Writers in the Attic: Apple

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TOGETHER AGAIN Susan McMillan

The rotten apple on the kitchen counter could be a clue, but since I’m not a sleuth, it’s just a mildewy fruit rather than a spoiled after thought, or a forgotten thought. Is it mine? It could be Ted’s, or the repairman’s. So I leave it on the counter only to recall, later, that Ted is dead and that the repairman, well, I don’t know that there ever was a repairman. The kitchen faucet still drips. Did I call anyone about it? The point is… Perhaps you get the point. I’ll possibly miss the point again, later, when I wake up from my third nap of the day or finish reading the chapter in the book on the coffee table, the book that I began reading today or that I’ve been reading for days, I just don’t know. Anyway, I’ll wake up, or I’ll put down the book, and I’ll wander into the kitchen and there will be the apple, lying in an even more rotten repose. I know that Ted is dead. But that doesn’t extinguish him. In the night, if I listen closely, I can hear a soft snore and snuffle next to me, then the mattress tilts as he shifts in his sleep. Some days I don’t get the morning paper because I feel the draft when the front door opens and hear the rattle of coat hangers in the front hall closet upon his return. When I meet up with friends, I see their gazes shift to my side, looking for Ted but seeing only an empty half of a now-nonexistent whole. With just three weeks gone since his stumble and gasp outside the coffee shop, the clamor of sirens and voices, the knees of my tights torn from kneeling on gritty pavement, I may still be able to tug the fraying remnants of time back, to wind them into a tight enough ball so that if I leave them alone they will mend of their own accord and in the morning Ted will rise, put on his slippers and shuffle into the bathroom. We’ll start anew, the same old same old, like water dripping from the faucet. The point is time. The point may also be memory, although I can’t recall for sure. Sometimes I remember the credit card receipt I found in his pants pocket when I pulled them from the dryer. The receipt, soft and frayed around the edges but still legible, was for a beachside hotel the week he said he was in Des Moines for business. I’m not proud that I searched his computer for clues, 31


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About The Cabin

1min
pages 143-148

Author Biographies

11min
pages 135-142

Last Chapter Marguerite Lawrence

7min
pages 130-134

Diagnosis Debra Southworth

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page 120

I Have Always Loved Poison Neal Dougherty

0
page 121

Jean Cocteau’s Apples Grove Koger

5min
pages 122-124

BARREL Please Remember When I’m 90 Laureen Scheid

1min
page 117

Time And Again / Passages Sheila Robertson

1min
pages 118-119

Between The Lands Eric Wallace

7min
pages 109-116

Love Letter To A City Amber Daley

2min
pages 106-108

ORCHARD Pulse Vein, Burst Jugular / Her Simple Touch Of Myth / Last Meal Before Change Heidi Kraay

1min
pages 103-105

Forbidden Rebecca Evans

5min
pages 97-102

The Evolution Of Eves Janet Schlicht

6min
pages 94-96

Pippin Carol Lindsay

7min
pages 79-82

Eve-Grabs-The-Apple CMarie Fuhrman

1min
page 92

Sunday Dinner Marsha Spiers

5min
pages 83-88

The Retelling Celia Scully

2min
pages 89-91

Ars Poetica Francis Judilla

0
page 93

Apples For Life Howard Olivier

4min
pages 76-78

“App’m” Kyle Boggs

6min
pages 73-75

What Became Of The Apple? John Barrie

6min
pages 70-72

Apple Pie Morning Lisa Flowers Ross

0
page 67

Little Sapling Christina Monson

7min
pages 56-62

FRUIT Indulgence / Shine Eileen Oldag

2min
pages 63-65

Kim Monnier

0
page 66

Liza Long

0
page 69

Queen Sandy Friedly

7min
pages 52-55

Together Again Susan McMillan

5min
pages 41-43

Manzana / The Orchard Julia McCoy

14min
pages 44-51

Genesis Undone Judith Steele

1min
pages 39-40

Paradigm Lost Ruth Saxey-Reese

1min
pages 22-23

Cézanne’s Apples Cheryl Hindrichs

7min
pages 25-28

The Conversation Rebecca Weeks

2min
pages 29-30

Foo Dog Dené Breakfield

4min
pages 31-36

Hush / Apples Falling In The Orchard August McKernan

1min
pages 20-21

Garnet christy claymore

1min
pages 17-18

Still Life Anita Tanner

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page 19

Introduction

6min
pages 11-16
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