My Dark Valentine

IT’S BEEN 3 YEARS SINCE WE FIRST MET WHAT SEEMED BRIGHT WITH PROMISE QUICKLY TURNED INTO REGRET

I FOUND THE DRIED ROSES THAT YOU GAVE ME I THOUGHT IT WAS A SIGN OF WHAT OUR FUTURE WOULD BE BUT THAT WAS BACK WHEN I THOUGHT IT WAS LOVE LOOKING LIKE A SIGN FROM ABOVE BUT INSTEAD THE THORNS DRIPPED WITH MY BLOOD

I LOOKED AT THE CARDS THAT YOU SENT ME THEY WERE BLANK INSIDE I SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE WARNING OF THE HORROR YOU HAD TO HIDE

IF I KNEW THEN WHAT I KNEW NOW I WOULD CHANGE THE COURSE OF OUR HISTORY SOMEHOW BECAUSE YOU CHANGED ME IN SO MANY WAYS AND CURSED ME WITH THE DARKEST DAYS

NOTHING EVER CHANGES NOTHING EVER WILL I’VE BEEN GOING IN CIRCLES FOR FAR TOO LONG AND I CAN’T MAKE TIME STAND STILL

I CAN’T BRING IT BACK TO BETTER TIMES THEY ARE JUST DISTANT MEMORIES IN MY MIND I THOUGHT THAT THIS WAS GOING TO LAST BUT INSTEAD I HAD TO RUN AWAY FAST

CAN’T DEAL WITH THE JEKYLL AND WITH THE HYDE AND THE EVIL THAT LURKS ON THE OTHER SIDE HATEFUL, VENGEFUL, JEALOUSY YOU COULD NEVER SEE THE GOOD IN ME

YOU WANT TO HURT AND GIVE ME PAIN COS YOU SAY IT’S LOVE TO GO INSANE YOU BROKE ME LIKE GLASS AND I DID SHATTER BUT TO YOU IT DIDN’T REALLY MATTER YOUR CONSTANT TWISTED TALE OF LIES CUT LIKE A KNIFE SO IT’S NO SURPRISE

THE WORDS YOU SPOKE I CANNOT ERASE RESPONSIBILITY YOU CANNOT FACE YOU WON’T STOP UNTIL YOU HAVE YOUR WAY BUT I CAN’T DEAL WITH THIS ANOTHER DAY

STOP TELLING ME WHAT TO DO AND HOW TO RUN MY LIFE YOU SAY IT’S TOO HOT IN HERE SO GO BACK TO YOUR WIFE!