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F r om t i met ot i me,mymi ndgoesbackt ot hei nci dent s whi chIt houghtwer et heonesdeďŹ ni ngmet hemos t .As muchasI don' twantt hem t obepar tofmyl i f e, t heyar e. And t hough, t her e ar e ot her moment s , encount er s , ex per i ences ,whi char ej us tasmuchmeast hedar k er , mor echal l engi ngones .
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Unt i l myf at her ’ sdeat hI had bl i ndl yaccept edt hatt he bur i al sandf uner al sI had e x per i encedpr e v i ous l ywer e t heonl yway.
Abodyi sei t herembal medorcr emat ed,andf uner al smus tl ookl i k es ome v er s i onofhow t heydoi nt hemov i es , wi t hcas k et sofl ami nat ed wood and s t eel l ower ed i nt o concr et e gr av e l i ner s . I naddi t i ont one v erhav i ngques t i oned t hes e“ s t andar d”met hodsof bur i al ,I hadne v ercons i der edt hede v as t at i ngeffect soft hem ont heear t h. T hemat er i al s t at i s t i csoft oday’ sdeat h i ndus t r yar es t agger i ngandnotwel l k nown. I nAmer i ca,eachyear ,4mi l l i onacr es off or es t ,2, 7 00 t onsofcopperand br onz e,1 04 , 27 2t ons of s t eel ,and 1 , 636, 000t onsofr ei nf or cedconcr et e ar eus edt omak ecas k et sandgr av e l i ner s and bur i ed i nat r adi t i onal cemet er y,al lofwhi cht oget hercov er ov er1mi l l i onacr esofl and. Des pi t et hel i ni ngoft hegr av es ,t ox i ns f r om t he800, 000gal l onsofembal mi ng flui d us ed on bodi eseach year l eachi nt ot hes oi l andwat er ways , poi s oni ngwi l dl i f ei nt hear eaandbeyond.
I ft hes enumber sar en yout ocons i deranot h met os har ewi t hyoua A tanat ur albur i alcemet er y,a bodycans i mpl ybepl acedi na bi odegr adabl e cont ai ner or s hr oud,and bur i ed att heper f ectdept ht of aci l i t at eanat ur al i nt egr at i onbacki nt ot heecos ys t em. Nochemi cal sf r om embal m i ngwi l ls eepi nt ot hewat ers ys t ems , not r eesar ecutdown.
Wes t er ncul t ur e’ swi l l f uldi s connect i on andav er s i ont oDeat hasat opi cof conv er s at i on i sanot herr eflect i on of our di s connect i on t o nat ur e. Cont empor ar ybur i al sal i gnwi t ht hi s di s connect i on.Deat hi s a per f ect as pectoft hecycl eofl i f e.Deat hi sa t r ans f or mat i on. I fyou woul dl i k ef oryourbody t o gr acef ul l y and nat ur al l yt r ans f or m andr et ur nt ot heear t hasyourfinal phys i calact ,t hi spos s i bi l i t yi sv er y muchav ai l abl et oyouandyourl ov ed ones .
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May1 2t hwasMot her ’ sDay May1 8t hi sourGr andmot her ’ sbi r t hday I t ’ sbeenf ouryear ss i nceherpas s i ng.Ias k edmymot heri fs hewoul dbe wi l l i ngt os har ewhatmak esherf eel cl os et oherMom t hes edays . T hi si swhats hewr ot edown.
“ We ar ef or e v erconnect ed,i t ’ s deep and unbr eak abl e. I t houghts hewoul dbegonef r ommebutI f eel hercl os enes s al ways .I s eeheri nt her edbi r dt hatv i s i t st hef eederwi t hout f ai le v er yday.Is eeheri nt henot esandr emi nder st hat comeatj us tt her i ghtt i me.I hearherv oi cei nmyheadand i nmyhear t ,t el l i ngmet obes t r ong.She’ snotgone,s he’ s j us ti nanuns eenf or mbute v erpr es ent .Al ov el i k emyMom’ s ne v erends ……”
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I t ' snotl i near .I t ' snotAl cohol i csAnonymoust hatt ur ned t hi ngsar ound. Somet i mesi t ’ snotwhatyouwant edt ohear . T her ei snot i mel i ne. Mos tdayswe’ r ei ns i deofaci r cl eand i t ' snote v enawf ul , l i k eonT V . T hats ur geonwasacompl et eas s hol eandonl ywi s edup af t erhi sugl ydaught ers t oppeds mok i ngweedandpi ck ed upahabi tov ert hes ummer . Hewi l l findt hatt her ei snor eal hel p.Jus tt oughl ov ef r omt hes amedeadeyedchar l at ans t hatwr ot eyouOx yCont i nat90/ mont hands entyouon yourway.
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T hey’ v ewas hedt hei rhandsofyou. T he s ur geon t r eat ed you l i k eal eper and pr obabl ys t i l lt hi nk sr ecov er yi sr ealand t hat r ehabwor k s .T heCount yHeal t hDepar t menti s ov er r unwi t haddi ct sgi v i ngbadadv i ce.T hey' r e s adi s t sonapowert r i pwhocan' twai tt ogethome s ot heycangetf uck edup. I ft hedeal erdoes n' tgetyourpaycheckt hecour t ort hehos pi t alwi l l .T heywi l ls i cks omes oul l es s dr one on you who,on Sunday,you wi l lďŹ nd bangi ng on yourf at her ' s door .Y ou ar en' ta pat i ent , you' r eapr obl em. Y ouar ewal k i ng, t al k i ng pr oofoft hei ri ncompet ence. I t ' scompl i cat ed.T her ear en' tax i omat i cphr as es ors i mpl eans wer st hatwi l lmak ei tal lbet t er ,s o qui tbeat i ngyour s el fup. Y ou' r ej us tgoi ngt ohav e t ol i v eyourl i f et hebes tyoucan.
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Wi t ht hi s pr oj ect I ’ m addr es s i ng t he i mpor t ance of t ack l i ngs ex ual as s aul t s , hi ghl i ght i ngj us thowmanycas es oft hi shappenwi t hnor eper cus s i onsf ort heper pet r at or s . T hemedi ahasbeenabi ghel pi nr ecentyear s ,women andmenar es t ar t i ngt ofindt hei rv oi cesandgai nmor e confidencei ncomi ngf or war dt ot el lt hei rs t or i esbuts t i l l manyr api s t sar eget t i ngawaywi t hi t .T hehor r i ficr eal i t y i st hatmanyr api s t sar eget t i ngoffwi t hwar ni ngsf orr ape becaus et heyar ewor r i edaboutpr i s ondamagi ngt her es t oft hei rl i v es ,di s r egar di ngt hepeopl et heycommi t t edt he cr i meupon.T hi si sagr eati nj us t i ceandIwi l lnol onger wat ch and s t and by i dl y,Ideci ded t hatIwoul d us e phot ogr aphyasmyt oolt os pr eadawar enes st ot hos e who r emai ni nt he dar k aboutt he cr uelwor l dt hat s ur r oundst hem e v er ywher e.WhenIs t ar t edt hi spr oj ect ,I wast ak enabackbyhowmanys ex ual as s aul t shappeni n myownci t y, l ook i ngont hel ocal cr i mes t at i s t i csI wasdi s gus t ed,al mos te v er ys t r eetIt ur ndowni thashappened. T hes ys t em needst o bechal l enged and v i ct i mst o be t ak ens er i ous l y.
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Myl i f ehasbeen oppr es s edby s uper ďŹ ci al t r ut hs , r ul esandcommon s ens e.
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Asas ecr etr e v engeagai ns tt hes oci et yIhat ed,Ides t r oy mys el fi nt he phot ogr aphs ,by addi ng i ncompr ehens i bl e el ement s ,andt ur ni ngt hem i nt os omet hi ngt hatl ook sgood ont heout s i de. I ’ dl i k et obel i e v et hatbydes t r oyi ngwhatIhat e,whatIl ov e canbecr eat ed.
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T hi si st hes t or yabouthow I f ound mys el fwhen If aced mydemons .
Di us ememor i es ,nos t al gi a,conf us i on. T hes nowasamat er i almani f es t at i onofcr ys t al l i z edf eel i ngs .T hes t or m as t hechaos , ent r opy, t het hi ngst hatar ebeyondourcont r ol . Nat ur east hemat r i xoft hecont i nuouss ys t em i nwhi chwe ar ei mmer s ed. Acont r adi ct or yr el at i ons hi pwi t ht echnol ogy.
T hebodyt hati sandi snot , t hedeni aloft hebody,t he i dent i t yasadens ef or es tat ni ght . Sel f des t r uct i on.T hei mper at i v eneedt ok now i nor dert o s t op hat i ng ones el f ,t o des t r oy ones el fi nor dert or ebui l d,f r om z er ot hi st i me,t o be r ebor n.Met amor phos i s , decons t r uct i on. T he s t r uct ur es of t he i nhabi t eds oci al env i r onment , t heempt i nes si nt hes es t r uct ur es .T he ego di v i ded i nt o t hr ee:whatIs ee,whatIs ee t hr ough t hem,whatot her s s eet hr oughme.
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T echnol ogyandna asi fnot hi ngcoul d at i on.
T ak eabr eat h,wea par toft heuni v er s e Ii mmer s emys el fi n wat eroft hawf r eez car e,t ot r ans cend k eepmov i ng.
T hes unr i s es ,andt t hat goes t hr oug war m l i ghti s gl i m s t r uct ur est hati nt er
s eofv i ol encet hati nt i on:r et ur nt ot hei nnak ed:t heconv enown can be v er y nds i ght .
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t hewat eri sal i qui d gh e v er yt hi ng.T he l i mps ed des pi t et he t er pos e.
Fr agment at i on.St udy each par tof my body i ndependent l y and att he s ame t i me dependi ng on t he compl et es ys t em. Humancont actheal smywounds . Ican i mmer s e mys el fi nt he f or es t t hatIam wi t ht hi sal l cont i nuous . I r eacht hes ea,i ts eemsl i k et hepar adi s eI nev eri magi ned, ev er yt hi ngi ss o cal m. T hewar mt hofanew habi t at ,If eel comf or t abl e,Ik now mys el f ,now I connectwi t hal lt hos epeopl et hatI was ,t hatIam. T he magi ci si n my hands ,i nt he handsofmys i s t er s ,t heonesInev er had,t heonest hatwer eal wayst her e. T heet her ealmagi c.Is how t hemos t genui ne i n me t hr ough a game i n whi chnobodycanr ecogni z eme. T hemeati ss har ed,mi x ed. T hi si st her ev ol ut i onoft hebody,t hi s i st odi eand ber ebor n,asa gr eat l i v i ngmas st hatnev ers t opsmut at i ng.
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Fami l y T hephot opr ov i desanos t al gi cs nap s hotofwhatwasourcher i s hedchi l dhooddays .T hepool ,act i ngast he cent r al poi nt f or t hes e s unny af t er noonswher ewes pl as hed and pl ayedi nt hegl or i oushour sofpur e cont ent ment .Si nce t hen,I ’ v e pr ogr es s ed f ur t heri n my l i f et han I ’ d t houghtand t hr ough many ex per i encesofbot hl ei s ur eandt or ment ,I f eelIhav egai nedagr as pofwhat adul t hoodmi ghthol df ormei nt he f ut ur e.
Y et ,t he phot oi ndi cat es how my mot heri sper hapss l i ght l ydi s dai nf ul t owar dst hei deaofl et t i ngmel eav e t henes tass uch,s eei ngasIam t he younges toft hr eechi l dr en.Myex pr es s i onadv ocat est hatI ’ ms l i ght l y wor n oft he handhol di ng ex per i ence. I hav e phot ogr aphed my f at heronhi sphone,get t i ngonwi t h l i f ebutal waysl ook i ngoutf ormei n t he back gr ound.T he whi t e chai r s ar eas ymbol i cges t ur enotonl yf or t hei runi t y, butal s ot oper s oni f yhow t heyactasonet hr oughpar ent i ng; onecoul dnotwor kwi t houtt heot her .
Dani el eD' Or t enz i @dani el edor t enz i Al essi oD' Or t enz i @al es s i odor t enz i Model s :
i dent i Mys er i esi saboutt heconcept sofi dent i t yanddupl i ci t y, es peci al l yconcer ni ngs i bl i ngsoft hes ames ex . Ial waysnot i ce v er y pecul i art hi ngswhen i tcomest o br ot her sors i s t er soft hes ames ex . Somet i mesIs eeav er y deepgapbet weent hei dent i t yofeachot her ,asi ft hey bot hwantt ol ookandactast heex actoppos i t e.Ot her t i mes ,howe v er ,Inot i ce pr of ound s i mi l ar i t i es and a s ymbi ot i cbondbet weent hem. I hav et r i edt opor t r ayi nmy pi ct ur eswhatIs aw bet weent hos et wobr ot her s-Al es s i o andDani el e. If el tt hat ,e v eni ft heyar ev er ydi er entf r om manypoi nt sofv i e w,t heys t i l ll ookal i k ei nmanymoment s ands i t uat i ons . T het i t l eofmys er i esi s ,t her ef or e,' ' I dent i t yI s s ues ' ' andt he capt i onIchos ei st hef ol l owi ng:" T wobr ot her s ,s odi er ent yets oal i k e, ex pl or et hei rbondanddi s cov ereachot her . "
Ceci l i aMi nut i l l o @ceci obl u
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Wedeci dedt hatt hewor kt i t l ewoul dbe' EnďŹ ndes oi r ĂŠe' meani ng ' Att he end oft he ev eni ng' ,s i nce t hi ss hoot ex pl or es t he homos oci al r el at i ons hi p bet ween t wo women.Bot hs ubj ect scoul dbel ov er s ,cl os ef r i ends ,or maybe s i s t er s . By ex pl or i ng t he f emi ni ni t y and chal l engi ngt her eal msofhet er os ex ual i t y,t hegoalf or t hi ss hootwast oex pl or et hei nt r i cat eand of t ent i mes i gnor ed homos oci alr el at i ons hi pt hatwomen t end t o hav ewi t heachot her .Al s obydoi ngi twi t hanal lAs i a cas t i ng, we i nt end t o s how mor e v i s i bi l i t y and r epr es ent at i onf orAs i an( andes peci al l yt heJapanes e) women.
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Cl ot hi ng: Cur i osT ok yo @cur i os _t ok yo/cur i os t ok yo. com
T hes epi ct ur ese x pl or et he hi dden, t heunk nownand f eel i ngsofl onel i nes s , l ongi ng andanambi v al ents ens eof di s connect i onand connect ednes si nt hewor l d ar oundus .
Cl ar eMar i eBai l ey @cl ar emar i ebai l ey
As el f por t r ai ton35mm fil mt hatImadei nt oa pr i nt ,t hena phot ogr am whi chIdamagedi nor dert ogett heeffectIwant ed ont hefinalpos i t i v epr i nt .Iwast r yi ngt os howhowt er r i bl eIf el t i ns i deaf t erbei ngl ef tbehi ndbyt heper s onI l ov ed.
Asyoumi ghtbeabl et ogues s ,Ihav ebur ntmyexoutoft he phot ogr aphs . I tt ookawhi l ebutI r emov edt hemoutoft hei mages onceI ďŹ nal l yf el tr eadyt ol ett hem go. T houghIam ov ert hi sper s on,get t i ngov erbei ngunwant edby t hem wass omuchhar dert oaccept .I ' m nots ur eI ' m act ual l y t her eyet .
EmmaPr i t char d @emmal i k es di nos aur s
T hi syears t ar t edout v er ydi er entt ohowI i magi nedi twoul d.
If oundmys el fal oneandhear t br ok enandwi t hnoi deaof t he k i ndsofpai n Iwasgoi ng t o hav et o go t hr ough. Hones t l y,I ' v ebeenatt hel owes tI ' v ee v erbeeni nmyl i f e anddi dn' tk now i twaspos s i bl et of eelt het hi ngsI ' v ef el t . T hr oughal l oft hi s , atl eas tI s t i l l hadonecons t antandt hat wasphot ogr aphy.Ibegandocument i ngmys el fweek l y ( on i ns t antfil m)no mat t erwhatIf el t .T hei magesI ' v e s har edar es omeofmymos tpai nf ul andhones t . I canonl y hopet hatt heycans omehowhel pot herpeopl ewhomay begoi ng t hr ought hes ame,and t ohel pt hem f eell es s al onei nal l oft hi s .
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I ns pi r edbyat umul t uousr el at i ons hi p t hatcamet oanendawhi l eago. Iwant edt ohi ghl i ghtt hepar al l el i s m bet weent heempt i nes sandi s ol at i on oft hes es cenesandt hewaypeopl e f eeli ns i dewhens omet hi ngt hatus ed t o mean a l ott ot hem,i ts uddenl y does n’ tanymor e. I t ’ ss omek i ndofs t i l l nes st hathol dsus capt i v et i l lt hewi ndsofchangeand r enewal comebl owi ngourway.
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aboutl onel i nes s af t erabr eak up cl os ei npr ox i mi t y butdi s t anti n i nt i macy I t ’ s har d bei ng human s omet i mes .L i t t l e bal l s of mus hand anx i et yand l ov e and hear t br eakand des i r e and del us i on wr apped i na bow t obet uggedup,down ands i de waysbyt hepul lof an unf or es een s eas onal depr es s i onunt i lwe’ r es nowi ngi ns ummerands t ucki na col d pi l e ofconf us i on.I ’ m s or r y. I ’ m s o s or r y. I ’ m fight i ng t he t ent acl es of habi t ualt ender nes sf orat i p i n t he s cal e t owar ds … What ?Whatout comeam I hopi ngf or ?I al wayst hought youwer eanal yz i ngmebut I ’ dgi v et hes eaf oras neak peaki nt oyourbr ai n.
It ook t hes e pi ct ur es at t he begi nni ng of a pas t r el at i ons hi p. Wehadgot t enhi ght os eegal l er i esbutendedupwal k i ng upanddownt hehi ghl i nei nl oops ,ex al t edbye v er yt hi ng. Wehad k nowneachot herf oroneweekbutt her ewas al r eadys omet hi ngi nt r act abl eandi mpos s i bl et oi gnor e, a cons t antf eel i ng t hatIwasi nex pl i cabl yl i nk ed t ot hi s per s on.Iwasas t oundedatmyl ackofagencywi t hhow t hi sper s oncamei nt omyl i f eandr ock edanys ens eof s t abi l i t yI hadaboutmys el forhowI s awt hewor l dar ound me.If el ts t uckaccept i nghows omet hi ngcoul dbeoutof mycont r oli ns uchaper v as i v eway,uncov er i ngabond t hat I f el t pr eex i s t ed r at her t han had my act i v e i nv ol v ementi ni t scr eat i on. WhenIt ookt hes ephot os ,Iwasi naf r enz y,ov er whel med anddi s or i ent ed.
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Model : Vi ct or i aBer nar dez @v i ct or i a. ber nar dez
Vi ck yi soneofmycl os es tf r i ends , anex t r emel yt al ent edact r es sandane v en bet t erper s on.Shoot i ngwi t hhermademeas kmys el fhow doIdealwi t h i nt i macy. Howdowepas st hatbar r i erwi t hanot herper s on?Howdowebui l d i nt i macy?Howdoweex t er i or i z et hati nt i macyandi si ts omet hi ngt hatcanbe s howni naphot ogr aph?
Apor t r ai tofmygi r l f r i end,wi t houtmak eup,af e wf r eck l es and t he i nt r oduct i on of a l i t t l e pr i s m r ef r act i on. Jus tat es t amentt obei ngpr oudofyourownf eat ur es .
JackGoul d @j ack _goul d
T heRe t ur nt oI
F orme,i nt i macyi sav er ys t r ong and att he s ame t i me del i cat e . I tr equi r est i meands pace concept t ogr owandde v el opandi tcanbe v er ydi ffer entf r om oneper s ont o anot her .It hi nkt hatbef or ehav i ng i nt i macy wi t hs omeone el s e,you mus tfir s tnur t ur et he one wi t h your s el f .
oI nt i macy T hes ebl ack&whi t ephot osar emy r et ur nt ot hepr i mor di al s t at eofi nt i macyt hatI cr eat edawhi l eago. I was a bi tr el uct ant t o t ak e s el f phot osonfil mbecaus eI di dn’ t wantt owas t et hef r ames ,hav i ng anunf ocus edorunbal ancedcompos i t i on. ButI t r eat edt hi sasanex per i ment , s eei ngasi twasal s ot he fir s tt i meIhadafil mi nmyfir s t camer aaf t erav er yl ongper i odof notus i ngi t .
Al otofmyear l ywor kwasbui l t ar oundi nt i macy,al t houghIdi dn’ t pl anf ori t . Wi t houtamodel t ot ak e phot ogr aphsof ,Iwast hemodel f or mys el f . And whi l e at t he begi nni ng Iwasr at hers hy and af r ai dofnots howi ngt oomuch,i t s oon became a way of s el f ex pr es s i on.AsIwasbot hi n f r ontand behi nd oft hecamer a, t he i nt i macy I cul t i v at ed wi t h mys el fenabl edmet ocr eat ephot ogr aphst hats ai dmor eaboutme t hanwor dscoul d.
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Ine v erex pect ed t he phot ost o t ur nouts obeaut i f ul l y.I twast he fir s tfil m Is hoti nawhi l e,whi chI l ov ed f r om f r ame t o f r ame. at ef ulIt ookt hes ephot os , Iam gr ast hey wer ea way ofcomi ng backt ot hecor eofmys el f .T hey wer eal s oal es s on:t hatIneedt o do t hi s mor e of t en and t hatI s houl dn’ tf or gett hatIneed i nt i macywi t hmys el fasmuchasI cr av ei twi t hot herpeopl e.
I ti saques t i onofani nt i macyat t achedt oa per s on; i techoest heendofi l l us i ons . Ev ent hought hebodi esar ef ul l ofs ens ual i t y, t heyal s ol eav er oom i ns omepi ct ur est oa mel anchol y pecul i ar t ot he s ol i t ude t hat eachper s onmeet si nt hei rl i f e.
Vi ol et t eNel l @v i ol et t enel l phot os
L os shast ak ent hes t ar sf r om myeyesandt hefir ef r om my hear t . When you hav e not hi ng el s el ef t ,t he dar k es tdemons becomeyourcl os es tf r i ends . Wedancet oget heri nt hi sdi ml i tapar t mentt oanaudi ence ofempt y whi s k y bot t l esand X anaxcani s t er s ,my onl y es capef r om t hi shel l youhav ecr eat ed. T her oom s pi nsuncont r ol l abl y asIs l i pf ur t heri nt ot he wai t i ngar msoft hedar k nes st hathasr eachedoutt ome. When you hav e not hi ng el s el ef t ,t he dar k es tdemons becomeyourcl os es tf r i ends . I ’ ml eav i ngt hi spl ace, I ’ ms or r yI was n’ tenough.
Mi k eJacobs @_mi k e. j acobs _
Iof t ent r yt oďŹ nds t abi l i t y,i n r el at i ons hi ps and e v er yday l i f e, but s omet hi ng goes wr ong. I f eel a t ens i on under neat h,asi fghos t sar e r eadyt ot ak enotme, butt he wor l dI l ov e. I don' twantt hi s , I ' dr at herbe t ak enmys el f .
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T heOt herWor l d
“ Man hasgoneoutt oex pl or eot herwor l dsand ot her ci v i l i z at i onswi t houthav i ngex pl or edhi sownl abyr i nt hof dar kpas s agesands ecr etchamber s ,andwi t houtfindi ng whatl i esbehi nddoor wayst hathehi ms el fhass eal ed. ” ― St ani s ł awL em,Sol ar i s
T hi si saphot os t or yofcar ef ul l yr eex ami ni ngones el fand ďŹ ndi ngt heot hers ur r eal i s t i cal l ybeaut i f ul ,uncompr omi s i ng andt enderasar es ul t . Donotbeaf r ai dofi nt r os pect i on. I t ' supt oyout obr i ngi tt oa peacef ul end.
T amarBur dul i @t amar _bur dul i
Y es t er day' s Red
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Nat al i aSl i wowska @f amf at al i a/sl i wowsk a. com
I ' v ebeendocument i ngni ght l i f ei nmycol l eget ownf ort he l as tf our mont hs and I ' v e beent r yi ngt omak emypr oj ectdi ffer entf r om pr oj ect s bef or eorpr oj ect ss i mi l ar . I ' v e been dr awi ng i ns pi r at i on f r om t he wor k s of Nan Gol di n, Mi chael Schmel l i ng' s A t l ant a,Gor don Par k s ,and many ot her s .F ora whi l e,I t houghtmypr oj ectwoul dbe about ni ght l i f e cent er ed ar ound my homet own of T us cal oos a, but i t has e v ol v edi nt oane v er gr owi ng bodyofwor kaboutt hes ens at i onsandf eel i ngsofgoi ng i nt ot he ni ght ,ov er al l .I ’ v e donet hi st hr ought hebeaut i f ulcol or sandmoment sI ' v e s pot t ed. T hemoment sgoby s o f as t , howe v er , and becomebl ur smuchast hey dowhen you' r eouton t he t own,fil l ed wi t h al cohol .I ' d ex per i ment ed wi t h di ffer ent wayst odocumentt hes emoment s . Is t ar t edoutus i ngan SL R, but I f ound mys el f fidget i ng wi t h my s et t i ngs and mi s s i ng moment scons t ant l y.So,af t erbr eak i ngi t oneni ght( i twasal s ot oobi g t ocar r yar ound)I i nv es t edi n anOl ympusSt yl usandI hav en' tputi tdowns i nce
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Model : Chener t @chener t _ Cl ot hi ng: PUUE @s i l l er andv i i r
T het i t l eoft hes hooti sPUUE,meani ngdi s abi l i t yi nEs t oni anandi t sconcept deal swi t hment al di s or derandt hei deaofembr aci ngt hedi s adv ant agesand wei r dnes s , gi v i ngv i s ual s uppor tandt ol er ancet ot hewor l dwear el i v i ngi n.
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nEdge anx i ous uneas y uncomf or t abl e t ens e ner v ousuns t abl es ens i t i v ei ns ecur eangr y t r oubl ed unqui et ups et upt i ght wor r i ed f r i ght ened des per at e pani ck ed par anoi d pr es s ur edr es t l es si mpat i enthes i t antf ear f ul di s t ur bed s t r es s f ul doubt f ul uns et t l ed uns ur ebr eat hl es st er r i ďŹ edf r agi l e
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Thesesubj ect sar esuspended notonl y physi cal l y,butt hey al soseem t ooati nanex i st ent i all i mbo,di s t antf r om t he r es t .Asi ft hey wer e al ls t i l l , saf e,asi ft hey coul d notor di d notwantt o ov er come a l i mi t .Whathasof t enk eptme f r om ov er comi ng a l i mi tf or t he car ef r eeness hav e been t hedut i es ,r esponsi bi l i t i es .
The onl y sol ut i on i s t o escape.Per hapst her ealt or menti st ot hi nkt hatas t at eof per enni albuoyancy cannot ex i s tandt hatsomet i mesi ti s necessar y t o r emai n wi t h yourf eetont hegr ound.
Mar cel l oI annot t a i ckr . com/ mar cel l oi annot t a
Somet i mes we ar e not comf or t abl ewi t hi s s uesand wehi deour s el v es . Wear ebendi ngandt wi s t i ng our bodi es , mov i ng our at t ent i on t o ot her t hi ngs , hopi ng t o get r i d of t he i s s ues .
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Mynamei sMar coHub,I ’ m 27year sol dandIwas bor ni nas mal l ci t ycl os et oMuni ch. I us edt os t udyMol ecul arBi ol ogyabout5year sago anddur i ngt hi st i me, I r eachedt het opofbei ngar at i onalper s on,j us tov er t hi nk i nge v er yt hi ng,t r yi ngt o conv i ncemys el fwhatI am doi nghasanagr eeabl e r eas on,l i v i ngi nas oci et ybas edonr ul esandl aws . T heonl yf r eedom I f el tweact ual l yhadi scons umpt i onandt r yi ngt oputmei naboxwi t he v er yonewho agr eeswi t ht hatdi dn’ twor k .Iwasfight i ngagai ns t myowndemonsandI al mos tl os t . I al mos tcol l aps ed i nt hi sper i od oft i me.Iwascl os et o becomi ng i ns ane.SoIdeci dedt ol eav e.T ol eav ee v er yt hi ngI had and t ol i v e a compl et el y di ffer entl i f et han bef or e.As uddeni r r at i onalactpul l edmet ol i v ean abs ur dwayofl i f e, t hatwasnotcompat i bl ewi t hr at i onal i t y.Ipack ed my back pack and fle w t o Col ombi a wi t h no t i mel i mi tand no t hought sof comi ng back agai n.My j our ney br ought me t hr oughEcuador ,Per u,Col ombi a,Mex i co,Canada and Por t ugal .Is t ar t ed t o demat er i al i z e mys el f , t r yi ngt ok eepj us twhatIr eal l yneededt os ur v i v e, t hi nk i ng about t hr owi ng my cr edi t car d and pas s por taway.Iwass i ckofal lt hatcons umpt i on andaf t erawhi l e,bes i desmycl ot hes ,myt ent ,my j uggl i ngbal l sandpi ns ,mydi ar yandmycamer a,I hadnot hi ngel s el ef t . Fi r s taY as hi caT 5andl at eran Ol ympusMj uI I .It houghtI ' d ne v ergoback ,s oI s t ar t ed t ol ear nt he l anguage and af t era f e w mont hsIwasabl et or eal l ydi v ei nt ot hecul t ur eof t hos e L at i n count r i es .I ns t ead of cons umi ng mat er i al i s t i ct hi ngs ,Is t ar t ed t o getaddi ct ed t o ment algr owt hbyf or ci ngmys el ft hewhol et i met o dot hi ngsIwass car edofdoi ng.AndIgr e w and gr e we v enmor e, di v i ngi nt ot hes ubcons ci ousmi nd, ex pl or i ngmor eandmor ehi ddendemonsi nor dert o s t ar taccept i ngi ns t eadoffight i ngt hem.
Iwass ucces s f uli nmany andbecaus eoft hatI go onesi nt he phot ogr aph s ome wher ewhi chf orme per s oni sunpr ot ect edbu you.
nywaysandr eal l ys t ar t edt of eels el f conďŹ dent ott omeetmanyi nt er es t i ngpeopl e. T heyar et he phsand Il ov et hem.Mos toft hem ar el yi ng ei sav er yv ul ner abl es i t uat i on-t hi sv ul ner abl e butatt hes amet i mes os t r ongbecaus et heyt r us t
Mar coHub @macr o_buh
Model s : SoďŹ aBer t hel on @s . l at i ns i mone
Car menPazCour t @t ut acour t
Xi omar aBas ul t o @l enbet as o
A wor ki n pr ogr es swher e,wi t ht he hel pofmyps ychol ogi s t ,I ' mt r yi ngt o s ee beyond " Y ourphot osar e ni ce" ands eehow myemot i onsar et r ans mi t t edi npar toft hewor k . L at el yIhav ebeenwonder i ng whyI k eept ak i ngpi ct ur es . I ' m notmak i nganymoneyofi tand t hat ' sok , buti tbot her smemor et hatI s t i l lcan' tans wert hatt o mys el for ot her s . I al wayst houghtt hatI wascapt ur i ng s omet hi ngt hatt hepeopl ei nf r ontof t hel enshav en’ ts eenbef or eoft hems el v es ,t hei rs hynes sand awk war dnes s , howI i nt er pr et , s eeandappr eci at et hem,s omet hi ngmor er ealori nt i mat e. Butt her ei ss omeofmepr oj ect edaswel l . Por t r ai t sf r om t heback , s t i l l t her e buthi di ng behi nd obj ect s or cr oppedoutt hef r ame. Whenpeopl eI k nowas kmewhyI dot hi sI don' tk now whatt os aybecaus eI don’ te v enhav e acl eari deaofmyownwor korhowt o ex pr es si ti nwor ds ,Ipr ef ert os how t hemapi ct ur eands eei ft heycans ee t hes amet hi ngt hatmademet ak ei t ; s eei ft heycans eet hes amebeaut y i nflawsandbaggyeyes ,s eei ft hey canappr eci at et hes hynes sofs omebodywho’ sopeni ngupt oaper s on t hatt heybar el yk now.
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T hes e pi ct ur es r eectmy pas s i on f orf as hi on phot ogr aphy,butal s omyr es ear chofadeeper meani ng, t r yi ngt oi nv es t i gat et hei nt i macyt ypi cal oft hemoment sIwantt os hoot ,concept ual i z i ng andt ak i ngmyphot ogr aphsoutofcont ex t .
My ai m wast o cr eat e at mos pher ei nwhi chI wa
ea s ur r ealand i nt i mat e antt oi mmer s et hev i e wer .
Ial s owant edt ocommuni cat eaoat i ngf eel i ng and t ol ett he i magesembr ace t he s pect at or . mak i ngt hem l os er ef er enceanddes cendi nt ot he decont ex t ual i z eds ubj ect sI ' v edeci dedt os hoot . Fi l i ppoI ani er o @i ani er o_
At r i but et obeaut y, beaut yof nat ur e, beaut yofwomen. Acel ebr at i onofcol or s , bodi esand f r eedom. Womenasbeaut i f ul asower s , ower sasbeaut i f ul aswomen. Sot hatt heybl end.
ManonGui t t ot @mnongt t
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T hes ephot ogr aphsar edi s cov er i es ,encount er swi t h obj ect s .T hey ar ei mpul s es ,needs .Each of t he s ubj ect si nt hes ei magesawak enedas t r ongemot i on i n me. When I encount er an obj ect t hat t r i gger st hi semot i on, I abs ol ut el yneedt ophot ogr aph i t ,ot her wi s eIam ex t r emel yf r us t r at ed,aswhenyou hav et of ul fil l ades i r e. T hus , t hes eencount er sar et hemos ti ns t i nct i v epar tof mywor k .Butwhydot heymak emef eelt hatway? Pr obabl y becaus et hey ar el i nk ed t o my cur r ent ar t i s t i c concer ns :Iam obs es s ed wi t ht he abs ur d. I ndeed, I t hi nkt hatnons ens eandt heabs enceofl ogi c ar egr eats our cesofpoet r y. Somet i mest hes ubj ectIphot ogr aphi si t s el fabs ur d, buti nmos tcas es ,i ti st hephot ogr aphi cges t ur et hat i sunj us t i fied,becaus et hes ubj ectdoes n’ tconf or mt o t hebeaut ys t andar ds , ori sex t r emel ybanal . I n our s oci et i es wher ee v er yt hi ng mak es s ens e, not hi ngi smor ebeaut i f ul t hananunj us t i fiedact .
Val ent i nDeber nar d @v l nt ndeb
Ant agoni s mos Pamel aL i món @l uz s ens i bl e
I t ’ sbeenhar dl et t i ngmys el fbe. “ What ’ son my mi nd? ”-I t ’ se v en har dt owr i t et hi st ex t . Af e wdaysagoI wast r yi ngt owr i t e s omet hi ngandi tt ookmeanhourt o putdownaf e wwor ds . I tamaz esme t of eels omuchandnotbei ngabl e t oputi ti nt owor ds . Ibel i e v et hat ’ swhyIphot ogr aph.I don’ thav et os peakmymi nd. I famomentcr eat esas ens at i oni n me, I phot ogr aphi t .
T her ear es omanymoment st hatI wantt ok eepf or e v erandi t ’ smor e aboutt hel i ght . How i tf eel s ,how i ti nfluencest he moment and mak es you f eel s omet hi ng. ’ v ebeent r yi ngs ohar dt oj us tbe I mys el f , butwhoam I ?T hat ’ st her eal ques t i on. Igues sI ’ l lj us thav et ok eep on t r yi ng, k eepondoi ngi t , unt i l I f ound myt r ues el f .
T hes e phot ogr aphs wer e t ak eni nahot el byt hes ea, i n t he o s eas on,when onl y t enaci ousďŹ s her men ar e on t he beach and t he r ooms r emai n dus t y.F orme,t hey r epr es ents ol i t ude,a f eel i ng whi ch has been bot her i ng mef oral ongt i meandwhi ch i ss omet hi ng I can now appr eci at es omet i mes .
Gi ul i aGal eno @gal enogi ul i a
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T hes e phot ogr aphs ex pl or et he f eel i ng ofl onel i nes s . T houghweof t ent r yandhi det hi sf eel i ngf r om s ur f aci ng, t hi ss er i esi smeantt os how t hatl onel i nes si saf eel i ng t hati sv er ymuchi nt hepubl i cv i ew. Bys eei ngi ti not her s , wemays eei ti nour s el v es .Under s t andi ngour s el v esi sa ďŹ r s ts t epi nempat hi z i ngwi t hot her s .
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Pr es ente v er ywher e.L i k ei tornot . Var i ous r eas ons can l ead us t o i mpr egnat eour s el v eswi t hi t . As ong, a pl ace,a l et t er ,an ar oma ors i mpl e act sofdai l yl i f et hatbydoi ngt hem, we unl eas has ens e of empt i nes s i ns i deofusf orwant i ngt or et ur ni na way oranot hert os omet hi ng.T he i r r econci l abl er el at i ons hi p bet ween t wo moment s ,t he pr es entand t he pas t .Whatyou had and whatyou hav e.I ti sourt as kt oďŹ ndandl ocat e ones el f .
I e x pos emy i nfini t el y l onel ynat ur e. My mel anchol y andmy s adnes s .
By r e v eal i ng t hi s s t at e, I ' m ex per i enci ngani ncr edi bl econnect i on wi t ht he beaut y of nat ur e,whi ch r es pondst oe v er yt hi ngt hathappens i ns i deofme. T hi si safil t erofbeaut i f ul s adnes s ,t hr oughwhi chIunder s t and t hate v er yt hi ngar oundmei st her es ul t ofmyemot i onsandex per i ences .T hat e v er yt hi ngar oundmei s , i nf act , me. T hr ought hes epi ct ur esIwantt os how t hats adnes sorl onel i nes sar enotas badaspeopl et hi nk .Us i ngt hi ss t at e, youcant r yt ofindyouraut hent i cs el f , di s s ol v e i n i t and obt ai n many ans wer s . Don' thi de f r om your s el f .Don' thi de f r om l onel i nes s . I t ' sal s oar es our cewe mus tt r yt ous e.
Yauheni yaHabr yk av a @gabr i el l j i ďŹ l m
L i nger i ng bet ween my dearpas tandadi s t ant f ut ur e,my i mages pr oces st hos ef ai ntmoment s i nbet ween. T heycar r yal l my s ecr et s .My des i r es , obs es s i ons and f ear s . T hey e v ol v e ar ound e v er yt hi ngcl os et ome.
Ori si tt he oppos i t e? Awayt o embr acet he unk nown?
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WhenGr andmaannouncedt hat s he was goi ng t o mov et oa r et i r ementhome,i tt ookt heent i r e f ami l ybys ur pr i s e.Gr ant ed,wi t h 85 year s ofage i ti s notan unus uals t ep t ot ak eand t ak i ng car eofahous eandagar denal l byyour s el fi sal otofwor k .Buti t al s ok eptheroccupi edands hei s s t i l lf ul l of l i f e. Howe v er , her deci s i oni sfinal .Shehasal ways beenar at i onal per s on.
Shehasl i v edi nherhous ef ort he l as t30year sandi nt he27year s t hatI hav ek nownt hepl acemys el f i t has n’ t changed much.Unt i l r ecent l y,i thasal waysj us tbeen Gr andma’ spl acet ome.Nowt hat Ik now Iwon’ tbeabl et ov i s i ther t her ei nt he f ut ur e Inot i ce how s peci ali ti sbecaus ei nawayher home i sa t i me caps ul e.Wi Fi r out er sne v ermadet hei rwayi nt o t hehous e. Herk i t chenappl i ances s t emf r omat i mewhent hi ngswer e bui l tt ol as t .‘ Outwi t ht heol d,i n wi t ht hene w’hasne v erbeen a mot t ot hats hel i v edby.
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