Flourish - Potluck Zine Volume 3

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1: REAL Potluckians spotted in the wild, potlucking

Fig.

The summer noon is a brighter night

Hushed living dissolving into what you want

The door open but curtains drawn

One asleep the other dreaming on

Summer noon, the heat beats down on the pavement

I'm sheltered.

The duty of the sheltered, to shelter more

Dahlia, Rose and Lizzy, the lizard

Sheltered in the balcony of my home, Flourishing, amidst endlessn

California dreaming, the supporting artist to the hum of fans and ACs

Poetry, escaping from the drunken otherwise anxious heart

Colors parceled from Spain and orange 90s America

Into the bleached yellow of my tropical town

Summer noon is my brighter night

Wide awake, the dreams filling the expanded space

While the world lazily aestivates

My shelter lets me bloom, Dahlia, Rose, and Lizzy, the lizard

Quiet, sleepy, probably dreaming, wide awake

With a home, sheltered like me.

the smell of springtime, the ticking clock in a classroom and longing for summer, the childlike wonder that emerges when the flower blooms, and the full becoming of nature

Excerpts from “Vespers”

... and it was my heart broken by the blight, the black spot so quickly multiplying in the rows

I must report failure in my assignment, principally regarding the tomato plants

Cacophonies

A hull of chocolate sorrow lays beneath the arid waves, stern and bow meet end to end to end, anchored to the seafloor unbounded by the shore, sweetened by the song of sirens lost at home.

Long above yet longer still below, the masts stand taller than moonlit rays of hope.

Fleets too close together span horizons yet unseen, where wisps of shredded, sickly sails whisper breathlessly.

Pods of blackened dolphins soar, their fins refined and cut and sold for life atop the silent shoals, high above the clouded thoughts of absent time, free to roam the land and sea of stars.

A thousand effervescent echoes murmur through the night and take their lives through journeyed treasuries. The world screams in harmonious cacophony, yet all at once is serene.

last summer

i love you even more than most people fear you. you. your swirling whirling churning soul-sucking currents.

rocks tumbling, i hear them. you are powerful. do you know this? you move mountains bit by bit by grit and silt and sand your water is clear so i jump and trust you hold me in your liquid arms

. eyes alight, laughter aflight, body afloat

your current is home, your eddys my faith your midnight moon my own north star.

your constant flow. do you know? the power of your river beat.

claustrophobic

welded steel, cast latex of the artist’s face, jesmonite pigment, silver thread, and fishing line

flesh - pantyhose, stuffing, yarn, and thread

an exploration of bodily violence and change page 12 page 12 page

The Praying Mantis is Far Greater Than the Priest when i lay myself down i ask to be taken in by the bugs. no more of this heaven-or-hell nonsense. i want to fall into the damp soil beneath me and be utterly demolished. the idea of maggots eating away at my ribs and relishing in the stench of my rotting flesh is far more appealing than dipping my hands in holy water to save myself from my own contaminated soul. to the sermon over my encased, lifeless body i say no thank you. to the worms that find home in my abandoned eye sockets i say yes please. i long for the welcoming crawl of an elder beetle the prospect of nourishing her children with my decaying breasts, providing a safe haven for them with my otherwise fruitless womb. how disappointed he would be–his constant message of devotion only culminating to caterpillars tasting my lips and tongue dried from the forced repetition of the prayer. so today, all that I wish for is a return to home. not the one with guarded gates who only answers to those who are clean, whole, pure but the one right beneath my feet who takes me in with the chirp of the cicada, despite my filthy body and sickening conscience.

Cover

She was art

Living and breathing amongst salesmen

Of every size, shape, and color

Within a microcosm of hatred, She prospered

Her soul lit up space

Her eyes slowed down time

Until you were fixed--staring, Gawking-- at her face

Her lips spoke in song

Her hands always danced when she alked and talked and ate and shopped

She was pigment on troubled hearts

The stain, permanent

Yet she was blotted out of history

Like a mistaken penstroke

Mending

100% found materials - wooden frame, cotton fabric, embroidery floss, yarn, thread, stuffing, and beads.

Found and discarded materials are used to explore mending, reusing, and navigating healing and harm in relationships. These concepts come together in the form of visible stitches, bright colors, and a sentimental feel that acknowledges and visualizes wounds of the past while celebrating their contribution to the larger piece.

They sit tucked away on a shelf, in the back of a closet, between books, under a bed, at the bottom of a filing cabinet, in the false bottom of a drawer.

Filled with photos, receipts that should have been thrown out a long time ago, cut-up negatives, faded movie tickets, expired makeup, worn playbills, torn-out magazine pages, tarnished jewelry, yellowed letters, collected rocks, shells, sea glass, broken trinkets, pieces of people we once loved and people we once were.

Everyone has a box

An ancient wooden jewelry box, from a mother or grandmother or yard sale, worn around the edges, raw wood peeking out the corners

A dusty shoebox, from that long gone pair of sneakers, bold logo on the side, sticker still in the corner.

A pink crate, paint peeling off the wood, slats broken and bent.

An old chest, shut tight, lock rusted, key missing

change

that was then there now im here now get up get dressed

why does the sun shine every fucking day

life was fertile soil green trees coffee shops on cold fall days grandmotherly gossip i should call her more my bed is higher perpetual summer camp deadlines essays B+ in art change is. it is. it isn’t hard bad awful hate it just different.

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group chat

i learned to say 'i love you ’

platonic group chat lols and when can we hang out

we rode the bus together i said it was my first time independence was the real accomplishment

then my license, ultimate freedom

we hate on cars, yelling chants writing emails protests are our playgrounds we like the swingsets, too

1: With Regards, From Shade of the Summer Noon - Archana

1: Cardboard Alex - Theresa Provasnik

2: Spacing Out - Sophie David

3: Flora - Theresa Provasnik

3: growing - Ukiah Halloran-Steiner

3,4: Transforming - Gabby Vanausdale

4: Community Care - Gabby Vanausdale

5: Jaqui, untitled - Clara Falkenheim

6: Tomato Shirt - Alexandra Provasnik

7: blue prints - Theresa Provasnik

7: Cacophonies - Wil Kirkland

8: last summer - Ukiah Halloran-Steiner

8: the fort & naya ’ s shoes - Ella Piersma

9: c'est comme tu veux - Cassidy Bensko

10: Who is on the silliest side of the glass? - Cassidy Bensko

11: Organ as Art - Lena Farley

11: claustrophobic - Mikayla Stout

12: flesh - Mikayla Stout

13: What Is Wild? - Ella Piersma

14: untitled - Kaitlyn Yasumura

15: madonna and child -EK Kim

15,16: Wilt, Soft - Miranda Yee

16: The Praying Mantis is Far Greater Than the Priest - Shae Cogswell

17: Complimentary Colors - Riley Thibodeau

17: Cover - Lily Azigbo

17: Pillars of Creation - Sofia Segal

18: Western Stuff - Kate Piersall

18: mending - Mikayla Stout

19: untitled - Caitlyn Sun

20: Love you! - Daniela Zepeda

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ABOUT POTLUCK

Sometimes you try to make something cool and Queer and it gets caught in and obliterated by the rusted gears of institutional bureaucracy-and it kills a little bit of you-so you make something better with friends.

This is Potluck, a gathering of intimates, comrades, schoolmates, outlaws, chums, confidantes, and even a set or two of lovers. A disconcerting styrofoam plate of baked beans, ambrosia salad, and an Easy Bake Oven sheet cake from your neighbor across the hall. A stab at returning to The Closet and making a nest out of newspaper clippings on the floor.

Made by and for people who don't really know what they're doing but don't like what else is going on so they give it a shot anyways.

We thank you immensely for reading our third issue, created with love and hard work from students at the Claremont Colleges, and around the world.

SINCERELY, YE OLDE POTLUCKIANS

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