November 2022 3rd Street Beat

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Produced by Clients of The Recovery Center 8 east 3rd Street 10003 #34 November 2022
3rd Street Beat

The 3rd Street Beat Mission Statement

The Third Street Beat is a newsletter written by and created for people with substance use disorder. Our mission is to validate that experience so people know that they are not alone, and to emphasize the many unique roads that we take to recovery. This is an opportunity to share our experiences to creatively support each other. We are non-political, non-denominational, multi-racial, and gender neutral. Our mission is one of recovery and harm reduction, and all experiences are welcome. All the viewpoints herein are personal in nature and related specifically to our contributors’ recovery.

The 3rd Street Beat Editorial Team

The 3rd Street Beat is produced byThe Recovery Center community with assistance from the occupational therapy team.

TABLE OF CONTENTS 11 Years Old by Moses Flores p. 3 My Life by Moses Flores p. 3 Thoughts by Julius Simms p. 4 I Search for Answers by Raymond Bird, III p. 5 My Roommate by Darryl Armour p. 5 Anagram by Darryl Armour p. 5 3rd Street Beat back issues can be downloaded
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I was only 11 years old. I was confused, yet encouraged, by a giant woman who stood 4‘7“ tall.

For the first time in my life, someone looked at me with a light in her eyes and a glow of the Holy Spirit. Although I thought she was only guessing. In my heart of our hearts I knew it to be true. Because my mom and grandma would tell me the same. Yeah I always felt like that’s what mom and grandma are supposed to say. Fast forward to January 23, 2003. When I got my Epiphany. When God came calling me himself. And told me I would preach the word.

PS the date was 1/23/03, representing the holy trinity

ByMosesFlores

My Life

My lights shine for me not for you. Why must my dark be considered a negative?

Does not the moonshine in the dark? Why must I follow your story and not mine? Why must it be his story and not hers? Why must light always be good and dark be bad? Is it not true that before there was light there was dark? The light we worship would not be anything if it was illuminating the dark. We must always be careful with the light we follow. Because what we know as the original light was the great morning star. That like we now call Lucifer. Of course, Lucifer stemming from the Latin word lux. Again, not all life is goodbye. Not all dark is bad dark. In fact, the only light I care for is my life. Yet the only dark you care for is my demise.

TwostreetsdownbyRaymondByrdIII

Two streets down I found my way around

Lost but not yet found

The world has become the nesting ground

For my pain:

Two streets down I have learned how to live again

Without rain from the pain…

Two streets down!!!

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The recovery challenges

Challenge recognition

Truthfulness, the reason

Caring matters

The real communication

I give thanks for another day I get to see life

At a time I find myself at a crossroads of pain, depression, optimism. Well, I try to keep hopes high with inspiration of good things to come. We all of you life of different. But we are all people with viewpoints of our truth. Of our character. But so view of a one shot deal you would be lucky to live at twice. I was on a train one day and I saw a sad vision of what. I saw a person on a train one day and I was like I know that person but couldn’t speak. The person saw me looking, I tried to say hi but they decided to get off the train. And I asked myself was that the right person? The person with someone I met at the hospital two years ago. At least that’s what I thought. Sometimes I wonder when it comes to people places and things. I have a fear of not recognizing my family at times where they’ll just forget me.

I’m working on a new idea for a short film about a musician who plays in south New York City‘s most wonderful parks. Even the rats dance to the tune of the music playing in the park. I met two musicians named Freeman and Fox who played from dusk to dawn. The vibe is live and that’s why the bee carries on.

Thoughts

Dangerous Relapse Urges Grudges

J: joker

U: understanding

L: living laughing loving

I: inspired

U: uneasy

S: sentimental

Sick, immature, manic, mood, sacrifice

Just understanding life’s Inspirational universal styles

Saving stressful Images

Moods

Madness

Sorrows

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I search for answers of my past Thinking of you has always brought me great joy: the joy that will last forever and a day. I wish that I can soon see the day of looking into your “beautiful eyes“ and telling you just how much I love you and miss you that much more… This is to my big sister Angela

D: Doubtful

A: arrogant

R: restless

R: righteous

Y: youthful

L: laughter

A: active

R: resilient

M: motivated

O: outrageous

U: understanding

R: rational

I was going to play a trick on my roommate. I was going to play like I was snoring really loud like he does to get on his nerves like he does mine. I know he will get racist and call me a “stupid n******” and tell me to stop snoring so loud. It might start a problem and we would be fighting. I don’t want to fight him because I don’t want to get kicked out of mine and have to go to another room and deal with a new roommate. I am leaving to my own room in Harlem on 145th Street. I am going to get ear plugs from the 99 cent store or just tune him out and ignore him and go to sleep. I should be moving out by Christmas. That is when my voucher endsChristmas Day, December 25th, 2022. I should be out by the new year 2023. Good luck to me and God bless all the people in the TRC program - staff and clients.

Thank You,

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