DIARY FRAGMENT
which song does the soul sing? Everything that exists emits a vibration
Do I attune myself to the keynote of the restlessness of the time, the outward turmoil of change? Then I remain attuned to the lower sounds and disturbed vibrations that emanate from my world. These vibrations indeed resound in my body, but not in my soul. In my view, it is only there that what we call harmony, pure unity and true love can resound. This concerns vibrations of a quite different key, and they awaken in me a longing for my own keynote. I hear them as an almost inaudible and supernatural call; something vibrates in it with the sound of a pure melody: something like the song of my own soul. At the same time, there is joy, but also homesickness resounds in this song for a lost origin, from which she, the soul, was broken. Listen and sing this song yourself with a steady voice. Automatically, I reproduce the new tones that I perceive. The song that resounds from my innermost longing evokes higher tones that, in their turn, reinforce the melody. And this is not drowned out by worldly sounds, but resounds melodiously within me. It is a harmonious, vibrating chord, so that my song of liberation resounds in tune and ever more loudly, and reaches the human being who, just like me, recognises this homesickness, for he, for whom it is meant, will hear it. And the song becomes ever stronger, the song of the soul, which sings of unity, harmony and love, which I found on my way home.
Of a pupil, 2 May 2012
diary fragment 47
