TRANSFORMATION
Conquering the Sense of Separateness from The Divine By Patrick Barnes
Patrick Barnes is a retired Automotive Technician currently residing in Ogden, Utah, USA. He has been blessed with 2 daughters and 3 grandchildren. He is an avid reader since his youth and is possessed of (and by!) an extensive library containing works on such subjects as; History and Anthropology, Philosophy and Metaphysics, Gnosticism/Mysticism and Comparative Religion. He is a member of Yogananda Paramahansa’s Self Realization Fellowship, JAINA, and The Order of The Cross,(www.orderofthecross.org) - an informal Mystic/Gnostic Christian fellowship founded in 1904 by the Rev. John Todd Ferrier (18551943) in London, England, that embraces reincarnation as a reality and is vegetarian & pacifist.
[Editor’s Note: This article outlines the salient attributes of the spiritual process of self-realization. One has to overcome the attachment and aversion which arise out of sensual pleasure and the wrong belief that ‘the outer personality is my true identity’. Desire arises out of the wrong belief that material wealth and sensual pleasure will give us true happiness. Any kind of desire will keep our mind extroverted and not allow us to go within. When we develop equanimity we stop judging objects, individuals or happening. We simply accept them as they are without our personal bias. If we focus our attention on inner dialogue, that is, the underlying inner thought process, we will be able to realize that our attachment and aversion are a hindrance to going deeper within and realizing our true identity. The more attention is focused deep within, the more likely that we will hear the ‘anahat naad’- the melody of true self. Only when we withdraw our focus on external events being projected on our knowledge mirror (gnan upyog), will we have the glimpse of ‘True Self’. The knowledge mirror and true-self are inseparable one entity - the ‘true-self’ being the substance - the ‘Being’ and gnan upyog as its attribute. It all boils down to whether we focus our attention on external happenings or on the ‘knower’ of the happening. The focus on the happenings implies the presence of ‘personality - limited self - ego’. The focus on the ‘knower’ invokes the spiritual journey that will lead to realizing ‘true-self’, experiencing joy and bliss.]
If one is to truly overcome the attachment to the senses and therefore achieve release from Samsara (birth, death and rebirth), the attainment of a state of nirvikalpa (without difference) samadhi (serenity) is necessary to fully realize his/her identity as a Spirit.
Circumspection of Practice Although aspects of practice may vary from individual to individual, it must be observed that certain aspects are ideally indispensable. “Freed in all his works from
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prickings of desire, burned clean in act by the white fires of truth, to that one who is ‘soul centered’, grief and joy sound as one word, his deep-seeing eyes view the clod, the marble, and the gold as one; whose equal heart holds the same gentleness for the lovely and unlovely, firm set, well pleased in praise and dispraise, satisfied with honour and dishonour; unto friends and foes alike in tolerance. One who, abandoning desires which shake the mind, finds in this action, full comfort for his Soul. In sorrows, not dejected, and in joys, not over-joyed; dwelling outside the stress of passion, fear and anger; . . such an one bears wisdoms plainest mark.” (From the ideal of the Indian Vidya) From the Upanishads: “Kill out sensation, look alike on pleasure and pain, gain and loss, victory and defeat.” “Seek shelter in the Divine alone, destroy the sense of separateness”, repeats Krishna in every form. Says Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita: “He who is engaged in the performance of Yoga (union), who has concentrated his mind in me (Krishna), such Yogi’s all the Siddhis (psychic faculties) stand ready to serve. He who would hear the voice of Nada, the ‘Soundless Sound,’ and comprehend it, he has to learn the nature of Dharana.” (Dharana is the intense and perfect concentration of the mind upon some interior object (the Atman, or Brahma), accompanied by complete abstraction from everything pertaining to the external Universe, or the world of the senses. Preparation Although it is essential that the intellectual and intuitive faculties be prepared to receive the intelligence (the Mystic message) with understanding, when the time arrives for that experience mystically known as ‘the voice of the silence’, the heart and emotions, the mind, and its intellectualisms have to be put aside. The mind and its intellectualisms have to be put aside, for a time, "so that the disciple can
