A Future for Old Women by Dawn Cunningham ’85

A Future for Old Women

Professor Emerita Ruth Saxton offers alternate visions for “coming to age” in The Book of Old Ladies By Dawn Cunningham ‘85

FOUR YEARS AGO, at the age of 75, Ruth O. Saxton, MA ’72, retired from teaching English full-time at Mills College, a job she had held since 1974. Honored with the title of professor emerita, Saxton had earned the right to look back with satisfaction at her career as a preeminent Virginia Woolf scholar, an exemplary educator and beloved mentor, the College’s first dean of letters, and the co-founder of the Women’s Studies Program—among other accomplishments. For many faculty, achieving emeritus status means it’s time to disengage from the constant demands of students and colleagues, the challenges of learning new pedagogical methods and technologies, and the pressure of publishing.

Not for Saxton. Instead, “retirement” opened one of her career’s most productive chapters, a highlight of which is the recent publication of a landmark work of literary criticism, The Book of Old Ladies: Celebrating Women of a Certain Age in Fiction. The book provided the foundation for Saxton’s final class at Mills: Coming to Age, a unique communitybased course she taught this past spring in collaboration with the Downtown Oakland Senior Center. To bring both the course and the book to fruition, she mobilized a network of students, alumnae, colleagues, and family.

Saxton says she wrote The Book of Old Ladies because she “wanted to complicate people’s notions of old women. We’re capable of a lot more growth and change than you would guess from portrayals in books.” But it’s not only the content of the book that dismantles stereotypes. Over the past two decades, Saxton’s own journey as an author and a teacher demonstrates how women of a certain age continue to use their creative and intellectual prowess to surmount loss, to grow, and to innovate.

For The Book of Old Ladies, Saxton selected 31 works of fiction—novels and short stories from the 20th and 21st centuries—that illustrate key themes in plots featuring “Old Lady” protagonists. In the book’s introduction, Saxton explains:

I have always read fiction to find models for how to live, how to be.... Stories offer us ways to make sense of our pasts and to forge a way of being in our presents and futures... I wanted to gather examples of good aging, of wise or surprising women over sixty and into their nineties, like beads on a string, a secular rosary to help fend off the fear of becoming elderly in a society whose mainstream vision of aging women is marked by fear, loathing, refusal, or reduction. I wanted to read the novels in which fictional older women prepare for the journey of aging, inhabit the territory, and become increasingly their truest selves.

The resulting rosary ranges from wellknown works by celebrated authors, such as Love, Again by Doris Lessing, to first novels by writers newer to the literary scene, such as Etta and Otto and Russell and James by Emma Hooper. A gifted storyteller herself, Saxton pro- vides engaging synopses of each piece while analyzing how the plots limit or expand the possibilities open to old ladies as they confront romance, sexuality, aging and mortality, loss and growth, and their own creative potential. The Book of Old Ladies is the culmination of rigorous and highly original scholarship: Saxton reviewed more than 100 works to iden- tify plot themes and make her selections. No other critical work has focused on analyzing the figure of the Old Lady in contemporary

literature by women. Yet Saxton avoids academic writing style and jargon, allowing her own passion as a reader to shine through. “I didn’t want it to be a scholarly book,” she says. “I wanted it to be accessible, affordable, and available in paperback.” Her approach has won accolades from reviewers, including the respected literary magazine Kirkus Reviews.

The story behind The Book of Old Ladies begins more than 20 years ago, when Saxton was researching and teaching about the figure of “The Girl” in fiction. She edited a volume of scholarly essays, The Girl: Constructions of the Girl in Contemporary Fiction by Women, in 1998. Narratives about girls’ coming-ofage, she observed, were often propelled by themes of romantic fulfillment or rejection—an evolution of the marriage plot in Victorian novels, which commonly revolved around the questions of whether and whom the young heroine would marry.

Saxton also found that many comingof-age plots involved friction between daughters and mothers. “An older woman— a grandmother or an aunt—would be brought into the plot to help things move forward for the daughter,” she notes. “But we never get inside the older woman’s head.” Typically, neither the mother nor the older woman had much of a creative intellectual or artistic life.

“As I approached 60, I realized I was the age of these old women, and that wasn’t my experience of life at all,” she recalls. “I started looking for stories about old women the way I had looked

for stories about girls.” One novel in particular set her off to write the book: Evening by Susan Minot. Evening’s protagonist, a 65-year-old woman dying of cancer, drifts into memories of an affair she had in her youth. Reviews hailed the book, published in 1998, as a complex portrait of a woman at the end of life; it later became a movie with Meryl Streep. “It drew me in, but I thought, something’s wrong,” Saxton says. “When I’m on my deathbed, I hope I’m not preoccupied by some unrequited love from my adolescence!”

Saxton includes Evening in the first section of The Book of Old Ladies as an example of a plot she calls the “Deathbed Bookend,” in which “fictional old women are portrayed at the end of their lives remembering their youth rather than looking inward or outward at their present situations.”

From then on, “I tried to find imaginative plots that differed from Deathbed Bookends,” Saxton says. “I didn’t want to perpetuate the idea that life is only good when you’re young, that romance is all that matters.” Most of the stories in her book feature feisty old ladies who break away from stereotypes and are as varied as young characters.

For example, in Vita Sackville-West’s All Passion Spent, an elderly widow defies the expectations of her children and retreats to a new home where she forbids any visitors under the age of 70 and makes friends with several eccentric old men. Debra Dean’s The Madonnas of Leningrad depicts a woman suffering from Alzheimer’s who slips between her inner “memory palace”—filled with paintings from Saint Petersburg’s Hermitage Museum, where she worked in the 1940s—and the confusion of her

current life in the Pacific Northwest.

“Most of these characters have experienced some sort of loss,” Saxton observes. “If you live long enough, there will be major things that happen. What I ask is, what do you do next?”

That question—what do you do after a loss?—has deep personal relevance for Saxton. “In the early days of this project,”

she writes in a postscript, “I looked forward to completing the book within two years, hoping to benefit from my discoveries about how to age gracefully and well, but a car accident changed not only my plans but my entire life.”

One evening in fall 2004, Saxton and her husband were on their way to a restaurant in Oakland. She recalls, “As we were parking, a big SUV rammed into us. It totaled our Volvo, but we didn’t have a scratch.”

When she returned to the classroom that week, she couldn’t remember her students’ names. She was uncharacteristically disorganized and could no longer read or write easily. She was only 63 years old; “I feared I had early dementia,” she says. Her doctor thought she had a concussion, but weeks went by and she didn’t improve. Six months later, a scan revealed that she had sustained a traumatic brain injury.

“Rather than experiencing a gradual decline into old age, I had been hurtled into that strange terrain in an instant,” Saxton writes in The Book of Old Ladies. Her neurologist suggested that she retire, but she wasn’t ready to stop doing the work she loved. Instead, she developed new daily routines and systems.

In the classroom, she began to ask students to take more responsibility for presentations and discussions. “I took copious notes,” she says. “I talked less and listened more.” Her classes became more student-centered, more welcoming toward students who faced struggles of their own. Her daughter Kirsten Saxton ’90, now a professor of English at Mills, says Ruth gained “an awareness that a [student’s] need for accommodation does not imply a lack,” which makes her a better teacher.

Saxton also refused to give up on her goal of completing the book. Although writing remained a struggle for her for several years after the accident, she made progress by working with research assistants and other collaborators. “I learned to ask for help,” she says. “Now I have a team of women who’ve worked collaboratively with me on the book. I rely on these amazing women who have skills I don’t.”

Elizabeth Mathews, MFA ’09, served as Saxton’s first research assistant while she was a graduate student at Mills. Mathews would review texts that Saxton was considering for the book. “I would come to Ruth’s house, sit in her kitchen, talk about the books with her, and write up notes based on our conversation,” Mathews says. “By 2010, Ruth was able to read and write again, and she got into a routine of writing down general impressions or close readings in the mornings, which I would piece together into documents for her to work with.”

After Mathews left the Bay Area to begin a PhD program at University of California, Irvine, Saxton engaged with several other assistants who were Mills students or alumnae, including Emily Travis, MA ’17; Monique Iles, MA ’16; and

Linda Gray, MA ’05. Travis set up a website for the book, ruthsaxton.com, where Saxton plans to expand the discussion to stories not included in The Book of Old Ladies.

Kirsten Saxton is another member of the team. “Ever since I began graduate school in 1990, my mom and I have been one another’s sounding boards…. We read one another’s drafts and think

through organizational structures and how the pieces can be improved,” she says. After the accident, Kirsten adds, “I was always confident that my mom would be able to return to the book because she could talk through the ideas, and even at the worst stage, she was able to be a terrific close reader and editor of other people’s work.” She currently helps Ruth manage social media for the book, including Instagram and Facebook author pages.

As Saxton healed and regained her writing abilities, Mathews introduced her to a writing coach, Brooke Warner, who helped her structure the book and guided as she wrote the chapters in their current form. In 2018, Saxton completed the manuscript, which Mathews edited. Warner selected the book for publication by She Writes Press, an independent publisher she co-founded.

Since the early aughts, Saxton had been exploring the figure of the Old Lady not only through her scholarship, but also through the literature courses she taught. One of these was a graduate seminar called Coming to Age, which focused entirely on Old Lady stories. After she “retired” to the role of professor emerita in 2016, Saxton continued to teach one course at Mills almost every year, concluding in spring 2020 with an undergraduate version of the Coming to Age seminar.

For this final course, Saxton had the idea of retooling the syllabus to enable students to interact substantively with actual old ladies and fulfill the College’s new undergraduate requirement for community-engaged learning. She also had the perfect collaborator for this effort: her former student Jennifer King ’00, MA ’02, who has directed the Downtown Oakland Senior Center (DOSC) for 15 years. With King’s help, Saxton designed a plan for the class to

meet once each month at DOSC so that elders could join students in reading and discussing the stories. Fifteen Mills students enrolled and more than twice that number of elders signed up to participate.

“Our first meeting with the seniors stopped the students in their tracks,” Saxton noted in her blog. Together they discussed the short story “My Man Bovanne” by Toni Cade Bambara; Saxton described the conversation as “electric and filled with surprises, insights, and laughter.” The revelations continued throughout the course.

“I was heartened by how politically active the seniors were, how interested they were in connecting with younger people,” says Lila Goehring ’21*. “They had a lot of thoughts about the books and related them to their own lives. They outdid us and inspired us to work harder.”

Another student, Grace Hirschfeld ’22, found insights relevant to relationships in her family: “My grandmother—whose parents immigrated from China—has always been seen as someone who cares for others and rarely does anything for herself. But since her husband died, she’s been taking more time for herself, investing more in what she enjoys. This class gave me more respect for her wishes for herself as an individual.”

“People seemed open and genuinely interested in each other’s ideas and experiences,” says Carole Glanzer, one of the DOSC elders who participated. “The value of intergenerational relationships is that they break down stereotypes and thereby can change negative ageist attitudes, coming from either end of the age spectrum. We don’t forget that we are of different generations, but we are more likely to see each other as individuals.”

Just after the class met for its second book discussion at DOSC, Alameda

*Lila is also the Quarterly’s editorial assistant and shares more thoughts about her experience in the Coming to Age class on our website. Visit quarterly.mills.edu to read more.

County issued shelter-in-place orders in response to the COVID-19 pandemic. All of a sudden, Saxton had to switch to teaching the class online, while still trying to achieve her goal “to help students see older women as individual persons.” She invited the elders to participate in class meetings via Zoom. Though many of them initially struggled with the technology, “they stuck with it and figured out how to join the discussions from their own homes,” King says.

Patricia Powell, who teaches creative writing at Mills, joined one of the online sessions as a guest speaker. She read from her work-in-progress, Balm Yard, a novel that explores women’s spiritual practices in rural Jamaica and features a mother-daughter relationship involving older women.

“After years in which I could not find stories focused on the present lives of older women characters—not just their pasts—I am excited to introduce… stories that get inside the heads of old women, see the world through their eyes, and abandon tired old stereotypes,” Saxton wrote in her blog about the class.

King, who is in her 60s and a poet, says the examples provided by The Book of Old Ladies are already providing inspiration for her new work. “I’m writing about love in the 60s. I would never have had the courage to write about that before,” she says. “We don’t lose our sensuality. It gets more nuanced.”

The Coming to Age course proved that old ladies don’t lose their adaptability, either. Students say Saxton’s transition to online teaching was just as smooth as that of younger professors. Yet she is content to let her first online course be her last teaching experience. “In an odd way, COVID-19 made the end of my teaching career easier,” she says. “There was something magic about stepping into a classroom. I am grateful that I won’t be teaching classes that are entirely online.”

Despite that, Saxton hasn’t disengaged from her professorial role entirely.

The Book of Old Ladies: Celebrating Women of a Certain Age in Fiction by Ruth O. Saxton, published by She Writes Press in September 2020, is available now through Amazon, Barnes & Noble, and various independent booksellers. For more information, visit ruthsaxton.com.

She’s still mentoring former students and writing letters of recommendation, even as she enjoys having time to spend with a new grandchild.

Among Mills alumnae, she has established a legacy of helping women discover new models for their own coming to age. “Knowing Ruth has changed my perspective on my future,” Mathews says. “She’s like one of the characters she writes about. She had this amazing life, then this horrific accident. But she still went on to write this entire book and continue teaching. She has been an incredible model of resilience for me.”

Kirsten Saxton says her view of aging has been shaped by “growing up with a woman who thinks deeply about the import of cultural representations and who has lived as an example of refusing narratives that limited her capacity to write, teach, mother, and be a full self.”

That woman concludes The Book of Old Ladies by observing: “I have now lived longer than many of the female protagonists whose stories I had hoped would inform me .... I have discovered through my own experience that loss does not need to define us, and that old women have at our disposal many ways we can adapt and learn and continue to see the world with wonder and joy.”

With the publication of The Book of Old Ladies, Ruth Saxton presents a timeless gift to women of all ages: a compendium of alternative visions for growing old, coping with loss, and defying expectations. She reminds us that we always have time to experience ourselves and our world in new ways. 