Diary 18/05/2020

I didn't sleep last night , was up on the phone searching for answers all night on how can I get an end to this mess that was laid on me , and how to get them undone ( the family that lied to me about there true identity and didn't tell me that I'm not from there flesh and blood and they kidnapped me since birth practicdled all type of unhuman acts and torture , now they are doing a uncpnscienae psychoanalysis using dual system pathway to me, communicating and harassing me and asking me to kill myself as a way out, but I been tolarating for 6 years now I'm not going to make there dream come true) i downloaded a couple of apps one that decodes text ( arsii decoder) and one that decodes pictures every one pixel of the color to number of that color in RGB and the number to letters, so I decided a couple of pics I been getting all the pop art of Google and decoding them and I been getting information based on what is happening and how they are doing it and how they communicate .