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AZ¨šÍ mveavbZvi mwnZ ¯Í‡i ¯Í‡i j‡Â msiÿY Kwi| Zvici iv‡Zi Avuav‡i j wb‡q eªvþYevwoqvi w`‡K iIqvbv nB| iv‡Zi †ejvq Pjvi mgq cw_g‡a¨ jÂwU AvU‡K hvq| GiB g‡a¨ †fvi nq| ZLb Avgiv K‡qKRb j †_‡K †b‡g jÂwU‡K †V‡j g~j †¯ªv‡Z bvgvB| Gici jÂwU‡K Pvwj‡q eªvþYevwoqv Uvb evRv‡ii DËi cv‡k¦© (eZ©gv‡b †hLv‡b evuk evRvi) †bv½i Kiv nq| Zrci GKwU Rxc‡hv‡M A¯¿ wb‡q cÖ_‡g KvDZjx‡Z K¨v‡Þb AvBbDwÏb mv‡n‡ei Kv‡Q hvB| Avgvi m‡½ wQ‡jb †kL dviæK Avn¤§`| K¨v‡Þb mv‡ne wKQz A¯¿ †i‡L w`‡jb| evKx A¯¿ †MvKY©Nv‡U mieivn Kivi Rb¨ Aby‡iva Rvbvb| Zvici Avwg wb‡R A¯¿ wb‡q †MvKY©Nv‡U Ae¯’vbiZ gyw³evwnbxi Awdmv‡ii Kv‡Q Ac©Y Kwi| (GB gyû‡Z© H Awdmv‡ii bvgwU g‡b Avm‡Q bv| wZwb m¤¢eZ K¨v‡Þb Mvd&dvi A_ev †jt nviæb wQ‡jb)| Gw`‡K cvK nvbv`vi evwnbxi mv‡_ AvïMÄ I DRvwbmvi Zxeª hy× Pj‡Z _v‡K| nvbv`viiv wegvb w`‡q cÖPÛ AvµgY Pvjv‡Z _v‡K| Avwg †givkvwb cwj‡UKwbK GKv‡Wgx‡Z GKwU †Uªwbs †m›Uvi cwiPvjbv ïiæ Kwi| D³ †Uªwbs †m›Uvi cwiPvjbvq †givkvwb, weòzcyi, fvMjcyi, A‡ji ZrKvjxb eRjyi ingvb f‚Tvu, wmivRyj Bmjvg, Avt KvBqyg gvóvi, wmivRyj Bmjvg, KvÂb Lwjdv, Avãyj Avwjg Ii‡d UKz f~Tvu, mwn` DwÏb gvóvi, Avãyb b~i f‚Tvu cÖgyL e¨w³eM© cÖPzi mn‡hvwMZv cÖ`vb K‡ib| D³ †Uªwbs †m›Uv‡i hviv †Uªwbs wb‡qwQ‡jb, Zvu‡`i g‡a¨ KvjvQovi †Kvievb Avjx, †gvt dRy wgqv, Avt Avnv`, Aveyj nv‡mg, mwn` wgqv, gb wgqv, ZvDRywÏb, Avt gbœvd f‚Tvu, †givkvwbi wgRvb wgqv, †bvqvev`x MÖv‡gi ûgvqyb, RvwKi, mwn` weòzcyi MÖv‡gi Rwmg DwÏb Avn¤§‡`i bvg GLbI g‡b Av‡Q| Ab¨‡`i bvg g‡b †bB| †Uªwbs cwiPvjbvi `vwq‡Z¡ wb‡qvwRZ wQ‡jb eZ©gvb eªvþYevwoqv †Rjv AvBbRxwe mwgwZi weÁ m`m¨ I eªvþYevwoqvi ZrKvjxb †¯^”Qv †meK evwnbxi cÖavb GW‡fv‡KU nvwg`yi ingvb (1)| †Uªwbs PjvKvjxb mg‡q eªvþYewoqv cvK nvbv`vi evwnbx `L‡j P‡j hvq| µgš^‡q Zviv AMÖmi n‡Z n‡Z Avgv‡`i †Uªwbs †m›Uv‡ii `wÿY w`‡K AvRgcyi †ijI‡q †ókb Ges DËi w`‡K gyK›`cyi †ij‡ók‡b †cŠu‡Q| Gici †givkvbxi w`‡K AwU©jvix †mj wb‡ÿc Ki‡Z _vK‡j Avgiv wUK‡Z bv †c‡i †Uªwbs K¨v¤ú ¸wU‡q fvi‡Z P‡j hvB| †cQ‡b c‡o _v‡K Avgv‡`i ¯^vaxbZv hy‡×i ¯^cœ| cieZx©‡Z †m ¯^cœ c~iY nq| Avgiv ¯^vaxbZv hy‡× Rqx nB| evsjvi AvKv‡k Dw`Z nq jvj UzKUz‡K GKwU m~h©| m„wó Kwi GKwU ¯^vaxb mve©‡fŠg †`k, GKwU cZvKv| wek¦gvbwP‡Î ¯’vb K‡i †bq Avgv‡`i wcÖq gvZ…f‚wg GB evsjv‡`k| Rb¥f‚wg Rbbx, †Zvgv‡K mvjvg|

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ILv‡b hy‡×i †Uªwbs w`‡Z n‡e| A‡bK QvÎ RbZv wg‡j hy‡×i cÖ¯‘wZ g~jK †Uªwbs †`qv n‡”Q| AvIqvgx †¯^”Qv †meKjxM Gi gva¨‡g GB †Uªwbs Gi e¨e¯’v Kiv n‡q‡Q| hvK Gi †ewk Avwg Avi wKQzB ej‡Z cvi‡ev bv| †Zvgv‡`i gb PvB‡j P‡j G‡mv| c‡i gbv GB K_v e‡j `ªæZ †K‡U c‡o| Gw`‡K gbvi hvevi c‡_i w`‡K ZvwK‡q wKQzÿY `uvwo‡q fvewQjvg, hv nDK c‡i Avevi eÜz gbvi K_vq Avgj bv w`‡q, †Ljvq e¨¯Í n‡q cwo| Avwg †Ljvq gMœ _vK‡jI gbvi K_v evi evi g‡b nw”Qj| Gw`‡K ïbv hvw”Qj msMÖvgx wgwQ‡ji AvIqv‡Ri cÖwZaŸwb, GB AvIqvR ï‡b m‡½ m‡½ Avwg †Ljv ev` w`‡q †`Š‡o iv¯Ívi cv‡k wM‡q `vwo‡q wgwQ‡ji A‡cÿvq, Zvici hLb wgwQjwU Avgv‡`i KvQvKvwQ P‡j Avm‡jv| Gw`‡K Ab¨vb¨ †Ljvi mv_xiv H msMÖvgx wgwQj †`Lvi Rb¨ Avgvi cv‡k G‡m `vwo‡q‡Q| c‡i AvgivI `yÕnvZ Zz‡j wgwQ‡ji mg_©‡b †¯øvMvb w`w”Qjvg- cÙv, †gNbv, hgybv †Zvgvi Avgvi wVKvbv| exi evOvwj A¯¿ a‡iv evsjv‡`‡k ¯^vaxb K‡iv| Avgvi †bZv †Zvgvi †bZv †kL gywRe, †kL gywRe| Rq evsjv...!! †¯øvMvb w`‡Z w`‡Z wgwQ‡ji mv‡_ AvgivI mvg‡bi w`‡K GwM‡q hvw”Qjvg| mwZ¨ †QvU †ejvi †mB msMÖvgx wgwQ‡j †hvM w`‡Z †c‡i Avgvi mg¯Í kixi gb wknixZ n‡q DV‡Zv| cÖwZ gyû‡Z©i Rb¨ A‡cÿvq †_‡KwQ| KLb H AwMœSiv RbZvi msMÖvgx wgwQj Avm‡e| we‡kl K‡i wgwQ‡ji AMÖfv‡Mi Qv·bZv‡`i‡K †`‡L g‡b g‡b fveZvg| hw` AvwgI I‡`i g‡Zv †bZv n‡Z cviZvg Zvn‡j mg¯Í msMÖv‡g Av‡›`vj‡b Zv‡`i g‡Zv Svuwc‡q ciZvg| †`‡ki ¯^vaxbZvi msMÖvg‡K AviI RvM‡Z w`Zvg| Gw`‡K Avgv‡`i wgwQjUv hLb †gÇv (eZ©gvb evm‡ókb) AwZµg KiwQj nVvr gbvi K_v g‡b c‡i †Mj Aek¨ evm‡ók‡bi cwðg cv‡kB Miæi evRvi gvV wQj| hv nDK c‡i †mB wgwQj †_‡K Avgiv KÕRb A_©vr iwR, kvn&Rvnvb, gvgyb Ges Avwgmn †gÇvi AviI wKQz eÜz †mB gv‡V P‡j †Mjvg, †hLv‡b †¯^”Qv †meK evwnbxi †Uªwbs n‡”Q| Zvici †mLv‡b wM‡q †`‡LwQ wVKB †Uªwbs n‡”Q| wKQzÿY †Uªwbs Ae‡jvKb Kivi ci Avgvi Kv‡Q g‡b n‡jv GB †Uªwbs G kixi PP©v n‡”Q| Iw`‡K eÜz gbv‡KI †`Lv hv‡”Q †Uªwbs Gi gv‡S| Zvici GK mgq gbv Avgv‡`i‡K †`‡L Bkvivq WvKwQj †Uªwbs G Ask MÖnY Kivi Rb¨| Z‡e †h e¨w³wU †Uªwbs cwiPvjbv KiwQj †mB e¨w³wU n‡jv eªvþYevwoqv gnKzgv †¯^”Qv †meK KwgwUi mfvcwZ Ges GB †¯^”Qv †meK evwnbxi †Uªwbs Gi KgvwÛs cÖavb GWt nvwg`yi ingvb, †mB w`‡bi AvIqvgx jx‡Mi †bZv Av‡›`vj‡bi Zz‡Lvi msMÖvgx †bZv, gyw³hy‡×i msMVK, AviI Zuvi mn‡hvMx wQ‡jb, cvBKcvov giûg bv‡qe Avjxi †QvU fvB gyw³‡hv×v nvweeyi ingvb, gyw³hy‡×i †Mwijv †hv×v Aveyj Kvjvg f~Bqv eZ©gvb mvwnZ¨ GKv‡Wgxi KY©avi Kwe Rq`yj û‡mb Gi eo fvB| hv nDK c‡i AvgivI wm×všÍ wb‡qwQ AvMvgxKvj †_‡K †Uªwbs G †hvM w`‡q †`‡ki ¯^vaxbZvi Rb¨ KvR Ki‡ev| c‡ii w`b †_‡K fvwMbv iwR, kvn& Rvnvb, gvgyb Ges Avwgmn Avgiv PviRb wbqwgZ †¯^”Qv †meK evwnbxi †Uªwbs w`‡Z ïiæ Kwi| Zvici GB †Uªwbs †`qvi ci AviI Rvb‡Z cvwi Avm‡j GB †Uªwbs n‡”Q ¯^vaxbZvi cÖ¯‘wZ| wKQzw`b ci †¯^”Qv †meK evwnbxi cÖavb nvwg`yi ingvb †PZbvq ¯^‡`k 15


Avgv‡`i mevB‡K wb‡`©k w`‡q ej‡jv, AvMvgxKvj †_‡K QqdzU j¤^v jvwV ˆZwi K‡i wb‡q Avm‡Z n‡e| hv nDK c‡ii w`b 6 dzU j¤^v GKwU evu‡ki jvwV ‰Zwi K‡i gv‡V wb‡q †Mjvg| c‡i GB jvwVi gva¨‡g Avgv‡`i KgvwÛs cÖavb wKfv‡e e›`yK Pvjv‡Z nq, Zv wkLv‡bvi †Póv Kiv n‡”Q| GB fv‡e cÖwZw`b Avgv‡`i‡K †Uªwbs Gi gva¨‡g A¯¿ Pvjbv wkLv‡bv n‡”Q| Avi Avwg ¯^cœ †`L‡Z wQjvg nq‡Zv GKw`b Avgiv evOvwjiv cwðgv kÎæ‡`i‡K GB 6 dzU evu‡ki jvwV w`‡qB †gvKv‡ejv Ki‡Z n‡e| hv nDK Gw`‡K wbqwgZ †Uªwbs nw”Qj| Av‡iK w`b KgvwÛs cÖavb mv‡ne Avgv‡`i mevB‡K ejwQj, AvMvgxKvj XvKv †_‡K †Kw›`ªq GKRb eo †bZv Avgv‡`i GB †¯^”Qv †meK evwnbxi †Uªwbs †`Lvi Rb¨ Avm‡e| Avi G Dcj‡ÿ¨ †Zvgv‡`i mevB‡K AvMvgxKvj †jvKbv_ `xwNi cvo gq`v‡b wb‡q hvIqv n‡e| KgvwÛs cÖavb AviI ej‡jb, Hw`b Avgv‡`i mevi nv‡Z Avmj e›`yK †`qv n‡e, Zvici H e›`yK wb‡q Ges gvP© K‡i †jvKbv_ `xwNi cvo gq`v‡b wM‡q Dcw¯’Z H †bZvi mvg‡b cÖ`wÿY K‡i Awfev`b Rvbv‡Z n‡e| Avgvi GLbI g‡b c‡o, †mB w`‡bi †¯^”Qv †meK evwnbxi cÖav‡bi gy‡L GB K_v ïbvi ci †mw`b iv‡Z D”Qvm fiv Avb‡›`i Kvi‡Y Nygv‡Z cv‡iwb| †R‡M †R‡M GKUv K_vB fvewQjvg| Avm‡jB wK AvMvgxKvj e›`yK wb‡q gvP© Ki‡ev? hv nDK Gw`‡K ¯^‡cœ fvebvi R¡vjeybv †f‡½ c‡ii w`b †gÇv Miæi evRvi gv‡V Avgiv mevB R‡ov njvg| Zvici A‡cÿvi cvjv †kl K‡i †mB ¯^‡cœ †`Lv e›`yK GK GK K‡i mevi nv‡Z w`‡q KgvwÛs cÖavb mv‡ne Zuvi gy‡Li evuwk dzu w`‡q wb‡`©k Ki‡jb| †mvRv n‡q `vuovI, Aviv‡g `vuovI| Gfv‡e Avgiv wKQzÿY `vwo‡q _vKvi ci, GKRb AemicÖvß evOvwj ˆmwbK GwM‡q G‡m Avgv‡`i nv‡Zi e›`yKUv‡K cwRmb gZ awi‡q w`‡q jvBb K‡i `vov‡Z e‡j| Zvici H ˆmwbK Avgv‡`i jvB‡bi mvg‡b `vwo‡q wb‡`©k Ki‡jb Zuvi wc‡Q wc‡Q gvP© K‡i †h‡Z| hv nDK c‡i Zuv‡K Abymib K‡i e›`yK wb‡q gvP© Ki‡Z Ki‡Z †mB HwZnvwmK †jvKbv_ `xwNi cvo gq`v‡b P‡j †Mjvg| c‡i mevB gv‡V wM‡q H ˆmwb‡Ki wb‡`©k g‡Z Aviv‡g `uvovjvg| Hw`‡K g‡Â GKRb †bZv‡K e³…Zv w`‡Z †`Lv hv‡”Q| c‡i g‡Â †Kw›`ªq †bZv Avmvi ci †¯^”Qv †meK evwnbxi cÖavb I ˆmwbK †Rvqvbmn Avgiv mevB gvP© K‡i g‡Â Dcweó †Kw›`ªq †bZvi mvg‡b w`‡q gvV cÖ`wÿY Kijvg| mwZ¨, Hw`b Avgvi †h K‡Zv Avb›` DÏxcbv n‡qwQj Zv fvlvq cÖKvk Kivi g‡Zv bv| Gw`‡K gv‡V cÖLi †iŠ‡`ª A¯¿ nv‡Z wb‡q `vuwo‡q _vK‡Z A‡bK Kó nw”Qj| Zvic‡iI wb‡Ri Kó‡K wemR©b w`‡q †mB w`‡bi g‡Â Dcweó cÖavb AwZw_, †Kw›`ªq †bZv‡K gvV cÖ`wÿ‡Yi gva¨‡g Awfev`b Rvwb‡qwQ| c‡i H cÖavb †bZv g †_‡K †b‡g Avgv‡`i KgvwÛs cÖavb GWt nvwg`yi ingvb‡K mv‡_ wb‡q Avgv‡`i mvg‡b w`‡q cwi`k©b KiwQj, cwi`k©‡bi GK ch©v‡q Avgvi mvg‡b hLb G‡jv nVvr `vuwo‡q c‡i| Zvici Avgvi _yZwbi wb‡P nvZ w`‡q nvwm gy‡L H †bZv ejwQjwK †Q‡j? e›`yK nv‡Z wb‡q `uvwo‡q _vK‡Z Kó n‡”Q? hy× Ki‡Z cvi‡e †Zv? Avwg GK †PZbvq ¯^‡`k 16


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wQjvg| †mB gvP© Gi AMÖfv‡M †¯^”Qv †meK evwnbxi cÖavb GWt nvwg`yi ingvb, Av³vi û‡mb, nvweeyi ingvb, Aveyj Kvjvg f~Bqvmn AviI A‡bKB wQj| Zvici Avgiv †¯^”Qv †meK Kgx©iv gvP© K‡i K‡j‡Ri gv‡V Dcw¯’Z nB| eªvþYevwoqv K‡j‡Ri gv‡V kZ kZ QvÎ RbZv‡K Dcw¯’Z †`‡L Avwg Awff~Z n‡q cwi| Avgvi GLbI †Pv‡L fv‡m ZLbKvi AwMœcyiæl Qv·bZv ûgvqyb Kwei (mv‡eK gwš¿), †kL KzZze û‡mb (eZ©gvb MY cwil‡`i m`m¨) Avgvbyj nK †m›Uz, Iqvwn` Lvb jvfjy AviI †`Lv †M‡Q †bZv Avjx AvRg f~Bqv, jyrdzj nvB mv”Py, gvneyeyj û`v Ges NvwUqviv n‡Z AvMZ Avgvi †QvU gvgv wkï f~Bqv, M½vmvMi †gvMov BDwbq‡bi AvIqvgxjxM †bZv Avgvi AvZ¥xq †Mvjvg iwdK, AviI bvg bv Rvbv A‡bK †bZ…e„›`iv K‡j‡Ri gv‡Vi GB we‡kl cÖwkÿ‡Y wQ‡jb| Gw`‡K AviI †`Lv †M‡Q K¨v‡WU †Kv‡oi QvÎiv cÖwkÿ‡Y wb‡qvwRZ wQj| Zv‡`i nv‡Z wQj Wvwg ivB‡dj| †mw`b mvgwiK evwnbxi AemicÖvß ˆmwbKiv cÖwkÿ‡Y AMÖwY f~wgKv cvjb Ki‡Z †`Lv †M‡Q| e½eÜzi fvl‡Yi DׄwZ w`‡q hvi hv wKQz Av‡Q ZvB wb‡q kÎæi †gvKv‡ejv Ki‡Z n‡e, e½eÜzi †mB AvnŸv‡b †`‡ki wewfbœ RvqMvq bZzb K‡i hy‡×i cÖ¯‘wZ Pj‡Z _v‡K| ZrKvjxb eªvþYevwoqv K‡j‡Ri Qv·bZv wf.wc. ûgvqyb Kwei Ges wR.Gm. †kL KzZze û‡m‡bi †bZ…‡Z¡ K‡j‡Ri gv‡VI GKwU mvgwiK cÖwkÿY †K›`ª †Lvjv nq| Zvici †_‡K ejv P‡j eªvþYevwoqv me©Î K…lK, kÖwgK, QvÎ I †eKvi hyeKmn wewfbœ †ckvRxwe †jvKRb HK¨e×fv‡e cÖwkÿY †bqv ïiæ K‡ib| Avgv‡`i †¯^”Qv †meK cÖav‡bi mv‡_ ûgvq~b Kwe‡ii w`b ivZ †hvMv‡hvM wQj| †gÇv ¸iæi evRvi gv‡V cÖwkÿY †K‡›`ª †¯^”Qv Kgx©i msL¨v AviI A‡bK †e‡o †Mj| c‡i GB cÖwkÿY †K›`ªwU †gÇv †_‡K HwZnvwmK †jvKbv_ `xwNi cvo gq`v‡b ¯’vbvšÍi Kiv nj| †mLv‡b wbqwgZ cÖwkÿY AviI ZxeªMwZ‡Z †Uªwbs ïiæ K‡i‡Q| †mB cÖwkÿ‡Y AviI wewfbœ RvqMvi bvg bv Rvbv A‡bK †bZv †bÎxivI †hvM w`‡q‡Q| †¯^”Qv †meK evwnbxi KgvwÛs cÖavb GWt nvwg`yi ingvb Ges Zuvi mn †hv×viv cÖwkÿ‡Y cÖwZwbqZB wb‡qvwRZ wQ‡jb| ejvevûj¨ †cÖwm‡W›U Givk‡`i kvmb Avg‡j RvZxq mvs¯‹…wZ cvwU©i eªvþYevwoqv kvLvi cÿ †_‡K ¯^vaxbZvi Av‡›`vj‡bi mg‡qi gyw³ †hv×v‡`i cÖ_g msMVK †bZv †¯^”Qv †meK evwnbxi KgvwÛs cÖavb GWt nvwg`yi ingvb Ges Zvi †mB 71 Gi †¯^”Qv †meK evwnbxi wKQz Kgx©‡K G cÖR‡b¥i Kv‡Q cwiP‡qi gva¨‡g Ges †¯^”Qv †meK cÖavb‡K mn †QvÆ GKUv m¤^a©bvi gva¨‡g cwiPq Kiv nq| Hw`b H Abyôv‡b cÖavb AwZw_ wQ‡jb †Kw›`ªq RvZxq mvs¯‹…wZK cvwU©i mfvcwZ wewkó wPÎ cwiPvjK, myiKvi, MvqK, Awf‡bZv, bvRgyj ûmvBb Ges eªvþYevwoqv kvLvi RvZxq cvwU©i mfvcwZ wewkó e¨emvqx bvU¨Kvi eveyj †PŠayix (giûg) I RvZxq mvs¯‹…wZK cvwU©i eªvþYevwoqv kvLvi K‡qKRb †bZv KÉwkíx gvmy`, AvRgj û`v fzjy (giûg) Ges bvU¨Kvi †mv‡nj (giûg) mn AviI A‡b‡K| †¯^”Qv †meK evwnbxi cÖavb GWt nvwg` eªvþYevwoqv UvDb K¬v‡e (eZ©gvb myi m¤ªvU AvjvDwÏb Lvu wgjbvqZb) g‡Â Zuvi e³…Zvq 1971 Gi †¯^”Qv †meK evwnbx MV‡bi ¯§„wZ PviY K‡ib| †mBw`b g‡Â Avwg, gbv, kvn& Rvnvbmn AviI wKQz †¯^”Qv †meK Kgx© Dcw¯’Z wQjvg| Avwg †mw`b †`‡LwQ Avgv‡`i †¯^”Qv †meK evwnbxi KgvwÛs cÖavb GWt nvwg`yi ingvb Zuvi ¯§„wZPviY e³…Zv Ki‡Z wM‡q Av‡e‡M AvcøyZ n‡q c‡ib| A_P eZ©gv‡b †`‡ki †PZbvq ¯^‡`k 18


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mvgvb¨‡K Ggb gnr K‡i fvev, Zz”Q‡K `yj©f K‡i †`Lv, gvby‡li gbyl¨Z¡i Ggb Acwimxg g~j¨‡eva GKgvÎ iex›`ªbv‡_i g‡a¨B †`Lv hvq| wek¦ mvwnZ¨ fvÛv‡i iex›`ªbv‡_i G g~j¨‡eva Abb¨ I AZzjbxq| iex›`ªbv_ ïay gvby‡li Kwe I c„w_exi Kwe bb, wZwb gvby‡li bZzb †e‡`i D`MvZv, RvMwZK cvw_©eZvi c~Rvix| GB cvw_©eZv Zuvi Kv‡Q ïay cÖZ¨ÿ mZ¨B bq, Zvi a¨vbgš¿I| hv cvw_©e, ZvB Zuvi Kv‡Q AvKl©Yxq, Zv‡KB wZwb cÖej AvMÖ‡n I Mfxi fvjevmvq ey‡K Rwo‡q a‡i‡Qb| fvjevmvi Av‡e‡M GB c„w_ex Zvi a~wjgvwU mg¯ÍB Kwei Kv‡Q AZ¨šÍ gvayh©gq e‡j cÖwZfvZ n‡q‡Q| ZvB Av‡eM AvcøyZ K‡É Kwe e‡j‡QbG `y¨‡jvK gaygq gaygq c„w_exi a~wj AšÍ‡i wb‡qwQ Avwg Zzwj, GB gnvgš¿Lvwb, PwiZv_© Rxe‡bi evYx

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mvwnwZ¨K| wcZvi g„Zy¨i ci wZwb `xN©w`b Ôm‡›`kÕ cwÎKv m¤úv`bv K‡ib| evsjv Qov mvwn‡Z¨ KvRx bRi“j Bmjvg (1899-1976) Gi Av‡Q ¯^Zš¿ Ae¯’vb| evsjv mvwn‡Z¨i GB hyMmªóv Kwe wkï mvwn‡Z¨I †i‡L‡Qb †gŠwjK Ae`vb| nvm¨im wKsev wk¶vg~jK cÖPzi Qov wZwb iPbv K‡i‡Qb| Zvui ÔwS‡OdzjÕ, ÔP›`ªwe›`yÕ mn eû MÖš’vw`‡Z Qov¸‡jv Qwo‡q wQwU‡q Av‡Q| `ywU DׄwZ †`qv hvqÔPje Avwg nvjKv Pv‡j cjKv †Lqvq nvIqvi Zv‡j Kzmyg †hgb MÜ Xv‡j Zij mij Q‡›` †i| †hgb Pjvi Q›` jy‡U P›`ª †Wv‡e m~h© I‡V mܨv mKvj mgxi Qz‡U †hgb †m Avb‡›` †i|Õ (Pje Avwg nvjKv Pv‡j) A_ev ÔK¤^‡ji A¤^j †K‡ivwm‡bi PvUwb Zvg‡Pi AvgPziLvBQwb bvZwb? Avgovi- `vgov Kvb w`‡q N‡l bvI Pvgovi evwU‡Z PUwK‡q K‡l LvI!Õ (bZzb Lvevi)

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wbR¯^ aviv Av‡Q| Zvui wkï wK‡kvi Dc‡hvMx KweZv¸‡jv myLcvV¨ I ¯^Zš¿ fveavivq D™¢vwmZ| wkï‡Zvl iPbv¸‡jv‡ZI Zuvi welq I Q‡›`I AvaywbKZv Dc‡fvM¨| Zuvi mviv RvMv‡bv QovMÖš’ Ôwewó c‡o Uvcyi UzcyiÕ (1977),ÔQzwUi w`b `ycy‡iÕ (1978),ÔcvwLiv wd‡i Av‡mÕ (1984) cÖf„wZ| dii“L Avng` (1918-1974) evsjv mvwn‡Z¨ GK ¯^Zš¿ avivi †gŠwjK Kwe| cÖavbZ wZwb Bmjvwg fveavivi Kwe wn‡m‡e mgwaK L¨vwZ †c‡q‡Qb| wZwb cÖPzi msL¨K wk¶vg~jK Qov iPbv K‡i‡Qb| Zuvi weL¨vZ QovMÖš’ ¸‡jv n‡”Q- ÔcvwLi evmvÕ, Ôni‡di QovÕ, ÔwPwoqvLvbvÕ cÖf„wZ| GKwU Qovi DØ„wZ †`qv †h‡Z cv‡iÔAvq †Mv †Zviv fvB †ev‡biv dz‡ji †`‡k hvB dzj SziSzi dz‡ji †`‡k dz‡ji Lei cvB| iwOb cjvk, cvi“j, wkgyj, mvS mKv‡j nv‡m Zvivi g‡Zv wkDjx eKzj hvq Qwo‡q Nv‡m, i‡Oi mv‡_ MÜ dz‡ji cvB‡i †hLv‡b `j †eu‡a fvB Avq †Mv mevB hvB †i †mLv‡b|Õ A_ev Ôevc‡i †m Kx ayg aviv°v w`‡”Q av°v . Lv‡”Q av°v, ¸u‡Zvi †Pv‡U nq cÖvYvš— nuvwc‡q I‡V K¨vejv Kvš—! jvMj hLb welg †Zóv †Kejv K‡i Wv‡ei †Póv| ZvwK‡q †`‡L c‡KU mvd wf‡oi wfZi †`q †m jvd|Õ

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Pwjø‡kvËi evsjv KweZvi e‡iY¨ Kwe kvgmyi ivngvb (1929-2006) Zuvi ÔGjvwUs †ejvwUsÕ (1975) , Ôavb fvb‡j Kzu‡ov †`‡evÕ (1977), Ô†Mvjvc †dv‡U LyKxi nv‡ZÕ (1977), Ô¯§„wZi kniÕ (1979); ÔiOaby mvu‡Kv (1995); Ôbqbvi Rb¨Õ (1997);ÔAv‡gi †PZbvq ¯^‡`k 40


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G ai‡bi Qov¸‡jv QvovI Ô †deª“qvwii GKzk ZvwiL / `ycyi †ejvi A³ / e„wó bv‡g e„wó †Kv_vq ? / eiK‡Zi i³Õ wKsev ÔAv¤§v e‡jb co‡i †mvbv / AveŸv e‡jb gb †` / cv‡V Avgvi gb e‡m bv / KvuVvjPuvcvi M‡Ü Õ Avj gvngy‡`i G mKj Qov GK A‡_© Zzjbvnxb| wesk kZ‡Ki mËi `kK †_‡K evsjv QovmvwnZ¨ GKwU bZzb hy‡Mi mÜvb cvq| G mgq †_‡K Avwef©~Z n‡Z _v‡Kb wecyj msL¨K QovKvi| gyw³hy× I fvlv Av‡›`vj‡bi †cÖiYv G mg‡qi Qov‡K w`‡q‡Q we‡kl MwZ I gwngv| Qov mvwn‡Z¨i g~j fyeb AwaKvi K‡i wb‡q‡Q ivR‰bwZK Qov| G mg‡qi Ab¨Zg QovKvi n‡”Qb- Aveyj Lv‡qi gym‡jnDÏxb (1934-),w`jIqvi (1937-2013), †eMg ivwRqv †nvmvBb (1938-) myKzgvi eo–qv (1938-), GLjvmDwÏb Avng` (1940-), Avmv` †PŠayix (1943-), wmivRyj dwi` (1943-), gvngy`Djvn (1644-), AvLZvi û‡mb (1945-) gmD` Dm-knx` (1945), Avey mv‡jn (1948-), mv¾v` †nvmvBb Lvb (1948-) Avwe` Av‡bvqvi (1950-) cÖYe †PŠayix (1950-), `xcsKi PµeZx© (1951-), Lv‡jK web R‡qbDÏxb (1954-), myexi emvK (1954-), nvmvb nvwdR (1955-), kvnveyÏxb bvMix (1955-), †`jIqvi web iwk` (1955-), Rq`yj †nv‡mb (1955-), ZcsKi PµeZx© (1955-), Avjg ZvjyK`vi (1956-) gwnDwÏb AvKei (1956-) KvRx ivwk`v AvbIqvi, dvi“K bIqvR (1958-), Avey nvmvb kvnwiqvi (1959-), ˆmq` Avj dvi“K (1959-), inxg kvn (1959-), myRb eo–qv (1959-), †di‡`Šm †PŠayix (1960-), Rvnv½xi Avjg Rvnvb (1960-), jyrdi ingvb wiUb (1961-), dvi“K †nv‡mb (1961-), mv‡jg my‡jix (1961-), Avkivdzj gvbœvb, e`i“j nvq`vi (1961-), Lv‡j` †nvmvBb (1964-), Avgxi“j Bmjvg (1964-), Avkivdzj Avjg wc›Uz (1964-), iv‡k` iDd (1964-), AvbRxi wjUb (1965-), gvbmyi gyRvw¤§j (1966-), Zcb evMPx (1968-), †iv‡gb ivqnvb (1969-), Ievq`yj Mwb P›`b (1970-), RvwKi Avey Rvdi (1971-) cÖgyL| evsjv Qovmvwn‡Z¨ myKzgvi eo–qv GKwU D¾¡j bvg| †gŠwjKZv I cÖvÄjZvq Zvi GKwU wbR¯^ Ae¯’vb Av‡Q| myKzgvi eo–qv Qovi Q‡›`I wbR¯^ gvÎvi ˆewPΨ G‡b‡Qb| Zvi D‡jL‡hvM¨ QovMÖš’ ÔcvMjv †NvovÕ (1970), Ôwf‡R †eovjÕ (1976), ÔG‡jvcvZvwoÕ (1979), ÔwPwPs dvuKÕ (1992), ÔwKQz bv wKQzÕ (1995), ÔwVK Av‡Q wVK Av‡QÕ (2006) cÖf„wZ| Qov mvwn‡Z¨ Ae`v‡bi ¯^xK…wZ ¯^iƒc wZwb evsjv GKv‡Wwg mvwnZ¨ cyi¯‹vi (1977), evsjv‡`k wkï GKv‡Wwg mvwnZ¨ cyi¯‹vi (1997), AvjvIj mvwnZ¨ cyi¯‹vi (1999) cÖf„wZ cyi¯‹vi jvf K‡i‡Qb| wmivRyj dwi` mˇii `kK †_‡KB GKRb Av‡jvwPZ QovKvi| wkï mvwn‡Z¨i cvkvcvwk ivR‰bwZK m‡PZbZv g~jK Qov wj‡L mK‡ji `„wó AvKl©Y K‡i‡Qb| Zvui Ô jvMvg †U‡b aiÕ (1982) D‡jL‡hvM¨ GKwU QovMÖš’| Zuvi Ab¨vb¨ Qov MÖš’¸‡jv n‡jv ÔjovB MYZ‡š¿iÕ (2006); Ô‰eix mgqÕ (2007);Ô¯^vaxbZv I gyw³hy‡×i QovÕ (2008);ÔdUvwUs dUvwUs dUÕ (2008) I Ô‡U‡Kv ey‡ovi MíÕ (2009)| wZwb Qov mvwn‡Z¨ Ae`v‡bi ¯^xK…wZ ¯^iƒc ÔmyKzgvi ivq mvwnZ¨ c`K I m¤§vbbvÕ 2007 jvf K‡i‡Qb| ÔhLb †Nvovi cvLbv MRvq Mvq AvKvk cv‡b Dovj w`‡Z Pvq hLb †Nvov Kvg‡o a‡i gvwU ZLb †Nvov cvMjv‡U nq LuvwU

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cvMjv †Nvov fv‡O mevi Ni mgq Av‡Q jvMvg †U‡b ai|Õ (jvMvg †U‡b ai)

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†`Lyb Avgvi 14 bs wmU| Avwg wUwKUUv Ibvi nvZ †_‡K wb‡q GKbRi †`‡LB nvmjvg! g‡b g‡b ejjvg, †jvKUv Avm‡jI 14 b¤^i| Gevi †jvKUv AviI GKevi ivMvwš^Z n‡q e‡j, G‡Z nvmvi wK Av‡Q, †`‡Lb †Zv Avgvi wmU b¤^i| Avwg Ibvi fzj fvOvevi †Póv K‡i ejvg, Avcbvi 14 bs wVK Av‡Q, wKš‘ ewM‡Zv ÔSÕ bq Avcbvi ewM ÔTÕ| †jvKUv AevK n‡q `iRvi Kv‡Q D‡V †Mj ewM b¤^i †`Lvi Rb¨| wKš‘ H‡h †Mj, Avi wd‡i G‡jv bv| nq‡Zv Ii fzj eyS‡Z †c‡i j¾vq Avi Ggy‡Lv nqwb| Avwg ZLbI `uvwo‡q AvwQ| Avgvi mvg‡bi Avm‡b emv eqte„× f`ª‡jvK ej‡jb, `uvwo‡q †_‡K wK †`L‡Qb evey? wb‡Ri wmU †c‡q‡Qb e‡m co–b| Avwg Gevi mw¤^Z wd‡i †c‡q f`ª‡jvK‡K †mŠRb¨ †`wL‡q 14 bs Avm‡b Rvbvjvi av‡i e‡m cojvg| g‡b g‡b fvejvg, hvK, DU‡Kv Sv‡gjvUv Gevi eywS †Mj| †fvi‡ejv Lv‡Ui m‡½ †VvKi LvIqv †_‡K ïiæ K‡i G hver ch©šÍ weo¤^bvi K_v †f‡e g‡b n‡jv, AvR Kcv‡j bv Rvwb AviI K‡Zv wK Av‡Q! Gevi f`ª‡jvK Kzkjvw` wRM-†Mm K‡i wb‡R †_‡KB ej‡Z jvM‡jv, Avgviv evcy Avcbv‡`i cv‡ki iv‡óªi †jvK| Avgvi ¯¿x c‡ÿi AvZ¥xq-¯^Rb Avcbv‡`i ivRkvnx‡Z _v‡K| ILv‡bB wM‡qwQjvg, D‡Ïk¨ eQiv‡šÍ GKevi †`Lv-mvÿvr| Zv- hv‡eb †Kv_vq evey? dzjevwo| w`bvRcyi dzjevwo? wR| Gevi f`ª‡jvK †ek Drdzj n‡q evg cv‡k ZvwK‡q ej‡jv, Zvn‡j fv‡jvB n‡jv iƒcvi gv| G †Q‡jI dzjevwo bvg‡e| A‡bK¸‡jv e¨vM wb‡q †ek wngwkg Lvw”Qjvg| hvK Gevi GKRb fv‡jv mnhvÎx cvIqv †Mj| Gevi Avwg Zij n‡q ci gyn~‡Z© wb‡R‡K mvg‡b wb‡q ejjvg, fv‡jv hvÎx Kx K‡i eyS‡jb? cw_K hw` mr nq¾c_ Luy‡R †c‡Z †ekx mgq jv‡M bv| 26 eQi gv÷vix Kijyg, G‡Zv Avi Ggwb Ggwb nqwb| AvRKvjKvi †Q‡j-‡g‡q‡`i †Pnviv †`L‡jB A‡bK wKQz e‡j †`qv hvq| †`L‡Z †`L‡Z ÔwZZzgxi G·‡cÖmÕ nwiqvb †Q‡o mvg‡bi w`‡K G‡Mv‡jv| Rvbvjv w`‡q cÖmbœ `„wó wb‡ÿc Kijvg mvg‡bi mey‡R| †fv‡ii wbg©j-my›`i nvIqv †Uª‡bi `yÕcvk †_‡K D‡V G‡m NygKvZz‡i hvÎx‡`i Aemv` Avi K¬vwšÍ †hb gyn~‡Z©B gy‡Q w`‡”Q kixi †_‡K| †ij iv¯Ívi `yÕcv‡k ïay meyR Avi meyR| gvSvwi ai‡bi AvL, ab‡P Avi gyM KjvB‡qi †ÿZ †PZbvq ¯^‡`k 57


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Pvc †j‡M gv‡S gv‡S ZK©-weZK©, SMov †j‡MB Av‡Q| GiB gv‡S nVvr m‡šÍvl eveyi ev_iæ‡g hvevi cÖ‡qvRb nq| eyS‡Z cvijvg A‡bK Kó K‡i †P‡c Av‡Qb| Avgv‡K Bkvivq welqUv eySv‡Z PvB‡j Avwg ejjvg, †`Lyb G‡Zv fx‡o wKfv‡e hv‡eb| m‡šÍvl Kzgvi ej‡jb, Zvn‡j evev Mvwo‡Z Avi gvb-m¤§vb _vK‡e bv| g‡b g‡b fvejvg, kvjvi eyov GZÿY Kx KiwQ‡jv| f`ªZvi LvwZ‡i †klvewa Avgv‡KB DV‡Z n‡jv| Gw`‡K Ii fvwMœ wZb‡U gy‡L Iobv †P‡c mgv‡b nvm‡Q| Avwg Pzc _vK‡Z ej‡j †g‡q¸‡jv D‡ëv Avgv‡KB †PvL cvKv‡”Q| wK mvsNvwZK †g‡q‡i evev! Gevi gyiæeŸxi w`‡K ZvKvjvg, Ae¯’v AviI Lvivc| †PvL gyL Zvi †Kgb †hb Kuvc‡Q! †Kvgi aby‡Ki g‡Zv fuvR K‡i †KuvKv‡”Q| fvejvg, me©bvk! NUbv‡Zv LyeB Lvivc| A‡bK K‡ó m‡šÍvl evey‡K gvby‡li ¸‡Zv, †Vjv‡Vwj K‡i ev_iæg ch©šÍ wb‡q †Mjvg| `yÕwgwbU ci ev_iæ‡gi cv‡k †_‡K Avevi ïbjvg, gyiæeŸxi Mjv| ejjvg, KvKvevey †Kv‡bv mgm¨v? †fZi †_‡K gyiæeŸx ej‡jb, G †Kvb ev_iæg †i evev| †fZ‡i GK‡duvUvI cvwb †bB| †Zvgvi Kv‡Q wUmy¨ n‡e? Avwg `iRvi duvK w`‡q wUmy¨ †ccvi GwM‡q w`jvg| wKš‘ gyiæeŸx wVKgZ ai‡Z bv cvivq ev_iæ‡gi †g‡Si Dci cvwb‡Z c‡o hvq| Gevi Avgvi fxlY ivM n‡jv| kvjvi ey‡ov Gevi eywS Avgvi ev‡ivUv evwR‡q Qvo‡e| wKš‘ cÖwZ‡ekx iv‡óªi AwZw_ hvÎx-weavq wKQz ejjvg bv| evwK wUmy¨UzKz Zvi nv‡Z awi‡q w`jvg| AZtci Avgvi wm‡Ui KvQvKvwQ G‡m g‡b g‡b fvejvg, hvK AviI GKUv aKj †_‡K eywS euvPjvg| wKš‘ wm‡U emvi ci m‡šÍvlevey‡K wb‡q bZzb wecwË †`Lv w`‡jv| ev_i“‡g hvevi ci mš—l eveyi duvKv wm‡U Ab¨ GKRb kÖwgK †kÖwYi †jvK e‡m c‡o‡Q| gyiæeŸx A‡bK K‡i ej‡jb, †`L evev, Avwg e„× gvbyl, nv‡U©i †ivMx, wKš‘ Zey †jvKUvi gb Mjv‡Z cvi‡jv bv| Gevi m‡šÍvl evey wÿß n‡q †PuPv‡Z ïiæ K‡i‡Qb| G †Kvb †`k †i evev, w`‡b-`ycy‡i B›UviwmwU Mvwoi wUwKUKvixi wmU †e-`Lj! Ggb Kv R‡b¥I ïwbwb| Gw`‡K wVK ZLwb GKRb SvjgywoIqvjv ILvb w`‡q cv‡ki Kvgivq hvw”Qj| Kvgivi †fZ‡ii iv¯Ívq †jvK cvivcv‡ii mgq Ii Svjgywo ivLv euv‡ki Wvwj gyiæeŸxi nv‡Z †Rv‡i Nlv jv‡M| G‡Z KvKv eveyi KbyB‡qi Qvj †ek wKQzUv D‡V hvq| KvKv evey †i‡M nv‡Zi Dôv w`‡j SvjgywoIqjvi gywo, eyU, wcuqvR, gwiP, †Zj me Kvgivq `uvwo‡q _vKv gvby‡li Mv‡q wQU‡K c‡o| Gevi Avwg g‡b g‡b ejjvg, Avjøvn, Zzwg iÿv K‡iv Avgvq| Avwg wm‡U emv kÖwgK‡Mv‡Qi †jvKUv‡K ejjvg, †`Lyb, Dwb Avgv‡`i †`‡ki †gngvb| G‡`‡ki wbqg-Kvby‡bi m‡½ Af¨¯Í bb| Zv Qvov eq‡m Avcbvi Avgvi gyiæeŸx| Ibvi eq‡m Avcbv‡KI GKw`b Ab¨ †KD em‡Z †`‡e| Gevi †jvKUv m‡šÍvlevey‡K emvi RvqMv K‡i w`‡jb| wKš‘ †h me †jv‡Ki Mv‡q gywogkjv wQ‡U co‡Q Zviv‡Zv †i‡M Aw¯’i| Avwg Ges cv‡k emv GK f`ª‡jvK Zv‡`i‡K e‡j K‡q _vgvjvg| wKš‘ wecwË n‡jv SvjgywoIqvjv‡K wb‡q| I KuvPzguvPz gy‡L ej‡Z jvM‡jv, KvKvevey Avgvi me gywo †d‡j w`‡q‡Q| Avgvi mvivw`‡bi †ivRMv‡ii me †Mj| †PZbvq ¯^‡`k 59


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UªvK ev †gvU‡ii m‡½ av°v †j‡M Kz‡cvKvZ n‡q‡Q,Zvici mvivivwÎ `yÕ `kLvbv UªvK gUiI †e‡Lqv‡j IB givi Ici w`‡q †M‡Q, evZv‡mi B_vi Zi‡½ †Kgb GKUv Auvk‡U `ytMÜ †f‡m Avm‡Q| nvwg`vjx GKevi ZvwK‡q †`‡LB †PvL mwi‡q †bq| AbœcÖm‡bœi fvZ D‡V †h‡Z PvB‡Q gyL w`‡q| kixi wi -wi K‡i I‡V Zvi| `y‡Uv KvK welbœ g‡b ZvwK‡q †`L‡Q `~‡i| g‡b nq `yR‡bi gv-evc g‡i‡Q, mo‡Ki bxP w`‡K wmuwo w`‡q †b‡g eo gmwR`Uvi PvZv‡ji bx‡P e‡m Av‡Q Kv‡`i PvPv-ingZ fvB-Rwni Avwid| evwo †_‡K G‡m bvgvR c‡o‡Q GLv‡b| Zvici mevB Zvi Rb¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Q Aaxi fv‡e, UªvK GKmgq G‡m hvq, mvwi †eu‡a mevB D‡V e‡m| g‡b n‡”Q `~‡i †Kv_vI wcKwb‡K hv‡”Q mevB| mevi †Pv‡L gy‡L †Kgb GKUv Pvc-Pvc Avb›`| nq‡Zv A‡bKw`b ci MÖv‡gi evB‡i †Kv_vI hv‡”Q e‡j Ggb GK Adziš— Avb›`‡eva mevi g‡a¨| muv-muv K‡i UªvK QzU‡Q ivRavbxi w`‡K| †hb ev ivRavbx Pz¤^y‡Ki g‡Zv Uvb‡Q UªvK¸‡jv‡K, Uªv‡Ki Ici `uvwo‡q-`uvwo‡q wekvj wcP Xvjv Kv‡jv wgmwg‡m moK †`L‡Z †`‡L‡Z Zviv mevB XvKv Av‡m| mevi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b GLb jvj iOv msm`feb| nvwg`vjx †k‡i evsjv †iv‡Wi gvSvgvwS g‡Âi mvg‡b `uvovq| cÖPÛ wfo Pviw`‡K, mviv‡`‡ki gvbylRb †hb GLv‡b R‡ov n‡q‡Q †bZvi fvlY †kvbvi Rb¨| †Pv‡Oi g‡Zv eo-eo gvBK¸‡jv †_‡K DVwZ GK e³vi fvlY evZv‡mi B_vi Zi‡½ †f‡m †eov‡”Q| nvwg`vjx †Pv‡L-†Pv‡L †Luv‡R AvwRgDÏxb‡K| cÖavb e³v `ycy‡ii wVKwVK ciB wgwUs‡q Zvi Ag~j¨ e³„Zv eqvb Ki‡e, †m ch©š— GLb Kzu‡Pv-cvwZ-QuvK-†cvqv Suvo jZvcvZv †bZviv wgwUs‡K gvwZ‡q ivL‡e G‡Kev‡i †Sv‡jfv‡Z| Ges GUvB wbqg Avi wK, gvbyl‡K †U‡b Avbv h‡Zv bv KwVb, Zvi †P‡q k³ †m gvbyl‡K a‡i ivLv| wekvj mo‡Ki GÕavi †_‡K IÕavi †`Lvi †Kv‡bv Dcvq †bB, †jv‡K †jvKviY¨ †k‡i evsjv bMi †ivW| ïay gvbyl Avi gvbyl, wMRwMR Ki‡Q gvby‡l| Kv‡jv Kv‡jv gv_v Qvov wKQzB †Pv‡L c‡o bv| G‡Zv gvbyl †Kv_vq wQ‡jv fve‡Z cv‡i bv †KDB, Avi Zvi Ici wewfbœ †k-vMvb Kv‡b fvm‡Q| LyP‡iv LvPiv †bZv Kgx©iv e¨vbvi wb‡q `uvwo‡q Av‡Q Pviw`‡K,G‡Zv gvby‡li gvSLv‡b nvwg`vjx †Kej Ab¨gvbyl| Ii †PvL LyuR‡Q e¨vcvix AvwRgDÏxb‡K, `ycy‡ii wVK ciciB cÖavb †bÎx kZ-kZ Mvwo cvRv‡iv Rxc Kvi †k-vMvb Qwe UªvK fwZ© mg_©K mn g‡Â Avm‡jb| nvwg`vjxiv wbw`©ó GK¯’v‡b RU †eu‡a e‡m Av‡Q| †KD GLb Kv‡iv m‡½ K_v evZ©v ej‡Q bv, mevB †hb wbe©vK Qwe| Pviw`‡K gvby‡li wgwQj| mg¯— †`k AvR wgwQ‡j Ask wb‡q‡Q, VvmvVvwm Ki‡Q gvbyl| AvKvkUv‡K eo †ewk gvqvwe g‡b n‡”Q nvwg`vjxi Kv‡Q| kv`vkv`v †Qvc-†Qvc †g‡Ni g‡Zv Puv‡`vqv UvOv‡bv n‡q‡Q AvKvkRy‡o| cÖavb‡bÎxi †Pnviv myiZ nvefve cÖZ¨¶ Kivi †Póv K‡i mevB| nvwg`vjxI GKSjK †`Lvi Rb¨ gwiqv n‡q †_‡g hvq GKmgq| cv‡i bv, gvby‡li Kv‡jv Kv‡jv gv_vi Pzj Zver †`Lvi evav n‡q `uvovq| kû‡i VvÛv fveUv MÖv‡gi †P‡q A‡bKLvwbK Kg| ZvQvov gvby‡li wf‡o Mig Abyf~Z n‡”Q †ek, cÖPÛ e³…Zvi dzjSzwo DV‡Q GLb| m‡½ m‡½ nvZZvwj Avi j¶ j¶ K‡Úi IB GKB †k-vMvb| †bÎx e‡jb, †`‡ki ¯^vaxbZvq †Qvej emv‡Z Pvq kKzb Avi †m...B wPwn¨Z nvqbvÑ RbmvaviY cv_ig~wZ© GLb| †bÎxi fvlY Mfxi g‡bv‡hvM w`‡q †kvbv eo †ewk cÖ‡qvRb| †PZbvq ¯^‡`k 70


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