2019
nina shekhar
[ r e d a c t ] for voice, chamber ensemble, & electronics
PROGRAM NOTES [redact] attempts to capture the way the human brain reacts to trauma. In the aftermath of a traumatic event, the brain may burn certain details of the event into memory while blocking out other details to protect itself from the emotional and physical pain of the trauma. Perceptions of reality and self may be affected, and it may be extremely difficult to speak about the experience. This piece attempts to sonically portray evolving mental states of one’s brain after trauma. The singer presents a text that is transformed using a series of processes. Through redaction and reordering of words, the text’s meaning is recontextualized and is never presented in its true form.
text: blow your breath speak my tongue cook his bite that swallowed me
Please note that this piece deals with sensitive, complex, and extreme emotional states that can be challenging to process. If audience members feel uncomfortable at any time during the piece, they are welcome to step out until they feel ready to return.
PERFORMANCE NOTES [redact] is scored for soprano, clarinet in B♭, tenor saxophone, violin, cello, percussion (crotales with bow, vibraphone with bow, snare drum, and toms), electronics, and optional lighting. The electronics consist of a tape track and click track. The voice and all instruments should be amplified due to the close-detailed nature of certain sounds used in the piece. Individual parts for the voice and all instruments have been included. Should performers choose to read from the score, the cutaway staves beginning at rehearsal letter C are to be read by counting beats shown in the other parts playing during a break in the score. Individual parts (including the soprano score) includes filled in measures with rests with cue lines for other parts rather than cutaway staves. In performances with lighting, three lamps should be placed around the ensemble. Lamps are operated by performers with a foot switch and are turned on and off as marked in the score. Sun-shaped noteheads indicate light on, while filled-in square noteheads indicate light off. Should the ensemble opt to use a lighting board instead of individually controlled lamps, they should use the alternate score with separate lighting staff. A stage diagram is shown below depicting correct lamp placement.
Lamp 1
☼
x = microphone ☼ = lamp
Soprano
x Computer/ Electronicist
Lamp 2
Lamp 3
for the International Contemporary Ensemble
transposed score
[redact] Commissioned by the Los Angeles Philharmonic Association Gustavo Dudamel, Music & Artistic Director
Eerily conscious q = 60 (breath sounds)
& 44
↓
↑
electronics
nina shekhar 2019
↓
↑
↓
↑
↑
↓
↓
↑
voice
& 44
∑
∑
clarinet in b b
& 44
∑
∑
tenor sax
& 44
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
violin
& 44
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
cello
percussion (crotales, toms, vibraphone, snare drum)
lighting (lamp 1, lamp 2, lamp 3)
? 44
∑
4 &4 4 4
∑
∑
∑ ˙
∏
∑
Œ
∑
∑
∑
begin with all lamps ON
∑
∑
∑
&
O
∏
O
O
O
∑
˙
III. (open harmonic gliss.) sul pont. (rebow as needed)
↑
∑
w
∑ L1 L2 L3
∑
w
↓
↑
˙
∏
n
Œ
∑ O
O
O
n
CROTALES
‰ œj ˙
bowed, let ring
∏
Copyright © 2019 by Nina Shekhar (ASCAP) All Rights Reserved
∑
œ œ
> f
Œ ∑
œ
π
w Œ
b˙. ∑
œ
∏
[redact]
2
&
8
elec.
∑
8
v.
∑
↓
↑
&
Œ
π
œ
Breathe,
8
b b cl.
t. sx.
& w &
O
IV. (open harmonic gliss.) sul pont. (rebow as needed) 8
vln.
& O
O
∏
vc.
>j
> f
O
O
∑
O
Œ
π
∑
˙.
breathe
w
w
w
O.
O ∑
O
w O
O ∑
O
↓
↑
˙
‰ j# œ œ
œ.
˙
œ œ ‰ J
w
my
speak,
∏
O ∑
?
π
O.
O
ord.
w
∏
j nœ ˙
O.
#œ
∑
(all lamps on)
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
Œ ∑
↑
↓
f
j ‰ Œ
(exhale gliss)
>
f
‰ ‰ œ ˙ π
>œ
J ‰ Œ
P
f
‰ œj ˙ . j œ œ ˙. > ord.
f
O
III. (open harmonic gliss.) sul pont. (rebow as needed)
j ‰ œ &
w VIBRAPHONE
A (1:00)
>œ
B œ ˙. ‰J
w O
↑
> f
w
bowed, motor on (slow), let ring
to vibraphone
(crts.)
& œœ ‰ Œ J
8
lights
∑
&
8
perc.
O
∑
w
w
w
n
w
w
w
∑
↓
↑
O
∏
>œ to crotales J ‰ Œ
f
∏
∑
∑
3
[redact] ↑ &
16
elec.
&
Œ
16
v.
↓
b b cl.
t. sx.
&
P
œ œ
w
w
˙.
œ your
˙
π
∑
vln.
vc.
& ˙ ˙ &
π
f
O CROTALES
w
16
perc.
&
16
lights
π
(all lamps on)
∑
P
>œ
f
↑
↑
3
2 4
∑
4 ↑ 4
π
↓
f
↓ ↑ ↓↑ ↓ ↑↓ ↑ ↓↑ ↓ ↑ ↑ ↓ ↑ ↓ ↑ 42 Œ 44
↓
3
3
3
w
p
π
∏
O
O
7
O
F
IV. (open harmonic gliss.) sul pont. (rebow as needed)
O
O
42
π
œ œ œ œ œ œ œ œ œ œ œ œ œ œ ˙ .
O
O
3
3
∑
∑
∑
∑
P
w
∑
4 4
∑
O Œ
2 4
∑
4 4
∑
2 4
∑
4 4
∑
>œ 4 J‰Œ 4
˙
n
O
O
n
(crotales)
∑
44
2 4
n
O
˙
Œ
7
O
J‰Œ
f
↓
Œ
˙
n
O
π
n
∑
O ˙
bowed, let ring
π
↑
˙.
˙
(fltz.)
w w
O
π
↓
tongue,
œ œ œ ˙ Œ ‰J
‰ œj œ j œ œ œ
16
œ Œ
œ œ ˙ J ‰
p
↑
↓
breath sounds
(fltz.)
π
P
&
↓
π
swal - low
16
↑
↓
Œ
∑
œ
˙
bowed, let ring
π
2 4 2 4
∑
4 4
f
π
∑
3
4 elec.
↑ &
↑
↓
p
π
bite
23
b b cl.
t. sx.
&
∑
&
∑
&
∑
vc.
23
perc.
&
23
lights
w
(all lamps on)
f >
p
#œ.
p
f
f
p
̆ ‰ # œJ ̆ ≈ # œ œ . J
blow,
speak,
f
̆ J
∑
Œ
p
3 ‰ j 4 # œ. # œ. ‰ ‰ œ. that cooked
blow,
3 4
∑
me.
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
3 4
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
3 4
ord.
Œ
∑ >œ
J ‰ Œ
f
∑
‰ J
blow,
n
23
vln.
his
w
&
Œ
(rapid breathing)
ts-k-t-ps
j ‰ œ #˙
& Œ ˙
23
v.
[redact]
(vocal chatter)
23
∑
b Oœ
π
Ow Œ
Ow
O
O
∏
˙
(crotales)
π
∑
O>œ J O
O
f
‰
O
Œ
∑
3 4
Œ
∑
3 4
∑
3 4
∑
43
n
w
>œ
J
f
∑
to vibraphone
‰
Œ
∑
elec.
3 & 4
2 4
∑
3 &4
4 4
∑
p
2 ⇵⇵⇵⇵ ⇵⇵⇵⇵ 4 Œ
∑
29
v.
5
[redact]
B (1:54)
4 4
2 4 ˙
3 4 ˙.
(drone)
∑
π
p
2 ⇵⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵⇵ ⇵ ⇵ 3 4 4
∑
4 ˙. 4
ts-k-t-ps
(whisper, randomly alternating between given syllables as rapidly as possible)
4 4
ts-k-t-ps
Œ
‰
J
>
throaty inhale
Ÿ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ œ #œ ˙. w J 3 4 4 4
(low pitch)
timbral trills
b b cl.
3 &4
∑
2 4
∑
4 4
∑
2 4 Œ
t. sx.
3 &4
∑
2 4
∑
4 4
∑
2 4
29
3 &4
vln.
vc.
3 &4 Œ 3 &4 Œ
29
perc.
3 4
29
lights
2 4
∑
29
Œ ‰
?
j 2 j ‰ œ 4 œ
ord.
> f
p
∑
Œ
4 4
Œ ‰ j 42 j œ œ
Œ
4 4
Œ ‰ j 42 j œ œ
4 4
∑
VIBRAPHONE
‰ j 42 j ‰ œ œ
Œ
(all lamps on)
bowed, motor on, let ring
∑
p
2 4
> f
∑
∑
4 4
∑
‰
2 4 Œ > f
p
p
2 4
> f
‰ ‰
Œ
‰
Œ ∑
(
π
bœ J
π
)
P
j 4 j 3 4 Œ Œ ‰ #œ 4 œ ‰ Œ #œ œ Œ 3 4
> f
p
˙.
4 4
w
p
> f
n
3 4 4 Œ Œ ‰ œj 4 œj ‰ Œ œ œ Œ > f
p
p
> f
3 4 Œ 4 Œ Œ ‰ j 4 j‰ Œ b œœ œœ # œœ œœ > dampen, do not let ring
3 4
p
∑
4 4
f
p
∑
> f
[redact]
6 35
elec.
&
35
v.
&
35
b b cl.
t. sx.
&
Œ
~~~~~~ œ
Œ
& Œ #œ œ
(
& ? œ Œ
‰
p
> f
‰ ≈ r œ œ p
≈ œ œ ‰ œj > f
> f
p
‰
œ ≈ #œ
& Œ ‰ ≈ # œr œj ‰ ‰ ≈ œr œ
‰
35
(all lamps on)
> f
∑
(
p
p
p
> f
œ ‰
#œ
> f
‰
# œ œ> p
f
j‰ œ œ > f
‰ ‰
p
∑
p
arco
‰ j œ
‰ Œ ‰ # œ œj > f
œ
p
p
‰ œ œ ‰ p
> f
‰
>
p
f
f
Œ ∑
#œ œ p
> f
> f
p
≈ #œ œ p
œ
p
‰
)
‰
Œ
r j ‰ ≈ #œ œ ‰
≈ # œ œj ‰
œ
>
f
> f
p
pizz.
Œ
‰ œ
pizz.
arco
j ‰ ≈œ œ ‰ j Œ œ nœ > >
> p f
J
Œ
cresc.
arco
œ œ
Œ
(
pizz.
≈
ts-k-t-ps
)
> f
p
j ‰ bœ œ> f
Œ
œ œ ‰ ‰ #œ
> f
p
Œ
Ÿ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ÿ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ bœ #œ œ ˙ œ #œ œ ‰ ‰ J J
pizz.
p
p
> f
pizz.
35
lights
≈ # œr œj ‰ # œ œ Œ
> f
p
p
‰ Œ
f
arco
perc.
>
‰
)
œ œ
Œ
pizz.
J
π
Œ
> f
>j
Ÿ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ œ #œ œ w ˙ J
‰
35
vc.
(high pitch)
p
vln.
‰
>j
œ
> f
> f
arco
‰
p
arco
‰ #œ ‰ #œ
œ
‰ j j‰ #œ œ
≈
p
p
œ
∑
> f
‰
> f
œ œ
p
> f
7
[redact]
5 4
39
elec.
&
39
v.
&
39
(
t. sx.
& ‰ 39
p
? ≈ & ‰
‰
œ œ
> p f
> f
≈ ‰
39
#œ p
39 (all lamps on)
lights
Œ
œ
> f
≈ #œ œ ‰ p
# œ >œ
‰ œ
> f
p
pizz.
‰ # œj
Œ
p f
arco
‰ ≈ r j ‰ œ œ
pizz.
Œ
j #œ
p
‰
‰ ∑
œ
p
> f
œ
> f
‰
(
J
Œ
>
(
)
≈ # œ œj
> f
p
arco
≈ #œ œ p
>
f
‰
> f
‰
Œ
œ
≈
Œ
‰
‰
Œ
‰
>j
Œ
‰
>j
5 4
Ÿ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ bŸ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ œ #œ œ w œ #œ œ ‰ 5 J J 4
œ
pizz.
ts-k-t-ps
)
j #œ œ
& j œ > f
perc.
Œ
bŸ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ œ #œ ˙. ‰ J ‰
&
vc.
‰
b b cl.
vln.
>j
‰ arco
‰
œ œ
> p f
r j ≈ #œ œ ‰ p
pizz.
œ
#œ p
j j ‰ #œ œ > f
p
∑
)
> f
j #œ œ
‰
p
> f
arco
‰
œ
> f
Œ
œ
p
‰
to toms
‰
j œ
> f
≈
œ œ
p
> f
≈ ‰
ƒ
j ≈ #œ œ ‰ p
# œ >œ
> f
pizz.
pizz.
5 4
‰ # œj
Œ
p f
45
Œ
45
arco
‰ ≈ r j ‰ œ œ
j #œ
p
∑ ∑
> f
5 4 5 4
8 elec.
C Frenetically q = 96
5 &4
(2:40)
45
42
v.
lights
TOMS (low)
– 45 ––
all lamps OFF
42
5 &4
45
46
v.
‰
>j
lights
4 Y 4
v.
4 &4
Œ ts-k-t-ps
44
J
>
‰
44
ts-k-t-ps
J
>
‰
4 – 4
(L1 off)
Y
Œ
Œ
>
(L1 on)
‰
>j
Œ
vln.
>
‰ b œJ (f) ∑
2 4
π
ts-k-t-ps
b wO
wO
π
b b Ow
Ow
arco
π
Œ
∑
4 4
sim. 42 ‰ Œ J
ts-k-t-ps
(L3 off)
Œ
pizz.
Œ
–
(L3 on)
Œ
Œ
π
5 4
45
(dampen strings)
ƒ
j
‰
ts-k-t-ps
Œ
pitchless scratch tone
vc.
lights
p rapid breathing
ts-k-t-ps
π
44
52
⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵
D (3:02)
52
44
vc.
elec.
Œ
(scratch tone)
46
elec.
ts-k-t-ps
45
42
perc.
π
2 4
∑
Œ
[redact]
–
Œ
44
[redact]
5 4
58
v.
π
p
ts-k-t-ps
‰
key clicks on random notes (avoid reg. and scalar patterns), as rapidly and randomly as possible (only key noise, no air sound)
t. sx.
π
& 45 b œ (f) >
58
vln.
J
>
elec.
45
(scratch tone)
v.
45
? 42
pitchless scratch tone (dampen strings)
vc.
42
64
lights
Y
ƒ
(all lamps ON)
Œ
42
π
44
Œ
42
Ȯ
∑
44 –
Œ
Œ
π
œ
>
‰
(all lamps OFF)
Œ
J
>
Œ
42
≤
>œ
45
>j
‰
b >œ
arco
Œ
Œ
b˙ 24 b ˙
41
scratch tone
42
41
scratch tone
Œ
42
π
n n Ȯ
π
Œ
(pitchless)
y
ƒ
42
∑
>j
(pitchless)
y
ƒ
41 –
42 b Oœ
‰
42
Œ
42
π
b b Oœ π
9 42
‰
+ air sound (no tone)
arco
45 – 45 ––
>
Œ bœ
pizz.
–
J 45 ‰
∑
π
pizz.
vln.
44
π
b b Ow
(scratch tone)
45 45
42 Ȯ
41 y
key noise only
t. sx.
44 b O w
π
ts-k-t-ps
ts-k-t-ps
45
lights
& 42 Y
45
ts-k-t-ps
key noise only
vc.
64
45
π
44 ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵
5 &4 pizz.
ts-k-t-ps
elec.
Œ
≤
>œ
J
[redact]
10
E (3:38) elec.
& Œ
p
69
v.
44
ts-k-t-ps
P
44 Œ
⇵
ts-k-t-ps
⇵
⇵
⇵
⇵
⇵
⇵
⇵
p ts-k-t-ps
Œ
‰
J
>
,
&
t. sx.
+ air sound (no tone)
44
& π
&
∑
∑
44
∑
?
∑
∑
44
∑
69
vln.
vc.
∑
69
lights
(all lamps on)
∑
∑
44
∑
∑
π
≤
f
P
42
˙
π
44
f
42 # ˙
π
44
44
f
>œ
‰ J
to vibraphone
rapidly tap drum with brushes, vary speed as randomly as possible
44
∑
~~~~~~~~~~~~
SNARE DRUM
perc.
Œ
f
42 ˙
my
cl.
key noise only
π
π
VIBRAPHONE
to crotales
42 b ˙
bowed, let ring
&
π
42 –
f
Œ
44
11
[redact]
& 44
74
elec.
ts-k-t-ps
44 Œ
74
v.
‰
J
>
&
f
œ
Œ
P
f
&
his
& 44
43 Y .
Œ
Œ
that
#.
vln.
& 44
vc.
+ air sound (no tone)
∑ >
? 44 b œ
Œ
≤ >œ J Œ
‰
∑
∑
œ bœ
π lights
(all lamps on)
∑
∑
Œ
* singer may substitute whistle tones for normal sung tones; pitch may be adjusted so long as general shriek sound is produced.
œœ
p
∑
(pitchless) 43 Y.
44
44
scratch tone
ƒ
∑
43
∑
– 43 ––
CROTALES
perc.
44
π
f
rapidly tap crotales with fingers using given notes in any order, vary speed and note order as randomly as possible
74
Œ
+ tone
π
pizz.
Œ
f
key noise only
& 44
—
ah
π
74
43
+ air sound (no tone)
74
t. sx.
44
(scratch tone)
whistle tone *
‰ œJ Œ b œ
blow
key clicks on random notes (avoid reg. and scalar patterns), as rapidly and randomly as possible (only key noise, no air sound)
b b cl.
⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵
Œ
arco, scratch tone (pitchless)
Y.
ƒ
to snare drum
π
P
∑
π
Œ
Œ
44
[redact]
12
F (3:59)
elec.
4 & 4
44
79
v.
p ts-k-t-ps
+ air sound (no tone)
4 &4
79
2 4
π
key noise + air sound (no tone)
t. sx.
Œ
‰
42
key noise only
b b cl.
2 4
ts-k-t-ps
>j
#˙ π ƒ
2 4
π
&
ts-k-t-ps
œ
J
(squeak)
4 &4
ts-k-t-ps
p
Œ
f
4 4
(scratch tone)
f
‰
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Œ
f p 4 œ
4
Œ
& 44
vln.
(wild and uncontrolled, mix of richochet and single hits; vary pitches rapidly, aim for as much harmonic sound as possible)
key noise + air sound (no tone)
4 4 f
X
with tone
4 4
ƒ
π
42
π
vc.
f
44
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
44
SNARE DRUM 79
perc.
rapidly tap drum with brushes, vary speed as randomly as possible
π
79
lights
π
f
Œ
42 42
P
scratch tone
y
ƒ
π
∑
Œ
(as rapidly as possible)
π pizz.
œ
>
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
π
–
44 Œ
∑
(pitchless)
~~~~~~~~~~~
noisy col legno battuto
44 Œ
bite
rapid noisy col legno battuto
79
P
Œ
44 44
to vibraphone
f
π
∑
π
13
[redact]
43
84
elec.
&
Œ
84
v.
84
b b cl.
t. sx.
&
& 84
vln.
&
F
‰ 43 Œ J ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵⇵⇵
>
+ tone
π
f
π
- tone, + air
π
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
43 Œ 43
44
Œ
Œ
π
f
Œ & #œ
ts-k-t-ps
P
44 Œ
&
ts-k-t-ps
your
f
44
f
π
44 44 Œ
vc.
œ
>
‰
pizz.
˙.
>
Œ
ƒ
X. ‰ J (squeak)
+ tone
j bœ
ah
π
Œ
π
f
π
f
Œ
low
- tone, + air
44
Œ
-
#—
- tone, + air
π
with tone
Œ
œ Œ
+ tone
key noise + air sound (no tone)
π
#œ
swal
#œ
Œ
f
f
π
ƒ
∑
∑
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
arco, rapid noisy col legno battuto
(wild and uncontrolled, mix of richochet and single hits; vary pitches rapidly, aim for as much harmonic sound as possible)
π
P
CROTALES VIBRAPHONE
perc.
84
lights
(all lamps on)
∑
43 Œ
43 Œ
Œ Œ
rapidly tap crotales with fingers using given notes in any order, vary speed and note order as randomly as possible
to crotales
#œ
bowed, let ring
&
π
f
(L2, L3 OFF)
––
4 4 44
œ bœ #œ
∑ (L2, L3 ON)
Œ
π
œ
p
∑
π
P
∑
π
14 89
elec.
&
&Œ
bœ
89
v.
42
&
œ Œ
>
tongue
his
π
f
π
t. sx.
42
f
& π
π
42
π
f
vln.
vc.
&
f
45 Œ
45
?
P
π
~~~~~~~~~~~
ord., slow gliss beginning on start of initial note
w
œœ
(crotales)
œ bœ
π 89
lights
(all lamps on)
∑
42 ˙
P
∑
42
π
42
f
π
˙. π
œ ˙. ‰ J
with tone
44 π
f
π
42
scratch tone (pitchless)
f
42
π
Y
ƒ
Y
ƒ
∑
45
π slow gliss beginning on start of initial note
44
˙
π
44
Œ
∑
– 42 –– Œ
44
Œ
(as rapidly as possible)
π
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
SNARE DRUM
44
~~~
noisy col legno battuto
rapidly tap drum with brushes, vary speed as randomly as possible
to snare drum
π
f
ord.
(pitchless)
p
44
scratch tone
P
π
perc.
π
f
with tone
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 42 45 Œ
ts-k-t-ps
ah
π
(as rapidly as possible)
π
4 4
44
w
arco, noisy col legno battuto 89
f
G (4:30)
breathe
- tone, + air
+ tone
˙.
45 ˙
3
π
key noise + air sound (no tone)
π
24 # œ > n œ Œ swal - low
+ tone
42 Y
(scratch tone)
bite
- tone, + air
with tone
Œ
œ
89
b b cl.
[redact]
π
f
Œ
15
[redact]
41 y
95
elec.
&
ts-k-t-ps
&œ
95
v.
‰
cooked
j Œ
>
(unpitched)
ƒ
—————
f
5
>
#œ
Œ
3
sh - sh - sh - sh - sh
swal
-
π
œ
low
&
π
f
f
π
π
f
with tone
t. sx.
&
f
95
vln.
vc.
&
~~~~~~~~~~ Œ
perc.
95
lights
42
π
b b Ȯ
Œ
π
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ P
(all lamps on)
œ
43 Œ
Œ
3 4 Œ
œ œ ‰ J
43 Œ
˙
π
π
π
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Œ Œ
(as rapidly as possible)
π
P
3 4
Œ
Œ
π
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
to toms
π
∑
π
breathe
π
42
––
42
f
2 4
f
42
f
˙ f
˙ f
˙
f
noisy col legno battuto
(S. D.)
π
f
∑
π
Œ
f
π
42 b Ȯ
F
?
95
π
#˙
42 # ˙
speak
44
f
f
43 ‰ # Jœ ˙
with tone 95
b b cl.
41 y
(scratch tone)
(scratch tone)
(L1, L2 OFF)
Œ
(L1, L2 ON)
Œ
41
scratch tone
(pitchless)
(pitchless)
y
ƒ
TOMS
(low) 14 >
π
f
41
scratch tone
∑
1 – 4 ––
ƒ
> 41 ƒ
ƒ
43
y
42
Œ
1 – 4 ––
44
H (4:45)
16
& 44
102
elec.
(+ glissandi)
ts-k-t-ps
f
⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ ⇵ 44
102
v.
∑
[redact]
&
‰
# œ J
≈ # œJ . Œ
bite
his
π
œ
f
f >œ
˙.
œ J‰ Œ ‰ J
blow
≈ œJ . Œ
me
ƒ
hoarse, guttural attack
Œ
that
# ˘œ
j
Y
>
hyo
-
p
f
p
3
ƒ # œ >œ
‰
J
Œ
swal - low
p
f
‰
ah
with tone cl.
Œ
f # œ
œœœœœœœŒ 7
>>>>>> p f
with tone
t. sx.
p
vln.
Œ
vc.
>
(toms)
perc.
44
(L1 on)
lights
Œ
p
f
slow gliss beginning on start of initial note
b˙.
Œ
˙
œ
p
F
∑
slow gliss beginning on start of initial note
Œ
#˙.
P
Œ
Œ
#˙ f
P
pizz.
˙
Œ
∑
Œ
∑
p
f
‰ jŒ œ >
f
f
102
p
f
>
Œ
f
∑
π
f
molto sul pont, overpressure, with dirty, gritty sound
Œ
b˙ > f
˙
ƒ
arco, molto sul pont, overpressure, with dirty, gritty sound
bœ
˙.
> f
∑ ∑
˙
Œ
ƒ >
f
b˙ > f
∑
Œ
17
[redact] 108
elec.
&
108
v.
&
f
ƒ
œ #œ œ œ bœ
œ
j
tongue
&
ƒ
œ̆
>
— ‰ J
Œ
hyo - ah
>œ >œ >œ >œ >œ >œ >œ œ
(fltz.)
108
b b cl.
Œ
3
your
f
p
7
f
t. sx.
&
œ b œ œ > > 3
f
>
# >œ œ> œ> œ> œ> œ> œ> # w
f
vc.
& ?
b˙ > f Œ
p
nœ
108
vln.
Œ
n˙.
Œ ƒ
108
perc.
108
lights
(all lamps on)
#˙
>
(toms)
Œ
∑
f
ƒ
˙
˙
> f
> f
∑
add vocal fry
Y.
-
Y
>
ah
b >œ b >œ >œ
f
3
>œ # >œ # >œ ˙
#œ ƒ
#œ
Œ
Œ
> f
>
f
∑
>
˙ ƒ
Œ
b˙
˙
> f
w
3
ƒ
∑
ƒ
f
hyo
˙.
#˙.
j
breathe my
f
> f
ƒ
Œ
#˙. Œ
7
nœ
b œ œ . ‰ J ≈J
ah
(fltz.)
>
#œ
> f
œ ƒ
Œ
∑
n >œ >œ >œ >œ >œ >œ >œ œ p
˙ Œ
7
#œ
> f
ƒ
b˙ > f
∑ ∑
[redact]
18 113
elec.
&
& Œ
f
113
v.
j
ƒ # ˘œ
f
Œ
>
j
hyo - ah
b b cl.
˙
&
t. sx.
f
113
vln.
vc.
&
#œ
Œ
œ
> f
ƒ Œ
?
n˙ ƒ
>
(toms) 113
perc.
113
lights
f
(all lamps on)
Œ
Œ ∑
Y.
j
>
œ œ œ
> f
nœ
>
Œ
˙
#˙ > f
>
‰ J
œ ƒ
#œ
Œ ∑
ƒ
Œ
˙ ~~~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~~ # ˙ ~~~~~
Œ
> f
˙
n˙. bœ
> ƒ
>
Y
Œ
Œ ∑
œ
>
‰ J
Œ
f
Œ
œ ~~
> f
#˙ >
ƒ
> ƒ
>
∑
~~~~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~~~~ Œ
œ
Y
œ
œ
˙ ƒ
3
˙
Œ
ƒ
> ƒ
n˙
b˙ ƒ
˙ ~~~
> f
>
‰ Œ J
b~ ˙
>
bœ
ƒ
>
>
ƒ
œ
> ƒ
bœ
> ƒ
‰ ‰ ∑
n˙.
>
~
~~ ~~~
œ bœ
bœ
˙
bœ
˙
œ bœ bœ œ 3
ƒ
Y. bœ
˙
ƒ
Y
ƒ
n˙. >
> ƒ
f
ƒ
ƒ
ah
3
~~ œ ~ ~ ~ ~~~ ˙ ~~~~
#˙
-
œ œ bœ ˙
3
Œ
add vocal fry
hyo
b˙
Œ
>
f
œ &
œ̆
hyo - ah
smooth gliss.
113
ƒ
ƒ
to vibraphone
Œ
∑
19
[redact] 119
elec.
&
119
v.
&
119
b b cl.
t. sx.
& & Œ
119
vln.
vc.
&
119
perc.
119
lights
(all lamps on)
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
~~ œ ~ ~ ~ ~~~~ ˙ ~~~~
> f
? œ
∑
b˙
bœ
˙
> ƒ
œ ƒ
#œ
> ƒ
Œ
# ˙ ~~~~~ > f
œ
~
~~ ~~ ~~~~~
> ƒ
n˙
b˙ > ƒ
ƒ
˙ ~~~~~
> f
nw
˙
˙
œ
bœ
˙. > f
œ
ƒ
~ ~~ ~ ~~~~~
~˙ ƒ
>
bœ
f
ƒ
bœ
∑
#œ
> f
bœ
˙
> f
ƒ
œ ƒ
Œ
˙
> f
˙
˙
> f
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
[redact]
20 124
elec.
&
124
v.
&
124
b b cl.
t. sx.
& ~~ & ˙ ~~~~ > P
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
~~ ˙
˙. f
& w
œ
124
vln.
vc.
? ˙.
124
perc.
124
lights
(all lamps on)
ƒ
œ
> ƒ F
Œ
œ
#œ
>
F
f
bœ
≤ ˙
f
>
F
Œ Œ
œ
> F
rit.
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
~~~ ˙ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ˙~
> p
˙.
P
˙
Œ
w
˙. f
≥˙ .
&
≤
œ
> P
f
Œ
≥ ˙.
∑
π
œ
> P
˙
F
≤
˙
> p
F
Œ
≥ ˙
Œ
˙
> p
~ ˙ ~~~~~
> π
w
P
≥ ˙
≤
w
˙
> π
P
p
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
~~ œ p
I
Confused calm q = 60 (5:58) (breath sounds)
elec.
&
↑
131
v.
&
131
b b cl.
t. sx.
& &
↓
21
[redact]
↑
↑
↓
↑
↓
↑
↓
↓
↑
↓
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
w
w n
& w
w
& w
˙
131
vln.
π
vc.
131
perc.
131
lights
(all lamps on)
π
œ
#˙
#˙.
˙.
#œ
b˙
˙
œ.
j œ œ.
bœ j #œ
˙
œ
œ #œ œ
œ.
b˙
œ œ ˙
j œ
bœ œ. J #œ
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
[redact]
22
&
137
elec.
π
b b cl.
t. sx.
& &
∑
& œ #˙
vc.
& ˙.
#œ
œ ˙.
˙
#œ.
∑
bœ
˙ j œ
œ
˙
œ #œ œ b˙
137
∑ ∑
137 (all lamps on)
lights
∑ ∑
∑ ∑
œ # œ b œ.
π (ca. 5")
U
(ca. 5")
˙
U
j U œ ‰
(ca. 5")
œ
n
U œ œ œj ‰
(ca. 5")
>œ
w
bowed, let ring
&
π
U
(ca. 5")
n
VIBRAPHONE
perc.
œ
3
(ca. 3")
U
↓
↑
↑
w
f
jU œ
œ.
J ‰ Œ
π
f
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑
∑ jU œ
(ca. 3")
w
œ #˙
π
˙
œ.
> f
U
#œ
œ
œ œ
U–
––
> f
(ca. 3")
Œ ‰ # œj w
(L1, L3 ON)
j œ ‰ Œ
> f
π
(ca. 5") (all lamps OFF)
U
(ca. 3")
˙.
#˙
π
œ
(ca. 5") dampen vibes
(ca. 3")
speak
∑
j œ œ.
↓
↑
your
∑
˙
↑
P
œ œ ˙.
∑
bœ
˙.
↓
↑
blow
∑
œ
∑
∑
137
vln.
↓
↑
œ . # œj .
blow
137
↓
↑
& w
137
v.
↓
↑
Œ
∑
U
dampen vibes
(ca. 3")
U–
(L1, L3 OFF)
–
23
[redact]
145
elec.
&
3
3
3
3
π
& b˙.
145
v.
P
œ.
j bœ
tongue
∑
145
b b cl.
t. sx.
&
& ˙
145
vln.
π
vc.
& b˙
π
π
bœ œ J
œ bœ
f
œ.
bœ J
3
œ
œ.
j œ ˙
œ
3
π
‰
j bœ
3
œ J
3
œ
3
3
œ
b˙
œ.
bœ J
œ. œ
j œ
U
#œ
œ
∑ ∑
(ca. 6")
n˙.
(ca. 6")
f
f (ca. 6")
(vib.)
&
‰ bœ œ J
145
perc.
p
>
œ ‰ Œ J
f
Œ
‰ bœ J p
>
œ J
f
‰
Œ
Œ
bœ p
j œ ‰ Œ
˙
> f
∑
3
(ca. 6")
˙
U ∑
(ca. 6")
(ca. 6")
n˙
˙
(ca. 6")
3
œ œ b œ b œ œ œ̆
˙
∑
œ #œ œ
3
f
∑
∑
b˙
3
∑
∑
&
3
œ œ j bœ
U
∑
U
∑
U
∑
U
∑
U
dampen vibes
∑
(ca. 6")
U–
(L1, L3 OFF) 145
lights
(L1, L3 ON)
Œ
∑
∑
∑
–
[redact]
24
J (7:21)
elec.
&
& Œ
150
v.
3
3
#˙.
œ
cook
b b cl.
t. sx.
Œ
vln.
> f π
π
vc.
& w
π
to crotales
∑
&
150
lights
(all lamps ON)
f
p
Œ
p
f
f
œ.
œ̆ ‰ # œ œ J J Œ
> f
#˙
œ
π
w
bowed, let ring
˙
∑
f
œ̆ J
f
œ.
œ J
˙
œ̆ J
f
3 j ‰ œ œ ≈ œ œ œ œ œ ≈ œ œ œ œ œ
p
#œ
U
p
œ̆ ≈ n œ. Œ
w œ J ‰
> f
(ca. 4")
U
(ca. 4")
his
π
˙.
> f
π
3
π
j œ ‰ Œ
CROTALES
w
#˙
P
œ.
3
π
˙.
j œ Œ
cook
œ
w
3
cook
P
π
3
œ̆ ‰ # œ œ̆ ‰ œ J
˙
150
perc.
œ ‰ J
œ≈œ œ
& ˙
150
3
w
π
&
cook
‰ # œJ œ
&
3
π
150
>
f
> f
p
œ
> p f π
‰ Œ
‰ Œ
U
(ca. 4")
U
(ca. 4")
U
j œ ‰ Œ
(ca. 4")
f
U
j # œ. ‰ Œ
˙.
(ca. 4")
(ca. 4")
Œ ∑
#œ
π
j œ
˙
> f
∑
‰ Œ
U
dampen crts.
Œ
–– –
U
(ca. 4")
(all lamps OFF)
25
[redact] 155
elec.
&
3
π
œ
& #˙
>
f >
œ
‰
π
&
p
œ
œ.
>œ
π
f
J
f
π
œ.
‰
œ J
œ
˙.
> f
& Œ
155
lights
˙
> f
π
(all lamps ON)
j œ ‰
(crts.)
Œ
œ
π
œ
œ
f
œ̆
‰
p
#œ
f
œ J
Œ
f
f
œ̆ ≈ œ
cook
>œ
≈ œ
π
f
π
‰
f
œ̆
cook
#œ
>œ
J
f
∑
p
p
œ
œ
3
cook
j œ
π
œ
‰
œ J
f
f
‰
œ
>œ J
cook
#œ p
>œ
J
f
p
f
j œ
> f
‰
‰
∑
œ J
p
π
œ̆ ≈ œ
#œ
œ.
œ
cook
˙.
π
‰
f
>œ
π
œ
3
˙
#˙ œ œ ≈?
#œ
J
>
p
œ̆ ≈ # œ
cook
>
3
f
j œ ‰
& n˙.
3
˙
π
perc.
π
& w
155
cook
œ
π
vc.
π
œ̆ ≈ œ
œ ≈ œ
155
vln.
f
cook
155
t. sx.
3
cook
b b cl.
3
& #˙
155
v.
œ
>
œ ≈ f
‰
[redact]
26 158
elec.
&
t. sx.
œ̆ ≈ œ
& #œ
œ> ≈ # œ
π
f
vc.
>œ
p
f
œ
lights
œ
p
œ
3
& ‰
158
3
3
f
˙.
>
œ
œ J f
‰
œ
>œ
p
f
‰
#œ.
œ̆
‰
#œ
(all lamps on)
j œ
p
f >œ
œ f
π
≈ #œ
œ
œ
>œ
œ
f
p
f p
f
p
3
>œ
f
œ >œ
≈
p
j œ
œ
> f
∑
f
œ
>œ
‰
Œ
p
œ
f p
3
œ
>œ
f
‰
œ
p
>œ
p
#œ J
‰
œ
3
f
œ
>œ
≈
f
˙
#˙
(crts.)
p
>œ J
p
˙.
158
perc.
cook
J
& œ
f
˙
π
#œ.
? >œ
cook
158
vln.
π
& œ
&
3
f
158
b b cl.
3
158
v.
œ
œ
p
œ
3
j œ
p
j œ > f
>œ
f
œ p
>œ f
œ p
‰
‰ ∑
>œ f
œ p
j œ
p
>œ f
œ p
j œ > f
œ
œ
3
‰
27
[redact]
160
elec.
&
Œ
3
ƒ
& ˙.
œ̆
160
v.
160
b b cl.
t. sx.
&
œ
p
#œ &
vln.
& # ˙.
vc.
? ˙.
œ
3
>œ œ f
p
>œ
J >œ
J f
≈ #œ R
f
‰
p
œ> œ p
& ‰
160
lights
(all lamps on)
œ̆
œ
p
f
œ 3
ƒ
œ
œ̆ J
ƒ
j œ
160
160
≈
psub.
n œ.
U
(ca. 7")
∑
U
(8:16)
π
œ œ. ‰
Œ
his
#œ
p
perc.
∑
ƒ
œ̆ J
ƒ
j œ
j œ
(crts.)
p
˙
> ƒ
Œ
–– –
(all lamps OFF)
‰
‰ ‰ ‰ dampen crts.
‰
U
FREEZE
swal - low
U
(ca. 7")
∑
U
(ca. 7")
∑
U
(ca. 7")
∑
U
(ca. 7")
∑
U
(ca. 7")
∑
U
(ca. 7")
∑
U
FREEZE
U
FREEZE
U
FREEZE
U
FREEZE
‰ (L1 on)
j œœ
FREEZE
with mallets, let ring
Œ
Œ
U
U