Scott Ordway
Twenty / Twenty 2020
v. 20 October, 2020 / 2
Ordway, Scott. Twenty / Twenty. Copyright 2020 Scott Ordway (BMI). All rights reserved.
Twenty / Twenty Scott Ordway (2020) SATB; 6 minutes Commissioned by Haverford College, Swarthmore College, Bryn Mawr College, and Hamilton College through a consortium led by Charlotte Botha, Joseph Gregorio, and Nathan Zullinger.
In September 2020, I asked 100 singers from three collegiate choirs to complete the sentence “One year ago today, I did not know that…” I compiled and edited their responses in order to create the text for Twenty / Twenty. Each line of the text is either based on a single response or is a synthesis of two or more related responses. —Scott Ordway
CO-AUTHORS Liam Ash Aidan Bannon Elinor Berger Deb Bergstrand Josie Blatt Kyle Bledsoe Sofi Block Amanda Bonnet Kate Burnham Ellen Carlson Cassidy Cheong Phoebe Child Gweneth Child Grace Coberly Genevieve Cohen Kelly Collins Jude Correll Ray Craig Sophie Crehan Celeste Cubbage Margo de Abreu James Delinois Beez Dentzer Dylan Dixon John Dvorak
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Twenty / Twenty words by Scott Ordway and 100 co-authors I could sing, I could feel content, I could learn to breathe underwater, I could get by with so little, I could spend so much time at home, I could be so human. I would be here again, I would question everything, I would miss the sound of traffic, I would hold his hand one last time, I would miss her so. I could be here again, I could feel so alone, I could not embrace a friend, Or stand close to strangers. I could stand up, I could feel content, I could want so badly to go to a funeral, I could breathe underwater. I would wear a mask, I would run from home, I would be alone again, I would say goodbye, I would watch my city burn. I would not leave the house, I would not leave this town, I would not stand with others, I would not see a friend, and I would not go home.
One year ago today, I did not know: How much I could cry, How much I could take for granted, How much I had left to learn from my parents, Or that we could ignore the science, We would not stand together, I would live behind a mask, We could not stand together. I did not know that I was strong, that I was falling in love, that I had so much to learn, that I was already in love, that People make me feel alive. I should have held you closer.
Commissioned by Haverford, Swarthmore, Bryn Mawr, and Hamilton Colleges
Twenty / Twenty SATB ( 2020 )
° 4 ppp molto legato, barely more than∑a whisper & 4bœ œ ˙ bœ
Music and text by Scott Ordway in collaboration with 100 co-authors
Silent and still—always very even ( q = 90 )
Soprano
I
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could sing,
Bass
could sing,
4 &4 ‹
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breathe
A.
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breathe
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A. ¢& Ó
T.
B.
I
could learn
I
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to
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∑
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be
con - tent,
∑
I could spend
would
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to
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could feel
j
could learn
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∑
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I
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∑
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could feel
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lit - tle,
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I could be
˙
so
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∑
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hu - man. espr.
œ œ
˙
b ˙˙ so
b ˙˙
Ó
œ
œ
œ
I
would
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b œœ I
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œœ would
œ
lit - tle,
( poco )
with
I could be
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with
by
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S.
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could
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feel
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could
feel
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j
a
A.
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& Œ ‹
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f
f
con- tent,
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a
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f
f
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p
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I
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p sub.
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f
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ly
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to
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ly
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want
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bœ
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could
b˙
3
f
I
p
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surging forward ( q = 102 ) C Faster, f ° Œ & œ œ œ bœ œ Œ œ bœ
& Œ
f
a - gain,
b˙
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I would
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Œ
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4 S.
A.
T.
B.
always building intensity
° 2 bœ ™ &4 56
œ 44 œ J
say
good - bye,
say
œ 44 œ J
2 & 4bœ ™
good - bye,
2 ™ &4 œ ‹ say
bœ 4bœ J 4
good - bye,
? 42 b œ ™ ¢
œ 4œ J 4
say
good - bye,
B.
2 &4 ˙
44 Œ
œ
2 &4 ˙ ‹ house, ˙ ? 42 ¢
44 Œ
œ
44 Œ
house,
° œ & 66
S.
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Œ
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& œœ œœ Œ
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oth - ers,
A.
oth - ers,
T.
B.
Œ
bœ
house,
T.
Œ
44 Œ
house,
A.
Œ
° 2˙ &4 61
S.
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I
I
& œ œ Œ bœ ‹ oth - ers, I
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burn. ff
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burn.
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f
leave mf
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b˙
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this
leave
this
b ˙˙
˙
˙˙
˙˙
Œ
a
˙
friend,
Œ
˙
b˙
˙
see
a
friend,
Œ
a
friend,
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Œ
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Ϫ Ϫ
bœ
œ
œ
stand
Ϫ
with
œ
j
˙˙
b ˙˙
ff
not
go
b ˙˙
˙˙
home. ff
ww
b ww
and
not
go
home.
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stand
bœ ™
home. ff
œ
the
would not
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go
œ
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bœ
not
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the
with
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stand
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home.
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the
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go
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j œ œ 42
Ϫ
not
p cresc.
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with
I
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and I would p cresc.
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œ
p cresc.
and
œ
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I
œ
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œ
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bœ œ
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œ b œœ
I would not leave f sost.
bœ
œ bœ
Ϫ
would not leave
f sost.
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town,
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see
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˙
˙
Œ
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friend,
˙
b ˙˙
town, f
a
see
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town, f
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I
Œ
˙
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œ
Œ
œ bœ
would not leave
f sost.
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burn.
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mf
I
ff
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Œ bœ
burn.
see
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>œ
f sost.
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would watch my
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would not
œ
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bœ I
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ff
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would watch my
p
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p
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w
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One year f sost.
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B.
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f sost.
S.
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take
A.
& Ϫ
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B.
° œ & 78
S.
œ
bœ
a - go
œ
A.
3 ™ & œ œ œ œ ‹ we could ig - nore 3 œ œ œ œ™ ? ¢
we could ig - nore
T.
B.
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the
œ
we could ig - nore
did
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I
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f intense and focused
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œ
f intense and focused
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sci - ence,
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not
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3
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3
3
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œ
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5
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˙
œ
3
‰ œJ
sempre marcato, very rhythmic
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we could ig - nore
& œ
did
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œ
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3
I
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take
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take
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f sost.
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rit.
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stand
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live
A.
& œ™ ™ & œ ‹ live live
T.
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be - hind
a
mask,
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mask,
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a
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live
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did not know that
& bœ œ œ
œ
did not know that cresc. molto
T.
B.
bœ œ bœ & œ ‹ did not know that
cresc. molto œ œ œ œ ? ¢
did not know that
° ˙ & 88
S.
bœ
I
A.
had
& b˙
œ
I
T.
B.
had
? bœ ¢ œ I
œ
had
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b ˙˙
I
was
b ˙˙
so
>œ
f
œ J
could
We
could
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f
œ J
We
could
>œ
œ J
f
We
could
Œ œ
˙˙ ™™
˙
Œ œ
b ˙˙ ™™
Œ œ
strong,
that
strong,
ff
˙
b˙
˙
I
was
strong,
That
ff
˙
˙
˙
œ
I
was
strong,
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much
bœ ˙ J
to learn,
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b œ œ ™™ much
to
œœ j ˙œ J
learn,
œ
bœ ™
to - geth - er.
not
stand
Ϫ
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stand
to - geth - er.
b œœ
œ
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œ
I
b˙ ™
was
bœ ˙ œ ˙
I
was
42 Œ œ œ 2 4Œ
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that ff
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that ff
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that
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in
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bœ
fall - ing
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b b ˙˙
fall
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44 ˙ b˙ I
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44 œ b œ I
in
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was
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ff
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ff
b œœ ˙˙
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learn,
to learn,
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to
not
I
42 Œ
œ
Ϫ
not
stand
ff
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j
bœ œ œ œ ˙ much
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to - geth - er. ff
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nw
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p
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feel
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p
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molto espr.
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live.
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love,
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that
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B.
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clos
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clos
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clos
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clos
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A.
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should have held you
B.
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should have held you
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clos
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clos
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clos
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clos
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er.
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should have
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p legatissimo
I
œ
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held you
œ
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held you
-
˙
er.
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clos
-
˙
er.
ppp ( almost a whisper )
˙˙
-
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˙
clos
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er.
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clos
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er.
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clos
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pp
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er.
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I
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clos
pp
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clos
I
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er.
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er.
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pp
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I
Ó
∑
∑
Ó
∑
∑
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er.
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held you
ppp ( almost a whisper )
clos
œ
œ
should have
˙
œ
held you
œ
should have
clos
Ó
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pp
Œ
p legatissimo
I
er.
114
S.
Œ
ww
clos
Ó
ww
clos
p
-
ww
er. p
-
ww
er.
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