The Train Of Midnight (English Version)

The Train Of Midnight

Sinopse:

From the day he kissed me forcefully , I could not stop thinking about him . I know it was weird, disgusting , but something inside me was wanting more , and that desire never passed. We were not to mention after the "incident " that party . I think I hurt the feelings of Louis at the time, and I think I hurt even more when I stopped talking to him. I'm not so sure , but seeing him with someone else hurt me a lot , I think even more than a stab . Why is this happening to me? Because I started having feelings that I never had before by anyone ? Why can not I stop thinking about the kiss that Louis gave me ? Everything has an explanation , is not it? I'm coming for all these explanations , no matter what. I think .. I think I 'm in love .

I'm afraid of losing him, too scared even . I do not know if I could live without it in this life , I 've lost count of how many times he saved my life , and now it was my turn to do this . He is all I have in this world , nothing is left me since the incident in California five years ago. I'm about to lose who I love most in this world , he is at death's door , what will become of me if he is ? I think nothing , because it completes me , he is my world , it 's sun that illuminates and fills my little world of color and joy.

My name is Liam , and the person I'm about to lose my boyfriend , Niall .

I thank all my friends who supported me and never allowed me to give up writing. Writing is what I love to do, and it is with great pride that I do, and forever I will continue doing. Write to me, is the best thing in the world is the way how I can express myself the way I can express all my feelings. This book is not fiction, it is a true story, just changed for some characters that exist. I turned this true and painful history in a funny and entertaining that everyone will surely love. The book is narrated in 9 hands.

To My Friends

1 - New school, new life

Harry - But damn mother, every two months is that. I can not take more drugs ! - I spoke stressed.

- My dear Harry , I do not blame , it's my job boss.

- Damn life mother, if it is to be so any time I better go live with Dad .

- Harry love, you know you can not live with him.

- What the fuck bitch! - thundered - Harry, look in your mouth - she said shaking her finger in the middle of my face - Let him go mom , it's good that he leaves us alone and stop getting into trouble .

- Gemma shut up - my mother cried Man, what do I have to hate my mother so every two months is a different school , a different town, a different country , every two months go by, I am forced to move. Last week we lived in Rome, and now we are in England . My mother always complaining that I have no friends , but hey how she wants me to have friends if she moves before entrosarmos the best ?

- Gemma , Harry come on , you're going to be late for the first day at school .

- Look my guy I want to go to a place mom !

I was the last to leave the house , my mother and my sister were waiting for me in the car . I sat in the passenger seat , and my mom stepped on , arriving at the school quickly . As we arrived at the " precious " school, I would not get even three months , I had an urge to take the wheel and crashing into a tree . Mom stopped the car and started talking to us .

- I promise that this will be our last move - she said - I've heard it before - told Out of the car holding me in anger , clenching my fists so hard , they came to turn red . I passed through the gate , and there were several parked cars , and it was not cars, big cars was the same . I spotted a group of emos, a group of cheerleaders , other goths , rockers another of another of clueless and playboys and the last I saw was the nerds , I might join the group since .

Mom yelled giving me goodbye , and saying it would get both of us , a group later started laughing and pointing at me . I looked up , and there was the name. School Writer Advance thousand one hundred twenty . Was climbing the ladder when inadvertently slipped and just when I would fall back on the floor , someone grabbed me .

- Newbie Hey , careful there - said the boy blondie blue eyes .

- Not my fault , the school is blamed for putting stairs that way .

- It really is true - he said - Niall , Niall Horan call me and you ?

- My name is Harry . Harry Styles

- Pleasure Harry - he said picking up the brochure in my hands - Come, I'll show you the school .

The first class was chemistry , so I entered the room , the teacher had not arrived , I saw Niall sitting in the third seat , row left corner. I sat in the last seat on the right side . As soon as the teacher came she saw me , and asked me to come over and introduce myself .

- Hello - I talked nervous - My name is Harry Styles , I'm new here as you can see .

- Continue - asked the teacher .

- Well .. My mother moves to all parts of the world every two months I can never enjoy anything , I have serious problems in which I do not like to talk about it. I do not want any friends here , I will not be three months or so I do not want to have a friendship in which will disappear forever , in less than three or two months.

Everyone was quiet , but I also felt that something there would change me , something would do me good . The teacher asked me to return to my place , that's what I did. I felt everyone staring at me as I slowly returned to my seat . The duty which she passed was so easy as stealing candy from a baby . When I realized the bell had already rung , and everyone was leaving for the break, also got up and went into the hallway , Niall came beside me , putting his arm around my shoulder .

- And then Harry beauty - he said - you have lunch with us today.

- With us who? - asked - My group.

- Niall , well you heard what I said ? I do not want to make friends here , so I'll just leave them here, and do not want to hurt anyone .

- I do not care no face, miss means that the person really likes you .

It made me smile .

- So let ? - He asked, all smiles .

- Okay I will , but do not go thinking that this is becoming a friendship ok ?

- Ok - he replied .

We went to the cafeteria , which was completely empty , so I was wondering where everyone would be , looked out the window and saw everyone on campus , at some tables , others sitting near the fountain , and some sitting on the hood of a car . We sat at the table where there were eight people .

- Guys this is Harry , he's new here - Niall said - Welcome - said all along.

- Thanks - I answered I sat , and I was crouching silently in my chair . I was looking at them talking , feeling lonely , feeling excluded .

- And then Harry , have you made new friends ? - Asked a girl with the blue hair .

- Not yet , nor do I intend to .

- Val, and why ? - Asked the girl with the blue hair again.

- Because in less than three months , I'll leak here, and I do not want to make friends , and then have to go away and leave them behind.

- Her father works as well ? - Interrupted - My mother .

- Oh yeah - she said.

- I'm not even there for what you say man, you like it or not just make new friendships , and even if you check in two or three months , whatever whatever. We will not lose contact know why ?

Because friendship is forever, is something that should not abandon or forget. - Niall said looking deep into my eyes .

That made me blush and smile at the same time. I do not know if he is right about this , or can be . Well , I do not know , but maybe he's right , maybe I can make friendships here that last longer , maybe even forever.

2 - Almost Enemies My first day started badly , and I was starting to give me wrong . Alright I met a group of people and cool , super cool , but that's not the case, because as I said I do not want to befriend . It started exactly a month ago .

A Month Before I was sitting in the backseat of the car , with headphones in my ears , in the last volume . My mother was driving hours without stopping to rest a little bit if you want . We were going to Rome before we lived in the United States . My mother is a very busy woman , her work is always telling her to move to and fro , but man she does not think I should go ? And do not carry us everywhere .

- Baguette Mother ! - cried - Harry , we've talked about it .

- Damn mom , that sucks .

She was silent after that. Were more than 6 hours away , and she heard my sister singing . Upon arriving in our new home and precious , I was not the least bit excited .

- Welcome to the new home - my mother said - Oh whatever, I will not take anything at all here .

I helped unpack boxes , and hang the pictures on the walls . I would not have changed me from the U.S., I had many friends there, so many things and now I've lost everything . I did not want to move to this end of the world , my mother is a dog from hell , seems to calm a baby kitten nervosa is worse than k - piroto .

- I've seen the school for you two , you take tomorrow at eight in the morning and do not know what time you will drop out - said our mother ; - That's cool , tell me more about it Mom ! - exclaimed - Oh Harry , stop complaining all too. - Said my sister - Gemma shut your fucking mouth, you mingle easily with any bitch out there , so do not talk shit.

- Said raising his voice , advancing almost on top of my sister ; - Harry - my mother cried , giving me a slap in the face - Respect .

My sister turned his face , and put his hand in his mouth and started to laugh , my mother turned and slapped her face also . She left us there and went to the bedroom , Gemma and I were making faces at each other . Gemma went up to her room and slammed the door so hard that she nearly broke , sat on the couch and stared out the window . The moon was beautiful as always , the stars shone intensely , only house lights turned on, looking like a huge Christmas tree , if you want any car passing in the street at full speed . I woke up in fright with my sister giving me slaps in the face .

- Wake up kid , you'll be late .

- I will not !

- Yes you will , I will not fude me because of you , hurry up .

She pulled me so hard that nearly destroncou my arm . I got ready around , trying to kill my sister, but it is a crime and do not want to be arrested . Leaving home , my mother was parking the car , sending us back inside.

- What happened ? - Asked my sister - We're moving again, start packing up your room.

- FUCKING - screamed - YOU MOTHER slutty ?

- Harry , we do not have time for that , just go pack your things .

- Do not get into or stay a day right mom . - talked - I know my son , forgive me .

- And where do we go now ? - Asked my sister .

- England, but first we will have to stay in a hotel to get a house there.

- That's great - I said.

- Glad you think great son.

- This " that great" was ironic ok ? today Had unwittingly stumbled on a guy half high , the bristling hair , with a beard poorly made , full of tattoos .

- Forgiveness - talked - Watch your step beginner.

- If it were not for this ego the size of the planet , and that your nose standing , I might have seen .

He smiled and turned to face me when he would come up to me , I was walking back , and I ended up stumbling . A guy came and did not allow him to do that . Also a tall guy , shaved head , with a tattoo on his arm .

- Oh Zayn , again wanting to pick a fight with the freshmen ? - Said the boy who came to defend myself .

- I ? That he bumped into me .

- You 've seen, but it would not be him that would move the other, or going ?

He was silent after that , the house wanted to know by want of reason, almost anyone wanting to mingle with me .

- Zayn will go away , in fact you should be in class .

- Yeah I know , I'm coming - he said looking at me - Open your eye on freshman , will not be every day that you have someone to defend you .

- Bla bla bla - I said.

The boy climbed the stairs , and disappeared turning right . The guy who defended me came

and asked for my hand.

- Calm is only a helping hand - he said stretching his hand .

I caught , and he helps me get up .

- Started today ? - He asked - Yes - You're the boy who said he did not want to make friends is not it? - He asked - Yes , I am myself - said - Um .. I want to be your friend , I can ?

- And why would you want that? I can not add one more to the list of what I 'll hurt you.

- And how can you be sure it will hurt me ?

- Because if you become my friend , two months from now I'll leave you all here , and I'm not about to hurt more people .

We sat in silence after that , the bell rang and all the people came out of nowhere up the stairs , Niall left the cafeteria with his group . Now that the plug was falling , he is part of the group of nerds , Niall came up to me , taking me into the room , saying I would not like to miss the next class .

- WAIT - shouted the boy - NOT KNOW HIS NAME .

- HARRY - yelled .

- HARRY PLEASURE , I AM THE LIAM .

We looked like two retards screaming in the middle of the schoolyard , Niall stood beside me , watching something. Upon entering the room, again the teacher had not yet arrived , this time I sat in front of Niall , in the second chair, Row left. I noticed that he kept watching something.

- What you see both ? - asked - She's beautiful is not it?

- Who? - Demi .

- Who is Demi ?

- The girl with the blue hair .

- Oh yeah .

We were quiet after that , the teacher entered the room wearing a neck , which I found amazing for a teacher , and his students know. She looked at everyone and gave a wicked smile .

- Welcome to the first lesson of Sexology this semester .

3 – The Train Of Midnight

Liam The young boy was sitting in front of Niall , my great partner and faithful friend . The two were talking while the teacher was talking about the male and female members , and how they should

merge with one another . What the fuck is this class ? I think everyone here guy , know very well how to do this right? I do not believe that a soul out there wants to learn how to do this . Harry think that's his name , the teacher interrupted .

- Excuse me - he said - are you saying we should have sex ?

Everyone in the room got quiet and said nothing more . Mrs. Grace turned to him and said ; - Well .. Did not exactly say that you have to practice .

- But you said to do .

- Not with certain words , but said .

Harry was silent after that. The professor picked up a basket and asked to go from row to row .

When my turn came , I was realizing what it was, condoms ( condoms ) . I stared at the teacher with a face , half in amazement , her eyes glared at me and said ; - What was Liam ? Are just condoms .

- Yes I know, but do you think anyone here is going to fuck ?

- Every year there is a party of you organize? So who knows scroll something right? Best be prevented .

I was quiet , and got one, and spent the basket back. I looked around , and guess who was looking at me , smiling as if drugged ? Exactly , Niall .

- To laugh your noob - talked - Lol , I 'm noob ? - He said laughing .

I could not stand , and started laughing too, not because it was funny , nor indeed had I huh . But even I laughed , because laughter of Niall , she's funny , too cute. The teacher gave the rest of the free time to stay there doing nothing , that's cool . Got up and went toward them both.

- I see you've met nerdzinho Niall .

- Liam draft - said Niall - Um, make me - I said.

- Yes , I met him this morning , no .. he actually met me . - Harry said - Huh? - talked - I was going up the stairs , and just oozing and iri on his back , but Niall appeared at the time and held me .

- Oh yeah .

My phone vibrated , thought to be a message from your service provider may , after he rang again, and then again. The caught and someone was calling me . Unknown number .

- Hello? - talked - Hello - told this person , whoever he is .

- Who are you - ask.

- Liam are you?

- Yes, I am - I replied .

- I'm the man, Louis .

I was silent for a time , a long time I did not talk to Louis .

- Louis man , how long , how did you get my number ?

- Put time on this guy , as I thought ? The facebook uĂŠ - laughs .

We talked for a while , until my battery started getting weak . But we keep on talking , trying to put all the talk that were not spoken will several years in day.

- So , I was wondering if I can go spend a few days in your home .. - He said, his voice fading .

- Dude, I'm okay , it'll be great to have the company of a buddy like you.

- Oh , you're awesome man, thanks - he said - I'll have to go by train , but the train to England only comes out at midnight .

- Um, what the hell - I said - okay , I'm awake until two in the morning ; - All right then , thanks man , bye .

- Bye .

That's strange , my old best friend got my number through facebook ? And he appeared out of nowhere ? The reason he want to go spend a few days in my house ? Well, he is now of legal age , then you know very well their duties .

The bell rang , it was time for departure , everyone left quickly , wanting to leave. Arriving downstairs , a woman waved to us, I mean I thought it was for us , I looked to the side and she was waving at Harry , and a girl who was already on his side .

- Come on Harry - said the girl - Harry who is this ? - Asked Niall - My sister , Gemma .

Harry walked toward the car , where his sister and his mother was waiting , as he entered I remembered that I wanted to talk to him .

- HARRY - cried - WHAT ? - He yelled back .

- GO DO SOMETHING ON FRIDAY ?

- NO , WHY ?

- WANT TO GO IN MY PARTY .

- OK !

I watched as her mother started the car, and departure. Minutes later, the car had disappeared around the corner , turning right . Niall looked around to see if anyone was around, and how he had not , he gave me a peck . That made me blush and smile like I'm the luckiest person in the world , in fact I think I am , because I have the cutest person in this world to me

Harry - Harry , I need you to stay at her aunt's house today.

- Huh? Aunt ? And why ? In what place ? What time ?

- Harry , my God , one question at a time.

- She lives near Westminster Abbey .

- What do you mean mom? And why only I have to stick with it ?

- Because the place I 'm going is only for women .

- Oh that's great , everything is explained - thundered - What the fuck .

We were silent the entire trip , she took me straight to my aunt's house . When we get there , your house is fully marble pilasters with a gold-plated , with a huge gate with the letter " S " .

- Who lives here ? The Queen ?

- Argh , idiot - my sister said .

- Shut your mouth brat - I said.

My mother rang the bell , and someone spoke into the intercom .

- Who is ?

- It's me , Anne - Ah yes, between the gate is open .

- Oh I will not be able to enter , it will only Harry .

- Okay , send him in. .

My mother told me to forcibly enter the backyard was huge, had flowers to all corners , statues of animals scattered everywhere , mini trees , a fountain in the middle of the lawn , a huge dog crate that would be to my room . I went on the balcony , taking my shoes .

- Oh , please do not need to take the shoes - said my aunt , in which I was not quite remember , but her voice is not estrana .

- No, I must take .

So I took and shoved the door , his house was twice larger than the backyard.

- Wow ! - exclaimed - You can stay relaxed , if you want to rest is just up to the second floor , and turn left , and enter the third door, the room is empty since my son is gone .

- Um , okay - I said , making no idea where her voice was coming .

When I entered the room it was huge , had a huge double bed , video games , a fridge a soda machine , foosball , pool , guy by any chance this room was a rapper ? I also strange that this aunt does not show for me . I lay in bed , and I was reading a bit, then tossed the book aside and tried to play a bit, but only had violent games , I did not like it .

I lay down in bed again, but this time I tried to sleep . I fell into deep sleep , woke up to my phone vibrating in my right pants pocket.

- Hello? - I spoke with the voice throughout coisada ; - Harry , my dear I will not be able to fetch you.

I yawned and stretched my arms and spine.

- Why not a mother ?

- There was an accident , and can not pass any car, you 'll have to come train home.

- By train ? Mother as well ?

- Harry please, just do what I 'm asking ok ?

- Okay Mom. I got up and grabbed my stuff , when I looked at the clock , would give already half past eleven , runs off dropping it all away . Cried my aunt , but she did not answer , I opened the door to a room and saw her lying asleep . So I decided to let her sleep and tiptoed out , once I got outside , I wondered how I would get the train station ? I do not know where it is.

I walked up to try and find someone on the street to ask. Upon reaching the corner I saw two women talking , one was against the wall , and in another post , I approached them saying .

- Excuse me ladies , but could give me some information ?

- Sure, what kind of information ? - Asked the girl who was leaning against the post.

- How do I get to the train station ?

- Easy , you just follow this direct track, then turn left , and when you get near the condos , and find that lost , just turn right and you have arrived ; - Oh , thank you - I said - Sure - they said at the same time.

Almost lost me, but I remembered what she had told me " turn right " . And that's what I did , I saw the stairs to go down , and I was , but I was wondering , why I have to go across town just to go home? Dude, my mom wants me away , just might. I passed through the turnstile , and had to pay for the ticket , I do not know why, if I have to get off at the next station even . I sat on the bench , waiting the damn train when given ten minutes to midnight , I heard the train coming , he came and went direct . Five minutes later came another , and so he stopped .

I stopped and went in the female wagon unintentionally , so I had to go changing wagon . I got to the car , which are the two mixed , were all inside the cabins , I entered a there were only three people , two boys and a girl . I went in and sat down.

- Hello - said the girl .

- Hi - I said.

- Be polite and speak hi - said the girl again.

- Hi - said the boy wearing suspenders .

- Hi - said the other ruivinho .

We sat in silence after this " long " talk right . The boy who was suspender kept looking at me , I tried looking around but he kept looking at me . We were about to enter the tunnel when the train missed the lights went out, and entered into the tunnel . While we were in the dark, I felt a hand touch my thigh , stroking her , tried to push , but I could not . Then he started scratching my arms , gently touching my face . I felt his breath touching my face fully in the darkness , someone kissed me , his lips were soft and fleshy , felt a faint taste of grape, felt like I had fireworks bursting inside me . The kiss stopped and the person walked away , got out of the tunnel and the light returned .

The woman said we were already arriving at the next station , I opened my eyes and the girl was sleeping , the boy also ruivinho , minus the boy suspenders , he was reading something. I wondered who could have given me that kiss , was it that boy ? Or was the girl ? But it may also have been the other boy . The train stopped and went , I was looking at the car in which I had been two minutes ago. I grabbed my phone and called my mother .

- Mother I'm already here , you can come get me .

- Ok my love , I 'm gone .

I hung up and I was in doubt I wish that kiss , I dunno , but something was telling me that I should not care about that now , that later on I would discover .

4 – Irresistible

Ed Dude , you 're straight right?

- I think so, huh ? - He replied immediately.

- Man, I 'm confused as hell .

- Confused as Ed ? - Zayn asked .

- I think I'm living a platonic love.

- Hmm .. - he made a quick stop - and by whom?

- Soon you will find out.

We sat in silence in full in the library , waiting Niall and Liam arrive. Zayn was reading a book , if I remember right I think it was " The Fault in Our Stars " . I watched as he was devouring that book , page by page , getting obsessed with that book . A girl who suffers from cancer, which more or less forced to go to a support group , where she meets a boy named " Augustus " and the two have an incredible love story , but nothing with a cool finish. A book full of emotions and fun scenes , which may or may not make the reader cry.

Niall was the first to arrive , he put the binder on the table and sat next to me , Zayn was facing me .

- Huh ? Where's Liam ? - asked - He said he is doing one thing , and that 's coming .

- Hmmm - I said - I know that this thing should be .

Niall stood up , walked to the file opened it and took a book . He sat down again , when he put the book on the table I could see what was " Who are you Alaska ."

- Do not you get tired of reading is not ?

- Heuhue - did Niall - Well , not right .

- You should get a book from the shelf there, sit there and read - Zayn said pointing to the books ; - HUSH! - Did the librarian .

I stood up looking for a book that caught my attention , but I did not find shit. I saw there in the corner fictions , so I went into that corner . I was running a finger between the books - hmm , not this , not this also , that never eca - until I found one that really caught my attention . The caught and returned to the table .

- And then what book you get : - Niall asked - Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban .

- Ai creed, how you like this saga ? - Zayn asked looking at me with half a face of disgust .

- The same way you read Twilight dear friend .

We were silent after that embarrassing cut ( laughs ) . It's been twenty minutes and nothing appears Liam , Niall realized that the foot was shaking and tapping three fingers on the table , he was nervous .

- Rro and Niall ? - Asked .

- Yes , why ? - He replied after a few minutes - For nothing - I said Liam came and sat next to Zayn quickly , I realized that getting half troubled, half red , perhaps anger or whatever the .

- Damn man, need not have been bad that way with novice - said Liam - Little did I ? Oh please not my fault if he thinks I 'm a burden to this school , or if she thinks I 'm a playboyzinho paying macho , being the mother of sunshine - Zayn spoke I started to smile , looked at Zayn trying to stop laughing .

- But , man .. - I took a little break leads - You are the sunshine of Mom - Shut up Ed - Zayn yelled - Shut up if you take one more cry , I cast all understand? - Whispered the librarian .

Nodded his head and sat in silence , trying to hold back laughter , but it was not easy , I covered my mouth to not laugh trying to concentrate on the book , but Zayn started to make faces I could not resist and started laughing loudly .

- Sheeran Lord , I am not here to stay enduring his antics , please remove - she demanded - But, I just laughed .

- And I asked to be quiet , and did indeed leave the four .

- More Why? She said nothing more, just pointed to the exit and motioned us to leave . We left and went straight to the court as Professor Logan , wanted to talk with us , sat on the bottom step . The teacher came with a briefcase , and several cardboard under your arm , or seemed to be .

- I want groups of three people maximum - ordered Professor Logan .

- For what? - asked - Work duh , now hurry up , forming groups .

That teacher is a cat , despite him being nerdy guy , nerds are beautiful, cute , small, short, perfect , I 'd get without having any doubt , I want to jump on him , and .. Oh my god how did we get on this subject ? Anyway , I tried to find a group to fit me , but everyone was already three .

- Hey Liam , can I join the group ? - asked - Um , sorry dude we are already three .

- But , I'm just seeing you and Niall , who 's third ?

- Harry - he said - Ah , ok ! - exclaimed I looked at the corner and saw that Zayn had turned away and curled in the corner , and was reading the book again . Approached him , asking already immediately .

- Zayn is no group?

- Yes - Oh, good , I do and you can be ?

- Ta , of course !

Wow, the fastest conversation of my life, Marcel said that each would have to research cultures

of other countries , he shook a purse that was there, and asked that we remove one piece of paper . So I took the paper and looked and saw " Italy " I thought to myself " fucked " .

Liam Harry was coming to court when I waved he sighted me . He waved back ( ie he saw me ) . He sat beside me , and we talked about the work , and that he would stay in my group.

- Ok ! - He exclaimed - Hey , that kid is like you Harry - said Niall - Who? - Harry and I asked at the same time.

- Why, that nerd there.

- Marcel ? - asked - Yeah, look at that face, you are brothers ? - Asked Niall - We do not even know - said Harry - A okay .

Harry looked around , as if he had robbed a bank .

- I need to take to clean it , I'll be back .

Harry stood up and walked towards Marcel , Marcel only just moving away , but Harry followed him anyway. The bell rang and everyone stood just getting me and Niall sat there , the teacher sent out of there , but we did not want just that we had no choice . Since leaving school , at the school gate Niall stroked my face , pulled me close to his chest , and I could feel his erection on my sarrando .

- Niall - whispered - Here there is very public .

- I do not care for it , and neither should you call - he said putting his hand on my neck and the other beneath my buttocks.

He kissed me .

- I'll see you tonight at the party ok ? - He whispered in my ear , almost moaning driving me

crazy .

- The .. o .. ok - got to say .

Zayn - Ed goes on in my house later then ?

- For what?

- Work your tapir.

- Oh, yeah , of course hours ?

- A couple of hours is good.

- Ok !

I got home and I was alone , so I took all my clothes ripped , put the sound at full volume and I was jumping , singing and dancing to and fro only in underwear . When I realized they were already two hours , and Ed was about to arrive, and just when I jumped off the couch, the doorbell rang and I ended up distracting me , and sprained my foot. I was writhing in pain.

- ZAYN - shouted Ed - ENTER - yelled back - THE DOOR IS OPEN .

Ed came in and saw me on the floor, writhing .

- What happened man?

- I hurt myself right .

- Want to help?

- Oh sure what cĂŞ think?

Ed helped me up and put me on the couch , he looked at me with a face kinda scared.

- Zayn what you were up to it is only in his underwear ? And with hurt foot?

- I was .. I. .. I was jumping and then falls .

- I was not jacking off not right?

- Ed Creed , 'm decent - exclaimed - Ata .

He stood up and went to the kitchen .

- Where are you going ? - asked - Pick up something to put your foot in your victim .

He returned with some in hand with an ice pack . He told me to put my foot on the table , and leaned on the arm of the couch . He took the bag of ice and put forcefully ; - FUCK ED - cried - FUCKING - he shouted back - the only way to deflate your nerd shit .

- Ta right - thundered Ed sat next to me and watched me - my body is strange - I spoke - He rested his forearm on the couch , placing his hand on the head . He kept staring at me , it was starting to get weird.

- What about work? - He asked - Hey, let's leave it for later .

- But that's for tomorrow - Do what ?

He touched my hair , which I thought was an odd thing , right after he dropped his hand to my neck , down your hand scraping across my front .

- Ed what are you doing ?

- It .. is .. is so irresistible - What is " irresistible " Ed ? - Made quotation marks with her fingers - Its .. his lips .

He grabbed my arm and squeezed holding against my chest , he sat on top of me , rubbing her buttocks on my member , stroking my face , whispering things in my ear , biting my neck he

kissed me .

5 - The Almost Party

Harry I was sitting on the couch in my new home watching the movie " A Walk to Remember ," a film based on the book by Nicholas Sparks , that makes me cry too , speak the same caraiu not ashamed to speak. The doorbell rang , I got up and went to answer , it was my sister . She came in and went straight to the room .

- Next time leads to 're fucking key? - cried - Fuck you Harry - she yelled back.

As I sat again, the doorbell rang . - Oh my God - I got up and opened , and bumped into Liam .

- Liam ? What are you doing here? How do you know where I live ?

- You did not go to class today, and I wanted to call you to a party that will be at home . - He said looking at me from head to toe - Yeah, but you know where I live ? And I was not why I lost time .

- I followed his sister to school here , so just because she did not want to bring me , ah brother improvements .

- I've had better.

- So ? You want to go?

- Um, I dunno man, my mother is very strict.

- Then do so , give me your number I 'll call you later to see if you will , and I 'll pick you ok ?

- Yeah - I said Liam went away and I went up to my room , threw myself on the bed turned on the TV and went back to watch the movie . I think I just fell asleep , because when I jumped out of bed and looked out the window it was dark , I looked at the clock and was giving half past nine at night , I

grabbed my cell phone and had three missed calls. Shit . I went downstairs and my mom was sitting on the couch talking to a strange man.

- It .. Mom, can I go to a party tonight ?

- No Harry , you know I do not ! - She shouted - What the fuck bitch!

- Oh , Anne let the boy have some fun . - Said the strange man.

- It .. Hum .. Thanks - I spoke - Ta Harry can go, but you will want to know where you are going and what time you arrive.

- Mother ! - exclaimed - Good Ta , can go .

I returned to my room , rummaged in my closet my best clothes , I separated my plaid shirt that I love , my shoes , socks, underwear and all, but was giving missing something, the pants .

- WHERE ARE MY PANTS Manhe ? - cried - I THINK NOT DRIED - she yelled back.

- MOTHER ! WITH SHOES THAT I GO NOW ?

- YOU CAN USE MY ONE IF YOU WANT .

- AI OR DEAD vein .

It turned out that I had no choice , I had to use a very tight pants on me if I would stay with erection just right to see the shape of my member .

Niall I was sitting on the couch in my new home watching the movie " A Walk to Remember ," a film based on the book by Nicholas Sparks , that makes me cry too , speak the same caraiu not ashamed to speak. The doorbell rang , I got up and went to answer , it was my sister . She came in and went straight to the room .

- Next time leads to 're fucking key? - cried - Fuck you Harry - she yelled back.

As I sat again, the doorbell rang . - Oh my God - I got up and opened , and bumped into Liam .

- Liam ? What are you doing here? How do you know where I live ?

- You did not go to class today, and I wanted to call you to a party that will be at home . - He said looking at me from head to toe - Yeah, but you know where I live ? And I was not why I lost time .

- I followed his sister to school here , so just because she did not want to bring me , ah brother improvements .

- I've had better.

- So ? You want to go?

- Um, I dunno man, my mother is very strict.

- Then do so , give me your number I 'll call you later to see if you will , and I 'll pick you ok ?

- Yeah - I said Liam went away and I went up to my room , threw myself on the bed turned on the TV and went back to watch the movie . I think I just fell asleep , because when I jumped out of bed and looked out the window it was dark , I looked at the clock and was giving half past nine at night , I grabbed my cell phone and had three missed calls. Shit . I went downstairs and my mom was sitting on the couch talking to a strange man.

- It .. Mom, can I go to a party tonight ?

- No Harry , you know I do not ! - She shouted - What the fuck bitch!

- Oh , Anne let the boy have some fun . - Said the strange man.

- It .. Hum .. Thanks - I spoke - Ta Harry can go, but you will want to know where you are going and what time you arrive.

- Mother ! - exclaimed - Good Ta , can go .

I returned to my room , rummaged in my closet my best clothes , I separated my plaid shirt that I love , my shoes , socks, underwear and all, but was giving missing something, the pants .

- WHERE ARE MY PANTS Manhe ? - cried - I THINK NOT DRIED - she yelled back.

- MOTHER ! WITH SHOES THAT I GO NOW ?

- YOU CAN USE MY ONE IF YOU WANT .

- AI OR DEAD vein .

It turned out that I had no choice , I had to use a very tight pants on me if I would stay with erection just right to see the shape of my member .

Liam I had just arrived home to Harry , when I received a call from Louis , who was desperate .

- Louis my God , calmly what happened? - Asked quietly - Is Niall , Liam rushes home now .

My heart almost came out his mouth when he said " is Niall ."

- What happened to him? Louis , tell me what happened please!

- I do not know , I realized that it was taking too long and went to get - he sobbed And when I entered the bathroom I saw him lying on the ground , losing a lot of blood . Liam rushes home now !

I started crying at the exact moment when Harry opened the door , he saw me put his hand on my shoulder and said ; - What's up man? - He asked, giving me a pat on the back - I'm sorry Harry , but the party will have to be postponed .

- Why ? What happened ? Dude, you are now my friend , even though I said that would not make friends , I ended up doing . Now tell me , please!

- Louis called me and said he got hurt Niall ugly, and I 'm in shock .. - My voice failed him - Who is Louis ?

- My friend ..

- Want me to drive for you ? It's just telling me to go the path .

- Ok - spoke Harry backed me up on his shoulder , opened the door of the passenger seat and put me in it , he turned and went . As soon as he started the car , I collapsed into tears , sobbing too , sniffling .

- Hey calm, he'll be fine .

- I do not know Harry , he is everything to me , it is all that I have is most precious in this world , do not know what I'd do if he lost , he is my Chubby , sexy blondie , softly .. - My voice began to fail - You guys are brothers ? - He asked - It .. Pretty much - talked After about twenty minutes we arrived at my house and the ambulance was with Niall on litter already getting into the car , tried to get out of the car still moving, but Harry was a little fast , stop and waited for him out .

Harry Liam ran from the car.

- LIAM WAITING - cried But he would not listen and went into the ambulance car , parked the car near his garage, and went toward him . Arriving there, Niall had a nasal cannula , he was sedated to serum , Liam was holding in her hand and crying .

- No friends , only family - said the doctor or whatever that .

- I'm the only family he has - said Liam - Are you his brother ? Uncle ? Father ? - Asked a girl of black hair - No! I'm his boyfriend !

Boyfriend ? Now it is explained why the two were walking together always right , but I have no prejudice. I was looking at both of them, and seeing what it was like to love a person of the same sex , I think it should be the same as a heterosexual love a woman .

I tried to go with both of them in the ambulance , but it did not work , the doctor would not let me come along .

- Harry - said Liam - Go with my car .

- Ok - I said - But as your friend ? He will stand there ?

- Bring him with you ? he asked - Okay .

The ambulance was gone , I got in the car , honked and gave the defendant for the boy who was sitting in shock in front of the door . He came a few minutes later , entered and slammed the door shut .

Louis Fucking hell , I thought. It's the boy I kissed in that wagon train, at dawn . I was afraid that he recognized me, but thank God I do not think so . I was silent without it, I never really got it. I turned on the radio was playing " Wake Me Up" from Avicii , changed the station and was playing " Whataya Want From Me " P ! Nk . Well just when I would change the boy touched my hand and said to leave that .

I confess I blushed when he touched my hand , I felt butterflies in my stomach , but fireworks. A feeling that overcame me completely, it was as if everything and everyone in the world had desparecido , I could not tear my gaze the whole time I was watching him , but he did not even looked back at me .

- Hey - I said - Huh? - He replied .

- I think not met ..

- I think so.

Oh shit that guy who was off this ? My God , we 're trying again .

- Good , I call Louis .

- Pleasure Louis , I call Harry . - He said, taking one hand from the wheel , and squeezing my .

I felt a wonderful thing , I felt happy, I felt alive, I felt happy , I felt that I could be happy again after my accident I had in Italy .

6 Hours After

Liam Harry estava sentado, com a cabeça para trás dormindo, Louis estava deitado na outra cama dormindo, o que ele não deveria estar fazendo, mas ele é folgado assim, fazer o que né ? Niall estava todo sedado, com a cabeça toda enfaixada, olhar para aquela cena me fazia chorar mais ainda, o médico não vinha para dar notícias, ou qualquer coisa do tipo. Acabei gritando, e esqueci de que Niall precisava de silêncio e descanso, Harry e Louis acordaram.

- E ai cara ? Nada ainda ? - pergunto Harry Fiz que não com a cabeça, encostei na parede e me agachei levantando os joelhos, e pondo minha cara no meio deles. Comecei a chorar mais ainda, acho que acabei pegando no sono, pois pulei no susto com Louis me balançando. O médico estava na sala de espera querendo falar comigo, Louis e Harry ficaram com Niall á minha espera. Fui até o médico e ele começou a falar comigo.

- Senhor Liam, eu tenho duas notícias para você.

- E quais são ? - perguntei - É melhor se sentar, o senhor pode não aguentar ou acreditar.

Comecei a ficar assustado.

- Por favor, falei – disse me sentando.

- Ok .. A primeira é que ele vai ficar bem; - Ta e a segunda ? - perguntei - Esta é a bomba, com a pancada que ele tomou foi muito forte .. - disse ele com a voz falhando - O que o senhor está querendo dizer com isso ? - perguntei - A pancada foi muito forte, ele perdeu muito sangue – disse com a voz falhando de novo – A pancada provocou um tumor.

6 – The Bomb

Liam Niall was still hospitalized and sedated in that damn hospital. I could not go visit him because he was too busy then kept asking Louis to stay with him there for me . The phone did not ring , no message , nothing at all . The phone rang only once that week , I ran to meet , but it was just one of those girls offering discounts in shops baths .

Harry knocked on my door around seven in the morning. I was still asleep , but I ended up waking up because it seemed that he was breaking the fucking door .

Got up and went down the stairs , mega tired eyes swollen from crying . I opened the door , and let Harry entered , and threw myself on the couch , and cringed throughout . He stopped in front of me and stared at me , her eyes were red , there were scratches and bruises on her face, arms and etc. ..

- Liam , my God you're depressed ! - Said he crouched near my face - Harry , I can not stand it , I can not lose my Irish , I can not .

- You will not face, - I'm afraid that's all you know? Nothing else, it is very important to me , that kid saved my life many times, I 've lost count of how many times he did it , and now being on the contrary, I want to help Harry .

- I understand - he said looking at the ground - Where is Louis ? - asked - You are in the hospital with him .

- And why are not you there too ?

- Why do I have plenty to do .

He helped me stand up , and took me to the bathroom . He began to undress me .

- What are you doing Harry ? - asked - What am I doing? Taking care of you , did not notice that is skinny? What stinks ? That is unclean ?

I shook my head .

- Well Liam , you do not see it , but I do. Think you look like will make it better? Want to become depressed and may catch leukemia? And if you handle it? He returns home , and gets you in his place? Is that what you want? Do not know? I am your friend , and wondering whether or not I 'll take care of you man, fuck the state Fuck , fuck how you are and the more trouble it is, I 'll be here forever. Friends are forever.

- But .. - My voice failed - You said you would not make any friends .

- Liam my God , it's been a month that I'm here , do you really think that if I did not want his friendship , would I be here ? I would be doing these things ? Was he bothering you? 'd Torn his clothes forces , and give you a bath as well ? Think I know your name ? I do not even speak to you , I would not ask people what happened to you . Liam , learn that " colleague " is the person you know around the corner , and soon their friendship fades , " friend " is one that you know always does everything with him , play with him , tease him , make fuck all . If a fuck , fuck the rest are together, I'm lying? No, I 'm not . Now walk , walks into that shower, you alone will not be able to clean , I'll have to help you.

- But .. - He interrupted me .

- No , but Liam . Come on !

He threw me into the box , and started rubbing the sleeve on me , then rubbed the soap and loofah scrub again . It looked like he was trying to rip my skin off , rubbed my head , tacou shampoo and conditioner . I think an hour in the bathroom , he turned off the shower , grabbed a towel and wrapped it in me and helped me out . He took me to his room , where he took another towel and rubbed my head , he rolled my closet and grabbed a piece of clothing . He put me at all actually , you know, my body was too limp , I could do almost nothing .

When he finished and he looked at me and said .

- Hmm , now put . Is sexy , now that we 're already late for school .

But before he could leave, I pulled her arm and it came with all over me , making us both fall into bed.

- Uh .. Harry .

- S .. S. . Yes - he said stuttering .

- You are hurting me .

- A .. A.. Ah , sorry - he said lifting and going to the door, but before he got there, I pulled again, but this time nothing happened - What are these scratches Harry ? These bruises ? Did something happen ?

- No, nothing .

- Are you sure ?

- Yes I have Liam , because now we 're already well behind .

- Dude , it was exactly as you said we're friends , you can tell me everything.

We sat in silence for a minute .

- Liam , it was nothing serious , do not worry ok ?

- Ok - spoke .

When we were leaving the house , I saw Niall leaning on Louis and Dr. Cashin . Were both coming to the verandah , Niall was still with the nasal cannula.

- Doctor Cashin . Niall . What are you doing here?

- Someone is already well duh , enough to come home - he said smiling .

Started smiling uncontrollably done , ran towards Niall and hugged him tight.

- Calm down he is still weak - said Dr. Cashin - Ohh - Niall groaned Hi - Daddy How good it was to hear the sound of your voice guy is the best thing in the world to me .

- Niall listen well , you must take these medicines every eight hours ok ? Give you at least two weeks and you'll be fine.

- Okay doctor, iri take, but now I think I'll lie down I'm a little tired.

- Okay Niall , Mr. Payne , take good care of it right? He will need to rest for a while .

- Okay - said smiling .

Harry I was sitting on my bed playing my XBOX when Liam called me .

- Harry , please help me , help comes in here please - said it fast and desperate.

- Liam , calm . What happened ?

- Niall is very hot , is very ill , is vomiting too , please Harry , come here .

- I'm coming man .

I took the car keys from my mother , took my license , got in the car , I reverse gear and ran to the home of Liam . I opened the door and saw Niall lying on the couch with lots of blankets over him , Liam was putting a cloth over her forehead . He was looking the same as always , was beautiful , only that he was losing his hair color.

- What happened ? - asked - He began to feel ill from nothing , woke up with it too coughing , running out of breath , rubbing his hands in the couch cushions .

- You gave the drugs he needs to take ?

- Dei , of course - he said wiping away tears .

Sat side by Niall and stared at him, I felt like crying , but I could not.

- Liam - I said - not forgotten any medicine ?

- No, he already took all .

Niall felt calming down slowly , releasing the pads , able to breathe better, looked more closely and saw the error .

- Of course , the cannula was badly fitted so .

I took her, and Niall was getting back that way , encachei again and he returned to stay calm , and fell asleep . I watched him slowly falling asleep , calming , and finally getting better but still a bit warm .

- Liam , let it rest a bit . - talked - And we will do what ?

- I dunno, what do you do when you're alone ?

- Um, that 's not to do now .

- Oh you pervert , I do not need to know that . I mean what makes boredom in another sense you know?

- I get it , I 'll watch movies or playing .

- Alright, let's play .

2 Weeks After

Ashley - Does anyone have news of Liam , Harry and Niall us?

- No - said all along - You do not know Ashley ? - Asked Demi - Please Demetria , think that would be asking if I knew ? What happened ?

- Niall fell and hit his head, he got a tumor it is already at home, but from what I heard my parents talk , I think he is right.

I was scared at the exact moment she said " Tumor " . My blood began to boil , my eyes began to burn , my tears began to flow .

- FUCK AND YOU ONLY TELL ME THAT NOW DEMI ? - cried - Calm the fuck , I learned that yesterday, I thought you knew me huh .

- Excuse me - told me removing the table - Ed , you come with me . Now .

I went to the campus , I grabbed my cell phone and called home Liam , I was walking from one side to the other thinking about it all, how it happened , how it happened. Thinking to myself all the time " Liam will attend, please pick up ." He answered.

- Hello? - He said with a sweet voice

- My God Liam , Niall okay? What happened ?

- Ashley ? Oh yes he is right, it's already better . There was a little accident at home, no biggie .

- NOTHING TOO ? - Yelled - The only blondie school boy , walking with the only blonde school girl , who I love very much , I think my brother , everything for me , it was a tumor , and you tell me it 's no big deal ? - Thundered .

- Calm maiden, he got a tumor yes, but it has been withdrawn, he's fine.

- Ah cool, but even so , I'm going there now with Ed , after this news I need to see him now .

- Ah , ok - he said hanging up the phone .

- Come on Ed - said Liam arrived at the house in an hour , our school is far away , and the traffic did not help at absolutely no fucking . As we entered the living room , Ed went into shock and froze to see the childhood friend that way .

- Niall my love , how are you feeling ? - Asked already crying - As if you have fallen on me - he said smiling .

- Oh , that way you keep it playful - I said stroking his blond hair, which was losing color and turning white , when I pulled my hand back , came a little hair on it .

I looked at Liam and showed him , looked back at Niall and said ; - I come now okay?

- Ok - he said with his voice cracking .

I kissed his cheek .

- Liam can talk alone in the kitchen please?

- Of course - he said .

When arriving at the kitchen sink leaned in , and Liam leaned on the refrigerator door .

- Liam , could explain this to me ?

- A little hair - he said - Yes , a little hair , BUT it is not little. Liam this is not a good sign , is hiding something?

- Of course not Ashley , where do you get these ideas ?

- Of Yourself . - I said - is not even hiding something ? - Asked glaring at him with my eyes .

- Ashley , I have no reason to lie, even to you girl .

- So ok ?

- Ok !

Liam The home phone rang, and I ran to meet . Ed was holding Niall 's hand and smiling , Ashley came behind me standing next to Niall also . Answered .

- Hello? - talked

- Hello Mr. Payne ?

- Myself, Dr. Cashin ?

- Yes - What got me tell me of another Cashin ?

- Niall exams are ready , I need you to come get .

- Now ?

- Yes - Okay , I'm going then .

When I got to the hospital , Dr. Cashin was sitting in the chair in the living room with a folder in hands . I went into the living room , I and Dr. Cashin gave a handshake . He looked at me with a sad look , which made me scared.

- Here is Mr. Payne , but before taking I need to tell you something .

Here comes a bomb , was hoping not to be too anything.

- We managed to remove the tumor Niall , but - his voice broke - Damn , I hate my job . Come on, the doctors did everything to get remove the tumor without leaving any trace you want. The work was well done , but they lacked something unexpected . Do not know how we could not see it at the time of x -ray , when we did the first tests did not show up or anything, but it is now clear and explicit . Mr Payne , I'll cut to the chase , by Niall have lost a lot of blood , he could have caught hemorrhage, but not picked up , but only one tumor . But this tumor , eventually creating something else worse.

I started crying before he finished talking, I was shaking, my eyes looked like they were getting swollen , my mouth was getting dry .

- Dr. Cashin , please tell once - I said crying and sobbing .

- The tumor was gone . But in their place came leukemia - he paused - I'm sorry .

My world collapsed that time , I started to cry saying that was wrong , it could not be . My Nialler may not be cancer , not really.

Falls to the ground too , shaking crying , wanting to kill me . I could not believe it , my Nini can not die , I can not lose my baby . I love him dearly .

- Liam - he said - Stay calm , he can do the treatment , the choice is his.

- Doctor , I do not care , I'll do marrow, kidney , lung, whatever it takes to save my baby's life transplant , I will.

- You know you can not be compatible right?

- Yes I know , but do not want to know , I'll find someone who is .

Unable to drive normally got home Ashley and Ed were still there along with Louis , but it was when I realized the whole class . Demi , Harry , Josh , Zayn - I need to speak with you - said already crying .

We all went to the verandah and sat in silence , I was not able to say anything .

- What was Liam ? - Asked Ashley Zayn took the folder in my hands , and read the scans .

- My goodness - he said amazed .

I put my hand on his face and started crying even more , the rest of the staff took the exam and viewed . Everyone looked between , Ashley began to cry , Ed also Josh withdrew saying he was not well , Demi began to feel ill , Zayn froze . We sat there for thirty minutes , then immediately entered .

- I 'm not going to die ? - Said Niall - Not that it will not not - said Ashley - Ash 're lying , you looked to the right and scratched his nose.

Ashley bent down and grabbed Niall 's hand , and began to cry . Zayn sat on the couch next to Ed , who was still traumatized by the news . Demi sat on the floor , Josh was in the backyard walking to and fro . Louis went upstairs , and stayed there.

- Hey - Niall said with a sweet voice as always , but a little weak - its doidinhos Do not worry , I will not leave you anytime soon . - He said smiling at us all .

7 – The Party

Harry Liam was in the house , helping to pack everything for the party , when my mother called and said that my sister would travel with her to Ireland. Beauty , but once I 'm staying alone in this shit, but I said before it shut down - Mother , I 'm staying home from Liam !

- Ok my love , then take care ok ? Mommy loves you .

- Ta mother may leave ; She hung up and I went back to help with things . Liam was preparing drinks , Louis was packing edible things , Niall was cleaning the closet. I looked at him , smiling .

- See? You look great - I said hugging him.

- Only this moment right Harry ? - He said smiling Niall finished helping with the room, and went to the kitchen , getting there Liam sat on the floor , leaning against the wall and thoughtful . The doorbell rang , and Louis met , the sound of the voice was Ashley . I returned to the room and greeted each other .

- Niall - My warrior, my little brother , my beautiful , my fluffy my everything - she said.

- Hey , I'm so jealous - said Liam - Ah , you too Liam love it all - she said hugging him.

Ashley squatted in front of the sound, and chose a cd . She tried to turn on the radio , but it was a struggle, a war between her and stereo, she finally succeeded, and the music started playing .

At first I did not recognize what it was, but then I could recognize. The doorbell rang again , but this time it was I who opened it was Zayn . I frowned .

- Zayn - Ashley said .

- Shorty - he said .

- Where are the people ? - He asked - It will come uĂŠ , is not it time , we are still preparing everything . - Liam replied .

Finished tidying around eight , all were taking a hell of a bath and grooming . I went to the bathroom on Niall room as he was bathing along with Liam . Once out of the shower , I went downstairs to go get my clothes home already had about thirty people . Died of shame at that time , wanted to disappear at that moment sir.

I ran back to the room , and ended up using one of Niall clothes . Got a little tight , but has to use normally. When I came down again, the house was already full , I saw Niall and Liam in the kitchen talking , Ashley and Demi stirring in the cell , Ed was sitting on the couch drinking something, Zayn was taking refreshments while Louis was leaning against the wall watching everything . I walked toward him and leaned against the wall too.

- And then man ? - I said wanting to pull matter - Daew - he replied staring at me - Um , it's all in engomadinho .

I smiled .

- Ah , not so much like you - I said smiling , making him blush , but do not know why I was doing it , or because he blushed .

We sat in silence after that , watching everyone dancing wildly , drinking as if nothing else mattered in the world for them , having fun as if the world were to end tomorrow . Niall and Liam came into the room and started dancing , people kept arriving was practically almost the whole school there. Ed shouted ; - GYPSY He jumped off the couch and started dancing madly , jumping , screaming . I think the alcohol had increased his entire head, it is very flexible for what I saw , it looks like a centipede dancing , but I confess that he dances too . He came towards us and pulled us sending dancing , we had no choice .

Niall Once finished GYPSY , began to play a slow song , I'm not sure what the name was , but it was a Fodinha well . He took my hand , the other he put in my waist joining my body against his, making my head fit perfectly between your shoulder and your neck . He hugged me and

whispered in my ear super exciting things . I blushed . We stopped dancing , he took my hand and was leading me to the bedroom .

When we arrived in the room , the bed was filled with red flower petals and candles around the room, and the floor and cinnamon flavor I think. Seeing it made me feel good , made me smile , made me forget about my cancer . Liam picked me up and kissed me , putting me gently on the bed . He stood over me and was smiling .

- What is it? - Asked quietly - Nothing , just that you admire is good - he said , making me blush again.

- Ah Liam to .

- I did nothing - he said stroking my face - not done yet .

I smiled . He kissed me and started taking off my clothes , starting with the shirt, then my shoes .

He came up slowly , kissing my belly , going up to my neck and biting . I removed her blouse , and he scratched my whole chest he slowly unzipped my pants and started pulling her slowly , he slammed both hands on my thighs , was biting me to get on my cock and bit too, making with my horny increase further .

Bites , he went to them licks . He took my underwear and was rubbing her hand on my cock , making it stand more upright than he already was , he started licking her little head slightly , putting everything in their mouths then . Horny and pleasure exploded inside me , my arousal grew every time he tried or shoved my entire cock inside her mouth .

- What? - He asked - Nothing - I said - I like to look in his eyes .

- Hum know - he said scratching my chest .

We switch positions , he stayed down and I over . I pulled his pants as she kissed him , he slapped my buttocks and squeezed , causing sarrasse on his cock , so hard that my underwear ripped . We started laughing .

- Leveraging she left - he said - just go.

- How do you want me to go? - Ask indiscreetly .

- Be careful , that's all - he replied - Ah , ok .

Liam - Ahh - groaned , putting a hand on her thigh - Devegar .

- I'm going - he said .

Niall put a hand on my neck , and another on my thigh he kissed me , and put everything inside .

Just when the entire scratched the back , making him moan for me . I was four , and called him , he came and turned around and put his cock inside me mercilessly without mercy .

- Damn - screamed - Ahh , Niall , drives me crazy .

- Are you also love it right? - Said he fucked me faster - Aii , ahh - everything was getting at the time was making moaning - NIALL - screamed - Finish me going .

Staying four was a good choice , but not much. I was feeling the best feeling in the world at that time . I closed my eyes , filling me with pleasure, he stopped going a little fast and started to go a little slowly started rolling lightly on his cock . We did not spend forty minutes , I think the maximum was about thirty -five al .

- I enjoy - shouted Niall I got up and I squatted and put his mouth on his cock .

- Go all in me enjoys enjoys .

I helped a bit with masturbation . He came all over my face , and kept rubbing his cock in me . I smiled . Lay panting on the bed.

- I'm dead - he said - If you are dead , I imagine ? - talked We smiled and kissed, and ended up falling asleep while festava was still rolling down there .

Louis - You saw Niall and Liam? - Asked Harry - I saw them the last time they were going up to the room I think. - He replied putting the drink in the mouth .

- Are you serious ? The two were in the bedroom? - Asked shocked .

- I do not know , just know that I saw them climbing up.

I decided to let it go , if they were in the middle of vucu vucu , I will not want to mess up , went to the kitchen and looked for something to eat because I did not want to eat some things that were on the table . I found a piece of cake , I assumed that no one would eat so I ate . Was very good, I went back to the room where Harry was in the same place , leaning against the wall , went to the table and started drinking . I barely finished drinking, and filled my glass again.

- Heey , take it easy there - Harry spoke already on my side - For drinking so much?

- I want to miss a thing , a person - I have spoken quite dizzy .

- What exactly do you want to forget ? - Asked taking the cup of my hand .

- Um, I can not say .

- Sure ?

- Absolute ! - exclaimed - Right then - he said helping me sit on the couch .

He sat beside me , and I was thinking that day , that night on the train , as he does not

remember me? I know he did not see me much, but still face, for he was recognized me right .

He was leaning watching Ashley dancing , I watched his gaze , he biting his lips , then thought to myself "It's to get fucked , he 's straight , but a damn platonic love."

- What you observe both Ashley dance? - asked - Damn , look at that body my God , that guy damnation, would love to get her to come down that way until my cock . - Answered smiling .

- Our guy smoked what ?

- I do not smoke .

- It seems that smoking does.

We were silent , and he has to face Ashley , and I became the face he got up at the same time he also stood . In the face and that's when I thought, it's now or never . I could not, and ended up leaving there. I went into the bathroom , and realized that he was coming after me or whatever , I stopped at the door as we had .

- It's best to go in from above , nobody goes there - he said - Ok - spoke Is this a teaser ? He wants to be with me alone in the room ? He wants to use me ? He wants my naked body ? He wants to rape me ? Well, I do not know , but if he is thinking of doing one of those things I let him do it without a doubt. I was hoping it turns out to be my turn , as he left asked if he could wait for me .

- Ta , of course . - He replied giving access to the bathroom .

Once out he was leaning against the hallway wall stroking her beautiful hair. Down the stairs and I ended up stumbling when I would fall , Harry grabbed me .

- EPA - he said - That which gives drink too much .

I smiled and blushed .

- Oh , what do you know - I replied .

He went to the kitchen , and I was in the room , I realized that it was taking too long , and went to see what he was doing . Arriving there, he was just leaning against the sink, with arms crossed looking at nothing. I was glaring at him with my eyes , and could not stop when he saw me it was too late .

- Oh , pardon Louis did not see you .

- Oh, I can not take anymore - I said Approached him putting my hand on his neck and the other around his waist , sticking my body next to him . Feeling all your warmth against mine, his breath on my face , leaving me free, making me shiver at the sound of " As Long As You Love Me " from the Backstreet Boys , I just do not resisting her beautiful lips, and kissed .

Ed Sitting on the couch watching Zayn dancing with her friends , I was holding myself not to advance on him and kiss right there . I wanted to do this , but I was afraid . Harry saw coming out of the kitchen with a guy scared and shocked going into the yard , Louis came behind him then .

- Hey - I said - Lets face it , what did you do ? - asked - Nothing much .

- Sure ?

- Okay, I could not resist face, those beautiful lips were screaming my name , I had to kiss him, I had to grab it.

- But you have not already done it on the train ?

- Yes, but he did not recognize me Ed , who knows with this my kiss it to recognize the flavor ?

Or whatever man. I think I 'm in love .

- Owwwn - I - Ti cute , he's loving .

- Ed , this is not cute , this is bad guy . Not sure if this is a platonic love, he kept seeing Ashley dancing , I think he 's straight , and want to catch it.

I was silent , not knowing what to talk about , but after five minutes I said.

- Well, I 'm really sorry for this, this is fucking boring , I know how it is , because I think I'm going through the same shit. And I think he will not be able to catch the guy not Ashley .

- Well , I'm sorry for you too . And he could not get it Ed ?

- Dan , she is a lesbian , and is akin to Demi .

8 - Everything Changes

Liam Niall started bleeding from the nose , starting to vomit blood then . That scene made me cry , and I did not know what to do , helped him to his feet and went to the hospital. Where he had to spend the night , but given the doctor was not too much, nothing was probably just showing that the cancer is there dominating him.

3 Weeks After The doorbell rang at about quarter past four in the morning . I woke up and Niall was sleeping on my side like a baby , I went downstairs and opened the door . To my great disappointment , were the parents of Niall . I went into the bedroom and woke up saying her parents were there and

wanted to see him , he stood frightened and went downstairs, I came down soon after. He sat in the middle between the mother and father and they talked .

- What are you doing here ? - Niall asked yawning.

- We come to take you back to Ireland.

My heart nearly came out through the mouth , literally. How well they want to take my Nialler back to Ireland ? Because they want to take him from me just now? Dude, this is an injustice .

- I will not return - he exclaimed - Niall you need , there you will have the care they deserve.

I thought to myself , there really he would have better care than here , do not know why , but I did what I did . She was shaking , my voice was catching , hardly skirt.

- Ni .. Ni .. Niall you better go - I said - But Liam , I do not. I want to stay here with you .

- Niall - his mother said - You have no choice , you will return to us. I'll give you two some time to talk .

That was the worst conversation of my whole life, even before we start talking about Niall had begun to cry . I could not resist and started talking and crying at the same time ; - Niall , you need to go , you'll be fine . Believe me, go .

- Liam , sticks in your head that I do not want to be anywhere else , unless I'm with you.

- Nialler , yes you will , you'll be fine , because I know I will . There you will have better care than here , and I can visit you on holidays and vacations - said sobbing .

- But Liam - he interrupted - I was once told that if you love something , you must release it. If she is back that belongs to you, if not go back, it is because she was never yours . So Nialler you will , because I know you're mine , and always will be , I know that will come out of this strong and steady , you will return to me , I know that.

We held each other tight , then immediately exchanged glances . I put my hand on his neck , and pulled him to kiss . Did not want to have said those things to him , but maybe this could be our last kiss for eternity .

Niall In the backseat of the car , I watched Liam beside Louis to giving me goodbye , hugged Louis . Liam leave behind , it hurt me really, really do not know how my heart endured this pain . Could still see Liam looking at the car follow the way to the airport , I fell into tears , I began to sob . I hate living in Ireland , that place is good , but not so much so, that place scares me . My phone vibrated , it was a message from Liam .

Moz You'll be fine , will stay strong , you are strong .

You'll come back to me , I will do everything to see you , Niall my M么 , everything will work out ok ? I love you . Sz .

Received at 5:15 am

Replied minutes later .

Liam , I do not know if my heart will endure I want to stand beside you today, tomorrow and for always . You were one of the best things that ever happened to me in life, I will never in my life you let my love , ever okay? Why you Liam Only for you, I 'll try, I'll be strong and fight it , because you are my source of life , are you my great love , it's you want spend eternity ok ? I will always love you .

Kisses her cute Irish , S2 .

Ships ace 5:17 am .

Ashley

cow Demi , come in my house now or call me now please, it's urgent.

Posted at 6:30 am She called me two minutes later.

- Hello Cow ? - talked - What was that ? Six of matina Ashley .

- Please come to my house is urgent.

- But it has to be now?

- Yes girl, please come soon .

- Okay .

She arrived at my house would have to give seven. She sat on the sofa , put his elbow on the legs, hands on chin and said ; - Um, what happened ?

- A very serious thing , help me .

- Tell me what was right girl, please.

- I'm in love . - hesitated Strange . We stayed quiet , she did not say anything and I also had no issue to speak .

- And who is the person ? - She asked after a long time .

- Oh , you know who you are.

- I know ? Sorry , I 'm not lerda not know .

I sat beside her , and turned aside to her, she did the same . We were looking at us, and I was blushing . Watching those beautiful blue hair , with those beautiful eyes , she is petite which makes it even more cute. She watched me making a face like " Who is the person ? " " Tell me at once. " I thought to myself , damn will take in the asshole , fuck it . I pushed

her in the back of the couch , got on top of her holding her arms , began biting his ear down to his neck , until you get in your mouth . Then I kissed her.

Harry I spent the whole night awake thinking about the kiss that Louis had given me, it was weird, disgusting, but I could not stop thinking about it. Something began to boil inside me, something was asking for more, something I wanted to play it again, see you again. We are not to speak of since the party, I did not see the street, not even saw Liam at school too. In class I was thinking why I'm thinking about the kiss that Louis gave me, was already starting to go wrong with that.

Why is this happening to me? Why am I having feelings that I never had before by anyone?

Because I can not stop this damn languishing kiss? Because the taste of your lips do not come out of my mouth? Man, I do not know the answers that, but surely I'll get the answers.

I. .. I. .. I think I'm in love.

Louis Kissing Harry like that was totally wrong of me, but I could not stand the pressure. Since the day I laid eyes on him on that train, I fell in love, it was love at first sight. And when I found out he knows my childhood best friend, holy shit, right there that my heart was complete love for him. I could not live without his friendship without love him, without him at my side without him nothing.

Too bad he is straight, he was still bisexual would still huh? No problem, because no man is one hundred percent straight, I can try to show another side to it.

I want to scream to the world, I LOVE HARRY STYLES. 1 Month After

Zayn - I'm sorry for doing that guy - said Ed - Relax, it's all right - I said - Really?

- Old course.

I was still scared and shocked at what Ed had done to me. Ed my childhood friend, we met in kindergarten, and we are together today. An inseparable friendship, or at least was until a certain person appears in our lives, and end up screwing up all my feelings, I mean not only mine, but his too.

- Let's call the guys and go out tonight? - He asked - Ed, you guys? Niall returned to Ireland with her parents, Ashley's grounded, Liam is depressed and not leaving the house, Demi I do not know, Josh is rehearsing for the show, Louis should be helping Liam. Unless Demi, no one else is available.

- I'd forgotten that.

- But what about if we were just us two? - asked Ed blushed and smiled. It took a while to respond, but finally he ended up saying; - Took.

Niall Moz Hey , I learned that Mr. is depressed , you can quit now already boy , do not want look like that ok ?

Please stay well, I 'm struggling , 'm fighting for right? I love you .

Posted at 9:20 pm Liam did not take long for me to respond .

Moz達o Good to my baby , it makes me happy Who told you that ? It was Louis? or was Zayn ? Whoever it was that told you that need not worry my love , I was rather depressed when you are gone , but now I'm fine right? I'm super good , be strong my fluffy , moreover , you are strong . I love you , Bjos Sz .

Received at 9:21 pm I did not want to tell him , at least not yet . No per message , much less by phone , by

letter or maybe not . Sooner or later I would have to tell him anyway, just not sure how I'll do it . No dear readers , I 'm not in love with another, or in love with a girl , let alone betrays . Do not know where , but I draw strength and sent the message .

Moz達o Do not want to tell you that for message so there you go . Love, I 'm in chemotherapy sign that my cancer is progressing , I I started the treatment today. I'm right, I choked all lungs out here . I love you Li , you is everything to me , I'll never leave you, never same . Soon we will be close together again, agarradinhos lying in our warm bed , asleep spooning . You love it , I know .

Now I need to rest my love , but stay well ok? Please do not do anything stupid , if I get you primed knowing something when I return , you will be punished ok ? Good night my Prince I will forever love you . Bjos of her cute Irish .

Ships ace 9:26 pm

Liam I woke up early with my phone ringing , I saw who the mother of Niall should be, was . So I thought to myself , " he's gone " . Answered .

- Hello? - talked - Hello Liam ?

- Myself.

- Oh, good , I'm sorry bothering you , but is that Niall forgot to think of it stuffed in your home , you could take a look for me please ?

- Look , here is yes, but I can not return Ms. Horan she hesitated - Why, why not Liam ?

- Why if I lose Niall , the only reminder that I 'll be his photos and memories that will stay forever stored in my memory . But the bear , I will cherish for always , never let it get dirty , torn, or anything of the sort .

- You love him too right? - She asked crying

- Yes - I said - I'm scared of losing my Little Irish .

- Liam , we must have faith , even if I have only one percent , have faith and believe that he will do the impossible .

- Nothing is impossible - said - Exactly - she said sniffling .

9 - Letters

Liam Dear Niall , I write this letter to you because I'm without my phone , I was angry that it crashes a lot, punched him and threw it on the wall. He broke into several pieces at the same time , then gave in gave m么 . Niall my angel , I am having very difficult problems at home, and end up running out of time to send you an email , but it happens that my laptop is gone too, he stopped calling and the screen exploded . You do not ask me how this happened . I was reading your last post , you were already starting chemotherapy , it hurt me to see that message very, very much . Are you being strong is fighting it, and it is wonderful ok ? I've been talking to Zayn these days , and came to a conclusion that someone in our group has to be compatible with you , yet we are not so sure who is, but we're thinking that maybe Ashley or Marcel . Yes , I started talking with Marcel week you were gone , and he is a great guy, a love of people . It is fun , is not that nerd people see and speak " Ai crosses " " Oh that dork nerd " , he enjoys life and not enough of IBOPE or a smile to the undeserving , just like you . I can not sleep for three days , that I wonder how you are , what you are feeling , if you're good, you're taking care it deserves. Things here after you're gone , have changed too much, Ashley became rebellious , Demi is suffering problems with family , Zayn is hospitalized with food poisoning , Josh landed a contract for his band and went on tour , Ed is dedicated to also music , Louis still remains the same , Harry not seen him since the party , and I 'm still sad, distressed , devastated by his departure, but I'm happy at the same time, you 'll be fine I know it will , taught me one thing, " we should not be afraid of what life has to offer . " I walked into his life from nowhere, just as you also entered my , you caught me when I was the one there all sedated , full of holes , bruised , remember? Now, I want you to let me hold you . Remember when I did not want to travel with the school , and I was crying because I did not want to leave you for three months , and you told me to sit on the bench of the bus on the left side with the window to see you ? So now I'm in the same bank . You promised me you would never leave me, remember? Do not break this promise , please. Now I need to decouple Nialler , I hope this letter reaches you . I Love You .

Of his love , Liam Payne

Niall Dear Liam , I received your letter a day after you have sent me . But boy that thing that you have to break craze in mobile , but at least you saw my last message to you . What kind of problems Liam ?

How well your laptop stopped working and the screen exploded ? This is something of the devil in care ( laughs ) . Yes, Marcel is a very nice guy , I had already talked to him a while ago and turned tals and friends . Tells Ashley that I'm dying to miss her , and the people, but mostly you my BĂŞ . Good guy in Zayn will still kill if he continues without eating , smoking and stay there these weeds , and Liam if I know that you are also smoking that shit , you can forget our love okay? Have Zayn stand why he is my friend, but my boyfriend ? Sorry , I do not accept that my love . Um , give congratulations to Josh for me when he comes back, Ashley rebel? Oh , rebel how? Sending all go fuck themselves ? Why is this, it is only to TPM . Ed is a great singer and composer as well, I'm glad he's dedicating the song . But Demi is not not cutting it? She has already been to the hospital several times because of that , if she is doing this , give her a slap that nuzzles me. Because you do not see Harry since the party in Liam ? Louis is always the same, it never changes , except when you want .

Yes my baby , I already started with chemotherapy . I'm bald is beautiful , just not next week maybe I have to be hospitalized because they are looking for someone who is compatible with me , and it's fucking find . Hopefully not too long , the treatment is beginning to take effect , because I already feel better, I feel a little stronger , I can now stand up alone. I still can not breathe without my nasal cannula , the forces already have enough to kiss you . Tomorrow I will do again, so do not know how long this letter should be delivered will take to you, I 'm fine right?

Yes , I remember this day my love , it was practically just a stab , it was the first time we'd move away , so obviously I think with all like that . I need to go , it's late here , and I have to sleep a lot and have a long and good night's sleep , I Love You Daddy . Kisses .

Of its Irish , Niall Horan

Liam Dear Niall , Your letter arrived here three days later , the mail is shit . Well , you know that I lose my temper very easy right love, are problems of the house , but they are no big deal , I 've managed to solve it . And because they never told me anything about Marcel ? I loved making friends with him, he's really cool , next week we were all ready for a big surprise . It is as well that Ashley is right , not the Demi does not cut again no, she made a stop there that her parents did not like , in fact she did not, she said. Zayn is exaggerating too much anyway , soon he will not take it anymore . Do not worry about it my moz達o , I 'm not smoking right? Tomorrow it will be the school dance , and I wanted to go with you, but you can not . I will not go, I 'd rather stay home , lying in our warm bed , watching movies and eating junk , lying on your side of the bed , smelling the delicious aroma in your pillowcase.

- What is Liam , go to the prom ? - Asked Zayn - Dude, the person I want to go , is not here , so I will not go okay? You can go without me , I prefer to stay at home.

- Dude, will want to miss the Florence and The Machine ? - Said Ashley - Ashley , I've seen her live , and I intend to see again when she gets back here. And my daughter , her parents released you to the dance ? Or is pulling a " rebel " and running away?

- I dunno - she said rolling her eyes .

- Go on , I'll stay home .

They were and I was at home all night lying on our bed , watching movies , eating ice cream with cookies , the ones you made and were delicious . Its smell was impregnated on the pillowcase and pillow, making me go crazy . I think I fell asleep in the middle of the film, I woke up with Ashley giving me a pat on the face and crying a lot .

Of his love , Liam Payne .

Josh Dear friends , My tour is great , everything is going perfectly as planned, it is a pity they are not here with me , it is too boring, but I promise to come back some day and see you, or try to find a way to bring you to me . Ashley a spoiled brat , I am dying of longing their follies , their antics , their lame jokes that end up getting funny . Demi my delight , I learned a few things from her around, and when I come back I want you to tell me everything you hear? Zayn urchin large to be vida loca , and wide these goddamn fucking herbs , does not see that makes you sick ? What does harm to your friends ? Your family ? There is not any harm , but if you keep this up , you will end up being admitted to the new guy , and it will not be like the first time , it will be worse , and almost no use no anesthesia , so please think ok? And stop it already . Ed was you who said I needed to follow my dream , confront them without fear of life , said I should risk it and put everything away , I did it . I was able to I will really appreciate you for giving me the strength for it , and now I ask you to do the same , because I know that your dream is to be singing, you've equipped it is a beauty , imagine singing ? Follow your dream , not tenhoa fear what frightens you. Harry I'm missing you too , even though I know you a little face time, you are already very important to me , I miss everything got ready at school , especially at the mall . Want to know how Niall is he okay? He has managed to get better ? I miss him , I'm still worried about him , I think it should not be because I think he's okay , but friends care about each other , right ? Anything , just send an email to me , I still use the same , or can also write me okay? I love you so much its retarded until someday. Kisses On the other delayed , Josh Devine .

Ashley

Dear Niall , Liam told me that you are strong , it's getting better , it's getting healthy, and how much you miss me . That's good my love , this really is good , it's wonderful . I am also dying to miss you love, lots of it. Niall , do you remember that blondie softly , blue eyes who was running to and fro with his little truck ? Not ? I remember, this boy has been through many things in life , and managed to win . This boy grew up , and now a guy is gorgeous , there's a hunk . When I look at you , you know what I see ? You know what I remember ? Quietly that little boy running up and down that damn little truck . That boy who fought his problems with his serious injuries , is still you . I want to see that boy I met as a child fighting and being strong , show me that boy is still there , show me that there are forces at you , show me everything Niall , show me all my warrior .

Of his little sister , Ashley Tisdale .

Harry Dear Niall , Thank God you're okay bro , this is very good indeed . I was getting worried about you now , tell me your stories of when you were little , I just thrilling me face. Ashley showed me some videos and some pictures of you when they were little , and I will do the same question she asked , where's that warrior little boy ? That soldier ? I know where he is , he is within you wanting to leave, but you are preventing him from doing so . Let him come out okay?

- You are now ready to go? - asked - Yes , we are - Ashley answered by everyone - But , I dunno man, I 've never done that in my life , and I'm scared .

- Oh , will not chicken out now eh Blondie ? - talked - Guys , can we get out ? - Cried Demi - Calm - talked - Where is Liam ?

We sat in silence , until Liam screaming .

- I am calm down .

- Ok - we respond the same time.

We are going to France to spend a month here I wish you were here to go with us , but what can not this is annoying , and it hurts me that while we are having fun, you must stay there . Well, actually they think we are going to France , we go to another place , and Ashley only I know where we're going , we do not want to spoil the surprise , for sure everyone will be surprised to go . I love you bro , stay in well , want to see you here at home going strong ok ? Like Demi " Stay Strong says .

Your new friend, Harry Styles .

10 - The Big Chill

Josh - Hey boys, we already have a place to introduce ourselves - our agent said.

- And then, where will be? - Asked Logan, our singer, who also was our guitarist.

- Well I warn you it will be a long and exhausting trip to Ireland.

So he said my heart was pounding, I knew Harry and Ashley were going to spend the holidays there would probably stick with Niall, and nobody knew it. I was a wondering how long would we all meet up in Ireland, but then I thought, where in Ireland I will.

- We go to that place in Ireland? - asked - In Dublin Shit, I thought, they go to Mullingar. But may be I make a point of seeing them maybe.

Liam Woke up at four in the morning , and we started to get ready and prepare to go to the

airport . We left home with ten to five.

- To where we are going right? - asked - I told Liam , we're going to spend time in France , you need to head a little chilly this ok? We will not stay more than a month - said Ashley - Ah , ok - I said.

- You are very strange - said Ed - Strangers ? How so ? - Ashley and Harry asked in chorus - Strangers like so .

- But like ? - Said the two in unison again.

- Has bullshit al - Ed spoke We sat waiting for the call from our flight , in a boring as fuck . Ashley kept complaining that he was hungry , I was thirsty, that was all. I noticed that she and Demi were barely speaking , barely looked , it was weird because they are childhood friends , and a great friendship so not just out of nowhere , unless you have a reason .

- Flight 569 , please board the aisle 9 - Yeah, that's our - said Harry - So let ? - talked - Come on.

Go through that corridor made me think , do not know why else did . Ashley picked up the phone and texted Niall .

My m么 Niall , I 'm going spend a month in France , and I

I want you to know that I love you too right? Reply me as ASAP . Love you, kisses .

Upon entering the plane was forced to turn off the phone , then Niall would answer me I would not be able to see . The journey would last for twelve hours , then I would get these almost twelve hours awake, but in the end I just could not sleep . Ashley woke up with me talking about shaking that had already arrived .

- This here is France ? There seems to - talked - Relax - Ashley said .

- Come for the road ? - Asked Zayn - Is - Harry replied and Ashley together.

Arriving at the bus waited for the bus for about an hour. Already on the bus , everyone fell asleep except me, stayed with his head against the jenela thinking . I saw a "Welcome to Mullingar " plate , jumped and screamed .

- We're not in France .

All agreed and looked crooked to Ashley and Harry .

- We are in Ireland - said - Surprise - said the two together .

- I did not want to go visit my level and now is not the time .

- Liam , is more than time .

I sat back in my seat , and I was wondering what Ashley and Harry did. Cool, it was great on their part , but need not have hidden . The bus stopped in order to fill the gas tank . Ed looked out the window and spoke ;

- Hey , is not Josh stamped there on that bus ?

- Looks like he same guy - said Ashley - Let's take a check ? - Zayn asked .

- It is better to stay here - said Ed - Why ? - Asked Ashley - By the mere fact that we are in Ireland , and we do not know almost nothing .

It turned out that everyone left . Zayn pulled off the bus in a corner and talked.

- Why and what reason is avoiding Ed? - I'm not avoiding anyone.

- Zayn I know you, what happened?

- Nothing - he hesitated I narrowly missed giving up on him. I was quiet for a few minutes and asked again .

- Go, tell me what happened !

- Liam , nothing happened .

- Zayn 's to see it in your eyes thundered - Okay ... Remember the day I sent Ed and go back home to do the work ? And I ended up screwing my foot ?

- I remember yes, what about it ?

He helped me - he said slowly - Right then kissed me .

Ok I had my doubts about Ed , but was undecided and now took the doubt .

- And ... ? - completed - I think .. I think .. - He stammered

- Think what Zayn ?

He hesitated and took a deep breath .

- I think I 'm in love , I think I 'm loving it.

Harry The driver said that we would stay there for a while . There was a snack bar nearby, we were all at the station , looking for the bus across the street that looked like it Josh .

Louis was sitting on the bench near the cafeteria . I watched him stir in the mobile and disguising the same time. I found myself watching Louis without stopping , I can not psrar thinking about him. The kiss he gave me , I still feel the taste of possi your kiss on my lips . I can not get it off my head, my blood still boiling , my hand still scratching my head will not stop pounding . He saw me watching him and smiled at me . I smiled back .

- Go and talk to him - Liam said giving me a pat on the back - And say what ?

- Says he wants to come back to talk to him , he wants to have his friendship uĂŠ - he said pushing me - Liam to .. for He pushed me to arrive at Louis . He stepped aside giving me access to a portion of the bank. He turned to me and smiled . I think he is not angry with me . Sitting there thinking just remembering the day I saw him walking hand in hand with someone else . I do not know how or why , but I felt jealous , I was sad and started crying when I saw them kissing . My world collapsed that time , all I wanted was nothing less that skipping the catwalk .

- Are you still mad at me? - He asked - No - replied

- Ah , yes - Why did you kiss me ? - Being asked to face him - I was in love with you - he paused - But no need to worry about it Harry , I do not feel it anymore .

I hesitated - Hmm, good to know He looked at me and smiled , wiping a few tears just streaming . Even not knowing a long time , I felt an agony inside me . It's been about four months and my mother still had not moved , thank God for that. I do not stop to think of Louis , the kiss he gave me under those Christmas lights. It was exciting , intriguing , wonderful. I could not sleep at night because my head had been pounding much, considering Louis . His hand was on the other side of the bench , close to my leg . I went slowly to arrive in your hand . Touched . Held . It is soft and fluffy , I turned to him and tried to hold my tears . But he put his hand on my neck and pulled me feeling my breath against his.

The tip of our noses met, rubbed them and started to smile , but then he closed his smile. Picked up again in her hand and kissed her .

- Lou ... Lou ... - stammered - And ... I ?

- I love you .

Ed Zayn came to me . He sat beside me and tried to grin . Does not smile back even wanting it too much . He lowered his head and did not let out a peep if you want .

- Ham - grumbled - has nothing to say?

- Forgive me for ignoring you all this time for you to stop walking , stop giving you a " hi " , you stop looking . For given that slap you in the face and he expelled him from

my house , that I hurt you and not seeking after him , not helping you or anything .

But after that , I could not stop thinking about wanting to talk to you . I thought about it a lot , I spent hours writing , composing and sleepless nights because of it . I was mutilating myself hurting me because I'm an idiot , I'm an idiot . I hurt everyone around me , and I end up not seeing it when I see it's too late . This all made me come to a conclusion .

- And what was the conclusion? - asked - First I want to know if you 'll forgive me I hesitated - After this speech impossible not forgive you he smiled - But now , tell me what conclusion it took you ?

- What conclusion ?

- It is - thundered - I came to the conclusion that I am simply in love with you Ed

Zayn What a relief to put this guy out . I can not remember exactly how I started to feel all this not by Ed Pear ... I remember very well and yes , Ed is looked surprised , scared and tals .

- Are you serious Zayn ?

- Never play with it - I said smiling - Prove - he said challenging me - How ? - asked

- Give your way - he exclaimed I do not know what to do . I was beginning to sweat , my stomach was getting wrapped . I tried to approach him , dragging my ass to the side. The pulled and put it in my lap smiling . He wrapped his arms around my neck , put my hands on her buttocks , but he patted me , so I was out of things to do. Made it by my hand on her buttocks , ah FUCK I'LL EVEN TALK ASS , I LOVE asses AND ED IS A Lycian .

That craze for putting words in sotisficada author, whether it is prohibited for those under eighteen, can by fucking profanity .

Returning here . I took his hand and put his band on his neck , pulling him closer to me . Sarrar feeling his cock in my chest , his breath against mine , breathing and sucking the air he played against me . I stroked his face , wiped her tears and smiles .

- Do not cry , I 'm here and I 'll stand by you forever.

- So this is a request for dating ?

- I think so, Ed you want to date me?

- Yes , I want Zayn .

He pulled my neck and kissed me .

Ashley - People - shouted Come on, the bus will leave now , fast - We are going - all cried Across the street, a boy was jumping and waving to us. He did not stop at all , I think I've seen him.

- JOSH - shouted Ed - Josh ? - asked - Yeah, he looks there - he said pointing

- It is the same - Liam completed .

We crossed the street running and it was not even Josh? Face, as I saw it was him and I grabbed squeezed tight .

- Josh I miss - I miss you too doidinha indeed all of you .

I heard an engine turn on, and when I turned our bus had already left .

- Is there goes our ride - said Liam warned - Damn - cried - Calm down, I can give you a ride if you want.

- We accept - Demi answered by all of us . [ ... ] - These are Logan , Emma , Lily and Kendall and these guys are my friends Ashley sluggish , Demi another sluggish , Zayn 's pothead , Ed fluffy , Liam 's bossy father , Louis and Harry bundudo the fun weird.

Everyone greeted us, gave hugs and kisses exchanging blah blah blah blah . [ ... ]

- Josh could do us the favor of giving us the fuck is your new number ?

- Of course, all for my cute blonde lerdinha .

Finally we arrived at the hotel - Thanks for the ride - thanked Demi - To what friends are for right? We bumped out there again, call me. Can we arrange to meet us ok ?

- Ok - spoke - Goodbye people.

We said goodbye and I could see Josh 's eyes are filled with water. Entered the hotel , we took our reservation and each shared a room with someone . Less Liam then asked Harry and Louis stay there with him . It would not be cool, leave him alone . The hall was huge , full of chandeliers on the ceiling, a huge white carpet, gold-plated pillars .

We arrived in our room and jumped into bed .

- Ahhh I yelled 'm dead - Only you ? - Demi said laying next to me .

I thought the kiss I gave Demi the other day . I wanted to grab her right there , in hindsight there were only two of us in the room so you can roll .

I approached her, pulling her body against mine pasting . I stroked her thigh going up my hand to his genitals . She winced with pleasure, desabotei his pants and took away playing . I climbed slowly to her breasts and squeezed them and kissed. I took off my shirt right after my shorts , pulled her bra , the nipples of her breast were perky . I pulled her panties up her pussy and down , gave light bites and licks . Kissing her belly on the left side to the right . Enduro my finger slowly on his genitals while sucking and squeezing their breasts . Demi contorted with lust , I started to go faster , making her moan loudly . Oops , I think I left it all wet .

11 - Memories

Louis We were going to the hospital when Harry pulled me into a corner , and we started talking . He pressed me against the wall and stood facing me .

- Louis - he whispered in my ear making me shiver all over.

- S ... S. .. Yes - I managed

- Use me , abuse me - he said already biting and kissing my neck .

- There .. Harry , now there 's - I spoke slowly pushing it - after we get back - I paused - perhaps - Ah - he said in a half melancholy - ok .

He put his hand in my hair , grabbed and pushed my head back and kissed me .

- Uh .. - Liam did - are dating?

- Oh , hi Liam - I said - no, we are not - Well , not yet - completed Harry smiling at me I looked at him and raised an eyebrow . I blushed . smiles - Hmm - did Liam - want to be the godfather - You can leave you and Niall will be no shadow of doubt - said Harry - Awwn - did Liam hugging both of us - now we need to go , or we'll miss visiting hours .

- You 're right - I said Liam was the first out . Leaving me and Harry alone in the living room , he gave me one more kiss before we left, and we gave our hands , intertwining our fingers .

Harry We were at the elevator door , hoping Ashley , Demi , Ed and Zayn . They finally arrived and rushed in your direction. Demi and Ashley were in a corner of the elevator , Zayn and Ed in the other corner while I and the other Louis , and Liam stopped right there in the middle .

- Finally Damn - Liam bellowed - Sorry , the night was very hot yesterday - said Ashley giving a peck on Demi .

- Our - talked Silence filled up all the empty elevator in between our bodies .

- Wonder - Liam exclaimed - 're all making out , but let's please stop , I do not wanna be holding candle not .

- Ah , forgive us Liam - Demi said giving him a hug - Um, no nothing - he said frowning and closing his eyes .

When the elevator reached the lobby , all left at the same time , which resulted in all we get stuck in the door . I got out , causing everyone to fall . I burst out laughing . Ashley looked like she wanted to kill me so I helped Louis get up , and asked if he was okay.

- With you by my side , I will always be well I blushed .

- We are well too - they all said in unison .

I laughed again, almost running out of air, but got back to normal.

- Hehe - gotta say - ok - Can we go soon? I want to see my Irish , then he needs me by his side , not even knowing I'm here. That if he did not have a heart attack and die from that surprise right?

- Yeah - said Ashley - Yeah , my ass , if he dies fault this little surprise , I'll eat your ass for you. Literally - Liam said already getting quite stressed.

Call a cab , but had to give up and get a BUSA same , why would not fit seven people in a taxi , barely fits four seven imagine ? When we got to the hospital , which had a very strange unpronounceable name, Rosa Cherequetubabamtauida whatever they talk fucking .

We sat in the hallway and I was wondering why the hell we were doing sitting there ? I got up and went to the reception, luckily my the girl spoke my language . I asked her about Niall Horan , she said the time would start soon and we had to wait , but she said nothing about it . An hour passed and time of visits began , I asked her again about Niall Horan .

- Third floor , bedroom hallway, bedroom n * three thousand and sixty nine .

- Thank you - I said Niall got to the room after climbing stairs and ladders . He was sleeping like an angel , shrunken legs , arms and hands together with low head . We stayed around the bed , thinking that it would give equal those boring movies, but did not wake .

Niall I felt someone shaking me, calling my name . I thought it was my mother or my father . I was trying to open my eyes , but could not because they were placed . When I finally open my eyes , startled . My best friends here around me , I closed my eyes and squeezed tight to be sure that I was not another dream . Open again, and it was not a dream .

- Friends - I spoke with the voice a little hoarse - what are you doing here ?

- We came to see you her cute - said Ed - My warrior - Ashley said taking my hand - I'm proud of you proved to me that there is still that little boy inside you - he gave me a kiss on the cheek and another on the forehead .

I smiled sheepishly . They always knew how to make me totally bland, see everyone there next to me , and made me , made me stronger , they also proved how much we really like me . Liam appeared in the middle and my heart raced , there was something different about him , but I did not care for it , it still remains the same silly cat and why I fell in love and am passionate about today.

- I miss Nialler - crying and he said grabbing my hand.

- Do not cry if you do not also going to cry - too late , I was already crying when I said that - you made me miss you too much , a day without you is like a thousand years to me.

He slowly stroked my face , and gave me a kiss on the forehead for twenty seconds. I blushed .

- It's so good to see you - I said wiping my tears Thank you for being my friends .

- Champion Hey , that's nothing . We will always be here by your side no matter what happens , we will always be here , we are your second family , ok ? - Harry said that made me cry even more .

I sat up in bed , and Liam sat beside me , Ashley leaned against the wall , Demi sat in the armchair , Zayn remained standing and Ed sat on the floor , Louis and Harry sat on my bed . We were silent and looked at each other , until I decided to speak.

- And then , what 's the news? - asked - Not the same old things - Zayn said looking at the ceiling fan .

I looked around , suspecting something. I smiled secretly and went straight to the point.

- They're taking ? - Asked smiling - Uh .. - Shouted Ashley - Haha , and that answers my question , awwnt cuddly congratulations.

- Technically - said Harry , Louis and I just got in , we're not dating .

- Yet - Louis completed giving a kiss on Harry .

We talked for a long time , catching up day, and everything else . I was happy, because they were there with me , making me smile , making me well , making me gay . Neither realized how time goes by so fast as we are goofing off with those we love. The nurse said that the time viewing was over, and that everyone needed to go I need to rest .

- Oh , hey - all spoke in chorus - He must rest , come back tomorrow . He is right here , the same knack that found today.

We hugged , and Liam gave me a long kiss and rubbed his hand on my neck , going up to my face .

- See you tomorrow , my beautiful Irish - Ok well , see you tomorrow too Daddy

Demi On the way back to the hotel, I was thinking last night what I did and Ashley. It was wonderful, exciting, intriguing, too perfect, a moment of my life that I'll never forget while you are alive.

- That hunger - talked - My God Demi - Ashley said staring at me - What? - Asked putting my hand on her leg - Nothing not.

- Aff, then ta.

- When we get back to the hotel, ordered room service, and fell ta mouth? - Said Liam - Can be pizza? - Asked Ed - May - Liam replied immediately.

- Opah, took - I said.

Louis It was already nine o'clock , when it began to thunder and relampear . And I began to cringe , and scaring me .

I'm afraid it is , problem ? I think really good. Harry approached me , crouched beside me saying .

- You are afraid ?

- It is I , and not laugh about it please.

- And why would I do that ?

- I do not know , maybe that's a silly thing uĂŠ .

- I know , but I would not laugh about it even if you forced me .

- Um - smiles .

Harry picked me up and hugged me . Carefully laid me on the bed and lay beside me . I turned to him and smiled , getting over him and kissed him , biting his ear , and down to her neck .

- Are you prepared ? - He asks me whispering in my ear - I'm more than ready - whisper back.

- Okay - he says smiling .

- Has condom? - asked

He hesitated .

- Yes, but it is mint .

- Uii , better yet - tell already taking her blouse .

He took mine and we were both shirtless. I blushed and smiled . I unbuttoned his pants and pulled me doing the same . I kissed his chest down to his navel and rising , rising again , moving my tongue over her entire body .

Rebolei on top of his cock and he smiled .

- You like that bastard eh ? - talked - I love - he said through his lips as he closed his eyes . His voice was taken by the super horny .

I went down again kissing his chest and slowly moving up his shaft . I played with it a bit , and gave some light bites , making him moan and writhe with lust . I removed his underwear and stroked his cock , licking the tip with the tongue. Moving my tongue to and fro , the pleasure of driving him crazy . Your pre - cum or pre -cum , was leaving . Sign that I'm doing a great and wonderful work . He put a hand on my neck , and tried to punch his whole cock into my throat and down. He tried , tried , tried , but nothing succeeded . I held his cock and tried to put it all in my mouth . Got . While slowly sucked his cock , he kept moaning . It's my first time doing this , and I think I'm pretty good at it . Get off him and lay beside her , he lay between my legs . I took off my underwear , and put the condom on his penis . I began to feel a terrible pain , which was soon easing , squeezed his arm gesturing for him to slow down , but he did not.

- You've been a very bad boy , and deserves punishment.

- Is it? So punish me - he challenged - With pleasure , his outlaw .

He began with the movements . In and out, making me moan enough. He put his finger in my mouth , and I began to lick the stuffing around inside my mouth . His movements were getting faster ;

- AHH , HARRY - screamed , dying of pleasure - What ? - He asked me changing position I looked into his eyes and smiled .

- Finish me - cried - I'm already running out, delight I was four and Harry came with everything .

- AHH - shouted moaning - Harry , take me to space, will this .

- You got it, you will see stars pretty soon - he said pulling my hair .

I smiled .

I looked at my nails , and were full of dead skin and some blood . He put his hands on my waist , and shoved all his cock inside me , mercilessly and without compassion . He pulled out and thrust again.

- AHH FUCK - cried - Ohh - he groaned - 'll enjoy He came inside me , and fell panting on the bed .

- Our - talked - What ? - He asked me stroking my face I hesitated .

- This was my first time .

- Really?

- Seriously - confirmed - How was it for you ?

- Wonderful, perfect, a moment that never in my life will I forget , one of the best things that ever happened in my life , the second best .

- Um, and what was the first ? - He asked curiously - You know - Awwn - he said giving me a kiss on the forehead - Goodnight My Boo .

- Goodnight, Cupcake .

Liam I got a call in the middle of the night . I thought to myself , " is he 's gone ." But when I answered , it was not the news the other hand was very good .

- Liam dear?

- Hi , my beautiful sogrinha .

- I have great news for you I hesitated .

- What is it? - Asked all anxious .

- Niall will be up in two days - she said smiling and celebrating - Are you serious ?

- I am , after tomorrow it will be released .

I opened a huge smile . I began to jump for joy , my joy was so great that just pulling the phone cord and ended up crashing the whole fucking thing . I ran into the room and saw Louis and Harry sleeping together . A really cute scene to see , cried ;

- WAKE UP FUCK The two jumped out of bed , going against the ground.

- What happened ? - Asked Louis - A great and wonderful news - I spoke - What is it? - The two asked at the same time.

I smiled .

- Niall will be up after tomorrow - said jumping for joy - he goes home .

- Dude are you serious ? - Asked Louis - Super seriously - talked Leaves the room , and went to warn others first warned Zayn and Ed who celebrated with me . When I arrived in the room where she was Ashley and Demi , I came in and the two were sitting watching TV . Broke the news to them , and began to jump for joy too.

- There , we will no longer have to stay a month here - talked - Maybe - said Ashley - What do you mean " maybe" ? - I asked and Demi together making quotation marks with his fingers .

- I did not come to Ireland , just because of Niall .. - She said, her voice cracking - What do you mean by that Ashley ? - asked - I .. I. .. - She could not speak , was stuttering too - I came looking for my biological father .

Biological father ? Wow, now makes sense as to why she was always running away from home , lived crying , it was cutting , she started crying and al the penny dropped . It was not these things that do not know what happened to the father, but something that happened within your own home .

- Oh my God .. - I paused - I'm sorry Ashley - Forget it, it's nothing - she said wiping her tears and sniffling .

- But they never told us anything guria ? - Demi said .

She hesitated .

- I .. I. .. I was scared I was and still am being threatened if counting something.

- Fuck it, we're your friends and we are here for. To help you.

2 Days After - And then my warrior, how are you?

- I'm fine, and how are you?

- We're well .. Ashley huh?

- It .. hum .. we are - she said trying to disguise.

Two Hours Later - And then my big cat, is ready to go? - Asked Ashley - More than ready your diva - Niall said smiling.

Ashley I could not tell them anything about about what happened in my house, only my biological father can help me this time, and I do not know where he is. So I will have to stay in Ireland in search of him.

At the airport Niall was feeling bad, but I also began to feel ill, and gave some medicine for him to take, and soon passed. The flight of them was ready to leave, they were going into the hall when Niall pulled me; - You do not come Blondie?

- Not my blondie, I will not.

He looked at me with a sad look.

- Why? - I'm looking for my father and blondie knew he is somewhere in Ireland - I paused - I'll stay and look for it, do not worry about me, okay? 'll Soon before you lose your flight.

- Around okay?

- I promise.

I watched Niall go down that hallway and disappear. You should not have promised it would come back, but I did anyway. I knew that time would be the last we would see us.

4 Days After

Louis In the classroom thinking that hot night seven days ago that Harry and I had was wonderful. I could not stop thinking about that moment , the most amazing of my life . Had almost a week since we had returned from Ireland, and Ashley did not send us any letter , no email or anything.

No sign of existence .

- Ashley sent you a letter , email, message or anything like that ? - Asked Niall who was just ahead of me.

- Still no Louis - he replied Shorty - Ah , yes . thank you The bell rang and it was time interval . Everyone came out quickly , do not know which one pushes , pushes fucking. Eventually pushing Niall , he hit his head on the railing of the stairs and fell to the ground . We ran to help him get up and put on the school bench . He was passed out , I began to wag his face until he wakes up . Getting nothing , went to the cafeteria and asked vinegar, spent close to your nose to smell it . Ready . He agreed .

Helped him to sit , and try to stay conscious. He shook his head to and fro , he put his hand on the head , I think I should be in pain . Dan, obviously he was in pain ; - Niall ? - Called - are you okay ?

- I am - he said after a few minutes - but who are you ? Where am I ?

- This is a joke ?

- What is a joke ? - Said Niall - That sounds really serious , we can not leave him here . We need to take him to the doctor .

- It is best to take him home ?

- No, we take to the doctor and there for us to call her parents .

The Hospital - The good news is that he's fine, will be fine. Can take back to remember things, but it will not be all he will remember.

- How so? - talked - Your recent memories, he will not remember them. Perhaps with help, but never alone.

Shit, man.

Niall house Friday night will

Liam - Remember that time when we had about four years of age and jump into that old for stealing chicken eggs barn, because we were starving ? Or if you also remember that time we painted the entire wall of the classroom writing "I'm hungry " ? Remember the time you throw a stone into the air , and ended up falling on the roof of our neighbor , and she gave the monkey chasing us? Or when we inadvertently dropped the bomb under the car , and the car exploded ? We had to rush leaked out? - I started crying remember how we met? Remember our first kiss ? Our first meeting , the lake in the moonlight and stars ? From our first dance together? Our first month of dating ? Our connections and messaging after midnight ? Our first party we went together? Our first time? Our music ? The first movie we watched together in the film ? Our first kiss in public? Our retardadices via webcam after midnight ? Niall , I know deep down you

remember all these things , that however much you want, or because of a blow that does not go away , ever. If I have to go around the world in a week in order to recover his memory , I will. And you know why? Why do crazy things for those we love , and for you I face the queue to enter the army, I sacrifice myself for you . And why ? For the simple fact that I'm in love with you .

The Next Day

Demi I heard them talking behind the low wall .

- Look, it's already getting recover a portion of memory , but as friends, he still said nothing .

- Ah , yes - said the director - Niall you remember me?

- Yes I remember , director Branigan - Exactly.

Liam ran up and told him that Niall was managing to regain her memory , ma very little and he still could not remember any friends . Niall was coming down the stairs when Louis was trying to talk to him, I think Niall is remembering why Louis as they hugged Niall opened a beautiful, beautiful smile. The two went to the cafeteria and went after Liam .

- Liam , wait - I yelled but he was already gone , so I went back too .

Liam stood with his back to Niall , walked a bit and sat down facing him .

- Niall - crying already said - you do not remember me ?

- No - he said - are you my brother ?

Liam sniffed and wiped her tears .

- No, try again .

- My Cousin ?

- No.

- Oh, I know . My best friend?

- Your boyfriend - said he crying too .

Liam took a pity to see there like that , Niall was a bit scared and got up out of the cafeteria , leaving Liam alone crying . I went to him and tried to calm down , but was unable too .

- Calm - I said , putting her head on my shoulder, stroking his neck - it will be fine , he will remember you , stay calm .

- That's the problem Demi , and if he does not remember ? - He said with a hoarse voice and - Forget that " and " and thought " it will " ok ?

- Ok - he said hugging me .

Hours after what happened in the cafeteria , I was with Liam at the school gate waiting Louis out, because Zayn and Ed are sick and can not come to class and Harry is taking care of the grandmother who is very ill . We were going to cross the street to catch the bus when we heard a " hush " when we turned was Niall .

He looked at Liam and tried to smile .

- Look, I do not know you much, but I'm with everything you said in my head , in my house and there in the canteen . I tried to think , but my mind did not leave because she had been throbbing every time I tried , but I think a little lonely . I could see in his eyes that what you told me is real , his eyes sparkled as you told me those things that nobody really feel these feelings would say the this way as you did . Something inside me says he knows you , feel that you are not weird, and I like you , do not know how or why, but I like it . I'm sorry I can not remember who you are, or you're mine , I really apologize . I'm trying to remember as much as you can , but does not leave my mind . And if you really are what you told me be , I'll find out sooner or later. But it was like I said , I still can not remember hardly anything , but you can be sure that even then , deep down I know one thing . I love you .

12 - The Letter That Changed My Life

Demi I woke up the next morning dying of headache , raised bed went into the kitchen , grabbed a remedy and took . I was facing the sink , and found my box of letters , was

open . Then I received letters .

- Credit card , debit card , Dafiti , leader , - I said, until we had one on a turquoise blue envelope . Opened and read Hello , You do not know me , but I know very well who you are. His girlfriend Ashley , remained in Ireland looking for me , but I do not want her to look for me , or find me , so I send this letter to you , that if I can get in touch with her, let it . My daughter Ashley suffers a lot with his mental problems , and she needed to be addressed , but your mother and I did not have that money , so I came to Ireland looking for a job with a good salary . But I ended up doing a great a stupidity , and wrapped my little Ashley in this dangerous situation. It will not do ask that you understand , because I know I will not get , but I ask you to forgive me after you finish reading this letter . I got involved with trafficking in prostitution , and .. and .. I ended up selling my Ashley them, and said that when she was a certain age she could ever get with the program . One of the pimps ( her stepfather ) raped . When Ashley was small .. she was .. she was raped by her stepfather , and has been well until today . Now with her in Ireland , the goons will not let her go , will do anything to try to catch her and force her into prostitution and otherwise will kill her.

Because of my mistake , my daughter have to pay the piper , and I 'm really sorry for doing this to her . When you 're reading this , it will probably already be dead . Or not .

Demetria , I always knew you two , when he saw the two playing wedding I already suspected , a lot. I also ask that do not go after her , and not to show this letter to anyone or tell anyone , otherwise they'll come after you and your whole family . They want to kill me too , I live fleeing from them , but they know the real look of my Ashley now, and it continues in Ireland only . I really beg your pardon for having done so , she did not deserve nor deserve it . I will not be a coward and give back as I always do , I'll try to take my daughter that. My family , my responsibilities , it is my duty to protect her. I am praying that she was still alive , I do not want to show up and have the news that Ashley is my life . Ashley 's mother may not know this , I'll take my daughter this , I promise Demi , I promise . You will get Ashley back in his arms , and I 'm out of here instead. I hope that in your heart there is a bit of love for me , and I forgive himself for having done so . Can you do this ? Need not by me but by Ashley ? Can you ?

13 - Letters Part ²

Josh Dear friends , I send this letter because I lost the password for my email. But it's weird because I'm putting the right password, and do not want to go . How are you ? Are well ? Arrived safely at home? And Niall how are you? Is he okay? He is best ? I want news about it and you ASAP on . Well , I 'm right here , almost everything is going in a good , except for the fact that I am with some serious glitches . And I think these problems will only get worse , I do not want to tell now because I think it's something that you should not rely on charts , but personally . Then wait until we can see each other again some day around. My new friends are retarded as well , but not as much as you. And Ashley and Harry? Are still readying more little surprises around? If they are tell me , I know everything ( laughs ) . My band will spend perhaps our old place , ie 'll be back there I guess, but still not sure that I'll be able to go .. A hug to all of you my dear friends , I love you so much , and I'll try out what I got myself here , but I can not even tell what it was. Ed , remember what I told you this was going perfectly ? So , is no longer my friend, I think I'll give it up , sorry.

Zayn Dear Josh , The letter ended up coming to my house for mistakes , and not for our club . I'll tell you exactly what happened between us all . Liam is super bad , why Niall hit his head and lost all their recent memories . Ed tadinho , became so ill that he can not bed stand , I think Harry and Louis are already thinking of marrying up . I mean, I saw Harry looking at a jewelry store and analyzing engagement rings , so I assumed that either Harry or will ask for the hand in marriage of Louis .

Demi is indoors , locked in her room and not come out of there at all. She does not answer my emails , my messages and not answering my calls . While Ashley , I honestly have no news, she had been in Ireland to look for his father . But it already has nearly two weeks , and she did not want a news , no sign of existence if you want , no postcard .. nothing . I'm getting worried , although I do not need that Ashley was never like that, and never will be . I think Demi knows

something and can not even touch it. Good if something really happened Coias , I do not know , but I'm hoping that nothing has happened , even by that I do not know what we would be without our good friend Ashley and delayed . It's like people say " positive thinking always ." And that's what I'm doing now , what we are all doing , and we would ask that you and the staff of his band , do the same , if that is not asking too much of us, thank you very much . Oh, it would almost forgot , let us know if your band come introduce yourself here okay? Take care, and I want to know this history of " trouble " all right?

Harry Lying in bed next to Louis , I had been thinking about what my life would be without it , I love this kid , he is so funny , sweet , cute , sincere , lovely , faithful and I do not know what I'd be without it . On this morning of December 6, 2013 , I stood up and started writing drafts . Until it came in mind that I have never written anything for my Louis , so I decided to put my head to work and write .

Dear Louis , Man, how fast passed right? Yesterday we were just friends and now we are lovers , and that makes me so happy . To me your smile is like the stars for me thy look is the moonlight , if I could give him all the universe to love you , please do not go ... Is so good that I have this passion in my chest as love stored . In my heart , as often as needed , scream to the world that love you and you will be proud of that .

Comes love, hold me once , pluck all my secrets , occupy the loneliness , the heart that belongs to you , never to say goodbye. Even if you do not want to know me , I'm trying to convince you , how I love you . Even if you refuse to hear my voice , I will not give up , I will yell " I Love You Too "

I left the card near the face of Louis, gave a kiss on her forehead and took in his hand. Kissed. I whispered.

- Our journey is only just beginning

Ashley My darling Demi , The city lights lit clearing the photo , the table rises , and I me here locked in this apartment watching the glow of the headlights . I find myself thinking in both of us flying at the speed of my thoughts . I go out to look for you on street corners , anywhere and sometimes I get to find a sip of beer, and when it comes to clarity 'm alone again . And then I come back to talk to my sadness . 'll Cry , sorry . But I 'm going to cry , do not call if I do not call you a part of this loneliness , I cry by the time you come back, forgive my heart . I Love You

If one day I could explain guarded secrets in his eyes , maybe I can better understand you .

What his words , can not say with one way or no way to hurt , but then I insist. Every time I can not help her voice in the silence of his gaze trail, the juntinho body and mind away from me . Half love, half sadly , I can not even see . Are mincing words hanging in the air of a vast emptiness that can only love you . And time passed, and you away from me I want you beside me , I need peace . Only you bring to me, the taste of sin back to me . ( I want you forever so ! ) .

If I'm with you, I do not run danger , I want to give you all the love I have dreamed . To be with you just tell me you want my love and I want you , and more . And that does not leave me with loneliness , give me your hand , I 'll give you mine. Give me your love , do not drop me , and give me only your love. Do not forget the nights and days wait for you , and how I cried just thinking about what I could not get her to love me and everything I dreamed vanishes . Do not leave me and please give me your love .

I think .. what .. I think I'm ready to go. I Love You.

Louis Harry woke up and was no longer on my side . I saw a paper in my hand, and caught him was written "For My Boo " open and started reading . When you finish this letter I am poured out in

tears , I could not contain myself . It made me cry just reading a letter , which was great . I kept rereading the letter , and begin to cry again with happiness and excitement that was taking my whole heart . I 'm not very good with cards, so I decided to compose.

My lord Cupcake You know how bad I am writing letters does not know ? Well then , so I wrote this song for you. I do not think that is good , but it's heart is sincere ; One Kiss

The day dawned beautiful Birds in harmony Seem to dance , while the breeze To whip the wildflowers

If I could be with my baby now And here suddenly Dream : I see you emerge from the Brumos dawn

The crazy , kiss A kiss with poison The kiss potion A slow and thoughtful Kiss Of course it is not like your poem is horrible compared to him . I really hope you enjoy my love because I really wrote it thinking about the two of us , in our kiss . Be sincere like it or not please you? I Love You .

Demi Received a letter from Ashley and I started crying instantly. This girl has done everything for me , and I think it's about time . I grabbed my stuff and punched everything into my suitcase , I went downstairs and opened the door .

- Where are you going ? - Asked my mother - Visit a friend - answered already leaving home - Where this friend lives ? And why are you going to pack? - She questioned - Damn mother, has said he 'll visit a friend , do not worry .

And with that I went towards the train station . Getting there did not need to face any queue , it only had two people and nothing else .

- Next please - the woman said - where are you going to miss?

- A one way ticket to Ireland please.

Liam Ed and I were sitting on the sofa in my house talking . I was still very sad because Niall does not remember me , or who I am . Ed tried to comfort me , but he was not helping much with it, so he decided to put the loud sound. This also did not solve anything, in fact it just made me even sadder .

- Liam , please .. - His voice failed - try .

- Ed , I 'm trying, I really am trying .

I managed to smile a little . He hugged me . He decided to put a film we watch , and even said that a little bit because I laughed a lot with the movie . I did not speak with Nial about three days and it was hurting me more than he does not remember me . I started crying , Ed looked at me and said ;

- I think it's time to tell the "incident " - he made quotation marks with his fingers - five years ago in California .

14 – The Prom

Liam I do not know if I'm ready yet to tell Ed - say in a tone of sadness - Liam sure? I think you should already begin to open face, and try once and tell what happened five years ago.

- Ed , do not worry okay? When I'm feeling good , I count on the ta incident?

- Good Ta - he said going to the kitchen I got up and went to my room, where I jumped on my bed and tried to sleep . I could not. I spent hours lying on my bed , staring at the emptiness that filled my room with a vague and painful ache of loneliness . Slept . According to a familiar voice shaking me back and forth , I can not open my eyes , but I can hear the person . It took me about five minutes until you open them. It was Louis and Harry ; - Hey - Louis said - wake up sleeping beauty .

- Huh? What ? - Said drunken sleep - Will be late - Harry replied helping me to raise - I'll be late for what ? - Asked wiping my face - Why, to school duh - More now ? But they are still .. - My voice broke , I looked at the clock and it was already quarter past seven the other day, I ended up sleeping heavily.

I went to the bathroom and started to get ready as I finished Harry and Louis grabbed me and dragged me down . Getting there who was sitting on the couch in my house ? Who? Exactly , it was Niall . I smiled . He did not smile back , but he tried . Approached him , and he stood up to greet me . All my friends were there , unless Demi and Ashley .

- Now , let's start our mission " Recover the memory of Niall " - Harry said smiling .

Niall gave a genuine smile.

- How so ? - talked - Perhaps for this reason, you must return to the past - Zayn said pointing at me - How well return to the past Zayn ? - Asked scared - Please shut up and Liam has his flashback five years ago in California .

- NO - screamed - I do not want to tell .

- If you do not tell , maybe Niall never go remember who you are . flashback on It was supposed to be a joke , a fun, teasing only . But nothing went as planned . It was for all of us , give him a scare and nothing else. My mind hurts every time I think about it , I can not sleep at night thinking about the game that we did , which resulted in shit. We should have thought of that before we do now after the fact we can not do anything , all that remains is to apologize .

Being sincere , but I think apologizing will not do it much. Today every time I think about it , I can not forgive myself for having done it , I should have prevented them from having done it . But I was weak, and allowed them to do. We can not always prevent something before it happens , but I had the chance to stop and could not. My mind is heavy , and I want to take this relief of my mind , but for that I 'll have to go back to California . Go to the place where it all happened .

A hot and warm night like any other . My mom yelled at me giving me the sermon ; - Liam , how many times have I told you not to do this ? - Asks as she fills me with slaps and punches .

- But, Mom .. - My voice cracked every time - sorry , excuse me .

- As for your room - she cried , and I obeyed .

I think I fell asleep , because I cried a lot after taking punches , kicks and slaps . My mother does not hit me , she beats me . When it does not get the broomstick . My life here is great , except for the fact that I and some friends have suffered much bullying for being media nerds. I grabbed my cell phone and called all my friends , and tried to make a plan to scare those idiots . Consegiu .

Our plan was to try to get them to come to the bridge to bungee jump off . Where would we

pretend that we cut the rope , and they would think you were falling , we would throw a piece of string false . The day dawned and I went to school trying to hide on the plan , to get to school idiots were at the gate , I , Ashley , Veronica , Diana , Ed Louis and we were almost at the entrance , when Ed pulled and said ; - Ed , everything is ready ? - Asked holding his arm .

- Yeah, - he whispered - Great - we talk all at the same time We would put our plan into action , after school . We passed through the gates and they practiced bullying again. I thought to myself " they will see only " . Did not have much class time , then so eventually we put our plan into action . Ashley was towards them, and began to talk .

They came towards us , and I began to shake Ed 's arm and whispering ; - And if it goes wrong ? I'm scared - I spoke with a trembling voice.

- Relax - Ed said - It'll be okay , is calm - I hope .

They arrived. He zoou me a bit , but then stopped and made Ed Ed smiled , smiled and just ignoring it as if it were nothing .

- So the nerds want to bungee jumping right? - He said slyly smiling - ok , let's go.

Huh ? How ? I thought to myself , they fell into the same ? They will even jump? Strange, maybe they think we " nerds " have mind just to make lessons , bank accounts , high numbers and bla bla bla . If he thought , so he tricked fine, we can use our minds more to this, but we also use for other kinds of things , especially when it comes to plans , play a trick . Ashley took the car and went to the bridge where everything was already set for the plan . We arrived at the bridge was already about six hours , beauty . We left the car and went straight to the end of the bridge where cables and rope were already connected to our plan . I was the first , put the equipment properly and jumped. It was the best feeling in the world , seeing the slowly touched my face , I seemed to be flying . When finished my turn , it was Ashley 's turn to jump , but she held strong in the grid so that did not drop at all. I spoke to go soon, if not our plan would fail , she would not listen . I pushed her and she was screaming and screaming nonstop . When she returned , it was the turn of Ed who jumped at the same time without any fear . Finally when Ed was again the turn of Joselly , not we do not want to scare her. But it did not work , the rope does not bear the weight of Joselly and broke . We ran to try to catch her, but could not , while looking down

there saw him sprawled on the floor . Joseph cried ; - Oh my God Joselly .

He wanted to jump , but Kendall did not leave .

- Face wacky ta ? Want to kill yourself? Have nothing to do , do not fear getting down there , and even though it as we can not touch her body.

Until then our plan started to get bad.

- You - growled Joseph - that's your fault , all the time you pitched it .

- Do not Joseph , is crazy - said getting scared - Yes , it was a plan of yours was not ? - He said taking a gun from inside his jacket - say goodbye to their little lives .

I swallowed hard and did what I should not do. I jumped on top of him while we were fighting the gun fell , and landed near the edge of the bridge . Ashley screamed sending grab her, he ran and caught her before Nick caught . Joseph pushed me up against the fence hurt my back , making me fall to the ground and writhing in pain. He came towards me and started kicking me . Ashley was up to her , and hit her head then immediately helped me get up . I took the gun in the hand of Joseph Ashley and sent to stay where he was, as he pointed the gun at his head . He smiled .

- You would not dare - he said approaching me - Want to try your luck ? You better not go there - Try your luck - said he ran toward me , at the same time I closed my eyes and pulled the trigger .

I opened my eyes , and he was stopping in front of me . He did not smile , did not say anything , I was looking at him , until he moved. He fell on top of me , and I could see his blood spreading through the body and going to the ground . I took him off of me, and I screamed .

- What did I do ?

- Li .. Li .. Liam - Ashley stammered - you .. you .. you killed it - It was not my intention , my God what have I done - I started crying .

- You are fucked - said Kendall

Ashley ran to his car, started reversing and has sent all enter . We ran into an old house that was abandoned in the middle of nowhere , hid the car behind the bushes and walked into the house , and we were looking out the window as they passed running straight . Sigh . When we turned, they were behind us .

- You will not escape - said both at the same time.

We run up, but Kendall Ashley pulled her hair back, causing him to fall throughout the downstairs . I , Ed , Louis , Veronica and Diana we hid in a closet , Veronica and Diana went into the wardrobe , Ed was under the bed , Louis and I went into a little room that was there . There was a hole you could see the second floor , I saw lying on the ground motionless and unconscious Ashley . I was worried . I heard the two come into the room , steps on old wood and hollow made a terrible noise . When we were leaving the little room , Veronica shouted .

- FIRE GET OUT NOW Pushed the door of the little room , which reached the two just right . The two flew into the wall , which at once arose . Ed managed to escape , leaving me and Louis there, the two came towards us and started fighting . Louis punched in the nose Kendall who started bleeding at the same time , the other came up to me and I pushed him away . He rubbed his head, trying to ease the pain . The fire was already spreading through the house , and they kept wanting more fight.

- Dude, stop is not coming that go nowhere ? - Louis said walking away - You killed Joselly and Joseph , you must pay for it .

- Face to it , the rope broke - While the shot you gave Joseph ? It was an accident .

At the exact moment he said it, the floor collapsed engulfing us all . The two fell in the middle of the room , and I fell in Louis left corner near the stairs , where Ashley was still unconscious . The two got up to come our way , and at the exact moment the flaming wood fell on top of them , pinning them against the ground in flames . I could have helped them , I had the chance , but I could not.

Ashley took the lap and came out of that house. We got on the road and sat while she was on fire , and would gradually destroying , charring the bodies of Kendall and Jess . I looked around and I missed someone .

- Where's Veronica ? - Asked scared - Do not you left with ? - Asked Diana - No - replied - So she got there .. - The voice of Louis failed - Nooooo - yelled .

Veronica is gone , like Joseph , Joselly , Kendall and Jess . What the fuck we got ourselves ?

One of the great , as I 'm gonna tell it to their families ? As my Deu ? I began to hear a hiss , and suddenly . BOOOOM , Ashley 's car exploded in the air making the pieces fly to and fro . Diana stood at the time and was back at the exact moment a car was coming and ended the trampling .

I ran to see if she was okay, only had a few scratches on his arm , face and legs , nothing too much trouble . The car door opened and a little blond boy with the blue eyes came out of him , running toward us . He was startled .

- My God , are you okay ? Forgive me , forgive me I did not see you . Oh my god i fucked to please not done any harm , I did not see you . - He said super scared and nervous .

- Relax boy - said Diana He turned to the side and saw lying on the roadside still desmaida Ashley .

- Ashley ? - He cried - Do you know her ? - asked - But of course she's my best childhood friend .

- Ah .

We help put Ashley in the car , and blondie boy was driving to the nearest hospital. Arriving there, call the doctor who brought a stretcher and put Ashley in her hallway and entered the inside. The doctors ended up dragging me along with her, in fact they dragged all of us to care for the injured people. After all this , I was sitting in chair , thinking about the rope broke with Joselly , the shot I had in Joseph without intention , the sound of bones breaking Kendall and Jess , when the timber fell on their bodies . I started crying when I remembered Veronica . Sleep began to beat , was almost going to sleep . The only thing I can remember is after dropping the name " Niall Horan " .

Flashback Off ; Ed had his hands on his head , Zayn was covering her mouth with her hand . Louis and Harry were holding hands almost crying when I realized I was crying . Niall looked up and tried to smile but could not . He took my hand and said .

- You helped me , I am reminded of this , but .. - His voice failed him still can not remember you , forgive me .

- Forget it - I said - later you may remember - smiles - Our Liam - said Zayn - That's why I do not want to say anything , I can not take anymore .

Back to California

Harry - This bridge scares me - said Liam holding on grill and closing his eyes - Te scares like ? - ask - In every way - he looks down , and imagine the scene Joselly downstairs , and away from the bridge.

- Calm down , I 'm here . I'm here - I say hugging him He calmed down , and whispered in his ear .

- It's time to apologize to the family of each - But - I interrupt him.

- Liam , you've postponed it too . Five years have passed and you're still with that in mind , let's go. You're already here , we have no time to lose. We are with you , we are in this together .

Passing through the deserted road and only had a huge field and burned . Liam looked out the window and pressed my right wrist strong .

- It was here - he whispered - house, stood there

I sighed .

- Relax okay? Relax .

The first house we visited was the parent of Joselly . Walked sat on the couch and started talking.

- Mr. and Mrs. Smith , on the day he died Joselly - his voice was shaky - My friends and I were planning a piece, for a joke to scare his daughter and others who teased us. The idea was to pretend that the rope broke , I was the first to jump and everything worked , was soon my friend Ashley . My friend Ed was after her and everything was going fine, but when I jumped Joselly not know what it was that the strings were broken up, and she went straight to the floor meeting . We try to run to help her , but we could not when we try to hold the rope she was down there . If not for this our plan , Joselly would be alive now, and I 'm sorry for that . Today already doing six years after the event , I come here to ask you forgiveness for that, I would tell this to you , but I had no strength . My mind began to weigh these days , and I 'm so sorry , if you can forgive me , I can go knowing that you forgave my soul . - His voice failed, parents Joselly started crying .

Until I cried .

- Liam is right? - Asks Mrs Smith - Yes - answer .

- You have always been an affectionate boy, a humble boy . Remember you with a five rushing to and fro with Joselly , Louis , Veronica , Diana , Ed and even Ashley who was already a big girl , playing with you here . Joselly dreamed of being a writer , but his dream was interrupted , but I know that somewhere in Elysium she is writing their stories , and showing up at the stars . His dream is being realized , Liam we forgive you yes, forgiveness is the best form of the unis with those who grew apart . We forgive you Liam , we forgive - she started crying .

We visited the other houses , and it made Liam feel , made him feel better . Having helped to apologize to all the families of each, walked into a Burger King and ate lunch . He did not eat much because I was not very hungry , so he allowed me to eat his lunch , but asked to leave the potatoes .

- It's strange - he said - What ? asked staring at him - Back to the place where his life was destroyed

Back to England

Louis - The Autumn Prom is coming, do not forget to buy your tickets - the director says in megaphone .

- More now ? - Asks Liam - It's that quick - talked - Tickets will be sold only today, tomorrow we will have more , if you want to come, just buy the damn ticket - repeated the director in megaphone .

The bell rings and it's break time . Harry and Liam remained in the room , Niall and I went down and we sat on the stool in the courtyard waiting for the two descend . After about twenty minutes they descend smiling , it was the first time that Liam smiled in two weeks . They came towards us ; - Already released - said Liam - How well are already released ? - ask - They need to fix things for the dance , and we are no classes the rest of the week .

Niall and I smiled . We went to the house where Liam watched some movies and ate popcorn , sweet and salty. Zayn and Ed arrived and took possession of a part of the couch , someone knocked on the door , yelled that it was open . And to our surprise who it was ?

- Demi , Ashley - Scream - Oh my god Ashley - said Liam hugging her - why not bitch gave a sign of life , his viada , quenga dog. - He smiled and she blushed - I got into some confusion , but I 'm fine .

- He found his biological father ? - asked - Yes , I thought , and he is right now hitting my stepfather - she smiled - Niall my warrior - she cried.

- Ashley - Niall said with a small voice

- Oh , how nice you remember that cow , but do not remember me ? Aff We all smiled.

Saturday The Prom Night

Niall My Saturday morning was not so good . Woke up falling out of bed , getting a mild headache. I went downstairs and Liam was preparing breakfast . Harry and Louis were sitting at the table having breakfast , Zayn was sitting on the couch watching cartoons while Ed was asleep in her lap . I sat at the table next to Harry .

- Good morning - I spoke to all - Good day sleeper - said Louis - Slept ?

- Nah , just for two days.

- My God , seriously ? Nussa - smiles .

Ate . I sat on the couch , and grabbed a book to read , and I was hours reading it. Now where were hours when just as I finished I took the next and read . I think I read the whole trilogy in one day . I looked at the clock and it was already four o'clock, and I was already at the end of the last book in the saga . Once I finished Liam approached me smiling .

- Niall wants to go to prom with me ? - He asked me all smiles .

I hesitated .

- Yes Liam , I want to go .

I lost track of time, and the time flew . I looked at the clock and was already giving nearly eight

o'clock, went into the bathroom I took my shower , get out and dried off . I hunted some underwear in the closet , and finding no even used one of Liam . Had a clothes hanging on the door with a note " For Niall ." I opened it and there was a suit , very beautiful . Clothe him, and was already opening the door when someone came in, it was Harry .

- Wow , that cat - he said - Oh for , nor am I - I said somewhat embarrassed - Yes, it is expensive , make sure that.

- Then right ta - Shall we? - He asks - the car is already waiting .

Upon reaching the door, across the street I see a white limo was waiting for us . We entered into that beautiful car , all lined with very soft leather. I sat next to Liam , and we held hands to get to school . When we arrived there were cars and cars parked in the parking lot and on the street.

We had to stop at the corner and go walking up there, so we arrived , Liam took the ticket and handed it to the lady . To pass between the silver ribbons , up the block I felt in space . Alright perfect little decorated , everything is beautiful . We all sat down together at a table , only played electronic music and nothing else , Ashley was running out on the dance floor along with Demi .

Zayn and Ed were holding hands talking seriously , Louis had his head on Harry's shoulder .

- There , I think we should have our names couples - say - How so ?

- Like, you and Louis equals Larry . Ed and Zayn equals Zed , Ashley and Demi equals Deshley while Liam and I we .. is .. us .. - My voice was failing too - Liam and I are , Niam - unable to speak, smiling .

- Awwn , liked - did Ed - I also - they all said at the same time.

In the face and started laughing . Began to play " True Colors " Cyndi Lauper 's slow, good music , Liam stood reached for me to go dancing with him . I got up and went to the dance with him .

Our bodies joined together forming one , caught in one of his hands , and I put another without his shoulder . He put his other hand on my waist and began to dance slowly , one slow song and perfectly . Lost in the immensity of those perfect eyes . I stepped on his feet all the time , because I 'm a terrible dancer, I felt sorry for his feet , but soon they would heal. He kept staring

at me as we danced this beautiful music . He kissed my forehead and said .

- The word love is easy to be spoken , why is it difficult to say " I love you" , because love can not be compared with the " taste " . Why we all love each other , but it's hard to find someone that says " I Love You " .

- You can not make me cry , you once had that power. I never felt so good - I said - When thinking of forget me , forget me fondly . It will be fondly , I always remember you ! ..

Remember, if you are sad because you lost your love , remember that we had no love to lose . If you were disappointed with something, remember that whose birth has been a disappointment .

If you 're tired of working , remember that you lost your job distressed . If you claim a poorly made food , remember that a hungry man dies without a piece of bread . If it was a broken dream , remember that your expecting a smile . If you had : a love to lose a job to tire , a broken dream, to feel a sadness , a meal to complain ... Remember to thank God because there are many who would give anything to take your place . Life is not only made of dreams .

It made me shed tears. I closed my eyes and felt he approached his lips to mine. In an explosion of feelings , as if fireworks bursting inside me . I remembered what my friend told me one day " is never too late to try the unknown . Is never too late to go further. " I opened my eyes , and recognized him again.

- Liam .. - whispered

15 - The Adoption

Liam - Niall - said - Do you remember me?

- I remember - he said smiling - This is serious ? - smiles - Yes , my Daddy .

I blushed and smiled .

After the ball went straight to a diner. Preferably Burger King , Larry ops mean Louis and Harry

sat at a table in the background hallway , Niall and I sat facing them . Ashley and Demi did not come with us , Ashley heard whispering in the ear of Demi they needed to go fix something. Not really warmed to it , because sooner or later I would find out. Harry asked just a light soft drinks, Louis ordered a portion of chips . I ordered a burger and a regular soda , as Niall had the burger , two servings of fries , nuggets , and two large glasses of soda.

- Where did it all go ? - Asks the waitress smiling - Ah , I live asking me - answer She smiles , and delivering our order to the cook . We talked , and I told Larry , oh my God again. I mean , I told Harry and Louis to kiss Niall , he could not remember me , do not know how , but I managed.

- Awwwn - did both at the same time - Is this love - Louis said looking at Harry - And much - said Harry , and they gave a peck .

The snack came and fell Niall mouth . In ten minutes he had already eaten everything , while I was still eating my burger and fries . Paid the bill . We went to the parking lot where we pulled into the car and caught . It was hot, hotter than usual , got in the car and went home . The phone rang and Harry was his mother , he pulled back and met . Louis went upstairs , Niall and I went to my room . We changed clothes, we lay huddled together in bed in his underwear box . Look at that blue yonder in his eyes , made me so well , yet did me good . Juntinho agarradinho him , we talked ; - How will our future be ? - asked - Well , our future will be at your side , and you beside me - he smiled - in our house , and this right here . With our son or daughter , with us being able to do whatever we want .

I smiled .

- So that means we get married someday? - Asked all smiles - Of course , and that day can not take - he said hugging me .

The heat of his body warmed me that night had been cold from nothing . We were watching television until falling asleep . I think I slept because I only remember waking up a few noises coming from the room where Louis and Harry were . I got up and went into the hall , put his ear

to the door and listened .

- Louis - Harry was moaning - just goes with me , takes me in the clouds , that Louis , Aiin .

Louis and Harry were having sex , I thought I'd open the door and catch the two in the crag , but this time I became conscious of doing . For I would not like them to do the same with me and Niall

Harry - Wow - I said - it looks like you left me , all breathless , your all dirty bastard .

He smiled .

- Oh , but I will do this numerous times .

- Hmm, good to know - I smiled , kissing him Louis night called me to go to his aunt's house . Okay , we went . Niall and Liam were at home doing not know what . When we were leaving , we kissed before we reach the train station .

Across the street, we saw four guys kiss and began to offend us , we move forward not give a shit for them . They began to follow us, and have not stopped. One grabbed him by the collar of her blouse and Louis pulled back . I turned on the spot , and advanced on the guy that did it , the other three came up to me , making me fall to the ground . Came toward me , but Louis ran toward what had pulled him by the collar , and took a whack on his head , causing him to fall already passed . The other three turned to Louis and went toward her, managing to take the stick from his hands . He punched the face of Louis , and he retaliated , Louis ended up falling and they started kicking him. And that was when I got up and jumped on the guy who would take a stick on his head . I managed to grab him beg neck, grabbed her hair and took a knee in his face , at the same time he fell . The highest of all , pulled a gun and pointed at me . Just when he would shoot , a very familiar voice sounded in the darkness of the wall .

- Put the gun Carlos - said the voice coming our way - Who is ? - Question came limping toward me , bruised , his mouth bleeding . It took me to realize it, but his right eye was purple and swollen .

- Why, do not recognize me ? - Finally a voice within the darkness .

When I was who I freaked out . It was Marcel .

- From the day I spoke to you Harry , I suspected you - he said smiling .

- So what?

- So what? Did not understand that I was staring at you all the time ? Wanting to get you?

Wanting to be with you ? Flirt with you ? No, you did not notice . And is now dating my best friend from childhood , I mean , my ex best friend from childhood , why now he does not talk to me anymore . He left me , I 'm a burden to him, I am nothing else . Showed the true friendship that has for me , that was right . You know how it is to lose a mother , and having no friends to support you ? You know how it is to be abandoned ? You know how to celebrate her birthday alone? You know how it is trying to be someone that no one's on your side to support you ? You know not having anyone to talk to? You know having to fend for yourself all the time ? No, you do not know Louis . Thanks for that , thank you .

- Marcel .. and .. I. .. - His voice failed - Louis does not interest me what you mean or not . You can not change the past , what's done is done . Go and leave me , leave me, go back , go and never appears again in my life .

Louis helped to return home , halfway listen to the sound of a gunshot . We turned around and saw nothing , then continued to return home . Arriving there, Niall stood up from the couch to running help help Louis to sit , I did not even realize guy, but I was crying to see that scene , my whole Boo hurt. Niall grabbed a bag of frozen peas, and slowly put the eye of Louis . He groaned in pain at first, but soon got used to the temperature. I wet a cloth and began to wipe the blood from his arm , his mouth , his head . When I finished, I wet the cloth again , but this time in alcohol.

- Boo , bites that pad that will burn .

- Will air .. - He yelled at the time that I put the cloth with alcohol - Ahhh - Boo Bites logo , walks .

He bit and closed his eyes . I spent the cloth by all wounds , cleaning all . I could not let him sleep , no way , I helped to get up again , and took her to the bathroom . I took off his clothes , and helped him get inside the box , gave him a bath and let him clean as cheirosinho . I took her in my arms and helped her dress , when I finished he said he was sleepy . Helped him get up and put on the bed slowly. It did not take even two minutes, he fell into a deep sleep .

Approached him ; - Good evening , my Boo . Sweet dreams - I said, and kissed her forehead ;

Louis I woke up feeling a terrible headache. Harry was next to me , wiping my sweat . He helped me get up but I could not remember anything , sat on the bed and he helped me remember what happened last night . We went downstairs and sat at the table to have breakfast . Harry stood up and took a tray , which was with the breakfast there entire morning , I was staring at the television, and even saw him put the tray there. I turned around ready to eat when I saw something written . " Louis , even though we are dating a short time , I want to ask you something . Will you marry me ? "- All written with breakfast on .

I started crying when I looked to the side to try to hug him , he was kneeling with his hands open box , showing the ring . Seeing him like that made me cry more. I looked at him , and his eyes were full of tears . I could not stop crying .

- Yes , Harry . I accept to marry you .

1 Week Later

Lover's atelier was in Stans Brides & Grooms . Was experiencing my wedding suit when Niall came up behind me and scared me .

- And then , when you go ask Liam to marry ? - Ask him - Ih face, it is still too far - Um, so ta right .

He smiled .

- You'll soon see your suit , why not want my godfather go all esculhambado .

He burst out laughing .

- Ta , ta good 'm already going to bossy .

Niall turned to see his suit. Liam was in front of the mirror , if finding the stud .

- AI - screamed - THAT DELIGHT He turned to me , sent middle finger and smiled . After seeing our suits for my wedding , we went to the home of Ashley , but she was not there . Then we went home . 've Got two weeks we went to see our suits, all for my wedding was ready , I mean almost everything was . We get up early that morning, we breakfast and set off on journey . It took about three hours to reach our destination , to get there and when we saw that big place , we open mouth . Entered . A girl came to the door in , we talked and she said we could go see them . We went there and there were many , many same guy had a pretty tiny , very cute. Picked her up and started petting him , and saying how much she's cute . Niall and Liam saw a little boy , lovely and fluffy , about which I had picked up on his lap . We returned to the lobby , where we signed a term and pay . When you get home , put the two on the floor to play. We sat on the couch and watched the two children to play. Smile . We all exchanged glances , and we were staring at us , got up took the two children on her lap , and the two stared at each other as if they were already in love with each other . They could not stop laughing at all , much less stopped to face , looked at Niall and Liam and said ; - And then ?

- This is Theo . Theo meet his new family , his new friends .

I smiled .

- This is the Lux . Lux those are his uncles and his cousin . His new family .

16 - The Wedding

Louis With two days to my wedding , everything was going perfectly as planned. I mean , he was right . I got a call from my mother saying that my aunt was super sick, and would need to be hospitalized . Wanted improvements for her, and also said that I would not be able to visit her because I was stuck for things to do . I was still seeing the flowers , my bridesmaids, the theme , the suit was starting to squeeze me , the cake had not been ready, the buffet was not yet fully ready . All this was driving me crazy , killing me . I got up from bed, and with a mega huge headache that would not stop at all. Sought a

remedy to take, but there was none so I had to go to the pharmacy almost dying in the street , to buy the medicine and drink right there along with the water cooler. The pain is gone . I went home . I lay on my bed and tried to sleep again, but I had a nightmare .

Was going to the altar with Harry . We were smiling , I was very happy to be marrying the person I love , and forever I'll love . When we got to the altar , the priest told what he should say and asked to bring Bridesmaid alliances . He put on my finger , and I put him in his . I opened one end and wide smile , when I raised my head and looked into Harry's eyes , his eyes were not there , there was blood dripping through the hole where it should be your eyes . He smiled at me , and I pulled back on time. I looked at everyone in the church , and they were all like that , I started to freak me out and I was walking backwards, tripped on the steps and the three ladies who were there were also no eyes . Everyone stood up and started coming towards me , the ladies were jumping on top of me . Something began to shake , to shake me , I jumped out of bed in a fright . Was sweating cold - Hey ! - Niall said - calm, was just a nightmare , just a nightmare .

- Nightmares often ? - say - Louis , it is normal to have nightmares, missing two days to the Big Day , should not worry about nightmares , but with your special day .

- You 're right - I say getting up.

I grabbed my robe and went to the bathroom , where I bathed and I was there for two and a half hours thinking of what that means nightmare , nightmare or what that meant something .

Niall - What are you doing Louis ? - scream - No - he shouts back - let me Pushing the door of his room , and he is sitting on the bed with both arms bandaged ,

bandaged his legs also . I stare at him, shaking his head.

- Louis - my voice is weak - again ?

He nods .

- Louis , you do not need to do this with you .

- Niall , I 'm afraid that these nightmares mean something if they want to give me a message . Anything they want to say , do not you think ?

- Louis , nightmares are nothing but sleepless nights , his mind trying to put fear in you . Remember when we were at the home of Liam , we were in the bathroom , closed the door and when we saw a monstrous thing behind us in the mirror ? And when we turn it was nothing ? It was just our minds trying to scare us, and this has been proven to be true . So I believe it is the same with nightmares .

- Is it really Niall ? - He says confused, and with watery eyes .

- But of course - I say smiling, and helping him to his feet.

We went downstairs and helped him sit on the couch . I went to the kitchen prepared something for him to eat, he would not eat , but still sent him eat because he needed .

While he ate , I was obsevando his arms and legs bandaged .

- Do not let Harry see it - I will not - Okay .

- Not you, let Liam see this.

Yeah I knew it would surprise me to see my coat , I tried to be discreet as possible , but could not.

- When did you discover ? - Wonder looking into his eyes - There are about three weeks when you and Liam were on the outs .

- Ah , yes .

I need to stop it , but I can not . Almost no one understands me in this world , those who understand me or they live far away or are not alive to tell . Louis I must give thanks for understanding me . Do not like to see who i love hurt , hurting yourself that way . I know how hard it is to stop this addiction , this addiction is worse than drugs .

Every wound , a feeling , every feeling a pain , every pain one true relieved . People can say how this is stupid, but they do not understand or will never understand until you go through situations like this in life. They say they cut fad is to draw attention , but ever stopped to wonder if that person really needs help ? And you are to judge it without knowing anything . Louis stood up and put a long-sleeved up his fists . I dried your tears .

- Are you okay ? - Ask stroking her face - Yes , I am - he smiles - we will , because I do not want to be late to see the finishing touches of the damn suit.

- Okay , I'll meet you in the car in five minutes - Ok - he said leaving home .

Zayn Ed and I were sitting on our bed talking about what will be two of us going forward .

- We will be only two of us going forward - he said kissing me - Oh, and this is very good - say We rise and settle in .

- Come on , we need to meet them there - There where? - Ed asks - Hey, there in the clothing store wedding , oh I do not know the name . Forgot

he smiled - You're so cute when it is rolled together to talk - he says hugging me - I do not get no - Awwn , this does not pout I buck - he says kissing me - her cute - Ahh , I'm not a m么 . Now come on, we can not be late. Okay ?

- Ok well ! - He says when I kiss her forehead .

We arrived at the studio , ae I remembered the name of my God. Okay I stopped .

When we got Louis and Niall were already using the suit, and putting the finishing touches on it special .

- Damn , it was time to get in - says Niall - Ah , does not fill Niall , it seems as if you have never been late in life - Never - said Louis and Niall together - Oh , let my slowness please.

They started laughing .

- Hurry up , the suit godfather is across the store. Go there just once , she'll have to close up shop and then only next year .

- Okay .

Ashley Agreement , and will toward my cell . Caught and make a call .

- Hello Louis ?

- Ash Hi , how are you?

- I 'm fine .

- Oh that good love .

- Louis 'll cut to the chase , I will not be able to go to your wedding , and I beg a thousand pardons for it. Things are not good here for us, but how we will improve back okay? Al can not attend , but sent my gift , I mean our gift to you.

- Awn , okay Ashley - he says - oh no not yet arrived , but now I'm curious to know what it is.

- Soon you will know. Ah , I learned that I won two nephews true?

- Ash is yes .

- Awwn , and how are they called ?

- My is called Lux , and Niall and Liam called Theo .

- Awwn I need to see these children .

- So far away you could not see - he says laughing - Oh no ? Then turns .

He turned and saw me standing behind him . He ran towards me and hugged me .

Niall also ran and picked me up and started spinning me , we exchanged kisses and hugs .

- Where are Liam and Harry ? - ask - They're out there - said Niall - Ah , yes . And then Louis how you feel ? Your big day will be the day I anniversary.

This is wonderful is not it?

- Yes, it's an intriguing and wonderful thing .

I smiled and went to get my bridesmaid dress .

2 Days Later

December 24, 2013 The wedding day

Louis In front of the dressing room mirror , I was sweating cold again . I was nervous , my stomach was getting wrapped up the whole time I was looking at myself in the mirror .

In my head I can not stop thinking " come on " " Today is the big day ."

- Oiee - and also of course, congratulations on your beautiful wedding - Ashley screamed - congratulations my beautiful , many years of life - she hugged me and kissed me on the cheek .

Niall , Zayn , Ed and Demi arrived then . I started crying - Do not cry , today is your day. It is a very special day , and you should not cry, you should laugh , have fun . Do fucking four but less crying - Ashley said , which made me cry even more .

- Where are Liam and Harry ? - Demi inquiry - Last time I saw them, they were going to the other dressing room .

- Ah , yes .

The bell rang.

- Come on guys, we need to be at the altar now .

- But I thought we were going to get together .

- Not this time , we will come and they will come last .

They ran out of the dressing room , leaving me there alone with the empty cake with a written "Congratulations Boo " . Balloons and helium gas . Deep breath in and out .

The entire yard was all dressed up , all decorating with white colors , white and blue orchids everywhere . White pillars , coated with gold, a huge white carpet to the altar .

White and purple orchids scattered on the floor . The lights went out . Christmas lights began to shine , and illuminate the entire floor , the seats , the flowers , everything up to the altar. The trees were all well cortadinhas with flowers on them , there were lights there too . The colors were beautiful , they were red, blue , white and purple . Making everything perfect . When I saw my black suit he was for a type of white that had been flourishing . I saw everyone at the altar waiting for me , Harry turned and saw me walking towards him and smiled . I walked slowly , until you reach the altar.

Entrelaรงamos our arms and hands . The priest asked us to say our vows , and we did .

We smiled happily , the priest waved the lady brought the alliances , but my maid be our little Lux , she came in the lap of Ashley , who still did not even know he was holding his niece .

- Harry Louis accepts you as his true and lawful husband , in sickness and in health till death do you part?

I took the ring and put on her finger .

- Yes , I accept.

- And you Louis , accepts Harry as its true and lawful husband , in sickness and in health till death do you part?

Harry put the ring on my finger , looked into his eyes and smiled .

- I accept .

17 - Goodbye

Harry Soon after we conclude our ceremony , we were going for our wedding night . I booked a wonderful place for both of us , a beautiful place in which I 'm sure Louis will love. I parked the car, and Louis came out and was waiting for me leaning on the car, so out he picked me up and

smiled - Are you ready for our honeymoon? - He says smirking - I'm more than ready - reply We entered the lobby , and it goes straight to the elevator . I got the presidential suite , as the elevator rose slowly , and I still in the arms of Louis , something shook. There was a snap, and the elevator light started flashing, I started to feel the elevator stopping slowly. He stopped . We were stuck . Started screaming asking for help, picked up the phone and tried to call the lobby , but nothing got no signal or anything. The night was supposed to be romantic was getting a shit, everything I planned went downhill . Louis looked at me and smiled, stretching his hand .

- Our night was ruined - I spoke in a tone of sadness - Was not - he said making cuddle in my head - Of course it was my love , we should be in our suite now celebrating our evening - Harry Styles , I 'm not give a fuck for that. No matter where as long as I'm with you , I'll be happy , I'll be fine .

- Awn , you always makes me happy - say emocinado - It is one of my skills - he said taking off my blouse.

I closed my eyes , and I again kiss him while the emergency light flashed above us. When I realized we had already taken most of our clothes, Louis was only in underwear and I was still with my pants. I took off my pants and threw in the corner , pushed Louis and he sat in the corner . I removed his underwear and was playing with his cock , he was laughing and talking about how it was weird. He stared at me .

- Go suck fucking soon , or it will make him a rubber toy ?

Open and a huge grin when he said that.

- Ui bossy .

I sat on his lap and kissed him . Sarrando feeling his cock in my buttocks , tickling me , I held my laughter . I smiled . Became to kiss him again . He took our clothes , and made them a pillow for me , he laid me down and got on top of me . I felt his cock slowly entering inside me , I gave a very low gemidinho . I wrapped my legs on his back , and my arms around his neck. I kept

looking at that face of naughty , horny . I scratched her back down to her huge ass , squeezing the sides , laughing at their faces . Every scratch I took, every tweak I took, was a force with which he penetrated me even more . I have not stopped doing that , I love scratch . I craned his head up near my shoulder and sniffled down your back , biting her ear slowly , reaching her juicy neck. The emergency light still flashing , making it even more amazing that moment , but at the same time strange . Some people have fetishes about wanting sex in the elevator , parking, school , work and so on . Not my case, it was the first time I had sex in an elevator , and this is probably the last . When should already be finished about ten hours , but when I saw the clock in the cell , it was two o'clock in the morning, and none of them fix the damn elevator . The elevator shuddered ten minutes later , the light came back and everything was normal. We got to our floor , I looked down the hallway and there was no one , we went running down the hall both naked . I opened the door , and went to our suite. Louis fell into bed as soon as we entered.

- Hey , let's do that now? - asked I looked at him , and he did not answer . I walked up beside him , and he was already snoring .

- LOUIS - cried - Huh? What ? Who died ?

- You will sleep again? - I say indignantly - Oh , baby I 'm very .. - His voice cracked and he fell asleep again .

- Oh, so ta . Sleep, and leave me here all by myself .

I lay beside her , and went to sleep too.

Ashley - Demi you are really ready for this?

She hesitated .

- Yes love, I am.

We started packing our bags . Demi seemed a little scared , because I think she did not know what to do . I grabbed her hand and tried to smile , but she was trying to hide the pain , the anger , the rage through your smile , but his eyes were giving him to me. I sat on the bed and

pulled her.

- Look, if you do not want to do that, fine angel. We can do later.

- I do not want yes Ash , I want to do.

I hesitated ; - So why is this guy so sad ?

- I'm sick , nothing more .

- Are you sure ?

- Yes I do - she said giving me a peck .

We left the house and went to the airport, leave messages in mailboxes Liam , Harry and Zayn .

Climbing the boarding platform , I turned and looked at the horizon . Could see my apartment , where I had been for years and years with my friends . A tear trickled down , and when I realized I was already crying , Demi came up to me and pulled me in , I told her to wait until I was already going . The girl caught the last time for boarding , I was still looking at everything , as I would for the cab riding back, I whispered ; - Goodbye .

I walked onto the plane and sat in the chair next to Demi . I took in his hand , kissed it. I smiled .

Niall - Why are you crying Nini ? - Zayn question - Ashley and Demi were - If you were as well ? Die ? Oh my God , help us.

- No, its not covered - I gave a little smile - stop smoking that shit on . They moved and not told where they are going .

- Oh what a relief , do not say? Typical Ashley , soon she calls saying where they are.

The phone rang , and I was thinking it was running meet Ash and Demi . Was none of the two , but a damn message if I wanted to sign TV cat.

- FOR ME ON FUCKING , YOU ME ON ALL FUCKING DAY - yelled , mega stressed and hung up.

- Relax al Niall one hour they will call to tell , calm boy.

- EU TO CALM .

- TA THEN FUCK - Zayn yelled back to me , leaving the room .

- BACK HERE , FORGIVE ME .

- Ok , I would just get the ball there I smiled .

Liam came and looked at me with eyes full of tears . I did not want to say what happened . So even Zayn said. Liam sat next to me and hugged me tight . The warmth in his chest , heats up quickly , making me warm. I looked into his eyes , and were full of water too. I thought to myself " she's coming back , I know it will ," "she can not leave me." But something was trying to destroy it , as if it were a lie , something meant that they would never return . Again I get sadder still thinking about it . Okay I thought, it's time to follow the life she followed her, and being happy with who loves most in this world . It's time to follow my Liam

1 Week After

Ed - Glad you came Zayn - I said smiling - You are ready ? - He asks - Yes, it is - And where are we going again?

- France , our new home He smiled .

- I'll take a shower then shortly now I'm ready ta ? - He says - Okay .

I smiled .

It took me a bit to pack our things , because they are large and have many clothes . Zayn took about twenty minutes in the bathroom , and came out singing all memorabilia . He dressed , very social . I looked at him and hissed and then smiles . It was hotter than it already is .

- Our things are already in the car - told - So let ?

- Let I was waiting for him at the door , he was staring at the empty void that had been where our room was . He turned and came towards me .

- I will not tell your friends that you 're leaving ? - ask - I left a letter on the bed of Niall , he did not see me putting there, but he will soon see .

- Okay then, let's go.

I saw him turn and look into the window of our house . A tear trickled down , and I heard him whisper .

- Goodbye .

Liam - What is this envelope in his bed Niall ?

- What envelope?

- This al , you're on your ass .

- There is nothing ne .. - He smiled sheepishly - whatever uĂŠ I took the envelope , took out the card that was in there and read .

" Hi my friends , so I'll cut to the chase . Ed and I were already planning this for a long time , and now that we we 're not giving up . Ed got a job in France , and we're going there , his boss told him if he wanted the job would have to move there . He did . When you are reading this, I probably will already be on the plane to walk from France , I 'm gonna miss you guys a lot . I hope you do not be sad about it , I'm not leaving you behind, leaving much less , I'm just moving out. That does not mean you 'll forget right? One day I'll be back here , do not worry ok? If Ashley or Demi solve call and say where they are, let me know by email ta good ? I love you so much , ae say to Louis and Harry that I missed them too. Our friendship is forever , forever I'll love you ba their kids . Goodbye. Kisses Malik . " The first was that it was Josh , after Demi and Ashley and now Zayn and Ed ? Next you'll be Louis and Harry . I gave the letter to Niall , who read as her eyes filled with water. He looked at me and smiled as she cried .

- Have we done anything ? Everyone is going away - he says - We did nothing BĂŞ .

- Then why are they all leaving?

I hesitated .

- I think they want to follow their lives , studies done , and I think now everyone will follow his life , his career . Now only focus on your future, this is normal among people . One time they need to follow the life , need to plan your future since kids, but you can see that when we arrived at adolescence , everything changes . I believe they will return yes one day, but right now this is what they want, move on. I know they will come back because it is never too late to have fun and drink some with friends.

He cried and hugged me tightly .

- You're right, Daddy , you're absolutely right .

Louis I woke up to the smell of eggs and bacon hanging in the air . Harry got up and saw the primei cooking time.

- Wow, you cooking? what a miracle

He started laughing - All for my love - bringing everything he said toward me and laid on the bed - eat tudinho - Wow, that's chic - That nothing .

After eating that delicious meal for breakfast, I got up and turned on the computer to research some things .

Harry came by my side and hugged me .

- And now there think? - Giving him a kiss on the cheek asked .

- We are out of luck love, still nothing - Oh , hey .

- We will not be discouraged , I'm looking for just a few minutes . Pretty soon appear .

I was looking for about three hours , until finally I found some thing . Shouted my husband , and he came to see .

- Oh , that's great .

- Really?

- Really !

I took my card , put my data and done.

- You can go to our home ?

- We have to pack our things , do not you think ?

- Yeah, but we have to get everything , and I am to face my mother I hesitated , and was thoughtful .

- Why ?

- I already told you that.

- Oh, so we're taking only the clothes you are here with us ?

- Yes - Oh , you know that .

- Have decided , is yes . We must warn Niall and Liam personally, I do not want to do as Zayn , Ed , Ashley and Demi did.

- Okay , let's pack our things and go home to Liam .

When you get home from Liam , Niall and Liam were sitting on swing behind his house . Niall nudged who jumped from the swing, and fell to the ground , approached him and made him more ticklish . Making him squirm you.

- What are you doing here? - He asks - We came to see you - talked - Um , I know . Ai takes , will say - Niall insists - Okay .. My voice failed - you 've come to talk pair , we are moving , and I mean it personally .

Niall 's smile disappeared when I said " changing " .

- Oh yeah - he said in a sad tone - and where they are going ?

- United States .

- Ah well , so keep in touch ok Honeycomb ? Please.

- Most people of course , we are friends . Even having met you this year , you are special to me and always will be .

I love you.

- Awn .

All hugged each other tight . When unpacked , everyone was crying , I looked at Niall and realized how he gets cuter still crying . Liam I had never seen him cry , that was the first time , and it was good to see , that was tears of joy , not sadness . They know that one day we will see each other again , and will not take .

- So .. - say - This is goodbye ?

- Yes , but not " goodbye " but " goodbye " - made quotation marks with his fingers - as we will see each other again , and this goodbye is temporary.

- That - said Liam We hugged again and back to the car . We head to the airport , I looked in the rearview mirror of the car and saw Liam and Niall waving , waving goodbye to us.

Liam - So now it will be just us two ? - say - It seems so, but not for long Ni .

- Oh yeah .

I walk into the house , climb the stairs and lay in my bed . Liam arrives and lay beside me .

- Are you okay ? - He asks making me cuddle - Yes I am.

- Really?

- Liam Really , I am .

I lay in my bed for four days and means . I kept thinking , " everyone took a turn in his life , all are following your life . All focusing on your future, it's time to get mine. " I got up and went to take a nice bath . Straightened me out . I was out for three hours , or four hours. When I got home , Liam was asleep on the couch , I took it he was asleep . I took lots and lots of candles and lit them all, making a path to the back yard . I picked flower petals and scattered throughout the room , between the candles to the backyard . In the yard , I put all kind of flower I know, and scattered about the yard . Turned off the lights and screamed Liam . I saw it coming as the way of candles , and he was smiling a lot. When he arrived, he rubbed his face and looked at me ; - What is it ? - He asks almost crying - This is part of it - told me kneeling - Liam , we're dating two years , and that's a lot. I lived moments at your side , I 've never lived with another person in my life . Moments that will be forever, moments that I will never in my life will I forget , moments that are marked in my mind , in my heart . You were always by my side , and I'm sure who ever you will be . Just like I'll always be yours. Liam by her side , I smiled , I cried , I fought , I cursed , I got hurt I did the whole fucking beside her . And I'm sure I'll still do that much . The christmas started , stayed next to our friends , the fireworks were awesome . We will not be able to spend the new year together as we spend Christmas , but will spend only two of us together . Liam these two years I spent at his side , were the best of my life , and we will spend many years yet. You are very special to me , and I would not know what to do if you lose , something I 'll never know? - He did nod - Liam he interrupted me - Niall this is .. - Interrupted him back - Liam , this is not much , but it is sincere and from the heart . Liam Payne , will you marry me?

Epilogue Liam agreed to marry Niall , and they had a beautiful and perfect wedding in the moonlight and starlight on a beach . All paid presence in that perfect moment for both . Mainly , Ashley and Demi who promised never to return to England . After the ceremony Niall and Liam moved leaving behind all the past, all the pain , all the fights , everything. Taking with them their young son, Theo . They now live in Germany . Liam got a job realtor , and Niall a temporary job as a singer at the bar . The three are living happily with each other , the little Theo has a huge and very lucky to have these two as parents .

Louis and Harry , are madly in love with living in a small town in the United States . The two live in a small apartment for the three of you , Louis , Harry and the small Lux . Harry says he's feeling homesick for all , Louis says the same , but they are not worried because soon everyone will see it again. The reunion is coming from them , and they promise to have plenty to happen.

Lots of craziness , a lot of bitching , very porri . Louis works with saves lives on the beach, and sometimes the club . Harry works as a designer , making wedding dresses , suits , costumes and so on . Harry and Louis are still the same since they moved .

Ashley and Demi , disappeared , appeared only for the wedding of Niall and Liam . They never said where they went to , or where they are, but I think I can guarantee that they live very well.

Married secretly and had two small children called Tessa and Lizz . Demi followed a singing career , and today is a super great singer , Ashley did the same thing . Is in the music business .

The two sing very well , formed a beautiful family . There were rumors that they would be living in Africa , but that does not even know the paparazzi or fans . I think we should be in doubt .

Josh Devine , had given up her music career . But the record company manipulated , and made active again . He met a special person , and sued his record label for blasphemy and other things . He won . Now he lives with his wife and their four children , Clary , Saty , Yane and

Serena in London . Josh had what she wanted for a moment , and then gave it all up , and threw it all away , wanting to be just an ordinary person . Wanting nothing more and nothing less than to live an ordinary life with his family . The paparazzi still plague him , but not as much as before .

Zayn and Ed had a fight and broke up. The two were months without talking , even when everyone gathered to celebrate the new year ( all but Ashley and Demi ) . It's about half of the year 2014 when the two had been without speaking , Zayn asked Ed in marriage , in which time he refused. Zayn was saddened by this, but Ed just thinking better and accepted . The two married , and now live happily with each other . Both had two children , and Shanyes Zenelesia .

Ten years later and as expected was reunited them happen. All men now , Demi and Ashley appeared , but continued without saying where they're living . His children all huge , little Theo was no longer so small so the boy was getting a beard . Little Lux was huge, now dating. But I think she should date Theo , just think . Josh 's daughters were almost the size of the father to two daughters Ashley and Demi were not with them , they should have stayed at home with someone . The two daughters of Zayn and Ed were beautiful , but with names that are impossible to pronounce. Ten years for the reunion show .

- Ten years - said Louis - Yeah - Demi concluded - Dude, you changed too - said Niall - It's mainly you Niall - Ashley replied Everyone hugged and smiled - We need to score more for us to meet - Liam and Zayn said at the same time.

- I agree - the rest said in chorus .

- How about if we do so, we may find ourselves in autumn, spring, summer and winter, eh?

- I think a great idea - Ashley replies - So done?

- Done - all answered in chorus .

All hugged again, and exchanged smiles and tears . They stood there for a while , then turned and followed each with its course . All returned to their new homes , already thinking about how will be the next meeting . But it was exactly like Liam once said , " life goes on , people need to move on , they need a future, but it's never too late to have fun with friends , it's never too late to take a weekend to kill the homesickness . " He was right , it is never too late . All are living happy and cheerful today, surely they IRAM live like forever .

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Sinopse: Harry and Louis lived perfectly well, until the day when Louis caught Harry 's cheating and filed for divorce at the time . Louis returned to his old home in New England.

Louis did not want to divorce Harry , much less leave it , but it was necessary to do this . Returning to his old home , someone he had no idea a long time ago , reenters his life in making him feel a new passion . But while he is still in love with Harry . What is the decision that Louis will take ?

Ashley and Demi have separated from never spoke again . Ashley also returned to England , but she still does not know anything about Harry and Louis . Ashley is alone and sad with no one beside her . His mother was killed by someone she thinks is a known . There are traces of it , it was someone close to her. Does Ashley goes behind this mysterious killer and try to kill him ? Or she'll be at home just taking this pain ?

Niall and Liam are still together , but live fighting too . Liam got a job that is literally across the world . Nialll can not take it anymore , he misses his city, he wants to return to where you came from . Liam tells him to hold out a little longer , but Niall has endured too so he does not know whether to stay or go . Something is growing inside of Niall , he thinks he's falling in love with an old friend.

Zayn and Ed I do not know what to say after the meeting they parted . Ed moved to Germany , where he got a contract and today is great singer . Zayn remained in their new home , not for the memories , but he wanted it . Wanted to show that he is strong . Zayn is returning to England , he wants to rebuild his life again.

Josh was totally forgotten by the media , but it is still recognized for his true fans . Josh still lives with his wife and four daughters . But he was getting too confusing and feel , your head will not stop spinning . Your mind is throbbing , what does that mean? To find out , you need to follow once again the story , the second season .

Prologue - Ashley I need your help - I say crying - What happened to my love ?

- Harry and I separated , I'm very bad Ash - But how so? You were doing so well , why did you break up?

I was silent for a while , as I listened to Ashley breathing on the phone . She was calm for someone who had just lost her mother . A long time we could not speak to us, and when the day had to lay it all out here. I tried to explain what happened , but I could not. My voice did not want to leave, I was shaking . I let the phone and fall , and Ashley could hear him screaming .

Collapsed to the floor. Do not remember much , but I can only remember Ashley screaming my name, as he gave me a slap in the face. I woke up in a white room , with needles in my arms . A cannula in my nose , I was sedated in serum. I tried to look around me , and there was no man , not even Harry . I think Ashley knew I would not want him here and there. But the amazing thing was that Liam and Niall were there , along with Josh and Zayn . Ashley approached me , touched my hand and making me smile . My eyes were trying to close, but I did not leave . I managed to stay awake .

- How are you ? - Asks Ashley trying to smile - As if I had been stung by thousands of bees She smiled .

- So does that mean you're okay ? - Niall question coming my way , several balloons with helium gas .

- Sure yes - say in a tone of irony - Good, because I do not want you to stay here I looked at Ashley , and the first time I could see how beautiful she is . Her blond hair shine brightly in the sunshine , his teeth white and perfectly aligned . Her smile drives me and makes me so well . A shame that we will never move from friendship, to why this would never work . If you guys understand me . Ashley looked at me with a half- frightened face, but at the same time

super smiling . The doctor came and said that I would still get high , and I can go home . What discouraged me because I really want is to stay here in this hospital , back home might not be a good idea for me now .

- What good , so our reunion still stands. - Yelled Zayn - This - says Liam smiling It took a while so I could get high . But I received . As soon as I was released , Ashley took me home Liam and Niall and Zayn came close behind. Josh had to go home , but said he would see me later. Halfway my phone vibrates , I looked it was a message from Harry . I have not read , simply deleted it. When I was in the corner of my house I saw a car parked in my driveway , staring tried to recognize the card - can not be - I got off the car at the same corner .

- Louis what are you doing ? Back here - screams Ashley Neither gave attention to it , just went towards my house. I opened the door a little angry , and went . Sitting on my couch , a boy with curly hair , white boy half, green eyes stood up when he saw me . I looked at the feet of the head.

- What are you doing here, Harry ?