nodus tollens (n). the realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore—that although you thought you were following the arc of the story, you keep finding yourself immersed in passages you don’t understand, that don’t even seem to belong in the same genre—which requires you to go back and reread the chapters you had originally skimmed to get to the good parts, only to learn that all along you were supposed to choose your own adventure.
Amygdala Years by years after the incident, my fear and sadness starts to eat me. Even worst, it weaken my mind, it end up hurting me physically and mentally. They motivate me to get on with life, but it does not erase my fear. It’s just a word out of pity. However, their ‘be motivated” turns into wound. All I could do is thank them, instead of saying—I actually need a meds
Hippocampus Some are missing, but some are coming Old memories that weren’t even asked to attend However, the reality is different I went on a trip to cool off Looking for the meaning of home, and Reshaping a lost identity
Index of Photography:
1. Yogyakarta, 2017 (p 3-4).
2. Denpasar, 2018 (p. 5).
4. Yogyakarta, 2018 (p. 7-8).
5. Bantul, 2014 (p. 9-10).
7. Denpasar, 2018 (p. 12).
10. Lamongan, 2018 (p. 16).
8. Selat Bali, 2018 (p. 13-14).
11. Yogyakarta, 2015 (p. 17).
3. Surabaya, 2018 (p. 6).
6. Sleman, 2017 (p. 11).
9. Sleman, 2017 (p. 15).
12. Yogyakarta, 2015 (p. 18).
13. Yogyakarta, 2015 (p. 19).
16. Yogyakarta, 2015 (p. 22-23).
19. Bandung, 2015 (p. 30-31).
22. Sleman, 2018 (p. 34).
14. Yogyakarta, 2015 (p. 20).
17. Yogyakarta, 2015 (p. 24-25).
20. Yogyakarta, 2015 (p. 32).
23. Yogyakarta, 2018 (p. 35).
15. Lamongan, 2018 (p. 21).
18. Selat Bali, 2018 (p. 26-27)
21. Badung, 2018 (p. 33).
24. Bangli, 2012 (p. 36).
Yoga Liberiawan Ganis Yazid (b) 1993. Lives in Indramayu - Indonesia. His status is still a job seeker. He has known photography since 2008 and started exploring it in 2011. He uses photography as a medium for his mental healing. For him, photography is a great escape.
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