Mp3 Wanda Viola - His Healing Love #2 Learning To Trust
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Is your tender heart broken? Do you have difficulty trusting people? Come find healing from childhood abuse as you listen to these gentle lyrics. You can bring your hurt and anger to Jesus who loves you deeply. He understands and is trustworthy! 15 MP3 Songs in this album (48:39) ! Related styles: Spiritual: Praise Worship, Spiritual: Inspirational, Type: Vocal People who are interested in Annie Herring Kari Jobe Twila Paris should consider this download. Details: I hid as a child, wanting to disappear so I wouldnt be found. Who could I have turned to? Who would have understood? Who would have believed me? No wonder I had a hard time trusting my husband! Intimacy? How could I trust my heart when I was betrayed and violated by those who should have loved and protected me? My heart, like a beautiful rose, now lay crushed. In desperation, I reached up and took the hand of Jesus. He has never let me go. You can reach up and grab the hand of Jesus, too. Hes waiting to show you how much He loves you! we were completely overwhelmed, the burdenmore than we could bearwe told ourselves that this was the endcoming to the end of our tether that we might learn to trust, not in ourselves, but in God...Further, we trust him to keep us safe in the future (parts of II Corinthians 1:8-11, J.B. Phillips) Ive been at the end of myself! Frequently I cried out to God to get me through the valley of the shadow. Only God could get me through my defenses, self-protection, and fears. Some friends abandoned me, not understanding my anguish or the complexity of my abuse. Others backed away, not knowing how to help me or afraid of my pain. Yet many dear friends prayed for and encouraged me. God continued to show me His lovingkindness again and again. Jesus understood my loud cries as He experienced them, too (Hebrews 5:7). Satan tried to destroy me, but when I reached up to God, He grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the miry pit. That is why I can trust Him. "Trust in the LORD with all your heart And do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He will make your paths straight." Proverbs
3:5-6 I wrote these songs in the midst of my healing from childhood abuse (after 35 years of burying the pain). Maybe you've always remembered one or more bad things that happened to you. Maybe your whole childhood feels like a train wreck. Or maybe you wonder if something bad may have happened because you're having trouble making life work successfully for you or you struggle with addictions you can't seem to conquer. Whatever reason you have come, I want to say gently and warmly that I'm very glad you're here. This is the second CD of six titled His Healing Love. In the first CD, Jesus hears your cry, I wanted a hurting person to know that Jesus hears their pain and longs to draw them close in order to heal their fractured hearts. In this CD, there is more of an opportunity to begin or continue to trust the gentle Shepherd, Jesus. The first song shares how many of us hid as children from the pain we experienced. #2 talks about a little girl who loved a man that ended up hurting her. #3 expresses the heart of the adult looking back to the years she was a child and asks the adult some questions. The rest of the songs are quiet and soothing with sweet songs that talk about our being a lamb (#4) and being carried by Jesus (#7). In #5, a little girl asks Jesus questions and "He" responds to her fears, guilt, and shame telling how much He loves her. (This has become a favorite for many!) This little girl also sings in #8. When we are weak (#12) He is always there (#11) and near (#13). This gentle Jesus waits patiently for us to come to Him. DEDICATION: Trust is shown by gentle kindness, loving eyes, quiet, compassion, and the expression of overflowing grace for our failures. I have been fortunate to meet and become friends with special ministers of Gods grace in the last years. They have been the heart of Jesus to meallowing me to feel my own trembling heart, allowing painful memories to surface, and holding my hand as I faced the next unknown horrors. With overflowing gratefulness I dedicate this CD to Becky, Bev, Connie, Ethel, Gayleen, Karen H., Karen S., Lisa, Louise, Sally, Sherry C., Sherry S., Susan, Tom, Wanda B., and of course, my husband, Brent. You have set aside your schedules, sacrificed your time, dried my tears, and helped me through troubled waters as I have cried, raged, struggled with God, confessed my sins, and forgiven my abusers. Thank you, thank you, thank you for your love, prayers, hugs, and expressions of kindness! Like a shepherd He will tend His flock, In His arm He will gather the lambs And carry them in His bosom; He will gently lead the nursing ewes. Isaiah 40:11 Jesus is the Shepherd of my heart. He loves you, too. Just open up your heart to Him and ask Him to draw close to you. Bring your wounds and your anger to Him. He will heal your broken heart. You will find Him always trustworthy and kind. As you discover His gentle love, I pray you will learn to trust again. Please read before listening: If you have been
seriously abused, please listen to this CD first with a prayer minister, therapist, or pastor, if possible. It has surfaced emotional pain and memories in some listeners. If you are not in counseling and listen to this and find yourself recalling abuse or having strong emotions, please get help. I want you to be safe! I want you to know you are not alone. Jesus understands completely all you have gone through, all you feel, how confused you may be, and even the despair or depression that plagues you. HE WILL HELP YOU!! All you need to do is seek Him. Find a good Christian counselor or prayer minister at a church or referred by a healing ministry. Read the Bible. He will speak to you! Listen to wonderful praise and worship music. Ask God for a Christian friend to walk alongside you. Jesus, the Lord of lords and King of kings will lift you out of your pit. I know. I've been there. He was gracious to me. He will be gracious to you. May you find the Lord your comfort and truth during your healing journey! LYRICS; I am enclosing all the lyrics below (with scripture references) so you can see exactly what the songs say. You can download them for free along with the lead sheets at my website at HisHealingLoveMinistries.org. You will also find articles and poetry. Below the lyrics are the thank yous and credits to the team that worked with me and copyright. Hiding Were you hiding in a corner far away from where theyd find you? Where you trembling in a closet wishing you could disappear? Oh, you were so very little, yet you wished that you were smaller As you held your bunny tighter, tiny comfort from your fear. How can people sin against the lovely children God created Violating them without a tear? Little child, I hear you crying, buried deep within your prison. Satan wants to keep you captive one more hour, one more year. First, he wounded you so deeply. Now he wants to keep you running From the truth about your terror and the pain that was severe. Jesus is the Door that leads us out of darkness into healing As you walk with Jesus, Hell stay near. Come to Jesus, little child. See the love within His eyes. He gently welcomes you and leads you into truth. Quietly He waits for you. Tenderly He calls to you. Reference: John 10:9-10 Sweet, little innocent girl She was a sweet, little, innocent girl Who with singing woke the morning, And her sweet, little, trusting eyes Gazed at him with such adoring. Yet now she is crying. Will she ever trust again? Inside she is dying. Will she ever give her heart again? So long she suffered in silence alone. Who would understand her grieving? Who was there who would listen to her And would trust her word, believing? Chorus Where is a place that is safe and secure? Where is tenderness and healing? Where is someone whos ready to hear What her trembling heart is feeling? How can one whos broken ever learn to trust again? Inside to be healed, finding hope to give her heart again. Someone. Someone. Where is the one she can trust? I know One.
Such a One! His name is Jesus. I was a child I was a child. You were a man. I was so little when all this began. You hurt me deeply, wounded my soul. Now that Im grown will I ever be whole? Hurting me in ways youll never know. How was I to know the way to go? My little heart bore pain that was great. What does a child do with such a weight? No one to go to, who would believe? Whod see my sadness and bring me relief ? Hurting me in ways youll never know. How was I to know the way to go? Now that Im older, Ive grown to be Tender with children when they come to me. I want them joyful, trusting, and kind, Feeling secure as their hearts trust in mine. Lets love them so they will always know Love thats pure as on their way they go. Teachers and uncles, grandpas and dads, When little children come sit on your laps, Hug them and kiss them with hearts of gold. Never betray the trust that you enfold. Lord, teach us to love Your precious ones, Purely love Your daughters and Your sons. Lord, teach us to love Your precious ones, Purely love Your daughters and Your sons. References: Matthew 18:1-14 I Timothy 1:5 Little lamb Why do you now run away? Are you frightened and alarmed? Little lamb, please dont go astray. May I hold you in My arms? Come to Me when youre afraid. I will calm all of your fears. Come and rest in My warm embrace. Come to Me with all your tears. Run to Me, I love you so! I will hold you tenderly. Little lamb, in your sorrow, I will carry you with Me. References: Psalm 23 Isaiah 40:11 Jesus, do You really love me? Child: Jesus, do You really love me? Really love me? If Your eyes look into mine, what pain Youll see! Im afraid Youll scorn me or laugh at all my fears. Im not so sure Youll understand a heart thats full of tears. Man (Jesus): Oh, my child, I really love you, really love you. Im aware of all the pain that youve been through. When you share your heartache, youll see that I have tears. It grieves My heart they left you so, alone with many fears. Jesus, I still wonder if Im really to blame. Oh, I feel so bad inside with guilt and shame. Im afraid to trust You. You know how hard Ive tried! Just as I start to open up, I panic, then I hide. O my child, how wrong of them to place blame on you. How could one as small as you know what to do? It was not your fault, dear, Ill cleanse you from this stain. Youll sing and dance again, My child, and in My love remain. Musical Bridge Jesus, Im beginning to believe You love me. But its hard to trust Your love with all Ive seen. If I could make wishes, Id wish that on this morn Youd sweep me up into Your arms and love me evermore. O my child, I really love you. Please believe me! I made you a special way, so beautifully. Please keep trying to trust Me amidst the raging storm. Just rest within My shepherds arms- theyre gentle, tender, warm. Ending As you trust Me fully your eyes will start to shine. Your eyes will start to shine. Youll know that I am truly yours and you are truly Mine. Under Your wings Under Your
wings I seek comfort. Under Your wings I find rest. When I am torn I seek You in the storm And I run to You. When I am torn I find You in the storm. Then Im protected by You, my Lord. Under Your wings I seek refuge. Under Your wings I find strength. When I am torn I seek You in the storm And I run to You. When I am torn I find You in the storm. Then Im protected by You, my Lord. References: Ruth 2:12 Psalm 17:8-9, 36:7 57:1, 61:4, 63:7, 91:4 Matthew 23:37 You Carried Me When Mommy was so sick inside, She couldnt come and hold me tight, You carried me. When she felt pain, You felt it too. When she was weak, what did You do? You carried me. O Jesus, You carried me, With arms of love you wrapped me close and You carried me. O Jesus, You carried me, Your tears fell down, You knew my pain and You carried me. You carried me. She bore great pain so I could live, She gave me all that she could give. You carried me. She cried to You, both day and night. You wrapped me up and held me tight. You carried me. Chorus Jesus, Your name is Wonderful Jesus, Your name is Wonderful. Youre my friend. You gently show the way. Jesus, how You love me! And I love You more and more each day. References: Judges 13:18 John 15:14-15 I John 4:19 I will never leave you, My child I will never leave you nor forsake you. I will be with you for all of time. You need not have fear I will desert you. You will always be a child of Mine. On the day You asked Me to forgive you When you welcomed Me into your life, As a Shepherd I began to lead you. You will always be My precious child. Though some may have left you I will be here For in you My Spirit now resides. Ill receive and love you in your weakness. You will always be My special child. Instrumental bridge I want you to know how much I love you. Come and walk with Me a little while. I delight in you, to Me youre lovely. You are beautiful to Me, My child. (2X) For Paula References: Matthew 28:20 John 6:37,10:14,27-29 Hebrews 13:5 Ill trust You Ill trust You. Ill let You take me by the hand. Ill trust You. I know that You will understand all of my fears, sadness that holds me. My dearest Friend, You made me and You chose me. Jesus, come here. Jesus, come near. May I trust Your leading, may I hear Your voice, As I walk beside You sharing Your joy. (2X) Reference: John 10:2-4 Youre always there O my Jesus, I know that I can trust in You. Loving Jesus, I trust Your faithfulness so true. When Im running, I can run right up to You For I know Youre always there for me. O my Jesus, You are my Savior and my Lord. Gentle Jesus, You are the One that I adore. I will trust You. Will you heal me where Im torn? For I know Youre always there for me. (2X) When I am weak When I am weak, O Lord, You draw me closer. When I am needy, Lord, You call my name. Then You take my hand and lead me through the night And show me Your gentle way. Then You take my hand and lead me through the night And show me Your
gentle way. When I am sad, O Lord, You bring me comfort. When I am hurting, Lord, You dry my tears. Then You hold me tight and whisper tenderly That You will always stay near. Then You hold me tight and whisper tenderly That You will always stay near. When I am fearful, Lord, when I am falling You lift me up, O Lord, upon Your wings. When I trust in You and let You carry me, My heart begins to sing. When I trust in You and let You carry me My heart begins to sing. Reference: Genesis 21:9-21 Exodus 19:4 Deuteronomy 32:10-11 Psalm 23, 56:8-9, 116:1-9 John 10:2-4 He is near I need but ask for He is near. He understands my every tear. When I call He comes with open arms of love and grace And He gently leads me in His way. And He gently leads me in His way. Reference: Isaiah 40:11 John 10:3-4 Jesus is Gentle Jesus is gentle. Jesus is kind. He lifts us up when were falling. Drawing us closer to His love divine. Jesus is tenderly calling. He will not harm us. We are His lambs. He came to bind up the broken. Our hearts are safe when placed in His hands, Trusting the Word He has spoken. Jesus has promised. He will be near. Who loves us more than our Jesus? We can bring every hurt and fear. He longs to heal and free us. Jesus is gentle. Jesus is kind. He lifts us up when were falling. Drawing us closer to His love divine. Jesus is tenderly calling Jesus is tenderly calling. Reference: Isaiah 40:11, 42:3, 61:1 Matthew 9:35-36, 11:28-30 John 10:2-4 Hebrews 13:5 Lyrics melodies Wanda Viola Vocals Wanda Viola Piano Arrangements Joe Howard Cello Marilyn George Flute Teresa Orozco-Petersen Male Vocalist David Johann Child Vocalist Olivia Heumann Editing Mixing David Sandwisch daviddfc@pacbell Produced by Wanda Viola Graphic Design Mary Ellen Deutscher Cover Photo mwexpressions@sbcglobal THANK YOU to the musicians: Joe Howard for his awesome and sensitive arrangements, Teresas lovely flute, Marilyns beautiful cello, sweet Olivias vocals, and my son, David Johanns deep and gentle voice. Thank you also to Ethel Herrs POS writers group for all their suggestions and support, Wanda Berger for her encouragement and suggestions for arrangements, Amy Huemann for her excellent vocal coaching, Mary for her wonderful graphic designs, David Sandwisch for his patience teaching me and excellent mixing, and all who have prayed for this project! All lyrics and melodies written by Wanda Viola. 2010 His Healing Love Ministries. All rights reserved.
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