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A½mhnb½bpw aêaIfpw (IYmt{]an cNn¨ "kmkv HuÀ _lp' F¶ lnµn IYtbmSv IS¸mSv) hnhmlw Ignªv t_mws_bnse `À¯rho«nse¯nb Biív B knÁn sse^pw hSs¡ C³Uy³ kwkv¡mchpambn CW§nt¨cm³ henb _p²nap«p tXm¶n. XeapdIfmbn t_mw_bn ØncXmak¡mcmb `À¯rho«pImÀ XI¨pw B kwkv¡mct¯mSv CW§nt¨Àì Ignªhcmbnêì. F¶nê¶mepw `À¯mhpw A½bpw F´nëv ho«nse the¡mcn kpaëw Bisb hfsc kvt\lt¯msSbmév I êXnbnê¶Xv. ]s£ Ahsf hfsc hnjan¸n¨Xv `À¯mhnëv tPmen¡bÁambn Zp_mbnbnteív t]mbXmév. Znhk§tfmfw am{Xw \op \n¶ a[phn[p..... hok hê¶Xpw Im¯v AhÄ A£atbmsS Im¯nêì. `À¯mhv ]IÀì X¶ kpJmë`qXnIÄ Abhnd¡n AhÄ Zn\cm{X§Ä XÅn \o¡n. A\y]pêj·msc t\mç¶Xnët]mepw AhÄ `bs¸«p. AhÄ AtimIns\ A{Xív Iv kvt\ln¨nêì. AtimInsâ ]n.kn.bn CâÀs\ÁneqsS AhÄ ]e skIvkv sskÁpIfpw kµÀin¡m³ XpS§n. ]s£ AhÄ¡t¸msfÃmw sekv_nb³ Nn{X§fpw hoUntbm¢n¸pIfpw Imé¶Xnemév B\µw IXv. asÁmê kv{Xosb Ima¡®pIfm t\mç¶Xn AhÄç henb æÁt_m[samìw tXm¶nbnÃ. ]s£ ]c]pcpêj kwKaw Ahsf kw_Ôn¨nSt¯mfw henb ]m]ambmév tXm¶nbXv. As¶mê i\nbmgvNbmbnêì. kabw sImÃm\mbn HìanÃm¯Xn\m AhÄ `À¯mhpambpÅ ImatIfnIÄ Abhnd¡n sImv I«nen InSì. AdnbmsX AhfpsS ssIIÄ KuWnsâ _«éIÄ¡nSbneqsS Xsâ hn§p¶ æNæw`§Ä XtemSm³ XpS§n. AtimIv Ahsb emfn¨nê¶Xpw AXnsâ I®pIÄ hmbnem¡n ëWªnê¶Xntâbpw kpJmë`qXnIÄ... tlm BtemNnípt¼mÄ tImcn¯cnípì. Ių Hê \mWhpanÃ, Xs¶ ImepIÄ hnSÀ¯n sh¸n¨v InS¯n Xsâ þþþ _pÀ F¶mWs{X lnµnbn ]dbpI, aebmf¯n ]dbp¶Xpw GItZiw AXpt]memWtÃm. NqXv Fìw ]dbqs{X. I®ps]m¯n InS¶nê¶ Xsâ AXnÂ... At¿... Cu BWp§Äçv Hê \mWhpanÃ.... ]ns¶ CâÀs\Án ImWpt¼mgm a\ÊnembXv hmbv sImpÅ IfnIfm FÃmhêw A[nIw sN¿p¶Xv. F´mbmepw tN«³ sN¿pt¼mÄ \à kpJw tXm¶n. AtimInsâ XmSn \Ãt]mse hSn¨m aXn. ]s£ cm{Xnbmæt¼mtgípw æÁntcma§Ä XSbm³ XpS§pw. Mm... tN«sâ CjvSatÃ, æd¨v kln¨p InSçw. ¶mepw ædn¨oìv hcW shůnëv \à kzmZmìv ]dbp¶Xv tIÄçt¼mÄ Hê kwXr]vXn In«pw. Hcn¡te tN«sâ AXoìv hê¶ ]mept]mepÅ km[\w æSn¡m³ ]ÁnbpÅq... C\n sNÃs« Fìw ]mep XcWwìv ]dbpw. tN«sâ I¼nbmbn \nÂç¶ AXv.... F´m ]dbm ev ... tIÄ¡m³ Xs¶ \à C¼w. Hê eVp t]mse Xs¶bm AXnsâ _Ä_v t]mepÅ Xp¼v... AXnsâ iàow _ehpsams¡ Imét¼mÄ B Ipþ cmPmhnsâ ASna BbXp t]mse tXmìw, AXp t]mepÅ sNt¦mesà AXv. ]dªns«´m Imcyw. C\n AsXms¡ IWnImWm³ F{X \mfpIÄ IgnbWamthm...? X¡met¯ív F´m Hê \nÀhr¯n. AhÄ hncepIÄ Xmsg XpSIÄ¡nSbn s]m§n \nÂç¶ A¸¯n ss\Áníp tate¡qSn XtemSn, lu Fs´mê kpJw. AdnbmsX ssI KuWn\nSbneqsS t]âoknë apIfnse¯n. hncepIÄ kmam\¯nsâ NmeneaÀ¶t¸mÄ... At¿... cmPæamcn Icbpì. t]âoknsâ B `mKw apgps¡ \\ªncnípì. X¡mew B kpas\ sImv hÃXpw sN¿n¡m³ ]Áptam Bthm. BÄ admTnbmtWepw sNdp¸¯nte Cu ho«n hì \n¶Xn\m aebmfw FÃmw Hê hn[w ]dbpw. hSs¡ C³Uy³ {Kma{]tZi¯p \n¶mbXn\m henb bPam\ `ànsbÃmamév. ]gb \½psS \m«nse ^yqU hyhØnXn t]mse. Ct¸mÄ AsXms¡ amdn, Ct¸mgs¯ IayqWnÌv {]Øm\§Ä Ahsc Hs¡ hÃmsX D²cn¸n¨p IfªntÃm... \m«nse Ct¸mgs¯ the¡mcnIÄçv Pbam\¯n Bhiyw hcnIbmtW kpJn¸n¨p sImSp¡Ww Fs¶Ãmw AJne tIcf ho«pthe¡mcn AtÊmkntbj³ Unamâv sh¨p Ifbpw....!! X¡mew Hì \S¸nÃ, ssI Xs¶ icWw... AhÄ t]âokv Hê hit¯ív \o¡n sIm¨pkn¡v tcma§Ä
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2 A§n§mbn \nÂç¶ A¸¯n XtemSn kpJn¡m³ Bcw`n¨p. Nqphnc AhfdnbmsX Xsâ sNdpNqSpÅ tX³ I\nbp¶ amwkNpgnbnteív ]qnd§n. Aåt\cw B ssI{Inb XpSÀ¶t¸mÄ AhfpsS Acs¡«v s_Vn \nìv Dbcmëw \o s\SphoÀ¸pIÄ Dbcmëw XpS§n. A§ns\ Bi ss¢taIvknt\mSSp¯t¸mgmév kpa³ apdn Xq¯phmcm\mbn F¯nbXv. _lp (ho«nse aêaIÄ) F´mév sN¿p¶Xv Fìv AhÄçv HÁ t\m«¯n Xs¶ a\ÊnembXn\m æd¨p t\cw AhÄ Im¯p \nì. BibpsS ]cm{Iasamìv AS§nbt¸mÄ AhÄ tNmZn¨p... _lpdmWn.... F´m AkpJw hÃXpaptm...? Bi hÃmXmsb¦nepw, ssh¢ºyw ad¡m\mbn ]dªp... Hê hÃm¯ hbdp thZ\.... Rm³ ZoZnsb (AtimInsâ A½sb) hnfn¡t«m...? Bi Xebm«n k½Xw sImSp¯v tcmKnsb t]mse InSì. AXp Iv kpa³ t]mbn kcfmtZhnsb Iq«n sImp hì. BibpsS A½mhnb½ kcfmtZhn GItZiw 47 48 hbÊv {]mbapÅ BIÀjIamb icochSnhpÅ Hê h\nXbmév. Ft¸mgpw XqshÅ kmcnbpw »uÊpamév thjw.. XeapSn Hmtcm CgIÄ shfp¡m³ XpS§nbn«pss¦nepw Ct¸mgpw AhÀ Hê æeo\bmb BIÀjIXzapÅ kv{Xobmév. shfp¯v amwkfamb B icoc¯n Hê Npfnhv t]mepw CXp hsc hoWn«nÃ. hfsc kuayamb s]êamÁhpw... Bisb AhÀ hÃmsXkvt\ln¨nêì. Bibpw Ahsc amPn, A½mPn Fs¶Ãmamév hnfn¨nê¶Xv. AhÀ BibpsS I«nenë kao]w hìv AhfpsS AêIn Cêìv XeapSnbn hnctemSn¨p sIm v ]Xnª kzc¯n tNmZn¨p. F´p ]Án tamtf...? ]\nbpt m....? AtXm AtimInsâ HmÀ½ ht¶m...!! Bi \mWn¨v CsÃìv Xebm«nsb¦nepw, B A½ív tcmKsa´msWìv a\Ênembn. AhÀ Xncªv kpat\mSv ]dªp... Mvlm \o t]mbn ASp¡fbnse ]Wn t\mçv, Cu hmXneSt¨ív. Rm³ t\m¡nt¡mfmw....
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kpa³ AÀ°h¯mbn ]p©ncn¨pv hmXneS¨v ]pd¯p t]mbn. kcfmtZhn BibpsS XesbSp¯v Xsâ aSnbn sh¨v AhfpsS s\Ánbn XShns¡mv ]dªp... F\nídnbmw tamtf... tamfpsS AhØ, Hìansænepw Rmëw Hê s]®tÃ, \nsâ Cu {]mbsaÃmw Ignªp h¶hÄ... tamÄ a\Êv hnjan¸ní, FÃmw icnbmæw. tamfo DSp¸nsâ _«éIÄ Xpdìv shív... amdn Aåw ImÁp sImÅs«, æd¨p kpJw tXmìw. Xpd¶ KuWnëÅn BibpsS shfp¯v Dê kvX\§Ä {]Xy£ambn. AhÄ Dd§m³ t]mæt¼mÄ {_mbnSmdnÃ. kcfmtZhn AhfpsS Igp¯nepw tXmfpIfnepw XShns¡mSp¯p. Bi Xsâ A½mbnb½bpsS aSnbn I®pIfS¨p InSì. AhÄçv hÃm¯ Hê kpJmë`qXn. AtimInsâ ssIhncepIÄ Xsâ icoc¯n Neníp¶ t]mse... AhfpsS iztkmÑzmkw {[pXKXnbnembn, AhÄ Dt¯PnXbmæIbmbnêì. amPnbpsS tImafamb XpSIfn AhfpsS apJapckn. kcfmtZhn At¸mÄ Xs¶ æfn¨v ]pXnb hkv{X§Ä amdn h¶Xmbnêì. AhêsS kpKÔtkm¸nsâ ]cnafw AhfpsS aq¡n Xpf¨p Ibdn. ]s£ AtXmsSm¸w thsdmê aWhpw. AXp X\nív ]cnNbapÅXmWtÃm...!! AsX Xm³ hnImchXnbmæt¼mÄ Xsâ kmam\¯n \nìv hê¶ t]mepÅ AtX aWw.. AhÄçv a\Ên C¡nfn tXm¶n... Xsâ A½mPnbpw Dt¯PnXbmæIbmtWm...??? AXpw Xm³ ImcWw... AhÄ¡mÝcyambn. BibpsS tbm\n BÀ{ZamIm³ XpS§pIbmbnêì. AhÄ Xsâ XpSIÄ Cdp¡n¸nSn¨v tbm\oNppIsf sRcn¨aÀ¯n kzbw B\µw Is¯m³ {ian¨p. ]s£ AhÄ¡t¸mgpw a\Ên `bambnêì... amPnív Fs´¦nepw tXmìtam...? ]s£ kcfmtZhnív Ct¸mÄ ]qÀ®ambpw a\Ênembn, Xsâ aêaIfpsS a\Ên F´msWìv. AhÀ hmÕeyt¯msS BibpsS Igp¯n Hê D½ sImSp¯p, Hê amXrkvt\l {]IS\sat¶mWw. Bibn \nìv {]Xntj[ {]IS\samìw ImWmªXn\mÂ, AhÀ æ\nªv AhfpsS NppIfn Npw_n¨p. http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/
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Bi At¸mÄ I®p Xpdì. AhfpsS ZrjvSn t\sc sNì hoWXv kcfmtZhnbpsS I®pIfnemév. A½mPnbpsS I®pIfn AhÄ Imahmk\bpsS Aánkv]penwK§fmév IXv. ]n¶oShÄ aSn¨nÃ. Xsâ ssIIÄ DbÀ¯n amPnbpsS Igp¯n æê¡n, AhêsS Xe Iogvt¸m«v hen¨v B NppIfn adp]Sn Npw_\§Ä sImSp¯p. B A½bptSbpw aIfptSbpw a\ÊpIÄ¡nSbnepmbnê¶ XncÈoe XpdçIbmbnêë. Cêhêw I®pIfnteív DÁpt\m¡n, ]ckv]cw \mhpIÄ hmbnteív IbÁn sImSp¡m³ {ian¨p. ImahnImcw DWê¶Xns\m¸w Cêhêw CWbpsS hmbn \n¶qdp¶ Dan\oÀ DuÁnçSn¡mëw... AtimImév Ahsf Cu Ima{IoU ]Tn¸n¨Xv. Ct¸mfnXm AtimInsâ A½bpw B hnZyXs¶ {]tbmKnípì. AhÄç a\Ênembn hncl¯nsâ NqSn Ignbp¶ X\nív Xsâ amPnbn \nìv cXnkpJw Bthmfw e`nípsaìv... kcfmtZhnbpsS a\Êpw B\µ¯m XpSn sIm«pIbmbnêì. Bisb IXp apX AhfpsS ico¯n AhÀçv Fs´¶nÃm¯ Hê CXv tXm¶nbnêì. ]s£ Xsâ aIsâ `mcy F¶ hophnNmcw AhêsS a\Êns\ \nb{´nípIbmbnêì. C¶nt¸mÄ aI³ ASp¯nà F¶ HÁ ImcW¯m AhÀçv Xsâ \nb{´W§Ä FÃmw ]nSnhn«p t]mbn. C¶hÀ kpat\mSv hmXneS¨v s]mbvs¡mÅm³ ]dbpt¼mÄ Xs¶ aêaIsf Cì Xm³ Iogvs¸Sp¯pw F¶ A[a hnImcw a\Ên DWÀì Ignªnêì. A©p an\nÁv \op \n¶ B Npw_\hÀjw izmksaSp¡m\mbn AhÀ \nÀ¯n. c pt]cnepw Imamán Bfn¡¯pIbmbnêì. ]n¶osSmìw kwkmcntí BhiyIXbpmbnê¶nÃ. Bi angnIfS¨v hnt[bbmb a«n \nÝebmbn InSì. kcfmtZhnípw ]n¶osSmìw Nn´n¡m\nÃmbnêì. AhÀ aêaIfpsS Xpd¶ KuWnëÅn sXdn¨p \nÂç¶ apeçS§sf XgpIm³ XpS§n. B ap´ncn¸gw t]meÅ sR«pIÄ Xnê½nbpS¡mëw hen¨p \o«mëw XpS§nbt¸mÄ Bi kpJ¯nsâ ]dpZokbnteív ]dìbêIbmbnêì. s]«¶mév kcfmtZhn BibpsS \n¸nÄkv hmbnem¡n ëWbm³ XpS§nbXv. AhÄçv \nb{´¡m\mbnÃ... B\µeÐnbn AhÄ amPooo... amPooo... kln¡m³ ]Áp¶nÃm amPo Fìv \nÀeÖw ]pe¼m³ XpS§n. XpSIÄ Cdp¡n¸nSn¨v ]pfbp¶ B bphXnbpsS hnjaw a\Ênem¡nb amPn apeëWb \nÀ¯n, aêaIfpsS Ku¬ Acíp tase IbÁn sh¨v AhfsS t]âokv hen¨qcnamÁn. AhfpsS shfpshfp¯ XpSIÄ¡nSbn I\w ædª anëÊapÅ Idp¯ sNdptcma§fm AewIrXamb "_pdnÂ' AhÀ XShn. at\mlcamb B ]qÀNppIÄ¡nSbneqsS AhÀ hnctemSn¨p sImv ]dªp.... t]Snt¡ tamtf.... A½mPn tamsf Ct¸mÄ kpJs¸Sp¯mw.... t\m¡q... Fsâ tamÄsS Cu Cfw ]qdnse tX³ F{X a[pcamév. AhÀ BibpsS ImepIÄ hnSÀ¯n sh¸n¨v, AhfpsS Imack¯m \\ªp æXnÀ¶ Nph¶ "NqXv' a\w æfnÀs¡ t\m¡n Ip. ]n¶oSv B bphækpa¯n t{]a]pcÊcw Hê Hma\ap¯w sImSp¯p. ]qÀNmen s\Sp\of¯n \mçv IqÀ¸n¨v ]nSn¨v \¡n. kcfmtZhn t\sc AhfpsS a©mSnçê I´n Bév ]n¶oSv IqSpX {i²n¨Xv. Bi sRfn]ncnsImp. AhfpsS Acs¡«v sshZypXmLmXtaÁt]mse sR«ns¯dn¡m³ XpS§n. aêaIÄ C{X s]«ìv ss¢saIvknse¯psaìv kcfmtZhn IêXnbnê¶nÃ. Xr]vXnbSªv XfÀì InS¶ Bi, amPn Ct¸mÄ Xsâ ]qdn \nìv apJsaSpçsaì IêXn. ]s£ amPn hopw hopw Xsâ cXnkq\¯n \n¶qdn hê¶ tX³ \¡n sImncníbmév. CXphsc AhfpsS a\Ên tXm¶nbXv, A½mPn Xsâ hncl ZpJ¯nëv Aåw ia\w Xcm\mbn«mév CsXms¡ sN¿p¶Xv F¶mbnêì. ]s£ Ct¸mÄ AhÄç tXm¶n amPnív aIs\t¸mse Xsâ ]qÀ tXëw hfsc CjvSs¸«ncnípì Fìv.
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4 BibpsS ]qÀ \¡n¯pS¨v hr¯nbm¡n kcfmtZhn Ahsf amtdmSW¨v ]nSn¨p kvt\lt¯msS tNmZn¨p...."Bizmkambntà tamttf....' Bi \mWn¨v amPnsb sI«n¸nSn¨v Hê½ sImSp¯p. A§ns\ InSçt¼mÄ AhÄç tXm¶n amPnbpw AhêsS XpSIÄ Iq«nsRcníp¶ntÃ... AhÀçw Imahmk\ DWÀ¶ncníptam... kcfmtZhnbpsS ]Xp]Xp¯ amwkf icocw sI«n¸pWÀìv InS¡m³ AhÄç kpJw tXm¶n. AhÄçw A½mPnbpsS clky`mKw ImWmëw AXv \¡nçSnímëapÅ B{Klw a\Ên s]m«napfípIbmbnêì. AhÀ CXp hsc Xs¶ kpJn¸n¡m\mbn Xsâ "_pÀ' Ddp©nçSn¨ntÃ, At¸mÄ Ahtcbpw A§ns\ kpJn¸ntí ISa X\níntÃ. hn[hbmb AhÀçw ImWntÃ, AS¡n¸nSn¨ hnImcw. AhÄ ]Xnsb ssI amPnbpsS kmcníSnbnteív IbÁn AhêsS XpSIÄ¡nSbn t]âokv FhnsSbmsWìv ]êXm³ XpS§n. ]s£ t]âoknë ]Icw ssI t\sc AhêsS amwkfamb tcma§Ä \ndª henb ]qÁn sXm«t¸mÄ AhÄ Aåsamìv ]XdmXnê¶nÃ.... amPn t]âokv C«n«nÃ....!!! ]n¶oSmév AhÄ {i²n¨Xv AhÀ {_mbpw C«n«Ã. æfn Ignªv shdpw shÅ kmcnbpw »uÊpw am{XaWnªmév AhÀ Xsâ ASp¯p h¶ncníp¶Xv. AhÄ Xsâ hnc AhêsS henb ]qÁnteív XnêIn. sNdpNqSpÅ F®]m{X¯n hnc ap¡nbt]mse... B henb amXrtbm\n Imack¯m æfw t]membnêì. AhÄ Xsâ A½mhnb½bpsS apJt¯m«v t\m¡n. AhÀ I®pIÄ AS¨v Xsâ aêaIfpsS ssI{InbIÄ BkzZnípIbmév. "a½n InS¶ms«.... Rmëw a½nsb IbdnhcmXnê¶m aXnbmbnêì....'
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Hm.... kpas\¸Án Hìw t]S¡. AhÄçv Rm³ ASp¡fbn ]Wn sImSp¯n«pv. AYhm C\n h¶mepw HìanÃ.... Fìw ]dªv I«nen aeÀì InSìv ImÂap«pIÄ aS¡n, ]mZ§Ä InS¡bneq¶n kmcn ap«në apIfnteív DbÀ¯n. Bi AhÀ¡cnInenêìv kmcn Aåw IqSn s]m¡n Xsâ A½mhnb½bpsS NqXv t\m¡n¡p. {]mbw A{Xbmbn«pw amPnbpsS shfpshfp¯ XpSIfpsS anëanë¸pw amwkfXbpw Ahsf AÛpXs¸Sp¯n. Cê tcma§Ä hfÀì hoÀ¯p´n \nÂç¶ ]qdnsâ hnSÀ¶ NppIÄ¡nSbn Dudn \nÂç¶ tX³IW§Ä Iv AhfpsS hmbn shÅaqdn Bi AXphsc kzhÀ¤cXnbn GÀs¸«n«nÃ... ]s£ CâÀs\Án æsdtbsd Nn{X§fpw hoUntbmIfpw In«pv. æd¨p t\cw AhÄ a½nbpsS cXnkq\w hnSÀ¯n t\m¡nbn«v t\sc apJw æ\n¨v B hnSÀ¶ Nmen \¡m³ XpS§n. AXnsâ êNnsb ædn¨v AhÄç henb {]Xo£Isfmìw Dmbnê¶nÃ, AXn\m Xs¶ Aåw a\{]bmÊhpapmbnêì. ]s£ a[pchpw ]pfnbpw tNÀ¶ amPnbpsS B amZIckhpw aWhpw Ahsf D·¯bm¡n.. Bi AcaWn¡qtdmfw Xsâ amPnbpsS ]m\]m{Xw Ddp©ns¡mnêì. ]s£ A©pan\nÁn AhÀ cXnaqÀÑbn F¯n, F¶m Biív Xsâ A½mPnbpsS ]qÀ {]kmZw Ign¨v aXn h¶nê¶nÃ. Xs¶bpaà kcfmtZhnív Xsâ kpµcnbmb _lphns\s¡mv ]qdv XoÁníp¶Xn e`n¨ kpJw ]dªdnbn¡m³ ]Ám¯Xmbnêì. AhÀ BibpsS Xe ]nSn¨v Xsâ kmam\¯nen«v Dc¨v XpSIÄ sImv apJw Cdp¡n¸nSn¨p. amPnbpsS ]qdv \¡nçSnípt¼mÄ Bi Nn´nípIbmbnêì... amPn F´psImmév kpa³ h¶mepw {]iv\ansÃìv ]dªXv...!! s]«ìv AhÄç Ignª amkw \S¶ Hê Imcyw HmÀ½ hì. AtimIv Zp_mbn t]mæ¶Xnë ap³]v. AtimIv ho«nepÅ kab¯v kpa³ cm{Xn Xsâ apdnbn \nìv ]pd¯nd§mdnÃ. Aìv amPnív XethZ\ív KpfnI hm§m\mbn AtimIv cm{Xn ]¯p aWn kab¯v t]mbn. At¶camév AhÄ AXv IXv... kpa³ ]Xp§n ]Xp§n amPnbpsS apdnbn Ibdn hmXneS¨p. AXpw æfn Ignªv shdpw Hê kmcn am{Xsa AhÄ NpÁnbnêìÅq. C{Xbpw sshInb thfbn Hê the¡mcnív bPam\¯nbpsS apdnbn F´p Imcyw. Mvlm A¶Xv AhÄ A{X Imcyam¡nbnÃ... Hê ]s£ Xebn akmPv sNbvXp sImSp¡m\mbncnípw.
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3/5/2005
5 ]s£ C¶hÄçv amPn ]dªXpambn Iq«nhmbnípt¼mÄ Ft´m Nne IÅ¡fnIÄ amPnbpw kpaëw X½nentÃ...? Iptd kabw AhÄ ]qÀ XoÁ XpSÀ¶t¸mÄ amPnív Hê hn[w Xr]vXnbmbn. AhÄ Bisb ]nSn¨v Xsâ IqsS InS¯n sI«n ]pWÀìv ]dªp... aXn tamtf \ap¡n\n \nÀ¯mw.... B \à Ahkcw t\m¡n Bi kpas\ ædn¨p tNmZn¨p. kcfmtZhn ]p©ncn¨p sImv ]dªp.... kpa³ shdpw Hê the¡mcnbà F\nív, Ahsfsâ DÁ Iq«pImcnbmév. \o D¨ív `£Ww Ignªv Fsâ apdnbn hcq, FÃmw Rm³ ]dªp Xcmw. Bi Ct¸mÄ XnI¨pw {^jmbn Ignªnêì. AhfpsS £oWhpw DZmko\XbpsaÃmw ]¼ ISì. Ahfpw æfn¨p hìv In¨Wnse ]WnIfn ]¦ptNÀì. AhfpsS DÕmlhpw NpdpNpdpçw Iv kpaëw kcfmtZhnbpw AÀ°h¯mbn At\ym\yw t\m¡n ]p©ncn¨p. D¨`£Whpw ]WnIfpw Ignªt¸mÄ kpa³ _kmdn t]mIm³ Hê§n. hcm³ sshæsa¶Xn\m hoSnsâ Nmhnbpw I¿nseSp¯p, Btcbpw hmXn Xpd¡m³ hcm³ _p²nap«nt¡tÃm. CsXÃmw Iv BibpsS a\w æfnÀ¯p. AhÄ Hê aqfn¸m«pambn amPnbpsS apdnbn kw`hn¡m³ t]mæ¶ Imcy§sf ]Án Znhmkz]v\w Ip. kpa³ t]msbìv Dd¸mbt¸mÄ AhÄ sasà kcfmtZhnbpsS apdnbnteív sNì. kcfmtZhn Ahsf Im¯ncnípIbmbnêì. Bisb Iv AhêsS I®pIÄ B\µ¯m Xnf§n. Xsâ _lpdmWn X\nímbn Hê§n h¶ncnípì. Idp¯ jnt^m¬ kmcnbpw Idp¯ »uÊpw. AI¯v Idp¯ t{_ÊyÀ. Xebn ]qhv, N pIfn Cfw tdmkv \nd¯n en]vÌnIv. AhÀ Fgpt¶Áv BibpsS ASps¯¯n. Ahsf Ichebn¯n HXp¡nbn«v ]dªp... BitamÄ F{X kpµcnbmbncnípì... AhÀ Xsâ aêaIfpsS eÖbn æXnÀ¶ Nph¶ apJw ]nSn¨pbÀ¯n NppIfn Hê ap¯w sImSp¯p. Bibpw Ahsc sI«n¸pWÀìv Xsâ amPnív adp]Sn Npw_\w \ÂIn. æd¨p Ignªv kcfmtZhn Ahsf Npw_\¯n \nìv hnSphn¨v BibpsS hkv{X§Ä Hmtcm¶mbn Agn¨ amÁm³ XpS§n. kmcn »uÊv s]Ánt¡m«v... F¶n§s\ Hmtcm¶mbn Agn¨p amÁn. F¶n«v Aåw Zqtcív amdn \nìv Idp¯ {_mbpw sjVnbpw am{XaWnªp \nÂç¶ Xsâ bphkpµcnbmb _lphns\ \nÀ¶ntajbmbn t\m¡n \nì. shfpshfp¯ AhfpsS icoc¯nse Idp¯ {_mbpw t]âokpw Ahsf Hê A]vkcÊns\ t]mse tim`n¸n¨p. æd¨p t\cw C§ns\ \nÂç tamtf... F\nív \ns¶ In«v aXn hê¶nÃ. AhêsS izmkKXn thK¯nembn hnbÀ¡mëw XpS§n. amPnbpsS AhØ Iv Biív Xsâ kuµcy¯n A`nam\w tXm¶n. AhÄ ss[cyw kw`cn¨v ]dªp... A½mPnbpw XpWnIÄ Agníqt¶bv... F\nív amPnsb kpJn¸n¡Ww... AhÀçv ]n¶osSmìw BtemNn¡m\nÃmbnêì. kcfmtZhn Xsâ kmcnbpw »uÊw Agn¨p amÁn. AIs¯mìw [cn¨n«nÃmXnê¶Xn\m AhÀ ]cn]qÀ® \ábmbn. bphXnbmb BibpsS icoc¯nëv hn]coXambn AhêsS icocw Aåw XSn¨v amwkfambnêì. kvX\§Äçv Akmam\y hen¸hpw Aåw CSnªn«papmbnêì. \n¸nÄknëv \à \ofapv. Acs¡«pw hncnªv XSn¨Xmév. Xebnse apSnbngIfn Hmtcmìv shfp¯p XpS§nbn«ps¦nepw, AhêsS Kplym`mKs¯ tcma§Ä \à Idp¯Xpw I«nbpÅXpambnêì. kcfmtZhn Bisb t\m¡n. AhÀçv `bambnêì, Xsâ ssX¡nfhn icocw aêaIÄçv CjvSs¸Sptamìv... ]s£ AhÀ¡hnsS ImWm³ IgnªXv BIÀjWhpw Bkànbpambnêì. Bi AhêsS ASp¯v sNìv ]dªp.... A½mPo... Cs¶s¶ hÃmsX kpJn¸n¨p, C\n F\nív amPnsb kpJn¸n¡m³ Ahkcw XcWw... ¹okv.
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3/5/2005
6 kcfmtZhn AhnsSbpmbnê¶ Hê CuknsNbdn ImepIÄ Itkcss¡Ifn IbÁn sh¨v Bisb t{]a]pcÊw t\m¡n. AhÄçv a\Ênembn AhÀ F´mév B{Klníp¶sXìv. Bi Xdbnenêìv Xsâ amPnbpsS DÄXpSIfn D½sh¨p. ]ns¶ hfÀì \nÂç¶ Idp¯ ssaêIÄ hIªpamÁn hnSÀ¶ ]qÀNmen Ahsfmì \¡n. kpJw sImv AhÀ BibpsS XeapSnbn hnctemSn¨v sImv ]pe¼n... tamtf.... Fsâ tamtf... Bi AhêsS I´pdp©p¶Xn\nSbn tNmZn¨p... amPn kpasâ kpasâ Imcyw ]dbw Fì ]dªn«v....? tamÄçv AhfpsS IY tIÄ¡WatÃ... tamfv \¡n sImnêt¶m \nÀ¯ Rm³ FÃmw ]dbmw, AhÀ AhfsS Xebn XShns¡mv ]dªp. 20 hÀjw ap³]v AtimInsâ Aѳ acnípt¼mÄ Ahëv {]mbw shdpw 4 hbÊv. Rm³ HÁímbnt¸mbXn\m At±l¯nsâ ho«pImÀ AhêsS {Kma¯nse ho«nse the¡mcnbpsS aIsf, kpas\ Ct§mt«íb¨p. A¶hÄç {]mbw 15 hbÊv. AhÄ ho«nse FÃm tPmenbpw kXykÔXtbmsS sN¿pw, \à NpdpNpdpçÅ æ«n. AIme¯n hn[hbmb kcfmtZhnív ImahnImcw AS¡n shím³ hfsc {]bmkambnêì. F¶n«pw AhÀ Hê cmw hnhml¯nëv apXnÀ¶nÃ. A§ns\bncns¡ AhÀ AhnNmcnXambmév kpasâ Xt¶mSpÅ s]êamÁhpw t\m«hpsaÃmw {i²n¡m³ XpS§nbXv. AhÄçw Imahmk\ \¶mbpv. kpas\ AhÀ IqSpX CjvSs¸Sm³ XpS§n. B {KmaoW s]¬æ«n Xsâ CKnwX§Äçv hgns¸Spsaìv AhÀçv Bßhnizmkambn. Hê Znhkw AhÄ kcfmtZhnbpsS Xe aSnbn sh¨v ameokv sNbvXp sImncníbmbnêì. kcfmtZhn AhfpsS I®pIfnteív DÁp t\m¡n, AhnsS Ima hnImcw AebSníp¶Xv ImWmambnêì. kpa³ {Kma¯n ]eXhW B¬]nÅmêsS I¿n AIs¸Sm³ t]mbn«pv. AìapXte AhÄçv B¬ hÀ¤t¯mSv shdp¸mbnêì. PohnX¯n C\n hnhmlta Ign¡nsÃìv AhÄ Xoêam\saSp¯nêì. AXn\mtem Ft´m AhÄçv kv{XoIfpambn IqSpX ASp¡m³ Hê DÄt{]cWbpmbn. AhÄç kcfmtZhnsb¶ Xsâ bPam\¯ntbmSv Bév IqSpX Bcm[\tXm¶nbXv. kuµcyhXnbpw Ipeo\bpamb AhtcmSv AhÄ a\ÊpsImv ASp¯p. AhcpsS Hê ASnabmbn Pohníp¶Xnëv Bév AhÄçv XmÂ]cyw DmbXv. cpt]êtSbpw a\ÊpIÄ X½n AhcdnbmsX ktµi§Ä ssIamdnbt¸mÄ ]ns¶ H¶nëw XSÊap mbnÃ. kcfmtZhn AhfpsS apJw æ\n¨v B NppIfn Hê½ sImSp¯p. kpa³ kzÀ¤t¯ípbÀì. A{Xbpw \mÄ a\Ên kq£n¨ Imcyw CXm k^eamæì. CêhêtSbpw AS¡n¸nSn¨ amwk¯nsâ hnfnIÄçv Ahkm\w hmXn Xpdì In«nbncnípì. ]qÀ \¡nçSníp¶Xnëv AhÄçv P·kn²amb Hê hmk\ DÅXpt]mse.... Xsâ bPam\¯nbpsS tbm\ot¯³ AhÄç hfsc kzmZnjvTambn tXm¶n. cmhpw ]Iepsa¶nÃmsX AhÄ ZoZnív tkh\aëjvSn¨p. kcfmtZhnípw AhfpsS Xo{h]cnNcWw hfsc lr±nØambn. AtimIv hfÀìv X\n¨pÅ apdnbn InS¡m³ XpS§nbtXmsS cm{Xn kpa³ Fìw ZoZnbpsS apdnbn t]mbn¯pS§n. A¶mfpIfn Hìw kcfmtZhn AhfpsS tbm\nbn hZ\kpcXw \S¯mdnÃmbnêì. AhÄ Xsâ bPam\¯nsb tkhnípI F¶ Hê IÀ¯hyambn am{Xsa ZoZnsb kpJn¸n¨nê¶Xv. AtXmsSm¸w lkvXssaYp\w \S¯n kzbw Xr]vXn ASbpIbpw. kcfmtZhnív Xmgv¶ PmXn¡mcnbmb kpasâ NqXn apJaSp¸níp¶Xn Ft´m Hê hÃmbvI. B {KmaoW s]¬æ«n Xsâ clky`mK§sfÃmw hr¯nbmbn kq£nípìtm F¶ Bi¦. Hê tbm\nbpsS êNn F§ns\bmbncnípsa¶ `bw. ]s£ Hê Znhkw AhÀ ss[cyw kw`cn¨v kpasâ ]qdn Hê ap¯w sImSp¯p. Aklyamb bmsXmê hmk\sbmìw tXm¶mªXn\m AhÀçv Xsâ `bw AØm\¯msWìv a\Ênembn. kpa\mIs« X\nív GtXm hcw In«nbt]msemê ØnXnhntij¯nÂ..!! Xmgv¶ PmXn¡mcnbmb Xsâ kmam\¯n bPam\¯n D½ sh¨ncnípì. AhÄç hnizkn¡m\mbnÃ. Xm³ Cu `qanbn Xs¶bmtWm, AtXm kz]v\w ImWpIbmtWm....? ZoZnbpsS \mhv AhfpsS I¶n¸qdnsâ Nmen IqsS DgpXt¸mÄ AhÄ tImcn¯cn¨p. BZyambmbnêì AhfpsS AhnsS Bsc¦nepw http://in.groups.yahoo.com/group/kochupusthakam3/
3/5/2005
7 apJw ASp¸níp¶Xv. C{Xtbsd kpJamév Xm³ C{Xbpw \mÄ ZoZnív sImSp¯nê¶Xv Fìv AhÄ¡¶mév a\ÊnembXv. tlm Fs´mê kpJw. AhÄ sRfn]ncn sImp. kcfmtZhn¡mIs« C{Xbpw \à Hê Cfw]qdmWtÃm C{Xbpw Imew shdpsX hn«sX¶ hymæeXbpw. A{Xíp êNnIcambnêì kpasâ Acs¡«nse aZ\]pjv]w. kpaëv 20 hbÊmbt¸mÄ kcfmtZhn Ahsf \m«neb¨v IeymWw Ign¸níp¶Xnëv {ian¨nêì. ]s£ AhfXnëv hg§nbnÃ. AhfhfpsS AÑ\½amtcmSv XoÀ¯v ]dªp, ZoZnbpsS IqsSsb _m¡n PohnXan\nbpÅq Fìv. A{Xív Iv AhÄ kcfmtZhnbpambn ASp¯p Ignªnêì. Ct¸mÄ kpaëv 35 Dw kcfmtZhnív 47 Dw, C¡mea{Xbpw kpa³ cm{Xn ZoZnbpsS apdnbn sNìv Xsâ tkh\aëjvTn¨p Ignªp IqSn. CsXmìw AtimIn\dnbnÃmbnêì. IeymWambt¸mÄ AtimInëv Bisb CjvSs¸«p, kpaëw kcfmtZhnípw... B kq{X¡mcnbmb the¡mcnív C{Xbpw kpµcnbmb _lphns\ F§ns\ AhêsS kzhÀ¤cXnbnteív sImphcmw F¶mbnêì Nn´. AXhÄ Hcn¡Â kcfmtZhnsbmSv kqNn¸nípIbpw sNbvXp. ]s£ A¶hÀçv AXp tI«t¸mÄ tIm]amév h¶Xv. Xsâ aIsâ `mcysb ædn¨v A§ns\ Hìw Nn´n¡êXv Fìv ]dªv AhÀ kpas\ H¯ncn hgç ]dªXmév. AhÀ Hcn¡epw Bisb A§ns\ Hê _Ô¯nteív hen¨ng¡nà Fìw IêXnbnê¶Xmév. ]s£ Imcy§Ä B hgn¡ÃtÃm \o§nbXv. BibpsS hncl ZpJ¯nëv Hê Bizmkw ]Icm\mbnêì AhÀ {ian¨Xv. AXv ChnsS hs¶¯psaìv IêXnbnXÃ. IY tI«v tI«v Bi hÃmsX hnImchXnbmbn Ignªnêì. AhÄ kcfmtZhnbpsS ]qÁn \ç¶Xns\m¸w \mhv IqÀ¸n¨v enwKw IbÁnbndç¶Xp t]msebpw sNbvXp sImSp¯p. kcfmtZhnípw IYIÄ ]dbp¶tXmsSm¸w cph«sa¦nepw kvIe\ap mbn. Hê 8 kv]q¬ tXs\¦nepw AhÀ Bisbs¡mv æSn¸n¨ncnípw. Bi AhfdnbmsX Xs¶ Xsâ ssI t]âoknëÅneqsS "_pÀ'  IbÁn Cf¡n Imamán sISp¯m³ {ianípìmbnêì. kcfmtZhn AhfpsS ssI]nSns¨gpt¶Â¸n¨v InS¡bntem«v \Sì.... hcq tamtf... æ«nsbs¶ Hê]mSv t\cambnsà kpJn¸n¡m³ XpS§nbn«v.... C\n A½mPn tamsf t{]an¡mw.... AhÀ BibpsS {_mbpw t]âokpw Agn¨pamÁn, At¸mtgípw Bi AhêsS Idp¯ ap´ncn§ t]mepÅ ape¡®pIfn Hìv hmbnem¡n ëWbm³ XpS§nbnêì. Xsâ `À¯mhv ]m æSn¨ B hneb apeIfn ]nSn¨p sRç¶Xnepw N¸p¶Xnepw AhÄç henb BËmZw tXm¶n. kcfmtZhn Hê hn[¯n Ahsf ]nSn¨v InS¡bn InS¯n. XeXncnªv AhfpsS Acs¡«nteív Xsâ apJhpw AhfpsS apJw XtâXnteípw hêw hn[w InSì. cpt]Àçw At\ym\yw \nXw_§fn ]nSn¨p sRcn¡mëw, ]ckv]cw tbm\nIfn hmbv sh¡mëw km[níp¶ sekv_nb\nk¯nse kpµcamb 69 Bk\¯n hì. aWn¡qdpItfmfw AhÀ¡n\n hZ\kpcXw BkzZn¡mw.... AhêsS B kwt`mK ]c¼c Ahkm\n¨t¸mÄ kabw H¯ncn Bbnêì. Bi hkv{X§Ä [cn¨v Xsâ apdnbn t]mbn æd¨p t\cw Dd§n. kw]qÀ®ambpw Xr]vXnbSª B bphXn cm{Xn 8 aWn Bbn«mév DWÀ¶Xv. AhÄ XI¨pw Dt·jhXnbmbnêì. s{^jmb AhÄ ASp¡fbntem«v sNì..... A½mhnb½bpw aêaIfpw X½nepÅ N«nbSn ]cn]mSn Ac§p XIÀçt¼mÄ the¡mcn kpa³ _mkmdn \nìw Xncns¨¯n. AhÄ iÐsamìw Dm¡msX t\sc Xsâ apdnbn t]mbn. AhÄ¡dnbmw ZoZnbpsS apdnbn F´mbncnípw \Sç¶sXìv. AhfpsS a\Êv kt´mj¯m XpÅn NmSn. AhÄ¡dnbmw _lp ZoZnív hgns¸«m XmaknbmsX Xtâbpw CjvS§Äçv hg§n Xêsaìv. kpctemI kp\µcnbmb _lpdmWnbnambn Hìv can¡m³ km[nípI F¶ ImcytamÀçt¼mÄ Xs¶ AhÄ tImcn¯cn¨p. B æ«nsb IXp apX AhfpsS a\w sh¼ns¡m nê¶Xmév... AXmWtÃm `Khms\ kw`hn¡m³ t]mæ¶Xv.
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3/5/2005
8 Bi hkv{X§sfÃmw amdn In¨Wnteív Nmb æSn¡m³ hê¶Xp Iv kpa³ kcfmtZhntbmSv ]Xnsb ]dªp. ZoZo... Cu kpµcnç«nsb Cu ]mh¯në IqSn Hìv ]¦p shíq ZoZo... FSo AhÄ Ft¶mSSp¯p F¶Xv icn Xs¶.... AXp t]memtWm... \o... AhÄ Cu ho«nse aêaIfmév, AXp ad¡. AtimsI§mëanXdnªmÂ.... ]ns¶ \½Ä Pohn¨ncn¡tWm...? Fsâ \ne F\nídnbmw ZoZo... F¶mepw ZoZn a\Êp sh¨mÂ.... hcs« t\m¡s«.... AhfpsS a\ÊdnbWw, AXnë apt¶ \o NmSn ]pds¸«mÂ, `hnjy¯v AdnbmatÃm...? F¶mepw... C\n _lpdmWn ZoZnbpsS apdnbetà Dd§pI, Ft¶bpw AhnsS InS¯nbm aXn ZoZo...
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Bi AhêsS kwkmcsaÃmw sNhn IqÀ¸n¨v {i²nípìmbnêì. Aìv amPn ]dª IY tI«v AhfpsS a\Êv XpSnípIbmbnêì. AhÄ kpas\ {i²n¨p.... {KmaoW s]¬sImSnbmtWepw Xct¡SnÃm¯ apJ{iobpv. \à Dd¨ icocw. admTn s]®p§sft¸mse kmcn XÁpSpç¶Xpt]msebmév DSpç¶Xv. AXn\m N´nIÄ cpw \Sçt¼mÄ InSì sh«p¶Xp ImWm³ ckapv. {_m CSp¶ ]Xnhv AhÀ¡nÃ, ]s£ AXnÃmsX Xs¶ apeIÄ sXdn¨p \nÂçì. Chsfs¡mv Hìv t_mUn akmPv sN¿n¡Ww, amPn CSs¡ _mXvdqan akmPv sN¿n¡m³ hnfníp¶Xv In«pv. AXmtemNn¨t¸mÄ Xs¶ AhfpsS XpSIÄ¡nSbn shÅsamen¡m³ XpS§n. Nmb æSn¨p sImncnípt¼mÄ Bi ]dªp... amPn Fsâ icocamsI Igípì Hìv akmPv sNbvXtem....? AXp \ÃXm tamtf... \½psS kpa³ AXnë ]Ánb Bfm.... kpa³ _lphnëv \¶mbn Hìv akmPv sNbvXv sImSpçv... F®bn«n«v Xs¶ Bbnt¡mfq... incn ZoZo.... Ct¸mÄ Xs¶ lamw X¿mdm¡mw.... ]qÀ® N{µs\ t]mse {]Imin¨ apJt¯msS kcfmtZhnsb t\m¡n ]p©ncn¨v kpa³ _mXvdqanteív HmSn.... tamfv F´p thtWepw Ahsfs¡mv sN¿n¸nt¨mfqt«m... AhÄ hnizØbmév.... hr¯nbpw shSn¸papÅ Iq«¯nem.... BibpsS a\ÊdnbmsX kcfmtZhn ]dªp.... Bi Hê IŨncntbmsS _mXvdqanteív \Sì...
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3/5/2005