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TA B L E O F C O N T E N T S FOREWORD – JOEL SORGE P R AY E R , P R A I S E A N D T H A N K S G I V I N G - E . M . B O U N D S THE SECRET OF THE SHUT DOOR – BOB SORGE BE SPIRIT FILLED - LEE CUMMINGS T H E P O W E R O F W O R S H I P - C A L E B C U LV E R T H E S E C R E T O F S AY I N G “ Y E S ” - B O B S O R G E WA L K I N G I N C O M M U N I T Y - TO N Y CA L A B R E S E L I S T E N F O R H I S VO I C E - DAV I D P E R K I N S THE SECRET OF LISTENING - BOB SORGE D A I LY R E A D I N G S - C . H . S P U R G E O N
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FOREWORD il.lu.mine /i 'loomen/ To enlighten someone spiritually or intellectually. When we were discussing what the first volume of illumine would look like, it didn’t take us long to agree upon a direction. And as I sat down to write this foreword, it wasn’t long before the words of Solomon came to mind and further punctuated the significance of our inaugural theme: God conceals the revelation of His word in the hiding place of His glory. But the honor of kings is revealed by how they thoroughly search out the deeper meaning of all that God says. Proverbs 25:2 (The Passion Translation) The collection of works you now hold in your hands revolves around one of the most mysterious and glorious privileges we have as believers: Seeking God. There is no greater gift in all of the world than to know God and be fully known by Him; and there is no relationship more worthy of ardent pursuit than the one we have with Jesus. And as if the invitation we’ve been given to enter into the very presence of God weren’t scandalous enough, He takes it even further by crowning all who seek Him with regality. There is no higher position in the royal family of heaven than the one you were given the moment you gave your life to Jesus. On the day of your salvation, you were plucked up from the ashes of sin and death, seated with Christ in heavenly places, and given full access to the Father of Lights. Even now, at this very moment, you are so close to God that if you’ll listen you can hear Him whisper your name—and yet no matter how near you draw to Him, you will never be able to discover the fullness of His beauty, kindness, love, power, mercy and glory, no matter how long and hard you search. It’s God’s glory to conceal the revelation of who He is. And it will be the crowning glory of the Bride of Christ for ever and ever as we all, with unveiled face, behold the glory of the Lord, and are transformed into His image from one degree of glory to another. As you read through volume one of illumine, my hope and prayer is that the Holy Spirit would enlighten the eyes of your understanding, and that your heart and mind would expand as you meditate on the wonder and mystery of who He is. May you be inspired, challenged, provoked and encouraged, knowing that even as you seek the Lord, He is zealously seeking you. And may you be undone as you meditate on the riches of His tendermercy and lovingkindness. Joel Sorge Creative Director & Editor, illumine 5
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“Dr. A. J. Gordon describes the impression made upon
and have to do with God and His mercies. The heart is
his mind by intercourse with Joseph Rabinowitz, whom
consciously grateful to God. The soul gives expression to
Dr. Delitzsch considered the most remarkable Jewish
that heartfelt gratitude to God in words or acts.
convert since Saul of Tarsus: ‘We shall not soon forget the
radiance that would come into his face as he expounded
Gratitude is born of meditation on God’s grace and
the Messianic psalms at our morning or evening worship,
mercy. “The Lord hath done great things for us,
and how, as here and there he caught a glimpse of the
whereof we are glad.” Herein we see the value of serious
suffering or glorified Christ, he would suddenly lift his
meditation. “My meditation of him shall be sweet.” Praise
hands and his eyes to heaven in a burst of adoration,
is begotten by gratitude and a conscious obligation to
exclaiming with Thomas after he had seen the nail-prints,
God for mercies given. As we think of mercies past, the
“My Lord, and my God.”’”—D. M. McIntyre
heart is inwardly moved to gratitude.
Prayer, praise and thanksgiving all go in company. A close
“I love to think on mercies past,
relationship exists between them. Praise and thanksgiving
And future good implore;
are so near alike that it is not easy to distinguish between
And all my cares and sorrows cast
them or define them separately. The Scriptures join these
On Him whom I adore.”
three things together. Many are the causes for thanksgiving
and praise. The Psalms are filled with many songs of
Love is the child of gratitude. Love grows as gratitude is
praise and hymns of thanksgiving, all pointing back to the
felt, and then breaks out into praise and thanksgiving to
results of prayer. Thanksgiving includes gratitude. In fact
God: “I love the Lord because he hath heard my voice
thanksgiving is but the expression of an inward conscious
and my supplication.” Answered prayers cause gratitude,
gratitude to God for mercies received. Gratitude is an
and gratitude brings forth a love that declares it will not
inward emotion of the soul, involuntarily arising therein,
cease praying: “Because he hath inclined his ear unto me,
while thanksgiving is the voluntary expression of gratitude.
therefore will I call upon him as long as I live.” Gratitude
and love move to larger and increased praying.
Thanksgiving is oral, positive, active. It is the giving
out of something to God. Thanksgiving comes out into
Paul appeals to the Romans to dedicate themselves
the open. Gratitude is secret, silent, negative, passive,
wholly to God, a living sacrifice, and the constraining
not showing its being till expressed in praise and
motive is the mercies of God:
thanksgiving. Gratitude is felt in the heart. Thanksgiving
is the expression of that inward feeling.
“I beseech you, therefore, brethren, by the mercies of
God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy,
Thanksgiving is just what the word itself signifies—the
acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.”
giving of thanks to God. It is giving something to God in words which we feel at heart for blessings received.
Consideration of God’s mercies not only begets gratitude,
Gratitude arises from a contemplation of the goodness of
but induces a large consecration to God of all we have and
God. It is bred by serious meditation on what God has
are. So that prayer, thanksgiving and consecration are all
done for us. Both gratitude and thanksgiving point to,
linked together inseparably.
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Gratitude and thanksgiving always looks back at the past
When Paul wrote to the Colossians to let the word of Christ
though it may also take in the present. But prayer always
dwell in their hearts richly and to let the peace of God rule
looks to the future. Thanksgiving deals with things already
therein, he said to them, “and be ye thankful,” and adds,
received. Prayer deals with things desired, asked for and
“admonishing yourselves in psalms and hymns and spiritual
expected. Prayer turns to gratitude and praise when the
songs, singing with grace in your hearts unto the Lord.”
things asked for have been granted by God.
Further on, in writing to these same Christians, he joins
As prayer brings things to us which beget gratitude and
prayer and thanksgiving together: “Continue in prayer,
thanksgiving, so praise and gratitude promote prayer, and
and watch in the same with thanksgiving.”
induce more praying and better praying.
And writing to the Thessalonians, he again joins them in
Gratitude and thanksgiving forever stand opposed
union: “Rejoice evermore. Pray without ceasing. In everything
to all murmurings at God’s dealings with us, and all
give thanks, for this is the will of God concerning you.”
complainings at our lot. Gratitude and murmuring
never abide in the same heart at the same time. An
“We thank Thee, Lord of heaven and earth,
unappreciative spirit has no standing beside gratitude and
Who hast preserved us from our birth;
praise. And true prayer corrects complaining and promotes
Redeemed us oft from death and dread,
gratitude and thanksgiving. Dissatisfaction at one’s lot,
And with Thy gifts our table spread.”
and a disposition to be discontented with things which come to us in the providence of God, are foes to gratitude
Wherever there is true prayer, there thanksgiving and
and enemies to thanksgiving.
gratitude stand hard by, ready to respond to the answer when
it comes. For as prayer brings the answer, so the answer
The murmurers are ungrateful people. Appreciative men
brings forth gratitude and praise. As prayer sets God to work,
and women have neither the time nor disposition to
so answered prayer sets thanksgiving to work. Thanksgiving
stop and complain. The bane of the wilderness-journey
follows answered prayer just as day succeeds night.
of the Israelites on their way to Canaan was their
proneness to murmur and complain against God and
True prayer and gratitude lead to full consecration, and
Moses. For this, God was several times greatly grieved,
consecration leads to more praying and better praying.
and it took the strong praying of Moses to avert God’s
A consecrated life is both a prayer-life and a thanksgiving life.
wrath because of these murmurings. The absence of
gratitude left no room nor disposition for praise and
The spirit of praise was once the boast of the primitive
thanksgiving, just as it is so always. But when these same
Church. This spirit abode on the tabernacles of these early
Israelites were brought through the Red Sea dry shod,
Christians, as a cloud of glory out of which God shined
while their enemies were destroyed, there was a song of
and spoke. It filled their temples with the perfume of
praise led by Miriam, the sister of Moses. One of the
costly, flaming incense. That this spirit of praise is sadly
leading sins of these Israelites was forgetfulness of God
deficient in our present-day congregations must be evident
and His mercies, and ingratitude of soul. This brought
to every careful observer. That it is a mighty force in
forth murmurings and lack of praise, as it always does.
projecting the Gospel, and its body of vital forces, must
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be equally evident. To restore the spirit of praise to our
musical taste or talent, but by the grace of God in the
congregations should be one of the main points with every
heart. Nothing helps praise so mightily as a gracious
true pastor. The normal state of the Church is set forth in
revival of true religion in the Church. The conscious
the declaration made to God in Psalm 65: “Praise waiteth for
presence of God inspires song. The angels and the
thee, O Lord, and unto thee shall the vow be performed.”
glorified ones in heaven do not need artistic precentors
to lead them, nor do they care for paid choirs to chime
Praise is so distinctly and definitely wedded to prayer,
in with their heavenly doxologies of praise and worship.
so inseparably joined, that they cannot be divorced.
They are not dependent on singing schools to teach them
Praise is dependent on prayer for its full volume and
the notes and scale of singing. Their singing involuntarily
its sweetest melody.
breaks forth from the heart.
Singing is one method of praise, not the highest it is true,
God is immediately present in the heavenly assemblies of
but it is the ordinary and usual form. The singing service
the angels and the spirits of just men made perfect. His
in our churches has much to do with praise, for according
glorious presence creates the song, teaches the singing,
to the character of the singing will be the genuineness or
and impregnates their notes of praise. It is so on earth.
the measure of praise. The singing may be so directed as
God’s presence begets singing and thanksgiving, while the
to have in it elements which deprave and debauch prayer.
absence of God from our congregations is the death of
It may be so directed as to drive away everything like
song, or, which amounts to the same, makes the singing
thanksgiving and praise. Much of modern singing in our
lifeless, cold and formal. His conscious presence in our
churches is entirely foreign to anything like hearty,
churches would bring back the days of praise and would
sincere praise to God.
restore the full chorus of song.
The spirit of prayer and of true praise go hand in hand.
Where grace abounds, song abounds. When God is in
Both are often entirely dissipated by the flippant,
the heart, heaven is present and melody is there, and the
thoughtless, light singing in our congregations. Much
lips overflow out of the abundance of the heart. This is
of the singing lacks serious thought and is devoid of
as true in the private life of the believer as it is so in the
everything like a devotional spirit. Its lustiness and sparkle
congregations of the saints. The decay of singing, the
may not only dissipate all the essential features of worship,
dying down and out of the spirit of praise in song, means
but may substitute the flesh for the spirit.
the decline of grace in the heart and the absence of God’s presence from the people.
Giving thanks is the very life of prayer. It is its fragrance
and music, its poetry and its crown. Prayer bringing the
The main design of all singing is for God’s ear and to
desired answer breaks out into praise and thanksgiving.
attract His attention and to please Him. It is “to the
So that whatever interferes with and injures the spirit of
Lord,” for His glory, and to His honour. Certainly it is
prayer necessarily hurts and dissipates the spirit of praise.
not for the glorification of the paid choir, to exalt the
wonderful musical powers of the singers, nor is it to draw
The heart must have in it the grace of prayer to sing the
the people to the church, but it is for the glory of God
praise of God. Spiritual singing is not to be done by
and the good of the souls of the congregation. Alas!
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How far has the singing of choirs of churches of modern
are doing also. It is still further pleasing to contemplate
times departed from this idea! It is no surprise that there
the glorious hope that what God wants us to do on earth,
is no life, no power, no unction, no spirit, in much
we will be engaged in doing throughout an unending
of the Church singing heard in this day. It is sacrilege
eternity. Praise and thanksgiving will be our blessed
for any but sanctified hearts and holy lips to direct the
employment while we remain in heaven. Nor will we
singing part of the service of God’s house of prayer.
ever grow weary of this pleasing task.
Much of the singing in churches would do credit to the
opera house, and might satisfy as mere entertainments,
Joseph Addison sets before us, in verse, this pleasing
pleasing the ear, but as a part of real worship, having in it
prospect:
the spirit of praise and prayer, it is a fraud, an imposition
on spiritually minded people, and entirely unacceptable
“Through every period of my life
to God. The cry should go out afresh, “Let all the people
Thy goodness I’ll pursue;
praise the Lord,” for “it is good to sing praises unto our
God; for it is pleasant; and praise is comely.”
And after death, in distant worlds,
The pleasing theme renew.
The music of praise, for there is real music of soul in
praise, is too hopeful and happy to be denied. All these
“Through all eternity to Thee
are in the “giving of thanks.” In Philippians, prayer is
A grateful song I’ll raise;
called “requests.” “Let your requests be made known unto
But Oh! eternity’s too short
God,” which describes prayer as an asking for a gift, giving
To utter all Thy praise.”
prominence to the thing asked for, making it emphatic,
something to be given by God and received by us, and not
something to be done by us. And all this is closely con-
This is an excerpt from the book The Essentials of Prayer
nected with gratitude to God, “with thanksgiving, let your
by E.M. Bounds. Edward McKendree Bounds was an
requests be made known unto God.”
American author, attorney and minister who lived from
1835 to 1913. Today, he is regarded by many as one of
God does much for us in answer to prayer, but we need
the most beloved and influential teachers on prayer in
from Him many gifts, and for them we are to make
American history.
special prayer. According to our special needs, so must our praying be. We are to be special and particular and bring to the knowledge of God by prayer, supplication and thanksgiving, our particular requests, the things we need, the things we greatly desire. And with it all, accompanying all these requests, there must be thanksgiving. It is indeed a pleasing thought that what we are called upon to do on earth, to praise and give thanks, the angels in heaven and the redeemed disembodied spirits of the saints
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“But you, when you pray, go into your room, and when you have
Furthermore, Jesus gives us the key to nding this secret
shut your door, pray to your Father who is in the secret place;
place. If you’re wondering what you must do to place
and your Father who sees in secret will reward you openly.”
yourself in the secret place, Jesus made it clear. To get
Matthew 6:6
there, all you have to do is shut your door!
Jesus Himself spoke these blessed words. All Scripture is
When you enter your room, and shut your door, you are
God-breathed, but followers of Jesus always find special
in the presence of your Father. Instantaneously! It matters
delight in giving particular attention the words Jesus
not how you feel. Regardless of your soul’s climate at that
Himself gave us. When Jesus taught on prayer, He gave
moment, you know with absolute con dence you have
primary emphasis to the secret place. In fact, the rst thing
stepped into the chamber of your Father in heaven. The
He taught concerning prayer was the primacy of the secret
secret place is your portal to the throne, the place where
place. In the verses following, He would teach us how to
you taste of heaven itself. Receive this word and you have
pray, but first He teaches where to pray.
gained one of the greatest secrets to intimacy with God.
Because when you know you are in the immediate presence
Matthew 6:6 contains a powerful secret regarding the
of your Father, your spirit and soul will often respond
where of prayer, but before I share it let me ask a question.
to that knowledge with heartfelt connectedness. The
Do you struggle frequently with feeling disconnected from
knowledge of this truth will set your spirit free to soar.
God? Do you strain to feel God’s presence when you pray?
Does He seem distant to you? Do you long to know that
When you build your life on the blessed intimacy of a
He is with you, right now, drawing near to you?
secret place relationship with God, you are building on
the rock. You’re getting your foundations in order. That’s
If your answer to any of those questions is, “Yes,” then I
not simply my opinion, that’s the explicit teaching of our
have some wonderful news for you. There is a guaranteed
Lord Jesus Christ. The principles Jesus gave in Chapters
way to get into God’s presence. There is a sure- re 100%
5-7 of Matthew’s Gospel were all given at one time, in
guaranteed way to have instant intimacy with the Father,
one great sermon. Jesus said that in this sermon He was
and Jesus Himself gave us the key. Jesus gave us this secret
laying forth the foundation stones of a disciple’s life.
in the above verse when He said, “Your Father who is in
Here’s how He expressed it:
the secret place.” Jesus is saying, “Your Father is already in
the secret place. He has gone ahead of you; He is waiting
“Therefore whoever hears these sayings of Mine, and does
for you. The moment you get to the secret place, you are
them, I will liken him to a wise man who built his house on
in the immediate presence of your Father.”
the rock: and the rain descended, the floods came, and the
winds blew and beat on that house; and it did not fall, for
Jesus affirmed this truth twice in the same chapter. He says
it was founded on the rock. But everyone who hears these
it the second time in Matthew 6:18, “‘So that you do not
sayings of Mine, and does not do them, will be like a foolish
appear to men to be fasting, but to your Father who is in the
man who built his house on the sand: and the rain
secret place; and your Father who sees in secret will reward
descended, the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on
you openly.’” Jesus says it twice for emphasis, so we know this
that house; and it fell. And great was its fall.”
word is absolutely certain. Our Father is in the secret place!
Matthew 7:24-27
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Jesus’ message is unmistakable. He is saying, “If you will hear and do what I have taught you in this Sermon on the Mount, you will build foundations into your life that will survive the harshest storms of life.” And believe me, friend, storms will most certainly come! There are some storms that have yet to hit your life. The question is, will you have the foundation in place to survive the storms? One of the most essential elements of that foundation is to have an intact secret life with God. Those who hear this word and do it will not only enjoy intimacy with the Father on a daily basis, but they will also be equipped to sustain the greatest storms—whether they originate from hell’s fury or the world’s distractions or the floodgates of heaven’s blessings. Don’t forget the secret: shut your door.
This is an excerpt from the book Secrets of the Secret Place by Bob Sorge. Bob is “the speaker who can’t talk”—that is, his speaking strength reduced to a whisper because of a debilitating vocal injury he suffered over 20 years ago. Through the journey, God has given him an empowering message that explores God’s purposes in fiery trials. It’s not the fire that changes you but your pursuit of God in the fire that changes you. Bob has a unique way of helping us process our journey so we stay in the race and overcome. Secrets of the Secret Place is available in the Radiant Store.
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“If it’s true that the Spirit of God dwells in us and that our
hiding or waiting in preparation. This was the moment of
bodies are the Holy Spirit’s temple, then shouldn’t there be a
their reveal, and now they were thrust out into the open
huge difference between the person who has the Spirit of God
for all the world to see and hear.
living inside of him or her and the person who does not?” Francis Chan
This once scared and fearful band of followers were now an unstoppable force beginning in Jerusalem and
It’s interesting to me how often in our pursuit to follow
spreading like a virus throughout the Roman civilization
Jesus we are guilty of forgetting or minimizing important
as they boldly proclaimed Jesus as the risen and exalted
elements that He seemed to place serious emphasis upon.
Messiah and true King of the world. Their message was
One of those essentials is the person of the Holy Spirit
confrontational, calling all to repent of their sins and
and His empowerment. Jesus spent a significant amount
be saved from this wicked world system. The power of
of time near the end of His ministry instructing the
the Holy Spirit had completely transformed them and
disciples about this third person of the Godhead and the
empowered them supernaturally, and the world would
necessity of His presence in fulfilling their assignment. It
never be the same. Miraculous signs and wonders, unusual
was also one of the last instructions He gave them before
unity, and unwavering devotion in the face of massive
He ascended to the right hand of God the Father and sent
persecution stains all the pages of this glorious record of
them out to carry on the mission.
the first church in action.
“You are witnesses of these things. And behold, I am sending
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the promise of my Father upon you. But stay in the city until
One of the Bible reading habits I have developed over the
you are clothed with power from on high.”
years is to read through the Book of Acts about every other
Luke 24:48–49
month or so. I have done this since Bible college days and
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carried it over for more than twenty years. The first time When we read the Book of Acts, we see the fulfillment
I did this intentionally, I read the entire book through in
of the coming of the Holy Spirit as Jesus promised. A
one sitting. Reading it without any break really brought
group of ragtag, uneducated Galileans were marvelously
the pages to life for me and challenged me to think
engulfed by the deluge of the Holy Spirit and formed
differently. It took me less than three hours to read all
the church, the body of Christ. They were no longer in
twenty-eight chapters, but it has taken more than twenty
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years to process what I read. I asked some very important
beginning of Radiant Church is to be unapologetic about
questions that day during spring break that have shaped
the priority we place upon the Holy Spirit’s presence
how I view myself, the church, and the state of the church
and prominence in all we do. But also we don’t want to
in this postmodern culture.
allow the Holy Spirit to be sensationalized by “superspirituals” who have a personal agenda to “use” Him for
One of the reasons I have since determined to read it
entertainment instead of “entertaining” Him and being
through so regularly is that I never want to lose that sense
willing to be used by Him as He wills.
of connection and urgency that I gained the first time I read it like this. I also do it because something holy rises
We refer to our position as “contending for the radical
up within me that I cannot describe as anything other than
middle,” and it is a very difficult position to hold to
passion to see the church that started so gloriously against
because on each side of the road of truth there is a ditch
all odds rediscover the person of the Holy Spirit who has
of error and ignorance that we could easily fall into. We
in some ways been left behind as a relic of the past.
don’t hold the position of “contending for the radical middle” because we are watering down or putting a
One of the questions I have asked myself over and over
seatbelt on the Holy Spirit, but we realize the heart and
again, having read it literally hundreds of times, is, “What
the purpose for the Holy Spirit and make sure
has happened to us?” What I mean by this is, “Why does
they aren’t hijacked.
the church look so different to us than it did in the Book of Acts?” I am cautious in asking this question because
Our heart is to be authentic in our awareness and
whenever I do, I can almost predict the answers I will receive
undiluted in our expression of the power and presence.
from different tribes. Some will say that the series of events
We want all that God wants and nothing He doesn’t.
recorded in the Book of Acts was a period of transition
We want the authentic and undiluted power and
and not meant to be the norm. Others will say that Acts is
demonstration of the Holy Spirit and have come to realize
a narrative, and you cannot draw accurate theology from
that nothing less will empower us to clearly demonstrate
reading a narrative. (Tell that to the writers of the Gospels!)
the kingdom of God as a present reality.
Some who come from a more Pentecostal perspective would like to repeat the Book of Acts in every detail.
As a result of constantly self-evaluating and going back to our original desire to be a church that is “empowered
While I don’t believe that the answer for the church
for mission,” as we see in the Book of Acts, we have
living in the twenty-first century is to necessarily emulate
also come to some conclusions about what is and isn’t a
everything that we find in the Book of Acts (there are a
priority for us as a church and what it means to be “Spirit-
lot of things that the apostles would encourage us not
filled” in a world running on empty. Those conclusions
to repeat, because they weren’t good the first time they
are what will follow in this excerpt.
happened), I do believe the core idea of this most famous sequel is “the church empowered.” This must be our
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takeaway and our return destination.
Much of the church is confused about the Holy Spirit. Arguments have raged for as long as the church has
One of the values that we have had from the very
existed about how to handle this “God in third person.”
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Part of the problem is that the Holy Spirit is not meant to
May the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, the love of God, and
be “handled” or controlled and is not necessarily predictable.
the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you all.
He is also the most mysterious person within the Godhead.
2 Corinthians 13:14, NLT
Most of us have a context for understanding God as Father. Whether we have had a good and loving father relationship
He is with us on assignment and given to us for more
in our lives or not, we can at least draw upon examples to
than a token. He is given to empower, lead, and counsel
form an internal understanding of what it means.
us individually and the church corporately. While He is always present in the life of every believer, He is not
Jesus, the second person of the Trinity, came as
always acknowledged. That is our responsibility. We
Immanuel, God with us. The Incarnation was and is one
decide whether we will open our hearts to hear His voice
of the most mysterious and glorious events to ever take
and follow His leading or keep Him in the background.
place within human history. This and the Resurrection are the two miracles upon which the Christian faith is built.
“Spell this out in capital letters: THE HOLY SPIRIT IS
While we don’t understand the “how” of it, we do gain
A PERSON. He is not enthusiasm. He is not courage.
the “who” of it. Jesus revealed who and how God is. Even
He is not energy. He is not the personification of all
though we weren’t there to walk with Him as the first
good qualities, like Jack Frost is the personification
disciples did, we read the words of the witnesses found in
of cold weather. Actually, the Holy Spirit is not the
the Gospels, and we discover who Jesus was and what He
personification of anything. He is a Person, the same
was about. We can relate to His humanity and stand in
as you are a person, but not material substance. He has
awe of His divinity.
individuality. He is one being and not another. He has will and intelligence. He has hearing. He has knowledge
The Holy Spirit is a different matter altogether. There is
and sympathy and ability to love and see and think. He
no frame of reference for us to grasp this invisible God or
can hear, speak, desire, grieve and rejoice. He is a Person.”
comprehend His mode of operation. Jesus compared Him
A. W. Tozer
to the wind, totally unpredictable and mysterious (John 3:8). Because of this some are tempted to relegate Him
For the church to effectively engage culture and
to being a “force” instead of a person. Some Christians
demonstrate the glory of God to our generation,
acknowledge the existence of the Holy Spirit doctrinally
we desperately need a renewed sense of hunger and
yet in practice live out their faith as partial agnostics,
dependency upon the Holy Spirit. We must open up our
ignoring one-third of the Godhead.
hearts intentionally and welcome and invite the Holy Spirit to come and take the lead in our lives and churches.
The Holy Spirit is very much a person, and because He is a person, He desires relationship. He has emotions and can
Nothing can replace what God intended to lead, fill, and
either be grieved or welcomed. Consider the following verses:
empower His vehicle of kingdom extension—the church. We can fill up on the temporal things of this world, but
“And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you
they will not fuel us to live to our fullest potential. The
were sealed for the day of redemption.”
engine of the church was meant to burn with power
Ephesians 4:30
from the heavenly oil alone. To fill us with anything less
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would be like filling up our cars and trucks with water and
would automatically choose the former. But this isn’t what
expecting them to perform correctly.
Jesus emphasized to them, and the same goes for us today.
The head of the church is Jesus, but the leader and
“I did not say these things to you from the beginning, because
foreman of the church on the earth is the Holy Spirit. To
I was with you. But now I am going to him who sent me,
tune Him out or leave Him on the shelf as something that
and none of you asks me, “Where are you going?” But because
is optional for us because we are “uncomfortable” with
I have said these things to you, sorrow has filled your heart.
what we cannot control or see is the greatest mistake we
Nevertheless, I tell you the truth; it is to your advantage that I
could make. Without a renewed sense of open arms to
go away, for if I do not go away, the Helper will not come to
the Holy Spirit, there is no possibility that the church can
you. But if I go, I will send him to you.”
possibly navigate the waters of a world in turmoil. We will
John 16:4–7
live no different than the world we are trying to illuminate. We will live limited by worldly intellect, principles, and
This word for helper is the Greek word parakletos and can
methods, all of which will not impress anyone. We will
be translated as “advocate, encourager, counselor, aid or
remain indistinguishable, and the flame of our lamp will
legal advisor.” Jesus said the Holy Spirit would come as
continue to dim. We cannot afford any longer
“another helper,” meaning, equal with Himself. He would
to run on empty.
come to help and assist us in walking out the purpose that God has for us. This is different from walking with
Why would we choose to live out our faith with our arms
Jesus in person (and more beneficial to us) because this
tightly folded, refusing to embrace the partner that God saw
“Helper” or paraklete would not lead from the outside in
fit to give us? Why would we close our minds and hearts off
a fixed geographical location but indwelling each of us,
to the supernatural influence of the Helper in exchange for
regardless of time, space, or age.
the logic of man? It all begins by recognizing that right now He is here and ready to lead, ready to empower, ready to
Jesus described the Holy Spirit’s presence as something
light up our lives, if we only acknowledge and pursue Him
unique to His followers. While we are living in the midst
beyond the safety zone of normal.
of this world in the present, broken age, we are now becoming the recipients of the Spirit of God, something
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Jesus prepared the disciples for the ministry thrust that was out before them. He told them that it was to their
“And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another
advantage that He was leaving them because now He was
Helper, to be with you forever, even the Spirit of truth, whom
going to send what He described as “another helper.” I am
the world cannot receive, because it neither sees him nor
sure to the disciples this sounded like crazy talk. “How in
knows him. You know him, for he dwells with you and
the world could it be better than having Jesus right here
will be in you.”
with us?” I bet if you took a poll of Christians today and
John 14:16–17
asked them, “Would you rather be living during the time that Jesus ministered on the earth in person or would you rather
This is an interesting statement to ponder. We have
live now, as a believer filled with the Spirit?” the majority
something from God that the world cannot receive,
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imitate, or manipulate. We have this treasure from heaven:
religious leaders, political leaders, and demands of the
God’s supernatural indwelling, meant to divinely lead us
crowds, it is amazingly supernatural to consider all that
and assist us as we live in this world. The Holy Spirit, who
He did within three and a half short years. He was able
hovered over the face of a darkened planet filled with chaos
to do this because He remained in constant communion
and void in the very beginning, is once again creating. He
with the Father and the Holy Spirit.
is shaping our hearts to be new creations in Christ Jesus through the work of sanctification, and He is working
The disciples learned this firsthand as they were mentored
in this evil-influenced age of darkness by indwelling and
under Jesus’s ministry style and way of life. They repeated
leading the church as we demonstrate the kingdom of God
the same pattern that they saw in Jesus, receiving the
supernaturally. This is new creation work, and it is to what
Holy Spirit in power before beginning any ministry
we have been called. We do not accomplish this with the
endeavors. They had experienced what it was like to
tools of this world, because all that would be built is Babel,
minister out of their own intellect and know-how. As
which is symbolic of man’s ingenuity independent of God.
we read about the explosive growth of the church from
We build by the leading and the empowerment of the Holy
Pentecost on, it becomes extremely obvious that they had
Spirit, who is the giver of the “power of the age to come.”
left that mentality behind and traded it for a complete dependence and developed sensitivity to the Holy Spirit’s
“. . . who have tasted the heavenly gift, and have shared in the
direction and leading. In almost every decision, every
Holy Spirit, and have tasted the goodness of the word of God
persecution, in every open door and opportunity, they
and the powers of the age to come . . .”
sought for direction. As they preached, the Holy Spirit
Hebrews 6:4–5
gave them the words to say. There was not a part of the early church’s expansion or development that was
When we closely examine the ministry of Jesus, it is hard
unaffected by the Holy Spirit. Even one of the most
to escape or write off the significance of the role the Holy
uncomfortable passages of Scripture in the entire New
Spirit played. From the very beginning of His ministry
Testament, where Ananias and Sapphira conspired to lie
we see His actions were constantly led and directed by the
about their offering and were killed by God (that should
Spirit. He was anointed by the Holy Spirit, and He was led
test some of our theology right there!), is an example to us
by the Holy Spirit in all that He did.
of how the Holy Spirit was leading the way.
“. . . how God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Spirit
What about us? Have things changed so drastically that
and with power. He went about doing good and healing all
we no longer need to be led in the same way? What
who were oppressed by the devil, for God was with him.”
has changed? Of course we are far more technologically
Acts 10:38
advanced than they were in the first century. Science has made huge breakthroughs; medicine has radically
“Then Jesus was led up by the Spirit into the wilderness to be
reduced disease and epidemics. We can now travel
tempted by the devil.”
anywhere in the world in less than twenty-four hours,
Matthew 4:1
and we can instantly communicate with people all over the world. Maybe we don’t need the Holy Spirit as
When you think about the adversity Jesus faced from the
“they” needed Him. Maybe we have enough information
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available through the Internet and education that the kind
invitation to a deeper fellowship with the Holy Spirit?
of supernatural direction and miraculous intervention is no
Will we attempt to know the Jesus we love and serve
longer needed. Perhaps we have outgrown the Holy Spirit.
through the lens of history and secondhand experience or tune our hearts in to hear the voice of the Holy Spirit who
Or perhaps we have been deceived into believing a lie that
Jesus said would “bear witness of Him”? He wants to lead
has also stripped us of our birthright and domesticated
us into all truth, but first we must lay aside the lie—the
the church. Think about all that the church was able
lie that we don’t need Him any longer or the lie that He is
to do in the first century without the printing press,
no longer available to us.
mass communication, freedom of speech, easy travel, democracy, or the Internet. There was no Facebook or
As a pastor I can tell you that there is no way “in this
Twitter to spread the word. They systematically overthrew
world” that I could possibly lead a growing church of
the most powerful pagan empire the world had ever seen
thousands of people without the leading of the Holy
and sparked a movement of righteousness throughout the
Spirit. Daily my time of prayer and worship is the single
earth that today claims almost one-third of the world’s
most important appointment I have. I have learned to
population. In the face of martyrdom, threat of heresy, and
listen to the promptings and the impressions I sense
constant demonic attack the church thrived as it was led
during these times, knowing that it is my Helper who
and empowered by the Holy Spirit.
is leading the way. I have had to make so many pivotal decisions over the years that have affected the entire
What could the church of Acts have done with all of the
direction of our ministry. I can honestly say that the
tools you and I have at our disposal combined with what
decisions I made out of insecurity or fear have been the
they knew of the power and the presence of the anointing?
worst decisions of my life. But when I listen and obey
Of course that will never be known because they didn’t
the voice of the God, grace always abounds, and we have
have it. But what about us? We do have it, and the
seen God show up in huge, supernatural ways. I have
potential is there for the church with its best efforts and
determined that I don’t want to lead the church anywhere
opportunities to regain and rediscover the abiding Helper
that the Holy Spirit is not directing.
who is ready to lead us into uncharted waters. I don’t believe that the leadership assignment of the Holy Being people who are finding our leadership in the person
Spirit is reserved for just those who are in the fivefold
of the Holy Spirit is not optional but mandatory. It is the
ministry offices. There are not two classes of Christians:
only way forward for anyone who desires to cut through
those whom God speaks to directly and then those who
the darkness of this age. Paul commanded the Galatians to
need a moderator. God is willing and able to speak to
continue to walk in step with the direction of the Holy Spirit.
each of us and lead us into all the truth we need at any given moment. Every Christian is indwelt by the same
“Since we are living by the Spirit, let us follow the Spirit’s
Holy Spirit and is called to live a dynamic, supernatural
leading in every part of our lives.”
life marked by God-given direction and guidance. But we
Galatians 5:25
are responsible for welcoming His counsel and developing a listening ear so that we keep in step with the work He
We have a choice to make. Will we attempt to live out
wants to accomplish in us and then through us.
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It shouldn’t be considered “super-normal” as if it were the
so minor to some people. I found myself as one of just a
exception. The defining mark of the children of God is
few charismatic students in the entire student body. Class
that they will be “led by the Spirit of God” (Rom. 8:14).
after class became a debate and conversation that became
The Holy Spirit will lead us in so many ways if we learn
very combative and accusatory toward me and the ideas
to trust and listen. What we can be confident of is that He
I stood for. To believe that God still spoke, still healed,
has our best interests in mind and always leads us into a
and used average people to do it was a complete offense
closer, more intimate relationship with the Father. He is
to them and their logic. I was told that it either had to be
our constant reminder that we are not alone and we have
demonic or delusion if I believed that the Holy Spirit was
not been abandoned. He reveals Jesus to us and connects
still doing “the stuff,” as John Wimber used to call it.
our hearts to the Father-heart of God that then motivates us to please and love Him and to believe with full trust
This was one of the most difficult and yet most pivotal
and assurance that God is directing our steps toward a
seasons in my life and preparation. Not only did I have
destination. He constantly reminds us that we are not
a heavy class load, but I also found myself having to
orphans. We are part of the kingdom of God and part of
deconstruct everything I had ever been taught about the
the royal family. Regardless of what label this world tries
Holy Spirit. I had to be able to explain the theological
to plaster on us to shape us or affect the trajectory of our
perspective on every paper and test and reexamine why
lives and decisions, our boldness and confidence come from
I believed what I did at the same time. I compare that
knowing that the Helper has been sent and is with us now.
season to tearing down a car, piece by piece, and then rebuilding it to completion.
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The first Bible college I attended was a traditional,
The result was that after just a year and a half, a decision
evangelical school that had a strong emphasis upon solid
was made that I would not pursue a theological degree
biblical interpretation, which included a cessationist
from this institution and we would part ways. My
view relating to the gifts and ministry of the Holy Spirit.
counselor told me that they had realized they were not
Cessationists believe that the supernatural and miraculous
going to change my views and that I obviously wasn’t
gifts and demonstrations of the Spirit have now passed and
going to change theirs. We were at a stalemate. I needed
those gifts such as tongues, prophecy, and healing have now
to “pursue my studies elsewhere” was the conclusion. I
passed. At first when I registered to go to school there, I
had put a stake in the ground and decided that the Holy
thought that this wasn’t such a big deal. After all, we agreed
Spirit’s presence and power in my life were a pursuit
on so much relating to the basics of doctrine that we should
worth fighting for. Instead of pursuing this particular
be able to move beyond this minor disagreement.
degree, I was going to live my life in pursuit of something
I came to love so many of my professors and was truly
more valuable and powerful to the ministry that God had
inspired by so many of the students and faculty and their
for me than any class I opted out of. I wanted the power
love for God and passion for missions. There were so many
of the Holy Spirit.
things I learned about grace and biblical studies that stand out to me from that time. I am truly grateful for the time I
I remember reading an article one time about what has
spent there—which, by the way, wasn’t very long.
been referred to as the “Jeffersonian Bible.” It was a Bible
I soon discovered that this “minor” disagreement wasn’t
that Thomas Jefferson, one of the Founding Fathers of
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the American Revolution, had created by going through
of the Spirit and of power, so that your faith might not rest in
the New Testament and cutting out all of the verses
the wisdom of men but in the power of God.”
that referred to anything miraculous or supernatural. All
1 Corinthians 2:1–5
references to healing, miracles, and the Resurrection itself were removed so that what was left was what Jefferson
The result was a thriving church full of new converts. Over
believed revealed the true, original ethic and the divine
the course of time this church began to experience several
morality taught by Jesus. He believed this was the true
significant problems. Key members were living in rabid
form of Christianity.
immorality, schisms were forming around various leaders and teachers, and there were massive excesses taking place
Unfortunately there are many today who have, to a lesser
in regard to spiritual gifts. These problems became so
degree, done a similar thing to the Scriptures. While not
dominant that Paul dedicated an entire letter to address
necessarily going to this extreme, when we dismiss the
the situations. First Corinthians not only answered the
supernatural aspects of God’s working with humanity, we
leadership’s concerns, but it has also become a template
are left with very little in the New Testament (and the Old
epistle for the church to draw from over the years for how
Testament for that matter) that is applicable for us today.
to approach the supernatural elements of the Holy Spirit
It’s almost as if we have two faiths and two worlds.
within a pagan, dysfunctional, and intellectually
Paul was the greatest church planter and missionary the
dominant culture.
world has ever known. He took the gospel that originally was limited to a Jewish context and introduced it to new
“Now concerning spiritual gifts, brothers, I do not want you to
frontiers in the Gentile world. He contextualized the gospel
be uninformed.”
and was responsible for the rapid advance of the gospel
1 Corinthians 12:1
throughout Asia Minor and Europe. Paul planted more churches and developed more Gentile leaders than any of
“Now there are varieties of gifts, but the same spirit; and
the other apostles. When Paul entered a new city or culture,
there are varieties of service, but the same Lord; and there are
he honored his Jewish heritage by bringing the gospel to
varieties of activities, but it is the same God who empowers
the synagogues first. When he preached to the Greeks,
them all in everyone. To each is given the manifestation of the
who were intellectuals and the caretakers of generations
Spirit for the common good. For to one is given through the
of philosophical wisdom, Paul refused to diminish the
Spirit the utterance of wisdom, and to another the utterance
gospel to wisdom alone but engaged in supernatural
of knowledge according to the same Spirit, to another faith by
demonstration of the presence and validity of the kingdom
the same Spirit, to another gifts of healing by the one Spirit,
of God. He did not just appeal to their minds, but he also
to another the working of miracles, to another prophecy, to
brought the power of the Holy Spirit to bear.
another the ability to distinguish between spirits, to another various kinds of tongues, to another the interpretation of
“And I, when I came to you, brothers, did not come
tongues. All these are empowered by one and the same Spirit,
proclaiming to you the testimony of God with lofty speech or
who apportions to each one individually as he wills.”
wisdom. For I decided to know nothing among you except Jesus
1 Corinthians 12:4–11
Christ and him crucified. And I was with you in weakness and in fear and much trembling, and my speech and my message
In reading these words of Paul, I can’t find anything that
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the manifestation of the Holy Spirit in miraculous ways is
the Holy Spirit in a world that drains us of our heavenly
a “take it or leave it” proposition. In fact, he says that he
reality day after day. The Holy Spirit is the presence of
does not want believers to be ignorant. Ignorance can come
the kingdom of God within us and the guarantee of what
as a result of not knowing or as a result of intentionally
is still to come. He brings with Him the genetic code
“ignoring” something we are uncomfortable with.
of God’s nature revealed through us in the fruit that we bear (Gal. 5:22) when our hearts are fully captivated
Some have chosen to ignore or avoid discussion and pursuit
and surrendered to Him. He also comes with power,
of the gifts because of their controversial nature or due to
completely saturating our being with His presence and
some excesses they have seen or heard over the years. Still
“dynamic” power for ministry.
others are just simply unaware that God still desires for His church to be filled with believers who are filled with His
The apostles knew their dependency upon the Holy
presence and overflowing with signs that His kingdom is
Spirit. Why is the church so quick to assume that we
come. There is fear in some that we will run people off from
can make any significant difference or live up to our call
our churches if we are too “spiritual,” and so we adjust to
without the supernatural touch from the Holy Spirit?
make it palatable. But in our pursuit of acceptance are we
How can we love the way Jesus loved without the Holy
losing something at a very high cost? Pastor Jack Hayford
Spirit’s help? How can we treat God’s gifts to us as a
writes in his book Living the Spirit-Formed Life:
salad bar, where we choose which ingredients we want and those that we don’t? We desperately need it all. What
“But God isn’t impressed by either intellectual or
would it look like if every believer in every church fully
emotional sophistry. And as for society, it’s a question of
embraced the Holy Spirit as the leader and empowerer
degree: How far will you go to please the world? We may
of our lives? What if all of those parts of Jefferson’s Bible
feel we must pamper worldly-mindedness by cooling our
that were removed were highlighted and circled in our
praise in church. But inevitably, the flesh will prompt
Bibles as the focus of our pursuit?
us to cool our message, our convictions and our lifestyle as Christians. So before you dampen your praise or
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demonstrative worship or witnessing, consider just how
I have a tendency to run my car down to where it’s almost
much “cool” you think will ultimately satisfy the world.”
beyond the empty mark. Oftentimes I wait long after the “ding” goes off and the light flashes on the dashboard
Whatever the reason, whether abuse or avoidance, Paul
before I actually stop to refuel. Most of the time I am
makes it clear that a faith that is solely constructed by an
aware of how low I have allowed the gas gauge to get,
intellectual approach and logical reasoning is not a faith
but I procrastinate anyway. A few times this has resulted
that will stand, regardless of the age we are living in.
in me being stuck on the side of the road, unable to go anywhere and in need of someone to bail me out with a
He unashamedly encourages every believer to be motivated
gas can and a smile. You would think I would learn my
by love and to strongly desire spiritual gifts—to pursue
lesson and never let it get down that low again,
them, not pacify them. We need more than just the
but unfortunately I do.
idea of the Holy Spirit’s presence in our lives; we need tangible aid of heaven’s helper flowing through our lives
The church has a tendency to run dangerously low on the
in supernatural ways. We must be continually filled with
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much as an experiential statement. The world around us is constantly on the verge of an impending energy crisis. The volatility in the price of a barrel of oil skyrockets and then plunges, sending economies into free falls and creating panic in people’s hearts. Lines at gas stations extend out into the streets when a rumor of a disturbance in the overseas market hits the news wires. These energy concerns should be dwarfed by the urgency we should feel upon realizing how much we are attempting to do in our own strength. Eventually our strength will either come to nothing or become exhausted. In either case human power or ability can never replace the demonstration of heavenly power that declares the presence of the kingdom in our midst. What we see in the natural reflects a deeper spiritual reality. Our world is running on empty in more ways than one. But the church should not be in this place. Our inheritance is not lack or shortage but overflow and abundance. When there is an oil shortage in the lamp stand of the church, it is due our neglect and not God’s design. Jesus didn’t send us the Holy Spirit as a “once filled, always filled” gift. We must be continually filled, over and over again, a steady stream of heavenly energy and intimacy from the resources of heaven. We need to carefully monitor the dashboards of our lives and our churches to see where we are. As you go through the Book of Acts, one pattern prevails: the church was filled with the Holy Spirit often. To do otherwise will leave us on the side of the road holding our Bibles close but with little power or passion left to make any further progress. Our boldness will wane, and our vision will become blurry. When we come to realize as the first Christians did that the Holy Spirit is ready to move from being a trickle in our lives to becoming a mighty overflowing river from our lives, we will discover that we never have to redline it ever again. He is the Helper and Empowerer sent to fill the church with the glorious presence of Jesus.
This is an excerpt from the book Be Radiant by Lee Cummings. Lee is the founding and lead pastor of Radiant Church in Kalamazoo, Michigan, and also oversees the Radiant Network of Churches. Be Radiant is available in the Radiant Store.
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“What comes into our minds when we think about God is
“In the year that King Uzziah died.”
the most important thing about us.” A.W Tozer
Why was this timestamp so important to the story? Well, King Uzziah was a good king, and in Israel, if the king
Although this quote doesn’t directly address the topic of
was good and feared God, it often meant that Israel
worship, it does indirectly highlight an incredibly beautiful
would be blessed spiritually and naturally. You only
benefit of worship: the gift of helping us have the proper
need to skim through 1+2 Kings and 1+2 Chronicles to
view of God. Most Christians agree on the what the
see that when Israel was doing well there was usually a
main and plain of Scripture teaches about who God is.
God-fearing king leading the nation, and when Israel was
But who we really believe God to be at the center of our
under judgment, there was usually an evil leader at the
being isn’t truly exposed until we face difficulty. There’s
helm. So the reason King Uzziah’s death was of note was
a massive difference between knowing facts about God
because his death had implications that rippled through
and encountering truth. Facts are indisputable pieces of
the entire kingdom. Think of it in terms of how crazy
evidence that can be learned, but Truth is a Person to be
the United Stages get during election season. The fear and
encountered. Worship is the avenue in which things we
the hysteria produced by social media and mainstream
know to be factual about God become living realities in
news outlets becomes overwhelming, and at the end
our lives, and difficulty is what tests those living realities.
of the day all of this hysteria is produced despite the fact that in our democratic republic we can elect a new
I want to share a moment in Isaiah’s ministry that I think can
president every four years. Imagine living in a monocratic
help us understand how important worship is for receiving the
government where a King rules over the nation for 50-70
truth of who God is, particularly in the midst of difficulty.
years! Israel’s well being for the entirety of Isaiah’s life was at stake! Undoubtedly Isaiah would have been feeling and
“In the year that King Uzziah died, I saw the Lord sitting
processing major anxiety, turmoil, and fear related to what
on a throne, high and lifted up, and the train of His robe
was going to happen in his nation; a nation that he deeply
filled the temple.”
loved and was called to minister to. I can almost hear the
Isaiah 6:1
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will we have for the rest of our lives? Is Israel going to slip
How God responds in the midst of Isaiah’s situation
into moral decay? What type of world is going to be left
teaches us so much about worship: “I see the Lord seated
for my kids?” It doesn’t take too much of an imagination
on the throne” (Isaiah 6:1). God’s answer to Isaiah’s
to understand what Isaiah was going through.
problem was simply to reveal Himself. He pulled away the veil of Isaiah’s limited earthly perspective and gave him a
This was a monumental test for Isaiah, and it’s not far from
vision of who He was: An omnipotent God, seated on His
the kinds of tests we are exposed to on a regular basis.
throne, completely in control.
In the moments when it all seems to be hitting the fan in
I love the phrase “and the train of his robe filled the
our lives, who and what we worship is the most important
temple.” In those days, when a king conquered another
thing about us. What we truly worship is exposed when
king, the triumphant king would take part of the defeated
we experience difficulty. When the trials come, what do
king’s robe and sew it onto his robe to create a “train” that
we set our thoughts and emotions upon? When chaos
would show others how powerful the he was. So by saying
consumes our lives, do we meditate on the chaos or do we
the train of God’s robe filled the temple, God was showing
set our minds and affection on the Lord? This is where A.W
Isaiah that He was the King of Kings, and that He had
Tozer’s quote about the importance of needing to think
already conquered every opposing kingdom. God revealed
of God rightly is tied directly to our worship. In his crisis,
to Isaiah that he didn’t need to worry about who the next
the facts that Isaiah knew about God were not enough to
king in Israel would be, because He, the King of Kings,
sustain him. It was who he personally and intimately knew
was fully in control. The solution to Isaiah’s problem
God to be that would equip and strengthen him to lead
wasn’t found by looking deeper into his problem; it was
Israel through this pivotal moment in history.
found looking past his problem to a God who was seated on His Throne, fully in control.
Our normal reactions to chaos, trials and difficulty are wallow in self pity, lament our situations and ask questions
What if the very same thing that happened to Isaiah
based in hopelessness. “Why is this awful thing happening
happened to you? What if at this very moment you
to me? Is God even in control of what’s happening? Does
were supernaturally transported directly into the glorious
He even care? Am I going to be ok?” It’s easy to be swept
presence of God? If you were to be suddenly ushered into
up in the tumult of the moment when the pressure is
heaven, see God seated on His throne with your own
mounting in our lives and we don’t see a way of escape.
eyes, behold Jesus at the Father’s right hand, hear thunder
But God didn’t let Isaiah sulk in the doubt and unbelief.
and see lightning all around, witness millions of saints
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and angels worshipping—if you were to miraculously
anxiety, and instead of focusing on ourselves, we are able to
be caught up into the same glorious moment that Isaiah
look directly at God and sing truth about who He is. And
experienced, you might find yourself thinking about a
by singing about his goodness, glory and love, the problems
million things; but I can guarantee that you would not be
that seem insurmountable in our lives begin to diminish in
thinking about your current, temporal problems.
His presence. In their place, hope begins to fill our hearts and doubts begin to leave. It might not feel as supernatural as what
Questions like “how am I going to pay the mortgage?” or
Isaiah experienced, but it doesn’t have to be demonstrative to
“what am I going to do with this relationship that feels too
have a significant impact on our hearts and lives.
broken to repair?” start to fade away when you encounter the glory, beauty, mystery, grace, and love of God. And not only
There is something powerful and profound about gathering
is he Holy, beautiful and awesome, but you’re his child! You
together and singing directly to God, but you don’t have
are the apple of His eye. You are the crowned jewel of His
to wait until the next scheduled church service to worship
creation. If He is truly as powerful as He says He is, and if
this way. Right now, wherever you’re at, you can choose
He really loves you the way He says He does, then what do
to take your eyes off yourself and look to God. In doing
you need to be afraid of? When you enter God’s presence,
so, not only do you set your affections on the Person most
any thought that doesn’t align with the nature and character
deserving of your love, but you also are able to gain real,
of God is swallowed up and put into proper perspective.
tangible and experiential knowledge of who God is.
For Isaiah, the facts of his circumstance were that a good king was dead, Israel didn’t have a clear leader, and the future of his nation was in jeopardy. But the truth of
Caleb Culver is the Executive Pastor of Worship and Prayer
the situation was that God was seated on the throne,
Radiant Church, and plays an active role in many areas of
completely in control. And despite the fact that your trials
ministry at Radiant Church and in the Radiant Network.
and circumstances may not mirror Isaiah’s, and although
In addition to his pastoral and organizational leadership at
you may not ever be caught up in a heavenly encounter,
Radiant, he is also an accomplished songwriter, musician
you do have full access to come before the throne of grace
and composes music for films.
according to Hebrews 4:16. Worship is like a mini throne room encounter. We are able to enter into God’s presence with our stress, worry and
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Chris and DeeAnn Abke were feeling overwhelmed by
purpose of stoking the embers of your personal prayer life.
a looming financial challenge. In desperation, they took
I pray that you will say “Yes!” to a daily, fervent pursuit
some time late one evening—after settling their kids into
of Jesus in the secret place. My earnest prayer is that
bed—to pray and seek the Lord’s help. As they sat together
with each devotional you will gain renewed momentum
on their living room couch, making their petitions known
and a holy fascination to pursue the greatest pearl of
to God, suddenly an audible voice began to speak, “If you
human existence—a personal, intimate, passionate, living
need help, call 9-1-1. If you need help, call 9-1-1.”
relationship with the glorious Creator of the universe.
They heard the voice say this about four or five times, and then it
One of the best kept secrets of our faith is the blessedness
stopped. Mystified, Chris and DeeAnn just looked at each other.
and joy of cultivating a secret life with God. Imagine the
sheer delight of it even now. You’re tucked away in a quiet
The voice seemed to be coming from the garage, so they
nook; the door is shut; you’re curled up in a comfortable
cautiously opened the door and flipped on the garage
position; the living word of God is laid open before you;
lights, not sure what they would find. Everything was in its
Jesus Himself stands at your side; the Holy Spirit is gently
place except for a small toy ambulance, belonging to their
washing your heart; your love is awakened as you meditate
son, that lay by itself in the center of the garage floor.
upon the gracious words of His mouth; your spirit is
ignited and your mind is renewed; you talk to Him, and
Chris picked up the ambulance, pushed a button next to
He talks to you in the language of intimate friendship.
its emergency lights, and the voice began to speak, “If you
need help, call 9-1-1.” As they wondered aloud how the toy
Ahhh, it doesn’t get any better than this!
had activated of its own accord, suddenly the Holy Spirit
seemed to nudge Chris with these words, “If you need help,
Hell will do everything in its power to misrepresent and
call 9-1-1—Psalm 91:1.” Going back to the Scriptures, the
distort the exuberant delight of this dynamic reality; this
verse had an entirely new meaning to them as they read it
present world system is strategically designed to squeeze
together: “He who dwells in the secret place of the Most
out your time and energy for the secret place; the church
High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.”
usually focuses its best energies on getting saints busy;
and there seem to be relatively few believers whose secret
Chris and DeeAnn understood this incident to be God’s
life with God is so vibrantly life-giving that it kindles a
way of directing their hearts to a renewed commitment to
contagious desire in others to follow their example.
that secret place relationship with Him. The inference was
that God would direct their steps related to their financial
I connect viscerally with the pain of countless believers
needs as they gave themselves to the intimacy of abiding in
who carry the conviction that the secret place is central
the presence of the Almighty.
to an overcoming life but who struggle on a regular basis
to maintain the secret place as a daily lifestyle. I know
I share my friends’ story with you because I am absolutely
what it’s like to live below what the Christian walk could
convinced the power of heaven is unlocked on earth when
be and yet feel almost powerless to change anything.
we devote ourselves to the secret place of the Most High.
I’ve watched myself return persistently to the sources
Therefore, I have written this book with the singular
which are no source. For example, when wanting to get
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revitalized from a draining day, we will look to television,
The eruption of fruitfulness from his life must have caught
as though its distractions will renew us—only to be left
even him off guard!
empty for the umpteenth time. Or, we will attend a
church service in the hope that the preacher’s walk with
Many of you reading this book have a call to
God will infuse us with fresh energy for the journey. But
neighborhoods, to cities, and also to nations. As you
deep down we know that sermons and teachings, although
devote yourself to the secret place with God, He will birth
edifying, can never replace the carrying power we nd when
something within you that will spread, in His time, to the
we sit at His feet and hear His word for ourselves.
four corners of your sphere. It’s an awesome secret: The
call of God burning in your breast will be uncontainable
We don’t need to add another condemning word to the
and unstoppable as you devote yourself to the fiery passion
berating voices we all know so well. What we need, rather, is
of intimate communion with the Lover of your soul.
for our eyes to be lifted to the glorious hope we already carry
within. My desire is that I might share some secrets—lessons
Won’t you join me in pressing forward into new
I’ve learned mostly by doing it wrong rst—to empower you
dimensions of kingdom power and glory? The face of
toward the goal of the upward call of God in Christ.
Christianity is changed, generation after generation, by
those who discover the power of the secret place. I pray
When we learn to dwell in the secret place of the Most
that with the reading of every page you will join me in
High, we are positioning ourselves to discover the key
saying “Yes!” to the secret of the centuries.
to true kingdom fruitfulness. Reproductive power is
unlocked in the shadow of the Almighty! One of the
“What is this secret?” someone might ask.
best Bible examples of this truth is found in the life of Cornelius, the rst Gentile believer. Cornelius was a
The secret place is the secret!
devout Gentile who committed himself to the secret place of prayer. His piety is described in the Book of Acts as fourfold: he gave regularly to the poor; he lived a holy
This is an excerpt from the book Secrets of the Secret Place
lifestyle; he practiced fasting; and he adhered to the secret
by Bob Sorge. Bob is “the speaker who can’t talk”—that
place of prayer. It was because of those four pursuits
is, his speaking strength reduced to a whisper because of
that God lled Cornelius and his household with the
a debilitating vocal injury he suffered over 20 years ago.
Holy Spirit and made them the firstfruits of all Gentile
Through the journey, God has given him an empowering
believers. It’s as though God said, “Cornelius, because of
message that explores God’s purposes in fiery trials. It’s not
your passionate conviction for the secret place, your life is
the fire that changes you but your pursuit of God in the
the kind of example that I can reproduce in the nations.
fire that changes you. Bob has a unique way of helping us
So I’m designating you to be the first Gentile to receive
process our journey so we stay in the race and overcome.
the Holy Spirit, because I’m going to take your devotion
Secrets of the Secret Place is available in the Radiant Store.
to the secret place and export it to every nation on earth!” By making Cornelius the catalyst for the redemption of the nations, God was giving a powerful endorsement to Cornelius’s priority of cultivating a hidden life with God.
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WA L K I N G I N COMMUNITY BY
T O N Y
CA L A B RE SE
In 1990, a gentleman by the name of Christopher
The cause of death was uncertain. Some believe he either died
McCandless graduated from Emory University.
of starvation or from eating a poisoned seed plant.
Shortly after his graduation, he set out on a quest for independence. He changed his name, cut off contact
Among the few possessions of his that were recovered were
with his family, donated all his savings to charity and
his books and journal. Some of the last entries he penned
abandoned his car. Chris thought that if he set out to
in his journal seemed to suggest that his paradigms of
live in the wilderness of Alaska alone with complete
identity and happiness had changed between the time
independence from people and a pure union with nature,
he entered the wilderness and the time he passed away.
he would experience ultimate joy. After hitchhiking and
Shortly before it was too late, Christopher McCandless
journeying south, west and north, he ended up reaching
realized that an unshared happiness is not happiness.
his zenith: the wilds of Alaska.
Happiness is only real when shared with people.
He set off on his journey with ten pounds of rice, a .22
His story is a stark reminder of a universal truth: we
caliber rifle, several boxes of ammunition, a camera, some
cannot make it through life alone.
camping gear, some books and a journal. He didn’t take I think a lot of us are like Christopher in our walk with
a map or a compass.
Jesus. We do the right things: seek, pursue and set our Christopher was seeking the truest foundation of his identity,
gaze upon Jesus. But we do them the wrong way: alone.
and he believed that being completely alone in the beauty of
You see, we live in a culture that glorifies independence
the wild was the best way to find what he was looking for.
and effectively hands out badges of honor to those who
He was convinced that by escaping the world he saw around
do things alone. We see it as an accomplishment to build
him and leaving what he knew behind, that he would be able
things without anyone’s help, or to reach high and lofty
to discover a better life and a stronger sense of self.
goals without any support. This thinking has even seeped its way into the church as many people in our postmodern
Christopher lasted about four months in the Alaskan
culture claim to “love Jesus, but not the Church.” This
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“After He had hung the stars in the sky, separated land and
which equated to about a two-hour walk. As they walked
sea, filled the earth with life, formed Man in His own image
and talked about the recent events surrounding the
and created the paradise of Eden, God had this to say:
resurrection, Jesus showed up in the middle of their
Then the LORD God said, “It is not good that the man
journey and began to explain to them who He was. Yet
should be alone; I will make him a helper fit for him.”
they didn’t recognize Him until the very last part of their
Genesis 2:18
journey. They sat together for a meal, and when Jesus broke bread and gave thanks for is, verse 31 tells us that,
The only thing in all of God’s wondrous creation that
“their eyes were opened and they recognized him.”
was not good was for mankind to be alone. Dietrich Bonhoeffer, the 20th century pastor and martyr rightly
This story highlights three things that I feel are significant
warned, “Let he who is not in community beware of
for all of us as we seek the Lord as individuals and as a
being alone, because it is community to which you were
community in our walks with God:
called.” If you’re going through life alone, it’s not good. Jesus draws near to our togetherness. Now to be clear, I’m not saying that solitude in life is entirely bad. You can worship God by yourself, and
In verses 14-15, these two individuals were “talking with
you should. You can read scripture by yourself, and you
each other” and when they were “discussing together”
should. You can pray in solitude, and you should. Seeking
Jesus drew near to them. Jesus joins our togetherness
the Lord in the secret place is one of the things that Jesus
because He’s magnetically drawn to it. Jesus Himself
taught us to do, so it should be a part of our everyday
declared that, “For where two or three are gathered in
lives. But equally important is also doing all these things
my name, there am I with them” (Matthew 18:20).
within the context of community and relationships.
Remember that Jesus did ministry with His disciples, not apart from them. Even when He was directing them
Seeking the face of God is foundational for experiencing
toward on-the-job training, He sent them out two-by-
the amazing life that Jesus has made available to us.
two, never alone (Luke 10:1ff). The half brother of Jesus,
He has freely and abundantly given us grace, mercy,
James, says that when we draw near to God, He draws
acceptance, joy, purpose, love and affection, and when
near to us (James 4:8). When the church met to discuss
we passionately pursue Him alongside fellow believers,
what to do with the incredible growth of the church from
a special door in opened to us through which we can
Acts 13-14 (and all the Gentiles coming into the church),
discover the fullness of all He has for us.
the apostles, elders, and the church body met together to discuss it. Acts 15:28 says that, “It seemed good to
Throughout scripture, we see the word “walk” appear
the Holy Spirit and to us not to burden you.” You can
time and time again. Many times it is used as a metaphor
worship God every day by yourself, but it’s not enough.
for how an individual lives or conducts their life. The
You can pray to God everyday by yourself, but it’s not
infinitive “to walk” also has a Hebraistic translation:
enough. You can read the bible everyday by yourself, but
“to live.” In Luke 24, on the third day when Jesus had
it’s not enough. You were designed for fellowship
risen from the dead, there were two disciples who were
and community. Something amazing happens when we
walking. They were on a seven-mile journey to Emmaus,
come into God’s presence together.
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We see at the beginning of this account that these two
people, you ensure that you will move in the direction
travelers knew of Jesus, yet didn’t recognize Him in his
God is calling you to move.
resurrected form. It says, “their eyes were kept from recognizing him” (v. 16). There is a phenomenon called
Our awe is accentuated, our adoration increased, our joy
face blindness in which people who can otherwise see
doubled when we worship and pursue Jesus together. As the
perfectly well can’t process the faces of individuals they
Swedish proverb says, a shared joy is a double joy. When
should know. Perhaps these two were face blind. It was
we seek the Lord in the context of community, the blessings
only when they were at the table breaking bread together
promised through Jesus become deeper and richer.
with the risen Lord that their eyes were opened (v. 35). Similarly for us, sometimes we can most clearly see Jesus for
“Since we have a great high priest over the house of God, let
who He truly is in the context of community. There can be
us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith.”
a deeper understanding of His nature when we create space
Hebrews 10:22
to remember Him together. And when the storms and trials of life come against us, and we feel like we can’t recognize the presence of Jesus in our situations, we can find solace,
Tony Calabrese is the founding and lead pastor of Radiant
comfort and strength in those walking through the storm
Church Nashville. Before he was called to plant a church,
with us. Christ can be revealed to us in all things, through
he served on the Radiant Church lead team in Kalamazoo
all circumstances, when we come together and live out our
as the Pastor of Groups and Spiritual Formation.
lives in community. We only get to where we want to go together. Like the two disciples in this story, we are all on a journey. And no matter what direction you’re headed, you can be sure of one thing: walking with others alongside you is always better than going it alone. Proverbs 13:20 says, “Whoever walks with the wise becomes wise, but the companion of fools will suffer harm.” In other words, when you do life with people who are moving in the same direction you want to move in, they will help you move in that direction better and faster than you ever could alone. On the flipside, those who surround themselves with fools are worse off for it. If you surround yourself with the right
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LISTEN FOR HIS VOICE BY
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A highlight of a normal workday for me comes when
“hand-me-ups.” As Christmas approached in seventh
one of my kids calls me from the home phone. “Home”
grade, I decided to be done with other people’s clothes.
appears on my screen and regardless of which of my kids it
I wanted my own. In a similar way, we often spiritually
may be, I love to hear their voice exclaim, “Hi, Dad!”
live off the “hand-me-ups” of others. You were meant for more than secondhand encounters.
Even though all four of my kids’ little voices on the phone would sound similar to a stranger, it’s easy for me to
As a believer, you have been given access to something more
recognize the distinctions in each voice. I know their voices
precious than gold: a personal friendship with Jesus. Friends
really well because we do life together. Jesus said in John
talk to each other, and God’s desire for your relationship
10:27, “My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and
with Him is no exception. But don’t be surprised when
they follow me.” If you’ll listen carefully, He’s still speaking
He doesn’t speak to you the way you want Him to.
and hearing His voice can be one of life’s highlights.
Years ago, God put a dream in my heart to plant a Jesus wants to speak directly to you. He cares about you,
church. Many of the church planters I had known over
and He’s mindful of every detail about your life; your
the years told me stories of how miraculously God had
job, your circumstance, your relationships. His desire
spoken to them about their callings as church planters.
is that you wouldn’t settle for hearing His voice solely
They received specific signs and words of confirmation,
through other people’s books, songs, sermons and stories.
and it sounded to me like God had taken them to the
While it’s good to engage with and be encouraged by
highest mountain tops and spoken to all of them in
other people’s journeys, you were meant for more than
grandiose fashion about their callings and assignments.
secondhand encounters. So after I had felt the longing in my heart to plant a When I was a boy, families in our church generously
church, I waited for my own personal mountain top
gave me garbage bags full of their hand-me-down clothes.
experience where God would call me by name and set
Because I was so small, I often received clothing from boys
my vision into motion! But the big “God moment” I was
that had outgrown their clothes even though they were
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The Lord spoke to me at an unexpected time in an unexpected way through a preacher, who at one point in his message said, “If there is a desire deep inside your heart that you just can’t shake, that’s probably the Lord!” My heart began race, and I knew God was calling me to plant a church. But He didn’t call me in the way I wanted to be called. Instead of an epic conversation with God, I received a desire that I couldn’t shake. In 1 Kings 18 Elijah called down fire from heaven, but a chapter later he heard God speak in just a whisper. Sometimes God speaks through the fire, and sometimes He speaks through a whisper. It’s important that that we remain content with God’s voice even when He doesn’t speak to us in the way we want or expect. It’s also important to remember that God often speaks direction without details. As Americans, we love to plan things out and know exactly what to expect. We have financial plan, health plans, education plans, career plans, and plans for when those plans to pan out. Yet when God calls us out, He often asks us to take steps before we can see the masterplan. We see this all throughout scripture: Jesus called His disciples to follow Him without giving them a plan. God told Abraham to leave his home and go to a place that God would show him after he stepped out in faith. God anointed David as the king of Israel years before he was able to ascend to the throne. God led the people out of Egypt to a promised land they couldn’t yet see. God usually gives us a compass, but rarely does He hand out maps. We resist this because we love to navigate life with certainties, but He wants us to lean on Him, trust Him through the process, and live by faith. “Trust God from the bottom of your heart; don’t try to figure out everything on your own. Listen for God’s voice in everything you do, everywhere you go; he’s the one who will keep you on track.” Proverbs 3:5-6 MSG
David Perkins is the founding pastor of Radiant Church in Kansas City, where he lives with his wife, Renata, and their four children. He has a passion for prayer, discipling young people, investing in church leaders, and finding cool coffee shops in Kansas City.
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When God brought the people of Israel from Egypt, through
kingdom are predicated upon the necessity of hearing
the Red Sea, to Mount Sinai, He appeared to the nation
God. When the Lord gave me this truth, I wanted to
as a visible re on the mountain and spoke to them with a
underline every occurrence of the word “hear” in my
thundering audible voice. The experience was so awesome it
Bible. My paradigm of kingdom living was radically
totally overpowered the Israelites, who asked that Moses go
realigned because I was awakened to the fact that
instead and speak to God by himself on their behalf.
everything changes when I hear from God and act upon
that word. This is the wellspring of eternal life; this is the
The psalmist described this scene with a most unusual
fountainhead of kingdom power and authority; this is
phrase: “I answered you in the secret place of thunder”
the source of wisdom, understanding, and life direction!
(Psalm 81:7). God viewed the convocation with His people
Nothing can replace the con dence and authority that
on Mt. Sinai as a “secret place” encounter with His people.
comes from hearing God. Hearing God’s voice has
He called them aside to a deserted mountain in order to
become the singular quest of my heart, the sole pursuit
speak with them and give them His commandments.
that alone satisfies the great longings of my heart.
God has always designed that the secret place be a place
For this reason, I strongly advocate for a prayer life that is
where He answers us and speaks to us. Sometimes, He even
comprised mostly of silence. It’s a great delight to talk to
apprehends us by thundering to us with His awesome voice.
God, but it’s even more thrilling when He talks to us. I’ve
There is nothing more glorious in all of life than hearing His
discovered that He has more important things to say than I
voice! God has always longed to have the kind of intimate
do. Things don’t change when I talk to God; things change
relationship with His people wherein they hear His voice
when God talks to me. When I talk, nothing happens;
and respond accordingly. We close the door to our secret
when God talks, the universe comes into existence. So the
place so that we might shut out all distracting voices and
power of prayer is found, not in convincing God of my
tune our hearts to the one voice which we long to hear. “The
agenda, but in waiting upon Him to hear His agenda.
secret place of thunder”—what an awesome description of
the place where we come aside to be with our Lord!
I do not mean to give the impression that hearing God’s voice is my daily experience in the secret place. Far from
Something profound happened inside me the day the
it! Most days I come away with unful lled longings,
Lord showed me the single most important word in the
unrequited initiatives, unanswered prayers, unrealized
entire Bible. I was on an intense study of Jesus’ teachings, and was suddenly struck by how often Jesus talked about the necessity of hearing. For example, He cried out, “‘He who has ears to hear, let him hear!’” (Matthew 13:9). His words hit me like a freight train. I realized that everything in the kingdom depends upon whether or not we hear the word of God. The Holy Spirit began to extrapolate that truth for me to the breadth of the entire Bible, and
aspirations, deferred hopes, and incomplete understandings. But then along comes one of those days—you know what I mean—when heaven leans over and God speaks a word directly to the heart. He breathes upon a portion of Scripture and personalizes its meaning precisely to my felt needs. Oh what glory! That moment is worth all of the knocking and seeking of the preceding days. I will endure
suddenly I saw it: The word “hear” is the most important
months of silence if He will but speak one creative word
word in the Bible! The most important treasures in the
from His mouth to my spirit.
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My role in the secret place is to listen for anything God
until. He longs to commune with you.
might want to speak. If He doesn’t speak to me, my time
When listening, it is a common experience to be
spent in silent listening is not futile or in vain. I haven’t
bombarded with thoughts about all that must be done in
missed something or failed to connect. I’ve done my part.
our daily duties. A practical suggestion: Take a notepad
It is so important to me that I put myself in a posture
to the secret place, and write down “things to do” as they
of listening. I’m convinced there have been times I have
interrupt your listening. Then, you can put those thoughts
not clearly heard God’s word to my heart because I have
out of mind and maintain your focus where you want it,
not been listening at the time He was speaking. I realize
knowing that you’ll not forget about those details later.
I can’t tell God what to speak, or when to speak it. But I can position myself in the secret place so that, when He
Be encouraged by the fact that you’re not the only one
chooses to speak, I am found listening.
who finds listening a very challenging discipline to master.
The best attainments in God always come the hardest. Be
Scripture says,“‘Today, if you will hear His voice’” (Psalm
prepared to make the discipline of attentive listening a
95:7). So hearing the voice of God is largely a matter of
lifetime pursuit that will become easier in the doing of it.
the will. We must choose to hear Him. We make the
Let’s grow together!
choice by setting aside time to listen quietly. This hearing is a “today” thing that we do. It says “if” because hearing His voice is conditional—built upon the condition of
This is an excerpt from the book Secrets of the Secret Place
quieting our hearts to listen.
by Bob Sorge. Bob is “the speaker who can’t talk”—that
is, his speaking strength reduced to a whisper because of
All of us want God to hear our prayers. But the Lord said,
a debilitating vocal injury he suffered over 20 years ago.
“‘Therefore it happened, that just as He proclaimed and
Through the journey, God has given him an empowering
they would not hear, so they called out and I would not
message that explores God’s purposes in fiery trials. It’s not
listen’” (Zechariah 7:13). In other words, God is saying,
the fire that changes you but your pursuit of God in the
“When I spoke, you didn’t listen to Me; therefore, when
fire that changes you. Bob has a unique way of helping us
you speak, I won’t listen to you.” The inference is that
process our journey so we stay in the race and overcome.
when we hear God’s voice, He in turn listens to our voice.
Secrets of the Secret Place is available in the Radiant Store.
Oh, how can I speak of this wondrous secret more articulately? How can I make it more plain? Hearing God is the most cherished secret of the secret place. Do not believe your adversary’s lies. He would tell you that you are unable to hear the voice of God. Nothing could be further from the truth. Jesus said of you, “‘My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me’” (John 10:27). You can hear the voice of God. Stop everything, come aside, listen, and wait on Him. Wait
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“They did eat of the fruit of the land of Canaan that year.” Joshua 5:12 Israel’s weary wanderings were all over, and the promised
A part of the host will this year tarry on earth, to do service
rest was attained. No more moving tents, fiery serpents,
for their Lord. If this should fall to our lot, there is no
fierce Amalekites, and howling wildernesses: they came
reason why the New Year’s text should not still be true.
to the land which flowed with milk and honey, and they
“We who have believed do enter into rest.” The Holy
ate the old corn of the land. Perhaps this year, beloved
Spirit is the earnest of our inheritance; he gives us “glory
Christian reader, this may be thy case or mine. Joyful is
begun below.” In heaven they are secure, and so are we
the prospect, and if faith be in active exercise, it will yield
preserved in Christ Jesus; there they triumph over their
unalloyed delight. To be with Jesus in the rest which
enemies, and we have victories too. Celestial spirits enjoy
remaineth for the people of God, is a cheering hope
communion with their Lord, and this is not denied to us;
indeed, and to expect this glory so soon is a double bliss.
they rest in his love, and we have perfect peace in him:
Unbelief shudders at the Jordan which still rolls between
they hymn his praise, and it is our privilege to bless him
us and the goodly land, but let us rest assured that we
too. We will this year gather celestial fruits on earthly
have already experienced more ills than death at its worst
ground, where faith and hope have made the desert like the
can cause us. Let us banish every fearful thought, and
garden of the Lord. Man did eat angels’ food of old, and
rejoice with exceeding great joy, in the prospect that this
why not now? O for grace to feed on Jesus, and so to eat of
year we shall begin to be “forever with the Lord.”
the fruit of the land of Canaan this year!
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“We will be glad and rejoice in thee.” Song of Solomon 1:4 We will be glad and rejoice in thee. We will not open
Jerusalem. We will be glad and rejoice: two words with
the gates of the year to the dolorous notes of the sackbut,
one sense, double joy, blessedness upon blessedness. Need
but to the sweet strains of the harp of joy, and the high
there be any limit to our rejoicing in the Lord even now?
sounding cymbals of gladness. “O come, let us sing unto
Do not men of grace find their Lord to be camphire and
the Lord: let us make a joyful noise unto the rock of
spikenard, calamus and cinnamon even now, and what
our salvation.” We, the called and faithful and chosen,
better fragrance have they in heaven itself? We will be glad
we will drive away our griefs, and set up our banners of
and rejoice in Thee. That last word is the meat in the dish,
confidence in the name of God. Let others lament over
the kernel of the nut, the soul of the text. What heavens
their troubles, we who have the sweetening tree to cast
are laid up in Jesus! What rivers of infinite bliss have
into Marah’s bitter pool, with joy will magnify the Lord.
their source, aye, and every drop of their fulness in him!
Eternal Spirit, our effectual Comforter, we who are the
Since, O sweet Lord Jesus, thou art the present portion
temples in which thou dwellest, will never cease from
of thy people, favour us this year with such a sense of thy
adoring and blessing the name of Jesus. We will, we
preciousness, that from its first to its last day we may be
are resolved about it, Jesus must have the crown of our
glad and rejoice in thee. Let January open with joy in the
heart’s delight; we will not dishonour our Bridegroom
Lord, and December close with gladness in Jesus.
by mourning in his presence. We are ordained to be the minstrels of the skies, let us rehearse our everlasting anthem before we sing it in the halls of the New
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“Continue in prayer.” Colossians 4:2 It is interesting to remark how large a portion of Sacred
to pray. Dost thou want nothing? Then, I fear thou dost
Writ is occupied with the subject of prayer, either in
not know thy poverty. Hast thou no mercy to ask of
furnishing examples, enforcing precepts, or pronouncing
God? Then, may the Lord’s mercy show thee thy misery!
promises. We scarcely open the Bible before we read,
A prayerless soul is a Christless soul. Prayer is the lisping
“Then began men to call upon the name of the Lord;”
of the believing infant, the shout of the fighting believer,
and just as we are about to close the volume, the “Amen”
the requiem of the dying saint falling asleep in Jesus. It is
of an earnest supplication meets our ear. Instances are
the breath, the watchword, the comfort, the strength, the
plentiful. Here we find a wrestling Jacob—there a Daniel
honour of a Christian. If thou be a child of God, thou
who prayed three times a day—and a David who with all
wilt seek thy Father’s face, and live in thy Father’s love.
his heart called upon his God. On the mountain we see
Pray that this year thou mayst be holy, humble, zealous,
Elias; in the dungeon Paul and Silas. We have multitudes
and patient; have closer communion with Christ, and
of commands, and myriads of promises. What does this
enter oftener into the banqueting-house of his love. Pray
teach us, but the sacred importance and necessity of
that thou mayst be an example and a blessing unto others,
prayer? We may be certain that whatever God has made
and that thou mayst live more to the glory of thy Master.
prominent in his Word, he intended to be conspicuous in
The motto for this year must be, “Continue in prayer.”
our lives. If he has said much about prayer, it is because he knows we have much need of it. So deep are our necessities, that until we are in heaven we must not cease
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“Let the people renew their strength.” Isaiah 41:1 All things on earth need to be renewed. No created thing
upon him as the flowers wait upon the dew. Without
continueth by itself. “Thou renewest the face of the year,”
constant restoration we are not ready for the perpetual
was the Psalmist’s utterance. Even the trees, which wear
assaults of hell, or the stern afflictions of heaven, or
not themselves with care, nor shorten their lives with
even for the strifes within. When the whirlwind shall
labour, must drink of the rain of heaven and suck from
be loosed, woe to the tree that hath not sucked up fresh
the hidden treasures of the soil. The cedars of Lebanon,
sap, and grasped the rock with many intertwisted roots.
which God has planted, only live because day by day they
When tempests arise, woe to the mariners that have not
are full of sap fresh drawn from the earth. Neither can
strengthened their mast, nor cast their anchor, nor sought
man’s life be sustained without renewal from God. As it is
the haven. If we suffer the good to grow weaker, the evil
necessary to repair the waste of the body by the frequent
will surely gather strength and struggle desperately for the
meal, so we must repair the waste of the soul by feeding
mastery over us; and so, perhaps, a painful desolation, and
upon the Book of God, or by listening to the preached
a lamentable disgrace may follow. Let us draw near to the
Word, or by the soul-fattening table of the ordinances.
footstool of divine mercy in humble entreaty, and we shall
How depressed are our graces when means are neglected!
realize the fulfilment of the promise, “They that wait on
What poor starvelings some saints are who live without
the Lord shall renew their strength.”
the diligent use of the Word of God and secret prayer! If our piety can live without God it is not of divine creating; it is but a dream; for if God had begotten it, it would wait
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“I will give thee for a covenant of the people.” Isaiah 49:8 Jesus Christ is himself the sum and substance of the
that is yours, for he will by his justice see to it that all
covenant, and as one of its gifts. He is the property of
which is promised to you in the covenant of grace shall
every believer. Believer, canst thou estimate what thou
be most certainly secured to you. And all that he has as
hast gotten in Christ? “In him dwelleth all the fulness of
perfect man is yours. As a perfect man the Father’s delight
the Godhead bodily.” Consider that word “God” and its
was upon him. He stood accepted by the Most High. O
infinity, and then meditate upon “perfect man” and all
believer, God’s acceptance of Christ is thine acceptance;
his beauty; for all that Christ, as God and man, ever had,
for knowest thou not that the love which the Father set
or can have, is thine—out of pure free favour, passed over
on a perfect Christ, he sets on thee now? For all that
to thee to be thine entailed property forever. Our blessed
Christ did is thine. That perfect righteousness which Jesus
Jesus, as God, is omniscient, omnipresent, omnipotent.
wrought out, when through his stainless life he kept the
Will it not console you to know that all these great and
law and made it honourable, is thine, and is imputed to
glorious attributes are altogether yours? Has he power?
thee. Christ is in the covenant.
That power is yours to support and strengthen you, to overcome your enemies, and to preserve you even to the
“My God, I am thine—what a comfort divine!
end. Has he love? Well, there is not a drop of love in his
What a blessing to know that the Saviour is mine!
heart which is not yours; you may dive into the immense
In the heavenly Lamb thrice happy I am, And my heart it
ocean of his love, and you may say of it all, “It is mine.”
doth dance at the sound of his name.”
Hath he justice? It may seem a stern attribute, but even
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“The voice of one crying in the wilderness, Prepare ye the way of the Lord, make his paths straight.” Luke 3:4 The voice crying in the wilderness demanded a way for the
The crooked shall be made straight. The wavering heart
Lord, a way prepared, and a way prepared in the wilderness.
must have a straight path of decision for God and holiness
I would be attentive to the Master’s proclamation, and give
marked out for it. Double-minded men are strangers to the
him a road into my heart, cast up by gracious operations,
God of truth. My soul, take heed that thou be in all things
through the desert of my nature. The four directions in the
honest and true, as in the sight of the heart-searching God.
text must have my serious attention.
The rough places shall be made smooth. Stumbling-
Every valley must be exalted. Low and grovelling thoughts
blocks of sin must be removed, and thorns and briers
of God must be given up; doubting and despairing must
of rebellion must be uprooted. So great a visitor must
be removed; and self-seeking and carnal delights must be
not find miry ways and stony places when he comes to
forsaken. Across these deep valleys a glorious causeway of
honour his favoured ones with his company. Oh that
grace must be raised.
this evening the Lord may find in my heart a highway
made ready by his grace, that he may make a triumphal
Every mountain and hill shall be laid low. Proud creature-
progress through the utmost bounds of my soul, from the
sufficiency, and boastful self- righteousness, must be
beginning of this year even to the end of it.
levelled, to make a highway for the King of kings. Divine fellowship is never vouchsafed to haughty, highminded sinners. The Lord hath respect unto the lowly, and visits the contrite in heart, but the lofty are an abomination unto him. My soul, beseech the Holy Spirit to set thee right in this respect.
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“Grow in grace, and in the knowledge of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.” 2 Peter 3:18 “Grow in grace”—not in one grace only, but in all grace.
although Christ doth satisfy, yet it is such a satisfaction,
Grow in that root-grace, faith. Believe the promises more
that the appetite is not cloyed, but whetted. If you know
firmly than you have done. Let faith increase in fullness,
the love of Jesus—as the hart panteth for the water-
constancy, simplicity. Grow also in love. Ask that your
brooks, so will you pant after deeper draughts of his love.
love may become extended, more intense, more practical,
If you do not desire to know him better, then you love
influencing every thought, word, and deed. Grow likewise
him not, for love always cries, “Nearer, nearer.” Absence
in humility. Seek to lie very low, and know more of your
from Christ is hell; but the presence of Jesus is heaven.
own nothingness. As you grow downward in humility,
Rest not then content without an increasing acquaintance
seek also to grow upward—having nearer approaches to
with Jesus. Seek to know more of him in his divine
God in prayer and more intimate fellowship with Jesus.
nature, in his human relationship, in his finished work,
May God the Holy Spirit enable you to “grow in the
in his death, in his resurrection, in his present glorious
knowledge of our Lord and Saviour.” He who grows not
intercession, and in his future royal advent. Abide hard
in the knowledge of Jesus, refuses to be blessed. To know
by the Cross, and search the mystery of his wounds. An
him is “life eternal,” and to advance in the knowledge of
increase of love to Jesus, and a more perfect apprehension
him is to increase in happiness. He who does not long
of his love to us is one of the best tests of growth in grace.
to know more of Christ, knows nothing of him yet. Whoever hath sipped this wine will thirst for more, for
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“And Joseph knew his brethren, but they knew not him.” Genesis 42:8 This morning our desires went forth for growth in our
But, alas! we knew not our royal Brother, and out of this
acquaintance with the Lord Jesus; it may be well tonight
ignorance grew a host of sins. We withheld our hearts
to consider a kindred topic, namely, our heavenly Joseph’s
from him, and allowed him no entrance to our love. We
knowledge of us. This was most blessedly perfect long
mistrusted him, and gave no credit to his words. We
before we had the slightest knowledge of him. “His eyes
rebelled against him, and paid him no loving homage.
beheld our substance, yet being imperfect, and in his book
The Sun of Righteousness shone forth, and we could
all our members were written, when as yet there was none
not see him. Heaven came down to earth, and earth
of them.” Before we had a being in the world we had a
perceived it not. Let God be praised, those days are over
being in his heart. When we were enemies to him, he
with us; yet even now it is but little that we know of Jesus
knew us, our misery, our madness, and our wickedness.
compared with what he knows of us. We have but begun
When we wept bitterly in despairing repentance, and
to study him, but he knoweth us altogether. It is a blessed
viewed him only as a judge and a ruler, he viewed us as
circumstance that the ignorance is not on his side, for
his brethren well beloved, and his bowels yearned towards
then it would be a hopeless case for us. He will not say
us. He never mistook his chosen, but always beheld them
to us, “I never knew you,” but he will confess our names
as objects of his infinite affection. “The Lord knoweth
in the day of his appearing, and meanwhile will manifest
them that are his,” is as true of the prodigals who are
himself to us as he doth not unto the world.
feeding swine as of the children who sit at the table.
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“And God saw the light, that it was good: and God divided the light from the darkness.” Genesis 1:4 Light might well be good since it sprang from that fiat of
No sooner is there a good thing in the world, than
goodness, “Let there be light.” We who enjoy it should be
a division is necessary. Light and darkness have no
more grateful for it than we are, and see more of God in
communion; God has divided them, let us not confound
it and by it. Light physical is said by Solomon to be sweet,
them. Sons of light must not have fellowship with deeds,
but gospel light is infinitely more precious, for it reveals
doctrines, or deceits of darkness. The children of the day
eternal things, and ministers to our immortal natures.
must be sober, honest, and bold in their Lord’s work,
When the Holy Spirit gives us spiritual light, and opens
leaving the works of darkness to those who shall dwell in
our eyes to behold the glory of God in the face of Jesus
it forever. Our Churches should by discipline divide the
Christ, we behold sin in its true colours, and ourselves in
light from the darkness, and we should by our distinct
our real position; we see the Most Holy God as he reveals
separation from the world do the same. In judgment, in
himself, the plan of mercy as he propounds it, and the
action, in hearing, in teaching, in association, we must
world to come as the Word describes it. Spiritual light has
discern between the precious and the vile, and maintain the
many beams and prismatic colours, but whether they be
great distinction which the Lord made upon the world’s
knowledge, joy, holiness, or life, all are divinely good. If
first day. O Lord Jesus, be thou our light throughout the
the light received be thus good, what must the essential
whole of this day, for thy light is the light of men.
light be, and how glorious must be the place where he reveals himself. O Lord, since light is so good, give us more of it, and more of thyself, the true light.
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“And God saw the light.” Genesis 1:4 This morning we noticed the goodness of the light, and
groaning because of inbred sin, and mourning over your
the Lord’s dividing it from the darkness, we now note
darkness, yet the Lord sees “light” in your heart, for he
the special eye which the Lord had for the light. “God
has put it there, and all the cloudiness and gloom of your
saw the light”—he looked at it with complacency, gazed
soul cannot conceal your light from his gracious eye. You
upon it with pleasure, saw that it “was good.” If the Lord
may have sunk low in despondency, and even despair; but
has given you light, dear reader, he looks on that light
if your soul has any longing towards Christ, and if you are
with peculiar interest; for not only is it dear to him as
seeking to rest in his finished work, God sees the “light.”
his own handiwork, but because it is like himself, for
He not only sees it, but he also preserves it in you. “I,
“He is light.” Pleasant it is to the believer to know that
the Lord, do keep it.” This is a precious thought to those
God’s eye is thus tenderly observant of that work of grace
who, after anxious watching and guarding of themselves,
which he has begun. He never loses sight of the treasure
feel their own powerlessness to do so. The light thus
which he has placed in our earthen vessels. Sometimes
preserved by his grace, he will one day develop into the
we cannot see the light, but God always sees the light,
splendour of noonday, and the fulness of glory. The light
and that is much better than our seeing it. Better for the
within is the dawn of the eternal day.
judge to see my innocence than for me to think I see it. It is very comfortable for me to know that I am one of God’s people—but whether I know it or not, if the Lord knows it, I am still safe. This is the foundation, “The Lord knoweth them that are his.” You may be sighing and
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“Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.” 1 Peter 5:7 It is a happy way of soothing sorrow when we can
showers of mercy. The blackest gloom shall give place to
feel—“HE careth for me.” Christian! do not dishonour
the morning. He, if thou art one of his family, will bind
religion by always wearing a brow of care; come, cast your
up thy wounds, and heal thy broken heart. Doubt not his
burden upon your Lord. You are staggering beneath a
grace because of thy tribulation, but believe that he loveth
weight which your Father would not feel. What seems to
thee as much in seasons of trouble as in times of happiness.
you a crushing burden, would be to him but as the small
What a serene and quiet life might you lead if you would
dust of the balance. Nothing is so sweet as to
leave providing to the God of providence! With a little oil
in the cruse, and a handful of meal in the barrel, Elijah
“Lie passive in God’s hands, And know no will but his.”
outlived the famine, and you will do the same. If God
cares for you, why need you care too? Can you trust him
O child of suffering, be thou patient; God has not passed
for your soul, and not for your body? He has never refused
thee over in his providence. He who is the feeder of
to bear your burdens, he has never fainted under their
sparrows, will also furnish you with what you need. Sit
weight. Come, then, soul! have done with fretful care, and
not down in despair; hope on, hope ever. Take up the
leave all thy concerns in the hand of a gracious God.
arms of faith against a sea of trouble, and your opposition shall yet end your distresses. There is One who careth for you. His eye is fixed on you, his heart beats with pity for your woe, and his hand omnipotent shall yet bring you the needed help. The darkest cloud shall scatter itself in
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“Now the hand of the Lord was upon me in the evening.” Ezekiel 33:22 In the way of judgment this may be the case, and, if so,
rage, my faith is weak, my devotion is cold; all these are
be it mine to consider the reason of such a visitation,
reasons why his healing hand should be laid upon me.
and bear the rod and him that hath appointed it. I am
His hand can cool the heat of my burning brow, and stay
not the only one who is chastened in the night season;
the tumult of my palpitating heart. That glorious right
let me cheerfully submit to the affliction, and carefully
hand which moulded the world can new-create my mind;
endeavour to be profited thereby. But the hand of the
the unwearied hand which bears the earth’s huge pillars
Lord may also be felt in another manner, strengthening
up can sustain my spirit; the loving hand which incloses
the soul and lifting the spirit upward towards eternal
all the saints can cherish me; and the mighty hand which
things. O that I may in this sense feel the Lord dealing
breaketh in pieces the enemy can subdue my sins. Why
with me! A sense of the divine presence and indwelling
should I not feel that hand touching me this evening?
bears the soul towards heaven as upon the wings of eagles.
Come, my soul, address thy God with the potent plea,
At such times we are full to the brim with spiritual joy,
that Jesus’ hands were pierced for thy redemption, and
and forget the cares and sorrows of earth; the invisible
thou shalt surely feel that same hand upon thee which
is near, and the visible loses its power over us; servant-
once touched Daniel and set him upon his knees that he
body waits at the foot of the hill, and the master-spirit
might see visions of God.
worships upon the summit in the presence of the Lord. O that a hallowed season of divine communion may be vouchsafed to me this evening! The Lord knows that I need it very greatly. My graces languish, my corruptions
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“For me to live is Christ.” Philippians 1:21 The believer did not always live to Christ. He began to do
Is it not done for self- aggrandizement and for family
so when God the Holy Spirit convinced him of sin, and
advantage? Do you ask, “Is that a mean reason?” For the
when by grace he was brought to see the dying Saviour
Christian it is. He professes to live for Christ; how can
making a propitiation for his guilt. From the moment
he live for another object without committing a spiritual
of the new and celestial birth the man begins to live to
adultery? Many there are who carry out this principle in
Christ. Jesus is to believers the one pearl of great price, for
some measure; but who is there that dare say that he hath
whom we are willing to part with all that we have. He has
lived wholly for Christ as the apostle did? Yet, this alone
so completely won our love, that it beats alone for him;
is the true life of a Christian—its source, its sustenance,
to his glory we would live, and in defence of his gospel
its fashion, its end, all gathered up in one word—Christ
we would die; he is the pattern of our life, and the model
Jesus. Lord, accept me; I here present myself, praying to
after which we would sculpture our character. Paul’s
live only in thee and to thee. Let me be as the bullock
words mean more than most men think; they imply that
which stands between the plough and the altar, to work or
the aim and end of his life was Christ—nay, his life itself
to be sacrificed; and let my motto be, “Ready for either.”
was Jesus. In the words of an ancient saint, he did eat, and drink, and sleep eternal life. Jesus was his very breath, the soul of his soul, the heart of his heart, the life of his life. Can you say, as a professing Christian, that you live up to this idea? Can you honestly say that for you to live is Christ? Your business—are you doing it for Christ?
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“My sister, my spouse.” Song of Solomon 4:12 Observe the sweet titles with which the heavenly Solomon
because they were his sheep; he has gone about “to seek
with intense affection addresses his bride the church.
and to save that which was lost,” because that which was
“My sister, one near to me by ties of nature, partaker of
lost was his long before it was lost to itself or lost to him.
the same sympathies. My spouse, nearest and dearest,
The church is the exclusive portion of her Lord; none
united to me by the tenderest bands of love; my sweet
else may claim a partnership, or pretend to share her love.
companion, part of my own self. My sister, by my
Jesus, thy church delights to have it so! Let every believing
Incarnation, which makes me bone of thy bone and flesh
soul drink solace out of these wells. Soul! Christ is near to
of thy flesh; my spouse, by heavenly betrothal, in which
thee in ties of relationship; Christ is dear to thee in bonds
I have espoused thee unto myself in righteousness. My
of marriage union, and thou art dear to him; behold he
sister, whom I knew of old, and over whom I watched
grasps both of thy hands with both his own, saying, “My
from her earliest infancy; my spouse, taken from among
sister, my spouse.” Mark the two sacred holdfasts by
the daughters, embraced by arms of love, and affianced
which thy Lord gets such a double hold of thee that he
unto me forever. See how true it is that our royal
neither can nor will ever let thee go. Be not, O beloved,
Kinsman is not ashamed of us, for he dwells with manifest
slow to return the hallowed flame of his love.
delight upon this twofold relationship. We have the word “my” twice in our version; as if Christ dwelt with rapture on his possession of his Church. “His delights were with the sons of men,” because those sons of men were his own chosen ones. He, the Shepherd, sought the sheep,
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“The iniquity of the holy things.” Exodus 28:38 What a veil is lifted up by these words, and what a
wish? It may be that I may walk out and say to myself,
disclosure is made! It will be humbling and profitable
‘In what fine order is my garden kept!’ This is pride. Or,
for us to pause awhile and see this sad sight. The
it may be that my neighbours may look over the wall and
iniquities of our public worship, its hypocrisy, formality,
say, ‘How finely your garden flourishes!’ This is vanity.
lukewarmness, irreverence, wandering of heart and forget-
Or I may wish for the destruction of the weeds, because
fulness of God, what a full measure have we there! Our
I am weary of pulling them up. This is indolence.” So
work for the Lord, its emulation, selfishness, carelessness,
that even our desires after holiness may be polluted by ill
slackness, unbelief, what a mass of defilement is there!
motives. Under the greenest sods worms hide themselves;
Our private devotions, their laxity, coldness, neglect,
we need not look long to discover them. How cheering
sleepiness, and vanity, what a mountain of dead earth
is the thought, that when the High Priest bore the
is there! If we looked more carefully we should find
iniquity of the holy things he wore upon his brow the
this iniquity to be far greater than appears at first sight.
words, “Holiness to the Lord:” and even so while Jesus
Dr. Payson, writing to his brother, says, “My parish, as
bears our sin, he presents before his Father’s face not our
well as my heart, very much resembles the garden of the
unholiness, but his own holiness. O for grace to view our
sluggard; and what is worse, I find that very many of my
great High Priest by the eye of faith!
desires for the melioration of both, proceed either from pride or vanity or indolence. I look at the weeds which overspread my garden, and breathe out an earnest wish that they were eradicated. But why? What prompts the
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“Thy love is better than wine.” Song of Solomon 1:2 Nothing gives the believer so much joy as fellowship with
that our highest, purest, and most enduring joys must
Christ. He has enjoyment as others have in the common
be the fruit of the tree of life which is in the midst of the
mercies of life, he can be glad both in God’s gifts and
Paradise of God. No spring yields such sweet water as that
God’s works; but in all these separately, yea, and in all of
well of God which was digged with the soldier’s spear.
them added together, he doth not find such substantial
All earthly bliss is of the earth earthy, but the comforts
delight as in the matchless person of his Lord Jesus. He
of Christ’s presence are like himself, heavenly. We can
has wine which no vineyard on earth ever yielded; he
review our communion with Jesus, and find no regrets of
has bread which all the corn-fields of Egypt could never
emptiness therein; there are no dregs in this wine, no dead
bring forth. Where can such sweetness be found as we
flies in this ointment. The joy of the Lord is solid and
have tasted in communion with our Beloved? In our
enduring. Vanity hath not looked upon it, but discretion
esteem, the joys of earth are little better than husks for
and prudence testify that it abideth the test of years, and
swine compared with Jesus, the heavenly manna. We
is in time and in eternity worthy to be called “the only
would rather have one mouthful of Christ’s love, and a
true delight.” For nourishment, consolation, exhilaration,
sip of his fellowship, than a whole world full of carnal
and refreshment, no wine can rival the love of Jesus. Let
delights. What is the chaff to the wheat? What is the
us drink to the full this evening.
sparkling paste to the true diamond? What is a dream to the glorious reality? What is time’s mirth, in its best trim, compared to our Lord Jesus in his most despised estate? If you know anything of the inner life, you will confess
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“I will be their God.” Jeremiah 31:33 Christian! here is all thou canst require. To make thee
in it; swim an age, and thou shalt find no shore; dive
happy thou wantest something that shall satisfy thee;
throughout eternity, and thou shalt find no bottom. “I
and is not this enough? If thou canst pour this promise
will be their God.” If this do not make thine eyes sparkle,
into thy cup, wilt thou not say, with David, “My cup
and thy heart beat high with bliss, then assuredly thy
runneth over; I have more than heart can wish”? When
soul is not in a healthy state. But thou wantest more than
this is fulfilled, “I am thy God”, art thou not possessor of
present de- lights—thou cravest something concerning
all things? Desire is insatiable as death, but he who filleth
which thou mayest exercise hope; and what more canst
all in all can fill it. The capacity of our wishes who can
thou hope for than the fulfilment of this great promise,
measure? But the immeasurable wealth of God can more
“I will be their God”? This is the masterpiece of all the
than overflow it. I ask thee if thou art not complete when
promises; its enjoyment makes a heaven below, and will
God is thine? Dost thou want anything but God? Is not
make a heaven above. Dwell in the light of thy Lord, and
his all-sufficiency enough to satisfy thee if all else should
let thy soul be always ravished with his love. Get out the
fail? But thou wantest more than quiet satisfaction; thou
marrow and fatness which this portion yields thee. Live
desirest rapturous delight. Come, soul, here is music fit
up to thy privileges, and rejoice with unspeakable joy.
for heaven in this thy portion, for God is the Maker of Heaven. Not all the music blown from sweet instruments, or drawn from living strings, can yield such melody as this sweet promise, “I will be their God.” Here is a deep sea of bliss, a shoreless ocean of delight; come, bathe thy spirit
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“Serve the Lord with gladness.” Psalm 100:2 Delight in divine service is a token of acceptance. Those
the support of our strength; in the joy of the Lord are
who serve God with a sad countenance, because they do
we strong. It acts as the remover of difficulties. It is to
what is unpleasant to them, are not serving him at all;
our service what oil is to the wheels of a railway carriage.
they bring the form of homage, but the life is absent.
Without oil the axle soon grows hot, and accidents occur;
Our God requires no slaves to grace his throne; he is the
and if there be not a holy cheerfulness to oil our wheels,
Lord of the empire of love, and would have his servants
our spirits will be clogged with weariness. The man who is
dressed in the livery of joy. The angels of God serve him
cheerful in his service of God, proves that obedience is his
with songs, not with groans; a murmur or a sigh would
element; he can sing,
be a mutiny in their ranks. That obedience which is not
voluntary is disobedience, for the Lord looketh at the
“Make me to walk in thy commands, ’Tis a delightful road.”
heart, and if he seeth that we serve him from force, and
not because we love him, he will reject our offering.
Reader, let us put this question—do you serve the Lord with
Service coupled with cheerfulness is heart-service, and
gladness? Let us show to the people of the world, who think
therefore true. Take away joyful willingness from the
our religion to be slavery, that it is to us a delight and a joy!
Christian, and you have removed the test of his sincerity.
Let our gladness proclaim that we serve a good Master.
If a man be driven to battle, he is no patriot; but he who marches into the fray with flashing eye and beaming face, singing, “It is sweet for one’s country to die,” proves himself to be sincere in his patriotism. Cheerfulness is
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“There is laid up for me a crown of righteousness.” 2 Timothy 4:8 Doubting one! thou hast often said, “I fear I shall never
pleasant country, and all its joyous inhabitants? Know,
enter heaven.” Fear not! all the people of God shall enter
then, that if thou couldst fly across thou wouldst see
there. I love the quaint saying of a dying man, who
written upon one of its many mansions, “This remaineth
exclaimed, “I have no fear of going home; I have sent all
for such a one; preserved for him only. He shall be caught
before me; God’s finger is on the latch of my door, and
up to dwell forever with God.” Poor doubting one, see
I am ready for him to enter.” “But,” said one, “are you
the fair inheritance; it is thine. If thou believest in the
not afraid lest you should miss your inheritance?” “Nay,”
Lord Jesus, if thou hast repented of sin, if thou hast been
said he, “nay; there is one crown in heaven which the
renewed in heart, thou art one of the Lord’s people, and
angel Gabriel could not wear, it will fit no head but mine.
there is a place reserved for thee, a crown laid up for thee,
There is one throne in heaven which Paul the apostle
a harp specially provided for thee. No one else shall have
could not fill; it was made for me, and I shall have it.” O
thy portion, it is reserved in heaven for thee, and thou
Christian, what a joyous thought! thy portion is secure;
shalt have it ere long, for there shall be no vacant thrones
“there remaineth a rest.” “But cannot I forfeit it?” No,
in glory when all the chosen are gathered in.
it is entailed. If I be a child of God I shall not lose it. It is mine as securely as if I were there. Come with me, believer, and let us sit upon the top of Nebo, and view the goodly land, even Canaan. Seest thou that little river of death glistening in the sunlight, and across it dost thou see the pinnacles of the eternal city? Dost thou mark the
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“In my flesh shall I see God.” Job 19:26 Mark the subject of Job’s devout anticipation “I shall see
that of seeing him. Think not that this will be a narrow
God.” He does not say, “I shall see the saints”—though
sphere for the mind to dwell in. It is but one source of
doubtless that will be untold felicity—but, “I shall see
delight, but that source is infinite. All his attributes shall
God.” It is not—“I shall see the pearly gates, I shall
be subjects for contemplation, and as he is infinite under
behold the walls of jasper, I shall gaze upon the crowns
each aspect, there is no fear of exhaustion. His works, his
of gold,” but “I shall see God.” This is the sum and
gifts, his love to us, and his glory in all his purposes, and in
substance of heaven, this is the joyful hope of all believers.
all his actions, these shall make a theme which will be ever
It is their delight to see him now in the ordinances by
new. The patriarch looked forward to this sight of God as
faith. They love to behold him in communion and in
a personal enjoyment. “Whom mine eye shall behold, and
prayer; but there in heaven they shall have an open and
not another.” Take realizing views of heaven’s bliss; think
unclouded vision, and thus seeing “him as he is,” shall
what it will be to you. “Thine eyes shall see the King in
be made completely like him. Likeness to God—what
his beauty.” All earthly brightness fades and darkens as we
can we wish for more? And a sight of God—what can we
gaze upon it, but here is a brightness which can never dim,
desire better? Some read the passage, “Yet, I shall see God
a glory which can never fade—“I shall see God.”
in my flesh,” and find here an allusion to Christ, as the “Word made flesh,” and that glorious beholding of him which shall be the splendour of the latter days. Whether so or not it is certain that Christ shall be the object of our eternal vision; nor shall we ever want any joy beyond
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“These have no root.” Luke 8:13 My soul, examine thyself this morning by the light of this
by grace, the good seed may germinate for a season, but it
text. Thou hast received the word with joy; thy feelings
must ultimately wither, for it cannot flourish on a rocky,
have been stirred and a lively impression has been made;
un- broken, unsanctified heart. Let me dread a godliness
but, remember, that to receive the word in the ear is
as rapid in growth and as wanting in endurance as Jonah’s
one thing, and to receive Jesus into thy very soul is quite
gourd; let me count the cost of being a follower of Jesus,
another; superficial feeling is often joined to inward
above all let me feel the energy of his Holy Spirit, and then
hardness of heart, and a lively impression of the word is
I shall possess an abiding and enduring seed in my soul. If
not always a lasting one. In the parable, the seed in one
my mind remains as obdurate as it was by nature, the sun of
case fell upon ground having a rocky bottom, covered
trial will scorch, and my hard heart will help to cast the heat
over with a thin layer of earth; when the seed began to
the more terribly upon the ill-covered seed, and my religion
take root, its downward growth was hindered by the hard
will soon die, and my despair will be terrible; therefore, O
stone and therefore it spent its strength in pushing its
heavenly Sower, plough me first, and then cast the truth
green shoot aloft as high as it could, but having no inward
into me, and let me yield thee a bounteous harvest.
moisture derived from root nourishment, it withered away. Is this my case? Have I been making a fair show in the flesh without having a corresponding inner life? Good growth takes place upwards and downwards at the same time. Am I rooted in sincere fidelity and love to Jesus? If my heart remains unsoftened and unfertilized
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“I have prayed for thee.” Luke 22:32 How encouraging is the thought of the Redeemer’s never-
his breastplate! Even before Satan had begun to tempt,
ceasing intercession for us. When we pray, he pleads
Jesus had forestalled him and entered a plea in heaven.
for us; and when we are not praying, he is advocating
Mercy outruns malice. Mark, he does not say, “Satan
our cause, and by his supplications shielding us from
hath desired to have you.” He checks Satan even in his
unseen dangers. Notice the word of comfort addressed
very desire, and nips it in the bud. He does not say, “But
to Peter—“Simon, Simon, Satan hath desired to have
I have desired to pray for you.” No, but “I have prayed
you that he may sift you as wheat; but”—what? “But go
for you: I have done it already; I have gone to court and
and pray for yourself.” That would be good advice, but
entered a counterplea even before an accusation is made.”
it is not so written. Neither does he say, “But I will keep
O Jesus, what a comfort it is that thou hast pleaded our
you watchful, and so you shall be preserved.” That were a
cause against our unseen enemies; countermined their
great blessing. No, it is, “But I have prayed for thee, that
mines, and unmasked their ambushes. Here is a matter
thy faith fail not.” We little know what we owe to our
for joy, gratitude, hope, and confidence.
Saviour’s prayers. When we reach the hill-tops of heaven, and look back upon all the way whereby the Lord our God hath led us, how we shall praise him who, before the eternal throne, undid the mischief which Satan was doing upon earth. How shall we thank him because he never held his peace, but day and night pointed to the wounds upon his hands, and carried our names upon
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“Ye are Christ’s.” 1 Corinthians 3:23 “Ye are Christ’s.” You are his by donation, for the Father
cannot loiter.” When the siren song of pleasure would
gave you to the Son; his by his bloody purchase, for he
tempt you from the path of right, reply, “Thy music
counted down the price for your redemption; his by
cannot charm me; I am Christ’s.” When the cause of God
dedication, for you have consecrated yourself to him; his
invites thee, give thy goods and thyself away, for thou art
by relation, for you are named by his name, and made one
Christ’s. Never belie thy profession. Be thou ever one of
of his brethren and joint-heirs. Labour practically to show
those whose manners are Christian, whose speech is like
the world that you are the servant, the friend, the bride
the Nazarene, whose conduct and conversation are so
of Jesus. When tempted to sin, reply, “I cannot do this
redolent of heaven, that all who see you may know that
great wickedness, for I am Christ’s.” Immortal principles
you are the Saviour’s, recog- nizing in you his features of
forbid the friend of Christ to sin. When wealth is before
love and his countenance of holiness. “I am a Roman!”
you to be won by sin, say that you are Christ’s, and touch
was of old a reason for integrity; far more, then, let it be
it not. Are you exposed to difficulties and dangers? Stand
your argument for holiness, “I am Christ’s!”
fast in the evil day, remembering that you are Christ’s. Are you placed where others are sitting down idly, doing nothing? Rise to the work with all your powers; and when the sweat stands upon your brow, and you are tempted to loiter, cry, “No, I cannot stop, for I am Christ’s. If I were not purchased by blood, I might be like Issachar, crouching between two burdens; but I am Christ’s, and
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“I have yet to speak on God’s behalf.” Job 36:2 We ought not to court publicity for our virtue, or
words, yet say with Peter and John, “Silver and gold have
notoriety for our zeal; but, at the same time, it is a sin to
I none; but such as I have give I thee.” By Sychar’s well
be always seeking to hide that which God has bestowed
talk to the Samaritan woman, if thou canst not on the
upon us for the good of others. A Christian is not to be a
mountain preach a sermon; utter the praises of Jesus in
village in a valley, but “a city set upon a hill;” he is not to
the house, if not in the temple; in the field, if not upon
be a candle under a bushel, but a candle in a candlestick,
the exchange; in the midst of thine own household, if
giving light to all. Retirement may be lovely in its season,
thou canst not in the midst of the great family of man.
and to hide one’s self is doubtless modest, but the hiding
From the hidden springs within let sweetly flowing
of Christ in us can never be justified, and the keeping
rivulets of testimony flow forth, giving drink to every
back of truth which is precious to ourselves is a sin against
passer-by. Hide not thy talent; trade with it; and thou
others and an offence against God. If you are of a nervous
shalt bring in good interest to thy Lord and Master. To
tempera- ment and of retiring disposition, take care that
speak for God will be refreshing to ourselves, cheering to
you do not too much indulge this trembling propensity,
saints, useful to sinners, and honouring to the Saviour.
lest you should be useless to the church. Seek in the name
Dumb children are an affliction to their parents. Lord,
of him who was not ashamed of you to do some little
unloose all thy children’s tongue.
violence to your feelings, and tell to others what Christ has told to you. If thou canst not speak with trumpet tongue, use the still small voice. If the pulpit must not be thy tribune, if the press may not carry on its wings thy
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“Jehoshaphat made ships of Tharshish to go to Ophir for gold: but they went not; for the ships were broken at Ezion-geber” 1 Kings 22:48 Solomon’s ships had returned in safety, but Jehoshaphat’s
hast joined thyself with Ahaziah, the Lord hath broken
vessels never reached the land of gold. Providence
thy works.” This was a fatherly chastisement, which
prospers one, and frustrates the desires of another, in the
appears to have been blest to him; for in the verse which
same business and at the same spot, yet the Great Ruler
succeeds our morning’s text we find him refusing to allow
is as good and wise at one time as another. May we have
his servants to sail in the same vessels with those of the
grace today, in the remembrance of this text, to bless the
wicked king. Would to God that Jehoshaphat’s experience
Lord for ships broken at Eziongeber, as well as for vessels
might be a warning to the rest of the Lord’s people, to
freighted with temporal blessings; let us not envy the
avoid being unequally yoked together with unbelievers! A
more successful, nor murmur at our losses as though we
life of misery is usually the lot of those who are united in
were singularly and specially tried. Like Jehoshaphat, we
marriage, or in any other way of their own choosing, with
may be precious in the Lord’s sight, although our schemes
the men of the world. O for such love to Jesus that, like
end in disappointment.
him, we may be holy, harmless, undefiled, and separate
from sinners; for if it be not so with us, we may expect to
The secret cause of Jehoshaphat’s loss is well worthy of
hear it often said, “The Lord hath broken thy works.”
notice, for it is the root of very much of the suffering of the Lord’s people; it was his alliance with a sinful family, his fellowship with sinners. In 2 Ch. 20:37, we are told that the Lord sent a prophet to declare, “Because thou
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“The iron did swim.” 2 Kings 6:6 The axe-head seemed hopelessly lost, and as it was
sorrowful case of depravity to deal with. He had taught,
borrowed, the honour of the prophetic band was likely
reproved, warned, invited, and interceded, but all in vain.
to be imperilled, and so the name of their God to be
Old Adam was too strong for young Melancthon, the
compromised. Contrary to all expectation, the iron was
stubborn spirit would not relent. Then came an agony of
made to mount from the depth of the stream and to
prayer, and before long a blessed answer was sent from
swim; for things impossible with man are possible with
heaven. The hard heart was broken, the iron did swim.
God. I knew a man in Christ but a few years ago who
was called to undertake a work far exceeding his strength.
Beloved reader, what is thy desperate case? What heavy
It appeared so difficult as to involve absurdity in the
matter hast thou in hand this evening? Bring it hither. The
bare idea of attempting it. Yet he was called thereto,
God of the prophets lives, and lives to help his saints. He
and his faith rose with the occasion; God honoured his
will not suffer thee to lack any good thing. Believe thou
faith, unlooked-for aid was sent, and the iron did swim.
in the Lord of hosts! Approach him pleading the name of
Another of the Lord’s family was in grievous financial
Jesus, and the iron shall swim; thou too shalt see the finger
straits, he was able to meet all claims, and much more
of God working marvels for his people. According to thy
if he could have realized a certain portion of his estate,
faith be it unto thee, and yet again the iron shall swim.
but he was overtaken with a sudden pressure; he sought for friends in vain, but faith led him to the unfailing Helper, and lo, the trouble was averted, his footsteps were enlarged, and the iron did swim. A third had a
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“Mighty to save.” Isaiah 63:1 By the words “to save” we understand the whole of the
the first germ of life in the dead soul, prolongs the divine
great work of salvation, from the first holy desire onward
existence, and strengthens it until it bursts asunder every
to complete sanctification. The words are multum in
bond of sin, and the soul leaps from earth, perfected in
parro: in-deed, here is all mercy in one word. Christ is
glory. Believer, here is encouragement. Art thou praying for
not only “mighty to save” those who repent, but he is
some beloved one? Oh, give not up thy prayers, for Christ
able to make men repent. He will carry those to heaven
is “mighty to save.” You are powerless to reclaim the rebel,
who believe; but he is, moreover, mighty to give men new
but your Lord is Almighty. Lay hold on that mighty arm,
hearts and to work faith in them. He is mighty to make
and rouse it to put forth its strength. Does your own case
the man who hates holiness love it, and to constrain the
trouble you? Fear not, for his strength is sufficient for you.
despiser of his name to bend the knee before him. Nay,
Whether to begin with others, or to carry on the work in
this is not all the meaning, for the divine power is equally
you, Jesus is “mighty to save;” the best proof of which lies
seen in the after-work. The life of a believer is a series of
in the fact that he has saved you. What a thousand mercies
miracles wrought by “the Mighty God.” The bush burns,
that you have not found him mighty to destroy!
but is not consumed. He is mighty to keep his people holy after he has made them so, and to preserve them in his fear and love until he consummates their spiritual existence in heaven. Christ’s might doth not lie in making a believer and then leaving him to shift for himself; but he who begins the good work carries it on; he who imparts
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“Beginning to sink, he cried, saying, Lord, save me.” Matthew 14:30 Sinking times are praying times with the Lord’s servants.
wing they would be all the better. Verbiage is to devotion
Peter neglected prayer at starting upon his venturous
as chaff to the wheat. Precious things lie in small compass,
journey, but when he began to sink his danger made him
and all that is real prayer in many a long address might
a suppliant, and his cry though late was not too late. In
have been uttered in a petition as short as that of Peter.
our hours of bodily pain and mental anguish, we find
ourselves as naturally driven to prayer as the wreck is
Our extremities are the Lord’s opportunities. Immediately
driven upon the shore by the waves. The fox hies to its
a keen sense of danger forces an anxious cry from us the
hole for protection; the bird flies to the wood for shelter;
ear of Jesus hears, and with him ear and heart go together,
and even so the tried believer hastens to the mercy seat
and the hand does not long linger. At the last moment
for safety. Heaven’s great harbour of refuge is All-prayer;
we appeal to our Master, but his swift hand makes up
thousands of weather-beaten vessels have found a haven
for our delays by instant and effectual action. Are we
there, and the moment a storm comes on, it is wise for us
nearly engulfed by the boisterous waters of affliction? Let
to make for it with all sail.
us then lift up our souls unto our Saviour, and we may
rest assured that he will not suffer us to perish. When we
Short prayers are long enough. There were but three
can do nothing Jesus can do all things; let us enlist his
words in the petition which Peter gasped out, but they
powerful aid upon our side, and all will be well.
were sufficient for his purpose. Not length but strength is desirable. A sense of need is a mighty teacher of brevity. If our prayers had less of the tail feathers of pride and more
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“Do as thou hast said.” 2 Samuel 7:25 God’s promises were never meant to be thrown aside as
replies, “Be it unto thee even as thou wilt.” When a
waste paper; he intended that they should be used. God’s
Christian grasps a promise, if he does not take it to God,
gold is not miser’s money, but is minted to be traded
he dishonours him; but when he hastens to the throne
with. Nothing pleases our Lord better than to see his
of grace, and cries, “Lord, I have nothing to recommend
promises put in circulation; he loves to see his children
me but this, ‘Thou hast said it;’” then his desire shall
bring them up to him, and say, “Lord, do as thou hast
be granted. Our heavenly Banker delights to cash his
said.” We glorify God when we plead his promises. Do
own notes. Never let the promise rust. Draw the sword
you think that God will be any the poorer for giving you
of promise out of its scabbard, and use it with holy
the riches he has promised? Do you dream that he will
violence. Think not that God will be troubled by your
be any the less holy for giving holiness to you? Do you
importunately reminding him of his promises. He loves
imagine he will be any the less pure for washing you from
to hear the loud outcries of needy souls. It is his delight to
your sins? He has said “Come now, and let us reason
bestow favours. He is more ready to hear than you are to
together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet,
ask. The sun is not weary of shining, nor the fountain of
they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like
flowing. It is God’s nature to keep his promises; therefore
crimson, they shall be as wool.” Faith lays hold upon
go at once to the throne with “Do as thou hast said.”
the promise of pardon, and it does not delay, saying, “This is a precious promise, I wonder if it be true?” but it goes straight to the throne with it, and pleads, “Lord, here is the promise, ‘Do as thou hast said.’” Our Lord
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“But I give myself unto prayer.” Psalm 109:4 Lying tongues were busy against the reputation of David,
together, but rolls off this way and that. How great an evil
but he did not defend himself; he moved the case into a
this is! It injures us, and what is worse, it insults our God.
higher court, and pleaded before the great King himself.
What should we think of a petitioner, if, while having
Prayer is the safest method of replying to words of hatred.
an audience with a prince, he should be playing with a
The Psalmist prayed in no cold-hearted manner, he gave
feather or catching a fly?
himself to the exercise—threw his whole soul and heart
into it—straining every sinew and muscle, as Jacob did
Continuance and perseverance are intended in the
when wrestling with the angel. Thus, and thus only,
expression of our text. David did not cry once, and then
shall any of us speed at the throne of grace. As a shadow
relapse into silence; his holy clamour was continued till it
has no power because there is no substance in it, even
brought down the blessing. Prayer must not be our chance
so that supplication, in which a man’s proper self is not
work, but our daily business, our habit and vocation. As
thoroughly present in agonizing earnestness and vehement
artists give themselves to their models, and poets to their
desire, is utterly ineffectual, for it lacks that which would
classical pursuits, so must we addict ourselves to prayer.
give it force. “Fervent prayer,” says an old divine, “like
We must be immersed in prayer as in our element, and
a cannon planted at the gates of heaven, makes them
so pray without ceasing. Lord, teach us so to pray that we
fly open.” The common fault with the most of us is our
may be more and more prevalent in supplication.
readiness to yield to distractions. Our thoughts go roving hither and thither, and we make little progress towards our desired end. Like quicksilver our mind will not hold
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“I will help thee, saith the Lord.” Isaiah 41:14 This morning let us hear the Lord Jesus speak to each one
O my soul, is not this enough? Dost thou need more
of us: “I will help thee.” “It is but a small thing for me,
strength than the omnipotence of the United Trinity? Dost
thy God, to help thee. Consider what I have done already.
thou want more wisdom than exists in the Father, more
What! not help thee? Why, I bought thee with my blood.
love than displays itself in the Son, or more power than is
What! not help thee? I have died for thee; and if I have
manifest in the influences of the Spirit? Bring hither thine
done the greater, will I not do the less? Help thee! It is the
empty pitcher! Surely this well will fill it. Haste, gather
least thing I will ever do for thee; I have done more, and
up thy wants, and bring them here—thine emptiness, thy
will do more. Before the world began I chose thee. I made
woes, thy needs. Behold, this river of God is full for thy
the covenant for thee. I laid aside my glory and became
supply; what canst thou desire beside? Go forth, my soul,
a man for thee; I gave up my life for thee; and if I did all
in this thy might. The Eternal God is thine helper!
this, I will surely help thee now. In helping thee, I am
giving thee what I have bought for thee already. If thou
“Fear not, I am with thee, oh, be not dismay’d! I, I am
hadst need of a thousand times as much help, I would
thy God, and will still give thee aid.”
give it thee; thou requirest little compared with what I am ready to give. ‘Tis much for thee to need, but it is nothing for me to bestow. ‘Help thee?’ Fear not! If there were an ant at the door of thy granary asking for help, it would not ruin thee to give him a handful of thy wheat; and thou art nothing but a tiny insect at the door of my all-sufficiency. ‘I will help thee.’”
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“The Messiah shall be cut off, but not for himself.” Daniel 9:26
Blessed be his name, there was no cause of death in
It is not enough, however, to admire the spectacle of the
him. Neither original nor actual sin had defiled him,
innocent bleeding for the guilty, we must make sure of
and therefore death had no claim upon him. No man
our interest therein. The special object of the Messiah’s
could have taken his life from him justly, for he had
death was the salvation of his church; have we a part and
done no man wrong, and no man could even have
a lot among those for whom he gave his life a ransom?
lain him by force unless he had been pleased to yield
Did the Lord Jesus stand as our representative? Are we
himself to die. But lo, one sins and another suffers.
healed by his stripes? It will be a terrible thing indeed if
Justice was offended by us, but found its satisfaction in
we should come short of a portion in his sacrifice; it were
him. Rivers of tears, mountains of offerings, seas of the
better for us that we had never been born. Solemn as the
blood of bullocks, and hills of frankincense, could not
question is, it is a joyful circumstance that it is one which
have availed for the removal of sin; but Jesus was cut off
may be answered clearly and without mistake. To all
for us, and the cause of wrath was cut off at once, for
who believe on him the Lord Jesus is a present Saviour,
sin was put away forever. Herein is wisdom, whereby
and upon them all the blood of reconciliation has been
substitution, the sure and speedy way of atonement,
sprinkled. Let all who trust in the merit of Messiah’s
was devised! Herein is condescension, which brought
death be joyful at every remembrance of him, and let their
Messiah, the Prince, to wear a crown of thorns, and die
holy gratitude lead them to the fullest
upon the cross! Herein is love, which led the Redeemer
consecration to his cause.
to lay down his life for his enemies!
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“And I looked, and, lo, a Lamb stood on the mount Sion.” Revelation 14:1 The apostle John was privileged to look within the gates
Christ is to be in heaven, and to be in heaven is to be with
of heaven, and in describing what he saw, he begins by
Christ. That prisoner of the Lord very sweetly writes in
saying, “I looked, and, lo, a Lamb!” This teaches us that
one of his glowing letters—“O my Lord Jesus Christ, if I
the chief object of contemplation in the heavenly state
could be in heaven without thee, it would be a hell; and if
is “the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sins of the
I could be in hell, and have thee still, it would be a heaven
world.” Nothing else attracted the apostle’s attention
to me, for thou art all the heaven I want.” It is true, is it
so much as the person of that Divine Being, who hath
not, Christian? Does not thy soul say so?
redeemed us by his blood. He is the theme of the songs
of all glorified spirits and holy angels. Christian, here is
“Not all the harps above Can make a heavenly place, If
joy for thee; thou hast looked, and thou hast seen the
God his residence remove, Or but conceal his face.”
Lamb. Through thy tears thine eyes have seen the Lamb
of God taking away thy sins. Rejoice, then. In a little
All thou needest to make thee blessed, supremely
while, when thine eyes shall have been wiped from tears,
blessed, is “to be with Christ.”
thou wilt see the same Lamb exalted on his throne. It is the joy of thy heart to hold daily fellowship with Jesus; thou shalt have the same joy to a higher degree in heaven; thou shalt enjoy the constant vision of his presence; thou shalt dwell with him forever. “I looked, and, lo, a Lamb!” Why, that Lamb is heaven itself; for as good Rutherford says, “Heaven and Christ are the same thing;” to be with
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“And it came to pass in an eveningtide, that David arose from off his bed, and walked upon the roof of the king’s house.” 2 Samuel 11:2 At that hour David saw Bathsheba. We are never out of
and falling at once into temptation, let me take warning,
the reach of temptation. Both at home and abroad we
and set holy watchfulness to guard the door.
are liable to meet with allurements to evil; the morning
opens with peril, and the shades of evening find us still
Is it possible that the king had mounted his housetop for
in jeopardy. They are well kept whom God keeps, but
retirement and devotion? If so, what a caution is given
woe unto those who go forth into the world, or even
us to count no place, however secret, a sanctuary from
dare to walk their own house unarmed. Those who think
sin! While our hearts are so like a tinder-box, and sparks
themselves secure are more exposed to danger than any
so plentiful, we had need use all diligence in all places
others. The armour-bearer of Sin is Self-confidence.
to prevent a blaze. Satan can climb housetops, and enter
closets, and even if we could shut out that foul fiend,
David should have been engaged in fighting the Lord’s
our own corruptions are enough to work our ruin unless
battles, instead of which he tarried at Jerusalem, and gave
grace prevent. Reader, beware of evening temptations.
himself up to luxurious repose, for he arose from his bed
Be not secure. The sun is down but sin is up. We need a
at eventide. Idleness and luxury are the devil’s jackals,
watchman for the night as well as a guardian for the day.
and find him abundant prey. In stagnant waters noxious
O blessed Spirit, keep us from all evil this night. Amen.
creatures swarm, and neglected soil soon yields a dense tangle of weeds and briars. Oh for the constraining love of Jesus to keep us active and useful! When I see the King of Israel sluggishly leaving his couch at the close of the day,
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“There remaineth therefore a rest to the people of God.” Hebrews 4:9 How different will be the state of the believer in heaven
“remaineth.” Here, my best joys bear “mortal” on their
from what it is here! Here he is born to toil and suffer
brow; my fair flowers fade; my dainty cups are drained
weariness, but in the land of the immortal, fatigue is
to dregs; my sweetest birds fall before Death’s arrows;
never known. Anxious to serve his Master, he finds his
my most pleasant days are shadowed into nights; and the
strength unequal to his zeal: his constant cry is, “Help
flood-tides of my bliss subside into ebbs of sorrow; but
me to serve thee, O my God.” If he be thoroughly active,
there, everything is immortal; the harp abides unrusted,
he will have much labour; not too much for his will, but
the crown unwithered, the eye undimmed, the voice
more than enough for his power, so that he will cry out,
unfaltering, the heart unwavering, and the immortal
“I am not wearied of the labour, but I am wearied in it.”
being is wholly absorbed in infinite delight. Happy day!
Ah! Christian, the hot day of weariness lasts not forever;
happy! when mortality shall be swallowed up of life, and
the sun is nearing the horizon; it shall rise again with a
the Eternal Sabbath shall begin.
brighter day than thou hast ever seen upon a land where they serve God day and night, and yet rest from their labours. Here, rest is but partial, there, it is perfect. Here, the Christian is always unsettled; he feels that he has not yet attained. There, all are at rest; they have attained the summit of the mountain; they have ascended to the bosom of their God. Higher they cannot go. Ah, toilworn labourer, only think when thou shalt rest forever! Canst thou conceive it? It is a rest eternal; a rest that
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“He expounded unto them in all the Scriptures the things concerning himself.� Luke 24:27 The two disciples on the road to Emmaus had a most
this mine of diamonds, to gather pearls from this heavenly
profitable journey. Their companion and teacher was the
sea. When Jesus himself sought to enrich others, he wrought
best of tutors; the interpreter one of a thousand, in whom
in the quarry of Holy Scripture.
are hid all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge. The
Lord Jesus condescended to become a preacher of the
The favoured pair were led to consider the best of
gospel, and he was not ashamed to exercise his calling
subjects, for Jesus spake of Jesus, and expounded the
before an audience of two persons, neither does he now
things concerning himself. Here the diamond cut the
refuse to become the teacher of even one. Let us court the
diamond, and what could be more admirable? The Master
company of so excellent an Instructor, for till he is made
of the House unlocked his own doors, conducted the
unto us wisdom we shall never be wise unto salvation.
guests to his table, and placed his own dainties upon it.
He who hid the treasure in the field himself guided the
This unrivalled tutor used as his class-book the best of
searchers to it. Our Lord would naturally discourse upon
books. Although able to reveal fresh truth, he preferred to
the sweetest of topics, and he could find none sweeter
expound the old. He knew by his omniscience what was the
than his own person and work: with an eye to these we
most instructive way of teaching, and by turning at once to
should always search the Word. O for grace to study the
Moses and the prophets, he showed us that the surest road
Bible with Jesus as both our teacher and our lesson!
to wisdom is not speculation, reasoning, or reading human books, but meditation upon the Word of God. The readiest way to be spiritually rich in heavenly knowledge is to dig in
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“I sought him, but I found him not.” Song of Solomon 3:1 Tell me where you lost the company of Christ, and I will
are so comforting, and whose company is so dear to you!
tell you the most likely place to find him. Have you lost
How is it that you did not watch him every moment for
Christ in the closet by restraining prayer? Then it is there
fear of losing sight of him? Yet, since you have let him
you must seek and find him. Did you lose Christ by sin?
go, what a mercy that you are seeking him, even though
You will find Christ in no other way but by the giving up
you mournfully groan, “O that I knew where I might find
of the sin, and seeking by the Holy Spirit to mortify the
him!” Go on seeking, for it is dangerous to be without
member in which the lust doth dwell. Did you lose Christ
thy Lord. Without Christ you are like a sheep without its
by neglecting the Scriptures? You must find Christ in the
shepherd; like a tree without water at its roots; like a sere
Scriptures. It is a true proverb, “Look for a thing where you
leaf in the tempest—not bound to the tree of life. With
dropped it, it is there.” So look for Christ where you lost
thine whole heart seek him, and he will be found of thee:
him, for he has not gone away. But it is hard work to go
only give thyself thoroughly up to the search, and verily,
back for Christ. Bunyan tells us, the pilgrim found the piece
thou shalt yet discover him to thy joy and gladness.
of the road back to the Arbour of Ease, where he lost his roll, the hardest he had ever travelled. Twenty miles onward is easier than to go one mile back for the lost evidence.
Take care, then, when you find your Master, to cling close to him. But how is it you have lost him? One would have thought you would never have parted with such a precious friend, whose presence is so sweet, whose words
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“Then opened he their understanding, that they might understand the Scriptures.” Luke 24:45 He whom we viewed last evening as opening Scripture,
penetrate. Such was our case a little time ago; we who
we here perceive opening the understanding. In the first
now see were once utterly blind; truth was to us as beauty
work he has many fellow-labourers, but in the second he
in the dark, a thing unnoticed and neglected. Had it not
stands alone; many can bring the Scriptures to the mind,
been for the love of Jesus we should have remained to
but the Lord alone can prepare the mind to receive the
this moment in utter ignorance, for without his gracious
Scriptures. Our Lord Jesus differs from all other teachers;
opening of our understanding, we could no more have
they reach the ear, but he instructs the heart; they deal
attained to spiritual knowledge than an infant can climb
with the outward letter, but he imparts an inward taste
the Pyramids, or an ostrich fly up to the stars. Jesus’
for the truth, by which we perceive its savour and spirit.
College is the only one in which God’s truth can be really
The most unlearned of men become ripe scholars in the
learned; other schools may teach us what is to be believed,
school of grace when the Lord Jesus by his Holy Spirit
but Christ’s alone can show us how to believe it. Let us
unfolds the mysteries of the kingdom to them, and
sit at the feet of Jesus, and by earnest prayer call in his
grants the divine anointing by which they are enabled to
blessed aid that our dull wits may grow brighter, and our
behold the invisible. Happy are we if we have had our
feeble understandings may receive heavenly things.
understandings cleared and strengthened by the Master! How many men of profound learning are ignorant of eternal things! They know the killing letter of revelation, but its killing spirit they cannot discern; they have a veil upon their hearts which the eyes of carnal reason cannot
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“Abel was a keeper of sheep.” Genesis 4:2 As a shepherd Abel sanctified his work to the glory of
blood speaketh. “The Lord said unto Cain, ‘The voice of
God, and offered a sacrifice of blood upon his altar, and
thy brother’s blood crieth unto me from the ground.’” The
the Lord had respect unto Abel and his offering. This early
blood of Jesus hath a mighty tongue, and the import of its
type of our Lord is exceedingly clear and distinct. Like the
prevailing cry is not vengeance but mercy. It is precious
first streak of light which tinges the east at sunrise, it does
beyond all preciousness to stand at the altar of our good
not reveal everything, but it clearly manifests the great
Shepherd! to see him bleeding there as the slaughtered
fact that the sun is coming. As we see Abel, a shepherd
priest, and then to hear his blood speaking peace to all
and yet a priest, offering a sacrifice of sweet smell unto
his flock, peace in our conscience, peace between Jew and
God, we discern our Lord, who brings before his Father
Gentile, peace between man and his offended Maker,
a sacrifice to which Jehovah ever hath respect. Abel was
peace all down the ages of eternity for blood-washed men.
hated by his brother—hated without a cause; and even
Abel is the first shepherd in order of time, but our hearts
so was the Saviour: the natural and carnal man hated the
shall ever place Jesus first in order of excellence. Thou great
accepted man in whom the Spirit of grace was found, and
Keeper of the sheep, we the people of thy pasture bless
rested not until his blood had been shed. Abel fell, and
thee with our whole hearts when we see thee slain for us.
sprinkled his altar and sacrifice with his own blood, and therein sets forth the Lord Jesus slain by the enmity of man while serving as a priest before the Lord. “The good Shepherd layeth down his life for the sheep.” Let us weep over him as we view him slain by the hatred of mankind, staining the horns of his altar with his own blood. Abel’s
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“Turn away mine eyes from beholding vanity; and quicken thou me in thy way.” Psalm 119:37 There are divers kinds of vanity. The cap and bells of the
quicken me? Can I think of the reward that awaiteth the
fool, the mirth of the world, the dance, the lyre, and the
righteous, and yet be cold? Will not death quicken me?
cup of the dissolute, all these men know to be vanities;
Can I think of dying, and standing before my God, and
they wear upon their forefront their proper name and
yet be slothful in my Master’s service? Will not Christ’s
title. Far more treacherous are those equally vain things,
love constrain me? Can I think of his dear wounds, can I
the cares of this world and the deceitfulness of riches. A
sit at the foot of his cross, and not be stirred with fervency
man may follow vanity as truly in the counting-house
and zeal? It seems so! No mere consideration can quicken
as in the theatre. If he be spending his life in amassing
us to zeal, but God Himself must do it, hence the cry,
wealth, he passes his days in a vain show. Unless we
“Quicken thou me.” The Psalmist breathes out his whole
follow Christ, and make our God the great object of life,
soul in vehement pleadings: his body and his soul unite in
we only differ in appearance from the most frivolous. It is
prayer. “Turn away mine eyes,” says the body: “Quicken
clear that there is much need of the first prayerof our text.
thou me,” cries the soul. This is a fit prayer for every day.
O Lord, hear it in my case this night.
“Quicken thou me in thy way.” The Psalmist confesses that he is dull, heavy, lumpy, all but dead. Perhaps, dear reader, you feel the same. We are so sluggish that the best motives cannot quicken us, apart from the Lord himself. What! will not hell quicken me? Shall I think of sinners perishing, and yet not be awakened? Will not heaven
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“And so all Israel shall be saved.” Romans 11:26 When Moses sang at the Red Sea, it was his joy to know
believe in Jesus, shall safely cross the dividing sea. We are
that all Israel were safe. Not a drop of spray fell from
not all safely landed yet:
that solid wall until the last of God’s Israel had safely
planted his foot on the other side the flood. That done,
“Part of the host have crossed the flood,
immediately the floods dissolved into their proper place
And part are crossing now.”
again, but not till then. Part of that song was, “Thou
in thy mercy hast led forth the people which thou hast
The vanguard of the army has already reached the shore.
redeemed.” In the last time, when the elect shall sing the
We are marching through the depths; we are at this day
song of Moses, the servant of God, and of the Lamb, it
following hard after our Leader into the heart of the sea.
shall be the boast of Jesus, “Of all whom thou hast given
Let us be of good cheer: the rear-guard shall soon be where
me, I have lost none.” In heaven there shall not be a
the vanguard already is; the last of the chosen ones shall
vacant throne.
soon have crossed the sea, and then shall be heard the
song of triumph, when all are secure. But oh! if one were
“For all the chosen race
absent—oh! if one of his chosen family should be cast
Shall meet around the throne,
away—it would make an everlasting discord in the song of
Shall bless the conduct of his grace,
the redeemed, and cut the strings of the harps of paradise,
And make his glories known.”
so that music could never be extorted from them.
As many as God hath chosen, as many as Christ hath redeemed, as many as the Spirit hath called, as many as
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“He was sore athirst, and called on the Lord, and said, thou hast given this great deliverance into the hand of thy servant: and now shall I die for thirst?” Judges 15:18 Samson was thirsty and ready to die. The difficulty was
with thirst, and he betook himself to prayer. God has
totally different from any which the hero had met before.
many ways of humbling his people. Dear child of God,
Merely to get thirst assuaged is nothing like so great a
if after great mercy you are laid very low, your case is not
matter as to be delivered from a thousand Philistines!
an unusual one. When David had mounted the throne
but when the thirst was upon him, Samson felt that
of Israel, he said, “I am this day weak, though anointed
little present difficulty more weighty than the great past
king.” You must expect to feel weakest when you are
difficulty out of which he had so specially been delivered.
enjoying your greatest triumph. If God has wrought for
It is very usual for God’s people, when they have enjoyed
you great deliverances in the past, your present difficulty
a great deliverance, to find a little trouble too much for
is only like Samson’s thirst, and the Lord will not let
them. Samson slays a thousand Philistines, and piles
you faint, nor suffer the daughter of the uncircumcised
them up in heaps, and then faints for a little water! Jacob
to triumph over you. The road of sorrow is the road to
wrestles with God at Peniel, and overcomes Omnipotence
heaven, but there are wells of refreshing water all along the
itself, and then goes “halting on his thigh!” Strange that
route. So, tried brother, cheer your heart with Samson’s
there must be a shrinking of the sinew whenever we
words, and rest assured that God will deliver you ere long.
win the day. As if the Lord must teach us our littleness, our nothingness, in order to keep us within bounds. Samson boasted right loudly when he said, “I have slain a thousand men.” His boastful throat soon grew hoarse
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“Son of man, What is the vine tree more than any tree, or than a branch which is among the trees of the forest?” Ezekiel 15:2 These words are for the humbling of God’s people; they
grace which hath made thee to differ? Great believer, thou
are called God’s vine, but what are they by nature more
wouldst have been a great sinner if God had not made thee
than others? They, by God’s goodness, have become
to differ. O thou who art valiant for truth, thou wouldst
fruitful, having been planted in a good soil; the Lord hath
have been as valiant for error if grace had not laid hold
trained them upon the walls of the sanctuary, and they
upon thee. Therefore, be not proud, though thou hast a
bring forth fruit to his glory; but what are they without
large estate—a wide domain of grace, thou hadst not once
their God? What are they without the continual influence
a single thing to call thine own except thy sin and misery.
of the Spirit, begetting fruitfulness in them? O believer,
Oh! strange infatuation, that thou, who hast borrowed
learn to reject pride, seeing that thou hast no ground for
everything, shouldst think of exalting thyself; a poor
it. Whatever thou art, thou hast nothing to make thee
dependent pensioner upon the bounty of thy Saviour, one
proud. The more thou hast, the more thou art in debt
who hath a life which dies without fresh streams of life
to God; and thou shouldst not be proud of that which
from Jesus, and yet proud! Fie on thee, O silly heart!
renders thee a debtor. Consider thine origin; look back to what thou wast. Consider what thou wouldst have been but for divine grace. Look upon thyself as thou art now. Doth not thy conscience reproach thee? Do not thy thousand wanderings stand before thee, and tell thee that thou art unworthy to be called his son? And if he hath made thee anything, art thou not taught thereby that it is
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“Doth Job fear God for nought?” Job 1:9 This was the wicked question of Satan concerning that
Christian who is the subject of it must learn to rejoice
upright man of old, but there are many in the present day
in tribulations, because as his tribulations abound, so
concerning whom it might be asked with justice, for they
his consolations abound by Christ Jesus. Rest assured,
love God after a fashion because he prospers them; but
if you are a child of God, you will be no stranger to
if things went ill with them, they would give up all their
the rod. Sooner or later every bar of gold must pass
boasted faith in God. If they can clearly see that since the
through the fire. Fear not, but rather rejoice that such
time of their supposed conversion the world has gone
fruitful times are in store for you, for in them you will
prosperously with them, then they will love God in their
be weaned from earth and made meet for heaven; you
poor carnal way; but if they endure adversity, they rebel
will be delivered from clinging to the present, and made
against the Lord. Their love is the love of the table, not
to long for those eternal things which are so soon to
of the host; a love to the cupboard, not to the master of
be revealed to you. When you feel that as regards the
the house. As for the true Christian, he expects to have
present you do serve God for nought, you will then
his reward in the next life, and to endure hardness in
rejoice in the infinite reward of the future.
this. The promise of the old covenant was prosperity, but the promise of the new covenant is adversity. Remember Christ’s words—“Every branch in me that beareth not fruit”—What? “He purgeth it, that it may bring forth fruit.” If you bring forth fruit, you will have to endure affliction. “Alas!” you say, “that is a terrible prospect.” But this affliction works out such precious results, that the
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“I have exalted one chosen out of the people.” Psalm 89:19 Why was Christ chosen out of the people? Speak, my
them all, for he has felt all. Remember this, Christian,
heart, for heart-thoughts are best. Was it not that he
and let it comfort thee. However difficult and painful thy
might be able to be our brother, in the blest tie of kindred
road, it is marked by the footsteps of thy Saviour; and even
blood? Oh, what relationship there is between Christ and
when thou reachest the dark valley of the shadow of death,
the believer! The believer can say, “I have a Brother in
and the deep waters of the swelling Jordan, thou wilt find
heaven; I may be poor, but I have a Brother who is rich,
his footprints there. In all places whithersoever we go, he
and is a King, and will he suffer me to want while he is
has been our forerunner; each burden we have to carry, has
on his throne? Oh, no! He loves me; he is my Brother.”
once been laid on the shoulders of Immanuel.
Believer, wear this blessed thought, like a necklace of
diamonds, around the neck of thy memory; put it, as a
“His way was much rougher and darker than mine Did
golden ring, on the finger of recollection, and use it as the
Christ, my Lord, suffer, and shall I repine?”
King’s own seal, stamping the petitions of thy faith with
confidence of success. He is a brother born for adversity,
Take courage! Royal feet have left a blood-red track upon
treat him as such.
the road, and consecrated the thorny path forever.
Christ was also chosen out of the people that he might know our wants and sympathize with us. “He was tempted in all points like as we are, yet without sin.” In all our sorrows we have his sympathy. Temptation, pain, disappointment, weakness, weariness, poverty—he knows
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“We will remember thy love more than wine.” Song of Solomon 1:4 Jesus will not let his people forget his love. If all the love
over that sacrifice, and long for the hour whereof in the
they have enjoyed should be forgotten, he will visit them
volume of the book it was written of thee, “Lo, I come.”
with fresh love. “Do you forget my cross?” says he, “I will
We remember thy love, O Jesus as it was manifest to us
cause you to remember it; for at my table I will manifest
in thy holy life, from the manger of Bethlehem to the
myself anew to you. Do you forget what I did for you in
garden of Gethsemane. We track thee from the cradle to
the council-chamber of eternity? I will remind you of it,
the grave—for every word and deed of thine was love—
for you shall need a counsellor, and shall find me ready at
and we rejoice in thy love, which death did not exhaust;
your call.” Mothers do not let their children forget them.
thy love which shone resplendent in thy resurrection.
If the boy has gone to Australia, and does not write home,
We remember that burning fire of love which will never
his mother writes—“Has John forgotten his mother?”
let thee hold thy peace until thy chosen ones be all safely
Then there comes back a sweet epistle, which proves that
housed, until Zion be glorified, and Jerusalem settled on
the gentle reminder was not in vain. So is it with Jesus,
her everlasting foundations of light and love in heaven.
he says to us, “Remember me,” and our response is, “We will remember thy love.” We will remember thy love and its matchless history. It is ancient as the glory which thou hadst with the Father before the world was. We remember, O Jesus, thine eternal love when thou didst become our Surety, and espouse us as thy betrothed. We remember the love which suggested the sacrifice of thyself, the love which, until the fulness of time, mused
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“Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler.” Psalm 91:3
God delivers his people from the snare of the fowler
in an evil hour, come into the net, yet God will bring
in two senses. From, and out of. First, he delivers
him out of it! O backslider, be cast down, but do not
them from the snare—does not let them enter it; and
despair. Wanderer though thou hast been, hear what thy
secondly, if they should be caught therein, he delivers
Redeemer saith—“Return, O backsliding children; I will
them out of it. The first promise is the most precious to
have mercy upon you.” But you say you cannot return,
some; the second is the best to others.
for you are a captive. Then listen to the promise—“Surely
he shall deliver thee out of the snare of the fowler.” Thou
“He shall deliver thee from the snare.” How? Trouble is
shalt yet be brought out of all evil into which thou hast
often the means whereby God delivers us. God knows
fallen, and though thou shalt never cease to repent of thy
that our backsliding will soon end in our destruction,
ways, yet he that hath loved thee will not cast thee away;
and he in mercy sends the rod. We say, “Lord, why
he will receive thee, and give thee joy and gladness, that
is this?” not knowing that our trouble has been the
the bones which he has broken may rejoice. No bird of
means of delivering us from far greater evil. Many have
paradise shall die in the fowler’s net.
been thus saved from ruin by their sorrows and their crosses; these have frightened the birds from the net. At other times, God keeps his people from the snare of the fowler by giving them great spiritual strength, so that when they are tempted to do evil they say, “How can I do this great wickedness, and sin against God?” But what a blessed thing it is that if the believer shall,
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“Martha was cumbered about much serving.” Luke 10:40 Her fault was not that she served: the condition of a
to sustain his hands. The more spiritual the exercise, the
servant well becomes every Christian. “I serve,” should
sooner we tire in it. The choicest fruits are the hardest to
be the motto of all the princes of the royal family of
rear: the most heavenly graces are the most difficult to
heaven. Nor was it her fault that she had “much serving.”
cultivate. Beloved, while we do not neglect external things,
We cannot do too much. Let us do all that we possibly
which are good enough in themselves, we ought also to see
can; let head, and heart, and hands, be engaged in the
to it that we enjoy living, personal fellowship with Jesus.
Master’s service. It was no fault of hers that she was busy
See to it that sitting at the Saviour’s feet is not neglected,
preparing a feast for the Master. Happy Martha, to have
even though it be under the specious pretext of doing him
an opportunity of entertaining so blessed a guest; and
service. The first thing for our soul’s health, the first thing
happy, too, to have the spirit to throw her whole soul so
for his glory, and the first thing for our own usefulness, is
heartily into the engagement. Her fault was that she grew
to keep ourselves in perpetual communion with the Lord
“cumbered with much serving,” so that she forgot him,
Jesus, and to see that the vital spirituality of our religion is
and only remembered the service. She allowed service to
maintained over and above everything else in the world.
override communion, and so presented one duty stained with the blood of another. We ought to be Martha and Mary in one: we should do much service, and have much communion at the same time. For this we need great grace. It is easier to serve than to commune. Joshua never grew weary in fighting with the Amalekites; but Moses, on the top of the mountain in prayer, needed two helpers
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“I will mention the lovingkindnesses of the Lord, and the praises of the Lord, according to all that the Lord hath bestowed on us.” Isaiah 63:7 And canst thou not do this? Are there no mercies which
not what thy God has done for thee; turn over the book
thou hast experienced? What, though thou art gloomy
of thy remembrance, and consider the days of old. Canst
now, canst thou forget that blessed hour when Jesus
thou not remember the hill Mizar? Did the Lord never
met thee, and said, “Come unto me”? Canst thou not
meet with thee at Her- mon? Hast thou never climbed
remember that rapturous moment when he snapped
the Delectable Mountains? Hast thou never been helped
thy fetters, dashed thy chains to the earth, and said, “I
in time of need? Nay, I know thou hast. Go back, then, a
came to break thy bonds and set thee free”? Or if the
little way to the choice mercies of yesterday, and though
love of thine espousals be forgotten, there must surely
all may be dark now, light up the lamps of the past,
be some precious milestone along the road of life not
they shall glitter through the darkness, and thou shalt
quite grown over with moss, on which thou canst read
trust in the Lord till the day break and the shadows flee
a happy memorial of his mercy towards thee? What,
away. “Remember, O Lord, thy tender mercies and thy
didst thou never have a sickness like that which thou art
lovingkindnesses, for they have been ever of old.”
suffering now, and did he not restore thee? Wert thou never poor before, and did he not supply thy wants? Wast thou never in straits before, and did he not deliver thee? Arise, go to the river of thine experience, and pull up a few bulrushes, and plait them into an ark, wherein thine infant—faith—may float safely on the stream. Forget
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“Do we then make void the law through faith? God forbid: yea, we establish the law.” Romans 3:31 When the believer is adopted into the Lord’s family, his
“that ye love one another.” Are you told to distribute to
relationship to old Adam and the law ceases at once; but
the poor? Do it, not because charity is a burden which you
then he is under a new rule, and a new covenant. Believer,
dare not shirk, but because Jesus teaches, “Give to him
you are God’s child; it is your first duty to obey your
that asketh of thee.” Does the Word say, “Love God with
heavenly Father. A servile spirit you have nothing to do
all your heart”? Look at the commandment and reply,
with: you are not a slave, but a child; and now, inasmuch
“Ah! commandment, Christ hath fulfilled thee already—I
as you are a beloved child, you are bound to obey your
have no need, therefore, to fulfil thee for my salvation,
Father’s faintest wish, the least intimation of his will.
but I rejoice to yield obedience to thee because God is
Does he bid you fulfil a sacred ordinance? It is at your
my Father now and he has a claim upon me, which I
peril that you neglect it, for you will be disobeying your
would not dispute.” May the Holy Ghost make your heart
Father. Does he command you to seek the image of Jesus?
obedient to the constraining power of Christ’s love, that
Is it not your joy to do so? Does Jesus tell you, “Be ye
your prayer may be, “Make me to go in the path of thy
perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect”?
commandments; for therein do I delight.” Grace is the
Then not because the law commands, but because your
mother and nurse of holiness, and not the apologist of sin.
Saviour enjoins, you will labour to be perfect in holiness. Does he bid his saints love one another? Do it, not because the law says, “Love thy neighbour,” but because Jesus says, “If ye love me, keep my commandments;” and this is the commandment that he has given unto you,
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“Your heavenly Father.” Matthew 6:26 God’s people are doubly his children, they are his
the tender hand of him who wields it. Father!—Here
offspring by creation, and they are his sons by adoption in
is honour and love. How great is a Father’s love to his
Christ. Hence they are privileged to call him, “Our Father
children! That which friendship cannot do, and mere
which art in heaven.” Father! Oh, what precious word is
benevolence will not attempt, a father’s heart and hand
that. Here is authority: “If I be a Father, where is mine
must do for his sons. They are his offspring, he must
honour?” If ye be sons, where is your obedience? Here
bless them; they are his children, he must show himself
is affection mingled with authority; an authority which
strong in their defence. If an earthly father watches over
does not provoke rebellion; an obedience demanded
his children with unceasing love and care, how much
which is most cheerfully rendered—which would not be
more does our heavenly Father? Abba, Father! He who
withheld even if it might. The obedience which God’s
can say this, hath uttered better music than cherubim or
children yield to him must be loving obedience. Do not
seraphim can reach. There is heaven in the depth of that
go about the service of God as slaves to their taskmaster’s
word—Father! There is all I can ask; all my necessities can
toil, but run in the way of his commands because it is
demand; all my wishes can desire. I have all in all to all
your Father’s way. Yield your bodies as instruments of
eternity when I can say, “Father.”
righteousness, because righteousness is your Father’s will, and his will should be the will of his child. Father!— Here is a kingly attribute so sweetly veiled in love, that the King’s crown is forgotten in the King’s face, and his sceptre becomes, not a rod of iron, but a silver sceptre of mercy—the sceptre indeed seems to be forgotten in
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“All they that heard it wondered at those things.” Luke 2:18 We must not cease to wonder at the great marvels
presence of the mighty God in the gift of his dear Son,
of our God. It would be very difficult to draw a line
you will put off your shoes from off your feet, because
between holy wonder and real worship; for when the
the place whereon you stand is holy ground. You will
soul is overwhelmed with the majesty of God’s glory,
be moved at the same time to glorious hope. If Jesus has
though it may not express itself in song, or even utter
done such marvellous things on your behalf, you will feel
its voice with bowed head in humble prayer, yet it
that heaven itself is not too great for your expectation.
silently adores. Our incarnate God is to be worshipped
Who can be astonished at anything, when he has once
as “the Wonderful.” That God should consider his fallen
been astonished at the manger and the cross? What is
creature, man, and instead of sweeping him away with
there wonderful left after one has seen the Saviour? Dear
the besom of destruction, should himself undertake to
reader, it may be that from the quietness and solitariness
be man’s Redeemer, and to pay his ransom price, is,
of your life, you are scarcely able to imitate the shepherds
indeed marvellous! But to each believer redemption is
of Bethlehem, who told what they had seen and heard,
most marvellous as he views it in relation to himself. It
but you can, at least, fill up the circle of the worshippers
is a miracle of grace indeed, that Jesus should forsake the
before the throne, by wondering at what God has done.
thrones and royalties above, to suffer ignominiously below for you. Let your soul lose itself in wonder, for wonder is in this way a very practical emotion. Holy wonder will lead you to grateful worship and heartfelt thanksgiving. It will cause within you godly watchfulness; you will be afraid to sin against such a love as this. Feeling the
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“And of his fulness have all we received.” John 1:16 These words tell us that there is a fulness in Christ. There
to sanctify, of grace to preserve, and of grace to perfect.
is a fulness of essential Deity, for “in him dwelleth all
There is a fulness at all times; a fulness of comfort in
the fulness of the Godhead.” There is a fulness of perfect
affliction; a fulness of guidance in prosperity. A fulness
manhood, for in him, bodily, that Godhead was revealed.
of every divine attribute, of wisdom, of power, of love;
There is a fulness of atoning efficacy in his blood, for “the
a fulness which it were impossible to survey, much less
blood of Jesus Christ, his Son, cleanseth us from all sin.”
to explore. “It pleased the Father that in him should
There is a fulness of justifying righteousness in his life, for
all fulness dwell.” Oh, what a fulness must this be of
“there is therefore now no condemnation to them that
which all receive! Fulness, indeed, must there be when
are in Christ Jesus.” There is a fulness of divine prevalence
the stream is always flowing, and yet the well springs up
in his plea, for “He is able to save to the uttermost them
as free, as rich, as full as ever. Come, believer, and get
that come unto God by him; seeing he ever liveth to make
all thy need supplied; ask largely, and thou shalt receive
intercession for them.” There is a fulness of victory in
largely, for this “fulness” is inexhaustible, and is treasured
his death, for through death he destroyed him that had
up where all the needy may reach it, even in Jesus,
the power of death, that is the devil. There is a fulness of
Immanuel—God with us.
efficacy in his resurrection from the dead, for by it “we are begotten again unto a lively hope.” There is a fulness of triumph in his ascension, for “when he ascended up on high, he led captivity captive, and received gifts for men.” There is a fulness of blessings of every sort and shape; a fulness of grace to pardon, of grace to regenerate, of grace
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“But Mary kept all these things, and pondered them in her heart.” Luke 2:19 There was an exercise, on the part of this blessed woman,
toucheth the brook with her wing, but as the fish which
of three powers of her being: her memory—she kept all
penetrates the lowest wave. Abide with your Lord: let
these things; her affections—she kept them in her heart;
him not be to you as a wayfaring man, that tarrieth for
her intellect—she pondered them; so that memory,
a night, but constrain him, saying, “Abide with us, for
affection, and understanding, were all exercised about
the day is far spent.” Hold him, and do not let him go.
the things which she had heard. Beloved, remember
The word “ponder,” means to weigh. Make ready the
what you have heard of your Lord Jesus, and what he has
balances of judgment. Oh, but where are the scales that
done for you; make your heart the golden pot of manna
can weigh the Lord Christ? “He taketh up the isles as a
to preserve the memorial of the heavenly bread whereon
very little thing:”—who shall take him up? “He weigheth
you have fed in days gone by. Let your memory treasure
the mountains in scales”—in what scales shall we weigh
up everything about Christ which you have either felt,
him? Be it so, if your understanding cannot comprehend,
or known, or believed, and then let your fond affections
let your affections apprehend; and if your spirit cannot
hold him fast for evermore. Love the person of your
compass the Lord Jesus in the grasp of understanding, let
Lord! Bring forth the alabaster box of your heart, even
it embrace him in the arms of affection.
though it be broken, and let all the precious ointment of your affection come streaming on his pierced feet. Let your intellect be exercised concerning the Lord Jesus. Meditate upon what you read: stop not at the surface; dive into the depths. Be not as the swallow which
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“Perfect in Christ Jesus.” Colossians 1:28 Do you not feel in your own soul that perfection is not
“With my Saviour’s garments on,
in you? Does not every day teach you that? Every tear
Holy as the Holy One.”
which trickles from your eye, weeps “imperfection;”
every harsh word which proceeds from your lip, mutters
Then shall we know, and taste, and feel the happiness
“imperfection.” You have too frequently had a view of
of this vast but short sentence, “Complete in Christ.”
your own heart to dream for a moment of any perfection
Not till then shall we fully comprehend the heights and
in yourself. But amidst this sad consciousness of
depths of the salvation of Jesus. Doth not thy heart leap
imperfection, here is comfort for you—you are “perfect
for joy at the thought of it? Black as thou art, thou shalt
in Christ Jesus.” In God’s sight, you are “complete in
be white one day; filthy as thou art, thou shalt be clean.
him;” even now you are “accepted in the Beloved.” But
Oh, it is a marvellous salvation this! Christ takes a worm
there is a second perfection, yet to be realized, which is
and transforms it into an angel; Christ takes a black and
sure to all the seed. Is it not delightful to look forward to
deformed thing and makes it clean and matchless in his
the time when every stain of sin shall be removed from
glory, peerless in his beauty, and fit to be the companion
the believer, and he shall be presented faultless before the
of seraphs. O my soul, stand and admire this blessed
throne, without spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing? The
truth of perfection in Christ.
Church of Christ then will be so pure, that not even the eye of Omniscience will see a spot or blemish in her; so holy and so glorious, that Hart did not go beyond the truth when he said—
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“And the shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things that they had heard and seen, as it was told unto them.” Luke 2:20 What was the subject of their praise? They praised God
said it would be? Jesus said he would give you rest—have
for what they had heard—for the good tidings of great
you not enjoyed the sweetest peace in him? He said you
joy that a Saviour was born unto them. Let us copy them;
should have joy, and comfort, and life through believing in
let us also raise a song of thanksgiving that we have heard
him—have you not received all these? Are not his ways ways
of Jesus and his salvation. They also praised God for
of pleasantness, and his paths paths of peace? Surely you can
what they had seen. There is the sweetest music—what
say with the queen of Sheba, “The half has not been told
we have experienced, what we have felt within, what we
me.” I have found Christ more sweet than his servants ever
have made our own—“the things which we have made
said he was. I looked upon his likeness as they painted it,
touching the King.” It is not enough to hear about Jesus:
but it was a mere daub compared with himself; for the King
mere hearing may tune the harp, but the fingers of living
in his beauty outshines all imaginable loveliness. Surely
faith must create the music. If you have seen Jesus with
what we have “seen” keeps pace with, nay, far exceeds, what
the God- giving sight of faith, suffer no cobwebs to
we have “heard.” Let us, then, glorify and praise God for a
linger among the harp strings, but loud to the praise of
Saviour so precious, and so satisfying.
sovereign grace, awake your psaltery and harp. One point for which they praised God was the agreement between what they had heard and what they had seen. Observe the last sentence—“As it was told unto them.” Have you not found the gospel to be in yourselves just what the Bible
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“The things which are not seen.” 2 Corinthians 4:18 In our Christian pilgrimage it is well, for the most part,
stream, and thou shalt soon have forded it. Time,
to be looking forward. Forward lies the crown, and
how short—eternity, how long! Death, how brief—
onward is the goal. Whether it be for hope, for joy, for
immortality, how endless! Methinks I even now eat of
consolation, or for the inspiring of our love, the future
Eshcol’s clusters, and sip of the well which is within the
must, after all, be the grand object of the eye of faith.
gate. The road is so, so short! I shall soon be there.
Looking into the future we see sin cast out, the body of
sin and death destroyed, the soul made perfect, and fit
to be a partaker of the inheritance of the saints in light.
“When the world my heart is rending
Looking further yet, the believer’s enlightened eye can
With its heaviest storm of care,
see death’s river passed, the gloomy stream forded, and
My glad thoughts to heaven ascending,
the hills of light attained on which standeth the celestial
Find a refuge from despair.
city; he seeth himself enter within the pearly gates, hailed
Faith’s bright vision shall sustain me
as more than conqueror, crowned by the hand of Christ,
Till life’s pilgrimage is past;
embraced in the arms of Jesus, glorified with him, and
Fears may vex and troubles pain me,
made to sit together with him on his throne, even as he
I shall reach my home at last.”
has overcome and has sat down with the Father on his throne. The thought of this future may well relieve the darkness of the past and the gloom of the present. The joys of heaven will surely compensate for the sorrows of earth. Hush, hush, my doubts! death is but a narrow
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“The dove came in to him in the evening.” Genesis 8:11 Blessed be the Lord for another day of mercy, even
of truth, enter into that which is within the veil, and
though I am now weary with its toils. Unto the preserver
reach to my Beloved in very deed. To Jesus must I come:
of men lift I my song of gratitude. The dove found no rest
short of the nearest and dearest intercourse with him my
out of the ark, and therefore returned to it; and my soul
panting spirit cannot stay. Blessed Lord Jesus, be with
has learned yet more fully than ever, this day, that there
me, reveal thyself, and abide with me all night, so that
is no satisfaction to be found in earthly things—God
when I awake I may be still with thee. I note that the dove
alone can give rest to my spirit. As to my business, my
brought in her mouth an olive branch plucked off, the
possessions, my family, my attainments, these are all well
memorial of the past day, and a prophecy of the future.
enough in their way, but they cannot fulfil the desires of
Have I no pleasing record to bring home? No pledge and
my immortal nature. “Return unto thy rest, O my soul,
earnest of lovingkindness yet to come? Yes, my Lord, I
for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee.” It was at
present thee my grateful acknowledgments for tender
the still hour, when the gates of the day were closing,
mercies which have been new every morning and fresh
that with weary wing the dove came back to the master:
every evening; and now, I pray thee, put forth thy hand
O Lord, enable me this evening thus to return to Jesus.
and take thy dove into thy bosom.
She could not endure to spend a night hovering over the restless waste, nor can I bear to be even for another hour away from Jesus, the rest of my heart, the home of my spirit. She did not merely alight upon the roof of the ark, she “came in to him;” even so would my longing spirit look into the secret of the Lord, pierce to the interior
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“When thou hearest the sound of a going in the tops of the mulberry trees, then thou shalt bestir thyself.” 2 Samuel 5:24 The members of Christ’s Church should be very prayerful,
wont. Now, at such joyous periods when you hear the
always seeking the unction of the Holy One to rest upon
“sound of a going in the tops of the mulberry trees,” is the
their hearts, that the kingdom of Christ may come, and
time to bestir yourself; now is the time to get rid of any
that his “will be done on earth, even as it is in heaven;”
evil habit, while God the Spirit helpeth your infirmities.
but there are times when God seems especially to favour
Spread your sail; but remember what you
Zion, such seasons ought to be to them like “the sound of
sometimes sing—
a going in the tops of the mulberry trees.” We ought then
to be doubly prayerful, doubly earnest, wrestling more at
“I can only spread the sail;
the throne than we have been wont to do. Action should
Thou! Thou! must breathe the auspicious gale.”
then be prompt and vigorous. The tide is flowing—now
let us pull manfully for the shore. O for Pentecostal
Only be sure you have the sail up. Do not miss the gale for
outpourings and Pentecostal labours. Christian, in
want of preparation for it. Seek help of God, that you may
yourself there are times “when thou hearest the sound
be more earnest in duty when made more strong in faith;
of a going in the tops of the mulberry trees.” You have a
that you may be more constant in prayer when you have
peculiar power in prayer; the Spirit of God gives you joy
more liberty at the throne; that you may be more holy in
and gladness; the Scripture is open to you; the promises
your conversation whilst you live more closely with Christ.
are applied; you walk in the light of God’s countenance; you have peculiar freedom and liberty in devotion, and more closeness of communion with Christ than was your
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“In whom also we have obtained an inheritance.” Ephesians 1:11 When Jesus gave himself for us, he gave us all the
in him. Thus Jesus is magnified—for all is in him and
rights and privileges which went with himself; so that
by him; thus the inheritance is made certain to us—for
now, although as eternal God, he has essential rights
it is obtained in him; thus each blessing is the sweeter,
to which no creature may venture to pretend, yet as
and even heaven itself the brighter, because it is Jesus our
Jesus, the Mediator, the federal head of the covenant of
Beloved “in whom” we have obtained all. Where is the
grace, he has no heritage apart from us. All the glorious
man who shall estimate our divine portion? Weigh the
consequences of his obedience unto death are the joint
riches of Christ in scales, and his treasure in balances, and
riches of all who are in him, and on whose behalf he
then think to count the treasures which belong to the
accomplished the divine will. See, he enters into glory,
saints. Reach the bottom of Christ’s sea of joy, and then
but not for himself alone, for it is written, “Whither the
hope to understand the bliss which God hath prepared
Forerunner is for us entered.” Heb. 6:20. Does he stand
for them that love him. Overleap the boundaries of
in the presence of God?—“He appears in the presence
Christ’s pos- sessions, and then dream of a limit to the fair
of God for us.” Heb. 9:24. Consider this, believer. You
inheritance of the elect. “All things are yours, for ye are
have no right to heaven in yourself: your right lies in
Christ’s and Christ is God’s.”
Christ. If you are pardoned, it is through his blood; if you are justified, it is through his righteousness; if you are sanctified, it is because he is made of God unto you sanctification; if you shall be kept from falling, it will be because you are preserved in Christ Jesus; and if you are perfected at the last, it will be because you are complete
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“The Lord our Righteousness.” Jeremiah 23:6 It will always give a Christian the greatest calm, quiet,
own righteousness, which is of the law, but that which
ease, and peace, to think of the perfect righteousness of
is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness which is
Christ. How often are the saints of God downcast and
of God by faith.” You will not find on this side heaven a
sad! I do not think they ought to be. I do not think they
holier people than those who receive into their hearts the
would if they could always see their perfection in Christ.
doctrine of Christ’s righteousness. When the believer says,
There are some who are always talking about corruption,
“I live on Christ alone; I rest on him solely for salvation;
and the depravity of the heart, and the innate evil of the
and I believe that, however unworthy, I am still saved in
soul. This is quite true, but why not go a little further,
Jesus;” then there rises up as a motive of gratitude this
and remember that we are “perfect in Christ Jesus.” It
thought—“Shall I not live to Christ? Shall I not love him
is no wonder that those who are dwelling upon their
and serve him, seeing that I am saved by his merits?” “The
own corruption should wear such downcast looks; but
love of Christ constraineth us,” “that they which live
surely if we call to mind that “Christ is made unto us
should not henceforth live unto themselves but unto him
righteousness,” we shall be of good cheer. What though
which died for them.” If saved by imputed righteousness,
distresses afflict me, though Satan assault me, though
we shall greatly value imparted righteousness.
there may be many things to be experienced before I get to heaven, those are done for me in the covenant of divine grace; there is nothing wanting in my Lord, Christ hath done it all. On the cross he said, “It is finished!” and if it be finished, then am I complete in him, and can rejoice with joy unspeakable and full of glory, “Not having mine
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“Then Ahimaaz ran by the way of the plain, and overran Cushi.” 2 Samuel 18:23 Running is not everything, there is much in the way
may remember to my profit in my daily cares and needs.
which we select: a swift foot over hill and down dale will
It will be my wisest course to go at once to my God, and
not keep pace with a slower traveller upon level ground.
not to wander in a roundabout manner to this friend
How is it with my spiritual journey, am I labouring up
and that. He knows my wants and can relieve them,
the hill of my own works and down into the ravines of
to whom should I repair but to himself by the direct
my own humiliations and resolutions, or do I run by
appeal of prayer, and the plain argument of the promise.
the plain way of “Believe and live”? How blessed is it
“Straightforward makes the best runner.” I will not parlay
to wait upon the Lord by faith! The soul runs without
with the servants, but hasten to their master.
weariness, and walks without fainting, in the way of
believing. Christ Jesus is the way of life, and he is a plain
In reading this passage, it strikes me that if men vie with
way, a pleasant way, a way suitable for the tottering
each other in common matters, and one outruns the
feet and feeble knees of trembling sinners: am I found
other, I ought to be in solemn earnestness so to run that
in this way, or am I hunting after another track such as
I may obtain. Lord, help me to gird up the loins of my
priestcraft or metaphysics may promise me? I read of the
mind, and may I press forward towards the mark for the
way of holiness, that the wayfaring man, though a fool,
prize of my high calling of God in Christ Jesus.
shall not err therein: have I been delivered from proud reason and been brought as a little child to rest in Jesus’ love and blood? If so, by God’s grace I shall outrun the strongest runner who chooses any other path. This truth I
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