Strike Magazine Gainesville Issue 04

ISSUE IV | GAINESVILLE, FLORIDA

Editor-in-Chief: Hanna Gibson Creative Director: Ashley West External Affairs Director: Annie Ortega

EXTERNAL Assistant Editor-in-Chief Hallie Wright Assistant Director of External Affairs Maddy Whalen Sales Director: Luke Gidus & Katie Schramm Assistants: Anya Militsa Benitez, Justin Biggs, Dylan Gunter, Alyssa McFarland, Grace Perez de la Mesa, Nick Schmulbach, Chloe Statkus, Anna Welch

Public Relations Directors: Brynn Fantuzzi & Hannah Kesterson Assistants: Sophia Lia Cochran, Charlotte Dwyer, Tori Grossman, Andrea Guillen, Lauren Schinnow, Misi Stomber, Diana Wittich, Anna Kate Womack

Marketing Directors: Ashley Novello & Emily Patton Assistants: Valeriya Antonshchuk, Erin Cox, Alexa Fannon, Sarah Kendall, Alexis Lagana, Taylor Reid, Ali Valdes

Finance Director: Rochelle Crevier Assistants: Kaitlin Marie Duffy, Kate Smith, Kait Swan, Alli Trebbi, Valeria Vila

Social Media Directors: Alex Gagliano & Megan Osorio Assistants: Ilana Hill, Shay Porter, Breanna Reda, Kassandra Rodriguez, Wendy Shang, Katherine Signori

Merchandise Directors: Dina Modlin & Gabby Pierce Assistants: Olivia Baum, Ekaterina Ivanova, Gia Simonetti

Brand Ambassador Team Director: Mia Alfonsi Assistant Director: Gabrielle Gangler Ambassadors: Lydia Bicknell, Rebecca Brennan, Tara Carroll, Lauren Casole, Gianna DeMeo, Mohamed Fareeduddin, Olivia Fernandez, Tara Gaines, Stephanie Garcia, Samantha Griffin, Anna Guber, Emily Herrera, Alyssa Katz, Renni Korniloff, Shrinidhi Kumar, Isabella Leandri, Natalia Lipcon, Mandy Musleh, Katherine Ovadia, Emily Pritchard, Bridget Richer, Sarah Sheerer, Emily Talalaevsky, Isabella Teke, Paris Vanacore, Alyssa Velez, Katherine York, Mia Zaldivar

CREATIVE Assistant Creative Director Victoria Arguelles Art Director: Nicki Barrow Men’s Content Directors: Matt Hamburg & Martín Soto Assistants: Nicholas Bridgewater, Tanner Crews, Thomas Le, Joseph Whitley

Men’s Styling Head: Cole Norton Assistant: Tajay Coote

Women’s Content Directors: Andreanna Hardy & Kaureen Randhawa Assistants: Erin Hu, Nicole Poplewko, Jewel Posniak, Riley Russell

Women’s Styling Head: Chase Wise Assistants: Cecilia Gardner, Mikayla Menkes

Makeup Directors: Emma Heese Head Assistant: Tamar Abrahami Assistants: Alyssa Bretan, Katie Geremia, Lital Nahmias, Palak Patel, Kaiya-rai Sarmenta

Hair Stylists Head: Mackenzie Potts & Aaron Sarner Photographers Paige Arneson, Samy Asfoor, Benjamin Cabral, Anna Carrington, Adam Gerber, Andreanna Hardy, Erin Hu, Thomas Le, Jack Loyello, Johann Vazquez, Joseph Whitley Videographers Head: Megan Osorio Assistants: Josie Clancy, Sofia Seidel

Bookings Director: Karis Perusek Castings Directors: Mia Alvarez & Kylie Margolesky Assistants: Catherine Briscoe, Reagan Gursky

Writers AJ Bafer, Valeria Cruise, Mikayla Carroll, Katie Delk, Lily Girton, Ashlyn Jones, Kara Kennedy, Emily Loughran, Kalia Richardson, Audrey Weigel

ABOUT STRIKE MAGAZINE

Strike Magazine embodies the idea that we all are striking in our own way. Gainesville is formed by a student body of individuals who are immensely striking in their own ways, and Strike Magazine highlights these unique qualities. Through our diversity, varied life experiences and interests, we each bring refreshing perspectives and visions to the world and to each other. Strike Magazine values the human experience, and we aim to create a magazine that embodies the defining attributes of all people and yields a deep appreciation for fashion, art and pop culture.

Strike Magazine has grown to a team of more 150 students who collaborated to create our fourth issue. Strike Magazine in Gainesville, FL, was founded in March 2018 as an extension of the Tallahassee publication. We take pride in striking Gainesville as the first student-led publication of our kind.

Strike serves as a creative outlet and source of professional experience for our driven, ambitious staff.

We, the editors, would like to thank our team for their consistent passion, creativity and support. We are endlessly inspired by the distinct beauty of each member of Strike and the Gainesville community. Strike Magazine looks forward to continuing to empower our readers to think beyond the norm.

strike out, ASHLEY, HANNA & ANNIE

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ABOUT THE ISSUE

By Hanna Gibson

Strike Magazine’s Issue IV chronicles the theme “Let’s Play.” This theme is all about approaching the world with a child-like playfulness full of intrigue and optimism. As we move through the Issue, each section tackles a different topic to “play” with. Through this theme, we are not avoiding reality nor downplaying serious topics, but rather choosing to approach the world with a good-natured heart and genuine curiosity. As college students, we are on the brink of adulthood and must face important issues head on. But that doesn’t mean we need to lose our joyfulness.

Issue IV is unique as it portrays a pre- and mid-pandemic world. COVID-19 came into full force in the middle of this Issue’s production, and we faced it under the mindset of the theme “Let’s Play.” We could have ignored the pandemic and pushed forward with the Issue as planned, or we could’ve let the heaviness of this time kill our Issue. Instead, we took to the optimistic mindset of a child and pushed ourselves to find new ways of creativity to spark joy out of darkness. As we take you with us to play alone, with gender norms, outside, dress up, with perception, and together, we challenge you to lean into your child-like, playful spirit and see the world through a renewed lens.

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This section is inspired by the spectrum of emotions experienced during social distancing and quarantine. Titled “Let’s Play Alone,” this spread contains pictures of staff members shot by themselves in their homes. Being alone may bring boredom or serenity; it may awaken madness or indulgence. In “Let’s Play Alone,” we invite all of those feelings to come out to play.

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In a postmodern can seem almost integrate creativity lives. Our current skepticism, irony and picture ideology that to the 21st century.

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maintaining a social responsibility. The to inherit provides personal creativity. outlets of imagination remain constantly generations. From YouTube to Tik Tok, been chastised for

By Emily Loughran

“Now more than ever we have the chance to not only create, but share those creations with hundreds of thousands of people who share our same passions.”

existence, it impossible to into our everyday reality is lined with a rejection of big was developed prior are constantly torn in our education, life and financial world we are about almost no time for Even the small we are allowed criticized by older Instagram to people our age have participating in the

pleasures of creativity that abound in the current technological age. Now more than ever we have the chance to not only create, but share those creations with hundreds of thousands of people who share our same passions.

But celebrations of these arts are trivialized for more practical careers and innovations. It has become a struggle to enjoy the pleasures of creative work because they are not deemed as useful as other societal contributions. In a world where practicality is praised above all, how do we learn to balance what is expected and what we enjoy?

In college, often there can seem to be a divide between those who are creative and those who are not. The truth is, this line is more blurred than we might imagine. Creativity is at the heart of every invention, every company and every business model that dominates the world we know today. Of course, operational discipline is also needed and stressed in everyday work. That means making sure the right things are completed the right way, every time.

Deadlines exist for a reason, and expectations maintain order and efficiency.

That being said, allowing yourself to break from traditional routes of achievement are what leads to novelty and breakthroughs. Companies like Microsoft encourage their management to leave agendas in the dust and allow more time for emerging concepts, brainstorms, and elaborate discussions on almost anything that comes to mind.

Creativity ebbs and flows, and when it comes, it should be given just as much time and effort as our more utilitarian endeavors.

As the future of the global workforce, we should be taking notes. Schoolwork, jobs and friends are normal occupations of your schedule, but in the moments in between, it is okay to take the time to indulge in what makes you happy. Expressing your creativity isn’t just writing novels and painting masterpieces anymore; with the entire world at our fingertips — literally — our chances for imagination are endless. Creativity stretches from the arts, to STEM fields, to the business world and beyond; it is the backbone of our society, even if we sometimes forget it.

The internet, airplanes and even cheeseburgers were once just crazy ideas in someone’s head before they became staples of the world we live in today. We need creativity to keep the wheel turning.

Even though acing your Chem 1 final may seem like the most important thing in the world, don’t let it detract from the bursts of imagination that you push to the back of your mind. Write it down, draw it out, save it for later and then keep studying. As each school year comes to a close, we get closer to becoming the leadership of our generation. When it seems like there are an endless number of more practical uses for your time, be kind to yourself, and be creative.

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A LETTER FROM AN ESSENTIAL WORKER

By Lily Girton *DISCLAIMER: This is on behalf of my experience at my Target store (Wellington South FL).

This doesn’t pertain to everyone; I just want to share my experience and give some food for thought.

Working at Target during a pandemic is like standing outside during a hurricane.

COVID-19 has simultaneously affected everyone in the world. In my case, I was supposed to be in New York City this summer, where I landed my dream internship at a boutique public relations firm.

I work about 30 hours per week, 29 of those hours are usually spent daydreaming about reading a book in Central Park or shopping in SoHo. It’s easy to get discouraged about the new “normal,” but I’m grateful for the opportunity to earn some cash and help out my community. Someone’s gotta do it.

If the world is ending, I suppose there’s nowhere else I’d rather be. I can easily spend hours shopping at Target, might as well get paid for it.

My first day at work was (as anticipated) unusual. Wearing a face mask, gloves and constantly washing my hands makes me feel like I work at a doctor’s office. My paycheck reminds me that I don’t.

What was even more unusual, however, was the way customers spoke to me.

As a shopper, I was always so friendly to Target workers at the register or when they would help me find an item. I expected most people to treat me the same, especially when I’m risking my life to put toilet paper on a shelf.

But patrons release their personal frustration on our staff every single day.

One woman called a cashier a “bitch” because she had to wait so long in line. Another woman called me “stupid” because I couldn’t find an item she was looking for.

“You should know where that is,” she said.

I don’t take these comments personally. However, some people absolutely do. Treat your local grocery store workers with respect. It’s not their fault the store sold out of hand sanitizer.

Every single person is going through change right now. Some have lost their job; others have lost loved ones.

I am fortunate enough to witness random acts of kindness at my store in the midst of the pandemic. The management at my store is doing an extraordinary job ensuring our staff and customers’ safety. Local restaurants have donated food and drinks to our staff – which makes my breaks SO much more enjoyable. Some customers have shared stories with me about their families or simply asked how my day was going.

With everything going on in our world, I urge you to remember the importance and power of kindness. Social distancing can stop the spread of disease, but it shouldn’t stop the spread of positivity.

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MENTAL HEALTH IN QUARANTINE WHY DO I FEEL SO ALONE?

By Hallie Wright

The world seems to be as unified as ever in the fight against the spread of COVID-19, but why do I feel so alone?

In fighting for this cause, individuals have nobly chosen to limit their

much closer to the daily realities of me dealing with my mental health than usual, and I can tell they are distressed by it.” – Clarissa*, Freshman “For me, going into quarantine was really hard. My mental health is really

interactions, support our frontline workers and give financially to organizations

dependent on having a lot of structure in my daily and weekly schedule.

working toward a cure. But in this courageous mission, there has been an

I struggle with a lot of anxiety and feel like I always need to know what’s

unexpected cost that has affected millions across the world — myself included.

coming next in my day. So when classes moved online and we left Gainesville,

As someone that struggles with anxiety, being forced to sit with my own

it was really hard for me. I felt like I was just doing more work but not

thoughts for an extended period of time isn’t an ideal situation, especially as I

retaining anything at all, which is frustrating on its own. To help deal with it,

grow fearful for immunocompromised family members and friends. I noticed

I tried exercising more at home and talking to my friends. I even tried going

that I feel more anxious when small disturbances in my daily schedule occur

on drives around the neighborhood to get some time for myself.” – Sophia*,

and increasingly more worried as the days alone pass by. I knew my experience

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wasn’t a lone story, but one shared among millions struggling with mental

“The biggest part of quarantine for me is having to sit with yourself for

health in quarantine. I spoke to UF students to learn about their experiences.

a long period of time. People who may not be close to their families or have

I hope knowing that other students feel alone too helps you realize none of us

friends they can easily contact have to sit with themselves more often than

truly are. However you’re feeling, it’s OK – we’re all feeling it.

not. The issue lies in that many people have a negative relationship with

“Okay, well I have been diagnosed with anxiety and depression. I am

themselves, one that causes them to overthink and stress, or what many people

currently quarantining at home with my family. It’s been a sort of trade off

mean when they say “quarantine is making me insane.” For me, the best

of support systems. At school, I had all of my friends who I can see when I

technique I found was simply talking to other people and getting your focus

feel alone or too absorbed in my own thoughts. I had a schedule of classes,

away from inside your own head. If you have no one to talk to, there are

meetings, and events to go to which greatly helps me manage my mental

plenty of telecommunication services for counseling that can go a long way to

health…. Online classes do not provide the same sort of structure. Towards

improve life in quarantine.” – Josh*, Junior

the end of the semester, I had a major depressive episode triggered by my

“I feel more stressed, like I need to be careful in situations I never even

anxiety about getting good grades and getting into a specific program at UF. I

thought twice about before and the consequence of not doing that could

slept 14+ hours a day, did not participate in classes, did not talk to anyone, did

potentially kill a loved one. I try to take my mind off [the situation] by

not shower and did not set foot outside for 3 days. I’ve had episodes like this

distracting myself with schoolwork, video games, etc. I would definitely say to

before, but in quarantine the context is different. Those behaviors don’t raise

check up on the people you care about during this time, because they may not

the red flags they usually would, and keeping the world at a distance makes it

be doing as well as you think they are.” – Logan*, Junior

harder to force [myself] back into it. I’m very grateful for my parents and the privilege of being able to live comfortably during quarantine. But they are

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In “Let’s Play Outside,” we travel to our childhood and let nature become our playground. This shoot is reminiscent of the youthful joy of playing outside with friends and neighbors. We were inspired to reimagine what this outdoor exploration can look like for college-age students. As relaxed street style meets Razor scooters, we return to our roots and find the magic in our own backyard.

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A GUIDE TO GET

Outside in Gainesville

By Hallie Wright

With limits placed on beach access and public parks due to social distancing guidelines, it’s easy to feel stir-crazy while stuck inside during this pandemic.

especially being only 45 minutes out of Gainesville. The best part is a day pass is less than $15.

But now, more than ever, it’s important to get some fresh air and enjoy nature

Kanapaha Botanical Gardens

close to home. Here are my favorite outdoor destinations that are perfect for

With scenic trails filled with beautifully placed flowerbeds, waterfalls, and

connecting to nature near Gainesville once restrictions are lifted:

statues, Kanapaha Botanical Gardens is a Gainesville go-to when looking for

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a day of pure zen. On the edge of Lake Kanapaha in north Gainesville, these

One of the best-kept secrets in Florida, Devil’s Den is a breathtakingly

gardens are the perfect getaway from the stressful life as a college student.

beautiful underground spring — conveniently located only 30 minutes outside

Admission is only $10 for a day of enjoying nature, a picnic, or even a casual

of Gainesville! The crystal clear, turquoise waters inside this vast cave create

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the most magical snorkeling and scuba diving experience. All who enter are sure to make incredible memories diving into this prehistoric den!

Paynes Prairie As a popular place for locals, students and tourists alike, Paynes Prairie

Siembra Farm

is an essential place to visit during your time at UF. With views of tranquil

If you’re looking to engage with the Gainesville community (and even

marsh, free-roaming wild horses and the most stunning sunsets in Gainesville,

get your hands a little dirty), pick fruits and vegetables at Siembra Farm in

Paynes Prairie is a close and cost effective destination to experience some of

southeast Gainesville. Every Saturday, Siembra Farm invites volunteers to

the beauty this city has to offer. Bring a friend (or even a cute date) to this state

learn more about farming and sustainable agriculture while tending the fields.

park for a sunset picnic, and you will have an unforgettable experience.

It’s a great opportunity to get outside while working with locals trying to make Gainesville a more sustainable place to live. You can even bring a bag of veggies home with you!

Goat Yoga at Serenity Acres Farm If you’re looking to cross an item off your bucket-list this summer, visit Serenity Acres Farm to experience a therapeutic goat yoga class. While they

Ginnie Springs

may climb on your back in downward dog, these tame goats love to show off

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A true Florida gem, Ginnie Springs is the perfect place to relax and

their yogi skills and put a smile on your face! Though Serenity Acres Farm is

decompress after a long semester. With crystal clear water perfect for chilling

an hour and a half away in Pinetta, FL, a quick day trip from Gainesville is

in an inner tube or paddling on a kayak, it’s an ideal weekend getaway —

definitely worth it to see these adorable goats.

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With the indoor existence that comes with social distancing and only

to cope with stress and lowers anxiety. You don’t have to go to some far-off

so many things to binge-watch, there is a good chance you are feeling the

national park to get the proven benefits of nature; it can be pretty special to

pressure of being cooped up inside all day. With that, naturally, comes a bit

develop a deep appreciation for the nature we see everyday and have quick

of anxiousness and uncertainty. Getting outside has quite literally become

access to. A path through our suburban woods, our local parks and beaches,

a breath of fresh air — a way to ease the tension and ground ourselves. In

or our own backyard full of birds all can provide a new perspective: one of

nature walks, beach visits, bike rides and long dog walks, there seems to be a

resilience and recovery — a reminder we all need right now.

new sense of appreciation for the nature available in our very own backyards.

The best way to develop a connection to the nature around us is to simply

As long as social distancing guidelines are followed, getting outside is the

explore and attempt to experience nature with an open-minded lens. On your

mental health boost we could all use.

next run, take a new route. Walk through the park you grew up going to, but

The pandemic has made it feel like everything we know is completely altered. As we charter this new way of living, separate from each other, spending time in nature remains a place where we can find a feeling of reconnection. Even science has confirmed that time in natural areas helps

this time, really observe everything around you. Go on an extra long bike ride, longer than you would ever usually have time for.

Being out in nature is extra sacred these days as it is one one of the only places where we can come together yet still be apart, and that is pretty special.

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Quarantine has spiked a newfound appreciation for venturing outside.

Sidewalks are becoming more occupied, and bike sales are increasing as people are desperate to leave their homes.

unnecessary in open spaces like the outdoors, right?

Oddly enough, the outdoors can be more dangerous than Publix if you are not considerate of social distancing guidelines.

For example, if you are jogging next to someone, you are both breathing heavily. If one of you had COVID-19, it would be extremely likely to transmit.

If instead you jog separately, this would not be an issue and would not require a mask.

Riding a bike on a vacant sidewalk or going for a walk is not dangerous and does not require a mask if you distance yourself from others. In the short period of time that you would be passing by someone on a sidewalk riding a bike or walking, it is extremely unlikely that the disease would spread. So, let’s appreciate the outdoors considerately.

When I drive through my neighborhood, I sometimes see people exercising with a mask on, which seems uncomfortable and potentially dangerous. But how far should social distancing safety measures be taken?

It’s hard to enjoy the beauty of the outdoors when you are shielded from it, forced to enjoy it alone, or guilted into believing you should not be enjoying it.

It is important to protect yourself to prevent the spread of COVID-19.

However, it is also important for your mental health to spend time outside and do things you like, especially if you can do it without a mask.

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In this section, we erase the societal boundaries placed between men’s and women’s fashion. “Let’s Play with Gender Norms” is inspired by the rise of androgynous, gender-neutral clothing and is a celebration of fluid gender expression. Fashion should be a creative reflection of who we are and how we feel. Regardless of gender identity, fashion should be a playful outlet where anything goes.

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FASHION is the new NORMAL

By AJ Bafer

On a sweeping spectrum that can range from a woman sporting a suit to

fashion were planted by designers like Coco Chanel, who paved the way for

a man adorned in floral patterns and nail polish, more than a few celebrities

women to wear pants. When “flappers” wore trousers or opted for shorter

have drawn attention to a shift in fashion. Gender-neutral, or androgynous,

hairstyles in the early 20th century, they shocked the public. Later symbols

fashion is style non-specific to gender and more present than ever. As the lines

like David Bowie’s zany, omnisexual alter-ego Ziggy Stardust cemented

blur and celebs set the curve, gender-neutral fashion isn’t as atypical as it used

androgyny’s cultural influence. Flash-forward to 2020 and styles like Styles’,

to be.

bearing a striking resemblance to the starman of decades prior, is viewed and

A key trailblazer, setting the path of both pop music and fashion, is the bad guy herself. Billie Eilish is notorious for the baggy, traditionally masculine

revered as a leading trendsetter.

The key to these iconic wardrobes isn’t necessarily that they stand out — it’s

clothing she wears, going as far as to attend the Grammys in a bowling shirt

how they’re starting to blend in. In the same way gender-neutral fashion blurs

and jogging pants. Of course, they were Gucci, but Eilish’s rejection of gender

the line between masculinity and femininity, it’s becoming increasingly difficult

norms is particularly notable because of the accessibility of the trend she’s

to label those who dress that way as anomalies. They’re eye-catching for their

creating. As the youngest artist to sweep the four biggest categories on music’s

mastery of the medium, as opposed to breaking the grain. As other celebrities

biggest night, she might have some cultural pull.

like Timothée Chalamet and Cara Delevingne lean into the center of gender

Eilish has also been praised for her rejection of the all-too-prevalent sexualization of rising female artists, and her disregard for established gender

in their style, androgyny has become a fashion staple.

With influencers like Eilish and Styles solidifying androgynous fashion’s

barriers is becoming a widespread attitude. Meeting her in the middle are

place in society’s cultural conversation, it has spread. Gucci’s focus on

male celebrities like Harry Styles, who can often be seen taking to the red

expanding gender-fluid expression, combined with the brand’s massive

carpet in the most flamboyant colors and patterns. The cover of his latest

cultural footprint and influence, is part of a larger and sprawling movement.

album, “Fine Line,” features Styles in a bright pink blouse and wide-legged

The British Fashion Council (BFC) even announced that in light of the

white pants (yes, they’re Gucci).

coronavirus pandemic, London Fashion Week’s men and women shows would

“What’s feminine and what’s masculine … it’s like there are no lines any more,” Styles said in a 2019 interview with The Face. Celebs like Styles

combine to be gender-neutral for 2020.

A pandemic may have sped up some societal reformatting, but with popular

embracing femininity is a sign of the times — gender-neutral fashion is

icons already at the helm showing off androgynous style, it was bound to

becoming the new norm.

happen in the near future. There’s no need to look ahead for gender-neutral

This is a stark contrast from when the first seeds of gender-fluidity in

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EMOTIONAL STEREOTYPES

By Mikayla Carroll

Stereotyping leads us to believe we are expected to express certain emotions based solely on our gender. Trysh Travis, an Associate Professor in the

what girls are, Travis said.

We are on the path toward changing these stereotypes, but there is still

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room to grow, and that path to changing them can be extremely long, Travis

Research, said expressions of tenderness and softness are taught to be the

said. When it comes to women, society is generally more accepting of the

domain of women and girls, while expressions of power and strength are

range of emotions that can be expressed. For men, however, there often seems

taught to be the domain of men and boys.

like there is much more to lose by being emotionally vulnerable.

“It’s something that has been created to make it easy to have shorthand

“There are high costs to men, especially for going in places and directions

definitions of how men act and women act and how men can control the way

that are historically and socially coded as female, in terms of their emotions,”

women act,” Travis said. “Both genders can explain and excuse the way they

Travis said. “Women have had more acceptance as they take on an emotional

act and the way others act.”

range that includes traditionally male emotions, like in expressions of self-

As a parent, many wonder how they can refrain from forcing these emotional stereotypes onto their own children. Travis said while she has not

assertion and anger.”

Moving forward, it’s time to address the toxic gender stereotypes we have

strived to raise her daughter in a truly gender-neutral way, she still aims to

accepted and perpetrated as a society for years. While women have been more

demonstrate a model of equality.

accepted in bending these norms, we must also encourage men to take these

“I certainly have tried to de-emphasize gender in her upbringing to model behavior that I think is good human behavior, not specifically female behavior, to show her that women can do anything, and men can do anything they want to,” Travis said.

When children go out into the real world, they experience a variable amount of interactions on any given day. Because of this, it can be difficult to raise a child outside of the dominant culture’s ideas about what boys are and

same steps, as this could provide major breakthroughs for human connection as a whole.

“There’s more room in our society for women to be broadening their emotional spectrum, beyond what it historically has been,” Travis said. “I have not seen additional room created yet for men, not in a big, cross-cultural way.

And I think that’s a place where we really need to be working right now.”

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THE MASK OF MASCULINITY

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Rylan Westphal’s mother, Heather, labeled him a victim.

At three and a half years old, Rylan always wanted to cradle, feed and take

According to the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention, men died by suicide 3.56 times more than women in 2018. Rylan said that these high

care of his newborn brother Ethan. Like an inviting fire, young Rylan shared

numbers seem paradoxical because men are at an advantage in patriarchal

his warmth with a blazing head of red.

society, but he believes toxic masculinity contributes to the statistic.

“He’s always been that compassionate, loving kid since he was little,” Heather said.

However, she said that other men did not offer him the same compassion and empathy.

Through the latter years of high school, Rylan kept his struggles internal.

Facing mental health issues, Rylan felt that he would be seen as someone who dramatizes and fakes depression. He did not want to feel like a burden. “[Men] just get into feeling that, you know, yeah, I’m sad, but I’m just sad

“I think he’s a victim of other men not really wanting to interact in that

and it’s something that I need to get over,” he said. “I don’t need people’s help.

way,” Heather said. “If there were another male here that did need that, I do

I don’t need to ask for help. I just need to, you know, toughen up and move on.

feel like he would be there.”

And that’s something I, unfortunately, did a lot.”

According to researchers, after two years of age, children can identify males and females and learn gender norms between the age of two and five. In the article “Children’s Beliefs About Violating Gender Norms: Boys

Rylan said some of his close companions are like “one of the boys,” but he says that he feels an internal dilemma of who to open up with.

“I honestly do feel that tension of if I needed to go to this person and that

Shouldn’t Look Like Girls, and Girls Shouldn’t Act Like Boys” by Judith E.

person that it just like wouldn’t help at all, and maybe would make things

Owen Blakemore from 2003, he found that boys are judged more harshly for

worse,” he said. “I feel like it’s like a general thing where every person is afraid.

defiance of gender standards than girls.

So no one wants to talk about it.”

Malicious words became a norm for Rylan in elementary school. In

Rylan could feel the pressure of holding in his emotions build up inside of

response, he would cry and yell. His male second-grade teacher rebuked

him. The more he repressed his turmoil, the more he could feel his emotions

him for being too emotional and told Rylan’s mom that he needed to get his

stack up on his chest, he said. Rylan said that it was very difficult to seek help,

emotions in check.

even when it was really bad. The possibility of being belittled felt all too real

“My first reaction was kind of like, what am I doing wrong?” she said.

“Once I sat down and really reflected on it, I got mad about it. And I was like,

and within reach.

“That’s not even always the case,” he said. “It’s just because of society and

no, that’s not okay, because I want him to be able to cry if he needs to cry and

this feeling, you know, that if I tell my friend that I’m not feeling good today

express himself if he needs to express himself.”

and that I don’t know how to fix it, that that person is just going to laugh at me

Heather enrolled Rylan in karate so he could learn to defend himself and unleash his simmering anger. But even with the physical release, he did not

instead of helping.”

Now, Rylan makes sense of his emotions through poetry. Behind the walls

have an emotional one. Heather said that Rylan did not receive adequate

of figurative language and carefully strung words, he can indirectly speak of

support and understanding. His emotions were cushioned at home but were

his feelings. When the words lodge in his throat and he can’t bring himself to

pierced by peers and adults at school.

talk through his emotions, he writes them down instead.

In middle school, the bullying continued. But this time, Rylan was on both ends. Like most kids, he desperately wanted to not be made fun of.

“I still had my friends and my close friends but I had my fair share of being made fun of being bullied, especially for being ginger,” he said. “I would put other people down too. Looking back at it, I’m ashamed of that.”

Especially when younger, Rylan said that fears of rejection lead to the repression of emotion.

“I think in middle school that was probably something that kept certain

Rylan’s mom said that poetry seems to be a good outlet, and he is now more communicative with his parents. She said that Rylan and his dad, Eric, cope similarly.

“Knowing Eric’s dad, he wasn’t showy with his affection. I feel like with Eric, he made changes. He tried to do better than that. But, yes, somewhere along the way somebody told him ‘men don’t cry,’” she said.

By passing on subconscious heirlooms, or ways of perceiving and acting, Heather said that the chains of traditions in families are difficult to break. But

boys in the closet or trapped in like confusion in their sexuality or in how

Heather now believes that people are not defined by the sex they are born

they’re feeling because they’re afraid of being made fun of,” he said.

with. She has conversations with Rylan’s youngest sibling, Eve, about gender

Rylan always felt different and less masculine, and because of it some called him a “pussy.”

“If you’re vulnerable or if you’re sensitive, that’s considered, you know,

and thinks other parents should as well.

Several months ago, the lyrics and drum beats of “Imagine’’ by John Lennon pulsed between Rylan’s eardrums as he listened to the song on full

weak because everyone always thinks it’s kill or be killed or you have to be

volume with his AirPods. Inspiration struck, and he sat propped against the

tough in this world because otherwise, you’ll get screwed over,” he said. “You

wall with his feet hanging off the bed. Late into the night, Rylan’s incessant

don’t want to seem sensitive because ever since you were little it seemed that

thoughts dulled as he focused on a couple of lines. Feverishly, he typed into his

every guy is never supposed to cry, be tough and get all the girls.”

phone:

Rylan defined toxic masculinity as social dominance and traits of misogyny

“Imagine if..

and homophobia that promote violence and sexual assault. He compared the

People looked at the sunset

term to a double-edged sword because it may be overused and oversimplified,

Instead of the sudden dark

but he thinks it is valid.

Or didn’t mind being upset

“I do think it affects everybody,” he said. “You have men that don’t want to fall into this mold and are kind of forced into it.”

they know it’s just another part of life.”

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Photo by Erin Hu

This shoot challenged our photographers to step in front of their lenses, as they shot themselves during quarantine. “Let’s Play Dress Up” is inspired by the nostalgia of getting dressed up in your fanciest ensemble and your mother’s heels with no intentions of leaving your home. Social distancing resurrected this childhood habit. This section celebrates glamour for glamour’s sake as we get dressed up not because we need to, but just because it’s fun.

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skin care procedures &

By Valeria Cruise

Clear, dewy skin is historically viewed as a sign of beauty, youth and satisfactory grooming. According to “The True Cost of Beauty” study conducted by market researchers OnePoll, health, beauty and wellness are a $100 billion industry within the United States alone. In a 2017 Harper’s Bazaar article titled “Can Lasers And Fillers Save You Thousands Of Dollars?” by Lisa Fogarty, it was revealed that some women will spend up to $20,000 annually on more intensive skincare procedures such as lasers, peels, or facials.

Due to the steady demand, the realm of skin care has become an oversaturated market. While this is beneficial to consumers because it provides a wide range of price points and procedures to choose from, it is also inconvenient — and sometimes even detrimental — because without proper knowledge, customers may not know which product or procedure is best to target a specific skin issue.

Not to mention, though many skin care procedures are not surgical grade, they do require cosmetic dermatologists (who are doctors licensed to diagnose and treat the skin) not simply estheticians. In those cases, it is crucial to ensure that the doctor has all the necessary certifications to perform the treatment correctly. After all, it’s better to pay more to have something done right the first time around than to risk a botched or ineffective treatment — which in the long-term, will be more expensive and time-consuming to address.

To help breakdown the overwhelming number of procedure on the market, here are a few of the procedures I find most interesting and effective:

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Photos by Joseph Whitley

IPL Lazer

Average cost: $125-600 a session; 3-6 treatments recommended These intense pulsed light treatments use light energy to get rid of unwanted cells by targeting specific colors in the skin. The procedure is used primarily for photorejuvenation, post-inflammatory hyperpigmentation (PIH; skin spots that are brown in appearance), sun damage and hair removal.

Microneedling

Average cost: $100-700 a session; 3-6 treatments recommended Microneedling uses delicate needles to prick the skin repeatedly in order to induce an increase in collagen production. Most often, it is used to improve skin texture by targeting acne scarring (rolling, icepick or box scars), fine lines, wrinkles, pore size and pigment issues.

Plasma Fibroblast

Average cost: $400-2,000 a session (depending on the area); 1-3 treatments recommended This process harnesses the fourth state of matter to discharge high-frequency energy currents to the surface of the skin, creating micro-burns on the top dermal layer. Those charges to the skin encourage tightening, which can address wrinkles or sagging skin, but can also be used for procedures like lip flips (think more permanent “lip-filler” effect), non-surgical eyebrow lifts and non-surgical blepharoplasty (turns hooded and mono eyelids into double lid). Plasma fibroblast has been dubbed a non-surgical surgery because of its ability to provide a non-invasive treatment whose results are comparable to the invasive alternative (including how long they last). It is the newest of the treatments included on this list

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and, therefore, is harder to find a practitioner who performs it.

“VBEAM” Vascular Laser

Average cost: $350-800 a session; 3-5 treatments recommended VBEAM is a pulsed dye laser that is used to treat dilated blood vessels. It is used to treat postinflammatory erythema (PIE; skin spots that are red or purple in appearance such as those that appear after acne), rosacea and spider veins.

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LET’S PLAY LET’S PLAY LET’S PLAY LET’S PLAY

With my Screen Time report up by 30 percent these past weeks, I know all too well the draw of TikTok and Instagram. It’s almost too easy to spend hours bouncing between the two.

In these times of high stress and anxiety, we tend to be drawn to activities where our brains can do as little as possible, and social media seems to be that easy solution. Luckily, revisiting old hobbies or discovering something new that we enjoy can be just as engrossing and have a positive effect on our mental health.

In an article titled “Coping with Stress During Infectious Disease Outbreaks” published in February 2020, The Los Angeles County Department of Mental Health said to “Stay focused on your personal strengths, maintain a routine, and make time to relax and rest.” After all, “a distraction can get you away from the cycle of negative thoughts that feed anxiety and depression,” and doing “something positive to manage anxiety is a healthy coping strategy.”

I define a hobby as something that is done solely because the doer enjoys it and for no reason other than that.

To me, that means taking the time to do things I can’t on a regular basis, like making vegan recipes with my sister, doing morning yoga outside and finally reading “Where the Crawdads Sing.” While this is a perfect time to revisit your old hobbies, it is also a great chance to try something new. Some hobbies I have seen friends start are:

Learn to sew or embroider to revamp the clothes you have at home Learn French on Babbel or Duolingo Make bracelets and jewelry to mail to friends you miss Watch a Netflix Series or movie and then talking about it with friends Learn a new technical skill like Procreate or Adobe Any hobby that you truly enjoy can be therapeutic. Whether you are rediscovering a hobby or just starting a new one, here are two tips for reaping the benefits of it:

Schedule it into your day.

A big challenge I have personally faced is not having a regular schedule. It makes me feel unmotivated to accomplish just about anything. So, in scheduling a set time each day for your hobby of choice, you are already setting yourself up for success.

Create a goal and be realistic.

Setting out to learn a language, for example, is extremely daunting, which can lead to failure. Setting a goal to practice just 5 minutes each day can help in regular practice and luckily most apps have this feature built in.

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apps. By committing to a personal pursuit or discovering a new hobby, passing the time gets just a little easier. You may even find a new skill, hobby, or habit that you can hold onto after this time of isolation is over.

Photos by Jack Loyello

HOBBIES IN THE AGE

By Kara Kennedy

OF QUARaNTINE

Five Couch-Friendly Looks for the Socially Distant Fashionista

By Kalia Richardson

Photos by Noelle Loyello

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Many retail stores are closed until further notice. The white sheet of paper hastily pasted to the exterior of every door banishes you from entering. Luckily, your closet is open 24 hours, seven days a week.

While the pandemic erased face-to-face interactions, it gives your closet new meaning and opens the door for all the potential looks you can now cultivate.

I believe the current situation provides us an opportunity to explore fashion in a way that distorts the line between loungewear and ready-to-wear clothing. This is a chance to play with the everyday look that has evolved with our new way of life.

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Let me break down five looks that are equal parts comfort and WFH trend-setter:

Sweat shorts and button-downs The true meaning of business casual

Think of sweat shorts as hybrid sweatpants. They’re

Cami crop tops and high-waisted shorts The best thing since pajamas

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Tank tops have great versatility, but when you chop it in

cuffed at the mid-thigh exposing the leg, but they

half and pair it with high waisted shorts; the dynamic

adhere to the strict guidelines of comfort and cozy that

changes. High-waisted pants first emerged in the 1940s

sweatpants provide. Pairing this lightweight bottom

as women obtained working roles during World War II,

with the classic button-down top captures ease while

according to vintage retailer Brag. They resurfaced in

still looking professional from the waist up. The long-

the 1980s, and now they fill the virtual shelves of every

sleeve blouse creates structure (which my life greatly

retailer. Instead of high-waisted skinny jeans, opt for

lacks at the moment), but it contorts the meaning of

high-waisted cotton shorts, which are loose-fitting and

business attire. By wearing a collared shirt to your

made for the Q. Any color will suffice, and they work

couch instead of a meeting, it breaks the rules of when

well with cropped camisoles in white. Accessories like

it’s appropriate to wear a button down. To complete

layered gold necklaces are a plus. This look successfully

the look, unbutton the lower buttons and tuck in one

substitutes as pajamas or uses your sleep tank and

side of the blouse into the shorts. The hemline tuck

makes it into an outfit.

gives the look composure, while looking effortless.

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A blazer, bralette and biker shorts The bigger the blazer, the better

As we continue to play with functionality, this look

Mesh turtleneck and sweatpants Night out meets night in

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Sweatpants are a staple in the loungewear community.

humorously pairs polar opposites together that work.

The comfort seekers who own seven pairs of

By employing a jet-black blazer over a dainty bralette

sweatpants – one for each day of the week – will

and shorts, this look symbolizes the clash between work life and home life. The tailored piece completed with shoulder pads and pockets makes a great piece for a lazy morning coffee. The lace detailing of a bralette peeking out of the tailored suit is eye-catching

appreciate this twist. The next time you reach for sweatpants, scavenge your closet for the leopard turtleneck from last year’s Halloween party. Mesh turtlenecks in animal print, polka dots, or metallics offer a fun alternative to graphic tees and tank tops.

yet daring. In terms of colors, try to pick a color that

The material is breathable and acts like a second skin.

stands out like lime green or lipstick red. Black biker

Above all, you finally have an excuse to wear that mesh

shorts are a convenient piece that bring the look

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top again.

together. The biker shorts make the difference between heading to the kitchen or heading to class.

A sundress and frilly socks

The one look that transcends across the ages

Whether you choose to believe it or not, summer has arrived. During this season of social distancing, slip on some frilly socks and leave your shoes at the door. Pleats, bows and florals are a great way to welcome this time of the year, while prioritizing comfort. This ageless look uses frilly socks to awaken our inner toddler and a youthful ruffled dress to remind us of Sunday brunch. These free-flowing dresses conjure up the precious memories spent on Easter Sunday: pastel-painted eggs hidden in slender grasses and woven baskets made of wood. You can bring together this floral look with the gems of the sea. Pearl earrings or a pearl necklace can easily elevate the look.

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LET’S PLAY LET’S PLAY LET’S PLAY LET’S PLAY

“Let’s Play with Perception” highlights the perception and distortion of reality. This section is inspired by the role technology plays in forming our understanding of the world and of ourselves and acknowledges the medium’s deceptive potential. As we rely more on technology to connect us, we are more susceptible to the false realities created online. In the shoot, we lean into this distortion and play with our ability to alter our own reality.

All photos by Benjamin Cabral & Joseph Whitley

we crave novel information

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THE We live in a world of instant gratification — the current COVID-19 pandemic has made that abundantly clear. In 2020, the civilized world has more technology readily available than it could possibly use, yet no cure has been found for the disease that has killed more than 200,000 people worldwide. We are living in a globally connected world that has been forced apart by conditions beyond our control.

The instant gratification that we, as a society, have become so accustomed to has suddenly been revoked as curfews, social distancing protocols and Stay-atHome orders are issued. For the time being, no existing technology can bring it back.

Before COVID-19, we had the option to lean on quick Band-Aid solutions to long-term problems because technology allowed us that freedom. Apps like Tinder, Bumble and Hinge were used as Splenda replacements for the sugar rush that real companionship brought because there was no urgency to settle down.

With the endless carousel of options that these apps provided, there was no motivation to give up some individual

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freedom for a significant other — something that is required to make a relationship work.

As a society, we have become less willing to compromise for the things that matter. With social media apps like Instagram, TikTok and Snapchat, our attention spans have become shorter than ever before. We crave novel information and things because they capture our attention — but only for a moment. We use the ever-expanding stream of apps as a distraction from taking a closer look at the things that make us feel insecure or uncomfortable in real life. If we feel upset that the cute bartender we’ve crushed on forever doesn’t like us back we simply post a meticulously Facetuned selfie. Then we just wait for the likes to rack up — we wait for them to define our selfworth.

Now, in a pandemic world, these apps have, for the most part, been rendered useless. As we weather this health crisis we have more time on our hands than we know what to do with.

Curfews have made the 1 a.m. “You up?” text obsolete, and the only people experiencing physical and emotional intimacy are those that took the time and patience to make it official.

We need to reprogram ourselves to use technology to maintain essential relationships — in the long-term — instead of solely using it to satisfy day-to-day whims. After all, natural disasters and global catastrophes can never be fully predicted. The best we can hope for is to have built up a dependable social network to get us through each day.

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By Valeria Cruise

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As I attempt to sit calmly and collectively, my mind wanders through the sliding doors of the infirmary. It slips behind the submerged faces of masked nurses, around the corner into the hospital beds of sick patients and into the minds of terrified family members.

Coronavirus, a respiratory disease spread through physical contact, has instilled anxiety and emotional exhaustion across the nation. The Lancet, a medical journal, published a March 2020 review called “The psychological impact of quarantine and how to reduce it: rapid review of the evidence” that said quarantined individuals experience emotional disturbance, depression and irritability.

According to University of Florida Health Promotion Specialist Jennifer Kennymore, this emotional reaction stems from the unknown.

“When there’s uncertainty about things, stress levels, anxiety levels can increase,” Kennymore said.

The previously mentioned study by The Lancet states that inadequate information can leave viewers uncertain of the risks. But engulfing every statistic the media feeds you on

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COVID-19 can also contribute to emotional stress. While health professionals and government officials enforce guidelines and locate testing sites, there are fewer resources for mental health and the lasting effects of the virus.

POSITIVE

By Kalia Richardson

THOUGHT

Mindfulness practitioners suggest that the manifestation of positive thought can reduce stress levels.

According to The Lancet review, anything from boredom to infection fears can lead to distress. In order to resolve such emotional turmoil, identifying the root of the problem and offering advice can be beneficial.

Kennymore said that individuals should try to pay close attention to the state of their emotions.

“First, recognize your own signs of stress: recognize that ‘wow, I am really fatigued, I am not sleeping as well, I am not eating like I normally do, I am feeling pretty isolated,” Kennymore said.

If you struggle to stay afloat in your tumultuous mind, take a moment to examine your thoughts. Understanding that any negative emotion that follows the word “I am” can cause you to believe unwanted qualities about yourself. In this case, manifestation becomes your adversary.

Bonnie Quiceno is an energy healer and has practiced yoga for more than 20 years and founded the yoga program at Florida International University. By following the words “I am” Issue IV

with positive affirmations, she said individual’s can immediately shift the energy that they project and ultimately receive positive things in return.

“It’s important [to know] what we put after I am,” Quiceno said. “If we can catch ourselves and go back with ‘I am amazing, I am brilliant, I am empowered,’ we start to build a new habit. We are so much more powerful than we realize we are” The law of conservation of energy states that energy cannot be created or destroyed. It can change form, but it always exists.

Everything holds energy, every human being, every object.

According to “The Secret,” a best-selling book based on the law of attraction by Rhonda Byrne, the energy that we exert, positive or negative, can attract positive or negative frequencies back to our lives.

Quiceno said we can harness this energy.

“We can use them to our benefit or our detriment,” she said.

“So, when we take these tools and use them to our benefit, it works because that’s what it’s meant to do. If we use them to our detriment, that also works, because we have the power to do either one.”

The yin and yang of thought processes can also apply to the Coronavirus situation and lead to adverse effects. A negative response to a viral disease is predicted and normal, according to psychologist Elke Van Hoof in the World Economic Forum.

use it as an anchor to your present moment experience,”

The development of those beliefs, on the other hand, can be

Kennymore said.

hazardous, Quinceno said.

Our memories have the ability to liquify our true

“It weakens your immune system, the fear does, but it also

surroundings and bring us to a place of joy and gratitude.

makes you focus more on it, and what you focus on you get,”

You can use this skill through favoring. Favoring draws on

Quiceno said. “I feel like it’s going to hear you and go, ‘Hey! I

past experiences that you can be proud of or fits of laughter

hear you, you talking about me? Hey, alright, let’s be buddies;

that place you in the hysterical moment. It can also be present

let’s snuggle up; let’s get cozy.”

moments that you appreciate, as well.

Similar to karma, “The Secret” uncovers the law of

More active forms of mindfulness include yoga. Quiceno

attraction which states that anything you draw attention

recommends postures like shoulder stand, fish pose and side

to becomes the reality. Refocusing your thoughts towards

stretches to open up the lungs. In addition, Humming Bee or

the positive can help you cope with the current situation,

Bhramari Pranayama breath is a breathing exercise that has

Kennymore said.

prevented anxiety attacks.

“You’re choosing to use it in a way that helps you step away

overwhelmed with what you’ve been listening to. [Try] switching

from and break away from the stressors and the powerful things

gears to positive self-talk like ‘were going to get through this,

that can harm you,” Quiceno said.

things will go back to normal, I know I can handle this,’” she

To understand the practice that works best for you, you

said.

will have to dig deeper within yourself and pinpoint your

While “I am” affirmations and positive self-talk are some of the strategies, a range of mindfulness exercises exist for tackling emotional stressors.

Studies have shown that mindfulness and meditation can

mindfulness practice. This is unique to every person, Kennymore said.

“I’ve known some people that write down two things they’re grateful for right when they wake up, and two things they’re

reduce tension and increase focus. Kennymore’s certification

grateful for right before they go to bed,” Kennymore said. “It

in Koru Mindfulness teaching, an evidence-based mindfulness

involves some exploration and finding what works for you.”

practice has educated her on the healing powers of walking

A widespread virus like COVID-19 thrives in hot zones

meditations, eating meditations and exercises like belly

where there’s an excess of negative energy. While public parks

breathing. Belly breathing is the act of resting your hands on

operate as COVID-19 testing sites, quarantined families and

your stomach to feel the expansion and compression of your

roommates are exposed to the viral disease of fear. Positive

breath. It focuses on the parasympathetic nervous system to

thought may not have the power to end this pandemic, but it

calm nerves.

does have the power to protect against the stress and uncertainty

“As you become more familiar with your breath, you can

the yin and yang of thought process

“So, say you’ve watched breaking news and you’re feeling

that comes with it.

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SOCIAL SOCIAL MEDIA AS A MEANS OF CONNECTION

trends of nostalgia and personal expression

By Emily Loughran

Globalization and technology have allowed for constant

human contact for decades, but now, we sit at a standstill.

Social distancing, though necessary, has created a yearning for interaction with our families, friends and peers. In the past weeks, the new mandate of separation has created a vacuum.

Social media and its users are beginning to learn how to fill that void.

Trends of nostalgia and personal expression have reached

every platform available. Instagrammers have been participating in the ‘30 Day Song Challenge’, Tik Tok creators have been using the hashtag #collegememories, and Twitter users have been ranking their favorite new Netflix series’. These seemingly insignificant posts are the first small attempts at brightening the mundane routines we have fallen into since early March. This sort of engagement on social media has seen an increased wave of interaction like never before.

Whether it’s tagging your significant other in old memories,

posting a picture of your puppy or sharing your music tastes with your followers, hundreds of thousands of us are craving a semblance of the normalcy of our pre-Coronavirus lives.

We are so used to sharing every second of our day in face-toface scenarios; whether it’s your roommates, your siblings or the people you sit next to in class, we are rarely as alone as we are right now. While social media tends to get a bad rep, it is connecting us with the world outside of our bedrooms.

These trends are a sign of hope to those who can’t wish happy birthdays in person, give hugs to their grandparents, or celebrate milestones with their closest friends.

We are living through a period in history that will be

remembered for it’s sadness, but also its strength. The ability to connect with those you can’t touch is a reminder that this will pass. Though it may be tiresome to click infinitely through your followers posts each morning, these small moments of human interaction are a gift and a sign of what we may have previously taken for granted.

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T G O E For the final section, we were inspired by all the ways we can play together. In “Let’s Play Together,” we highlight the ways our staff members are staying connected and continuing to celebrate life during quarantine via photos we captured in our own homes, of our own lives.

As children innocently play together without bias or discrimination, this section is inspired by the collective power that comes when we stand together to face the challenges before us.

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FRESH PERSPECTIVE ON

EARTH

By Katie Delk

One of the peculiarities of life is its paradoxical and dual nature.

Worldwide, hundreds of thousands of people have lost their lives to COVID-19. Yet, turtles, coyotes and deer seem to have regained theirs. Even the Himalayan Mountains have risen from the dust. The Venice canals glisten, and the skies shine a vibrant blue. The Earth seems to be crying out “I am here. You are not alone.”

Every time we mindlessly pump our cars with gasoline, we drive toxic liquids into the air. As the power lines buzz and the air conditioner hums, a gas turbine or diesel engine spins an electrical generator. When the fuel combusts, as with gasoline, substances disperse and contribute to air pollution.

According to the US Energy Information Administration, 4,118 billion kilowatt-hours of electricity were generated and 142.23 billion gallons of motor gasoline were consumed in 2019. About 63 percent of the electricity came from fossil fuels and only 18 percent was from renewable energy sources.

Not only do fossil fuels emit carbon dioxide, which heats the Earth, but according to the Natural Resources Defense Council (NRDC) in the article “Fossil Fuels: The Dirty Facts” from 2018, fossil fuels “generate 42 percent of dangerous mercury emissions in the United States,” two-thirds of sulfur dioxide emissions, and “the vast majority of soot (particulate matter) in the air.” The pollutants attack our bodies by leading to “early death, heart attacks, respiratory disorders and strokes,” according to the article “Fossil Fuels & Health” by the Harvard T.H. Chan School of Public Health in 2019. Now, they may harm us more than ever.

When people argue to change the world to better the future, many disregard the message because it is not applicable at the moment. Yet, pollution is very relevant now. Regions with high levels of air pollution are most affected by the Coronavirus.

A 2020 nationwide study from Harvard titled “COVID-19

PM2.5” found that a small increase in long-term exposure to PM2.5 (particulate air pollution) leads to a large increase in the COVID-19 death rate.

Fossil fuels should be like fossils: something of the past. Like the virus, they attack our bodies and seem to have no simple vaccine.

But look around you. Now that we are isolated, these pollutants cannot fly as freely. With travel minimized, air pollution has lessened its hold of humanity and the world. In January, levels of nitrogen dioxide decreased by 30 percent, according to National Aeronautics and Space Administration (NASA) satellite readings. In both India and Los Angeles, the air appears clearer, and according to Environmental Protection Agency (EPA) data for March, Los Angeles is experiencing the best air quality in 40 years.

For so long, we have kept the Earth in a cage and now that we are locked in, it can begin to heal. Why does the Earth’s renewal require human separation? Obviously, we are the problem. We can also be the solution.

The trees exhale the very air that we inhale, predators share

While the cloud of COVID-19 hovers over humanity, the

meals with us and the blankets of flowers and grass beneath our

cloud of pollution has faded. In the same way, we must let the

feet bear our weights enough to sustain us. Even still, the Earth’s

fog of confusion lift from our perspective and view the world

worth is beyond our benefit. Once we lose sight of the beauty of

with a new view.

other beings, we are blind. The lick of a big cat to nurture her

We always ask for time to stop and that is exactly what has

cub, the restraint a wolf holds to not kill and the empathy in an

happened. Life has slowed, and we no longer have to sleepwalk

elephant’s eyes, all illustrate the clarity in animals’ minds. By not

through it. We have been given a second chance. This is an

supporting the environment, not only do we harm ourselves, but

opportunity to reflect on how we treat the Earth and how we

we disturb the delicate balance of the planet.

can better ourselves.

The environmental issue is a human issue; after all, it affects every single person. Even the people who control the corporations that release pollutants, breathe them in. Whether

As plastic bags float in the wind, do you turn your head? Do you treat resources like water and bottles as expendable?

In the third quarter of 2019, the United Kingdom generated

Democrat or Republican, we can all agree that our health as

more electricity from renewable energy sources like wind farms,

well as the world’s matters.

solar panels, biomass and hydro plants than any other source,

The improvements in air quality are hopeful, but they are still

according to the 2019 article “Analysis: UK renewables generate

not enough. Greenhouse gas emissions in the atmosphere are

more electricity than fossil fuels for first time,” by Carbon Brief.

still going up.

If the United Kingdom can do it, so can we!

Now is the time to take action.

Now the streets are not crowded with cars, but families walking, individuals running and bicycles circling. Let’s not let this dwindle after the virus subsides, but continue to grow. Let us not return to our old ways of negligence and dominance over the world. Let us come out of the virus, not an enemy of the earth, but a kind ally. Let us listen to the intricate melodies of the birds and view clear skies with appreciation. Let us never allow the beauty of the Earth to die.

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DISPLACED STUDENTS AND THE REALITY OF COMING HOME

By Mikayla Carroll

Spring semester for students at the University of Florida, and at schools across the nation, looked different than expected.

with family, but of course there are going to be cons.”

Kirsten Delossantos was no longer able to take her therapeutic

Before the impacts of COVID-19 set in, Kirsten lived

bus ride to campus each day to attend class. Instead, she logged

in an apartment with her two roommates. She’s found that

onto Zoom to receive instruction.

she’s likely going to be paying rent for an apartment that isn’t

Kirsten is just one of many students who was displaced by

currently being lived in while struggling to find a subleaser for

the effects of the Coronavirus that has swept the entire globe. It

the summer. Petitions have been taken up against some leasing

left her, and many other students, wondering how to make the

offices, with pleas to waive rent during this unprecedented time.

adjustment from living as a full-time college student to residing

After moving back home to Jacksonville, FL, Kirsten has had

with their parents again long-term for the first time since

to readjust indefinitely. She’s always been close with her family,

graduating from high school.

she said, but this new normal feels extra long compared to the

Life looks a little different, to say the least. In Kirsten’s

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to live with my family again,” Kirsten said. “I’m grateful to be

short weekend visits she would sometimes make at home.

situation, her bedroom was recently remodeled at home, leaving

As a rising junior on the pre-medical track, Kirsten, like

her to reside in a guest bedroom without a proper desk to study.

many others, found difficulties with online course formats.

The displacement left many students in similar situations,

While she is grateful for the satisfactory/unsatisfactory option

struggling to complete schoolwork with newfound distractions

UF has offered its students, she missed the format of her in-

at home.

person classes.

“It’s definitely been harder to stay focused now that I have

“My professors pre-record lectures and are more general

with explaining rather than going in-depth like in class,” Kirsten

a cut. There was also a benefit concert in the works for their

said. “Science classes are hard to take in an online format. My

philanthropy pillar, which will now be held over Zoom. Kirsten’s

bio lab structure has completely changed, and it’s less about

service sorority has also resorted to virtual meetings. Meanwhile,

experiment and more about discussion.”

her sisterhood retreat was canceled.

Studying at the library in between classes, frequenting sports

Kirsten’s family has felt the effects as well. Her younger sister

games and attending general body meetings for clubs are just a

is among the seniors missing out on her high school graduation

few of the aspects Kirsten finds herself missing about UF. One

this year. Her father is diabetic and therefore at a greater risk for

such club was the Filipino Student Association. This cultural

contracting the virus. She says this has made her family more

organization works to unite Filipino students who attend UF.

mindful of how often they go out and who they interact with.

The group had to make their own adjustments in the midst of

Kirsten, and plenty of other students, have recognized these

these circumstances as well. Meetings are now being presented

impacts, but won’t let it stop them from remaining optimistic.

over Zoom.

As we all make these adjustments to the daily life we were

“It’s really unfortunate that we can’t hold meetings in person

once used to, we can find some light in knowing that we are

anymore because it was a good way to interact with my friends

experiencing this moment in history together. When we emerge

who were also involved in the club,” Kirsten said. “We had

on the other side and greet UF’s campus once again, we will all

so many more events planned and a lot of them have been

have learned not to take those smaller moments, like bus rides

canceled.”

or club meetings, for granted.

The organization’s formal was one event that had to suffer

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COVID-19:

STAYING POSITIVE AFTER TESTING POSITIVE

By AJ Bafer

Max Sibner and Ashley Kent are survivors. They have both

“The best thing to do right now is to get out of it,” he said.

contracted — and beaten — COVID-19. Their recovered status

“Just settle down, relax and enjoy it. Life doesn’t have to be busy

makes them stand out, but something else sets them apart in the

getting out.”

pandemic: optimism.

Sibner, a 23-year-old mechanical engineering senior, has been a photographer for Strike Magazine since Spring of 2019.

COVID-19 at UF and, unlike Sibner, the 21-year-old health

He hasn’t been taking many photos lately, but offered a snapshot

education and behavior senior said she would not have stayed

into what it’s like to have COVID-19.

nearly as motivated if she had not stayed connected. What they

“I was in bed dying for probably like three weeks,” he said. “I had a great time.”

After a spring break of travel and late-night music festivals,

did agree on: keeping a good attitude.

While at an internship, Kent started feeling weak and tired and blamed it on stress. She began feeling better the same day

Sibner said he built up a fever, eventually accompanying a dry

but woke up the next morning shaking, fatigued, short of breath

cough and pneumonia. He said the hardest part was getting

and with a high fever. She was tested and got her results quickly

medical attention — health clinics wouldn’t see him. To finally

— she had COVID-19.

be tested, he had to walk into the Florida Department of

“I could not believe it, honestly,” she said.

Health’s offices.

Kent had no taste, smell or appetite the first few days, making

“I think the reason I got a shitty response from them was because it was so early in the situation,” he said.

Three weeks later, when he was starting to recover, he tested positive for COVID-19. He said he wanted the results so the

it difficult to enjoy much with most of her senses numbed. Her symptoms died down after those few days, and she started to pass the time by drawing and watching TV. Social media served as an outlet for Kent to maintain

friends he had been in contact with could be aware of the

emotional connections. She’s normally extremely independent,

risk. But with his concern for others, Sibner took the time to

and said she felt weird because she was isolated but relied on

be selfish. He said he slept 18 hours a day to take care of his

others. Kent also noticed an unnerving trend while on social

body, and looked into hobbies like playing guitar, meditation

platforms. After schools closed and classes were canceled,

and yoga. He read a few books, played video games like “The

instead of students staying home, bars looked more packed than

Witcher” and watched a ton of movies, including “Eraserhead,”

ever. She thinks people felt like she did when she first heard

“The Lighthouse” and “The Witch.”

about COVID-19, not thinking it would affect her personally.

“It’s the only time in my life where I literally put all of my energy into self-care,” he said.

Perhaps the most unique pastime Sibner took up was blogging about his experience with the virus. His upbeat outlook showed up there, too.

“A lot of college students like myself think of themselves as invincible,” she said. “Just because we’re in good health and don’t have underlying health problems doesn’t mean we can’t be affected and we can’t spread it to others.”

Kent thinks people took it more seriously as time went on

“I’m a beer now!! I officially tested positive for The

and for as detrimental as the pandemic is, it has made people

Coronavirus. Can’t wait to tell my grandkids,” he wrote.

come together. Since recovery, Kent has been home spending

Sibner turned a negative, scary experience into an exercise in acceptance. As a naturally social person, he said it was an

time with her family, playing games like Scrabble — a plus she wouldn’t have been able to enjoy at school.

awakening time where he could relax without getting FOMO.

Kent and Sibner have lived a reality that many still fear.

Sibner doesn’t think that physically sitting inside and being

In spite of it, they used the time for self-reflection. They’re

alone is what has been bothering people, rather that people are

living proof of making the most of a bad situation and where

forcing social constraints on themselves. He said people don’t

positivity can get you. Both said they understood how difficult

need to be with others to be accepted by society.

a time it is, even for those who haven’t been infected. Both

He’s noticed people posting on social media looking for approval and thinks it’s the worst thing you can do. He took

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Even during a pandemic, social media is as divisive as ever. Ashley Kent was one of the first ten positive cases of

encouraged everyone to stay strong, as they did.

“We can be strong enough,” Kent said. “With the positivity

a break from social media himself, and relished not having to

and encouragement from others, we can get through it. If

answer to anyone. Instead of acting like everything is normal,

anyone has it, they can get through it.”

he said it’s better to embrace quarantine for what it is.

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Each generation has a culturally defining moment. The Baby Boomer generation experienced the Cold War and Vietnam, shaping their relationships with peace and nationalism.

Generation X lived through 9/11 and global terrorism, influencing heir views on war, religion, and acceptance. Today, Millennials and Generation Z are living through their defining moment — the moment that will forever influence how we interact with each other, social media, and our planet as a whole.

COVID-19 has shocked the globe as the first transnational event in living history to simply shut down the planet. Sports events are cancelled, universities moved online and millions are following social distancing guidelines to prevent the spread of

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REMINDER TO

PHYSICALLY

DISTANCE, NOT

SOCIALLY

DISTANCE

By Hallie Wright

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feel yourself becoming overwhelmed by the social, political and economic chaos ensuing across the world right now, physically stop yourself and take control of your experience. Call an older relative to see how they are managing, drop food off at the doorstep of a neighbor who has been working night shifts at a hospital, schedule a zoom date with a loved one, but most importantly, check in on those who may be struggling right now. Be a better human and take control of this pandemic by physically, but not socially distancing.

the coronavirus.

It’s easy to feel overwhelmed in this time of uncertainty, especially while social distancing. While following distancing guidelines saves an immeasurable amount of lives, being alone for months at a time seems to only augment feelings of worry and negatively affect mental health. Humans naturally crave connection and interaction, so being alone can spur mindconsuming feelings of loneliness, insecurity and anxiousness.

But while you may be physically distancing from your neighbors, friends and loved ones, it is essential to remember the importance of not socially removing yourself from the world.

The entire planet is engaged in this collective experience fighting against the pandemic. We are united — sharing stories of heroic front-line workers on social media, giving finally to support local businesses and spreading encouraging messages of hope and unity. We are all experiencing this pandemic as one.

As we continue this fight against COVID-19, remember to physically distance, not socially isolate. We have control over this pandemic by staying connected to each other and being a better human to those who need support during this time. When you 76

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Editor

LETTER from the

When

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I am still shocked every time someone mentions Strike Magazine to

Gainesville in March 2018, there were

Strike

Magazine

launched

me. When we founded this magazine, I never thought it would fail,

only three of us. Ashley, Annie and I ran

necessarily. I believed in Strike’s vision and knew there was a void

the Instagram account, tabled on campus,

on campus waiting to be filled. But I also never thought it would

painted Norman tunnel and held over one

become a household name among University of Florida students.

hundred interviews all by ourselves. We

Each time I hear Strike Magazine come up in conversation or

willed this magazine into existence, but Strike

receive an email from an interested incoming freshman, my heart

Magazine would not have flourished if it

swells with pride. On a campus with more than 50,000 students,

weren’t for you: our staff and community.

creating a unique voice is no easy feat; we should all be so proud.

Thank you — our staff — for making Strike Magazine more than we could’ve

Founding Strike Magazine and serving as Editor in Chief has been the

dreamed of. The success and growth of this magazine and community is

most rewarding part of my college experience. I am deeply proud of

because you believed in our vision and helped us turn Strike into a reality.

what we have accomplished as a team. But I am even more proud of

Thank you for showing up to photoshoots at 8 a.m. after a game day with a

the people I have seen grow and the relationships I have seen develop.

smile on your face. Thank you for sharing Strike on your personal Instagram

This staff has become a family, and we have created a community that

pages to spread our voice and bring new followers into our community.

will last beyond our years at UF. I may be sad to leave this team, but I

Thank you to those who have been on our staff since the beginning — who

am so much more excited to see where you will take Strike Magazine

saw Strike’s power when it was just an idea, not a published magazine.

in the years to come. Thank you for letting me lead a group of such creative, talented, compassionate people. I have learned from each one of you, and I am a better, more inquisitive human for knowing you. You all represent what it means to be striking in our own ways, and the beauty of Strike Magazine is a direct reflection of who each of you are as individuals and as a team. This is only the beginning.

strike out,

Hanna Gibson, Editor-in-Chief

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