cinematic ending

By Claire Ferris

smug smog idles within white walls—all walls wild through my eyes!

mine mean idling eyes, i die!

i’ll fall ill, me, myself still stuck in the smog— smug, stiff, suffocating sentiments!

intensity or indifference? emotion eyes itself ill sly silence, oh stiff strict smoke!

exiled, stuck in isle of self—only immense fervor fed softly, mine own meaty murderous musings—mine!

where will the world wait? wretched wishes arise, eyes erratically eager for ego, long for lucidity limbo lies languid linking smog and air, allying wall and all murderous, maddening, sickening sensations of self, me, mine, i! self spars murky malevolent murmurs madly, minutes inhibit— will the world wait within these walls? i’m incomplete, forced to face facile fate, failed to furious fumes smog subsides, silence vanishes in vain—vanity allies wall and all, world waits not sprints, swims, splits smog