You sound sad
and far away
The following are entries from my live journal that I’ve actively used since 2008. I chose two entries with the same dates but different years to illustrate how much or how little has changed.
If you think an entry is about you,
it probably is.
-Mac
May 14th, 2009 @9:05pm if you took me away, there'd still be everything.
May 14th, 2014 @ 3:21am I don't wear resentment well.
August 29th, 2009 @ 11:17am
Thanks for opening my door at 1am to see if I'm still alive
August 29th, 2010 @ 10:12 pm
One of those boys will wake up probably around three and my sleep will be disturbed. I love it though. Crying, screaming, or laughing, I just want to hear the boys.
January 1st, 2012 @ 12:31 am what the fuck am i to her? why does she text me and tell me those things if she's just gonna turn around and tell me that we can't be together? it's not fucking cute. stop breaking my fucking heart.
January 1st, 2014 @ 10:20am I regret everything
March 6, 2009 @ 8:57pm
March 6, 2013 @ 1:47 am
-- put his arm around me today
sometimes i look at --- and think “i've made the worst decision of my entire life.�
June 17th, 2014 @ 1:55am i don’t trust my body
June 17th, 2013 @ 12:07am i'm supposed to be better
September 30th, 2011 @ 6:11pm she broke up with me
September 30th. 2013 @ 5:37pm we like each other. we make each other happy. we fuck each other. it works.
April 25th, 2009 @ 10:29am she came over really really early and i wasnt even up but i woke up and went out there and she said they were moving back to california within a week. April 25th, 2012 @ 7:36pm
She told me that I'm too easy to fuck with.
2014.
Pictures 1, 4, 5: Nick Farrell Pictures 2, 3: Bologna Ebner