Splitting of the spirit and the soul

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Splitting of the spirit and the soul Which literally means to me, is the cutting into pieces the floating spirit of a departed individual? This came to me almost forty years ago, at a family picnic. First I would have to differentiate the scope of my analogy. As to how this concept came rushing into my cerebral cortex or as a more modern day interpretation, that of brainstorming. I was preparing a grille, which I had just fired up with lighter fluid I started to place the hamburgers as our mouths were watering with anticipation of the cooked meal. My wife, my son, and his cousin my niece were laying back on the blanket my wife had placed on the grass. As we sat and enjoyed the surround view of on a warm, not hot Saturday afternoon. Everything was as if we had planned it, that way such a perfect day to spend time with the family. My wife and I were lying back watching the kids played, running around in circles trying to catch each other. It was something about to happen far in the in the distant we could see the traffic starting to back up from the congestion on the nearby bridge leading from City Island’s Bronx NYC. We would sometimes visit City Island most of our weekends if time were available; we considered it to be our personal utopia, away from the steaming heat of the inner-city. Sometimes I wish I could bring back those days when kids were small and innocent. I could have not envisioned what was about to happen, which stayed in my mind for almost forty years. For some reason I was directed towards the bridge, I didn't know but it appeared that something incredible was about to happen, and I didn't know exactly what it was. I forced myself to steer my head in a difference direction, but my focus was being controlled by something beyond my individual powers. It was almost a hypnotic control of my mind as my eyes were set in a way as if I was looking down a funnel, as what I wanted to see was being purposely. I could see nothing else but what was straight in front of me every movement of my eye and head were inoperable I attempted to focus on other things to say the least, I couldn't see from either side of my head all of my peripheral vision was being controlled by something. Who was controlling me why can't I take over my existence was I falling in tranquilized state of mind being immobile by some unknown forces, or some demons lurking far in the distant makeup of my mind. I was aware that my body functions still intact and operating normally, so I thought. I would finally give into this feeling of being unable to control my uncontrollable condition, who was doing this to me was it all in my mind I fought on to free myself of the unstable feeling of lack of selfcontrol being guided by a force I had no idea what it was, to me was it supernatural or some state of mind of a deep disease that I didn’t know I had.


Was I falling into another dimension? Of some other world or was I being taken over by an unknown force of another world, that wasn’t visible by those around me. My mind started to manifest beyond anything I had ever experienced before purposely or un-purposely. So the entry was projected or told to me that this to be a usual experience of a soul searching for its next victim of a soulless body still in the pregnancy form of a female? As I observed the soul movement as it floated in an organized steerable direction towards the pregnant female, who had no knowledge as to just what was going on. So what was happening was the soul searching for new life, as it moved as if it only had a few minutes to find a host ready to accept the spirit of the soul that moved hastily with all of its faculties still intact. As I looked closely it was obvious that this entity was being controlled by a higher power of some sort of Supreme Being maybe more in a biblical thinking. It was skillful and somewhat magical as it moves stealthily as the force exposed it inner composition up that of various physical layouts of the human makeup all most a DNA, scripted type of tiptoeing unscramble jelly type entity. I cannot say it was a creature of some outer world by more religious air about it. As I looked on in dismay the thought rushed into my mind was it heavenly or something for me to worship or a demon moving to destroy anything in its path. At that moment I had to merge everything that I saw into a moment analogy. Was I having some type of hallucination, perhaps from previous time in my life? But what could cause this experience I had not done any hard drugs, or the possibility of an adult beverage of any kind. So why was it clear to me at that split second or should I have fallen to my knees in a quest to god as to its existence? So the slow-motion of my mind was passing through space and the movement of the soul I was observing true forces of a superior being directing me into state of self-hypnosis, or had taken me over. It was as if I was reading a script that some individual has given me to review as a critic of supernatural or paranormal mystical ghostly event. Uncanny as it was I still coincide with its power to be clear as to what its purpose was. The bizarreness of it movement amazed me somewhat as I felt an inner peace which I felt was unnatural for such an experience of a human being who had not been that religious in their life, or was I? My upbringing was a bit religious as I did have neighbors as a kid who would march me off to the nearest church in an attempt to heal me of the evils of the street, and that of street gangs. But was far from those days as a kid, I was an adult now with a wife and a son to care after. It didn't enter my mind that it may have been a possibility that I was on my way to my maker, because of the accident I had just seen and was the victim calling for me to join him in this trek to a new world. I didn’t believe that to be, so since I was fully in love with my wife and son Barry Jr., at the time and now I would fight tooth and nail to continue the life I had. So now I concluded that it was my higher power, which I was making aware of spiritual experience I was having at the moment in my life. So as I dwell in my proposed stew-pot dispensing special treatment of its aroma as if a special fragrance was produced by me that protruded out of nothingness beyond my own human experience, and my existence. If I or anyone else had the knowledge and the awareness of something the maybe selfinduced and was aware that the splitting spirit was of a fleshy substance than I would have not examined, it at all. I would assume that most of us would see fish in the sea as they moved through the water and never have a second thought about it.


But to see or as some may say imagine the appearance or the envisioned movement of an unexplainable object that they could not put into words would be nullified in most minds. And because of this being misunderstood by most I had refrain from every mentioning it to anyone at least at the time, so I have maintained secrecy for forty years until now. I would presume I have grown up a bit since that episode in my life to even challenge the experience as to how it was portrayed to me as a vision. So the entity that moved about in slow motion, which I can't make visible but only within my mind. His soul became a power force that was being controlled by something far beyond my understanding. Until this day I wonder if I had the ability to destroy it, as I questioned myself that's if I wanted to I could. Yes, it was usual to say the least, bits and pieces of matter looking for a host to create new life. So if I had to describe the object in some sort of detail, it was not in an organized form, the only areas that appeared to be somewhat organized was the circle surround the inner separations of each entity. Each having its own purpose as that of indicating the various realms of the soul or spirit, each having a certain meaning if it was to be interpreted without any interruption each of the lines was not uninformed if someone would measure each line they were completely immeasurable. So to describe it to someone I would have no way but to draw as I envisioned it to be at the time, that of a mask of jellyfish looking object with streams of antlers floating in the wind. So the sixteen-point separation was indestructible, as it appeared able to pass between other objects as if it wasn't there it can be described as a hazy or mirage. So of any human-made object, so if I ran and jumped into it the way I wouldn’t be able to destroy it, what a collaborating entity at the least.

As far as I can determine the sections was a host for holding certain aspect of the individual who had been killed in the accident that I witnessed. It passes through my mind could this entity be reverse back to the host of the accident victim? I wondered since there has been that who have died and return seeing visions during that time with visions of OUTER BODY EXPERIENCE OR NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE OBE vs. NDE. Yes, I did experience the NDA somewhat but in a different elution of thought I was floating but descending into the mattress of the hospital bed a friend said I was sinking to hell. But I was reprieved from my higher power in that I was given numerous injections that brought me from my descending soul to an unknown life process. So I will have to contemplate within myself trying to analyze or just to bring to the surface the exact meaning of this scenario, that I was seeing, I would like to attach this experience as, I myself was living and seeing the phenomenal as it actually happens without any previously mentioned there were no additives to my dietary enhancement or to alter my observation or anything that was going on that related substance abuse was never an issue or the digestion of anything to enhance my ability to see and either to grasp the situation. So, in this case, the nine pieces within the structure was very specific and in detail to the daydreamer, which I assume I was at the time. I wonder if my heart could undertake this experience once again as it never happens to me over the forty years since. So the spirit that was moving appeared to be without compassion not moving away


from the available host that stood in the distant as if they were being programmed to stay in a selfparalyzed state, in a preparation of the spirit to gain access. So what this considered to be a reincarnation of the young who was just killed in the accident? Or was the host being neutral in resolving the tension that was about to take place? As I mention earlier that each of the spirits was being separated in fact the original soul or spirit was being divided to form the two new entities of a human being each entering difference host that of the two pregnant women that I saw. But as the vision continued it was obvious that there would be a difference in the composition of the spirit or the soul being directed to either of the women one would be a believer and the other an unbeliever of the biblical text of honoring mankind and conceding to the laws of the Supreme Being. So as I meditated would the two new entities be aware of any transformation of their soul as each will experience a difference upbringing and would that association have anything to do with the future of their survival, and existence beyond what mankind has understood for centuries? Other questions arise which I would like to interject into this conversation, what would happen if the spirits or the souls reemerge and return to the original host that of the body with an intentional effect to be renewed back into its original body what affect would it have on the person? So as I observed the entity as it floated in the air I speculated that if this was a spirit or soul of the individual I had seen in the wrecked automobile. It was one of the gentlemen who had rushed into the vehicle as other folks surrounded the vehicle. It was notable to me that he had passed away by the hue of his skin; it started to turn a pale white color. The young man was a Hispanic youth, with a large Afro with a keen looking face. One of the gentlemen who actually touch the neck of the young man to confirm that he was gone, or had passed over to the next portion of his life. I wanted to listen to his heart as I was aware that he was someone's son and someone's' grandson. But the fear of seeing and actually touching a dead body wasn't to me at the time not that I can do it today.

Most of us are somewhat hesitant about touching a dead body not matter the relationship. I remember talking to him as I reach my head in the vehicle window and said to the young man “are you alright� I received no answer. I had read in some book that the heart was an extreme part of the soul, it at that moment when life leaves for it trek beyond what we know as life. So as the soul or spirit leaves me felt that he did preserve a portion of what his life was prior to the accident so is there pieces of the soul or spirit that will carry the majority of the abilities of an individual, to produce certain attributes that will be used in the new life. So the skills and all of the abilities will make the soul or the spirit extremely unique in its afterlife. So it wasn't any heavenly thing that I felt just an ordinary view of life and death. Each of the parts of the object that I call the soul or the spirit was composed of indicators 1 thru 16. This is the original makeup of the individual person prior to splitting of the spirit or the soul. I would say at this point we are dealing with a positive force. So as I separate each positive force and categorize them I would say that they are will be considered the believer of all human physical, mental, knowledgeable, religious associations, reasoning, physiological alignment, just an overall opponent frame of mind opposing most things we all take for granted and with reason. So what is the gain in being a believer is that once this spirit and soul are transferred, it will hold all the pertinent attributes of a good person.


1. Physical function of the body 2. Mental functions 3. Knowledge, abilities 4. Reasoning capabilities 6. Physiological attributes 7. Physical appearances 8. Life expectancy and self-healing 9. Understanding related to the use of common sense 10. Active participation with ethnic groups other than their own 11. Active participation with political groups 12. Prejudices, mainstream vs. Inner self-analogies 13. Common sense qualities 14. Reasoning 15. Artistic abilities 16. Self-confidence The list is the listing of the spirit or soul after being separated by the process of splitting forces. At this phase of the spirit and soul, we can say that the separation has colon a negative force. So whatever functional areas that the spirit and soul have in its listing we can say that splitting of the spirit and the soul as it is taken up in the new host than its entire attribute can be considered a negative force. And that all of the individuals we have noted with criminal tendencies are of the negative forces. So to separate each negative force and categorize them I would say that they are will be considered the unbeliever of all human physical, mental, knowledgeable, religious associations, reasoning, physiological alignment, just an overall opponent frame of mind opposing most things we all take for granted and with reason. So what isn't gain in being an unbeliever once this spirit and soul are transferred it will hold all the pertinent attributes of an evil person all of which is the reverse of the positive forces that of the spirit and soul. 1. Physical function of the body 2. Mental functions 3. Knowledge, abilities 4. Reasoning capabilities 6. Physiological attributes 7. Physical appearances


8. Life expectancy and self-healing 9. Understanding related to the use of common sense 10. Active participation with ethnic groups other than their own 11. Active participation with political groups 12. Prejudices, mainstream vs. Inner self-analogies 13. Common sense qualities 14. Reasoning 15. Artistic abilities 16. Self-confidence So here we have both the negative forces vs. the positive forces being separated by a supreme force in which the single force or spirit and soul are split forming an independent but still equal individual, of the same spirit and soul but is weaken in the transferring creation that of a negative force from the original spirit and soul so we have a twin spirit and soul in the same world it developing their historical view of each. So we can determine that both Hitler and let's say Churchill were of the same original force of splitting of the spirit and the soul at one time. And now they are completely difference in their spirit and soul, which was split at the time that someone, had died. It may not be that they were born at some time but it would be difficult to determine if each was conceived, born, arrived at birth at the same hour, minute, or second to determine that they have a generic marker of the same spirit and soul. As we all know that each was the complete difference in their overall makeup and feelings for the human race.

Spiritual energy If you are alive than you hold the most importance element of life that is spiritual energy. First, let me try to explain how came to this analogy of what is deep within us. But to see someone’s energy that is discharging from a person had to have been or about to be pass on to the other as most would say was unheard of at least to me how had not physical abilities to muster up out of the blue such a scripted text as a physiological entry, or that of a characteristic of or appropriate to an organism's that of a healthy or normal functioning individual.


So as I have previously analyzed on some of my past comments relating to this particular subject. Let’s say as we, or someone who is going through a passing over of life what do they experience at that exact moment of their life. If we are reading this entity than we are alive in the sense of having the ability to feel, see, move, or speak. Then we have maintain that which is of a special essence of the human life. So if the energy of a person at the moment of death the soul or spirit passes on to another kingdom of that of a human being. So was it the dissipation of energy is something that we as humans can't really comprehend without special explanations given by those of a higher median of life that of a paranormal, or that of a supernatural. Now the individual who hasn't really thought about what's after death is living a mind of complete blankness and does not really exist. To me the thought of our inner spirit moving from within us and the moment trekking off among the people that are on this inner movement or dimension without choose or consideration of their personal caravan of participants. So as a conjecture we do not have the ability to energize our inner electromagnet energies as a storage place to retain those energies for the afterlife. It is an Egyptian state of mind that as they are entombed with various riches, life after death protections, food, and in some cases religious bodies to guide them through the passage of death. So my theory is somewhat regressive, reverting to an earlier, less developed condition that if the spirit and the soul can retain energies and utilize it at a concluding time of the new host to use as a striding force or pass way to a new life.

Other Terminologies We are taught that man is composed wholly of matter and cannot exist or function apart from the body. So a spirit and the soul exist while the body lives, so we can determine that breath, blood, energy and life is present. As a layperson I can only say that I'm aware of the electric force in the body that simulates all of the operational part of the body hence we have life, of thinking, and moving of an individual. If we shut down a machine it ceases to function. So we can determine if the body ceases to exist then we can determine that it is dead. But as I was taught that electric forces do remain in the body after death than we can assume that the electricity no matter how minute' it maybe we have a small indication of life in the minimum force of that of a spirit and a soul. That still has some control of the smallest part of the body's function but not in the sense that we can determine life still exist. So the bible does define death and life after death 1 Thessalonians 5:23 God himself, the God of peace, sanctify you through and through. May your whole spirit, soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ?


Hebrews 4:12 for the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart. Isaiah 26:9 my soul yearns for you in the night; in the morning my spirit longs for you. The people of the world learn righteousness. Luke 1:46-47 Mary's Song 46 and Mary said: “My soul glorifies the Lord 47and my spirit rejoices in the God my Savior. So there will be those who will dispute my rendition of a splitting of the spirit and the soul as being fact. Because this slaps the face of all other beliefs of the existence of heaven and hell, one being the final utopia, the other being there final spirit and should laying in a layer of molten laver reaching all heights of degrees and the other hearing and seeing and seating on the throne of our supreme being god. I can't quarrel with that analogy this is what we all want or most of us want. All I can say is that the argument or disagreement can lift up various differences of opinions. So the heated discussion can be rolled out as maybe the soul and the spirit which can be disputed as of a difference entity does go to the heavenly or devilish separation of the energies but we still come to a full 360 degrees turn right back to determining if there are a spirit or soul and a heaven and hell. So now I regress to a time when as a young kid. I asked my mother to explain about heaven and hell, and if there were an increase in the population of the universe then how could anyone enlighten me with my question if souls or spirits go on to another place is it pretty crowded by now. Of cause my mother chastised me about such out of the blue remarks. Henceforth my theory of the splitting of the spirits and the souls to be somewhat reliable in that we can determine or conclude that there may not be a heaven or hell housing all of the spirits and souls of the past in some huge enormous place with an array of opulence of heavenly body of great beverages, cake, and all the food one could consume. And on the other hand, we have the hell, with devilish devices being used to torture those who had done massive things against the laws of god. So we can come to a conclusion and an assumption that all we have on earth is that repeated episodes of a spinning regression of spirits and souls revitalizing all the energies on earth over and over again just a repeating process of forces beyond any human being comprehension. So henceforth I conclude as my facts So again I'm directed to the thought that soul and the spirit are the two principal elements of two difference aspects of religious scriptures one ascribing to humanity or mankind, so it can be confusing to attempt to tell the difference and the precise differences between the two. The word “spirit� refers only to the irrelevant fact of humanity. That Human being having a spirit but are we not spirits as indicated. However, in Scripture, only believers are said to be spiritually alive, we would assume that while this applied to the living more than the dead so we are under the assumption that unbelievers are spiritually dead physically and mentally.


So any biblical entries may relate to the bible teaching and writings having conveyed that the spiritual or the theory is essential a keyway to what's is crucial in a centralized and isolating views of human element which gives us the intimate relationship with our God. So one would interject that the word “spirit” as a reference to the unimportant part of humanity that “connects” with God, who himself is the spirit. It is the more, and more that we attempt to broaden the spiritual meaning. Will I be able to coincide my understanding with the most modern day understanding that of a spirit and the soul each connecting to difference aspect of biblical interpretations? Hence we will not or I will not be able to assess the full meaning to coincide with any of my theories earlier exposed to as the prior date of some overbearing notion of subliminal engraved thoughts. So we adamantly spread out for the intake by a smorgasbord eatable feast being consumed as if it was sugar and water nourishing their body beyond any nutritional studies of self-endurance. So if others are so professed to have the knowledge to congregate with the thought of a spirit and a soul both being in the same occupied space at the same time, as a dim-witted theory. So it is unlikely that a human being has a spirit, as a being is of the soul. And in most theories, the basic sense, of the world “soul” means “life” however, beyond this essential meaning, the bible is stating beings are souls. So one would assume that the soul will move at the moment of physical death, and the spiritual emotions are experienced in a distant from the physical body of the deceased in other words moving in an attempt to locate a difference host to mature in, as that of an egg being hatched from the egg of a chicken each separating to difference host prior to birth. And as I previously mentioned it is a new birth of separated individual spirit at the initial moment of death and the spirit or soul will move on spearheading in the direction of the new creations of life. So I have come to the conclusion that the spirit and the soul are trapped by its sins. This theory has caused a density in my mind unable to grasp the entire foolish notion that my theory can be in anyway understandable to anyone gesturing for attention or want to be in the limelight of and expert without any indirect proof of spirit and the soul as being a separated entity of an individual. So I wouldn’t want anyone to take my views in a conventional theoretical aspiration of something promenading through my mind from some previous date in time, that of a spiritual entity. Which would be impossible to prove, because I can only attest what I have said as being only theory and nothing else? I’m aware that there will be those who will question my remarks as complete idiotically viewpoints. That maybe so but I will confess that I did just sit in a chair allow this thought to come into my person before I did a complete fundamental examination of what was happening and why, why can be that this was god speaking to me as he has done over the existence of the human race, so why would I differentiate or attempt to disprove such a theory as being some sort of subliminal entity from something I read or heard. Or was it a spiritual serial of events that guided me up this path of life and death. I’m fully aware of the working of the brain in a very minute’ understanding so I will not attempt to expand my thoughts in any other manner. So I didn’t influence by studying available text I libraries of some previous educational connects I may have had in the past, but as I initially spoke of it was a view not of any spiritual connections, not even the bible which dealt with the topic of soul and spirits.


I have attempted to convey in my writings not that anyone would arrest this theory as structural but a theory of myself.

Because I would assume most of us have theories that are transposing electrical movements in our brains that would lead us in a confused direction of any instantaneous theory. So I will not make an effort to explain some out of the way mathematical resolution displaying an example the a/b =x/a or a2=bx either bx+b2=c2 and on and on we go wondering can this theory ever be solved from the mind an unimportance individual who is only a dreamer. So I wouldn’t want anyone to take my views in a conventional theoretical aspiration of something promenading through my mind from some previous date in time, that of a spiritual entity. Which would be impossible to prove, because I can only attest what I have said as being only theory and nothing else? I’m aware that there will be those who will question my remarks as complete idiotically viewpoints. That maybe so but I will confess that I did just sit in a chair allow this thought to come from my person before I did a complete fundamental examination of what was happening and why, why can be that this was god speaking to me as he has done over the existence of the human race, so why would I differentiate or attempt to disprove such a theory as being some sort of subliminal entity from something I read or heard. Or was it a spiritual serial of events that guided me up this path of life and death. I’m fully aware of the working of the brain in a very minute’ understanding so I will not attempt to expand my thoughts in any other manner. So as I continue to quest the relationship of the spirit and the soul; so at this point, I did research the relationship of both to find just what is present to determine my theory of the splitting of the spirit and the soul. But still I have this enclosed inner self-impose theory that may not coincide with reverent ideas of most of the human thinking, so we are at a distant of finding a conclusion of the existence of a spirit and a soul both being of the same entity.

Explanation of the bible explains the physical components of the spirit and the soul: so I will conclude that whoever is reading this can decipher the overall element of which came first the spirit or the soul, and the relationship they both hold.  1: The BODY. This is your PHYSICAL component of being. It is flesh made from a collection of unremarkable mineral elements (but is mostly water) and is in harmony with the nature and spirit of this world. It grows, matures, begins to deteriorate, eventually dies, and then decomposes back into its constituent elements and remains a part of the dust of the world. The body is a part of you but is NOT ALL of what defines who YOU are.  2: The SOUL. This is who YOU are; it is a part of your SPIRITUAL component. This is your individuality, your "I AM" so to speak (made in God’s image), your "heart." Although your individual soul did not exist before your mother and father procreated you, it will exist forever. It cannot be killed by man:


 3: The SPIRIT. This is the source of power and control for both your body and soul; it is either evil or good, darkness or light, unholy or Holy, unclean or clean, of Satan or of God:  The unsaved man or women, those who have only the first birth, are in eternal danger. Since the body and soul of the unsaved man or woman are bonded to the dead spirit of this present world, when this world's physical elements and spiritual components (including "Death") are cast into the lake of fire (see Rev 20:13-15), those eternal souls, living or already dead, will perish with them.  So, what exactly is the difference between the relationship of the unsaved soul and the saved soul? What does being "Born again" actually mean? The answer is something that God does for you at the moment you accept the Lord Jesus Christ as your savior: An OPERATION.  Have you ever been operated on by a doctor? The doctor uses a knife to cut away something that is diseased. Well, God's "operation" is similar. Using the Sword of the Lord instead of a scalpel, the Great Physician (Luke 5:31) severs the direct (but unseen) connection between your soul and your flesh: ‘ My writing rings a bell of a song Ramblin Rose, by Nat King Cole, I’m rambling around in circles unable to pinpoint my straightforward explanation, so confusion will remain as a challenging point. Footnote: The objective isn’t only my theory that I may have conceived but if examined by one with studies in the area of physics; which I have included as a reference the scientific study of matter, energy, force, and motion, and the way they relate to each other. Physics traditionally incorporates mechanics, electromagnetism, optics, and thermodynamics and now includes modern disciplines such as quantum mechanics, relativity, and nuclear physics. All of the above is a far which is a subject far unreachable by me, expand on any further.


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