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Anrb _¢ Amoemo H$mo EH$ bmoH${à` qMVH$ Ho$ ê$n _| OmZVm hÿ§. ~rgdt gXr Ho$ CÎmamÕ© _| Amoemo AnZr OmXwB© ~mVm| go Xw{Z`m ^a _| ~ohX bmoH${à` hþAm. H$m°boO Ho$ {XZm| _| _oao H$B© XmoñV Amoemo H$mo K§Q>m| n T>Vo ahVo Wo. _oao _Z _| ^r Amoemo H$mo OmZZo H$s {Okmgm n¡Xm hþB©. AV _¢Zo Cgo n T>Zm ewê$ {H$`m. Amoemo H$m ^moJ-g§^moJ gå_V {dMma, _Z_mohH$ h¢. {Z g§Xoh dh EH$ _hmZ bm°{OH$b ~«oZ aIVm Wm. na Jy T> Am¡a {díbofUmË_H$ AÜ``Z {H$`m Vmo nVm Mbm {H$ Amoemo H$s ~mV| gË` go, `WmW© go H$mogm| Xya h¢. ha {XbMñn ~mV, gË` hmo, `h µOê$ar Zht. dfm] Ho$ {díbofUmË_H$ AÜ``Z Ho$ níMmV _¢Zo Amoemo Ho$ {dMmam| Ho$ VH©$g§JV {damoY H$m {ZU©` {H$`m. AnZo {damoY H$mo _¢ ""g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa'' erf©H$ go H$mC§Q>a ~wH$ AWm©V² "{déÕ nwñVH$' Ho$ ê$n _| AmnH$s godm _| àñVwV H$a ahm hÿ§. Amoemo Ho$ npãbH$ ñnrMoO H$m EH$ g§J«h (H°$bo eZ)- ""g§^moJ go g_m{Y H$s Amoa'' Zm_H$ nwñVH$ Ho$ ê$n _| àH$m{eV hþAm Omo CgHo$ Xe©Z H$s ~hþM{M©V nwñVH$ h¡. _oar `h nwñVH$ Amoemo H$s Bgr ~hþM{M©V nwñVH$ H$m VH©$g§JV {damoY h¡. g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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eãX-gå_mohZ _| AWmh à^wËd aIZo dmbm Amoemo AnZo EH$ ^mfU _| H$hVm h¡- ""....H$m_ H$s D$Om© hr, go g EZOu hr, A§VV ào_ _| n[ad{V©V hmoVr h¡ Am¡a ê$nm§V[aV hmoVr h¡....'' g§nyU© _mZd Om{V (hmob øy_Z aog) {d{^ÝZ g§ñH¥${V`m| d Y_m] Ho$ nydm©J«h go J«{gV h¡, ~r_ma h¡. amoJ-J«{gV _mZdVm Ho$ gm_Zo Amoemo Zo Cnamo V H$WZ go ào_ H$s ì`m»`m H$s. nyar _mZdVm Amoemo H$mo Xw Ir Am¡a ~r_ma ZµOa Am`r `m|{H$ dh {H$gr ^r nydm©J«h go J«{gV Zht Wm. AV _Zwî` OrdZ (øy_Z bmBµ\$) H$s ÌmgXr H$m `WmW© dh OmZ J`m. Amoemo Ho$ nydm©J«h dmbr ~mV na _oao _pñVîH$ _| EH$ gdmb CR>Vm h¡g¥{ï> H$m àW_ _mZd Mmho dmo Omo ^r ahm hmo, S>m{d©Z Ho$ {gÕm§V Ho$ AZwgma ~§Xa go n[ad{V©V hþAm hmo `m na_mË_m Zo grYo (S>m`ao Q>) Cgo YaVr na ^oOm hmo, dmo Vmo {H$gr g§ñH¥${V `m Y_© go Zht Wm! dh Vmo nydm©J«hm| go _w V Wm!! {\$a Eogo _| Vmo Cgo Amoemo O¡gm hmoZm Mm{hE Wm!!! na dmo Eogm Zht Wm. AJa dmo Amoemo O¡gm hmoVm Vmo g§ñH¥${V`m| Am¡a Y_m] H$m OÝ_ hr Zht hmo nmVm Am¡a YaVr na {gµ\$©$ Amoemo g§ñWmE§ (H$å`yÝg) hmoVt! g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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O~ àW_ _mZd H$m _Z g^r nydm©J«hm| go _w V Wm, EH$X_ H$moam Wm Vmo dh "aOZre' `m| Zht Wm? `hm§ Vmo _mZZr` aOZre Ho$ _yb^yV {gÕm§V AWm©V² nydm©J«h go _w{ V H$s ~Xm¡bV g¥{ï> H$s aMZm hr EH$ ~hþV ~ S>o àíZ Ho$ Koao _| Am J`r. na_mË_m go àW_ _mZd H$m M[aÌ-{ZYm©aU hr JbV hmo J`m, `m|{H$ àW_ _mZd go AZoH$ g§ñH¥${V`m§ d Y_© \y$Q> n S>o. A~ _¢ Amoemo H$mo g m Am¡a na_mË_m H$mo PyR>m Vmo H$h Zht gH$Vm. hm§, `h ~mV {ZpíMV h¡ {H$ Amoemo _| EH$ Eogr ZH$mamË_H$ ({ZJo{Q>d) _Zmod¥{Îm Wr {OgHo$ H$maU Cgo gmar Xw{Z`m ~r_ma ZµOa AmVr Wr. A~ µOm{ha h¡ {H$ Eogo _Zmo{dkmZ H$m ì`p V O~ ~r_mam| H$m BbmO H$aoJm Vmo dmo `hr ~Vm gH$Vm h¡ {H$ å`y{OH$ Am°Z H$amo Am¡a nmJbm| H$s Vah ZmMVo ahmo, Vwåh| AmÜ`mpË_H$ AZw^y{V hmoJr, AmË_-Xe©Z H$s g§^mdZmE§ CËnÝZ hm|Jr, ào_ H$m Ûma IwboJm, ZmMVo ahmo, Py_Vo ahmo Am¡a Ty>§T>Vo ahmo ñd`§ _| ñd`§ H$mo. bJo ahmo... CÝ_w V Z¥Ë` Ho$ CÝ_mX _| AmZ§X_` hmo OmAmo. CÝ_mX _| AmZ§X H$s PbH$ h¡. CÝ_mX go Vwåhmao A§Xa Am¡a A{YH$ hmoe _| ahZo H$s g§^mdZmE§ \y$Q>|Jr. XaAgb, Eogo _Zmo{dkmZ _| CËH¥$ï>V_ g§^mdZmAm| H$s CX²KmofUm Vmo Omoam| go hmoVr h¡, na My§{H$ Bg _Zmo{dkmZ H$m AmYma _mÌ ^«m_H$ VH©$ h¢ Bg{bE g§^mdZmE§ H$^r K{Q>V Zht hmo nmVt. D$Om© ObmVo (EZOu ~Z© H$aVo) a{hE, àH¥${V Ho$ {Z`_mZwgma Wmo S>m ñdmñÏ`-bm^ µOê$a hmoJm. Eogm _Zmo{dkmZ aIZo dmbm ì`p V A{V AmË_{dídmgr (Amoda H$m°Ýµ\$sS>|Q>) hmoVm h¡, Omo H$^r àH¥${V Ho$ _Zmo{dkmZ H$mo g_P hr Zht nmVm. H$moao bm°{O g Ho$ Ah§ _| dmo bmoJm| H$mo Ah§-eyÝ`Vm Ho$ gå^m{dV Xe©Z H$mo ~VmVm ahVm h¡. g§^mdZmE§ gwX§ a hmoVr h¢. na AmOrdZ à`mgaV ahZo Ho$ ~mX ^r `{X dmo K{Q>V Z hmo gH|$ Vmo ì`p V H$mo na_ CÝ_mX H$mo àmá hmo, _¥Ë`w H$mo àmá hmo OmZm n S>oJm. gd©kmZr hmoZo H$m Ah§-àYmZ CÝ_mXr _Zmo{dkmZ Am¡a CgHo$ ^«m_H$ bm°{O g go ~mµH$s Mmho Omo ^r hmo na§Vw Cggo ào_ H$Xm{n Zht \y$Q> gH$Vm. 10
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Cgr ñnrM _| Amoemo EH$ OJh H$hVm h¡- ""...._Zwî` go µÁ`mXm ào_ new Am¡a n{j`m| Am¡a nm¡Ym| _| {XIm`r n S>Vm h¡, {OZHo$ nmg Z H$moB© g§ñH¥${V h¡ Z Y_© h¡....!'' `hm§ Amoemo {H$g ào_ H$s ~mV H$a ahm h¡? `m `h dhr ào_ h¡ Omo go g-EZOu go ê$nm§V[aV hmoH$a Ordm| _| \y$Q> n S>Vm h¡ Am¡a Ord à\w$pëbV hmo CR>Vo h¢, g§JrV_` hmo CR>Vo h¢?? EH$ Za new `m Za njr ñd`§ H$mo OÝ_ XoZodmbr _mXm new `m _mXm njr Ho$ gmW g§^moJ H$a boVm h¡. Eogm new Am¡a n{j`m| _| g§^d h¡ `m|{H$ CZH$m Z H$moB© Y_© h¡ Z g§ñH¥${V. Amoemo Ho$ AZwgma g§^moJ go ê$nm§V[aV D$Om© hr ào_ Ho$ àdmh H$m EH$ _mÌ ómoV h¡. AV `{X Amoemo H$mo new-n{j`m| _| _Zwî`m| H$s Anojm A{YH$ ào_ {XImB© XoVm h¡ Vmo BgH$m grYm _Vb~ h¡ {H$ Amoemo _Zwî`m| _| ^r new-n{j`m| H$s go g àd¥{Îm H$mo ñWm{nV H$aZm MmhVo h¢. ào_ H$s Ymam ~ho `m Z ~ho na _Zwî`m| _| Bg Vah H$s dmgZm g§^d hr Zht h¡ `m|{H$ _Zwî` _ZZerb h¡ Am¡a CgH$m AnZm Y_© h¡, CgH$s AnZr g§ñH¥${V h¡. ~rgdt gXr Ho$ _Ü` go bJ^J (Am°b_moñQ>) nyao `yamon _| `m¡Z ñdÀN>§XVm (go gwAb \«$sS>_) AmB©. n[aUm_ h_mao gm_Zo h¡. {Og go gwAb \«$sS>_ go ào_ H$s Ymam ~hZr Mm{hE Wr, g_m{Y H$m _mJ© àeñV hmoZm Mm{hE Wm, g~ \y$b H$s Vah à\w$pëbV ZµOa AmZo Mm{hE Wo, CgHo$ MbVo Eogm Hw$N> Zht hþAm. CëQ>o nyam `yamon gm§ñH¥${VH$ C{Û½ZVm g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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(H$ëMab-{S>ñQ >o eZ) H$m {eH$ma hmo J`m. new àd¥{Îm dmbr EH$ Z`r g§ñH¥${V H$m ew^ma§^ H$aZo dmbm ì`p V H$hVm h¡, _mZd gä`Vm H$s g§nyU© g§ñH¥${V`m§ µJbV h¢.
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Cgr ^mfU _| EH$ ñWmZ na Amoemo H$hVm h¡- "".... `m|{H$ g mB© `h h¡ {H$ ào_ H$s gmar `mÌm H$m àmW{_H$ q~Xw H$m_ h¡, go g h¡....'' ào_ O~{H$ gm¡ÝX`© go n[anyU© _Z H$s EH$ {ZXm}f pñW{V h¡ Z {H$ go g O¡gr ^moJ-{dbmg gå_V emar[aH$ gwI XoZodmbr à{H«$`m go CËnÝZ hmoZodmbr _Z pñW{V. hm§, go g na_mË_m H$m EH$ {d{eï> daXmZ µOê$a h¡ {OgHo$ àmH¥${VH$ ì`dhma H$s na§nam Xw{Z`m H$s bJ^J ha g§ñH¥${V Am¡a ha Y_© _| nm`r OmVr h¡. gm¡ÝX`© Ho$ à{V ghO ñdm^m{dH$ g o ào_ Zo {d{dY H$bmAm| H$mo OÝ_ {X`m, ào_ H$s dfm© H$s, Z {H$ g§^moJ Ho$ j{UH$ emar[aH$ gwI Zo. go g dmñVd _| Ordm| H$s EH$ ñdm^m{dH$ emar[aH$ µOê$aV go µ Á`mXm Hw$N> Zht h¡. dmgZm Zo ào_, gm¡ÝX`© Am¡a H$bm H$mo OÝ_ Zht {X`m. ào_ ñdm^m{dH$ h¡. gm¡ÝX`© ñdm^m{dH$ h¡ VWm BZ XmoZm| Ho$ àmH¥${VH$ {_bZ go H$bmE§ àH$Q> hþBª. ¡a, Amoemo H$s Y_© Am¡a g§ñH¥${V`m| Ho$ nydm©J«h dmbr ~mV na H$m¡Vyhb ^am gdmb _Z _| CR>Vm h¡- {díd Ho$ {H$gr ^r Y_© `m {H$gr ^r g§ñH¥${V _| OÝ_m ~ m AnZo ~MnZ _| EH$X_ {Z{d©H$ma hmoVm h¡. CgH$m _Z ha Vah Ho$ nydm©J«hm| go _w V d nyar Vah H$moam hmoVm h¡. Vmo {\$a Cgr g_`H$mb _| CgHo$ _Z _| ào_ H$m dmo PaZm `m| Zht \y$Q> n S>Vm, Omo Cgo na_mË_m H$s pñW{V VH$ nhþ§Mm Xo? Ord-_mÌ Ho$ ~MnZ (MmBëS>hþS>) _| Omo ào_-àdmh hmoVm h¡ dmo Amoemo Ûmam n[a^m{fV ào_ Zht h¡, `m|{H$ Amoemo Ho$ AZwgma ào_ Ho$ àdmh H$m _yb ómoV A{Zdm`© ê$n go H$m_-dmgZm h¡, g§^moJ h¡ O~{H$ ~ o Vmo g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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H$m_-dmgZm go, g§^moJ go CÝ_w V hmoVo h¢. `hm§ Jm¡a H$aZodmbr ~mV `h h¡ {H$ Amoemo Ho$ ào_-àdmh H$mo àmá hmoZo Ho$ {bE ~ o H$mo nhbo {H$emoamdñWm _| OmZm n S>oJm Am¡a {H$emoamdñWm VH$ nhþ§MVo-nhþ§MVo dmo Y_© Am¡a g§ñH¥${V Ho$ à^md _| Am OmEJm. AV Amoemo Ho$ ào_-àdmh H$mo àmá hmoZo Ho$ {bE _Zwî` H$mo nhbo nydm©J«h go J«{gV hmoZm A{Zdm`© ê$n go Amdí`H$ h¡. {OZ Y_m] d g§ñH¥${V`m| Ho$ nydm©J«h H$mo _mZZr` aOZre {gao go ZH$ma XoVo h¢ VWm CgHo$ ApñVËd H$mo ào_ Ho$ _mJ© H$m g~go ~ S>m AdamoY _mZVo h¢, dhr nydm©J«h CZHo$ ào_-àdmh Ho$ {bE A{Zdm`© ê$n go Amdí`H$ ^r h¡? Eogm H¡$go g§^d h¡?? O~ Ûma Iwbm hþAm Wm V~ Hw$N> Zht hþAm, H$moB© ào_-àdmh Zht hþAm. nhbo Ûma H$mo ~§X hmoZo Xmo {\$a ñd`§ Imobmo. A~ ào_ H$s Eogr J§Jm ~hoJr Omo na_mË_m H$s pñW{V VH$ bo OmEJr. Bggo µÁ`mXm hmñ`mñnX ~mV Am¡a `m hmo gH$Vr h¡?
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AnZr Xygar ñnrM _| Amoemo H$hVm h¡- ""....bo{H$Z nm¡Yo ^r AnZoAmn _| V¥á Zht Wo. do gVV OrdZ H$mo OÝ_ XoVo aho. CZH$s ^r H$moB© Moï>m Mb ahr Wr. do newAm| H$mo, n{j`m| H$mo OÝ_ XoZm MmhVo Wo. new, njr n¡Xm hþE. hOmam|-bmIm| dfm}§ VH$ new, n{j`m| go ^am Wm `h OJV. bo{H$Z _Zwî` H$m H$moB© nVm Zht Wm. newAm| Am¡a n{j`m| Ho$ àmUm| Ho$ ^rVa {Za§Va _Zwî` ^r {Zdmg H$a ahm Wm, n¡Xm hmoZo H$s Moï>m H$a ahm Wm. {\$a _Zwî` n¡Xm hþAm....'' _Zwî`m| H$s CËn{Îm H$s `h AdYmaUm, Xe©Z, kmZ VWm {dkmZ Ho$ YamVb na AVm{H©$H$, {~Zm {H$gr à_mU Ho$ EH$ {ZamYma AdYmaUm h¡ {OgHo$ AmYma na _hm_Zd VH$ H$s CËn{Îm H$mo Amoemo à_m{UV H$aZm MmhVm h¡. EH$ {Za§Hw$e g§H$ënZm Ho$ AmYma na Ordm| _| {dH$mg Ho$ H«$_ H$mo n[a^m{fV H$aZo H$m {ZaW©H$ à`mg {H$`m h¡ Amoemo Zo `hm§. dZñn{V {dkmZ Ho$ joÌ _| A~ VH$ Ho$ emoY _| Eogm H$moB© namJrH$aU g§^d hr Zht h¡ {Oggo dZñn{V`m| go new `m njr CËnÝZ hmo gH|$. {dkmZ H$s ha emIm àH¥${V Ho$ emídV {Z`_m| na AmYm[aV h¡. AV ^{dî` _| Eogr H$moB© g§^mdZm ^r Zht h¡ {Oggo dZñn{V`m§ new `m n{j`m| H$mo OÝ_ Xo gH|$. hm§, AbJ-AbJ àOm{V H$s dZñn{V`m| Ho$ ~rM namJrH$aU H$am H$a EH$ Vrgar àOm{V H$s dZñn{V Adí` CËnÝZ H$s Om gH$Vr h¡, na {H$gr new `m njr Ho$ CËnÝZ hmoZo H$s H$moB© g§^mdZm Zht h¡. new-njr Vmo ~ S>o Ord h¢, EH$ MrQ>t H$s CËn{Îm H$s g§^mdZm go g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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^r dZñn{V {dkmZ B§H$ma H$aVm h¡. R>rH$ Bgr àH$ma new-n{j`m| go _Zwî` Ho$ CËnÝZ hmoZo H$s à{H«$`m ^r Ord {dkmZ Ho$ ZOXrH$ g§^d Zht h¡. new-n{j`m| _| Eogm H$moB© àmoQ>rZ, Eogo {H$gr S>rEZE Ho$ nmE OmZo H$s H$moB© g§^mdZm Zht h¡ {Oggo _Zwî` H$s CËn{Îm hmo gHo$. A~ ahr ~mV dZñn{V`m|, newAm| Am¡a n{j`m| Ho$ ñd`§ go CÎm_ Ord H$mo OÝ_ XoZo H$s AZdaV Moï>m H$s, Vmo {H$gr dñVw H$s AZdaV Moï>m H$aZo H$m {dkmZ Ho$db _ZZerb Ordm| H$m h¡. dZñn{V`m§, new-njr, Ord h¢, BZ_| OrdZ h¡ na `o _ZZerb Zht h¢. AV BZ_| {H$gr àH$ma H$s Moï>m H$m nm`m OmZm g§^d Zht h¡. YaVr na àË`j ê$n go _ZZerb Ord _mÌ _mZd h¡, Moï>mE§ _mÌ _mZd-OrdZ H$m {dkmZ h¡ Z {H$ dZñn{V`m| Ed§ new-n{j`m| H$m. g~go A{YH$ hmñ`mñnX ~mV Vmo `h h¡ {H$ {ZOud nËWa-nhm S>m| Zo dZñn{V`m| H$mo OÝ_ {X`m, Amoemo Eogm AnZr Bgr ñQ>oQ>_|Q> _| H$hVm h¡. `{X Amoemo H$hVm {H$ Eogm hþAm {Ogo na_mË_m Zo AnZr AWmh j_Vm go {H$`m Vmo H$moB© ^r BZ ~mVm| H$mo ghr _mZ boVm `m|{H$ na_mË_m H$s ~w{Õ ({dÁS>_) Am¡a j_Vm H$mo {H$gr ^r _Zwî` Ho$ {bE OmZ nmZm Vmo Xya, CgH$s H$ënZm H$a nmZm ^r g§^d Zht h¡. na Amoemo Zo Eogm Z H$h H$a {dH$mg Ho$ H«$_ H$m lo` àH¥${V, Omo ñd`§ na_mË_m H$s ì`dñWm h¡, H$mo VWm AnZr {Za§Hw$e H$ënZm H$mo Xo {X`m. àH¥${V H$m EH$ {dkmZ h¡. àH¥${V AnZo {dkmZ Ho$ {déÕ V^r OmEJr O~ àH¥${V H$s Bg ì`dñWm H$mo g§Mm{bV H$aZodmbm Mmho. `{X dmo Z Mmho Vmo àH¥${V AnZo nyd© {ZYm©[aV {dkmZ go MbVr Mbr OmEJr... dmo AnZo {dkmZ go AbJ ñd`§ H$moB© Moï>m Zht H$a gH$Vr. AnZo gmd©O{ZH$ ^mfU (npãbH$ ñnrM) _| Amoemo nhbo EH$ X§V H$Wm gwZmVm h¡ {OgH$m H$moB© d¡km{ZH$ AmYma Zht hmoVm. A_wH$ X§V H$Wm Ho$ gma go Amoemo H$m _Zmod¡km{ZH$ H«$s S>m ewê$ hmoVm h¡. {\$a AnZo 16
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eãX-gå_mohZ go Cg X§V H$Wm Ho$ gma H$mo dh AnZo {ZOr Xe©Z H$s Amoa _mo S> XoVm h¡. A~ gå_mo{hV OZ-g_yh ào_ H$s ImoO _| {ZaW©H$ ZmM ewê$ H$a XoVm h¡. {OgHo$ Xe©Z H$m AmYma X§V H$WmE§ hm|, eãX-gå_mohZ hmo, _Zmod¡km{ZH$ H«$s S>m hmo, dmo ì`p V OmXyJa hmo gH$Vm h¡, gË`mWu Zht.
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Cgr ^mfU _| Amoemo AmJo EH$ ñWmZ na H$hVm h¡- ""....gå^moJ H$m BVZm AmH$f©U j{UH$ g_m{Y Ho$ {bE h¡. Am¡a g§^moJ go Amn Cg {XZ _w V hm|Jo, {Og {XZ Amn H$mo {~Zm g§^moJ Ho$ g_m{Y {_bZm ewê$ hmo OmEJr. Cgr {XZ g§^moJ go Amn _w V hmo OmE§Jo....'' `hm§ CgH$s ñd`§ Ho$ {dMmam| Ho$ gmW {H$VZm ~ S>m {damoYm^mg h¡? A~ VH$ H$s nyar ñnrM _| Amoemo ""g§^moJ-g§^moJ'' H$m Omn H$a ahm Wm Am¡a A~ H$h ahm h¡ {H$ g§^moJ, {Og_| g_m[Y H$s j{UH$ AZw^y{V h¡, Cggo V^r _w{ V {_b gH$Vr h¡ O~ g_m{Y H$s pñW{V {~Zm g§^moJ Ho$ àmá hmoZo bJ OmE! Eogm àH¥${V Ho$ {H$g {dkmZ _| g§^d h¡?? AmÜ`mË_ Ho$ {H$g à`moJ go g§^d h¡??? _Z Ho$ {H$g {dkmZ _| g§^d h¡???? ^moJ, g§^moJ Am¡a nXmW© Ho$ {H$gr Xe©Z _| `m Eogr H$moB© g§^mdZm ^r h¡????? g§^moJ go g_m{Y H$s j{UH$ AZw^y{V ^r hmoVr h¡ Am¡a {\$a g_m{Y H$s `mÌm, `hm§ VH$ {H$ na_mË_m H$s pñW{V VH$ nhþ§MZo Ho$ {bE g§^moJ H$m Ë`mJ ^r H$aZm hmoJm. g§^moJ go nËWam| _| Z_r Vmo n¡Xm hmoJr na PaZm Vmo g§^moJ go _w V hmoZo Ho$ níMmV hr \y$Q>oJm! g§^moJ go g_m{Y H$m Ûma IwbVm h¡. Eogm {Za§Va H$aVo ahZo go `m go g Ho$ à`moJ go EH$ pñW{V Eogr AmEJr {H$ Ûma ~§X ahZo na ^r h_ g_m{Y H$mo àmá hmoZo bJ OmE§Jo?? go g Ho$ {df` _| h_ {H$VZm ^r OmZ b|, H$moB© ^r à`moJ H$a b|, {H$VZm ^r {díbofU H$a b|, {H$VZm ^r Jy T> kmZ àmá H$a b|- go g 18
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H$^r g_má Zht hmo gH$Vm. hm§, Cg na EH$ hX VH$ {Z`§ÌU Oê$a nm`m Om gH$Vm h¡. `hr go g H$s àH¥${V h¡. `hr go g H$m {dkmZ h¡. go g {H$gr ^r àmH¥${VH$ CnH«$_ go g_má Zht hmo gH$Vm. AV Amoemo g_m{Y H$m gwIX gnZm {XImH$a g§Xoe XoZm MmhVm h¡ {H$ gmao A§Hw$e hQ>mH$a Iwb H$a go g H$aVo ahmo, ^moJ-g§^moJ _| BVZo {bá hmo OmAmo {H$ Hw$N> gmoMZo Am¡a H$aZo Ho$ bm`µH$ hr Z ~Mmo. ^moJ-g§^moJ `m _¢ `y§ H$hÿ§ {H$ A{V ^m¡{VH$dmX (E ñQ´>r_ _Q>r[a`{bÁ_) EH$ Y_© h¡, {OgH$s à¡p Q>g _| {H$gr AmÜ`mË_, gË`, g_m{Y H$s H$moB© g§^mdZm Zht h¡. hm§, {Za§Hw$e BÀN>mE§ ([S>O µ m`g©), Ag§Vw{ï> ({S>ggo{Q>g\¡$ eZ), ì`J«Vm (E§½OmBQ>r), AnamY-~moÕ ({JëQ>), hmBnaQ>oÝe§g, _Zmod¡km{ZH$ amoJ Am¡a AàmH¥${VH$ go g, B{Ýg `mo[aQ>r, {dídmg H$m A^md (b¡H$ Am°µ\$ µ\$oW) BË`m{X ñdm^m{dH$ ê$n go CËnÝZ hmoVo h¢. Bg Y_© Ho$ ì`dhma Zo CÝ_w V Am¡a CÝ_mXr ny§OrdmX (capitalism) H$mo nyar Vah go B§gm{Z`V Ho$ EH$ ~ S>o {hñgo _| ñWm{nV H$a {X`m h¡. Amoemo Zo Y_© Materialism _| AmÜ`mË_ H$m ^«_ CËnZ H$a {X`m h¡. S´>½g boZo dmbo ì`p V H$mo `{X H$hm OmE {H$ Wmo S>r-Wmo S>r _mÌm ~ T>mVo OmAmo Vmo Vwåh| na_mË_m Ho$ Xe©Z H$s AZw^y{V hmoJr Vmo dmo Zeo H$s Cg ^«m_H$ pñW{V H$mo na_mË_m _mZ ^r boJm na dmo gË` Vmo h¡ Zht, AV hmoe _| AmZo na dh Kmoa hVmem H$m {eH$ma hmo OmEJm. AmÜ`mË_ Ho$ emQ>©-H$Q> H$mo g_PmZo dmbo bmoJ A ga bmoJm| H$mo Eogr ^«m_H$ pñW{V`m| _| S>mb XoVo h¢. ^moJ-g§^moJ Ho$ CÝ_mX _| em§{VnyU© OrdZ-`mnZ Ho$ {bE Amdí`H$ _Z H$s em§{V Vmo h¡ Zht, {gdm` ~oM¡Zr Ho$. Vmo Eogo bmoJ Bg_| AmÜ`mË_ Am¡a na_mË_m H$s pñW{V VH$ H$s KwQ²>Q>r bmoJm| H$mo AnZo {Za§Hw$e-{ZamYma VH©$ go {nbm XoVo h¢. Y_© _Q>r[a`{bÁ_ _| ñdÀN>§XVm ({b~abmBOoeZ) Ho$ Zm_ na g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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go g H$s {Za§Hw$e à¡p Q>g AnZr nyar Z½ZVm _| nmB© OmVr h¡- Am¡a Y_© _Q>rar`{bÁ_ _| g_m{Y H$s H$moB© g§^mdZm CnbãY Zht h¡. _Zwî` Ho$ eara _| Omo AmË_m h¡, dmo na_mË_m H$m A{^ÝZ A§e h¡, Omo Bg Zída g§gma _| _moh, _m`m, bmo^, ào_, Ûof BË`m{X Ho$ ~rM {ZYm©[aV g_` Ho$ {bE _Zwî` Ho$ eara _| ahVr h¡. dmo AmË_m ñd`§ _| g_m{YCËàoaH$ h¡, Omo ì`p V H$mo _mÌ go g _| hr AnZr j{UH$ CnpñW{V Zht ~pëH$ OrdZ _| {Za§Va AnZr CnpñW{V H$mo _Zwî` Ho$ gå_wI aIVr ahVr h¡. {^ÝZ-{^ÝZ {H«$`mAm| Am¡a _Z pñW{V`m| Ho$ _Ü`. Amoemo Zo g_m{Y H$s pñW{V, dmo ^r j{UH$ go g _| {XIm H$a OmZo-AZOmZo _| go g H$m Y«wdrH$aU H$a {X`m. H$moB© j{UH$ dñVw `m Y«wdrH¥$V dñVwj{UH$ Am¡a Zída Vmo hmo gH$Vr h¡ na {H$gr Abm¡{H$H$ `mÌm (Divine Journey) H$s dOh H$^r Zht ~Z gH$Vr.
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ha _µOoXma ~mV gM hmo `h O µ ê$ar Zht h¡ Am¡a ha gM ~mV _OoXma hmo, `h ^r O µ ê$ar Zht h¡. Amoemo "g§^moJ' eãX go ~mV ewê$ H$aVm h¡. g§^moJ H$s BÀN>m My§{H$ _Zwî` H$s Vrd«V_ àd¥{Îm h¡ Bg{bE ì`p V EH$mJ«{MÎm hmoH$a Amoemo H$mo gwZZm ewê$ H$aVm h¡. A~ Amoemo CZ _Zwî`m| H$mo EH$ Eogo gwIX AmÜ`mË_ H$s Amoa ~hmZm ewê$ H$aVm h¡ Ohm§ ào_, g_m{Y, AmË_m Am¡a A§VV na_mË_m VH$ H$s pñW{V h¡. EH$mJ«{MÎm _Zwî` {~Zm Hw$N> gmoMo g_Po AmÜ`mË_ H$s Eogr na_ pñW{V`m| H$mo AnZo _Z _| ~gmZo bJVm h¡, {OZH$m {H$ dmñVd _| H$moB© ApñVËd hr Zht hmoVm. A§VV Cgo {Zamem Ho$ {gdm Hw$N> hmW Zht bJVm. EH$ Vaµ\$ Vmo Amoemo H$hVm h¡ {H$ go g H$mo OmZmo- `h ào_ H$m àW_ A{Zdm`© q~Xw h¡. ào_, g_m{Y {\$a AmË_m H$s pñW{V go hmoVo hþE na_mË_m H$s pñW{V VH$ nhþ§MH$a OrdZ H$mo g\$b H$a bmo, _hm AmZ§X H$mo àmá hmo OmAmo, emídV AmZ§X_` hmo OmAmo. Xygar Vaµ\$ Amoemo ñd`§ H$hVm h¡ {H$ _Zwî` _| {Za§Va EH$ Moï>m h¡ AnZo go CÎm_ _Zwî` H$mo OÝ_ XoZo H$s, _hm_mZd H$mo OÝ_ XoZo H$s. _Zwî` g§^moJ go àoaUm boH$a Am¡a go g go _w V hmoH$a O~ na_mË_m H$s pñW{V H$mo àmá hmo OmEJm {\$a Cgo _hm_mZd H$mo OÝ_ XoZo H$s `m Amdí`H$Vm h¡? dmo ^bm `m| Eogr Moï>m H$aoJm?? EH$ _Zwî` H$mo O µ ê$aV hr `m h¡ _hm_mZd H$mo OÝ_ XoZo H$s `{X dh _mÌ go g Ho$ ahñ` H$mo OmZ H$a na_mË_m H$s pñW{V VH$ nhþ§M J`m h¡??? g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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`{X _hm_mZd H$m OÝ_ hmo ^r OmE, Omo Bg àH$ma go g§^d Zht h¡, Vmo `m dmo _hm_mZd AnZo OÝ_ XoZodmbo H$mo na_mË_m H$s pñW{V VH$ bo Om gH$Vm h¡? `h H$m¡Z gm AmÜ`mË_ h¡? H$m¡Z-go {dH$mg H$m H«$_ h¡? H$m¡Z-gm {dkmZ h¡? H$m¡Z-gm Xe©Z h¡? H$m¡Z-gm bm°{OH$ h¡? `m h¡ `h?? Amoemo Ho$ Xe©Z Am¡a AmÜ`mË_ _| OrZodmbm _Zwî` `m H$ao? na_mË_m (g_`-eyÝ`Vm H$s àH$mð>m, Ah§-eyÝ`Vm Ho$ Ma_moËH$f©) H$mo nhþ§Mo `m _hm_mZd H$mo OÝ_ XoZo H$s Moï>m _| AZdaV bJm aho? O~{H$ Amoemo Ho$ AZwgma XmoZm| H$m òmoV go g h¡!!
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_Zwî` H$s àd¥{Îm gå_V H${_`m§ {JZm Xr{OE, CgH$s CZ ñdm^m{dH$ Ìw{Q>`m| na CgH$m _Z H|${ÐV H$a Xr{OE {OÝh| _hgyg H$a Yrao-Yrao dmo CZ na {dO` nm gH$Vm h¡. `hm§ VH$ Vmo ~mV R>rH$ h¡ na CgHo$ ^md{d^moa H|${ÐV _Z H$mo ^«{_V H$a XoZm, EH$ _ZJ T>§V {Xem _| ~hm XoZm H$hm§ VH$ gmW©H$ h¡? X§V H$WmAm| go `h _hgyg ([a`bmBµO) H$amZm {H$ `m ghr h¡ `m JbV, _mZm {H$ ì`{ V Ho$ Z¡{VH$ {dH$mg Ho$ {bE O µ ê$ar h¡ na ~mV-~mV na A~ VH$ Ho$ g§nyU© AmÜ`mpË_H$ {dH$mg H$mo {gao go m[aµO H$a XoZm ^bm H$hm§ VH$ C{MV h¡? A§VV H$m_-^mdZm go D$na CR>H$a `{X Ü`mZ go hr _Z H$m {dñVma hmoZm h¡ Vmo `h Xe©Z Vmo nhbo go hr _m¡OyX h¡. {\$a `m| ~ma~ma ""go g, go g'' H$m Omn H$aZm?? A~ go g H$mo AmÜ`mË_ go Omo S>H$a BVZm gmW©H$ H$a XoZm {H$ bmoJ H$m_wH$ hmo CR>|. {\$a A§VV dhr ~mV... {H$ A~ H$m_-^mdZm H$m Ë`mJ H$a X| Vm{H$ Amn_| Ü`mZ H$m Ûma Iwbo, Vm{H$ Amn H$m_ ^mdZm go D$na CR>H$a AnZm AmË_ {dñVma H$a gH|$? new H$s Z½ZVm Am¡a _Zwî` H$s Z½ZVm H$m VwbZmË_H$ {díbofU H$aZm, dmo ^r {ZamYma Añdm^m{dH$ VH$m] go... {\$a `h H$h XoZm {H$ `h g~ EH$ {ZXm}f _Z H$m ñd^md h¡- BVZr {ZXm}{fVm _Zwî`m| _| nmB© OmZr H${R>Z h¡. newAm| H$mo _Zwî`m| go µÁ`mXm M[aÌdmZ {gÕ H$a XoZm Bg{bE {H$ newAm| Ho$ go g H$m EH$ _m¡g_ h¡, O~{H$ _Zwî` 24 K§Q>o H$m_wH$Vm _| Or ahm h¡. g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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A~ ^md{d^moa lmoVm wX H$mo OmZda go H$_Omoa M[aÌ H$m _mZZo bJ OmEJm. A~ AmJo Cggo H$hm OmEJm {H$ newAm| H$s Vah Z½ZVm Ho$ {df` _| {ZXm}f ~Zmo! Eogm hmo nmZm gm_m{OH$ OrdZ Ho$ g§Vw{bV àdmh _| H$hm§ VH$ g§^d h¡? g_mO H$s AmYma{ebm, _mZdVm Ho$ {dH$mg H$s AmYma{ebm, R>mog gË` h¡ Z {H$ j{UH$ _Zmod¡km{ZH$ g§Vw{ï>. _Zwî` Am¡a new H$s Z½ZVm Ho$ {df` H$mo hr bo br{OE- `h {ZXm}{fVm H$m {df` Zht ~pëH$ _ZZerbVm H$m {df` h¡. _Zwî` _ZZerb h¡, Cg_| gmoMZo H$s j_Vm h¡, gË`-AgË` H$mo OmZZo H$m Am^mg h¡ Bg{bE _Zwî` Z½Z Zht ah gH$Vm. O~{H$ new _| _ZZerbVm Zht h¡, dmo ^moJ Am¡a g§^moJ Ho$ D$na Zht gmoM gH$Vm, Bg{bE dmo Z½Z h¡. dmñVd _| Amoemo àmH¥${VH$ ~mV| H$aZo dmbm Kmoa AàmH¥${VH$ ì`p V h¡. àH¥${V Ho$ {dkmZ H$mo VH©$-Hw$VH©$ Ho$ _m`mOmb go JbV gm{~V Vmo Zht {H$`m Om gH$Vm na hm§, gwZZodmbo H$mo EH$ Eogo ^«_ _| O µ ê$a S>mbm Om gH$Vm h¡ {H$ dmo OrdZ ^a Cg ^«_ _| hr gË` H$mo ImoOVm aho Am¡a EH$ {XZ {ZamemOZH$ pñW{V _| _a OmE.
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Amoemo Bgr ñnrM _| EH$ ñWmZ na H$hVm h¡ {H$ h_| AnZo ~ m| H$mo 14 df© H$s Am`w VH$ Ka _| Z½ZmdñWm _| ahZo H$s AmXV S>mbZr Mm{hE Vm{H$ do EH$-Xygao Ho$ A§J-àË`§J go n[a{MV hmo gH|$ Am¡a CZ_| H$m_^mdZm H$s AmH$m§jm {dbrZ hmo OmE. g~go _hËdnyU© ~mV- Xw{Z`m Ho$ {H$gr ^r g_mO Ho$ {bE Eogm H$aZm {gµ\$©$ Am¡a {gµ\$©$ {dZmeH$mar h¡. Eogm H$aZo go _mZd gä`Vm H$m éI O§Jb VWm newVm H$s Amoa hmo OmEJm. 14 gmb H$s C_« VH$ Za _| ewH«$mUw (ñnåg©) Am¡a _mXm _| {S>å~ (Amod_) ~Z OmVm h¡. `{X A§Jm| H$mo ñnï> ê$n go OmZZo H$s à{H«$`m Ho$ Xm¡amZ ~ m| _| _¡WwZ {H«$`m g§nÝZ hmo OmE, {OgH$s {H$ ~hþV µÁ`mXm g§^mdZm h¡ Am¡a Amoemo H$mo Bg g§^mdZm go H$moB© Amn{Îm ^r Zht h¡, Vmo EH$ Eogm Ord n¡Xm hmo OmEJm {Og_| ~hþV hr bmo dm{bQ>r OrÝg nm`m OmEJm. Bgr H$maU Xw{Z`m Ho$ {H$gr ^r g_mO _| gJo ^mB©-~hZ H$s Amng _| emXr Zht hmoVr. _hm_mZd ~ZZm Vmo Xya, {Zhm`V H$_Omoa Ord ~ZoJm, O~{H$ Amoemo Ho$ AZwgma _mZd {Za§Va Moï>m H$a ahm h¡ _hm_mZd H$mo OÝ_ XoZo H$s?? O~{H$ ~ m| H$mo Z§Jm aIZo go H$_Omoa _mZd CËnÝZ hmoJm?? gmW hr, _Zwî` H$s _ZZerbVm Omo na_mË_m H$m g~go ~ S>m daXmZ h¡, dmo ^r b{ mV hmoJr. Amoemo Ho$ AZwgma, Eogr Z½ZVm go _mZd Amg_mZ H$mo Ny> gH$Vm h¡. g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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{dH$mg éH$m hþAm h¡ `m|{H$ Y_m] Zo go g na A§Hw$e bJm aIm h¡. A§Hw$e hQ>mH$a Amoemo H$s ~mVm| H$m {díbofU H$s{OE Vmo O¡gm {H$ _¢Zo D$na H$hm {H$ Amn nmE§Jo {H$ {dH$mg Vmo Xya `hm§ Vmo nyar _mZdVm O§Jb Am¡a newVm H$s Amoa OmVr ZµOa AmEJr.
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g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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go g àË`oH$ Ord AmZ§X (ßboOa) Ho$ {bE H$aVm h¡ O~{H$ "Ü`mZ' (_o{S>Q>oeZ) _Zwî` AmË_-ew{Õ Ho$ {bE H$aVm h¡. na§Vw go g _| {Og pñW{V H$s j{UH$ AZw^y{V h¡ dhr pñW[V Ü`mZ _| µÁ`mXm g_` Ho$ {bE hmoJr. XmoZm| {H«$`mAm| Ho$ CÔoí` AbJ-AbJ h¢ Am¡a pñW{V EH$ hr àmá hmo ahr h¡ {OgHo$ {bE Amoemo VH©$ XoVm h¡- D$Om© H$m ê$nm§VaU! dmñVd _| go g H$s D$Om© H$mo {H$gr AÝ` D$Om© _| ê$nm§V[aV hr Zht {H$`m Om gH$Vm Am¡a go g go H$moB© ep V jrU Zht hmoVr. ao½`wba ZoMwab go g H$aZo dmbm ì`p V ^r Ü`mZr {OVZr Am`w Or gH$Vm h¡. Ordm| Ho$ eara _| _mÌ EH$ hr D$Om© H$m_ H$aVr h¡ {Ogo {dkmZ H$s ^mfm _| Q>oånaoMa H$hVo h¢. Hw$N> dZñn{V`m| Am¡a Hw$N> H$s S>m|-_H$mo S>m| H$mo N>mo S>H$a bJ^J gmao Ord Am° grOZ (O2) J«hU H$aVo h¢ {Oggo CZHo$ eara _| EH$ amgm`{ZH$ {H«$`m hmoVr h¡. Bg amgm`{ZH$ {H«$`m Ho$ g§nÝZ hmoZo na D$Om© CËnÝZ hmoVr h¡ {Oggo Ordm| H$s àË`oH$ H$mo{eH$m (gob) Or{dV ahVr h¡. `{X Am° grOZ J«hU H$aZm AWm©V gm§g boZm ~§X hmo OmE Vmo D$Om© CËnÝZ Zht hmoVr VWm Ord H$s H$mo{eH$mE§ (goëg) EH$-EH$ H$aHo$ _¥V (S>oS>) hmoZo bJVr h¢ Am¡a A§VVmoJËdm Ord _a OmVm h¡. A{YH$ ñnï> H$aZo Ho$ {bE Cg amgm`{ZH$ {H«$`m H$mo CX²Y¥V H$aVm hÿ§C6H12O6+6O2 = 6CO2+6H2O+ Energy
H$m~m}hmBS´>oQ> + Am° grOZ = H$m~©ZS>mB©Am° gmBS> + nmZr + D$Om© g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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Eogm `m| hmoVm h¡ `h Vmo {dkmZ H$mo Zht nVm na `hr hmoVm h¡ `h nVm h¡. ¡a, Cnamo V amgm`{ZH$ {H«$`m _| Ord AnZr ídmg-à{H«$`m Ho$ _mÜ`_ go Am° grOZ (O2) boVm h¡ Omo H$m~m}hmBS´>oQ> (C2H12O6) go {_bH$a, H$m~©ZS>mB©Am° gmBS> (CO2) Am¡a nmZr (H2O) ~ZmVr h¡ d gmW _| D$Om© CËnÝZ hmoVr h¡. h_ gm§g N>mS o >Vo g_` H$m~©ZS>mB©Am° gmBS> (CO2) dmVmdaU _| N>mo S> XoVo h¢. eara _| nmZr (H2O) Am¡a D$Om© ~MVo h¢ Omo h_| Am¡a h_mao EH$-EH$ gob H$mo Or{dV aIVo h¢. `hr D$Om© go g Ho$ g_` ^r ~ZVr h¡ Am¡a `hr D$Om© Ü`mZ Ho$ g_` ^r ~ZVr h¡. AWm©V² Bgr D$Om© go gmar O¡{dH$ {H«$`mE§ g§nÝZ hmoVr h¢. Cnamo V XmoZm| {H«$`mAm| _| eara H$mo µÁ`mXm D$Om© H$s Amdí`H$Vm hmoVr h¡ Bg{bE BZ {H«$`mAm| Ho$ Xm¡amZ Ord Ho$ gm§g H$s aâVma ~ T> OmVr h¡. Bgr D$Om© H$m Cn`moJ H$a _pñVîH$ gmao eara H$mo g§Mm{bV H$aVm h¡. `hm§ H$m¡Z-gr D$Om© {H$g D$Om© _| ê$nm§V[aV hmo ahr h¡? Ordm| _| ha {H«$`m Ho$ gånmXZ Ho$ {bE D$Om© H$m _mÌ EH$ hr òmoV (gmog©) h¡ {OgH$m g§{já {ddaU _¢Zo D$na {X`m h¡. EH$ hr D$Om© XmoZm| {H«$`mAm| _| bJ ahr h¡- go g _| ^r, Ü`mZ _| ^r. A~ Amn wX gmoM| {H$ AmÜ`mË_ H$m Zm_ boH$a D$Om©-ê$nm§VaU H$admZm Am¡a Xmo AbJ-AbJ {H«$`mAm| _| EH$ hr pñW{V H$mo OñQ>r\$mB© H$aZm H$hm§ VH$ ghr h¡? `h EH$ ^«_ (Bë`yO µ Z) Zht Vmo Am¡a `m h¡?
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AnZo ñnrM _| Amoemo EH$ ñWmZ na H$hVm h¡- ""....H$m_-^mdZm {dbrZ hmo OmE Vmo nËZr _m§ O¡gr hmo OmVr h¡....''. EH$ nwéf H$ht ^r [dÚ_mZ hmo, `{X nËZr Ho$ nmg hmoJm Vmo Cg_| H$m_-^mdZm OmJoJr Am¡a _m§ Ho$ nmg hmoJm Vmo Cg_| H$m_ ^mdZm Zht OmJoJr. Eogm Bg{bE hmoJm `m|{H$ _mZd _Z _| ghr Am¡a µJbV H$s V_rO àmH¥${VH$ ê$n go nm`r OmVr h¡. ^«{_V _pñVîH$ H$^r AnZr j_Vm (nmoQ>opÝe`b) H$m à`moJ T>§J go Zht H$a nmVm. Eogo bmoJ AnZo g_mO H$mo H$^r H$moB© `moJXmZ (H§$Q´>rã`yQ>) Zht H$a nmVo. Amoemo bmoJm| H$mo ^«{_V _ZmopñW{V (H§$â`yÁS> _mB§S> ñQ>oQ>) XoVm h¡ `m|{H$ H§$â`yÁS> ~«Zo H$mo {H$gr ^r {Xem _| _moS >Zm, H$ënZm (\¡$ÝQ>g o mBµO) H$amZm, gå_mo{hV H$aZm ~hþV AmgmZ hmoVm h¡. CgHo$ ~mX dh CÝh| AmÜ`mpË_H$ ^«_ ([ñnMw©Ab Bë`yO µ Z) H$s Amoa YHo$b XoVm h¡ Ohm§ g_m{Y, na_mË_m Vmo Xya gm_mÝ` OrdZ-`mnZ Ho$ {bE Amdí`H$ _mZ{gH$ em§{V (nrg Am°\$ _mB§S>) ^r B§gmZ go {N>Z OmVr h¡. {H$gr ^r AàmH¥${VH$ Ymam _| ~hZo Ho$ n[aUm_ñdê$n Eogm hmoZm ñdm^m{dH$ h¡. AJa h_ AnZo g_mO H$mo H§${Q >ã`yQ> Zht H$a gH$Vo Vmo Cgo ^«{_V `m H$_Omoa H$aZo H$m ^r h_| H$moB© A{YH$ma Zht h¡. Amoemo H$m Xe©Z AnZo CX²J_ (Amo[a{OZ) go hr AmYmahrZ h¡, AàmH¥${VH$ h¡, Agm_m{OH$ h¡, {dH$mg Ho$ àmH¥${VH$ H«$_ H$m [damoYr h¡, _ZZerbVm Am¡a g§doXZerbVm Ho$ {dnarV h¡, Ordm| _| àmH¥${VH$ ê$n g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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go nm`r OmZodmbr g~go Vrd« àd¥{Îm H$m Y«wdrH$aU h¡. Bg Vrd« àd¥{Îm Ho$ gmW _Zmod¡km{ZH$ H«$s S>m H$a CgZo bmoJm| H$mo nW^«ï> {H$`m h¡. Iob-Iob _| na_mË_m Ho$ Xe©Z H$m ^m¡{VH$ gyÌ XoVm h¡ Amoemo, Omo Z d¡km{ZH$ h¡, Z AmÜ`mpË_H$ h¡ Am¡a Z hr Xme©{ZH$. Amoemo AnZo Xe©Z _| {dH$mg Ho$ Zm_ na ny§OrdmX (H¡$[nQ>{bÁ_) Am¡a ^m¡{VH$dmX (_Q>r[a`{bÁ_) H$mo nmJbnZ H$s hX VH$ ~ T>mdm XoVm h¡. Amoemo Ho$ Xe©Z _| Jar~ bmoJ {ZaW©H$ Am¡a H$_Omoa OrÝg Ho$ Ord h¢ Bg{bE dh CZHo$ ApñVËd H$m {VañH$ma H$aVm h¡. ~o{gH$br dh "gadmBdb Am°\$ X {\$Q>oñQ>' H$s ~mV H$aVm h¡ Omo newAm| H$m M[aÌ h¡, _Zwî`m| H$m Zht.
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AnZo ha ^mfU _| Amoemo gmar ~mV| H$h H$a Y_©, g§ñH¥${V Am¡a Y_©-JwéAm| H$mo JbV ~Vm H$a _mZdVm H$m Xwí_Z R>hamVo hþE H$hVm h¡ñd`§ _| na_mË_m H$mo Ty>§T>mo!'' Ty>§T>Zo H$m dh EH$ hr _mJ© ~VmVm h¡Ü`mZ! ""Ü`mZ go Vw_ IwX H$mo OmZmoJo, g_m{Y H$mo nhþ§MmoJo, ào__` hmo OmAmoJo, AmË_m H$m Xe©Z hmoJm {\$a na_mË_m H$mo àmá hmo OmAmoJo. O~ Ü`mZ hr EH$ _mJ© h¡ Vmo Bg_| Amoemo Zo Z`r ~mV `m ~Vm Xr? Amoemo Zo {Og Y_© H$mo {gao go ZH$ma {X`m dht no `h Xe©Z hOmam| gmb nhbo go _m¡OyX h¡. gZmVZ nwamUm| (_mBWmobm°Or) _| hOmam| gmb nhbo go Ü`mZ Ho$ _mÜ`_ go na_mË_m H$mo àmá hmoZo H$m Xe©Z _m¡OyX h¡. Cg gZmVZ Y_© H$mo _mZZr` aOZre ~ma-~ma JbV R>hamVo h¢ Am¡a X§V H$WmE§ gwZm H$a bmoJm| H$mo H$Ýâ`yÁS> H$a A§V _| dhr Xe©Z ~oM H$a AmJo ~ T> OmVo h¢. _mZm {H$ g§ñH¥${V`m| _| H${_`m§ ahr h¢, Y_© _| n[adV©Z H$a Ho$ bmoJm| H$mo Jw_amh {H$`m J`m h¡, ~oeH$ BZ _wÔm| na gwYmadmXr ~mV| hmoZr Mm{hE. na `{X Amn g_ñV Y_m] d V_m_ g§ñH¥${V`m| H$mo {_Ï`m, {ZaW©H$ Am¡a {dZmeH$mar H$hVo h¢ Vmo AmnHo$ nmg EH$ Eogm Z`m gË` hmoZm Mm{hE Omo Amn go nhbo _mZdVm Ho$ nmg Z ahm hmo. Amoemo ~mV| dhr H$aVm h¡ Omo nhbo H$ht X§V H$Wm Ho$ ê$n _| H$hr J`r h¢, {H$gr Xme©{ZH$ Zo H$hr h¡, {H$gr Y_©Jwé Zo H$hr h¡.... CÝht H$mo g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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Amoemo AnZo ^mfUm| _| CX²Y¥V ( dmoQ²>) H$aVm ahVm h¡ Am¡a {\$a ^r do g~ Ho$ g~ _mZdVm Ho$ Xwí_Z h¢ Am¡a Amoemo _mZdVm Ho$ EH$ _mÌ ew^qMVH$ h¢, {OZHo$ nmg AnZm EH$ eãX ^r Zht h¡! AJa Amn gË` H$mo ~Vm nmZo _| Ag_W© hmoVo hþE ^r bmoJm| H$mo ^«{_V H$a gH$Vo h¢ Vmo Amn gË`mWu Zht hmo gH$Vo. hm§, Amn OmXyJa O µ ê$a hmo gH$Vo h¢. Amn AnZr ~mVm| go bmoJm| H$mo gå_mo{hV H$a Ho$ bmoJm| go dhr H$hbdm gH$Vo h¢ Omo Amn CZgo H$hbdmZm MmhVo h¢. bmoJm| H$s ZµOa Ho$ gm_Zo gå_mohZ H$m nXm© S>mb H$a dhr {XIm gH$Vo h¢ Omo Amn CÝh| {XImZm MmhVo h¢. `h OmXyJar h¡, gå_mohZ H$bm h¡, Z {H$ gË` H$s moO H$s H$moB© Z`r Ymam! gå_mo{hV ì`p V ^bm gË` H$s moO `m H$aoJm? dmo ~oMmam Vmo EH$ ghO gm_mÝ` OrdZ go ^r d§{MV ah J`m. `{X OrVo Or CgH$m gå_mohZ Qy>Q>m Vmo dmo BVZr Jhar {Zamem H$m {eH$ma hmoJm {H$ nmJb hmo OmZo Ho$ A{V[a V CgHo$ nmg AÝ` H$moB© {dH$ën (Am°ßeZ) Zht hmoJm. g^r Y_© JbV h¢, g~-Ho$-g~ Y_©Jwé JbV h¢ na CZH$s hOmam| gmb nwamZr moO- "Ü`mZ' ghr h¡?? _mZZr` aOZre go AÀN>m Vmo EH$ nydm©J«h go J«ñV (~m`ñS>) ì`p V h¡ Omo H$_-go-H$_ {Og {dMmaYmam go h¡, Cg na A{S>J Vmo h¡. dmo `h Vmo _mZVm h¡ {H$ _¢ {gµ\$©$ `hr _mZVm hÿ§. _mZZr` aOZre H$s Vah g~H$mo µJbV H$hZm Am¡a ~mV| g~ CZH$s hr H$aZm, Eogm T>m|J Vmo Zht H$aVm.
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g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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Amoemo H$hVm h¡- ""....go g go ep V jrU hmoVr h¡. ì`p V _¥Ë`w Ho$ µH$ar~ nhþ§MZo bJVm h¡....'' `h EH$ Ad¡km{ZH$ n[a^mfm (ñQ>oQ>_|Q>) h¡. àmH¥${VH$ Am¡a g§Vw{bV go g eara Am¡a _pñVîH$ H$mo ñdñW ahZo Ho$ {bE EH$ _hËdnyU© à{H«$`m h¡. ep V jrU hmoZo dmbr ~mV _mÌ EH$ _Zmod¡km{ZH$ ^«_ h¡. àmH¥${VH$ Am¡a g§Vw{bV go g H$s ì`dñWm H$mo Xw{Z`m H$s bJ^J ha g§ñH¥${V, ha Y_© Zo ghf© ñdrH$ma {H$`m h¡ . BgHo$ AàmH¥${VH$ Aä`mg (à¡p Q>g) na µOê$a A§Hw$e h¡. Ohm§ VH$ ep V jrU hmoZo dmbr ~mV h¡ Vmo Ordm| _| g^r O¡{dH$ {H«$`mAm| _| EZOu ~Z© hmoVr h¡, gmW hr ao½`wba D$Om© CËnmXZ H$s ì`dñWm ^r Ordm| Ho$ eara _| àmH¥${VH$ ê$n go CnbãY h¡. Ohm§ VH$ _¥Ë`w H$m gdmb h¡ Vmo dmo ^r EH$ ñdm^m{dH$ gË` Am¡a àmH¥${VH$ KQ>Zm h¡. go g Z H$aZo go H$moB© Xmo gm¡ gmO qµOXm ahoJm Eogr H$moB© ì`dñWm àH¥${V _| CnbãY Zht h¡. `moJ go, Ü`mZ go _pñVîH$ H$s j_Vm (nmoQ>opÝe`b) H$m µÁ`mXm-goµÁ`mXm Cn`moJ {H$`m Om gH$Vm h¡, na§Vw Am`w H$mo Zht ~ T>m`m Om gH$Vm. Ü`mZ H$m {díbofU Amn AmÜ`mpË_H$ Ñ{ï> go H$a| Vmo Amn nmE§Jo {H$ Amn _mÌ na_mË_m H$mo OmZ gH$Vo h¢, wX H$mo na_mË_m Ho$ µH$ar~ _hgyg H$a gH$Vo h¢, ~«÷ H$m kmZ àmá H$a gH$Vo h¢, bo{H$Z na_mË_m go {_bZ {gµ\$©$ Am¡a {gµ\$©$ _¥Ë`w Ho$ ~mX hr g§^d h¡. AmË_m Am¡a na_mË_m Ho$ _Ü` goVw _¥Ë`w h¡, Omo `moJr Am¡a ^moJr XmoZm| Ho$ g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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OrdZ _| AnZo {ZYm©[aV g_` na K{Q>V hmoVr h¡. _¢Zo A ga gwZm h¡, n T>m h¡- \$bm§ ì`p V Zo g_m{Y bo br, A_wH$ ì`p V H$mo {Zdm©U àmá hmo J`m, dmo AnZr BÀN>m go g§gma H$mo N>mo S> H$a Mbm J`m, \$bm§ gmh~ H$mo _w{ V {_b J`r. `o g_m{Y, {Zdm©U, BÀN>m _¥Ë`w, _wp V Am{X `m h¡? OrdZ H$m EH$ _mÌ gË` h¡ _¥Ë`w! hm§, BZ eãXm| H$mo Á`mXm-go-µÁ`mXm "g\$b _¥Ë`w' H$m n`m©` H$h gH$Vo h¢. O¡go nXmW© OJV _| g\$b Am¡a Ag\$b Xmo OrdZ h¢ d¡go hr g\$b Am¡a Ag\$b Xmo àH$ma H$s _¥Ë`w h¢. h_mam OrdZ g\$b _¥Ë`w H$mo àmá hmoZo Ho$ {bE h¡. Amoemo Ho$ {eî`m| H$mo CgH$s µOê$aV A^r ~mµH$r hr Wr {H$ CgH$s _¥Ë`w H$m g_` Am J`m Am¡a Cgo ^r _aZm n S>m. `hr gË` h¡ OrdZ H$m.
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Amoemo AJbo ñnrM _| H$hVm h¡- ""....AmX_r H$m H$moB© ~§Ym hþAm g_` Zht h¡. `m|{H$ new em`X g§^moJ H$s JhamB© _| CVaZo _| _Zwî` go µÁ`mXm g_W© h¡ Am¡a _Zwî` CVZm ^r g_W© Zht ah J`m h¡...'' Amoemo H$mo O~ ^r Adga {_bVm h¡ _Zwî`m| H$mo newAm| go µÁ`mXm Agä` Kmo{fV H$a XoVm h¡. Bgr{bE _¢ H$hVm hÿ§ {H$ Amoemo _Zwî`m| _| new-àd¥{Îm dmbr {dZmeH$mar g§ñH¥${V H$m CX²Kmof H$aZm MmhVm h¡, g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa bo OmZm MmhVm h¡. g§^moJ Ho$ _m_bo _| Amoemo EH$$ Vaµ\$ newAm| Ho$ µÁ`mXm JhamB© _| nhþ§MZo H$s ~mV H$a ahm h¡ Vmo Xygar Vaµ\$ Amoemo Ho$ hr AZwgma _mZd go g H$s JhamB© _| CVa H$a _hm_mZd H$mo OÝ_ XoZo H$s Moï>m _| h¡. g§^moJ go Ord H$s CËn{Îm hmoVr h¡ Am¡a g§^moJ H$s JhamB© _| new CVa J`m h¡. AV _hm_mZd H$m OÝ_ ^r newAm| go g§nÝZ hmoJm?? AnZr hr ~mV H$mo ñd`§ PyR>m gm{~V H$a XoZm, `h H¡$gm ~wÕËd h¡?? àmH¥${VH$ ê$n go Ordm| Ho$ _pñVîH$ H$s EH$ emar[aH$ `§Ì aMZm (~m°`mobm°{OH$b _oH¡${ZÁ_) h¡ {OgHo$ AZwgma Ordm| _| go g H$s àd¥{Îm nmB© OmVr h¡. _Zwî` Ho$ _pñVîH$ _| go g H$mo H§$Q >mob H$a nmZo H$s j_Vm h¡ Bg{bE CgH$m H$moB© g_` Zht hmoVm O~{H$ newAm| _| `h j_Vm Zht hmoVr Bg{bE CZH$m {ZYm©[aV g_` h¡. newAm| Zo go g na Jham à`moJ H$aHo$ `m Ü`mZ _| brZ hmoH$a AnZm g_` {ZYm©[aV Vmo {H$`m Zht h¡. g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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Cgr ñnrM _| Amoemo AmJo H$hVm h¡- ""...AJa g§^moJ EH$ {_ZQ> VH$ éHo$Jm Vmo AmX_r Xygao {XZ {\$a g§^moJ Ho$ {bE bmbm{`V hmo OmEJm. AJa VrZ {_ZQ> VH$ éH$ gHo$ Vmo EH$ gámh VH$ Cgo go g H$s `mX ^r Zht AmEJr Am¡a AJa gmV {_ZQ> VH$ éH$ gHo$ Vmo VrZ _hrZo Ho$ {bE go g go Bg Vah _w V hmo OmEJm {H$ CgH$s H$ënZm _| ^r `h {dMma à{dï> Zht hmoJm. Am¡a AJa VrZ K§Q>o VH$ éH$ gHo$ Vmo OrdZ ^a Ho$ {bE _w V hmo OmEJm. OrdZ _| CgH$mo H$ënZm ^r Zht CR>oJr....'' _Zmod¡km{ZH$ à`moJ Ho$ _mÜ`_ go _Zwî` _| g§^moJ H$s Ad{Y ~ T>mB© Om gH$Vr h¡. Amoemo H$s `h ~mV {~ëHw$b ghr h¡. na AJa EH$ {_ZQ> go VrZ {_ZQ> VH$ ~ T>mZo na EH$ gámh VH$ go g H$s BÀN>m _Z _| CËnÝZ Zht hmoJr, gmV {_ZQ> H$aZo na VrZ _hrZo Am¡a VrZ K§Q>m H$aZo na OrdZ ^a go g H$s BÀN>m _Z _| CËnÝZ Zht hmoJr. `hm§ BÀN>m Z CËnÝZ hmoZodmbr ~mV EH$X_ {ZamYma Am¡a go g H$s àH¥${V Ho$ {déÕ h¡. go g H$s BÀN>m go g H$s Ad{Y ~ T>mZo Ho$ AZwnmV (ànmoeZ) _| Zht hmoVr. g§^moJ H$s Ad{Y ~ T>mZo go emar[aH$ Am¡a _mZ{gH$ bm^ hmo gH$Vm h¡ na go g H$s BÀN>m g_má hmoVr OmEJr Eogr H$moB© ì`dñWm _Zwî` Ho$ eara _| Zht h¡. g§`_ aI nmZo H$s j_Vm ~ T> OmEJr na BÀN>m Vmo CËnÝZ hmoJr hr. _mZZr` aOZre go g H$s {dkmZ Ho$ Jy T> kmZr Wo. CÝhm|Zo OrdZ ^a AnZo Jy T> kmZ H$mo EH$ H$mën{ZH$ go gwAb {Xì` bmoH$ ({S>dmBZ) H$s AàmH¥${VH$ moO _| Pm|H$ {X`m Am¡a ~mµH$s kmZ H$mo gË` Ho$ {VñH$ma 36
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A~ VH$ Ho$ kmV kmZ Ho$ AZwgma OrdZ _| AmË_m Ho$ A{V[a V eara, ^moJ, g§^moJ Am{X g~ Hw$N> Zída h¢ VWm BZ_| g_m{Y H$s pñW{V g§^d hr Zht h¡. Amoemo g§^moJ H$s EH$ {d{eï> pñW{V H$mo j{UH$ g_m{Y ~VmVm h¡. g_m{Y nyar Vah g_m{Y hmoVr h¡, "j{UH$ g_m{Y' eãX hr ^«{_V ~wÕËd H$s g§H$ënZm h¡. g_m{Y H$s pñW{V g§Vw{bV àmH¥${VH$ OrdZ OrZo dmbo _Zwî` _| na_mË_m go na_ ào_ Am¡a na_ g_n©U go CËnÝZ hmoJr, Omo j{UH$ Zht hmoJr. g§^moJ _| àmá hmoZodmbr eyÝ`Vm H$moB© g_m{Y H$s {ñW{V Zht h¡. dmo emar[aH$ gwI H$m Ma_ q~Xw h¡ Z {H$ H$moB© {S>dmBZ. {S>dmBZ gË` h¡ Bg{bE dmo ^yV, ^{dî` Am¡a dV©_mZ VrZm| jUm| _| EH$ hr pñW{V _| hmoJm. dmo H$^r dV©_mZ _| j{UH$ ê$n go CnbãY hmoH$a ì`VrV (nmñQ>) Zht hmoJm Am¡a {\$a ^{dî` H$s Amem Zht hmoJm, dmo `{X EH$ ~ma {_b J`m Vmo g_` Am¡a jU-^§JwaVm go nao hmoJm.
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AnZo ñnrM _| Amoemo AmJo H$hVm h¡- ""....ídmg Ho$ {e{Wb hmoVo hr g§^moJ H$s JhamB©, AW© Am¡a Z`o CX²KmQ>Z ewê$ hmo OmE§Jo. Am¡a EH$ g§^moJ ì`p V H$mo gXm Ho$ {bE ~«÷M`© _| à{V{ð>V H$a XoJm....'' g§^moJ Ho$ g_`-H$mb _| ídmg H$mo {e{Wb H$aZo go _pñVîH$ H$mo Am° grOZ H$s gßbmB© H$_ hmo OmEJr Am¡a _pñVîH$ H$s H$mo{eH$mAm| _| _¥Ë`w H$m CX²KmQ>Z hmoJm Am¡a Á`mXm {e{Wb {H$`m Vmo hmQ>©~rQ> BVZr ~ T> OmEJr {H$ ì`p V _¥Ë`w H$mo àmá hmo OmEJm. Amoemo H$s ha ~mV ^«m_H$ d à`moJ OmZbodm h¡. Amoemo AàmH¥${VH$ ~mV| H$aHo$, AàmH¥${VH$ à`moJ ~Vm H$a bmoJm| H$mo AnZo VarµH$o$go na_mË_m H$m ahñ` g_Pm XoVm h¡ Am¡a bmoJ XrdmZonZ H$s hX VH$ Cgo _mZ ^r OmVo h¢.
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AmJo Amoemo EH$ Am¡a ~ S>r hmñ`mñnX ~mV H$hVm h¡. dmo H$hVm h¡{OZ_| go g H$s BÀN>m Zht nm`r OmVr dmo {nN>bo OZ_ _| go g H$m Jham à`moJ H$a MwHo$ h¢ Bg{bE dmo Bg OÝ_ _| OÝ_OmV ~«÷Mmar h¢. {OZ bmoJm| H$mo Xw{Z`m Znw§gH$ H$hVr h¡ CÝh| Amoemo OÝ_OmV ~«÷Mmar _mZVm h¡. Omo {nN>bo OZ_ _| hr go g H$s JhamB© _| CVa J`m hmo CgZo Cgr OZ_ _| na_mË_m H$s pñW{V H$mo nm {b`m hmoJm, Eogm Amoemo ñd`§ _mZVm h¡. A~ àíZ `h CR>Vm h¡ {H$ A~ Cgo OÝ_OmV ~«÷Mmar Ho$ ê$n _| Xygam OÝ_ boZo H$s `m Amdí`H$Vm h¡? nwZO©Ý_ Vmo V~ hmoJm Z O~ _Zwî` na_mË_m H$s pñW{V H$mo CnbãY Z hmo nm`m hmo? {OZ _Zwî`m| _| ~MnZ go hr go g H$s BÀN>m Zht nmB© OmVr, Eogm CZ_| ^«yU-{dH$mg Ho$ g_` H$s EH$ Aì`dñWm ({S>gAm°S>©a) H$s dOh go hmoVm h¡. `h EH$ ~r_mar h¡ Z {H$ {nN>bo OZ_ Ho$ J§^ra go g à`moJ H$s dOh go h¡. ~MnZ go hr go g-BÀN>m H$m CËnÝZ Z hmoZm EH$ hm_m}{ZH$ {S>gAm°S>©a h¡. Bg ~r_mar go J«ñV bmoJm| Ho$ A{V[a V YaVr na EH$ ^r _Zwî` Eogm Zht h¡ {Og_| go g H$s BÀN>m Z nmB© OmVr hmo. `h àH¥${V H$m {Z`_ h¡. Am¡a Vmo Am¡a, AnZo ñnrM _| EH$ _{hbm Ho$ gdmb na Amoemo ñd`§ H$mo OÝ_OmV ~«÷Mmar Kmo{fV H$a ahm h¡. EH$ OÝ_OmV ~«÷Mmar ì`p V H$hVm h¡ {H$ g§^moJ Ho$ Jhao AZw^d Ho$ ~µµJ¡a ~«÷M`© g§^d hr Zht?? 40
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Amoemo AmJo H$hVm h¡- ""....`moJr ^r Ow S>Vm h¡, gmYy ^r Ow S>Vm h¡, g§V ^r Ow S>Vm h¡, g_m{YñW ì`p V ^r Ow S>Vm h¡, g§^moJr ì`p V ^r Ow S>Vm h¡...'' Amoemo Ho$ AZwgma g§^moJ Ho$ ahñ` H$mo OmZ H$a hr, g§^moJ Ho$ Jhao à`moJ Ho$ ~mX hr ì`p V na_mË_m go Ow S> gH$Vm h¡, AÝ` H$moB© {d{Y Zht h¡. `moJr, gmYy, g§V Am¡a g_m{YñW- BZ_| go g H$s BÀN>m _m¡OXy hmoVr h¡. `o g§`_ go H$m_ dmgZm na {Z`§ÌU àmá H$aVo h¢ Z {H$ {nN>bo OZ_ Ho$ g§^moJ Ho$ Jhao à`moJ go Bg OZ_ _| go g go _w V hmoH$a OwS > J`o h¢. gmao `moJr, gmYy, g§V Am¡a g_m{YñW OÝ_OmV ~«÷Mmar hm|, Eogm Zht h¡. BZ_| go g H$s àd¥{Îm hmoVr h¡ na g§`_ go go g na {dO` àmá H$a `o bmoJ `moJr, gmYy, g§V Am¡a g_m{YñW ~ZVo h¢. na_mË_m go Ow S>Zo H$s EH$ _mÌ {d{Y Omo Amoemo Zo ~VmB©, dhr Amoemo CZ bmoJm| Ho$ Ow S>Zo H$mo ^r _mZ ahm h¡ Omo Amoemo H$s Bg EH$ _mÌ {d{Y H$m à`moJ Zht H$aVo. CZH$m à`moJ AbJ h¡, {\$a ^r CZHo$ Ow S>Zo H$mo Amoemo _mZ ahm h¡. gË` H$mo gË` Z _mZZo H$s {µOX _| Amoemo ~ma-~ma AnZr hr ~mV H$mo ñd`§ H$mQ> XoVm h¡. AgË` Am¡a ^«_ H$mo gË` H$m Mmobm nhZmZo H$s H$mo{ee H$s OmE Vmo Eogm hmoZm ñdm^m{dH$ h¡. ^«_ H$mo à^mdembr T>§J go bmoJm| Ho$ gm_Zo aI XoZo go ^«_, gË` Zht g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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hmo OmVm- gË` Vmo gË` h¡, AnZo-Amn _| nyU© h¡. na_mË_m go {_bZo H$m ahñ` _¥Ë`w _| h¡. _¥Ë`w OrdZ H$m emídV gË` h¡. _¥Ë`w H$mo OmZZm _mÌ na_mË_m-Xe©Z H$m EH$ _mJ© h¡, {Ogo Amoemo go g Ho$ à`moJ _| ~VmVm h¡. ha g_` na_mË_m H$mo `mX H$aVo ahZodmbm| na, AÀN>o H$_© H$aZodmbm| na na_mË_m H$s {deof Ñ{ï> ~Zr ahVr h¡ {Ogo h_ Mmh| Omo ^r Zm_ X| na na_mË_m-Xe©Z {gµ\$©$ Am¡a {gµ\$©$ _¥Ë`w Ho$ ~mX hr g§^d h¡. PyR>o Am¡a T>m|JnyU© (\o$H²$) Xe©Z H$mo à^mdembr T>§J go H$h XoZo go dmo Xe©Z gË` H$m ^«_ hmo gH$Vm h¡, gË` Zht. gË` Vmo OJOm{ha h¡. {gÕ nwéf H$m H$m_ hmoVm h¡ ñd`§ gË` na ñWm{nV ahVo hþE gË` na {Q>H$Zo Ho$ {bE bmoJm| H$m _mJ©Xe©Z H$aZm, Z {H$ ^moJ-g§^moJ _| g_m{Y H$m _mJ© {XImH$a bmoJm| H$mo Jw_amh H$a XoZm. EH$ {_Ì Zo ~Vm`m {H$ Amoemo-H$å`yÝg _| OmZo Ho$ {bE Hw$N> A{Zdm`© eV] (H°$ÝS>re§g) h¢ {OZ_| go EH$ h¡ EM.AmB©.dr. Q>oñQ>. `{X {H$gr H$m EM.AmB©.dr. nm°{O{Q>d Am J`m Vmo Cgo àdoe Zht {_boJm, ^bo hr dmo Amoemo H$m {H$VZm ^r ~ S>m ^ V `m| Z hmo. AJa Eogm h¡ Vmo `m Eogo ì`p V H$mo ñd`§ H$mo OmZZo H$m A{YH$ma Zht h¡? `m Eogo ì`p V H$mo go g H$m Jham à`moJ H$a na_mË_m H$s pñW{V H$mo àmá hmoZo H$m A{YH$ma Zht h¡?? _¥Ë`w go D$na CR>Zo H$s XwH$mZ ImobH$a ~¡R>o h¢ Am¡a _¥Ë`w go hr g~go µÁ`mXm S>aVo ^r h¢. Bg Xe©Z H$mo AJa h_ {ZamYma Am¡a \o$H²$ H$hVo h¢ Vmo `m µJbV H$hVo h¢?
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AmJo Amoemo H$hVm h¡- ""....AJa ào_ go {ddmh {ZH$bVm hmo V~ Vmo {ddmh EH$ Jham AW© bo boVm h¡ Am¡a {ddmh `{X n§{S>Vm| Ho$ Am¡a Á`mo{V{f`m| Ho$ {hgm~ go, {H$Vm~ go, Om{V Ho$ {dMma go Am¡a YZ Ho$ {dMma go {ZH$bVm hmo Vmo d¡gm {ddmh H$^r ^r eara go µÁ`mXm Jham Zht Om gH$Vm. Omo g_mO ào_ Ho$ AmYma na {ddmh H$mo {Z{_©V H$a|Jo CZ g_mOm| _| VbmH$ A{Zdm`© hmoJm. CZ g_mOm| _| {ddmh n[ad{V©V hmoJm. {ddmh ñWm`r ì`dñWm Zht hmo gH$Vr, `m|{H$ ào_ Vab h¡. _Z M§Mb h¡. eara pñWa Am¡a O S> h¡....'' BZ ~mVm| go nhbo Bgr ñnrM _| Amoemo Zo H$hm {H$ ào_-àdmh H$m àmW{_H$ q~Xw A{Zdm`© ê$n go dmgZm h¡. g§^moJ H$s D$Om© hr ê$nm§V[aV hmoH$a ào_ _| n[ad{V©V hmoVr h¡. n§{S>Vm|, Á`mo{V{f`m| Ûmam g§nÝZ {ddmh Ho$ ~mX ^r g§^moJ H$mo hr Vmo hmoZm h¡. dhm§ go ^r go g D$Om© ê$nm§V[aV hmoH$a ào_ _| hr Vmo n[ad{V©V hmoJr Z? Xw{Z`m Ho$ ha gä` g_mO _| {ddmh Ho$ ~mX g§^moJ H$s na§nam h¡. Eogo {ddmh _| g§^moJ _mÌ eara Ho$ Vb na hmoJm, `h H$hH$a Amoemo AnZo hr _yb^yV {gÕm§V H$mo ñd`§ PyR>m R>ham ahm h¡. Amoemo Ho$ hr AZwgma ào_-àdmh H$m A{Zdm`© q~Xw g§^moJ h¡ Bg{bE {ddmh H¡$go hþAm h¡, `h _hËdnyU© Zht hmoZm Mm{hE. _hËdnyU© ~mV Vmo g§^moJ h¡. hm§, n¡gm| Am¡a OmV-nmV na AmYm[aV {ddmh h_mar g§ñH¥${V H$s EH$ qZXZr` na§nam h¡, EH$ K¥{UV na§nam h¡. g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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Bgr ^mJ _| Amoemo H$hVm h¡- ""....ào_-{ddmh J[V_mZ h¡, n[adV©Zerb h¡, Bg àH$ma H$m {ddmh EH$ Jham AW© boVm h¡....'' Amoemo Ho$ hr AZwgma nhbo g§^moJ hmoJm, g§^moJ na Jham à`moJ hmoJm Am¡a _Z ào__` hmoJm. AV nhbo g§^moJ H$a|, O~ _Z ào__` hmo CR>o Vmo {ddmh H$a br{OE. ào__` hmo OmZo Ho$ ~mX _Z g§^moJ go Xya hmoZo bJVm h¡. A~ {ddmh hmoJm Vmo Cgo Qy>Q>Zm hr n S>oJm?? {ddmh H$m `h Jham AW© h¡.
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Cgr H$WZ _| Amoemo AmJo H$hVm h¡- ""....ào_-{ddmh n[ad{V©V hmoJm AmnH$mo ~ma-~ma {ddmh H$aZm hmoJm....'' Amoemo Ho$ hr AZwgma- ào__` hmoZo Ho$ {bE EH$ hr Jham g§^moJ n`m©á h¡ Am¡a `hm§ H$h aho h¢ {H$ ào_{ddmh H$aVo ahmo, go g nmQ>©Za ~XbVo ahmo `m|{H$ ào_ Vab h¡. EH$ hr H$WZ _| Amoemo H$hVm h¡- ào_ go {ZH$bm {ddmh Jham AW© bo boJm Am¡a AmJo H$hVm h¡ {H$ ào_ go {ZH$bm {ddmh n[ad{V©V ^r hmoVm ahoJm. O~ {ddmh Jhao AW© _| nhþ§M OmEJm Vmo n[ad{V©V `m| hmoJm?? Amoemo Ho$ Xe©Z H$mo g§{já _| n[a^m{fV H$a| Vmo h_ H$h gH$Vo h¢ {H$ Amoemo H$hVm h¡- ""_¢ Omo H$h ahm hÿ§ `hr EH$ _mÌ gË` h¡ Am¡a _¢ Omo H$h ahm hÿ§ dhr g~go ~ S>r {_Ï`m ^r h¡. Am¡a _oar EH$ hr ~mV Ho$ BZ XmoZm| Jhao AWm}§ Ho$ D$na gË` H$m na_ ^«_ h¡. na_ ^«_ _| hr EH$ Amgp V àYmZ V¥îUm h¡. _oam VH©$nyU© _pñVîH$ (bm°{OH$b ~«oZ) Vwåh| OrdZ ^a ^«_ ZJar _| ^«_U H$admVm ahoJm. _wPo _mZmo _V, OmZmo! OmZmoJo, V^r AmOrdZ ^«{_V ah nmAmoJo.'' nhbo g§^moJ H$amo, CgHo$ ~mX ào_ H$amo, ào_ Ho$ ~mX {ddmh H$amo- Eogm H$amoJo Vmo ~ma-~ma {ddmh H$aVo ahmoJo. ~g bJo ahmo. Hw$N> gmoMZo Ho$ bm`µH$ hr Z ~Mmo. Eogm H$aVo ahmoJo Vmo Z _¢ Vwåhmao àíZm| Ho$ Koao _| AmD$§Jm Am¡a Z _wPo ^JdmZ ~ZZo go H$moB© amoH$ nmEJm. Vw_ new-àd¥{Îm Ho$ ~Z OmAmo Vmo _¢ {~Zm {H$gr amoH$-Q>moH$ Ho$ ^JdmZ hmo OmD§$Jm. Vw_ gä` ~MmoJo Vmo _oar ~mVm| H$m {díbofU H$amoJo Am¡a CgHo$ níMmV _oao D$na OyVo ~agmAmoJo, na Vwåhmam OÝ_ Vmo _oao D$na S>m°bg© ~agmZo Ho$ {bE hþAm h¡. Bg{bE _wPo _mZmo _V OmZmo Vm{H$ bJo ah gH$mo. g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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Amoemo H$hVm h¡- ""....O~ ào_ Ho$ {~Zm {ddmh hmoVm h¡ Cg {ddmh _| Am¡a doí`m Ho$ nmg OmZo _| ~w{Z`mXr ^oX Zht, Wmo S>m-gm ^oX h¡. doí`m H$mo Amn EH$ {XZ Ho$ {bE IarXVo h¢ Am¡a nËZr H$mo Amn nyao OrdZ Ho$ {bE arXVo h¢....'' {ddmh Ho$ nrN>o Omo Xe©Z h¡ dmo nËZr H$mo OrdZ ^a Ho$ {bE IarXZo H$s Zht ~pëH$ OrdZ ^a Ho$ {bE EH$-Xygao Ho$ à{V g_n©U H$s h¡, Ë`mJ H$s h¡, ào_ H$s h¡, Am°ZoñQ>r H$s h¡, H${_Q>_|Q> H$s h¡, gå_mZ H$s h¡, A{YH$ma H$s h¡- {Ogo Amoemo ~ohX AmoN>r ZµOa go XoIVm h¡. Amoemo Ho$ {ZH$Q> doí`mE§ K¥{UV hmo gH$Vr h¢ na _oao {ZH$Q> dmo K¥{UV `m Amoemo Ho$ X`m-^md H$s nmÌ Zht h¢. doí`mAm| H$s ^r AnZr EH$ g§ñH¥${V h¡, EH$ Y_© h¡, CZHo$ dhm§ H$_© H$s àYmZVm h¡ O~{H$ Amoemo Ho$ `hm§ ^moJ-{dbmg H$s àYmZVm h¡, H¡$[nQ>{bÁ_ H$s àYmZVm h¡. gm_m{OH$ {dH¥${V`m| H$s g_rjm µOê$ar h¡- `h Or{dV _mZdVm H$m àVrH$ h¡. {dH¥${V`m| H$mo K¥{UV gm{~V H$a _mZdVm H$mo {dZme ({S>O µ mñQ>a) H$s Amoa bo OmZo H$m à`mg Omo Amoemo H$aVm h¡, dmo H$hm§ VH$ ghr h¡? Amoemo Zo {nN>bo H$WZ _| go g Ho$ Xmo Vbm| H$s ~mV H$s Wr. nhbr ~mV Vmo go g eara Ho$ Xmo A§Jm| H$m {_bZ µOê$a h¡ na go g BÀN>m H$s CËn{Îm _Z go g§~§{YV h¡, _pñVîH$ go g§~§{YV h¡. go g Mmho ào_ _| hmo, {ddmh _| hmo, doí`m Ho$ gmW hmo, g~ _Z Ho$ YamVb na hr hmoVm h¡. g§^moJ _| eara H$m H$moB© Am¡a Vb Ep OñQ> hr Zht H$aVm. EH$ hr Vb hmoVm h¡ Am¡a dmo h¡ _Z H$m Vb. 46
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H$m {hñgm h¡....'' EH$ Z`r eãXmdbr-pñnaMwAb go g! O~{H$ Amoemo nhbo ~ma~ma H$h MwH$m h¡ {H$ pñnaMwAb bodb na H$m_ H$s ^mdZm nyU©V`m g_má hmo OmVr h¡. ¡a! M{bE _mZ {b`m {H$ _m§ H$m ~oQ>o Ho$ à{V ào_ pñnaMwAb go g h¡ Vmo _m§ H$m ~oQ>r Ho$ à{V ào_ `m h¡? Om{ha h¡ {H$ Bg {gÕm§V Ho$ AZwgma _m§ H$m ~oQ>r Ho$ à{V ào_ AmÜ`mpË_H$ g_b¢{JH$Vm (pñnaMwAb bopñ~`{ZQ>r) hþAm. AV pñnaMwAb go g _| qbJ ^oX Zht hmoVm, dhm§ g_b¢{JH$ go g ^r CVZm hr n{dÌ h¡, O~{H$ g_b¢{JH$Vm H$s Amoemo Zo gd©Xm {Z§Xm H$s.
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Bg ñnrM Ho$ A§V _| Amoemo H$hVm h¡- ""....~«÷M`© H$mo O~ bmoJ CnbãY hm| Am¡a g§^moJ H$s `mÌm g_m{Y VH$ hmo OmE, V~ ^r do ~ o Mmh gH$Vo h¢. bo{H$Z CZ ~ m| H$m OÝ_ CËn{Îm hmoJr, dh àmoS> Q> hm|Jo, dh {H«$EeZ hm|Jo, dh g¥OZ hm|Jo. go g {gµ\$©$ _mÜ`_ hmoJm. ~«÷M`© AJa OJV _| ì`mnH$ hmo OmE Vmo h_ EH$ Z`r moO H$a|Jo, O¡go nwamZr moO H$s h¡ {H$ ~ m| go ~Mm Om gHo$ Am¡a go g H$m AZw^d nyam hmo OmE. AmZodmbo OJV _| Bggo CëQ>m à`moJ hmo gH$Vm h¡, O~ ~«÷M`© BVZm ì`mnH$ hmoJm {H$ go g go ~Mm Om gHo$ Am¡a ~ o hmo OmE§....'' Amoemo Ho$ hr AZwgma ~«÷M`© H$mo àmá hmoVo hr go g nyU©V`m {dbrZ hmo OmVm h¡. CgZo EH$ à`moJ ~Vm`m {Oggo g§^moJ H$s Ad{Y `{X VrZ K§Q>m H$a Xr OmE Vmo OrdZ ^a go g H$s BÀN>m CËnÝZ Zht hmoJr Am¡a dhm§ go ~«÷M`© ewê$ hmoJm. ~«÷M`© _| O~ go g H$s BÀN>m g_má hmo OmVr h¡ Vmo ì`p V ~ m H¡$go Mmh gH$Vm h¡? Cg_| ~ m n¡Xm H$aZo H$s BÀN>m hr `m| CËnÝZ hmoJr? Omo gm§gm[aH$Vm go D$na CR>H$a AmË_Xe©Z H$mo àmá hmo MwH$m hmo, Omo na_mZ§X H$s pñW{V _| hmo Vmo dmo go g O¡go àmW{_H$ q~Xw H$s Amoa `m| dmng bm¡Q>oJm, {Oggo dmo nyar Vah _w V hmo MwH$m h¡? go g EH$ ñdm^m{dH$ O¡{dH$ {H«$`m h¡, Mmho Bgo _mÜ`_ Ho$ ê$n _| H$a| 50
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`m ~ o H$s Mmh go ~MVo hþE go g Ho$ AZw^d Ho$ {bE H$a|, `m µ\$µH$©$ n S>Vm h¡? ~ o H$s Mmh _| go g H$m Ho$db _mÜ`_ Ho$ ê$n _| ~«÷Mmar à`moJ H$aoJm O~{H$ ~«÷M`© H$mo àmá hmoZo Ho$ ~mX _Zwî` _mÜ`_ Ho$ ê$n _| hr ghr, na go g go _w V hmo MwH$m hmoVm h¡. ~«÷Mmar ì`p V AnZo ñd^md, {Ogo nmZo Ho$ {bE CgZo ~ S>o-~ S>o AmÜ`mpË_H$ à`moJ {H$E h¢ VWm A~ dh AmZ§X_` h¡, CgH$s moO nyar hmoZo H$mo h¡, Ho$ {dnarV ^bm g§VmZ H$s Mmh `m| H$aoJm? g§VmZ H$s Mmh _| AnZo emídV gË` ñd^md Ho$ {déÕ à`moJ `m| H$aoJm?
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Amoemo AmJo H$hVm h¡- ""....go g H$mo go g Ho$ ê$n _| Zht ~pëH$ _mÜ`_ Ho$ ê$n _| {H$`m Vmo CËn{Îm g¥OZmË_H$ hmoJr. ~«÷Mmar OÝ_ b|Jo. dmo AmO H$s XrZ-hrZ _mZdVm O¡gr Zht hmoJr....'' Eogr H$moB© ì`dñWm àH¥${V _| _m¡OyX Zht h¡. `h à`moJ, `h g§H$ënZm {ZamYma, Añdm^m{dH$ Am¡a AàmH¥${VH$ h¡. `m|{H$ H$moB© ^r à`moJ Mmho dmo d¡km{ZH$ hmo `m AmÜ`mpË_H$ hmo, go g H$mo _mÌ _mÜ`_ O¡gr ì`dñWm _| n[ad{V©V Zht H$a gH$Vm. go g _mÌ go g h¡ {OgH$s EH$ ñdm^m{dH$ àmH¥${VH$ ì`dñWm h¡. à`moJ go go g g§~§Yr AkmZVmAm| H$mo Vmo Xya {H$`m Om gH$Vm h¡ na§Vw go g Ho$ ñd^md H$mo H$Xm{n Zht ~Xbm Om gH$Vm. Ordm| Ho$ _pñVîH$ _| Eogm H$moB© VËd Zht h¡ Omo à`moJ go g{H«$` hmoH$a go g Ho$ ñd^md H$mo _mÜ`_ _mÌ ~Zm Xo. Amoemo H$m `h Xmdm EH$ {ZamYma VWm H$moar gwIX H$ënZm H$mo ~oMZo H$m à`mg h¡, H$_Omoa AmñWm Ho$ bmoJm| H$mo ~hH$mZo H$m EH$ OmXwB© _§Ì h¡. dmñV{dH$Vm Ho$ YamVb na Bg g§H$ënZm H$m H$moB© ApñVËd Zht h¡. g¥{ï> H$s g§aMZm Hw$N> emídV-gË` AQ>b {Z`_m| na AmYm[aV h¡. gmao à`moJ Am¡a {dkmZ CZ {Z`_m| H$s gr_m _| hr H$m`© H$aVo h¢. h_mam gr{_V kmZ àË`oH$ jU h_| na_mË_m H$mo àmá hmoZo Ho$ {bE ào[aV H$aVm h¡. Amoemo {Z`_m| H$mo VmoS >Zo H$s AgmÜ` YmaUm XoH$a H$hVm h¡ {H$ na_mË_m H$mo àmá hmo OmAmo.
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Amoemo `{X {nN>bo OZ_ _| go g na Jham à`moJ H$aZo H$s dOh go Bg OZ_ _| OÝ_ go hr ~«÷Mmar Wm Vmo Bg AX²^wV à`moJ H$mo H$aHo$ CgZo AnZo CÎmam{YH$mar H$mo OÝ_ XoZm Mm{hE Wm Omo Cgr H$s Vah OÝ_OmV ~«÷Mmar hmoVm. Amoemo Eogm Zht H$a gH$m. H¡$go H$aVm ~oMmam, Eogm hmoZm O~ g§^d hr Zht Wm. AmÜ`mË_ OJV _| Amn Omo H$hVo h¢ dmo H$hZo go nhbo AmnHo$ M[aÌ _| CgH$m nm`m OmZm µOê$ar h¡. `{X Eogm Zht h¡ Vmo Amn g§Ý`mgr Zht ~pëH$ AmÜ`mË_ H$m ì`mnma H$aZo dmbo T>m|Jr h¢.
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AmJo EH$ ñWmZ na Amoemo H$hVm h¡- ""....Omo H$m_ BVZo Jhao _| h¡, dh na_mË_m go Ow S>m hmoJm. Am¡a H$m_-dmgZm H$mo AJa H$moB© Ymam ~Zm bo, Ü`mZ ~Zm bo, g_m{Y ~Zm bo.... Vmo Cg ì`p V H$mo H$m_-dmgZm go Nw>Q>H$mam {_b OmEJm....'' H$m_-dmgZm go O~ g_m{Y Ow S>r h¡, H$m_-dmgZm go O~ na_mË_m H$s pñW{V Ow S>r h¡ V~ Vmo H$m_-dmgZm _| hr {bá hmo OmZo go ì`p V H$mo na_mË_m H$s pñW{V H$mo àmá hmo OmZm Mm{hE. Ohm§ j{UH$ amoeZr hmo dht go g§nyU© àH$me H$m _mJ© àeñV hmoZm Mm{hE. j{UH$ àH$me Ohm§ h¡ Cggo Nw>Q>H$mam nmH$a {\$a g§nyU© àH$me H$mo nmZo Ho$ {bE Ü`mZ `m| Oê$ar h¡? `h H$m¡Z-gm à`moJ h¡? H$m¡Z gm {dkmZ h¡? na_mË_m H$s pñW{V H$mo àmá hmoZo H$s ì`dñWm BVZr Añdm^m{dH$ `m| h¡? H$m_ dmgZm H$mo Ü`mZ ~ZmZo H$m, g_m{Y ~ZmZo H$m à`moJ `m h¡? Cnm` `m h¡? H$m_ dmgZm H$mo AJa H$moB© Ü`mZ ~Zm bo Vmo....? AWm©V², Amoemo EH$ g§^mdZm ~Vm ahm h¡, Eogr g§^mdZm {OgHo$ K{Q>V hmoZo H$s H$moB© g§^mdZm Zht h¡. `{X Eogr H$moB© g§^mdZm `m ì`dñWm àH¥${V _| _m¡OyX hmoVr Vmo g~go nhbo Amoemo Eogm H$aVm. CgZo Vmo {nN>bo OZ_ Ho$ à`moJ Ho$ AmYma na ñd`§ H$mo OÝ_ go ~«÷Mmar hmoZo H$s KmofUm H$a Xr, Omo Am¡a ^r Añdm^m{dH$ KQ>Zm h¡.
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`{X Amn _mZd-_Z Ho$ {dkmZ, _Zmo{dkmZ H$m Jy T> AÜ`Z H$a| Vmo AmnH$mo _Zmod¥{Îm`m| H$m AZw^d hmoJm. Amn _Zwî`m| Ho$ _Z H$mo n T> nmE§Jo. _Z ~hþV M§Mb Am¡a AmZ§X H$s Mmh H$aZodmbm (ßboOa grqH$J) h¡. dh eara H$mo Vrd«Vm go h_oem ^moJ-{dbmg Am¡a H$m_ H$s Vaµ\$ YHo$bVm ahVm h¡. ~ma-~ma YHo$bH$a ^moJ _| {bá H$a XoZm MmhVm h¡ Vm{H$ _Zwî` ^moJ-{dbmg Ho$ O S>Ëd H$mo àmá hmo OmE. EH$ ~ma _mZd-_Z `{X O S>Ëd H$mo àmá hmo OmE Vmo MmhH$a ^r dmo H$^r gË` H$s moO Zht H$a nmEJm. MoVZm _Z H$m hr gË` ê$n h¡. MoVZm H$m M[aÌ hmoVm h¡- _Z H$mo gË` ~moY H$amVo ahZm. _mZd H$mo O S>Vm go ~MmZo Ho$ {bE dmo _Z H$s CZ Vrd« àd¥{Îm`m| H$mo g§Vw{bV ê$n go g§Mm{bV H$aZo H$m AZdaV à`mg H$aVm ahVm h¡ Vm{H$ Cg_| gË` H$mo àmá hmoZo H$s g§^mdZm ~Zr aho. _Z Ho$ {dkmZ H$s `o Omo Xmo d¥{Îm`m§ h¢ dmo h_mar AmË_m H$s EH$ narjm ñdê$n h¢. AV OrdZ H$m na_ CÔoí` hþAm _Z H$m gË` ê$n AWm©V² MoVZm H$m _Z Ho$ Xygao ê$n, Omo ^moJ-{dbmg Am¡a Amgp V gå_V h¡, na nyar Vah {dO` nm boZm Vm{H$ _Zwî` g\$b _¥Ë`w H$mo àmá hmoH$a na_mË_m H$mo àmá hmo gHo$. nyar Vah {dO` nm boZo H$m _Vb~ X_Z `m ñdm^m{dH$ ApñVËd H$mo ZH$maZm Zht ~pëH$ gË` H$mo àmá hmoZo Ho$ {bE _Z H$s M§MbVm, ^moJ-{dbmg Am¡a Amgp V gå_V àd¥{Îm`m| H$mo g§Vw{bV d àmH¥${VH$ ê$n go g§Mm{bV H$aVo hþE na_mË_m go Ow S>o ahZm h¡. _Z H$s M§MbVm Omo ^moJ, g§^moJ, {dbmg Am¡a Amgp V gå_V h¡ g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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dmo ^r ñdm^m{dH$ h¡ {OgH$m X_Z g§^d Zht h¡ Am¡a X_Z gË` H$mo àmá hmoZo H$m H$moB© Cnm` ^r Zht h¡. My§{H$ Bg ñdm^m{dH$Vm H$m n[aUm_ O S>Ëd h¡ Bg{bE gË` H$mo àmá hmoZo Ho$ {bE BZH$m àmH¥${VH$ ê$n go g§Vw{bV g§MmbZ A{Zdm`© ê$n go Amdí`H$ h¡. _Z Ho$ {dkmZ _| M§Mb _Z Omo ^moJ, g§^moJ Am¡a Amgp V àYmZ h¡- Bgr Ho$ gmW AmÜ`mpË_H$ MVwamB© (pñnaMwAb _¡{ZnwboeZ) go ^yVnyd© Amoemo H$m Xe©Z ewê$ hmoVm h¡. {Og g_`-H$mb _| Amoemo H$m AmJ_Z hþAm Wm, g§gma V~ ÐþV J{V go ^m¡{VH$ {dH$mg H$s Amoa ^mJ ahm Wm. Mmam| Vaµ\$ nyO § rdmX (H¡$[nQ>{bÁ_) H$m ~mob~mbm Wm. Amoemo Zo bmoJm| H$m _Zmod¡km{ZH$ AÜ``Z {H$`m. CgZo XoIm {H$ g§nyU© _mZdVm ^m¡{VH$dmX H$s Amoa A§YmYw§Y Xm¡ S> ahr h¡. bmoJ _Z Ho$ O S>Ëd H$s Amoa Vrd« J{V go AJ«ga h¢. Bg g_` bmoJm| H$mo gË` H$m H$ S>dm bJZm ñdm^m{dH$ h¡. AV Amoemo Zo ^moJg§^moJ àYmZ {ZamYma Xe©Z H$m ew^ma§^ H$a {X`m. Cg g_`-H$mb _| bmoJm| H$s _Zmod¥{Îm Amoemo Ho$ AàmH¥${VH$ Xe©Z Ho$ AZwê$n Wr, AV bmoJm| H$m EH$ hþOy_ Amoemo Ho$ nrN>o Xm¡ S> n S>m. Amoemo H$m nhbm nmgm Wm _Z H$s Vrd«V_ àd¥{Îm go g _| AmË_Xe©Z H$s PbH$ H$mo {XImZm. bmoJ BVZo _Q>r[a`{bpñQ>H$ hmo MwHo$ Wo {H$ A~ CÝh| `m¡Z ñdÀN>§XVm (go gwAb \«$sS>_) H$s Mmh Wr. Eogo _| Amoemo Zo go gwAb \«$sS>_ H$m {ñnaMwAb bm°{OH$ XoH$a AmJ _| Kr S>mb {X`m. _Zmo{dkmZ Ho$ Bg {Ibm S>r Ho$ nhbo nmgo Zo ~hþV VoOr go bmoJm| H$mo CgH$m ^ V ~ZmZm ewê$ H$a {X`m. Amoemo Zo go gwAb \«$sS>_ _| AmÜ`mË_ Am¡a àJ{V H$s PyR>r PbH$ {XIm Xr Omo bmoJm| H$mo EH$ _mÌ gË` àVrV hmoZo bJm Am¡a Amoemo amVm|-amV ^JdmZ Amoemo ~Z J`m. A~ Amoemo Zo ewê$ {H$`m X_Z Ho$ Zm_ na Y_moª H$mo PyR>m R>hamZm. Y_© JwéAm| H$mo Vmo CgZo g_mO H$m {dboZ hr ~Zm {X`m. 56
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^moJ-g§^moJ àYmZ Xe©Z Ho$ gå_mohZ _| Amoemo Ho$ AZw`m{``m| H$mo Amoemo H$s ~mV| na_ gË` bJZo bJt. AgË` H$mo go g _| bnoQ>H$a bmoJm| H$mo namogm OmE Vmo AgË` na_ gË` H$m j{UH$ Am^mg XoZo bJ OmVm h¡, O¡go {H$ g§^moJ _| g_m{Y H$m j{UH$ Am^mg Amoemo Zo {XIm`m Wm.
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Amoemo ""....go g CVZm _hËdnyU© {~ëHw$b Zht h¡ {OVZm {H$ h_ g_P aho h¢ Cgo. bo{H$Z {H$gr ^r ì`W© H$s ~mV H$mo CR>mZm ~§X H$a X| Vmo dh g~go µÁ`mXm _hËdnyU© hmo OmEJr....'' go g _hËdnyU© ^r Zht h¡ Am¡a go g hr g_m{Y H$mo àmá hmoZo H$m EH$ _mÌ Cnm` ^r h¡. AJa go g ì`W© h¡ Vmo ì`W© H$s à{H«$`m _| na_mË_m H$s PbH$ `m| h¡? Omo ì`W© CnH«$_ h¡ Cg_| na_mË_m H$m ahñ` h¡, g_m{Y H$s PbH$ h¡, `h Amoemo H$m _yb-Xe©Z h¡. AmÜ`mË_ Ho$ Zm_ na Amoemo Ho$ bJ^J gmao à`moJ àH¥${V Ho$ {Z`_m| Ho$ {déÕ h¢ Bg{bE ñdm^m{dH$ Vm¡a na (ZoMaw br) AgmÜ` ^r. _Zmod¡km{ZH$ H«$s S>m go gË` H$mo AgË` `m AgË` H$mo gË` gm{~V Zht {H$`m Om gH$Vm. na hm§, _Q>rar`{bpñQ>H$ ~«oÝg H$mo _¡{ZnwboQ> H$aHo$ bmoJm| H$mo Xya go gw§Xa àVrV hmoZodmbo AgË`_`r gË` H$s gw§Xa H$mbr g§^mdZm _| h_oem Ho$ {bE Adí` YHo$bm Om gH$Vm h¡. Eogr g§^mdZm {OgHo$ K{Q>V hmoZo H$s {H$gr ^r g§^mdZm go àH¥${V B§H$ma H$aVr hmo, {\$a ^r _¡{ZnwboQ>oS> ~«oÝg H$mo bJo {H$ dh Hw$N> A{V gw§Xa h¡ {OgHo$ h_ ~hþV µH$ar~ h¢. gË` BVZm O{Q>b Zht hmo gH$Vm, gË` g¥{ï> Ho$ H$U-H$U _| {damO_mZ gabV_ {df` h¡. gË` H$mo àmá hmoZm ghO Am¡a gab hmoJm, Z {H$ Bg Hµ $Xa AàmH¥${VH$. 58
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gË` Z X_Z _| h¡ Am¡a Z _Q>rar`{bÁ_ H$s E gQ >r_ à¡p Q>g _|. gË` h¡ àmH¥${VH$ d g§Vw{bV OrdZ-`mnZ _|. àmH¥${VH$ gr_mAm| _| OrdZ-`mnZ H$aVo hþE AnZm à_wI bú` (g|Q >b H$ÝgZ©) na_mË_m H$mo aIZo _| h¡. `h ghO h¡, gab h¡. ^moJ-g§^moJ _| {bßV hmoZo na _Zwî` àH¥${V Ho$ {Z`_mZwgma ì`gZr (E[S> Q>) hmoVm h¡ Z {H$ _w V? ì`dgZ (E{S> eZ) _¥Ë`w H$s Amoa bo OmEJm Z {H$ _w{ V H$s Amoa. X_Z Am¡a E[S> eZ XmoZm| ì`W© h¢. X_Z H$a `{X na_mË_m Ho$ nmg nhþ§M J`o Am¡a na_mË_m Zo nyN> {b`m {H$ Vwåhmao _mÜ`_ go _wPo Vwåhmao ~rdr-~ m| H$m nmbZ-nmofU H$aZm Wm. Vw_ Wo {H$ _oao ào_ _| CÝh| Cno{jV (B½Zmoa) H$a {X`m. A~ Vy hr ~Vm {H$ BZH$m AnamYr _¢ hÿ§ `m Vy?? `mZr, X_Z Ho$ ~mX ^r h_| bpÁOV hmo OmZm n S>oJm. `{X _Q>r[a`{bÁ_ H$s E ñQ >r_ à¡p Q>g H$a na_mË_m Ho$ nmg nhþ§M J`o Am¡a CgZo nyN> {b`m {H$ nXmW© _¢Zo VwPo OrdZ-`mnZ H$s AmgmZr Ho$ {bE {X`m Wm. dmo ^r Vwåhmao eara H$s Vah Zída Wo na Vw_ _wPo ^yb H$a nXmW© O¡gr Zída dñVw _| _wPo Ty>§T>Zo H$m T>m|J H$aVo aho. V~ ^r h_| na_mË_m Ho$ gm_Zo e{_ªXm hmoZm n S> OmEJm. AnZr hR>Y{_©Vm na nN>VmZm n S> OmEJm. na_mË_m A~ Vrgao ì`p V go nyN>oJm- VyZo nXmW© H$mo _mÌ OrdZ`mnZ Ho$ {bE à`moJ {H$`m na Voam à_wI bú` (H$ÝgZ©) _¢ Wm. VyZo BÀN>mAm| H$m X_Z ^r Zht {H$`m. _wPo g|Q >b H$ÝgZ© aIVo hþE g~ Hw$N> gå`H$ ê$n go {H$`m. _wPo Jd© h¡ {H$ Vy _oam g¥OZ h¡. g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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n S>mogr `{X ^yIm h¡ Vmo O~ VH$ n S>mogr Ho$ AmË_-gå_mZ H$s ajm H$aVo hþE Cgo ImZm Zht {Ibm boVo V~ VH$ Amn gmo Zht gH$Vo. `{X {H$gr _Zwî` H$m öX` {H$gr _Zwî` Ho$ H$maU XwIm `m EH$ B§gmZ go Xygao B§gmZ H$mo H$moB© VH$brµ\$ nhþ§Mr Vmo O~ VH$ A_wH$ ì`p V AmnH$mo j_m Zht H$aVm na_mË_m ^r AmnH$mo j_m Zht H$aoJm. BVZm ghO Am¡a gab h¡ gË`, Z {H$ CëQ>o-grYo bm°{O g XoH$a gË` H$mo Ty>§T>Vr _mZdVm H$mo Jw_amh H$a XoZo _|.
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_Zmo{dkmZ H$m EH$ à`moJ h¡ Ohm§ Xmo {gÕm§V Amng _| Q>H$amVo h¢. à`moJ `h h¡ {H$ EH$ gmb Ho$ ~ o Ho$ gm_Zo ObVo hþE bmb H$mo`bo H$m Qw>H$ S>m aI Xr{OE. dmo A~moY ~mbH$ bmb H$mo`bo Ho$ Qw>H$ S>o H$mo nH$ S>Zo Ho$ {bE CgH$s Amoa ^mJoJm. nhbo {gÕm§V Ho$ AZwgma ~ o Ûmam H$mo`bo H$mo nH$ S>Zo go nhbo hr Cgo amoH$ Xr{OE Am¡a Xygao {gÕm§V Ho$ AZwgma ~mbH$ H$mo N>mo S> Xr{OE, Cgo H$mo`bo H$mo nH$ S>Zo Xr{OE. ~ o H$m hmW Ob OmEJm Am¡a {\$a dh ^{dî` _| ObVr hþB© dñVw H$mo H$^r Zht Nw>EJm. BZ XmoZm| {gÕm§Vm| _| Amoemo H$m {à` {gÕm§V Xygam dmbm h¡. \$H©$ {g\©$ BVZm h¡ {H$ Amoemo hmW Ho$ ObZo H$mo Z`o OrdZ H$s CËn{Îm _mZVm h¡ Am¡a hmW Z ObZo H$mo do nydm©J«h go J«{gV hmoZm H$hVm h¡.
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Amoemo H$hVo h¢- ""....go g OrdZ H$m AX²^wV ahñ` h¡. dh OrdZ H$s AX²^wV {_ñQ >r h¡. Cggo H$moB© K~amZo H$s, ^mJZo H$s µOê$aV Zht h¡. {Og {XZ h_ Bgo ñdrH$ma H$a b|Jo, Cg {XZ BVZr ~ S>r D$Om© _w V hmoJr ^maV _| {H$ h_ Ý`yQ>Z n¡Xm H$a gH|$Jo, h_ AmB§ñQ>rZ n¡Xm H$a gH|$Jo....'' Amoemo ^maVr` g_mO H$mo go g go J«{gV EH$ Hw§${R>V g_mO H$hVm h¡. Bgr Hw§${R>V g_mO Zo {ddoH$mZ§X, Jm§Yr Am¡a E.nr.Oo. AãX²wb H$bm_ H$mo OÝ_ {X`m, Omo _¢ Zht g_PVm {H$ AnZo-AnZo joÌ _| Ý`yQ>Z `m AmB§ñQ>rZ go H$_Va h¢. Ý`yQ>Z Ho$ OÝ_ Ho$ g_` Vmo npíM_ H$m g_mO ^r h_mao O¡gm hr Wm. I¡a, _Zwî` `{X go g H$mo newVm {OVZo IwbonZ go ñdrH$ma H$a bo Vmo _hmZ _Zwî`m| H$s CËn{Îm hmoJr. Amoemo H$s `h AdYmaUm EH$ {ZamYma AdYmaUm h¡. Agb _| ha ì`p V _| AWmh D$Om© hmoVr h¡ na g§^m{dV ê$n (nmoQ>|{e`b \$m°_©) _|. EH$ Vmo g§H$Q> (H«$mB{gg) _| Hw$N> bmoJ _hmZ ~ZH$a C^aVo h¢. CXmhaUV ^maV Am¡a MmBZm _| Jar~r, g§gmYZm| H$s H$_r Am{X g§H$Q>m| (H«$mB{gg) Zo {Za§Va Eogo bmoJ Xw{Z`m H$mo {X`o Omo AnZr gå^m{dV j_Vm (nmoQ>|{e`b) H$m à`moJ H$a Or{Z`g H$hbm`o. AmO ^r ^maV Am¡a MmBZm Ho$ bmoJ npíM_ Ho$ Xoem| H$s ha \$sëS> Ho$ H«$s_ bo`a _| h¢. npíM_ H$s _mg {H$VZr Or{Z`g h¡ `h h_ g~H$mo nVm h¡. Amoemo H$s AdYmaUm Ho$ AZwgma Vmo npíM_ _| ha Xygao ì`p V H$mo AmB§ñQ>rZ hmoZm Mm{hE. na Eogm Zht h¡. Xygar dOh _hmZ bmoJm| Ho$ CËnÝZ hmoZo H$s h¡, {Ogo {dkmZ H$s ^mfm _| n[adV©Z-H$aU (mutation) H$hVo h¢. H$moB© ^r OrÝg Ho$ Xmo 62
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Amoemo H$hVm h¡- "".... OrdZ Ho$ g^r gm¡ÝX`© A{VaoH$ h¡. g^r gm¡ÝX`© "Amoda âbmoB§J' h¢, D$na VH$ ~h OmZm h¡...'' ""...._hmdra ñdm_r Am¡a ~wÕ amOmAm| Ho$ ~oQ>o h¢, H¥$îU Am¡a am_ ^r amOmAm| Ho$ ~oQ>o h¢. `o "Amoda âbmoB§J' h¡. `o \y$b Omo {Ibo h¢, {H$gr µJar~ Ho$ Ka _| Zht {Ib gH$Vo Wo. H$moB© _hmdra µJar~ Ho$ Ka _| n¡Xm Zht hmoJm. H$moB© ~wÕ ^r µJar~ Ho$ Ka _| n¡Xm Zht hmoJm. H$moB© am_ Am¡a H¥$îU ^r Zht. Jar~ Ho$ Ka `o \y$b Zht {Ib gH$Vo. µJar~ {gµ\$©$ Or gH$Vm h¡, CgH$m OrZm BVZm Ý`yZV_ h¡ {H$ Cggo \y$b {IbZo H$m H$moB© Cnm` ^r Zht....'' Amoemo H$s Bg ^mfm _| Z½Z ny§OrdmX Am¡a nmI§S> ({hßnmoH«o$gr) H$s PbH$ h¡, {Oggo _wPo K¥Um h¡. ahr ~mV AdVmam| Ho$ A_ra Ho$ Kam| _| OÝ_ boZo H$s Vmo g^r gdm bmI AdVmam| Zo A_ra Ho$ Ka OÝ_ {b`m hmo- Eogm Zht h¡. Á`mXmVa AdVma A_ra µH$~rbm| _| Am`o `m|{H$ g~go nhbo gwYma H$s Amdí`H$Vm A_ra KamZm| _| Wr. Ohm§ VH$ ~mV h¡ A{VaoH$ go \y$b {IbZo H$s Vmo àH¥${V Ho$ {Z`_mZwgma A{VaoH$ na `m `y§ H$h| A{V ^moJ Ho$ ~mX \y$b Zht {IbVo A{nVw Ord ~r_ma hmoVm h¡. Ord _| dgm ~ T> OmE Vmo Ord ~r_ma hmo OmVm h¡. H$m~m}hmBS´>oQ²>g H$m A{VaoH$ hmo OmE Vmo Ord S>m`{~{Q>H$ hmo OmVm h¡. àmoQ>rZ H$m A{VaoH$ hmo OmE Vmo Ord H¢$ga J«ñV hmo OmVm h¡. go g H$m A{VaoH$ hmo OmE Vmo Ord _mZ{gH$ ê$n go H$_Omoa hmo OmVm h¡. Amoda âbmoB§J go IoVm| _| ~m T> Am OmVr h¡ Z {H$ \y$b {IbVo h¢. _w§er ào_M§X, EnrOo AãXwb H$bm_, H$~ra- `o g~ µJar~ Ho$ Am§JZ _| {Ibo hþE \y$b h¢. 64
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Amoemo Ho$ AZwgma- "".... n[adma-{Z`moOZ H$m AW© BVZm hr h¡ {H$ n¥Ïdr {H$VZo bmoJm| H$mo gwI Xo gH$Vr h¡. ^moOZ Xo gH$Vr h¡. Cggo µÁ`mXm bmoJm| H$mo n¥Ïdr na I S>o H$aZm, AnZo hmW go n¥Ïdr H$mo ZaH$ ~ZmZm h¡....'' ñnrM Ho$ Bg {hñgo _| Amoemo n[adma-{Z`moOZ H$mo EH$ ~hþV ~ S>r Ym{_©H$ KQ>Zm Am¡a H«$m§{V gm{~V H$aZo H$m AàmH¥${VH$ à`mg H$a ahm h¡. Agb _| n[adma-{Z`moOZ H$s {OVZr ^r H¥${Ì_ ì`dñWmE§ ImoOr J`t, dmo OZg§»`m d¥{Õ na {Z`§ÌU nmZo H$m {dH$ën (Am°ëQ>aZo{Q>d) _mÌ h¢ Am¡a `h H$moB© ~hþV àmH¥${VH$ ì`dñWmE§ Zht h¢. hm§, Xw{Z`m Ho$ àJ{Verb Xoem| Zo AnZr OZg§»`m H$mo H§$Q´>mob _| aIZo Ho$ {bE EH$ Am°ßeZ Ho$ ê$n _| µOê$a BZH$m ñdmJV {H$`m. O~{H$ `o H$moB© àmH¥${VH$ Am¡a Ym{_©H$ moO Zht h¡, {Og_| Amoemo H$mo AX²^wV H«$m§{V Am¡a n[adV©Z H$m ñH$mon {XImB© Xo J`m. hµH$sµH$V Vmo `h h¡ {H$ OZg§»`m H$^r ~ T>r hr Zht Wr. ahr ~mV n¥Ïdr Ho$ nmoQ>{| e`b H$s Am¡a àH¥${V Ho$ nmoQ>{| e`b H$s Vmo BZ_| dV©_mZ OZg§»`m go hOma JwZm µÁ`mXm OZg§»`m H$mo nmbZo-nmogZo H$s gm_Ï`© _m¡OyX h¡. Agb _| YaVr na g§gmYZm| d OrdZ-`mnZ H$s dñVwAm| Ho$ {dVaU H$s ì`dñWm Ho$ OO©a hmoZo Ho$ H$maU µJar~r Am¡a OZg§»`m BVZr ~ S>r MwZm¡Vr (M¡b|O) ~Z JB©. {dVaU H$s ì`dñWm H$mo ghr H$aZo H$s ImoO Oê$a EH$ H«$m§{VH$mar moO hmo gH$Vr Wr.... EH$ Ym{_©H$ KQ>Zm hmo gH$Vr Wr. EH$ àmH¥${VH$ Am¡a Ym{_©H$ H«$m§{V hmo gH$Vr Wr, Z {H$ H§$S>mo_ H$m g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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à`moJ. `h Vmo _O~yar H$s dOh go amhV nhþ§MmZo dmbr EH$ gmYmaU ImoO h¡. amï >dmX Am¡a ny§OrdmX (Nationalism and Capitalism) H$s dOh go, Hy$Q>Zr{VH$ {dXoer Zr{V`m| (Diplomatic foreign Policies) H$s dOh go gmao g§gmYZ Am¡a n¡gm ~hþV Wmo S>o go bmoJm| Ho$ hmWm| _| H|${ÐV hmo J`o, Ohm§ Amodaâbmo H$s pñW{V h¡. Am¡a YaVr Ho$ ~mH$s gmao ^yI§S> H$mo Jar~r, X[aÐVm Am¡a OZg§»`m-d¥{Õ O¡go MwZm¡{V`m| H$m gm_Zm H$aZm n S> ahm h¡, Omo àmH¥${VH$ ê$n go H$moB© g_ñ`m `m M¡b|O h¢ hr Zht. A~ My§{H$ AYm{_©H$ Am¡a AàmH¥${VH$ CnH«$_m| Ho$ H$maU g§gmYZ Am¡a n¡gm Ho$db 15% bmoJm| Ho$ nmg H|${ÐV hmo J`o, Bg{bE {dH$mgerb Xoem| _| OZg§»`m EH$ g_ñ`m ~Z H$a I S>r hmo J`r. Amoemo H$mo amï >dmX VWm Z½Z ny§OrdmX (Nationalism and nude Capitalism) BVZm Ym{_©H$ Am¡a H«$m§{VH$mar bJVm h¡ {H$ OZg§»`m H$s àmH¥${VH$ ì`dñWm H$mo amoH$Zm ^r Cgo Ym{_©H$ KQ>Zm àVrV hmoVr h¡. Omo bmoJ Y_© _Q>r[a`{bÁ_ Ho$ AZw`m`r h¢, H§$S>mo_ H$s ImoO CÝh| EH$ Ym{_©H$ Am¡a H«$m§{VH$mar KQ>Zm hr àVrV hmoJr. MmBZm Zo OZg§»`m H$s àm°ãb_ H$mo EH$ MwZm¡Vr H$s Vah {b`m Am¡a _mÌ 15 gmbm| _| Bg g_ñ`m go C^a H$a dh _w»` Ymam _| Am J`m O~{H$ h_ AmO VH$ H§$S>moåg Ho$ {díbofU _| bJo hþE h¢. MmBZm Vmo g§gmYZm|, AmOr{dH$m Ho$ gmYZm| d OZg§»`m Ho$ ~rM gå`H$ gm_§Oñ` ñWm{nV H$aHo$ g_ñ`m go C^a J`m Am¡a AnZo `hm§ ny§Orn{V`m|, amOZoVmAm|, Zm¡H$aemhm| (ã`yamoH«o$Q²>g) Am{X Zo gmao gmYZ na Am{YnË` O_m {b`m. n[aUm_ñdê$n, OZg§»`m Am¡a Jar~r Zo {dH$amb ê$n YmaU H$a {b`m. A~ h_mao nmg n[adma{Z`moOZ Am¡a H§$S>mo_ hr _mÌ EH$ Cnm` ~Mm. {OZ 15% bmoJm| Ho$ nmg gmYZ H|${ÐV hmo J`o h¢ CZH$m Vmo h_ Hw$N> H$a Zht gH$Vo Bg{bE ~ohVa h¡ H§$S>mo_ H$mo EH$ Ym{_©H$ KQ>Zm {gÕ H$a {X`m OmE. 66
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h_ H$_Omoa bmoJ M¡b|O Vmo ñdrH$ma H$a Zht gH$Vo Bg{bE h_mao gm_Zo H§$S>mo_ hr EH$ _mÌ em§{VnyU© Cnm` ah J`m h¡. ~oeH$ OZg§»`m{dñ\$moQ> EH$ ~ S>m M¡b|O h¡ Omo Wmo S>o go B§gmZm| Ûmam nyar _mZdVm Ho$ gm_Zo Creat H$a {X`m J`m h¡. h_ B§gmZm| na `h H$moB© àH¥${V Zo Zht Wmonm h¡. § rdmX Zo B§gmZm| H$s d¥{Õ H$mo g_ñ`m amï >dmX (Nationalism) Am¡a nyO ~Zm aIm h¡.
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Amoemo- "".... `m|{H$, H$b Omo na_mË_m H$m H$m_ Wm, Oê$ar Zht {H$ dh AmO ^r dhr hmo. `wJ ~XbVm h¡, n{apñW{V ~Xb OmVr h¡ Vmo H$m_ ^r ~Xb OmVm h¡....'' na_mË_m gË` h¡ Am¡a gË` H$s n[a^mfm h¡- Omo ^yV, ^{dî` Am¡a dV©_mZ _| EH$-gm hmo, An[adV©Zerb hmo. Xw{Z`m H$s A~ VH$ H$s {H$gr _mBWmobm°Or H$mo gË` H$s Bg n[a^mfm go H$moB© Amn{Îm `m B§H$ma Zht h¡. A~ Om{ha h¡, na_mË_m Ho$ H$m`© hr YaVr na _mÌ gË` h¢, Omo g_`, H$mb d n[apñW{V`m| H$s dOh go n[ad{V©V Zht hmo gH$Vo. _Zwî` H$s kmZopÝÐ`m| H$s EH$ gr_m h¡, gmoM nmZo H$s EH$ gr_m h¡. AnZr Cg gr_m _| O~ h_ gË` Ho$ Jy T> ahñ` H$mo Zht g_P nmVo Vmo àm` gm§gm[aH$ dñVwAm| AWdm gË`-O¡gr àVrV hmoZo dmbr ~mV H$mo h_ gË` Ho$ {déÕ OmH$a gË` H$h XoVo h¢. H$b Omo na_mË_m H$m H$m`© Wm dhr AmO ^r hmoJm. A{YH$-go-A{YH$ H$m`© H$m ^m¡{VH$ ñdê$n ~Xb gH$Vm h¡, na _ybV H$m`© dhr hmoJm. Bg{bE `h H$hZm {H$ n[apñW{V ~XbZo go H$m`© ~Xb OmEJm, _yb ê$n go µJbV ~mV h¡.
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{hpßn`m| H$m$Jy T> kmZr Amoemo H$hVm h¡- ""....Vmo {hpßn`m| H$m Mm¡Wm gyÌ h¡, MoVZm H$m {dñVma, E gn|eZ Am°µ\$ H$m°pÝe`gZog! dh `h H$h ahm h¡ {H$ h_ AnZr MoVZm H$mo H¡$go \¡$bmE§. Vmo MoVZm \¡$bmZo Ho$ {bE dh g~ Vah H$m à`moJ H$a ahm h¡. Jm§Om, Aµ\$s_, ^m§J, here, EbEgS>r, _oñHo${bZ, _marOwAmZm, `moJ-Ü`mZ dh `h g~ H$a ahm h¡ {H$ MoVZm H¡$go \¡$bo, g§Hw${MV MoVZm H$m {dñVma H¡$go CnbãY hmo OmE. Vmo dh EbEgS>r, _oñHo${bZ Ho${_H$b S´>½g H$m ^r Cn`moJ H$a ahm h¡, {OZHo$ Ûmam Wmo S>r Xoa Ho$ {bE {MÎm ZE bmoH$ _| àdoe H$a OmVm h¡....'' Bg H$WZ go nhbo {hpßn`m| H$m AmÜ`mpË_H$ n[aM` XoVo hþE Amoemo Zo `hm§ VH$ H$h {X`m {H$ dmX"BÁ_' Zo _mZdVm H$mo g~go µÁ`mXm hm{Z nhþ§Mm`m h¡. {hßnr bmoJ {H$gr dmX go Zht h¢. {hßnr {gµ\$©$ dhr H$aVm h¡ Omo CgH$m _Z H$hVm h¡. {hßnr {H$gr Y_©, g§ñH¥${V, na§nam, {H$gr dmX go Zht ~§Ym h¡. dmo BZ ~o{ S>`m| go _w V h¡. Bg{bE Amoemo Ho$ {ZH$Q> {hßnr EH$ ~hþV ~ S>r AmÜ`mpË_H$ H«$m§{V h¡. Agb _| dmX, _mZd OrdZ go Ow S>r ~mV h¡- Ohm§ _ZZerb OrdZ h¡ dhm§ Xe©Z hmoJr. {H$gr Xe©Z {deof (n{Q>©Hw$ba {µ\$bm°g°µ\$r) H$mo boH$a OrdZ H$s Omo ì`dñWm ~ZVr h¡ dh EH$ dmX h¡. Bg àH$ma Xw{Z`m _| AbJ-AbJ Xe©Z na AmYm[aV AbJ-AbJ dmX h¢. H$m¡Z-gm dmX ghr h¡ Am¡a H$m¡Z-gm µJbV, `h EH$ AbJ ~hg h¡. {hßnr hmoZm ghr _| H$moB© dmX Zht h¡, H$moB© Xe©Z Zht h¡, H$moB© g§ñH¥${V Zht h¡. Agb _| 2nd world war H$s ÌmgXr Ho$ emÝV hmoZo Ho$ ~mX `yamon Ho$ CXma g_mO ({b~ab gmogm`Q>r) go Hw$N> Zm¡OdmZ b S>Ho$g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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b S>{H$`m§ {ZH$bo {OÝhm|Zo AnZo OrdZ H$mo nyar Vah Zeo _|, S´>½g _|, Aµ\$s_ _|, Zeo H$s Am¡a ^r MrµOm| _| T>Ho$b {X`m. Xw{Z`m OmZVr h¡ {H$ Zeo _| bV (E{S> eZ) hmoVr h¡. S´>½g H$m E{S> Q> hmoZo Ho$ ~mX B§gmZ H$mo nmZr H$m µ\$mo{~`m hmoVm h¡, dmo ~mbm| d Xm T>r H$mo ~ T>Zo XoVo h¢. CÝh| {H$gr ~mV H$s gwY-~wY Zht ahVr. Eogo bmoJ _hrZm| ZhmVo Zht. ~g {H$gr Vah BVZm H$_mVo h¢ {H$ {Oggo Zem H$a gH|$. do A ga n~ `m OwAm IobZo H$s OJhm| na n S>o ahVo h¢. `hm§ VH$ {H$ do E{S> eZ Ho$ Bga µH$Xa Jwbm_ hmo OmVo h¢ {H$ Zeo H$s µOê$aV H$mo nyam H$aZo Ho$ {bE H«$mB_ H$aZo go boH$a ^rI VH$ _m§JZo na CVmê$ hmo OmVo h¢. do H$^r hmoe _| hmoVo hr Zht {H$ gM `m qµOXJr H$s {H$gr hµH$sµH$V H$mo OmZ gH|$. ~hþV H$_ Am`w _| do bmdm[ag bme _| VãXrb hmo OmVo h¢. BÝh| `yamon _| {hßnr H$hVo h¢, {OÝh| B§{S>`m _| J S>Xw o H$hVo h¢. J S>Xw m|, _oam _Vb~ {hpßn`m| _| Amoemo H$mo ~hþV ~ S>r AmÜ`mpË_H$ g§^mdZmE§ {XImB© XoVr h¢. Amoemo Ho$ ZµOXrµH$ `o J S>Xw o {H$gr ^r g§ñH¥${V Am¡a Y_© go µÁ`mXm B©ídar` h¢. ¡a, EH$ B§gmZ O~ {H$gr ~ S>o Zeo H$m AmXr hmoVm h¡ Vmo Yrao-Yrao Cg B§gmZ H$m emar[aH$ Am¡a _mZ{gH$ õmg hmoZm ewê$ hmo OmVm h¡. Cg E{S> eZ H$s Jwbm_r ~hþV OëX B§gmZ H$mo emar[aH$ Am¡a _mZ{gH$ ê$n go EH$ X_ mo bm H$a XoVr h¡. hmoe _| AmVo hr do AnZo gm_Zo EH$ àmoJ«o{gd g_mO H$mo XoIH$a ~oM¡Z hmo CR>Vo h¢ Am¡a {\$a go Zeo H$s hmbV _| Mbo OmVo h¢, Ohm§ CZH$s AmË_m CZgo H$moB© gdmb Zht nyN> nmVr. `h Zem CZH$s AmË_m H$mo _ma XoVm h¡. Agb _| {hßnr `m J S>Xw o do bmoJ h¢ Omo qµOXJr Am¡a qµOXJr H$s MwZm¡{V`m| go hma _mZ MwHo$ hmoVo h¢. do BVZo H$_Omoa bmoJ h¢ Omo qOXJr H$m ~hmXwar go gm_Zm Zht H$a gH$Vo. Bg{bE do wX H$mo Zeo Ho$ hdmbo H$a XoVo h¢. Zeo H$s Cg hmbV _| CZH$s wX H$s MoVZm (H$m°Ýeg) ~mµH$s Zht ahVr Am¡a Amoemo H$hVm h¡ {H$ {hßnr `m J S>Xw o Eogm Bg{bE H$aVo h¢ Vm{H$ dmo AnZr H$m°ÝegZog H$m {dñVma H$a gH|$. {Og E[S> eZ go CZH$s g§Hw${MV H$m°Ýeg VH$ Zht ~MVr, MoVZm _a OmVr h¡, AmË_m Ë_ hmo OmVr h¡, Cg E{S> eZ go 70
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dmo AnZr MoVZm H$m {dñVma H$a aho h¢? Zeo Ho$ Cg Jhao à^md _| Omo ^r J S>Xw m| H$mo {XImB© XoVm h¡ dmo CZH$s _ar hþB© H$m°Z²eÝg² H$m ^«_ h¡, Illusion h¡, Z {H$ MoVZm H$m {dñVma. h_mao eara _|, _pñVîH$ _| Amdí`H$ Zeo H$s gm_J«r àmH¥${VH$ ê$n go _m¡OyX h¡. h_ XdmB`m§ ~ZmZo _| Zeo H$s MrµOm|- O¡go Aµ\$s_, S´>½g BË`m{X H$m à`moJ H$aVo h¢. Zeo H$s BZ MrµOm| Ho$ g§Vw{bV àmH¥${VH$ à`moJ H$s ì`dñWm {d{^ÝZ dmXm| _| h¡. {dkmZ ^r EH$ dmX h¡. {dkmZ _| `h ì`dñWm h¡. Zeo H$m A{VaoH$ H$a {dZme ({S>µOmñQ>a) H$s Amoa OmZm H$moB© AmÜ`mpË_H$ H«$m§{V `m B©ídar` KQ>Zm Zht h¡. Am¡a Vmo Am¡a, {hpßn`m| H$m AmÜ`mË_rH$aU H$aVo hþE Amoemo `hm§ VH$ H$hVm h¡ {H$ H¥$îU Or g~go ~ S>o {hßnr Wo. H¥$îU Or H$m YaVr na AdVma gË` H$mo ñWm{nV H$aZo Ho$ {bE hþAm Wm, Z {H$ Zeo _| Sy>~H$a Xw{Z`m go ~o ~a ahZo Ho$ {bE. qµOXJr go ^mJo, S>a-o gh_o {hßnr bmoJ Amoemo H$mo AmÜ`mpË_H$ d¡km{ZH$ àVrV hmoVo h¢. ~oeH$ gmar O¡{dH$ {H«$`mAm| _| ~m`mo-Ho${_H$b MoÝOoO hmoVo h¢. Zeo _| ^r Eogm hmoVm h¡. na Aµ\$s_, S´>½g Am{X ~ S>o Zeo _| _mÌm µÁ`mXm hmoZo na dh amgm`{ZH$ {H«$`m B§gmZ H$mo E{S> eZ Am¡a H$mo{eH$mAm| H$s j{V (goëg S>¡_oµO) H$s Amoa bo OmVr h¡ Z {H$ {S>dmBZ H$s Amoa. `{X Amn _pñVîH$ H$s ~r_m[a`m| H$m AÜ``Z H$a| Vmo nmE§Jo {H$ EH$ nmJb, Omo _pñVîH$ _| EH$ ~ S>o amgm`{ZH$ n[adV©Z (major chemical change) H$s dOh go hmoVm h¡, nmJb H$mo bJVm h¡ {H$ N>V CgHo$ D$na {Ja ahr h¡, na {Ja Zht ahr hmoVr h¡. nmJb H$mo bJVm h¡ {H$ Hw$N> bmoJ Cgo _maZo Am aho h¢ na H$moB© Cgo _maZo Zht Am ahm hmoVm. R>rH$ Cgr àH$ma µÁ`mXm _mÌm _| S´>½g boZo na Eogm àVrV hmoVm h¡ {H$ h_ {H$gr Xygar Xw{Z`m _| Om aho h¢, na hµH$sµH$V _| Eogm Hw$N> Zht hmo ahm hmoVm. EH$ ^«_ (illusion) H$mo {Xì` (divine) H$hVm h¡ Amoemo. g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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Amoemo H$hVm h¡- ""....bo{H$Z Jm°S> {\$`[a¨J Ym{_©H$ H¡$go hmo gH$Vm h¡? Jm°S> bqdJ, na_mË_m H$mo ào_ H$aZodmbm Ym{_©H$ hmo gH$Vm h¡. B©ída go S>aZodmbm H¡$go Ym{_©H$ hmo gH$Vm h¡....?'' d¡go `h ~hþV nwamZr ~hg h¡. ^p V H$s AbJ-AbJ YmamAm| _| Bg ~hg H$mo XoIm Om gH$Vm h¡. Agb _| B§gmZ H$s qµOXJr _| g~ Hw$N> AYyam h¡. B§gmZ h_oem ha nb na_mË_m H$s AWmh ep V H$mo XoIVm h¡. AYyaonZ H$m Ehgmg Am¡a na_mË_m H$s AWmh e{ V H$m Ehgmg {Ogo Amoemo ^` H$hVm h¡, BZ XmoZm| Ehgmgm| H$s dOh go B§gmZ Ho$ öX` _| na_mË_m Ho$ à{V ào_ n¡Xm hmoVm h¡, g§nyU© g_n©U H$s ^mdZm CËnÝZ hmo OmVr h¡. àH¥${V _| BVZm ~ S>m bmBµ\$ gnmoQ>© {gñQ>_ B©ída Zo h_ Ordm| H$mo {X`m h¡. BVZr MrO| na_mË_m Zo h_| Xr h¢, {OZH$m ^moJ H$a Or{dV ahVo h¢ Ord. A~ na_mË_m Ho$ à{V H¥$VkVm go Ord H$m _Z ^a CR>Vm h¡ Am¡a dh B©ída ào_r hmo CR>Vm h¡. _mZd Om{V (øy_Z aog) H$s {hñQ´>r _| {OZ bmoJm| Zo BZ VrZm| ~mVm| H$mo Rw>H$am`m Am¡a AH$maU `m {ZamYma na_mË_m go ào_ H$m Xmdm {H$`m `m na_mË_m Ho$ ApñVËd na gdmb CR>m`o, CZ g~H$m `m Xem hþAm, `h h_ g^r OmZVo h¢. na_mË_m Ho$ à{V A_a ào_ Ho$ BZ H$maUm| H$mo ^` `m ^` Ho$ n`m©`dmMr ZoJo{Q>d eãXm| go n[a^m{fV H$aZodmbo bmoJ g~go Á`mXm AYm{_©H$ bmoJ h¢. ~mµH$s H$maUm| go CËnÝZ ào_ nXmW© H$s Vah Zída hmoVm h¡, Omo g_` Ho$ gmW g_má hmo OmVm h¡. {dÐmoh go CËnÝZ ào_, ào_ Zht ào_ H$m {Za§Hw$e ^«_ h¡. 72
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AmË_m {Z g§Xoh na_mË_m H$m A{^ÝZ A§e h¡. O µ m{ha h¡ {H$ YaVr na AmZo go nhbo AmË_m Hw$N> ~mVm| H$mo boH$a dMZ~Õ (committed) hmoJr. Cgr dMZ~ÕVm (committment) H$mo Vmo AmË_m `hm§ {Z^m ahr h¡, {Ogo Amoemo A§Hw$e, ^` Am{X Z OmZo `m `m H$hVm h¡. Y_©Jwé Am¡a H$moB© Zht ~pëH$ dmo AmË_mE§ h¢ {OÝh| commitments `mX h¢ Am¡a dmo ~mµH$s B§gmZm|, Omo commitments ^yb J`o h¢, H$mo Bg ~mao _| `mX {XbmVo h¢. hmo gH$Vm h¡ Hw$N> bmoJ Y_©Jwé hmoZo H$m T>m|J H$aVo hm|, CZ na Amn {Q>ßnUr `m CZH$s AmbmoMZm H$a gH$Vo h¢ na ha Y_©Jwé µJbV h¡, `h EH$ µJbV YmaUm h¡. bo{H$Z Y_©Jwé Zo A§Hw$e bJm {X`m, na_mË_m go S>am {X`m, bmoJm| _| ^` n¡Xm H$a {X`m Bg{bE gmao Y_©Jwé- _mZdVm Ho$ Xwí_Z h¢. gmao commitments ^yb H$a new ~Z OmAmo Vmo dmo OrZm h¡, dmo ào_ h¡, dmo Y_© h¡, ~mµH$s g~ ~H$dmg h¡. `h AdYmaUm AVm{H©$H$ Am¡a {ZamYma h¡. AYyaonZ _| EH$ hX VH$ ñdV§ÌVm h¡. BgH$m grYm-gmYm _Vb~ h¡ - ñdV§ÌVm EH$ narjm h¡ Z {H$ newVm H$mo àmá hmoZo H$s AZw_{V. h_mam AYyamnZ Bg ~mV H$m àVrH$ h¡ {H$ nyU©Ëd Am¡a nyU© ñdV§ÌVm A^r ~mµH$s h¡. Bg{bE `hm§ H$s AYyar ñdV§ÌVm H$moB© nyU©Ëd Zht Xo gH$Vr. AV ñdV§ÌVm H$m gå`H$ à`moJ H$aVo hþE na_mË_m-ào_ _| brZ ahZo na _¥Ë`w Ho$ níMmV h_ nyU©Ëd H$mo àmá hm|Jo. `hr Vmo dmo commitment h¡ Omo h_ commit H$aHo$ EH$ gr{_V g_` Ho$ {bE `hm§ Am`o h¢. EH$ b S>H$m VWm EH$ b S>H$s O~ EH$-Xygao go ß`ma H$aVo h¢ Vmo CZ_| EH$ AZH$hr commitment hmoVr h¡ Am¡a dmo `h {H$ O~ VH$ h_ [aboeZ{en _| h¢, XmoZm| _| go H$moB© ^r "{H$gr' Vrgao Ho$ gmW Zht gmoEJm. Bgo Amn ^` ^r H$h gH$Vo h¢. Eogm EH$ AZH$ho ^` Ho$ H$maU hr hmoVm h¡. bmoJm| H$mo Jw_amh H$aZo Ho$ {bE Amoemo O¡go bmoJ "^`' eãX na µÁ`mXm Omoa Xo XoVo h¢. O~{H$ Agb _| `h ^` EH$ Jham ào_ h¡, EH$ bm°`b commitment h¡. g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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Amoemo- ""....Omo ^r _Zwî` H$mo _w V H$aZo H$s Moï>m H$aVm h¡, AmX_r AOr~ nmJb h¡, dh Cgr H$mo AnZm ~§YZ ~Zm boVm h¡. Cgr H$mo AnZr µO§µOra ~Zm boVm h¡....'' {H$gr ^r dmX `m {gÕm§V H$m nwaOmoa {damoY H$aVo hþE Amoemo `h ^«m_H$ ñQ>oQ>_|Q> XoVm h¡. _hmnwéfm| H$m Vmo _wPo Zht nVm, na YaVr na {OVZo ^r AdVma na_mË_m H$s Amoa go _Zwî`m| H$s Amoa Am`o, do _Zwî`m| H$mo _w V H$aZo Ho$ {bE, _Zwî`m| H$m _mJ©Xe©Z H$aZo Ho$ {bE na_mË_m Ûmam {Z`w V (appointed) bmoJ Wo. CZHo$ _mJ©Xe©Z go _Zwî`m| H$m ~hþV ~ S>m dJ© ha `wJ _| à^m{dV hþAm. CZHo$ AmÜ`mpË_H$ M[aÌ go _Zwî` à^m{dV hþE. My§{H$ AdVmam| H$m AmZm B©ídar` KQ>Zm Wr Bg{bE CZHo$ _mJ©Xe©Z H$mo ñdrH$ma H$aZm EH$ ñdm^m{dH$ KQ>Zm Wr. Eogo bmoJ Omo AnZr {ZOr `m na§namJV ~mVm| Ho$ {damoY go AmhV Wo, do Amoemo H$s Vah bmoJm| Ho$ ~rM ^«m_H$ ~mV| aIZm ewê$ H$a XoVo Wo. Agb _| do bmoJ ~o{ S>`m| go ~mha Zht AmZm MmhVo Wo. AV do bmoJm| Ho$ _Z _| g§Xoh n¡Xm H$a CÝh| ^«{_V _mZ{gH$ AdñWm (confused mind state) XoZo bJo. _Zwî` EH$ _ZZerb Ord h¡ Bg{bE dmX, {gÕm§V AWm©V² gË` H$m VH©$-{dVH©$ Cg_| ha H$mb _| nm`m OmVm Wm, AmO ^r nm`m OmVm h¡. AdVmam| Ho$ _mJ©Xe©Z _| do gË` VH$ nhþ§Mo ^r. Amoemo O¡go Hw$N> Ah§H$mar bmoJm| Zo _Zwî`m| H$mo ^«{_V H$aZm Omar aIm. Agb _| AdVmam| H$m AmZm EH$ B©ídar` KQ>Zm h¡. AV CZH$m AZwgaU H$aZm naV§ÌVm H¡$go hmo J`m? CÝhm|Zo Vmo g_`-g_` na AmH$a h_| AnZr {dH¥${V`m| go ñdV§Ì {H$`m Vm{H$ h_mam OrdZ gË` 74
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_mJ© na àeñV hmo gHo$. Amoemo O¡go bmoJ Bg ñdV§ÌVm na {Za§Hw$e{ZamYma VH©$ (bm°{OH$) XoH$a Cg_| naV§ÌVm H$m ^«_ n¡Xm ({H«$EQ>) H$a XoVo h¢. Amoemo O¡go bmoJ ha Xm¡a _| hmoVo aho h¢. CZH$m H$m_ hr `h hmoVm h¡ {H$ ""gË` _wPo ^m Zht ahm h¡. _oao à^wËd Am¡a A{^_mZ Ho$ {déÕ h¡. Bg{bE _mZdVm H$mo Jw_amh H$a Xmo Vm{H$ _oar PyR>r à^wVm ~Zr aho, AÝ`Wm gË` H$mo gdm}n[a _mZH$a Jw_Zm_r _| gË`mWu ~Z OrVo ahZm n S>oJm'', Omo Eogo Ah§H$mar bmoJm| H$mo H$^r J§dmam Zht Wm. BÝhm|Zo dmX Am¡a {gÕm§V Ho$ gË` ñdê$n na ^«m_H$ gdmb CR>mH$a _mZdVm H$mo Û§Û H$s pñW{V _| T>Ho$b {X`m, {Oggo gË` H$ht Am¡a Mbm J`m. dmX Am¡a {gÕm§V dmXm| Am¡a {gÕm§Vm| Ho$ O§Jb ~Z J`o. naV§ÌVm dmñVd _| Amoemo O¡go bmoJm| H$s ^«m_H$ ~mVm| _| h¡, Z {H$ dmX{gÕm§V `m AdVmam| Ho$ AZwgaU _|. O¡gm {H$ _¢Zo nhbo H$hm h¡ {H$ Amoemo _Zmo{dkmZ Ho$ {MVoam Wm. CgZo AdVmam| go {_br ñdV§ÌVm go gË` H$s Amoa àeñV _mZdVm H$s, ñdV§ÌVm H$s gr_mAm| H$mo "naV§ÌVm' µH$ama {X`m. Hw$N> X§V H$WmAm| Ho$ _mÜ`_ go naV§ÌVm H$m Am^mg ^r {Xbm {X`m. _mZdVm H$m EH$ ~hþV ~ S>m dJ© Xmohar gmoM (double mind) AWm©V ^«{_V _mZ{gH$ AdñWm (confused mind state) H$m {eH$ma hmo J`m. dh nyar Vah go Û§Û _| {Ka J`m Am¡a Amoemo H$m à^wËd {gÕ hmo J`m. Ah§H$ma-eyÝ`Vm H$s ~mV H$aZo dmbo ì`p V H$m `h Ah§H$ma h¡. ~oeH$ OrdZ Vab h¡, ñd^mdV gË` h¡. g_` H$s EH$ gr_m _| ñdV§Ì h¡. Bg OrdZ go nhbo EH$ H$mb-eyÝ`Vm (timelessness) Wr Am¡a Bg OrdZ Ho$ ~mX ^r timelessness h¡. Ho$db Bg OrdZ H$mb (Q>mB_) _| gr{_V ñdV§ÌVm hr gË` h¡. `hm§ na timelessness ñdV§ÌVm H$s ~mV H$a|Jo Vmo Q>mB_ _| gr{_V ñdV§ÌVm-naV§ÌVm O¡gr àVrV hmoJr. ~g, Amoemo Zo `hr {H$`m. Amoemo O¡go bmoJm| H$s dOh go gË` Jw_amh hmo J`m. g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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Amoemo Ho$ AZwgma- ""....H$^r naV§Ì {MÎm H$mo AmZ§X {_bm h¡? H$^r naV§ÌVm _| Hw$N> OmZm J`m h¡? naV§Ì ì`p V H$^r ^r {H$gr ^r pñW{V _| g_` H$mo, gm¢X`© H$mo CnbãY hþAm h¡....'' Amoemo H$hVm h¡ {H$ qnO S>o _| ~§X n[aÝXo H$s Vah _mZdVm AbJAbJ dmXm| Am¡a {gÕm§Vm| ê$nr qnO S>m| _| ~§X h¡. dmo C S>Zm MmhVr h¡. O~ VH$ _mZdVm C S>oJr Zht na_mË_m H$mo CnbãY Zht hmoJr. Agb _| qnO S>m dmo h¡ Omo gË` Ho$ {damoY _| _mÌ AnZo Ah§H$ma H$mo g§Vwï> H$aZo Ho$ {bE Amoemo O¡go bmoJm| Zo _mZdVm H$mo {X`m. _oam VmËn`© ^«_, Û§Û, ñdV§ÌVm H$mo naV§ÌVm H$h XoZm BË`m{X go h¡. g~go ~ S>o qnO S>o `o h¢. ha `wJ _| {H$gr Z {H$gr Zo gË` H$s ~hg H$mo, gË` Ho$ VH©$ H$mo AnZo e¡VmZr {X_mJ go Jw_amh {H$`m h¡. 20dt gXr _| `h "_hmZ' H$m`© Amoemo Zo H$a {X`m. n§N>r qnOao go ~mha Amg_mZ _| C S>Zm MmhVm h¡. CgH$s àH¥${V Ho$ AZwgma Cgo C S>Zo hr XoZm Mm{hE. {H$gr H$mo ^r qnOao _| ~§X H$aHo$ aIZo H$m H$moB© A{YH$ma Zht h¡. `hr ~mV _Zwî`m| Ho$ gmW h¡. AdVma Vmo _mÌ g_`-g_` na CÝh| `h ~VmVo aho, Vwåhmar C S>mZ Wmo S>r ^Q>H$ J`r h¡ Cgo H$ao Q> H$a bmo... Hw$N> bmoJm| Zo Vwåh| Jw_amh H$a {X`m h¡.... Bg{bE na_mË_m Zo _wPo Vwåhmao ~rM ^oOm h¡. _oar ~mVm| H$mo Vw_ nhbo go hr OmZVo hmo, ~g A~ CÝh| _mZ bmo.'' na_mË_m Ho$db Eogm MmhVm h¡. Bg B©ídar` ì`dñWm H$mo Amoemo naV§ÌVm H$hVm h¡. 76
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Amoemo- ""....g~ amñVo N>mo S> XoZm, CgHo$ amñVo na I S>o hmo OmZo H$s {d{Y h¡.....'' {d{Y, dmX, {gÕm§V H$m I§S>Z H$aZodmbm Amoemo AnZo Cnamo V H$WZ _| EH$ {d{Y H$mo hr ~Vm ahm h¡. nyam H$WZ AnZo-Amn _| EH$ dmX h¡. Amoemo H$m `h H$WZ EH$ {gÕm§V hr Vmo h¡. ^bo hr µJbV hmo, na dmo h¡ Vmo EH$ {gÕm§V hr. dmXm| go _wp V ^r dmX h¡.
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Amoemo- ""....H«$moY go b S>| Am¡a _Z H«$moY Ho$ nmg hr I S>m hmo OmEJm, qhgm go b S>| Am¡a _Z qhgH$ hmo OmEJm. _moh go b S>| Am¡a _Z _mohJ«ñV hmo OmEJm. bmo^ go b S>| Am¡a _Z bmo^ _| {Ja OmEJm. YZ go b S>| Am¡a _Z YZ Ho$ à{V hr nmJb hmo CR>oJm. H$m_ go b S>Zodmbm _Z, go g go b S>Zo dmbm _Z, go g _| Mbm OmEJm, {Oggo b S>|Jo, _Z dhr hmo OmEJm....''. Amoemo Ho$ Cnamo V H$WZ Ho$ AZgwma _Z `{X na_mË_m go b S>o Vmo _Z B©ídar` hmo OmEJm. na_mË_m go b S>Zo na _Z `{X B©ídar` hmo CR>Vm Vmo YaVr Ho$ gmao Ah§H$mar, ZmpñVH$ bmoJ g~go ~ S>o AmÜ`mpË_H$ hmoVo, O~{H$ Eogm Zht h¡. Agb _| AmË_m Bg OrdZ _| H«$moY, _moh, bmo^, YZ, H$m_ BË`m{X Ho$ ~rM {Kar h¡. `h na_mË_m H$m {dYmZ h¡... AmË_m H$s narjm Ho$ {bE. H«$moY, _moh, bmo^, H$m_ BË`m{X _Z H$mo AnZr Amoa Vrd«Vm go ItMVo h¢. _aVo X_ VH$ nyar Vrd«Vm go BZH$m `hr à`mg ahVm h¡. BZH$m ñd^md h¡ AmË_m H$mo O S> H$a XoZm, na_mË_m H$s narjm _| _Zwî` H$mo {d\$b H$a XoZm. A~ ñdm^m{dH$ ê$n go _Z BZHo$ O S>Ëd (inertia) _| hmoVm h¡. gË` Ho$ Am^mg go _mZd-MoVZm, AmË_m H$mo O S>Vm H$s Vaµ\$ OmZo go amoH$Zo Ho$ {bE H«$moY, _moh, H$m_ Am{X na g§`_ nmZo H$m à`mg H$aVr h¡. My§{H$ _Z BZHo$ O S>Ëd _| h¡ AV BÝh| g§`{_V H$aZo na _Z 78
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~ma-~ma dmng CÝht H$s Va\$ ^mJVm h¡. `h O S>Ëd H$m {dkmZ h¡. O S>Ëd H$s ñdm^m{dH$ àd¥{V h¡. A~ AZdaV à`mgaV H$aVo ahZo na _Z BZ g~ MrµOm| Ho$ gmW gå`H$-gm_§Oñ` ñWm{nV H$a boVm h¡. _Z g§`_ H$mo àmá hmoZo bJVm h¡. AmË_m O S> hmoZo go ~M OmVr h¡ d ha g_` Or{dV ahH$a OrdZ ê$nr narjm H$mo g\$b H$a boVr h¡. Bgr gab d ñdm^m{dH$ g§`_ Ho$ Xe©Z H$mo Amoemo X_Z, b S>mB©, {damoY, ^` BË`m{X ZH$mamË_H$ eãXm| go n[a^m{fV H$a bmoJm| H$mo Jw_amh H$aVm h¡. Agb _| {H$gr ^r àd¥{V H$m X_Z Vmo g§^d hr Zht h¡. _mÌ g§`_ g§^d h¡ Am¡a ñdm^m{dH$ ^r.
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Amoemo- ""....kmV go AkmV H$s Vaµ\$ OmZo H$m H$moB© ^r _mJ© Zht h¡ {gdm` kmV H$mo N>mo S>Zo Ho$. Omo ^r h_ OmZVo h¢ dh kmV h¡ Am¡a Omo OrdZ h¡, AZOmZ h¡....'' `y§ Vmo `h nyam ^mfU EH$ gå_mohH$ eãXmdbr, _Zmod¡km{ZH$ H«$s S>m Am¡a X§V H$WmAm| Ho$ OmXy Ho$ A{V[a V Hw$N> Zht h¡. Amoemo Cnamoº$ H$WZ _| AmJo H$hVm h¡- ""V_m_ nydm©J«hm|, {gÕm§Vm|, dmXm|, X_Z BË`m{X g~go _w V hmoZo H$m _mÌ EH$ Cnm` h¡ Am¡a dmo h¡ OmJaU.'' Agb _| Omo kmV h¡, Omo h_mam Û§Û h¡, Omo h_mam A§Xê$Zr g§Kf© (H$m°pÝâb Q>) h¡ Cgr go Vmo h_mam ñd`§ H$m AZw^d Ow S>m h¡. h_mao AZw^dm| go hr OmJaU g§^d h¡. h_mam `h kmZ {H$ A~ VH$ h_ µJbV Wo, dhr Vmo h_mao A§Xa OmJaU H$m Am^mg n¡Xm H$aoJm. Eogo _| AkmV, Omo na_ gË` h¡, H$s Vaµ\$ {~Zm kmV Ho$ OmZm ^bm H¡$go g§^d h¡?? Omo Hw$N> h_ OmZVo h¢, OmJaU Ho$ {bE CgH$m Û§Û, CgH$m g§Kf© (H$m°pÝâb Q>) Oê$ar h¡. `o Û§Û, `o H$m°Ý\${b Q²>g hr Vmo OmJ¥V H$a kmV go h_| Xya H$a|J?o ? AV Omo kmV h¡ dmo gmW©H$ h¡, na Amoemo `hm§ AnZo H$WZ _| kmV H$s gmW©H$Vm H$mo ñdrH$ma Zht H$a ahm h¡. {Og kmV _| H$moB© Û§Û `m H$m°Ý\${b Q> Zht h¡, Mmho dmo kmV H$ht go ^r AmVm hmo, na dmo kmV hr ñd`§ _| OmJaU h¡. OmJaU Ho$ Bg gË` H$mo Amoemo Zht _mZVm. _mZ boJm Vmo Jw_Zm_ hmo OmEJm. Jw_Zm_r H$mo ghZ H$a nmZo H$s ep V Cg_| Zht Wr. Cgo Vmo kmV H$m MVwamB©nyd©H$ BñVo_mb (_¡[Zß`yboQ>) H$a à^wËd H$mo àmá hmoZm Wm Am¡a dmo hþAm ^r. 80
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Amoemo Ho$ AZwgma- ""....g~ emó nam`o h¢. H$moB© H¥$îU H$m h¡, H$moB© am_ H$m, H$moB© ~wÕ H$m, H$moB© Orgg H$m, Am¡a H$moB© _mohå_X H$m. Omo CÝhm|Zo H$hm h¡, dh CZHo$ {bE gË` ahm hmoJm....'' _¢Zo nyd© _| ^r EH$ OJh H$hm h¡- gË` Ho$db gË` h¡... dmo EH$ ì`{ V Ho$ {bE Hw$N> Am¡a VWm Xygao ì`[ V Ho$ {bE Hw$N> Am¡a hmo, Eogm Zht h¡. gË` Vmo g_`-H$mb, n[apñW{V`m|, ì`p V BË`m{X g~ go nao h¡. dmo àË`oH$ g_`-H$mb `mZr ^yV, ^{dî`, dV©_mZ, g~_| EH$ O¡gm h¡. H¥$îU H$m gË` AbJ h¡ Am¡a ~wÕ H$m gË` AbJ h¡, Eogm Zht h¡. gË` g~Ho$ gmW EH$ h¡. Amoemo Ho$ Cnamoº$ H$WZ _| {OZ bmoJm| H$m {µOH«$ h¡, CZ_| Omo-Omo AdVma h¢ CÝh| YaVr na ^oOm hr J`m Wm gË` Ho$ àgma Ho$ {bE, gË` H$mo ñWm{nV H$aZo Ho$ {bE. Bg{bE CZH$m gË` g§nyU© _mZdVm Ho$ {bE gË` Wm. ~oeH$ CZH$m gË` CZHo$ {bE Vmo Wm hr `m|{H$ do g~ ^r _Zwî` Wo. na CZHo$ AmZo Ho$ nrN>o na_mË_m H$s BÀN>m Wr gË` go ^Q>Ho$ hþE _Zwî`m| H$m _mJ©Xe©Z H$aZm. Ab~Îmm, AnZo Ah§H$ma Ho$ MbVo Hw$N> bmoJm| Zo AdVmam| Ho$ gË` H$mo MmbmµH$s go Vmo S>-_amo S>H$a (_¡{Zß`yboQ> H$a) bmoJm| H$mo Jw_amh H$a {X`m, `h XwIX KQ>Zm _mZd Om{V Ho$ B{Vhmg _| h_oem KQ>Vr ahr h¡. Amoemo ^r CÝht bmoJm| _| go EH$ h¡. O~{H$ Amoemo H$mo Mm{hE Wm {H$ Cggo nhbo {OZ bmoJm| Zo AdVmam| Ho$ gË` Ho$ gmW {Ibdm S> {H$`m Wm, CZH$s dh Y{ m`m§ C S>m XoVm `m|{H$ Amoemo g~ Y_m] H$m OmZH$ma Wm. na CgZo Eogm Zht {H$`m, ~pëH$ CZ bmoJm| go ^r Á`mXm gmhg {XImH$a Y_m] _| Z`r-Z`r YmamE§ n¡Xm H$aZo H$s OJh gmao Y_m] H$s gmW©H$Vm H$mo hr ZH$ma {X`m. 81 g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa XXX
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Amoemo- ""....gË` {H$gr ^r {H$Vm~ _| Z h¡ Z hmo gH$Vm h¡. gË` {H$gr eãX _| Z h¡ Z hmo gH$Vm h¡....'' AdVmam| Ho$ _mÜ`_ go na_mË_m Ho$ Omo g§Xoe AmVo h¢ CÝh| nwñVH$ H$m ê$n {X`m OmVm h¡, Vm{H$ dmo g§Xoe `Wmê$n _| (as it is) AmZodmbr nr{ T>`m| VH$ nhþ§Mm`o Om gH|$. AdVmam| go Omo eãX ñ\w${Q>V hmoVo h¢ CÝh| gwa{jV ê$n go AmZodmbr nr{ T>`m| VH$ nhþ§Mm`m OmVm h¡. gË` Ho$ {damoYr CZ {H$Vm~m| Am¡a eãXm| Ho$ gmW {Ibdm S> H$a AmZodmbr nr{ T>`m| H$mo Jw_amh O µ ê$a H$a XoVo h¢. _Zwî` H$m ~m¡{ÕH$ kmZ gr{_V h¡. {OZ bmoJm| Zo AnZo {ZOr kmZ H$mo OrdZ H$m AmYma ~Zm`m CZH$m `m hl hmoVm h¡, h_ g^r OmZVo h¢. gË` H$s h_mar `mÌm _| AdVmam| H$s {Xì` dmUr Am¡a CZHo$ D$na Am`o na_mË_m Ho$ {Xì` g§Xoe A{Zdm`© ê$n go Amdí`H$ h¢. daZm _Zwî` AnZo gr{_V ~m¡{ÕH$ kmZ _| N>Q>nQ>m H$a Hw$Îmo H$s _m¡V _a OmVm h¡. An[ad{V©V _m¡{bH$ nwñVH$ Am¡a An[ad{V©V _m¡{bH$ eãX- XmoZm| gË` h¢. gË` H$s moO _| Hw$N> bmoJm| Zo AnZo {ZOr ñdmW© d Ah§ Ho$ der^yV hmoH$a Y_© _| Omo AmS>§~a d H¥${Ì_ H$_©H$m§S> Omo S> {X`o dmo g~ O µ ê$a qZXZr` h¢. Xw{Z`m H$m ha gË`mWu CZH$s qZXm H$aVm h¡. {Z g§Xoh dmo K¥{UV h¢. na AdVmam| H$m _m¡{bH$ {gÕm§V `m dmX gË` h¢.
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Amoemo- "".... BZ VrZm| O µ O §µ ram| go _wº$ hmoZo Ho$ {bE EH$ hr gyÌ h¡, dh gyÌ h¡- OmJaU.... EH$ hr gyÌ h¡ N>moQ>m gm- "OmJmo....'' YaVr na {OVZo ^r AdVma Am`o dmo g^r gmo`r hþB© Am¡a gË` go ^Q>H$s _mZdVm Ho$ OmJaU Ho$ {bE hr Vmo Am`o Wo. CZHo$ AmZo H$m Ü`o` hr Wm gmoB© hþB© _mZdVm H$mo OmJ¥V H$aZm. Eogo _| AdVmam| H$m _m¡{bH$ g§Xoe, _m¡{bH$ Y_© ^bm bmoJm| Ho$ {bE ~o{ S>`m§ H$hm§ go hmo J`m? AdVmam| Ho$ _m¡{bH$ g§Xoe H$mo {dH¥$V H$aZo dmbo bmoJm| Zo O µ ê$a ~o{ S>`m§ S>mbZo H$s H$mo{ee H$s Am¡a do H$mµ\$s hX VH$ Bg_| µH$m_`m~ ^r aho. BZ ~o{ S>`m| H$m {damoY H$aZo H$s ~Om` _mZZr` aOZre Zo AdVmam| Ho$ _m¡{bH$ g§Xoe AWm©V gË` H$mo hr "~o S>r' µH$ama {X`m. Agb _| Amoemo ^r AdVmam| Ho$ _m¡{bH$ gË` ê$n H$m {damoYr h¡ Bg{bE bmoJm| H$mo gË` go ^Q>H$m H$a ~o{ S>`m| _| Hw$N> ~o{ S>`m§ CgZo ^r ~ T>m Xr.
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Amoemo H$m H$hZm h¡- ""....{Og {XZ OmJaU nyU© hmoJm, Cg {XZ _¥Ë`w {dbrZ hmo OmEJr, O¡go Wr hr Zht....'' _¥Ë`w Vmo OrdZ H$s gË` KQ>Zm h¡ Omo H$^r {dbrZ Zht hmoJr. _¥Ë`w Bg OrdZ ê$nr narjm H$m A§{V_ MaU h¡, gmW hr `h EH$ O¡{dH$ KQ>Zm ^r h¡. Bg{bE _¥Ë`w H$m Ehgmg Vmo hmoJm, na OmJaU _| dmo g\$bVm H$s g§Vw{ï> Ho$ gmW K{Q>V hmoJr. eara go AmË_m Ho$ {ZH$bZo H$m Ehgmg H$^r {dbrZ Zht hmo gH$Vm. CgHo$ K{Q>V hmoZo H$m Ehgmg h_| ha hmb _| hmoJm.
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Amoemo- ""....bo{H$Z {H$gr H$s H¥$nm go Zht hmoJm `h, {H$gr Ho$ àgmX go, Amerdm©X go Zht hmoJm. AnZo hr l_, AnZo hr g§`_, AnZr hr gmYZm go hmoJm....'' ^mfU Ho$ A§V _| Amoemo H$s O~mZ na X~m-X~m hr ghr, Am{ aH$ma gM Am hr J`m. Cnamo V H$WZ _| CgZo g§`_ H$mo _mZ hr {b`m. Agb _| g o Y_m] H$s _m¡{bH$ gË`-ì`dñWm _| h_oem go g§`_ H$s ~mV hr H$s J`r h¡. dmo ^r nyao {dídmg Ho$ gmW. H$ht na ^r X_Z H$s H$moB© ~mV Zht H$s JB© h¡. X_Z Añdm^m{dH$ ~mV h¡. {H$gr AdVma Zo _mZdVm go H$^r X_Z H$s ~mV Zht H$hr. g~Zo g§`_ H$s hr ~mV H$s h¡. X_Z H$s g§ñH¥${V nyU©V`m Hw$N> Ah§H$mar Ed§ AYm{_©H$ bmoJm| Ûmam Y_© _| Omo S> Xr JB© h¡. l_, g§`_, gmYZm g o Y_© H$s emídV d A{Zdm`© g§ñH¥${V h¡. X_Z Ho$ à{V Amoemo H$m {damoY {~ëHw$b ghr {damoY h¡. Amoemo AdVmam| Ho$ gË` H$mo Vmo _mZVo h¢ na CZHo$ gË` H$mo _mZdVm H$m gË` Zht _mZVm. ha ì`p V H$m gË` AbJ h¡. Amoemo Zo EH$ Vaµ\$ X_Z H$s ~o S>r go _mZdVm H$mo _w V H$aZo H$m gmW©H$ à`mg {H$`m Vmo Xygar Vaµ\$ AdVmam| Ho$ gË` H$m {VañH$ma H$a X_Z go ^r ~ S>r EH$ ~o S>r _mZdVm Ho$ n¡am| _| S>mb Xr. gË` H$mo gË` ê$n _| ñdrH$ma Z H$aZo H$m Ah§H$ma, X_Z go ^r µÁ`mXm KmVH$ h¡. AmË_m, na_mË_m H$m A{^ÝZ A§e h¡. na àË`oH$ AmË_m H$m gË` (na_mË_m) AbJ-AbJ h¡. Omo AdVmam| H$m gË` h¡, dmo AmË_mAm| H$m gË` Zht h¡- Amoemo H$m `h {Za§Hw$e Xe©Z _mZdVm Ho$ {bE EH$ ~hþV ~ S>r ~o S>r h¡. g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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Amoemo- ""....h_mao gå_wI Omo {dkmZ h¡ dmo nXmW© OJV H$m {dkmZ h¡ Am¡a _oam Omo {dkmZ h¡ dmo B§gmZ Ho$ AÝVa-OJV H$m {dkmZ h¡, Omo ha ì`p V Ho$ {bE AbJ-AbJ h¡. {OVZo ì`p V h¢ g~Ho$ AZw^d AbJ-AbJ h¢. EH$ H$m OmZZm, EH$ H$m {dkmZ, Xygao H$m OmZZm, Xygao H$m {dkmZ Zht hmo gH$Vm....'' Bgo _¢ `m H$hÿ§, {dkmZ H$m Xw^m©½` `m Amoemo H$m {ZamYma {dkmZ? nXmW© OJV H$m Omo {dkmZ h¡, dmo g~Ho$ {bE EH$ O¡gm h¡. Ý`yQ>Z H$m bm° `m AmBÝgQ>mBZ H$m e=mc2 Am{X g~Ho$ {bE h¢, `m|{H$ `o àH¥${V Ho$ emídV {Z`_ Wo nXmW© OJV Ho$, {OÝh| bmoJm| Zo OmZm. na A§VaOJV H$m {dkmZ g~Ho$ {bE AbJ h¡. AmÜ`mË_ OJV H$s àH¥${V BVZr AàmH¥${VH$ h¡ {H$ Amoemo H$mo A§Va-OJV _| Hw$N> Zht {_bm Vmo AÝVa-OJV Ho$ {dkmZ H$mo àH¥${V Ho$ {Z`_ (nXmW© OJV) Ho$ {dkmZ Ho$ {dnarV H$h {X`m?? _mÝ`Vm àmá d àyìS> ~mVm| H$m AnZo Hw$VH$m] go {damoY H$aZm _mZmo aOZre H$m Y_© h¡. `{X A§Va-OJV _| g~H$m AZw^d AbJ h¡ Vmo {\$a dh {dkmZ H$hm§ go hmo J`m? Amoemo Ho$ H$å`yÝg _| {OVZo bmoJ AmVo h¢ g~Ho$ {bE CZHo$ AmÜ`mpË_H$ à`moJm| H$s {d{Y`m§ EH$ go h¢ na g~H$m AZw^d AbJ h¡. g§^moJ _| g_m{Y H$s Omo PbH$ h¡ dmo EH$ AX²^wV AZw^d h¡, Omo g~Ho$ {bE g_mZ h¡. Eogo _| ha ì`{º$ H$m AZw^d AbJ H$hm§ hþAm? AdVmam| H$m AZw^d, AdVmam| H$m gË`- g~H$m AZw^d g~H$m gË` `m| Zht h¡??
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g_mnZ _oar AJbr nwñVH$ Amoemo na hr h¡ {OgH$m {\$bhmb (tentative) erf©H$ _¢Zo "The Actual Testament" aIm h¡. XaAgb, Hw$N> MwqZXm ~ S>o nÌH$mam| Zo Amoemo Ho$ gmW B§Q>aì`y {H$`o Wo, {OÝh| The Last Testament Ho$ Zm_ go OmZm OmVm h¡. BÝht B§Q>aì`yO _| go EH$ B§Q>aì`y _| EH$ nÌH$ma Zo CZgo na_mË_m Ho$ ~mao (About God!) _| nyN> {b`m. Cg na Amoemo Zo AnZr YmaUm H$mo gm{~V H$aZo Ho$ {bE `hm§ VH$ H$h {X`m- ""Vwåhmam B©ída ~bmËH$mar h¡ (Your God is rapist). Vwåhmao God Zo Virgin merry H$m ~bmËH$ma {H$`m Am¡a Orgg n¡Xm hþE. AmJo Xodr-XodVmAm| H$m {OH«$ H$aVo hþE Amoemo Zo `h ^r H$h {X`m {H$ XodVmAm| Zo Xo{d`m| H$m aon {H$`m. Vwåhmao ^JdmZ ao{nñQ> h¢.'' {g\©$ Amoemo H$s go g Am¡a S>m§g Woaonr _| Omo kmZ àm{á (EÝbmBQ>Z_|Q>) h¡, dhr na_mË_m h¡. BgHo$ A{V[a V na_mË_m H$s ha g§H$ënZm PyR>r Am¡a H$mën{ZH$ h¡. Amoemo Zo Xodr-XodVmAm| H$s Omo K¥{UV qZXm H$s h¡ Cg na _¢ doXm| H$m nwZ AÜ``Z H$a The Actual Testament _| {bIy§Jm, na _Xa _¡ar na CZHo$ Amamon H$m I§S>Z _¢ Adí` A^r H$aZm Mmhÿ§Jm. {Og na_mË_m Zo Bg AWmh VWm Ìw{Q>hrZ g¥{ï> (Zero defect universe) H$mo {H«$EQ> H$a {X`m, {OgH$s j_Vm H$mo Amoemo Ho$ {bE OmZZm Vmo Xya, CgH$s H$ënZm VH$ Zht H$a gH$Vm, Cg na_mË_m Ho$ nmg AnZo AdVma Orgg H$mo _Xa _¡ar H$s H$moI _| S>mbZo Ho$ {bE `m aon hr EH$ Am°ßeZ h¡?? dmo Vmo virgin merry H$mo {~Zm aon {H$`o ^r _Xa _¡ar ~Zm gH$Vm h¡. O~ YaVr na Amoemo O¡go bmoJ ~ T>Zo bJVo h¢ d bmoJ Jw_amh hmoZo bJVo h¢ Vmo na_mË_m Eogm Hw$N> H$aVm h¡ Omo CgHo$ àmH¥${VH$ {Z`_m| Ho$ g§^moJ go gd©Zme H$s Amoa
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