The Pledge

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THE PLEDGE : OVERPASS !"#$%&'()#*'(+,$%


HELLO GREAT GRANDFATHER

HELLO!

How is Egypt? Yes, maybe we will finally come visit. No, it is great in America.

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[THE AUDACITY] the black woman said that it depends on

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THE FRATERNITY BROTHERS all out of earshot are lined up all

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A FEW

YO BRO YO BRO YO DUDE YO BRO YO BRO YO DUDE YO DUDE BRO

scattered through their dumb faces


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STRUCTURE OVER TIME rents go up

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she had her 1st television set :;#"($'/#$51 neighbors milling around in the garden elbowing each other in the ribs

YOU CAN’T SEE THEY ARE TRAINING TO BE YOUR BOSS

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THE PRESIDENT OF LAMBDA CHI: LOOK KID

this is how it $* we can’t but lie

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HAS NEVER WORKED

STRAY DOGS METAL CRANES

EVERYWHERE

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You owe me two dollars and fifteen cents—to be exact. I miss you.


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HANDS OUTSTRETCHED chasing spools of thread chasing the fiber

that moths have eaten

in the meantime

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-#8$%#6($'#+.#12./+& days like this the ending

SO CLOSE TO LOVE THAT I CAN’T

TELL THE TWO APART

I wonder if you can understand the stages of black looming over us

the cross or degree of ,10& on poorly preserved bread

!2.#,$"!(#->,#)'1%5 it could have been a mythical figure that brought this to a close originally

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GOD IS COMING SOON to me, it is no surprise, this means little

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>%)(2$8,! *&%5' just a line of barbed wire unaccountable to any-one just sitting here in the middle of all of these houses you know that a child could get themselves killed in something like this CANT YOU SEE THAT HAPPENING TO YOUR OWN CHILD to think that men like you are allow-ed to run a neighbor-hood is beyond me I went to the Hutchison School and even met Donald Trump when he was on the morning news YOU CAN’T KEEP PEOPLE OUT OF HERE LIKE THIS THIS IS A SCHOOL LuAnne called me and told me that the state had run out of money ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!

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nah I don’t work the toll booth every day just when my girlfriend goes to school you know it looks fine NO ONE HAS TO TELL ME ABOUT THAT just that two women love each other 14 yrs 33 yrs 68 yrs 43 yrs 15 39 4 742 1992 years you see cars like that every day windows down the ceiling hanging in it like a sail bubbling all over their heads like that it’s stupid really a decade or so back that car was worth something


*(# rush hour traffic proposed to save my soul years ago when i was married our country building fountains of fire in other people’s backyards

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neighborhood dogs hiding for days filling the night w/ complaints but this was a while ago like i said before i turned into dish soap & began to look like so many classic sinking ships


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HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN LIKE THIS like what

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LOOKING FOR POINTS, THE PROFESSORS RUN OUTSIDE AND START TO INVESTIGATE THE HANDS OF YOUNGER PEOPLE

NBUT THAT WA what i was talking about


0"-$#")5")*(,)-&%(22=)()-(45"#)B).(##&"/ from the very beginning: THE DI-VIS-ION: scarcity of the ocean:

tremors of breath cold winters terribly cold snow coming through long

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distance calls to me a friend troubled by his terrible job braving the snow bank the polemical capital

silence train rides jail cells

ASN'T he’ll call me up looking frantically for advice

but there is nothing to say THE DI-VIS-ION:

the beginning of me & you/it/

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THAT WE UNDERSTOOD WHAT SHE MEANT HER FACE

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HER OWN TONGUE: her whole personal history it was a fact that was simple

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MAYBE 50000 TEARS AGO NOT SO FAST

OBVIOUSLY NOT A

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the red faced boss (another drunk) sat him down as if to speak of god & told him

GO FUCK YOURSELF

GO TO HELL

YOU DEAD GOAT'S PRICK +*#.6$.#)$/%?.#(%1256A# words like numbers

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& like shells

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to another it was all the same


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@()%!$*!-%&&%)A MORE IS BETTER. everyone stands outside in their bed clothes, some drunk, others weeping, others still peering over their screens, all of the mouths open in ,/%.

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THIS IS A WORLD WE WILL NEVER KNOW we are only [maybe] able to tell one road from another, but that isn't much.

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THE FACE OF A CLOCK IS A FALSE CONVICTION, GEARS + BATTERIES + A COVER OF GLASS. everyone stands outside or inside, holding on to their intestines as if they would explode. others sleep constantly. others still have eyes for mud + marbles for joints.

,..!(+ !#*!1,5$21?!1,5$21?!1,5$21!&( JM ÅTTML TQSM \PM UW]\P WN I UI[[ OZI^M No one ever said that we had to be good people to keep on living, no one HAS EVER said that— something like that would be impossible, it would have to be that way, I've never even heard of such a thing: to live your whole life in hiding, in fear, not anymore of course. BUT SON, BE CAREFUL ABOUT THE DECISIONS YOU MAKE.

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THE TOW TRUCK WILL NOT PASS. look outs, stationed on the top of the parking garage warn the rest that he is preparing for his second attempt. the engine roars without moving,

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i’ve always been an honest banker at my job with the bank of commerce. i just realized that my time was up.

MY HEART IS VOID. MY STOMACH HURTS CONSTANTLY. i'm worried about everything, even you. BC!.-*!.,&%)A

$&!',55%2%4!/'$.%!$!/,*!*.%%5$21A the only thing going through my head was this can’t be happening now not now


:DDA>),1.."# you were lost I thought in that dark apartment w/ so much carpeting waiting in the kitchen to boil water or again walking down our shortest hallway to ignore the extra room we both hid money in the kingdom’s cache we had no television at this point in ours lives I cooked all of the meals my specialty then was simple pasta + pasta sauce + bread from the store so often drunk w/ gnashing red teeth + then shuffling to the bed room for the most simple sex of our lives

it was from that giant bed that I watched your promises die brushing each tooth like a tiny commitment to the dream you still doubted hoping that someday you could afford to move home to a country that has never existed for you praying that I would lose every single one of my battles


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a few things have been on my mind like, well, first, descarte’s argument seems terribly weak (if not then then now) & god’s death sometime in the last century (right?) seems a little presumptuous, maybe, we assume god to be universal, but that idea was proven false from the beginning, oh, i don’t know, maybe i mean like the late 70’s or something the beginning of this life, we had been industrial for so long but i think something is post-industrial post-post, i can’t time that i saw any at all, do YOU? i mean it isn’t like there may have maybe they never could maybe out sentence structure in college i had a was STEPHANIE, no

has changed—this i would say that they deserve their due, don’t you agree? i have a feeling that our economy (in the state that it is in—how you have to buy something for me to have a job & i have to do my job for you to buy something & if we don’t do that there are no taxes & if we have no taxes then buses NO, __________, stop running & the sewer clogs there is nothing to up & all that, not to mention worry about, like colleges, (I KNOW but just always we are because they were professors doing FINE d o e s n ’t m e a n that they did their job, STEPH always said that they were training a work force anyway)) it’s a direct reflection on our more complex psychic state as a whole as humans, no, no, no, i’ve just been thinking, that’s all, i’m allowed to think aren’t i?

or maybe even remember the last type of steel mill but you can think, it is that hard, that been other gods, & died, like they last something—our maybe. (you know, friend, her name you never met her,

but she always said that we better watch what we say, otherwise we might create a world we wouldn’t want to live in) no, i guess i never understood what she was talking about, maybe these other gods are still thriving though, well i don’t know what they would do, i am, of course, NOT A GOD—i wouldn’t have had any kids, these loans would have been paid off, ha ha ha ha, your right, i don’t know, maybe they are having banquets all the time, luncheons, fund raisers & all that, why? i don’t know, religious wars or maybe a PR campaign.


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YOU COULD I BELIEVE MAKE A GOOD CASE FOR IT

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IT WITH A FEW FREE AFTERNOONS A LITTLE BIT OF EXTRA CASH SAYING

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it seems so odd when it happens

a dog crosses the street

STOPS

midway for no discernible reason

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how does that reflect on HUMANITIES’ PROGRESS?


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MY HEART FEELS ANXIOUS ABOUT THE FUTURE .1,1''1)#.6(#/.17(#)+00#*((0#/,)9 in the morning i don't feel like going to work

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MAYBE IT WILL RAIN TODAY +#*((0#$/#.61256#+.#,$" it usually does

PMZM she said

NMMT Ua VQXXTM *.(/%) WHAT AM I GOING TO DO

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