Keeping It Together for the Band

We talked staying sane as a musician with Peach Kelli Pop and Bat Fangs at Sled Island festival.

Laura King

Allie Hanlon

By Valerie Veteto | Photos by Sarah Klearman

Sled Island is Canada’s version of Austin’s South By Southwest, thankfully sans the corporate sponsorship brouhaha. Set in dozens of venues across Calgary, Alberta, the promoters spread out an explosion of art over five days: music, film, comedy, a queer-zine fair, an art exhibition in homage to the indigenous Blackfoot population. Academy Award nominee Owen Pallett—who composed the score for Spike Jonez’s HER—played his songs with the Calgary Philharmonic Orchestra, and was followed by Shabazz Palaces rapping in a veteran’s center in front of the Canadian flag. It’s a festival squirreled away in a former cowpoke town, but it’s impossible to feel under stimulated with so many events popping off at once.

Between bouncing from venue to venue, we sat down with bothAllie Hanlon of Peach Kelli Pop and Laura King of Bat Fangs to discuss how they stay sane while on tour and the difficulties of being a working musician. We were a little nervous about throwing two strangers into the fire pit of exposed emotions, but there was something about Sled Island’s focus on inclusivity that allowed for a more open conversation.

Adventuring through the open road as a paid musician is a blast, but it’s still a job. Personally, my friends and I have a code word for whenever we’re wandering close to the edge of destructive behavior:self-preservation. In times of hyper adaptivity, a musician’s priority has to be personal well-being. Just like during an emergency crash landing on an airplane, strap on that air mask first, then help others. So, how do Hanlon and King prioritize mental health with so many unknown factors? How do they ensure mid-tour maiming between bandmates never strikes?

“There’s so much melted chocolate in our van,” King laughs. “Coffee and chocolate are definitely things that I need every day.” She also makes a point to bring her running shoes and workout clothes. And in order to sleep as much as possible and to keep her energy level up, she quit drinking for the last year and a half.

The balancing act is about as effective and graceful as a panda pirouetting along a tightrope. “It’s like, ‘Do I sleep, or do I find food?’You’re constantly compromising on basic human essentials,” Hanlon explains.

Help Musicians, a music charity based in the UK, polled 2,200 musicians on anxiety and depression last year. A worrying 71 percent reported experiencing high levels of anxiety or anxiety attacks, with69 percent saying they suffer from depression. But there’s a big difference in how different countries support their artists. The resources are rarely enough for a sustainable career.

Hanlon hails from Ontario, Canada, a country that from 2016 to2017 doled out grants to over 2,100 Canadian artists and the same number to arts organizations. Canada Council for the Arts makes the process to apply for grants simple: deadlines, forms, and even guides are laid out on the homepage of their website in clear, concise copy. Though she lives in Los Angeles now, Hanlon recently signed to Mint Records, a Canadian label. Through them, she can apply for Canadian grants to supplement her income—grants that allow her to tour with a more stable state of mind.

“Before I signed with them [Mint Records] I was like, ‘I can’t do this anymore. I can’t pay my rent. I have to do something else. Quit music, or do it on the side.’ And I was ready to do that,” Hanlon admits.“All of my friends in the US and myself up until now—we’ve made it work. Some bands can make it work and others can’t. But for me, I knew I couldn’t live in Los Angeles, which is a very expensive city, and keep the band going without help.”

I've learned what my flaws are with my social skills and I've tried to improve. There's a magnifying glass on you, so you learn very quickly what your strengths and weaknesses are."

Government aid for the arts is a symbiotic relationship necessary for both parties, despite countries dragging their feet with funding. “If a city doesn’t have culture, it sucks. Musicians bring in tourists, and they completely affect how an entire city works,” Hanlon continues.“It’s nice that Canada has found a way to help touring musicians.”

Rushing to catch soundcheck in a different city every day ore very other day stretches you thin, to say the least. Thankfully, both Hanlon and King have noticed their set times have become earlier over the years. “Opening for Hop Along has been great, because we’re playing at 8 p.m. and then done early, usually wrapped up by midnight,” King says. “I’ve been doing this for a long time, and I remember the days when you wouldn’t be done until 2 a.m., 2:30 a.m.There used to be four bands per show, and, just, why? I don’t have the stamina for that and neither do my ears.”

Hanlon chimes in, “It also depends on whether you participate in the drinking culture. I don’t, usually. I’ll have a drink sometimes, butI’m working. I can’t lose my stuff, be tired the next day, or get sick.” Basically, if you want to champion a tour, and make it out alive, practice moderation.

Of course, if all you had to worry about was your own wants and needs, touring wouldn't be quite so tough. Let’s be real, though:there’s no greater intimacy than being crammed in a van with the same group of humans for weeks on end, possibly months. And with intimacy comes tension. Even if you’re lucky enough to be best friends with your bandmates, inevitably someone will be plagued with low blood sugar. (Pro tip: keep a hidden snack stash of granola bars for when they’re hangry.) You’ll know each other’s bowel movements.You’ll watch bandmates snap over nothing. At some point, and this is just how it goes, you’ll want to strangle someone HomerSimpson–style over the most innocuous thing ever.

Think of you and everyone in your traveling van like a Sim from the classic computer game, The Sims. Remember the colored bars at the bottom keeping track of hunger, comfort, fun, environment, bladder? And how the Sims would throw literal temper tantrums, stomping and screaming if too many ran red? That’s you and your lead singer, who has to stop at every gas station to stretch her legs, and your bassist who refuses to sleep on anything less than a bed.

“You only really get to know someone when you’re on tour with them,” Hanlon says.