with your actions that you wish you could hide in a corner and never show your face again? A place where the bitterness of the consequences fills you to your core? Have you ever hurt someone so badly that you wish you could fix it but know that the damage you have caused has made lasting scars? I have and I invite you to join me on my tale of a journey towards forgiveness. My whole life I have tried to be the best, do my best and considered myself a nice person. Throughout high school I was labelled an achiever and a good girl. Although I tried very hard get away from that image in varsity I soon discovered I actually liked being the good girl. I enjoy spreading joy and living a life aimed at treating people with kindness and encouraging them to do their best. I have recently realised that I have a streak of perfectionism in me that pushes me to want that quality in myself all the time – failure just isn't an option. With this inside it is incredibly difficult to accept that my “good intentions” could be leading me down a very dangerous path. If something is hard to see, such as your true motives, then you would rather not see it.
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A year ago my actions led to my heart being broken and torn into 1000's of pieces and left two people very close to my heart in the middle of the mess I had created. After coming clean, making drastic but needed decisions, speaking the truth and making a promise to not go down that road again at any cost, my life started again and I could feel the healing begin as I drew near to God. I asked the forgiveness of those involved and then asked God my Father to forgive me over and over. Yet I carried this responsibility and guilt for the damage I had caused with me every day. Let me tell you: for someone who deep down wants to be perfect to have to look in the mirror and see yourself so pitifully flawed is a devastating experience! I have carried this deep sorrow and regret with me for many months and then this year something changed... I started to see the truth before me. I grew up as a Christian so you can say I have “known” Jesus all my life. Yet for some reason I always felt a distance between us, like I could relate better to God the Father than Jesus. I also always thanked him for dying on the cross but never really understood how much of a big deal it actually was. I have realised that the WHOLE point of Jesus coming was to forgive. Somehow the huge importance of that seems lost to the world. Forgiveness is everything – our only chance. When you are in the dark depths of guilt: what Jesus did really matters! It is your lifeline to cling to as you make your way back into the light. So I received his forgiveness but because of my high standards I just couldn't find it in me to forgive myself. I believed the God had forgiven me but I didn't deserve it, and that I deserved to punish myself especially since everything was going well in my life but falling apart in one of the affected parties.
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How could I allow myself to be happy when I had caused so much destruction? In the New Testament we find Peter asking Jesus how many times one should forgive someone who has wronged you. He asked, “Perhaps 7 times?” Jesus responded rather 70 x 7 times. He then went on to tell the disciples a parable to explain his point better. He describes the kingdom of heaven as a King who wanted the debt owed to him by his servants to be repaid. He called forth a servant and when he couldn't pay the king ordered the man and his family to be auctioned to the slave market. The slave begged for mercy and the king showed him compassion and erased his debt. The servant was no sooner out the room when a fellow servant who owed him money begged him to give him a chance to pay it back. The first servant showed no compassion and had the second servant thrown in jail. The other servants saw this and told the king. He summoned the first servant and said (Matthew 18:21-33 Message) 'You evil servant! I forgave your entire debt when you begged me for mercy. Shouldn't you be compelled to be merciful to your fellow servant who asked for mercy?' The king was furious and put the screws to the man until he paid back his entire debt. And that's exactly what my Father in heaven is going to do to each one of you who doesn't forgive unconditionally anyone who asks for mercy.”
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This passage has a clear message. That just as your Father in heaven forgives you over and over so too you should forgive those who wrong you. When it comes to my story, being the one in need of forgiveness I see this passage as an answer to freedom. Apart from being forgiven by those I have wronged I realised that I needed to forgive myself. God, the king, had shown me mercy when I crawled to him from the depths of my shame, who was I to think that I couldn't forgive myself? Was I above God? I was reminded that when I gave my life to God I was bought at a price so in fact I no longer belonged to myself. Not only did I need to receive God's forgiveness but I needed to show myself mercy and compassion. I belong to God now and I have no right to punish or hurt myself. The consequences of sin are enough and the whole point of Jesus dying for our sins is lost if we can't be free of our guilt and shame. I realised that God's mercies are new every morning and that we can start a fresh knowing we are forgiven. He showed me that because we are His we are children of the light and need not grovel in the dark any longer. It may take a long time for those you hurt to forgive you but once you have repented and asked for forgiveness that is something only they can find in their hearts to do. If you are in need of forgiveness and have lived in shame long enough I encourage you to make things right with those you have hurt. If you have been hurt don't hold on to the resentment and pain but look to the King, follow His example. If you can't forgive yourself... let go and realise that ALL fall short and accept God's grace and forgiveness without holding onto your mistakes. Forgiveness makes you want to run outside in the rain and dance and spin in circles on the grass! It is the greatest gift to give and the most liberating one to receive. So forgive 70 x 7 times - therein lies true freedom.
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If you're like me, at some stage you have driven past the 12 Apostles in Cape Town and wondered what the names of the 12 were, only to discover that after Peter, John and Matthew, you were a little unsure! To prevent further perplexity while on holiday in the Cape, I decided to try and find out a bit more about them. Aside from James, brother of John, the New Testament does not tell us what happened to the others. The information summarised here is from a variety of articles that used ancient traditions as a source. Circumstantial evidence is strong but much of it is speculation. To start off with, I discovered that a disciple is not necessarily an apostle. “Disciple” means “learner” or “follower” whereas “apostle” means “someone who was sent out”. So basically, when Jesus ascended into heaven, the 12 disciples became apostles because there were no longer following him but rather going out to spread his gospel. There were other apostles, such as Paul, who were not disciples as they were not followers of Jesus when he was on earth.
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air from my lawn, and the doves were so full of food that they gave up eating and they just watched all these insects flying away. Tomorrow the doves will be hungry, but tomorrow they will find more food. They don't have to catch the termites and store them in the deep-freeze. Jesus said, “So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.� (Matthew 6:31-33, NIV).
God invented the trillions. There is nothing He can't do. Just trust Him.
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By Russell Seaborne I decided on my field of study based on the fact that there was a need for Chartered Accountants in business at the time I started university. I was in the fortunate position that I could have studied anything really but at that stage of my life, although saved, I did not have a relationship with God, so there was little prayer or input from leaders as to the decision. I felt that I received confirmation though in that I applied and received a bursary from Price Waterhouse Coopers on the first try. Four years later, I started with PWC, all set and on my way to becoming a CA.
. After that I had to put things in place to tell my bosses at PWC that I intended to resign from my article contract. They didn't understand how I could stop just short of one year, but the more I told them of this God I serve, that nothing I do is without Him smiling down on me and that He will look out for and after me, they softened and realized that nothing was going to convince me to stay.
At that stage, I found myself in a good place, in a healthy local church, involved, married and all those other great things that come from serving a God who delights in you. The greatest challenge for me was to find the balance between a healthy spiritual and work life. Little did I know that this life is one life which is always lived out to His Glory! Towards the end of my second year of articles I was preparing for only one more year, two more exams (after failing the first one twice I was confident, having studied diligently, that I would make it this time around) and then qualifying as a CA. Then, totally out of the blue I received and unexpected SMS from the lead elder at our church. He asked me 'if the Lord has ever stirred me towards working full time in His household'. I responded quickly, before I could argue why I shouldn't, with my heart racing, my hands shaking a bit, that 'I have considered it'.
Since then I have had a year and a half of doing what I love (working with numbers) in a place that I love (the local church) with the people that I love (my brothers and sisters in Christ)! God truly has been involved in my life, urging me on where I did not think it was possible to go!
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By Leanne Rhodes There's always something to do; always something to say; always somewhere to be…always something! Can I have just one moment to catch my breath; one moment to collect my thoughts? The hamster wheel turns and turns... where it stops, nobody knows. I run harder and harder but go no further. What's the point of anything if I just have to do it all over again tomorrow? Is survival overrated? I don't really believe that but my mind, my body and my soul is weary. I am so sick of this rat raced routine! Life is just spinning and spinning. With this kind of momentum how do I hit PAUSE? Up ahead I see a sign ... it's a sign I seemed to have missed every time I've driven on this familiar road. As I draw nearer I start to see it more clearly. It says “Rest Stop 7”. Rest...that sounds good.
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TAKE 1 The pace of the world seems set in supersonic speed full of hassles, deadlines, frustrations and demands and all this causes a huge amount of stress. Now, not all stress is bad. It is a natural built in response that can motivate a person to perform under pressure and escape danger. However, when a person has a prolonged exposure to stress, it can have an adverse effect on body, mind and soul. Did you know that your body doesn't differentiate between physical and psychological stress? According to helpguide.org, this means that “when you're stressed over a busy schedule, an argument with a friend, a traffic jam, or a mountain of bills, your body reacts just as strongly as if you were facing a life-or-death situation. If you have a lot of responsibilities and worries, your emergency stress response may be “on” most of the time.” An excessively stressed state can disrupt nearly every system in your body. “It can raise blood pressure, suppress the immune system, increase the risk of heart attack and stroke, contribute to infertility, and speed up the aging process. Longterm stress can even rewire the brain, leaving you more vulnerable to anxiety and depression.” The effects ripple further to impinge on your family, friends and social life. Our bodies are simply not designed to cope well with excessive stress over a long period of time. I will never forget a crazy time I had in my final year of varsity. We had a group project midyear which was our first major industry driven assignment. After a really bumpy start and struggling to get a concept with which the lecturers were satisfied we went into “emergency mode” with stress levels hitting what felt like a 9 on the stressometer . After plan “A” and “B” and “C” produced unsatisfactory results we resorted to working nonstop from Wednesday to Friday's presentation without an hour of sleep. I also found myself irritable and the smallest tasks seemed to take me far longer than normal. I won't even mention the physical strain it took on my body. After the presentation I vowed never to do that to myself again. In hindsight I have trouble believing that stress pushed us to do something so ludicrous.
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TAKE 2 This is where Rest Stop 7 comes in. Rest Stop 7 is a place you need to visit every week in order to recharge, realign and reassess. When God created the universeHe chose to make the 7th day a time of rest not because He was tired, a human condition, but rather to cease exertion and take the time to reflect on His creation and enjoy it. He also used it as an example to us. By sanctifying it and proclaiming it holy He made a commandment that all humanity should honour it and consequently Him through it. It always amazes me how we will follow 9 of the 10 commandments but easily ignore this one. When last did you take a day of rest? As our designer, He knew far before the medical experts that rest is vital to the functioning of our incredible bodies. If God had left an operation manual you would see rest right up there with eating and breathing. Medical experts now know that rest and relaxation gives the heart a break by slowing the heart rate, reduces blood pressure, slows the rate of breathing which reduces the need for oxygen, increases blood flow to the muscles and decreases muscle tension. As a result many of us experience more energy, better sleep, enhanced immunity, increased concentration, better problem-solving abilities, greater efficiency, smoother emotions (less anger, crying, anxiety, and frustration) and less headaches and pain. 2 It seems God knows what we need before we even do and by commanding us to rest I believe He is protecting us from ourselves and the ill effects of stress. I have realised that wearing ourselves out with activities is selfish. Think about it. . If you are to be His instrument don't you think you are better off working optimally not near empty? Anything less than your best is just not worthy of the God we serve. He wants our all and has equipped us with enough to do that. It is for this reason that I truly believe He gives each and everyone one of us exactly the right amount of time to do what He wants us to do; and if we are feeling overwhelmed it means there is something on our plate that He doesn't intend us to do right now. Sometimes the greatest enemy of greatness isn't evil but good. We can cram our lives with good and completely miss the point of life. We need to learn that we can say “no� to some things, to work hard but also to prioritise rest in our lives and focus on God. Be still and know... know that the world will not fall apart if you stop for a moment! When you stop you start to
get a broader perspective on life as opposed to the stresses right in front of you. As you realign your focus back to God you realise that He is big enough to handle anything life throws at you. He promises to carry your burdens, to refresh your weary spirit and fill your heart with peace. References: 1. Understanding Stress [O] Available: Accessed: 2 April 2009 2. Benefits of Relaxation: An elixir for body, mind & spirit! [O] Available: http://heartofhealing.net/relaxation-wellness/benefits-of-relaxation/ Accessed: 2 April 2009xx3
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Senzo: For centuries, the concept of the Trinity has caused headaches amongst the Church. It is not an easy concept to grasp or explain and so I'm not going to even attempt to explain it.
Lucy: I agree, but I did have an interesting thought though‌ if you took Maths at school, you'll know that 1 to the power of three is still 1. One to the power of anything is still one! While I don't understand why this is, it does give a good analogy for the Holy Trinity. The Shack really opened this up for me. It's a book that has been generating a lot of talk in the past year or so and is written by an American, William Young. It takes a new and different approach to the Trinity. It examines the different characters of the Trinity (Jesus, Pappa = God and Sureya = Holy Spirit) as completely separate beings with unique roles that add up to a complete picture. You may not agree with the descriptions from your own experience, but while I was reading it, I found myself longing for them to be true descriptions because they sounded so fulfilling. It describes the kind of communion with God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit that I wish I had in my life.
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Senzo: Part of my understanding of the different roles of the Trinity comes from Philipians 2:1-18. illumin8 - Edition 10 - May 2009
In all Jesus did, and said, He continually portrayed the message 'for the glory of the Father.' The Father's response is to say that every knee shall bow and every tongue must confess that Jesus Christ is Lord and guess what? When that happens, it happens to the glory of the Father. The Holy Spirit, alive in us, continually prompts us to worship and praise the Father and the Son. Now here is the connection‌ These three by being selfless and exalting one another, they know that when that happens they too get exalted. The Father knows that if the Son is exalted so is He and so is the Spirit. Looking at this at face value, it seems egotistical of God but I like to think that it is more a case of God saying that in all we do we must remember that He is God and He is the One most supreme; not us. Philippians 2 displays this beautifully in that though Jesus was God, He didn't consider equality with God something to be grasped but made Himself a servant and in doing so, God glorified Him.
Philippians 2:1-18 (NLT) Is there any encouragement from belonging to Christ? Any comfort from his love? Any fellowship together in the Spirit? Are your hearts tender and compassionate? Then make me truly happy by agreeing wholeheartedly with each other, loving one another, and working together with one mind and purpose. Don't be selfish; don't try to impress others. Be humble, thinking of others as better than yourselves. Don't look out only for your own interests, but take an interest in others, too. You must have the same attitude that Christ Jesus had. Though he was God, he did not think of equality with God as something to cling to. Instead, he gave up his divine privileges; he took the humble position of a slave and was born as a human being. When he appeared in human form, he humbled himself in obedience to God and died a criminal's death on a cross.... To be continued on next page
Lucy: But that's exactly it! The Trinity share this relationship in which each is selfless and serving, and yet the outcome is the glory of God. The three separate beings have one purpose, and they achieve it naturally and effortlessly because it's what they exist to do. 16
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Senzo: The Trinity represents perfect unity. It is a perfect model of oneness, even though there are three parts to it! I always find it amazing that when Jesus was about to die on the cross, and endure the most excruciating and humiliating death, He didn't pray that the pain might be lessened nor for an easier death. No; instead He prayed for His Disciples to be one. He then continued to pray for you and I; the Church (His Bride) to be one and to be united. Surely we must see that unity is a most powerful asset in any community.
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Lucy: I agree, we should all be aiming for unity. Unity
between each other and unity with the Trinity. I've recently realised that we shouldn't
settle for knowing one aspect of the Trinity because each part has something unique and different to add to our relationship with God, and if we don't try to understand that, then we are really missing out.
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Senzo: As well as unity and perfect communion in the Trinity, there is agreement. South Africa has a horrible history of division. Division not simply of point of views, beliefs and culture but racial, class and even geographical. Imagine if we could have that agreement and unity with each other. What we'd land up with is a South Africa that is one. A country that is united and not scarred by the past but hopeful for the future. A country where the alien is welcomed and not beaten. Imagine our South Africa as a place where none go without but love compels all to act and compassion moves us to see Christ in each other. United against poverty, HIV/Aids, unemployment, corruption, racism and the lack of the knowledge of Christ. God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit are our example.
Lucy:
It's a great picture Senzo. It seems so impossible though, but then I guess we have to rely on God and not on ourselves. We have to be the instruments of change, but we need to always remember that it's only through God that sustainable change is possible.
Senzo: Absolutely! There's only 1 you in the whole universe. You only have 1 life to live, no dress rehearsals and definitely no undo button. You first have to be the change you want to see in this country. Look to the three in one as your great example. When He wanted to teach us how to love, He loved first. When He wanted us to forgive, He forgave first. When He wanted us to live for the glory of God, He glorified first. May your one life, to the power of the Three, be a life that will leave testimonies behind, for the glory of our Father who is in Heaven! 17
Philippians 2:1-18 (NLT) continued...Therefore, God elevated him to the place of highest honor and gave him the name above all other names, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father. Dear friends, you always followed my instructions when I was with you. And now that I am away, it is even more important. Work hard to show the results of your salvation, obeying God with deep reverence and fear. For God is working in you, giving you the desire and the power to do what pleases him. Do everything without complaining and arguing, so that no one can criticize you. Live clean, innocent lives as children of God, shining like bright lights in a world full of crooked and perverse people. Hold firmly to the word of life; then, on the day of Christ's return, I will be proud that I did not run the race in vain and that my work was not useless. But I will rejoice even if I lose my life, pouring it out like a liquid offering to God, just like your faithful service is an offering to God. And I want all of you to share that joy. Yes, you should rejoice, and I will share your joy.
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