Impressions of Bhakti

ChapTer four

Iwas born in 1921 on the amävasyä (dark-moon) night in the month of Mägha (January). This is what my parents told me. My father’s name was Paëòita Balesvarnäth Tivari and my mother’s name was Çrématé Lakñmé-devé. They were both devotees of the Çré-sampradäya, initiated according to all rules and regulations, and both were expert in devotional music. My father was also expert in wrestling, singing, and all types of social affairs. He was humble, well-bred, and most importantly, highly religious and conversant with Vaiñëava principles.

At the time of my birth, my family’s guru (kula-guru) gave me the name Çréman Näräyaëa Tivari in accordance with the sign of the zodiac. From my birth I was very simple-hearted and innocent. My mother told me, “You would not cry; you would remain seated wherever you were placed. For that reason, everyone called you Bholänätha (a name of Lord Çiva meaning ‘god of the innocents’).

As my parents were very religious, I was also religious, even from my early childhood. To possess bhakti is not merely a result of practice for one birth, but many births. Throughout my childhood I was always chanting, “Räma, Räma, Räma, Räma, Räma, Räma.” Thus, my fortune must have been the result of impressions in my